#<- idk if I should tag it this way but it is in my chibi style sooo

[calciumyum]

Drawing this before the finale!! He deserves to be creepy I think

[notjustjavierpena]

Panties

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A/N: Well look who are back. I didn’t think dbf!joel still existed in my brain but it seems that he is actually thriving. A little treat for you all while I polish some hubby stuff. This one absolutely goes out to @sugadolly 💖💅🫶

Summary: You show off your cute little underwear. Joel wants to fuck you but you want to try something else.

Pairing: Joel Miller x f!reader/you (no y/n)

Tags: +18 smut, dbf!joel, age gap, daddy kink, dirty talk, praise kink, pet names, reader is a good little girl, outside sex (idk what is to call it), clit stim, overstim, reader is cockdrunk af, they’re actually very much in love for real, cum!!!!

Word count: 2.2k

Link to this work on AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/52857010

Panties

“Lemme see them,” Joel says with a gentle tone as he admires you only in your jeans. He is hovering above you, kisses your lips a few times, and cups your tits as he slips his tongue into your mouth for a brief moment. 

You wrap your arms around his neck, feeling his chest against your breasts as you embrace each other. You giggle softly, “They’re silly, Daddy.”

“Never thought in a million years that my baby would be silly,” he says with obvious sarcasm, nudging your nose with his own, “Show Daddy your pretty little panties. I’m gonna see ‘em eventually.”

You remove yourself from him to step back. You roll your eyes, and he raises a brow but then you follow through. 

“Fine,” you tut as you lie down on his bed. His eyes lock on your buttoned jeans, his mouth slightly agape as he breathes deeply with anticipation hanging in the air. 

You undo your jeans and pull down the zipper, wiggling your hips as you pull the denim down over them, and into view comes your pink cotton briefs. They’re cute, not silly, but you already know this, sporting a little bow on the front and a pattern of chibi-style cats.

“Well?” You kick off your jeans, throwing them onto the floor.

Joel kneels on the bed, admiring them thoroughly, “Pussy panties?”

You snort, covering your mouth and nose as you do, “Shut up.”

“Am I wrong, baby?” He crawls closer to you, lifts your legs up to bend them, and spreads them until his thighs hit the back of yours. He reaches up to peel his shirt off and throws it into your arms so you can hug it close and get drunk on his scent. 

“No,” you say as you contemplate crawling into the piece of clothing that he has given you. God, you want him everywhere on you. That masculine smell has you wet in moments.

“Makes ya look real pretty, lovebug,” he compliments, just about to peel the underwear off of you. He stops himself as you scrunch your nose up at the new pet name.

Joel laughs heartily, “Don’t like it?”

“Say it again,” you grin up at him.

“Love. Bug,” he repeats, yanks one of your legs at a time over his hips. 

“Hmm,” you tap your chin, “Maybe you should call me it as I come, just to make me associate it with something nice.”

“Cheeky,” he says as he pulls down his own underwear. They are in no way as thrilling as yours; black briefs that can barely contain his hard cock and with a little logo on the waistband. He settles them around his thighs, and whilst he does, you reach down to pull your colorful panties to the side.

“Joel?” You say his name. He makes a movement as if his ears have perked up at hearing his actual name.

“What is it?” He asks, rubbing your legs soothingly. His eyes are locked on your cunt.

“When— when you’re,” you trail off, suddenly shy, “Uh, when you…”

“Yes?” He drags the word out, looks up. 

“I want you to come on them,” your heart beats in your chest and ears but out of the corner of your eyes, you spot Joel’s cock twitching in the air upon hearing those words.

“Was that so hard to ask for?” He digs his thumbs into your thighs, causing you to squirm underneath him, “You just lie back and let Daddy treat ya right.”

You wait in anticipation. And then, oh.

Ohh.

“Ah,” you mewl, looking down between you to see what he is doing. The thick head of his cock lays heavily against your clit, and when you tell him how good it feels, he holds the base of his shaft and slaps the tip against the small nub a few times. 

You shudder, clenching around nothing and flexing your thighs as you shift a little. Joel’s cock hangs between his legs again, and his hands slide down to rest on your hips, thumbs reaching inwards to spread you open and watch your pulsing cunt. 

“You want me to make you feel good, baby? Make you come so hard that your little clit won’t stop twitchin’ until you get all teary-eyed?” He reaches for your clit to circle it with the pad of his thumb, and you can feel slick drip down between your ass cheeks. You moan helplessly and nod repeatedly, already heaving for breath, and Joel beams with pride, “Already cockdrunk? My my. I haven’t even fucked ya yet.”

“I don’t want you to f— I don’t want that,” you say suddenly, surprising even yourself. You reach down for Joel’s cock, pulling it against your cunt but not dipping the head into you. Instead, you rub him against your clit, “This, Daddy, I want to come like this.”

“I can make that happen,” he reassures, batting your hand away to replace it and grabbing at the base of his cock himself. He resumes what you were doing, dipping the head down to catch some of your wetness before adding pressure to your clit. He slides back and forth a few times, “Like that?”

“Mhm,” you hum softly, furrowing your brow in concentration. You hold still to let him rub his whole length through your folds until he is sticky with your arousal. His left hand is still grabbing your hip, and he uses it for leverage as he leans a little weight into you. 

When he grows impatient after a few minutes of you crying quietly for him, he tries to enter you. You catch his wrist and shake your head, “No! No… you promised.”

“I did no such thing,” he clicks his tongue at you. 

You pout up at him, “But…”

“Oh, don’t make that face,” he groans,  “You know I can’t do anythin’ when you make that face.”

“Please,” you beg, “I’ll come so hard for you.”

“Yeah?” He smiles down at you.

“Yeah,” you blink your eyes prettily, “This feels so good. I’ll cream all over your cock, Daddy.”

“Now how can I say no to that?” He moves a little before guiding his cockhead back to where you want it. He rubs the blunt head in circles over your clit for a moment, slaps it against the sensitive spot too, until you can hear the squelching sound of your wetness coating you. It makes him glide over your cunt easier. 

You curl your toes and bite your lip as you look down at what he is doing, “Ahh… Keep going.”

He does, building up a rhythm that has you whining pathetically. This shouldn’t be that intense but it is, making your pussy flutter and seek out more. 

“Let me try something,” you say, and he stops as you reach down, “One second.”

With both hands, you take hold of the seam of the leg of your underwear, holding tightly at the very top of it and the very bottom. You yank it down to sit tightly over the girth of Joel’s cock, essentially trapping it underneath your panties so it drags along the shaft with each of his thrusts. He sits so tightly against you now. 

“Try now,” you don’t even have to say please for Joel to know you are begging. 

“Jesus Christ,” he growls at the new sensation, spurred on to make himself feel it even more. He fucks himself against you with a sudden quickened breath. 

The bed starts shaking. You start trembling. 

You’re not able to take your eyes off of your sinful act, chewing on your bottom lip as he works his cock back and forth over and over again underneath the seam of your panties. 

“Please,” your sound is weak, “Fuck!”

“Careful with that,” he scolds, “Eyes on me.”

You quickly look up at his face, barely able to focus with how much he shakes your whole frame with every push of his lower body. 

“Say sorry,” he commands, referring to your use of a swear word. He doesn’t relent one bit, rolling his hips again and again. 

“S-sorry,” you apologize, too focused on how your orgasm is already approaching, “Please.”

“Hold on,” he slows down, and you nearly sob with how close you are, but he only does it to remove his shirt and uncover your chest again. Then he goes back to his frantic thrusts, eyes fixated on the way that your tits bounce with every push of his hips. 

“‘M close, Daddy,” you hiccup, feeling your heartbeat in all parts of your body. You throw your head back and groan loudly at the head of the bed, “I’m so close.”

If you weren’t holding onto your underwear, you would be clutching the bed frame so hard that your knuckles were white. Instead, the fabric is pulled so taut by your fingers that it hurts when it digs into your skin. You probably don’t have to do it so roughly but the pleasure racking up your spine makes you need it.

“Don’t hold back, baby,” he encourages with ragged breathing. Confident that you won’t let go as you orgasm, he lets go of himself and grabs both of your hips. He hoists you up a little, leans forward a little further, and then drives his hips back and forth, cockhead sliding over your clit repeatedly. 

“I’m gonna— Oh my God, I’m gonna come, I’m gonna come, I’m gonna come,” you say it like you’re almost in a panic, almost too overwhelmed to embrace the intensity you’re about to experience. You want to push him away and pull him in at the same time but he holds you so roughly in place that you just have to take it. Your eyes find his as you let it happen, “I’m coming! Daddy, oh f— I’m coming!”

“Yeah? My love bug’s coming?” He nods as encouragement, “Come for me, darlin’ baby.”

And my God, you do. You can feel your whole pelvic floor erupt into beautiful spasms of pleasure, your clit pulsing so fast and strongly that you are sure that Joel can feel it against his dick. You thank God that he is holding onto you because you are twitching and moving involuntarily as he continues his sweet torment, and tears stream down your face. 

“That’s it, baby doll, you just cry all ya want,” Joel manages to coo between his own moans. You sob as your orgasm peaks, even more when you slip into a state of oversensitivity. Joel doesn’t relent, “Oh, baby. I know, baby, I know.”

It isn’t until your panties start to tear that he draws back, precome beading at the slit of his cock from how turned on he is. He is smeared with your arousal too, pearly white, and he seems to have put all the strength he has into holding back so you don’t pass out. 

You shiver, trying to make sense of why your body chose to make you come so hard from a simple clit orgasm. The sweat on your body suddenly feels cold, and you reach for him until he leans down and kisses your lips. You whimper into his mouth. He wipes away a few tears.

“You okay?” He asks softly, pulling back slightly to look you in the eyes as you reply.

“Yes, sorry.”

“No, no. Don’t apologize,” he tuts, “You were gorgeous. God, I am so crazy about you.”

“Now you,” you insist, looking down between the two of you to see the red tip of his weeping cock, “You promised.”

“That I did,” he draws back until he is on his knees again. He grabs the base of his dick, strokes it a few times, and then lays it against the crotch of your underwear. 

Joel rubs the head fast against the soft fabric. He holds onto your thighs, neck muscles straining as he seeks out his own pleasure. You watch him whilst delirious with post-orgasmic bliss, occasionally whimpering when he unintentionally slides over your swollen clit. 

A moment later, after one of your particularly high whines, he comes with a short breath of relief. He stains the fabric, lays his cock heavy against the front of the underwear, and pulses until he has no more to give. It’s intense to see him like this, and you find yourself grabbing his wrist to keep him in the moment with you. 

“Christ, sweetheart,” he pants. He slumps a little.

“I thought it was love bug,” you say with irresistible charm. 

“Don’t make me tell you to lick ‘em clean, young lady,” he smirks, already crawling forward to lay down on top of you. He crushes you so heavenly with his weight, pretending-biting your cheek and causing you to snicker, “Are we clear?”

You hold him close, relishing in everything that he is, “We’re clear. I’ll behave. Somewhat.”

“Somewhat?” He nuzzles into your neck and presses a kiss. 

“Well, I don’t think I’m quite satisfied,” you say dramatically. 

Joel pulls back to glare at you, “What is that supposed to mean?”

“Well, I need you inside me too,” you pout even more dramatically, “Pussy feels so lonely, Daddy. Needs something.”

“Well, we can’t starve this insatiable pussy, can we?” Joel catches on quickly, and soon, he has you screaming on three of his fingers. 

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I posted 687 times in 2022

That's 93 more posts than 2021!

11 posts created (2%)

676 posts reblogged (98%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

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@stardewvalleyheadcanons

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I tagged 16 of my posts in 2022

#my art - 6 posts

#encanto luisa - 3 posts

#luisa madrigal - 3 posts

#encanto - 2 posts

#luka megurine - 2 posts

#idk i just wanted to be a munchlax - 2 posts

#just rambling - 1 post

#so i'm sticking to him until i die - 1 post

#but there really aren't many gay emo boy - 1 post

#i love my emo boy - 1 post

Longest Tag: 42 characters

#me marrying sebastian for the dith time :>

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

It's Luka's birthday :D

4 notes - Posted January 31, 2022

#4

You know what I realized?

I haven't drawn Luka since I was like 13, now I'm 21 about to be 22.

If you're wondering why, it's stupid.

I got bullied off DeviantArt because I had a stamp that said Len and Rin are twins to me and that Luka was my favorite vocaloid. So yeah people wrote really awful thing on my profile and notes just because I said I liked Luka more than Miku / I also said that I actually liked Meiko x Kaito. ((I shipped her with Kiyoteru at the time) lol

I'm just going to start doing more vocaloid fan art. It's been too long

11 notes - Posted January 17, 2022

#3

I've been sick but I'm feeling a lot better.

Really want to get drawing, but I don't have any inspiration.

Give me some ideas. Please

In the meantime please have this chibi Luisa

70 notes - Posted January 23, 2022

#2

I felt sick yesterday again, so I mostly spent it sleeping, but now it's nearly 2:30 a.m. I can't sleep, and I wanna draw.

I got this suggestion from @lafamilia-madrigal , but there's no way I have enough braincells to draw a full scene. My head still hurts

Should probably draw someone else, but I can't help it.

[-Also I finally found a place that does piercings with anesthesia but it's kinds expensive :( - ] [ Check out my redbubble so I can actually get them done]

The suggestion:

See the full post

116 notes - Posted January 25, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Let's be honest Luisa and Pepa were the best characters from encanto

Still kinda mad that they didn't show Luisa with her hair down.

I mean IMAGINE THE POSSIBILITIES!!

133 notes - Posted January 15, 2022

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[citrusinicake]

i drew some hermits like they were the masked singer contestants

i've never seen a single ep of the masked singer

comedy's hand is behind him also i dont think i drew his braces correctly

my hand hurts it's currently 1:30 am good morning good night

[katzkinder]

Just woke up from a dream where like. It was the Servamp characters doing a magical escape room, and it was DEFINITELY dangerous and potentially deadly, full horror movie set up, and one of the prerequisites for doing the room is that even before you went there, it would return your body to the physical state at which you were going through the most emotional turmoil, because somehow it Knew™ that you planned to go.

For a lot of the characters, this meant getting turned back into teenagers lmao

There was also a pair of spies who were a couple together and completely unrelated to the servamp characters, trying to do… Something. Steal the secrets of the escape room? Idk

But the setup was a boardwalk, and the first room was an area, kinda like a gothic dining room, where you would choose an object that spoke to you, that gave me the vibe of containing an important, often traumatic memory you don’t want other people to know about. I didn’t see what all the other characters took cuz the scene changed soon afterwards, but Mahiru took like. A glass half orb thing with little chibi versions of a bunch of the characters on the inside. He got teased for picking it because the person everyone at the table could see on the inside was Sakuya, and he admitted that yes, it was Sakuya’s image that caught his attention, but then he starts turning it in his hands and it contains images of all the different members of the Servamp cast, far more than it should be able to show on the sides alone, and Mahiru saying that “This… Is me.” Notably, Mahiru’s image would never turn up, no matter how much you looked

Other areas of the room included a beach with killer waves that would chase you and the Sloth pair had to avoid them, but otherwise it was a very peaceful place to have a discussion, and a circus… Tent? Thing? Populated solely by beautiful women and horses decked out in like those outfits you see horse riders at the circus wear, like the skimpy ones with the feathers and gold dangles. And inside THAT was a flea market area that contained Servamp merch LMAO. Since my dream was very adamant about following Mahiru around, I got to see him get super flustered because there was a bunch of stuff of him and Sakuya together available for purchase, like cute little keychains and such, some of the SLS, what appeared to be photo books of his own memories with the others that he actually got kind of excited about because they were all moments he hadn’t gotten a chance to take pictures of for whatever reason, and one VERY tempting thing about the exploits of a teenage Tooru. He wanted to know more about his uncle so bad y’all dksjdks Kuro had to steer him away after pointing out the really creepily intense way the show runners were watching them. “We’re not allowed to take anything with us,” he said, and gave the impression that it was like fae or land of the dead rules, where if they bought something they could never leave.

And it was as Kuro’s eyes settled on an old antique music box that I woke up!

It was a surprisingly cohesive dream with some actually REALLY COOL concepts in it, so I thought I’d share with the tag? See if it inspired anyone, or at the least made them laugh with how MUCH I have Sakumahi on the brain lately lmaooo

[beclynn-herondale]

If you let me chapter 2

(For some reason, I am kinda getting nervous about this story, idk, but anyway I wrote the second Chapter last night as well, but idk if I'll be this productive again 😂) also this is another universe kinda thing}

Rosemary woke up to the sun bright in her room, she guessed she cried herself to sleep, she hated crying so she made sure no one was around to see her do it, and she went to check on Kit, who was still sleeping in his basinet, she decided to watch him sleep for a bit, she noticed Johnny still wasn't in the room, maybe he had gotten up or maybe he had never come home.

She supposed once Kit woke up she should eat something but she didn't have much interest in food lately, but she needed to, she thought of Céline making her breakfast and smiled, wow, she really needed to stop thinking like this but she couldn't get Céline out of her head.

Why couldn't she? She couldn't stop thinking of how beautiful Céline was and how her hair looked so soft, how her eyes were a beautiful green and she could stare into them for hours, how her lips looked soft and wondered what kissing her would be like, these thoughts went through her head on a daily basis and she wish she could stop but also maybe she was happy for them.

Kit woke up and she smiled at him

"Are you hungry my baby?" She said

And she picked him up and went to the kitchen to fix him a bottle, she made herself some toast with strawberry jam.

______

Céline took Jace to get Crepes today for breakfast, Céline loved chocolate crepes and it seemed her son had inherited the love for them as we, she was also teaching him french, he loved when she sang to him in french.

"Oh buddy, you got some chocolate on your cheek," she said.

"You too, mama," he informed her.

And they both laughed, she loved these moments where things felt normal and she could forget for even a moment, she had never known she could be this happy, until she had Jace and suddenly it was like there was a new light in her life, she would love him and be so gentle with him, he would never know anything like the childhood she had.

She picked up a napkin and wiped the chocolate off his cheek, he smiled at her.

"Alright what do you wanna do now?" She asked him

"Can you help me with reading?" He asked

Jace was always wanting to read and learn how, he loved learning

"Alright," she told him.

______

Rosemary noticed Johnny was still not home, she wondered if he decided to leave them, surely not though, right? She always had this fear in her that he would and she wondered if she would actually care if he did, she hated herself for feeling this way and thinking these things but life is like that.

She looked over at Kit playing with his stuffed animal and smiled, he didn't know hardships yet and she wished he would never have to, but she knew that it wasn't in her power to decide that.

The door opened and Johnny walked in, he looked annoyed

"Where have you been?" She asked calmly.

"At the shadow market, why does it matter?" He said

"I think I have a right to know where you are, especially when you haven't been home for almost a day," she said with a bit more force this time.

"Well I wasn't sure if that Céline was gonna be around, I don't like her and honestly I would like you to stop meeting with her, and that brat of hers," he said.

And Rosemary felt a rage she hadn't felt in a long time.

"Jace isn't a brat and Céline is my friend, and you don't get to decide if I hang out with people or not, I don't say you can't be at the market all the time," she said with a calm rage to her voice.

"Well it's my house and I haven't said anything to Céline's face, I tolerate her when she's here, hell I even became ok with the fact we were having a kid, and I continue to go out and make money to pay for everything!" He shouted at her.

And she felt her heart sink and break a little in her chest, she never thought he would actually say he didn't want Kit but he just did, she started cry and wanted to stop but couldn't, she loved him and they had a kid together so why did it feel like it was falling apart? She loved him.

"Rosemary. . . I... I am sorry, I shouldn't have yelled that or said any of it, I am just upset," he said more softly.

"Are you sorry? Or are you just saying that so I'll pretend everything is alright when it's not," Rosemary said, she realized she had said what she had been feeling for a while.

"It's that woman, Céline she is filling your head with stuff that isn't true, you know she has this idea that women are strong and can raise a kid on their own," he said with venom

"Women can do things on their own," she said.

"Really, why are you still relying on me than?" He said

"Well maybe I won't anymore," she said

And he looked like she had slapped but she didn't really care cause he had just shattered part of her heart, she would regret later she knew.

She saw Kit looked upset but he wasn't crying and she went over to hold him.

______

"Good job!, Buddy," Céline said cheerfully to her son

"I did it," he said so happy.

"Yes you did."

He had just read three whole pages of a book in french and he was so proud of himself, she would eventually start teaching him latin and if he is interested other languages.

"Hey mom?" He said

She realized she had zoned out

"Yes, baby?"

"Do you think some day I could learn the piano?" He asked

"Of course you can, my sunshine," she said and ruffled his curly hair.

She hoped he wouldn't lose his curls when he got older, he had beautiful curly hair, his eyes were gold, and she thought she knew why but couldn't be sure.

______

Maryse and Robert had been exiled to the New York Institute, several years ago, they were the heads, and Maryse hated that Alec and Isabelle didn't know very many other Shadowhunter kids, but it was her fault, she trusted Valentine and let him play her like a chess piece.

She kept in contact with Céline, Céline kept eyes out for anything that wasn't normal in paris and Maryse did the same in New York, she disliked Céline when she first met her, but she didn't hate her now, she was also raising a kid out of Idris and not around other Shadowhunter kids, she asked Céline if she wanted to come visit cause maybe their kids would hit it off.

Maybe they would have another friend, and it had been years since Maryse had seen Céline so maybe things could change, or maybe Maryse is finding am excuse just to see someone.

______

After their fight Rosemary waited for Johnny to leave before she packed stuff for her and Kit and went off to find a warlock to make a portal, she decided she would go to Céline, maybe Johnny would figure out where she went but she at least needed some time away from him.

Amd Céline would be nice to just be around, she never thought she would become close to this girl who had saved her years and years ago, but life was funny that way wasn't it?

And they are both so different now, both mom's trying to make the best with what they have, trying to not let the world hurt their children like it did them, she knew a little about what Céline's parents had done to her and she wished Céline had never gone through that, but she remembered what happened to her parents and wished she had never had to see them like that.

She found a warlock and they made her a portal, she went through it and she was in Paris, and it brought back memories of that night she first met Céline and that Silent Brother.

She started trying to figure out which part she was in and after she did she made her to Céline's.

She got to her small apartment and knocked on the door, Céline opened it and looked shocked.

"Rosemary. . . Why are you here? Is everything ok?," She asked concerned.

And she just cried and hugged Céline, Kit was in her arms but she didn't want to let go and she didn't want Céline to let go of her.

"Mommy, who is it?" She heard Jace call as he came to the door.

he saw them and joined the hug, telling Rosemary it would be ok, and that she could cry cause crying is good, this angel she thought.

Tagging @khaleesiofalicante cause I put a scene where Céline and Jace eat crepes, @chibi-tsukiko @spotsandclawsthings @megs-readstoomuch meg idk if you are interested in this but I am gonna tag you from now on if that's alright 🙈

[ilovethings-somuch]

The Smallest Audience Member

Chris Evans x Reader

Anon Requested: I have this A-level fluffy idea that came to mind. Its a dad!Chris Evans x reader. So Chris stars in this Broadway show (Lobby Hero) so, when you guys attend your 3 yr old boy keeps calling him wanting his attention. (Idk if that's possible in general, but its fanfic, so, *shrugs*) You can end it however you like. Would you be comfortable writing it? Pretty please?

A/N: Obviously this request came in when Chris was actually doing Lobby Hero, unfortunately, I’m the worst and writer's block + school has been killing me so I didn’t finish until now. Anyway, I hope you enjoy it! 

(I do reference the mustache in the fic, but I wouldn’t want the picture to be an act of aggression) 

Chris being involved in a Broadway show was kind of a dream come true for him. He always talked about how he didn’t love acting in movies as much as he had when he started out, but performing live every day was just the thing he needed to reignite his love for acting. The only unfortunate thing about it was that James and I were stuck home in Boston while Chris had to live in New York for a couple of months. At 3 years old James had begun to understand that Daddy’s job meant he wasn’t home all the time, but that didn’t make the time apart any easier. For that reason, along with a few personal ones, I made it a point to take some time off from work near the end of his play run so that we could stay with Chris in New York and have a chance to see him perform before all heading back to Boston together.

As much as I wanted to surprise Chris by showing up in New York, I knew that it would be too difficult to figure out the logistics of travel and where to meet him without his help. So, after hinting at the idea for a while and finally telling him about how I got time off from work, we set to work on figuring out the best travel plans for me and James to visit for 2 weeks.

Arriving in New York with a 3-year-old was much more stressful than I imagined, and the fact that our flight was right in the middle of what should have been nap time only made matters worse. I got an Uber from the airport to Chris’ temporary home and he met us on the front step with a huge smile on his face. James’ mood seemed to change the moment he saw his dad, even though Chris had changed his look pretty dramatically with the mustache and hair, James didn’t seem to mind the change and all the attitude that was coming out before quickly melted away as Chris led us into the apartment. After some slight fussing Chris managed to convince James to take a nap, leaving me and Chris to have some time to ourselves to catch up. Once we were fully alone Chris and I shared our first kiss in over two months. It felt reassuring and normal, minus the change in facial hair which left me rubbing my upper lip.

“That’s gonna be something new to get used to,” I said.

“Sorry,” Chris replied sheepishly. “Only two more weeks, it’ll be the first thing to go.”

I gave him another kiss to prove that I would get through it. Even though we’d been talking on the phone or facetiming pretty consistently while he’d been gone, it’s always better when I’m with him and can reach out and touch him or kiss him whenever I want to.

Once James woke up from his nap, we had a couple hours to grab dinner before Chris had to be at the theater. Chris ordered in from the restaurant he’s been raving about ever since he got to New York and I get a sense of what he’s been up to around here without me and James around. Before the show actually started, he seemed to be at the theater almost constantly, but now that they’re actually performing they have a lot more free time. However, Chris informed me that performing live is way more exhausting than being on a movie set all day, so even though he does have free time, he spends a good portion of that just lounging around his apartment.

James and I weren’t going to Chris’s show that night since it runs too late for James to stay awake through it and be in a good mood, so once he headed to the theater I found a nice park in the area and headed over there to let James get some energy out. Upon seeing the dog park in the same area I regretted not driving down and bringing Dodger along on this visit, then again I couldn’t remember if Chris’ apartment was dog-friendly or not and I wouldn’t have wanted to get him in trouble.

On Saturdays, Chris had two shows a day instead of one. While this meant that we’d have less time to actually spend with him, it also meant that James and I would be able to go to his 2 o’clock show. Chris was nervous about us seeing him perform, but I knew he was going to do great and I couldn’t wait to see him on stage. James didn’t totally understand, but he was at least agreeable when I convinced him he needed a nap earlier in the day if he wanted to stay up to see Daddy’s show.

Chris had to be at the theater an hour before the show started. We ate a quick lunch together while James was napping before he left. It seemed like neither of us could get over the fact that we were together, and we couldn't keep our hands off of each other. Granted, it wasn't the same way as before we had James, or if James hadn't come with, but even the chaste touches were special after being apart.

After Chris left I set about making James' lunch and packing a small bag of snacks and quiet activities to keep him occupied in case he got bored during the show. Once James was awake and he had eaten it was time to head to the theater. Chris' apartment was close enough to the theater that I decided we could walk. James wanted to walk on his own but since he's not good at holding my hand and we were in a hurry I opted to carry him. The theater was easy to spot due to the large number of people accumulating outside. I got in line with other people who had pre-bought their tickets. I saw a few people with Captain America gear and knew they were here for Chris. It was always nice to see how his fan base supported him in every aspect of his career.

The line started moving relatively quickly and we were ushered inside. I was able to find our seats with little hassle in the small broadway theater. James started bouncing in his seat the moment I set him down and I had to quickly sit him down all the way which caused him to pout at me. I was able to keep him busy with his favorite book for the short period of time we had to spare before the show started. As soon as the lights dimmed I noticed James yawn largely, that one small action gave me the littlest bit of confidence that he would fall asleep during the show or at least relax enough to stay quiet. Unfortunately, that confidence went out the door as soon as Chris stepped on stage and gave his first line. James perked up immediately and when he located Chris’ spot on stage a huge smile grew on his face and he began to wave over his head. I quickly moved him onto my lap and whispered to him that he needed to be quiet and sit nicely if he wanted to stay for Daddy’s show. He didn’t seem to understand this request and gave me a pout, but nonetheless, he obeyed and moved back to his seat where he stayed mostly quiet through the rest of the show. At the intermission, Chris sent me a text saying he saw James waving at the beginning, along with a cry-laughing emoji. I passed on the information that Chris saw us in the hopes that it would get James to stop trying to get his attention. It mostly worked, but there were still a few moments in the second half when Chris got close to our side of the stage and James tried to call to him.

All in all, it wasn’t a bad outing for a 3-year-old and I was proud of how well he behaved. An usher found of after the performance and lead us back to Chris’ dressing room.

“Hey, what did you guys think?” Chris greeted us.

“You did amazing! I mean, I kind of hated your character, but that just made it all the more impressive.” James leans from my arms into Chris’ as we spoke and quickly piped up about him being on the stage.

“I was on the stage, was that cool?”

“You were a cop!” James said excitedly and Chris laughed.

“I was, I was pretending to be a cop for the show.”

“And you was talking funny,” James added with a slight scowl on his face.

“I was, wasn’t I? Hey, are you hungry?” Chris changed the subject and James gave an enthusiastic yes.  “Perfect, I know just the place for dinner.”

The rest of our trip to New York passed rather uneventfully, with sightseeing, testing out New York’s finest Pizza places, and stopping at some museums the time passed too quickly. Before I knew it Chris’ play run was coming to an end and it was time for all of us to head back to Boston. It was bittersweet for Chris. He loved his time acting on the stage again, but I knew he was excited about getting back home to the rest of his family, especially Dodger.

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Art Recap: 2018

January: Monster. This art was for an art contest on Undertale Amino where you listen to any song and draw what you think. The song I choose was Monster by Gumi. Im still pretry satsfied of how it looks.

February: Art Hurts. This was my first vent art, feb. was a hard month for me and I just drew what I felt like at the time.

March: Underverse anniversary colab. This was for another contest on Undertale AUs amino where you had to make a 3-way colab. My friend MonsterkittyNEZ did the sketch. I cleaned it up with the lineart. And Lillypopp did the coloring and effects!

April: Pacifism! I was entering a lot of art contests at this time and this was for another one. An UT x anything crossover! This actually won me 3rd place with my avatar crossover. Thanks to my good friend @jacosparceart for letting me use her markers :P

May: New Home. This was for the route battle on UT amino (pacifist v genocide v neutral, I was pacifist). I remember how long this drawing took to get Frisk's pose right and how long I spent lookinh up pictures of new home to get that background right. Sill love it though!

June: JSE Pop art. I was already really into the JSE community by then, I just hadnt made any really good art for it. This was the first. This was a school project, so I could only do so much (i wanted to give the knife blood, but NAH). Im still proud of myself for stepping out of my comfort zone and trying this.

July: Happy 20 Million. I think I offically posted this in Augest, but I had finshed it way before hand in July! Strangle enough i just remember how many screenshots I had to find of the games I wanted to put in the letters. I feel like I could have done the chibis better but overall pretty good.

(Ps also consider my GIF set for the Dark v Anti pokemon battle for July as well, thats just too long to put in one image)

Augest: Kill Jacksepticeye. I LOVE this drawing. I love the way the hand are positioned in Anti, I love how Henrik looks heartbroken and suprisied, I love how Sean's body is limp, its just a really great drawing Ok?

September: What should I do, Skater? I had just finshed playing Oneshot when I did this and was really egar to make a drawing of the final scene. I really like what I did with the background and the Sun, but I feel like I could have done the hands better.

October: Destiny can be Kind. This is me and my sisters OCs. Together, because their gay for each other. Its aborable.

November: The Fallen Children. The fallen children from my UT AU, Fallen Under. Ive already poured out my heart over this so Ill save it.

December/January: Looking to 2019. In this drawing I took up the challange of drawing all my internet friends. Total amout of people draw is 36. I would tag them all but idk their Tumblrs and if feels unfair to tag only some of them and not all, so no tags. Im very greatful to know everyone in that picture and that they all know me. Im in the middle bottom with the orange jacket!

And thats my 2018 art recap!

[franeridart]

would it be possible for you to draw the three bakusquad couples hanging out together? (bakushima, kamijirou, and seromina)

Anon said:could you maybe draw some seromina? i feel like the ship doesn’t get enough love and they’re really cute together

I’ve had a comic about all three ships drafted for an age, maybe I’ll finally finish it later today!! :0

Anon said:Love your Bakushima stuff! It keeps me going through the hell I am in ;w;

Thank you!!! I’m sorry you’re not currently in a good place tho, anon ;^; I hope all the best will come your way soon!

Anon said:so i checked your FAQ and it doesn't mention anything about commissions, which i suppose maybe links in with the whole no requests thing? anyway, feel free to ignore this ask if you don't and never will do commissions but know that i'm here with my wallet open if you ever do lololol

Thank you so much for the interest??? Commissions are an idea that I’ve been tossing around in my head for the past month or so, actually - I’m not promising anything, but I might actually open them soon enough!

Anon said:Who is bottom, Bakugou or kirishima

This isn’t that sort of blog anon!!! No n//sfw talks around here

Anon said:You got any kaminai angst hc?

This is also not that sort of blog!!! No angst talks around here either! sorry to disappoint both of you, tho I would have assumed that was actually pretty obvious from the blog itself hahaha

Anon said:i love your art so much but there's something about the little chibi extras that make me want to squee and cry at the same time, they're sO CUTE

THANK YOU!!!!! Drawinf chibis has always been one of the most relaxing things for me, those extras are always 100% self-indulgence so knowing you like them makes me really happy!!! :D

Anon said:I just want to tattoo one of your kiribakus drawing on my back, can i?

I don’t know why you’d want to do that tbh hahaha

Anon said:Idk if you're into greek mythology but if kiribaku were put into the eros and psyche myth who do you think each one would be?

Hmmm to be honest I can’t say I feel like they fit either particularly well, but if I had to pick Baku would be Psyche and Kiri Eros, I feel :0

Anon said:Hi!!! I love your art sooo much!! Especially those comics where the bakusquad are turned into babies! SO CUTE I WAS DYING. Do you think you’ll ever do it again?

Ahhhhhhhh thank you so much for liking those, anon!! I don’t think I’ll ever pick up te exact same idea again, tho ;^; sorry, maybe a variation of it but not that same one

Anon said:I miss your Haikyuu fanart, particularly your BoKuroo stuff. The next season needs to happen.

!! well, I can’t say a new season is gonna change much as far as my content output is concerned, sadly - I’m also following the manga, after all haha

Anon said:I shall always reblog everything you create. They are all masterpieces.

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU!!!!!!

Anon said:What post was it please share im in need

I’m sORRY it was a long long time ago and I never properly tagged it orz

Anon said:The poke thing.... OMG YOU KILL ME WTFFFF. So fucking cute, blasty baby. Your art make me so happy u dont have an idea! (In a manly way obvly haha) Thank u so much♡

!!!! thank you for liking it, anon!!!!!

Anon said:Okay last night at like 4am I looked at one of your fluffy kiribaku comics, and I don't even remember which one, but I saw it and began c r y i n g and I only remembered now

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh man I didn’t mean to make you cry??? Thank you for liking my stuff that much, tho!!

Anon said:Do you have any tips on how to draw hands and feet? I'm tired of drawing people with what look like claws and hooves

Somewhere in my #tutorials or #art tips tag there should be something about hands I did a while ago? But honestly anon the only real tip I can give you is to use a lot of references and draw them a lot, which sounds useless but it’s really how I’m learning how to draw them orz 

Anon said: your art is so absolutely phenomenally unique and just, GORGEOUS. it makes me so happy and it makes me smile and just. i love it so much, thank you for sharing it with us

SOB thank you SO MUCH seriously oh my g o d ;O;

Anon said:lol anon from a previous ask about the lack of noses, I appreciate the detailed explanation. I thought I was going to get a simple "because I don't feel like it" which is cool too, I still appreciate the time you took to answer me

It’s okay! I have reasons for everything I do with my style (tho most of it boils down to I’m a very lazy person haha) so I don’t really mind that sorta questions! :D

Anon said:Did I ever tell you how much I fucking love you, and your art ❤️❤️❤️💗💖💓💞💘💕💝💗💓💖❣️💕💘💓💞💝💓💖💘💓💘💘💕

AAAHHHH THANK YOU!!!!

Anon said:You are honestly one of my favorite artists ever just because of your art style and because you're pretty much exclusively a kiribaku and bakysquad artist!

I do tend to draw a ton for that specific group right now, don’t I hahaha I’m glad you’re enjoying it!!!

Anon said:Consider this: Bakugou with glasses

oHO but I already did consider that :D

Anon said:I just wanna say thanks love for providing me with bakushima fluff it’s quite rare to see art of it so your my Bakushima fluff supply love ya!

I’m glad you’re enjoying it! Is it really rare tho? I feel like all the krbk I see around is fluff hahaha

Anon said:Dude, dude, DUDE, I LOVE YOUR ART SO MUCH AND I LOVE YOU AND YOU'RE AMAZING AND I'M NOT EVEN IN THE BNHA FANDOM ANYMORE (I wasn't a big fan of the protagonist) BUT I ALWAYS COME BACK TO YOUR BLOG!

HOLY HECK THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anon said:I really hope that season 3 means we'll see hardened!kiri and the third years being animated.

Awww I really don’t think so, anon ;^; my guess is that Eri’s arc and the Big Three will be the beginning of s4 :(

Anon said:wait pls list some amazing blogs that you like im so curious to know where you draw inspiration from also I LOVE YOU

Ahhhh I love you too!!!! And if we’re talking about blogs that inspire me then !!! taro-k,  motekill,  sunflower-squad,  itsdanfango,  oikws,  jeanrydeart,  syblatortue (blog’s n//sfw, blah blah, you know the drill) camilleto, kimoidane, naeuri, l1ng, seventypercentethanol, natroze, andatsea, and that’s, just, the first I could come up with and only a minimal part of them seriously there’s so many great artists on this site orz

Anon said:Hey there! Firstly, I love your art it's stunning. Secondly, what are your fav ships from bnha aside from kamijiro and kiribaku? personay I enjoy todomomo and dekuraraka :))

OH thank you!!!!! And I’d say erasermic and most of any combination between the squad kids, really hahaha

Anon said:I have never even though about the noselessness (what is english language) of your art :D My brain has just slide aside that fact and after reading the anon's ask I went: What? They don't? Oh, they don't :D Your style is so expressive :D I love it

HECK thank you SO MUCH !!!!!!

Anon said:hey fran I would DIE for u

pLEASE DON’T DIE

Anon said:Would you draw Erasermic?

Hell yeah I would, after all I already have in the past hahaha

[midnght-sxn]

85 Question Meme

I was tagged by @walllflxwerr

Rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people

– what was your last…

1. drink: water 2. phone call: my mum 3. text message: about chibi art 4. song you listened to: brianstorm by arctic monkeys  5. time you cried: last night lol

– have you ever…

6. dated someone twice: nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it: nah 8. been cheated on: nope 9. lost someone special: to death? nope. probably did in other ways, but nothing that keeps me up at night 10. been depressed: i guess? really agree with @walllflxwerr on this. they said “not diagnosed depression, but I think anyone can experience it. It doesn’t have to be diagnosed to be experienced” 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

– favourite colours

12. orange 13. anything that you would label as “cyberpunk” 14. maroon probably

– in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: yesss 16. fallen out of love: haven’t fallen in yet 17. laughed until you cried: a tear or two but don’t think that really counts 18. found out someone was talking about you: i don’t remember so probably not haha 19. met someone who has changed you: doesn’t everybody you meet change you a little bit? 20. found out who your friends are: somewhat 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: yeah

– general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: on a personal level? probably 60 percent-ish 23. do you have any pets: sadly (not really), no 24. do you want to change your name: nah 25. what did you do for your last birthday: i honestly don’t remember. might’ve had dinner with my parents? 26. what time did you wake up today: 10:30 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: showering 28. what is something you can’t wait for: to get new contact lenses 29. last time you saw your mother: everyyyday

30. what are you listening to right now: some dank yoga music 31. have you ever met a person named tom: holy shit i think haven’t??

32. something that’s getting on you nerves: like the fact that 행복/幸福 is most commonly translated as “happiness”

33. most visited website: ao3 34. hair colour: black 35. long or short hair: long

36. do you have a crush on someone: nothing serious 37. what do you like about yourself:  38. want any piercings: tongue maybe??  39. blood type: most likely B but i never checked 40. nicknames: Han is the only one i claim 41. relationship status: single 42. zodiac sign: aquarius/pisces  43. pronouns: she/her 44. fave tv show: goblin 45. tattoos: none 46. right or left handed: right 47. ever had surgery: nope 48. piercings: three on two ears but at least one closed theyre all closed 49. sport: played volleyball in secondary high but i like biking i guess 50. vacation: romeee (and europe in general) (but also 西雙版納) 51. trainers: anything comfortable lmao

– more general

52. eating: instant noodles (for once!) 53. drinking: water 54. about to watch: just about to finally (finally) finish teen wolf 55. waiting for: this pimple to pop

56. want: question is too vague and i am too greedy 57. get married: sure, if its right 58. career: literary agent

– which is better

59. hugs or kisses: both 60. lips or eyes: both 61. shorter or taller: shorter than me is really short so...hahaha taller i guess 62. older or younger: does it..matter lol? as long as theyre emotionally mature (enough) and not old enough to be creepy 63. nice arms or stomach: stomach i guess 64. hookup or relationship: omg both. 65. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant with a random and rare streak of absolute recklessness

– have you ever

66. kissed a stranger: nope 67. drank hard liquor: how hard is considered hard 68. turned someone down: sort of 69. sex on first date: no. 70. broken someone’s heart: dont know 71. had your heart broken: in one way or another, nothing i didnt survive 72. been arrested: nooooo hahahah 73. cried when someone died: yes 74. fallen for a friend: no?

– do you believe in

75. yourself: isnt this a little vague? what about myself? am i a good person? will i be a successful person? will i be brave enough to overcome the obstacles in my life and keep pursuing happiness? maybe. idk. yes and no 76. miracles: maybe not like miracle miracle, but these impossible coincidences? things happening right when they need to? yes 77. love at first sight: nah, not the kind of love you should want anyway 78. santa claus: nahh im like, chinese, so like, not even as a kid 79. angels: i guess

– misc

80. eye colour: brown 81. best friend’s name: Oriana 82. favourite movie: uhhhh this one is really hard but the most recent favourite is probably call me by your name 83. favourite actor: I actually really like Domhall Gleeson hehe 84. favourite cartoon: uhhhh Brother Bear maybe?? Howl's Moving Castle?? 85. favourite teacher’s name: Ms Luc. Mad organised. One of few teachers who actually helped me improve.

thank you @walllflxwerr for tagging even tho we never interacted much! Feels like we have quite a bit in common too!

Not gonna tag though, since im already so late hehe

[eldritchsurveys]

o24.

1. A Song you’re ashamed of liking >> LMAO you tried it.

2. Favourite lyrics >> *rolls dice* “Every night, in every pore, the scales that do slither deliver me from... Freeze without an answer, free from all the shame; then I'll hide, ‘cause I'll never... never sleep alone.” (The Mars Volta, The Widow)

3. Favourite band/artist >> *rolls dice* Pearl Jam.

4. Top 5 Favourite songs at this moment >> Hmm... Turbo Killer by Carpenter Brut; Blood in the River by Zeal & Ardor; Exist by Avenged Sevenfold; Fundamentally Loathsome by Marilyn Manson; Rotlaust tre fell by Wardruna.

5. Latest song that made you smile >> I don’t remember the latest one, but a song that makes me smile is Feathers by Coheed and Cambria because I think of the ridiculous ass video.

6. An overrated band >> I don’t know what it means to be overrated.

7. An overrated song >> ---

8. Latest song that made you cry >> Probably that track from Interstellar, Cornfield Chase.

9. Artist/band that saved your life  >> Creed, Pearl Jam, My Chemical Romance, and AFI all had their hand in it, I’m sure.

10. If you could see any band/artist live, who would it be >> I’d love to see Wardruna!

11. What song/album/band/artist always brings back memories for you >> The Dear Hunter, Black Sandy Beaches. I was listening to that when the plane started to descend into Colorado Springs the... last time, I think? Whatever time. But that’s what I always think about, how that felt.

12. saddest song you know >> A sad song I know in general, one that makes me really sad just to hear, is A Perfect Circle’s 3 Libras.

13. Favourite song to sing in the shower >> Blood Red Summer, Coheed and Cambria. Or any of the Doomstar Requiem songs.

14. If you played an instrument in grade school, what was it >> I didn’t, I was a choir nerd since the beginning.

15. What song would you like to have your first dance to at your wedding >> I don’t know.

16. 5 Songs to have sex to >> Fundamentally Loathsome, as fucked up a song as it is, it has such a sensual groove that really hits me in the no-no parts, just sayin. Rev 22:20 by Puscifer. Helvegen by Wardruna is a... I think it’s a dirge, actually, but I guess I like the idea of having sex to strange songs. Leave me alone. I can’t think of any others at the moment, but that’s enough insight into my weird kinks anyway, NEXT.

17. One band you’d have get back together/bring back from the dead >> One more Type O Negative album might have been cool. IDK.

18. You’re forced to listen to only one album for the rest of your life, what album is it >> Hm.

19. A song that gets you through shit >> I Know It’s Gonna Happen Someday, David Bowie. Just... *clutches chest*

20. A song to shut everything out >> I’m thinking like... doom or sludge metal here. But I can’t think of any songs off the top of my head, I just know that particular sound works great for shutting out the world.

21. A song that’s a joke between you and your friends  >> ---

22. A song to jam out to at 4am >> Morte Lumina, Dethklok.

23. A song that punches you in the gut every single time  >> The Ghost of You, My Chemical Romance.

24. A song that calms you down >> Love Boat Captain, Pearl Jam.

25. A song that makes you feel alive  >> There She Goes, My Beautiful World, Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds.

26. If you could get any lyrics tattooed, which would you choose >> Oh man, I couldn’t even begin to choose. Do you know how many lyrics I’d have to choose from?!

27. What band/artist would you get your children addicted to at an early age  >> I mean, I think they can get themselves addicted to whatever band or artist resonated with them.

28. Can you play any instruments, if so, which  >> Nope.

29. If you could be a member of any band for one show, who would it be >> I really don’t know, lmao.

30. CDs or Vinyls  >> Vinyls are fun!

31. 25 songs to play at your funeral  >> 25?! That’s way too many, lmao, just play Death is the Road to Awe and call it a day. Then go get drunk. 

32. What are some song titles that you love >> Most of Fall Out Boy’s, lol.

33. If your life ended today, what song would you choose to represent it >> Nope.

34. Can you give me a 10 song playlist on ____ >> I guess this is for if you use it as an actual ask meme, and the person that sends you this one is supposed to fill in the blank.

35. A heart wrenching song >> Ich Dachte Schön, Selig. For me, anyway.

36. A band/artist you’re proud of >> Janelle Monae!!!

37. A song that has a lot of meaning to you >> Nothing As It Seems, Pearl Jam. That song’s been with me through a lot.

38. A song that reminds you of school >> Prayer, by Disturbed, because that was out when I was in high school and I used to watch the video on the school computers all the time. Also, I drew like 16-inch-tall chibi versions of the band from a screencap of the video, and I laminated the David Draiman one and would just carry it around school with me all the time. So, you know, there’s that.

39. A song not sung in your native language >> Percées de Lumière, Alcest.

40. An instrumental song >> The Final Fantasy Prelude song is the first thing that came to mind. :p

41. A classical song >> Elegy, Adam Hurst...? What counts as classical, does it have to be old?

42. A song with no percussion >> Guaranteed, Eddie Vedder.

43. Something you’ve heard performed live >> For the Love of God, Steve Vai. Amazing.

44. Something you’d give ANYTHING to hear performed live >> No Leaf Clover, Metallica.

45. A song from a band/artist that’s from your town/city/state/province  >> Uh, I think Anthony Kiedis lived in Grand Rapids at some point and I don’t feel like looking up bands who are from GR and hoping I know at least one of them, so I’m just going to go with this. Otherside, by Red Hot Chili Peppers.

46. A song made suddenly precious because of a special someone >> May It Be, Enya (for Can Calah).

47. A song made suddenly painful because of someone special >> I can’t think of any.

48. A song that demands lip syncing and a makeshift microphone >> Oh man! So many! But I’ll go with The Emperor’s New Clothes, Panic at the Disco.

49. A song from a band/artist you met/know >> H.O.R.S., Mother. (They’re from NYC. Click through to hear it on YouTube.)

50. A song that you would rock at karaoke  >> No One Knows, Queens of the Stone Age. I cheated on this one, because I have rocked this at karaoke.

51. A song you can’t help but dance to >> Big Freedia’s Empire State remix.

52. A song that makes you want to dance on a table  >> The Lost Art of Keeping a Secret, Queens of the Stone Age.

53. Your 10 song striper playlist >> Oh man, I don’t know if I have 10 songs for this! I’ll have to make a stripper playlist one day and come back to this.

54. Favourite Disney song  >> Hellfire, obviously. It’s me, after all.

55. A song that starts with the first letter of your name >> Lady Grinning Soul, David Bowie.

56. A song from an artist still alive  >> Younger, Seinabo Sey.

57. A song from an artist who’s dead >> Lazarus, David Bowie.

58. A song you love by an artist/band you hate  >> Meh.

59. A song you love with a colour in the title >> Orange Crush, R.E.M.

60. A song you love with a number in the title >> One, Creed.

61. A song that reminds you of someone you would rather forget about >> Meh.

62. A song that needs to be played LOUD >> Skeksis, Strapping Young Lad.

63. A song that makes you think about life >> These Things, Fuel.

64. 15 Songs that get suck in your head easily  >> Oh no. Here is A song that gets stuck in my head easily: Terra Novum, by Michael Curran, which is the Sid Meier’s Civilization V: Brave New World theme. It gets stuck in my head all the time because one of my tags on my main blog is a lyric from it.

65. A song that you think everyone should listen to  >> Uh.

66. A song that makes you want to fall in love >> LMAO I’m not sure?

67. A song that makes you think about ‘him/her’ >> I don’t know who the ‘him/her’ is supposed to be here... like an SO? Ok then... Noll, kent; Someone New, Joywave; Work Song, Hozier. One for each.

68. A song that you remember from your childhood >> All Coming Back to Me Now, Celine Dion. My JAM.

69. A song that reminds you of you >> Gravity, by Steven Price, for the movie of the same name.

70. Okay what’s the real answer to number 1 >> I AM NOT ASHAMED OF THE THINGS I LOVE. GOT IT?

[ersatzangel]

you should only not say something if you’re saying it to hurt someone. tumblr is more a blog with sm features than true sm, but if the feelings you’re getting are the same, that’s horrible. sorry you’re feeling that way. for me tumblr is my last connection to fandom besides fic. and yes, some days i think i just stay for the art, but when i’ve left in the past i always have fomo. even if it’s just about events. ‘when’s the bb? is there even one this year? what event is new this year? holiday exchanges?’ etc. sorry to hear about your sleep. i have no advice, just yana. what did you plant? :) ty for asking, the art is pretty. from harringrove mushrooms to chibi destiel. do what you need to find your bliss s2s2

by bliss I meant, do what you need to be happy. Life seems long, but it is so short. any bit of happiness is worth striving for. if leaving sm helps, you would be missed, but i think everyone would understand. - - sorry anxiety made me replay what i said a few times already and this part was the worst part. felt i wasn't clear at all. - - and your update: your art is lovely, but don't feel /pressured/ to produce. i dont want you taking on that stress. s2s2

sorry, last one. - - re your tags update: i am not good at talking but you are easy to talk to when i try. and if even i find you easy to talk to, i /know/ others do too. sorry, again no advice, here i'm lost to how to help ;] - - may your evening be better than your morning s2s2

Gah, sorry! I basically feel like I'm on the verge of falling asleep all day (except when I go to bed, where I'm wide awake) and I mainly use this tumblr on my phone, in a private window, and my phone really freaks out when I try to type anything longer than one sentence lmao

But, yeah, I guess with personal stuff I don't feel like it's fair to burden people who are just here for fun fandom stuff and don't want to see my whigneing. And for fandom I don't really feel like I have the right to say anything??? With this blog because I just watched the show on my own for so long and so was never a part of the fandom (and don't really feel a part, now) and for my other fandom blog because I never made enough effort to be part of the fandom. IDK

ANyway, I know you were saying that in the context of my last reply but I just kinda went off on a tangent as usual Yeah, it's more or less my last connection, too, and I definitely get FOMO but the feelings I get from Tumblr are probably worse sometimes??? IDK I'm just very depressed at the moment and I don't want to alienate *everyone* by being a complete misery guts (...which is *exactly* what I'm doing now!) (also is there a gift exchange??? lol) Oh, I planted a Kangaroo paw! Hopefully it doesn't die haha I'm not exactly a green thumb XD and, ooh, that art all sounds lovely! I totally got what you meant, it's all good! <333 but I also get the anxiety overthinking because I’m currently re-reading this and going ‘maybe I should’ve just not…said this’ lol and yeah life is definitely short, for sure! And I feel like I've already wasted so much of mine focussing on the wrong things instead of what makes me happy!

and, awww, thank you! I really wanted to do something for every day of Suptober excepforone but, yeah, I just can't keep up with those things! lol And thank you again <333 that means a lot, I appreciate it! I don't really have many people to talk to, these days, but that's very nice to know! And I always enjoy talking with you too :) sorry for being a sad sack again - womp womp

Buuuuut on the bright side I think I have a Halloween fic idea I can maybe write in the next week to post by Halloween??? (it involves Deanna Campbell because...I wanted it to lol)

and I hope you’re doing well and enjoying whatever you’re up to 😊

[handgunz]

this really long questions meme thing that you can read if you want to get to know me but if not you can continue to go watch rick & morty or whatever shit you’re consuming this fine wednesday night

so many ppl tagged me for this like @shimmy-sham-with-the-fam​ and @www98vikitoo​ off the top of my head but i legit cant remember the rest and i dont wanna change tabs

for any questions i dont wanna answer ill just put “AWAKEN MY BROOD, TODAY YOU WILL RISE, I'VE GIVEN YOU LIFE MY LUSUS NATURAE OPEN YOUR EYES” bc thats the answer to the “last song you listened to/what are you listening to rn” lmfaooo and yall should listen to that creepy ass RWBY soundtrack bc i listened to it to the point where it stopped being really disturbing and actually kinda catchy

THE LAST:

1. Drink: water

2. Phone call: @proofofhumanity​ it was probably yesterday or today, i dont really remember bc we call like almost every single day. aka im usually the only one talking while she types stuff in response. 

3. Text: it was @ DC like 2 seconds ago

4. Song you listened to: AWAKEN MY BROOD, TODAY YOU WILL RISE, I'VE GIVEN YOU LIFE MY LUSUS NATURAE OPEN YOUR EYES (this is actually the song tho)

5. Time you cried: i dont remember, probably a long time ago

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: lmfao worst relationship of my life

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: not really actually

8. Been cheated on: yep

9. Lost someone special: lmfao

10. Been depressed: im too cool for that

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: not that stupid

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14: silver, black, red

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: i make new friends like every week lmao

16. Fallen out of love: yea

17. Laughed until you cried: wyd??? i do this literally every day. i laugh so fucking much every single hour at the dumbest shit, probably 30% of my life is spent laughing at someone or something. 

18. Found out someone was talking about you: uwu ya

19. Met somebody who changed you: im the only person who can change myself gtfo 

20. Found out who your friends are: AWAKEN MY BROOD, TODAY YOU WILL RISE, I'VE GIVEN YOU LIFE MY LUSUS NATURAE OPEN YOUR EYES

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: AWAKEN MY BROOD, TODAY YOU WILL RISE, I'VE GIVEN YOU LIFE MY LUSUS NATURAE OPEN YOUR EYES

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: AWAKEN MY BROOD, TODAY YOU WILL RISE, I'VE GIVEN YOU LIFE MY LUSUS NATURAE OPEN YOUR EYES

23. Do you have any pets: yea, 2 doggies

24. Do you want to change your name: sorta??

25: What did you do for your last birthday: whatever my mom wanted to do for the occasion, i dont really remember bc i didnt care

26. What time did you wake up: 6am every day

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching rwby chibi, talking to abby, lost, and lotti on discord, was rlly warm under some blankets

28. Name something you cant wait for: im rlly excited about mercury being in volume 5!! i cant wait til he comes on because he’s one of my fave characters ever <33333333333

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: 2-3 hours ago?

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: n/a

31: What are you listening to right now: AWAKEN MY BROOD, TODAY YOU WILL RISE, I'VE GIVEN YOU LIFE MY LUSUS NATURAE OPEN YOUR EYES

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i doubt it?

33. Some thing that is getting on your nerves: nothing that i can think of at the top of my mind

34: Most visited website: tumblr or discord

35. mole/s: wtf

36: mark/s: i have a birthmark that kinda looks like a heart on my hand

37: Childhood dream: n/a

38: Hair color: dark brown

39: long or short hair: it’s long ig, it goes down to a little bit above the halfway point in my back

40: Do u have a crush on anyone: i dont have time for that kind of thing

41: What do you like about yourself?: everything lmao i dont have low self esteem, at least i dont think so

42. Piercings: my ears are pierced but i dont wear earrings 

43. Blood type: A+ or A-, i dont really remember

44. Nickname: AWAKEN MY BROOD, TODAY YOU WILL RISE, I'VE GIVEN YOU LIFE MY LUSUS NATURAE OPEN YOUR EYES

45. Relationship status: single and not available for flirting 

46. Zodiac: aries sun, scorpio moon, aries rising (yeah im the devil)

47. Pronouns: he/him or she/her 

48: Favorite tv shows: rwby, hxh, and nge

50. Right or left hand: both

51. Surgery: no thanks

52. Hair dyed in a different color: i dont do that lmao

53: Sport: too busy with grades for that

55. Vacation: las vegas is my favorite city so i would really like to go there again. french buffets are cool.

56: Pair of trainers: wyd??

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: popcorn

58. Drinking: citrus tea

59. I’m about to: sleep hopefully

61: Waiting for: rwby vol 5 ep 5 comin out this weekend 

62: Want: to write better and better til im the best. i dont really know what this question is asking. but that’s one of my various goals. 

63. Get married: i believe in prenuptial agreements but if that’s out of the way then sure

64. Career: gonna be a nurse or a physician’s assistant (while writing as a hobby)

WHICH IS BETTER:

65. Hugs or kisses: hugs definitely 

66. Lips or eyes: literally do not remember the last time i cared about lips, so probably eyes

67. Shorter or taller: doooon’t really care

68. Older or younger: preferably the same age honestly ?

70. nice arms or nice stomach: whoooo caaaaaaaares

71: sensitive or loud: anyways i want to die

72. Hook up or relationship: meeeeeeercuryyyyyyyyy blaaaack

73. troublemaker or hesitant: lusus naturae, bitch

HAVE YOU EVER:

74: Kissed a stranger: ugh

75. Lost glasses / contact lens: nope

76. Turned someone down: yea

78. Sex on the first date: no

79. Had your heart broken: yea

80. Broken someone’s heart: yeaaaaaaaaa

81. Been arrested: why are you interrogating me

82. Cried when someone died: AWAKEN MY BROOD, TODAY YOU WILL RISE, I'VE GIVEN YOU LIFE MY LUSUS NATURAE OPEN YOUR EYES

83. fallen for a friend: AWAKEN MY BROOD, TODAY YOU WILL RISE, I'VE GIVEN YOU LIFE MY LUSUS NATURAE OPEN YOUR EYES

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. yourself: more than anything else in the world. i’d rather believe in myself than anyone i’ve ever met in my entire life. 

85. Miracles: nope

86. Love at first sight: noooope

87. Santa Claus: AWAKEN MY BROOD, TODAY YOU WILL RISE, I'VE GIVEN YOU LIFE MY LUSUS NATURAE OPEN YOUR EYES

OTHER:

90. current best friend name: lost

91. Eye color: brown because im a bitch of color

92. favorite movie: aaaaaaaaaa maybe kill bill? heathers? mean girls? no idea

this took like ten thousand years so maybe @driftingglass​ @decembercamiecherries​ @proofofhumanity​ @smooth-and-skeletal​ @abnirests​ @inspookswetrust​ whoever tf else wants to do this who’s actually read this far just idk say i tagged you or something

[prettyflyforamercguy-blog]

knowing your partner well can potentially make writing together a lot easier !!!

  BASICS

NAME: I go by Chicha sorry buds I don’t let my real name out anymore 

PRONOUNS: her/she

SEXUALITY: so gay. so so gay. (Pansexual is like gay on hard mode true story)

TAKEN OR SINGLE: This fly booty is spoken for by @big-d-little-i-big-n-little-ozzo

THREE FACTS:

I have loved Deadpool since I was like 12 years old and my cousin introduced me to him because he was sick of my screaming about batman constantly. He created a monster. This is all his fault.

I make stuff. I do edits, drawings, chibis, paintings, cook, write fanfic, write meta, write essays and original fiction. I like making stuff, it’s my jam. If you ever wanted something you could probably ask me and I’d do it just to do it.

I am a huge slut for researching religions/ biblical history. I will fucking throw down with people over that shit. Not like with my beliefs but with facts. I will fight anyone over these subjects like no step on snek (AND IF U THINK I’M A STRAIGHT UP CHRISTIAN HO BUDDY BE YOU WRONG AF)

2. EXPERIENCE

HOW LONG (MONTHS / YEARS?): Online, almost 10 years. But when I was but a wee bab in middle school  actually had an ongoing RP going on in a notebook we passed around to our friends. It was glorious.

PLATFORMS YOU’VE USED: Notebook paper, Bebo, Tumblr, Chatzy, AIM, Skype, OoVoo, even dabbled in LJ for like 20 minutes

BEST EXPERIENCE: Love of my life, fire of my loins big-d-little-i-big-n-little-ozzo

3. MUSE PREFERENCES

FEMALE OR MALE:I write males and more “masculine” females. I just identify with male muses.

MULTI OR SINGLE: That’s funny because I could do a multi-muse blog but that seems like a lot of work and I am way too lazy for that so single muses tend to be my preference but idk maybe someday

4. WRITING PREFERENCES

FLUFF, ANGST OR SMUT: My kingdom for angst. Fluff is great don’t get me wrong and I enjoy having to punch myself in the face to feel manly again just as much as the next person; but you can never see how beautiful your darlings are until you SMASH THEM INTO TINY PIECES. Also I love smut so much I just tend to only do smut with my partner.

PLOTS OR MEMES: All please. I am a smol circus, pay attention to me.

LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: Most of the time? Let me write you a novel. I love getting fully immersed and then I end up writing like a billion words and I have to cut it down. A lot of my writing is very stream of consciousness from Wade- what he says he sees or feels or whatever ends up written. And the boy never shuts his ungodly cockwarmer. 

BEST TIME TO WRITE: Never I am never good to write with tbh I’m just garbage and you should leave

ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S): HA hahahahaha um yeah unfortunately??? Wade and I share the same sort of outlook on life. I’ve always used humor to cope with basically everything ever like Wade and we both are nucking futs (legit we share a few diagnoses and a lot of symptoms so if u stop talking to me we good we chill i get it). I also appreciated that in the film, wether it was intended or not, ryan presented a very nuanced portrait of mental illness and response to trauma that a lot of supers don’t actually get. I really just love my garbage son.

tagged by: @jerseysass & @crashingintotheworld

tagging: i dont know who been tagged yet yo so @aldrnaari @confidxnteveryday @big-d-little-i-big-n-little-ozzo and everyone genuinely if i didnt tag you im sorry and take this as me tagging u

[ilovethings-somuch]

The Home Stretch (2/3)

Chris Evans x Reader (Sebastian Stan x Reader!platonic)

Anon asked: “Hi! I’m almost done reading all of your fics/one shots and I love them all! I was just wondering if you could do a one shot/mini series where the reader is engaged to Chris and is pregnant like 5/6 months and the reader found out he cheated and left him, then goes to live with Sebastian Stan until she thinks of what she and chris would do, then she’s about to give birth and Chris came just in time. Idk just a lot of fluff and angst. The rest is up to you, you write amazingly anyway ❤️”

A/N: This chapter is a bit shorter, but it’s full on angst and we’re preparing for part 3 which is a doozy. I also played around with perspectives a little at the end cause I wasn’t sure how else to include that part and I really needed that idea so yeah, I hope it isn’t confusing and I’d love to hear what you all think of this chapter! 

(Charter one)

As it got closer to 3 and me and Sebastian were back at his apartment I started getting more and more anxious about Chris’ call. He had to know I was upset. He had to know what I was upset about, but if he wasn’t willing to bring it up, was I strong enough to? I had to be. I knew that if I didn’t talk to him this would just eat away at me even more and lead to way more stress than this baby should have to go through. I abandoned Sebastian in the living room to wait for Chris’ call around 3:15. I was pacing back and forth, phone in hand, when it started ringing with a facetime call. I took a deep breath and sat down on the bed before answering the call.

“Well aren’t you a sight for sore eyes,” Chris said, charming as ever, as soon as the video connected.

“Hi Chris,” I replied.

“Uh oh, Dodger heard you,” he flipped the screen so that I could see Dodger’s whole body wiggling with excitement as he heard me over the phone.

“Hi baby, is your dad being good to you?” I cooed at him, making Chris laugh before Dodger tried to lick the screen and Chris pulled his phone away and flipped it so the camera was back on him.

“So what did you want to talk about? It sounded pretty serious.”

“Right, um,” I stalled and got out of the bed to start pacing again.

“Are you pacing? This must really be bad? Please tell me you and the baby are okay.”

“The baby’s fine,” I assured him quickly.

“Okay, are you fine though?”

I willed back the tears before setting my jaw and looking back at him through the camera, “I saw a photo of you kissing another girl in a bar the other night.”

His facial expression didn’t change from the concerned look he had been wearing before, but I could see the color rush out of his face and the vein on his neck seemed to stand to attention.

“Please say something,” my voice cracked and his facade seemed to break along with it.

His face pinched in on itself as he squeezed his eyes shut. I watched as tears began to fall and I had to remind myself that I was not the one who caused this pain. He opened his mouth to speak but all that came out was a choked sob. It was hard to watch and all I wanted to do was forgive him, but I couldn’t bring myself to do it just yet.

“I was just a kiss, I swear,” he told me finally.

“It’s never just a kiss,” I said before I could stop myself. The coldness that was present in my voice was something even I wasn’t expecting, but even so, my eyes began to burn hot with tears.

“I know, I know, but really it was. I was drunk, fuck, I was so drunk I don’t even remember how it happened. Baby, please, it didn’t mean anything. I miss you so much and I was lonely and drunk and all I wanted was you.”

“You could have called me,” I said, pleading as the tears began to flow.

“I know. I should have called you. I was stupid and I made a mistake.”

“You should have told me. When it happened. I shouldn’t have had to find out from someone else who knows how long after the fact.”

“It was just the other night. I was going to tell you. Really, really I was, I just couldn’t figure out how.” I didn’t say anything for a while, I wasn’t sure what else needed to be said. I was crying freely at that point and Chris was doing the same. “Please, I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean for it to happen, it was a stupid kiss. Please, please forgive me.”

“I want to,” I said softly.

“Thank--” he started.

“But I can’t right now,” I finished, interrupting him. He seemed to process that slowly and it took awhile for him to respond.

“But someday, I can fix this?” He asked.

“I hope so,” I told him honestly. He nodded slowly and we were both silent again.

“Shit,” he said, but it was clearly not to me, as he wiped his hand down his face. “They’re calling me back to set, but if I hang up I don’t know when you’ll talk to me again.”

My heart broke at his honesty and again I just wanted to forgive him, but I knew I would regret it if I gave in that easily, so instead, I told him, “I don’t think I can talk to you again today. We can try again tomorrow.”

“Okay. I’ll call you tomorrow when I’m done. It shouldn’t be too late,” That was when I was supposed to say ‘I love you’ and then he would say it back and then we’d smile sweetly at each other as we hung up, but today I just nodded. “Okay, well, I love you. You don’t have to say it back right now, I just want you to know that I still do. I love you so much,” he sighed when he realized that I really wasn’t going to say it back. “Okay, I’ll call you tomorrow,” he gave me a soft smile then and hung up before I could reply.

Chris kept his promise and continued his old habit of calling me every night when he got done on set. Most days we didn’t talk about anything important, just useless information about what we each did that day. We talked about the baby a lot too. In those moments it was easy to imagine our life together once again, but when he would say I love you and I still couldn’t say it back. Chris also seemed to know that I was in New York and not at home, but we never really talked about it and he never explicitly asked where I was. It's not that I was trying to keep the fact that I was staying with Sebastian from him, it just didn't come up right away, and then after a couple days, I didn't know how to bring it up without it sounding like it was something more than it was.

*3rd Person*

“I fucked up man,” Chris told Sebastian over the phone.

“Uh, yeah. I heard,” Sebastian replied cautiously.

“What do you mean?”

“I uh- I was calling (y/n) about something else right around when she found out and she told me what happened and that she packed a bag and was just going to drive until she got tired, but I didn’t think that was a good idea so I told her to come to New York,” Sebastian explained slowly.

“So she’s staying…” Chris trailed off and let Sebastian finish the statement.

“In my guest room.”

“In your guest room,” Chris repeated slowly.

“C’mon man, it’s not a big deal. I just thought it would be better if she wasn’t alone and she doesn’t have a lot of friends on this coast yet.”

“No, I know. You’re right, it’s just, I’m realizing more and more every day how much I hurt her and I don’t want to do that. I never wanted to do it, to begin with, but now it happened and I have to try to figure out how to fix it, but I don’t even know if that’s what she wants.”

“She does,” Sebastian told Chris.

“I don’t know. She won’t even tell me she loves me anymore.”

“She told me,” Sebastian was going to stop there and then realized how bad that sounded. “I mean, she told me that she still loves you.”

“She did?”

“She did. I think she just doesn’t know how to forgive you, but she wants to.”

“She wants to,” Chris said to himself in partial disbelief. “Wow, thank you Seb, I don’t- I don’t know what I would do without you.”

“So you’re going to fix this, right? ‘Cause as much as I love (y/n), I kind of want my apartment back,” Sebastian added with a laugh.

“She alphabetized your pantry didn’t she?” Chris asked knowingly.

“Literally within the first hour, she was here. I don’t even think she ate anything, just had to organize.”

“That sounds about right,” Chris laughed before quieting down to answer Sebastian’s previous question. “Yes, I’m going to fix this. I just need to figure out how.”

(Chapter Three)

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Tagged by @chibi-masshuu to answer these questions!

01. Name three childhood cartoons that you remember fondly. The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy, Dexter’s Laboratory, and this one is more recent but is still one of my favorites - Adventure Time! 02. Have you ever ridden a horse? (Bonus, have you ever been ridden by a “Horse”?) Yes I have ridden a horse but I was really little and was basically just sitting there while someone else led the horse around. (No I haven’t been ridden by anything or anyone but just you wait) 03. Is there a book/comic book you particularly enjoy.  Home many times have you purchased it because you keep lending it out? My favorite book series is somewhat new, The Magicians. I’ve only had to purchase the series once cuz I made the mistake of lending a book to someone once and never got it back so I’m not going to do THAT again. (I would do it again but will be more careful of who it is to). 04. What is something you find specifically sexy about someone you’re attracted to? A specific person or just people I tend to be attracted to in general? There isn’t really one special person in my life right now so I’ll just say...idk body hair typically is a common factor but still isn’t necessary. I like it when a guy gets excited about spending time together whether it’s going on some crazy adventure or sitting on the couch playing a board game (is that just love? Idk but it sounds good to me) 05. Have you patched your computer/laptop for the recent Intel exploits? (Bonus, do you run AMD and don’t have to worry about this?) UUUMMMMM I don’t know anything about this I’ll just cross my fingers and hope I’m in the clear. 06. Do you miss your foreskin? (Bonus, if you’re blessed enough to still have it, what is one thing you don’t enjoy about it?) I don’t remember a time when I had it but I do wonder what it’d be like to have it. I’m lucky cuz I have an okay amount still but am still circumcised so it’s not the same. 07. It’s the new year, 7 days in, have you already fucked it up? Not yet! We’ll see but I think that fucking up a new year can be turned around into something constructive so even if I do I probably won’t see it as the worst thing (hopefully). 08. Have you bought tickets for Black Panther yet? No but I do want to see it! 09. What are your thoughts on anime? I like anime. It varies from show to show but in general I think anime is pretty fun and is actually one thing that helps relieve my stress. 10. How well should steak be cooked? Not a huge steak fan but I think medium is generally good. 11. Debbie Wasserman has been spreading rumors about you.  What do you do about it? (Bonus, get imaginative and make up the rumors Debbie has been spreading and included them here.) Haha idk let it happen and just tell the truth if confronted about it? (Honestly I can’t even think of anything good enough to answer this question with sorry!) 12. What should we build first, a ship to go to mars, or a sub to go to the very bottom of the ocean? The answer I want to put is we should know as much as we can about the planet we live on and see the bottom of the ocean before branching out, but space is really cool and mars seems like an adventure. 13. Do you think we’ll see January 1st, 2019? We better. 14. Name three cartoons you currently watch, you may include anime, but don’t confuse the two for being the same. I don’t watch cartoon shows that often anymore but one of my favorite animes is Ouran High School Host Club (it’s funny and so pointless that it’s very soothing to watch), Adventure Time I will always enjoy watching even though I think it’s ending, and I can’t think of another cartoon show I watch frequently but The Little Prince is one of my favorite movies. 15. When in the shower, what is the first thing you clean, what is the last thing you clean? (Bonus, do you clean that one thing too much while in the shower?) If it’s a day I shampoo then I wash my hair first. If not, I typically start washing my chest/belly first. last thing I clean is usually my feet. (Definitely sometimes. Some days I don’t pay extra attention there for whatever reason but other times...well you know how hard it is to not.) 16. Amusement Parks, amusing or stressful? AMUSING. I have a hard time riding like CRAZY rides anymore but rollercoasters are fun and Theme Parks are really great where just being there is an experience and you feel transported. 17. What do you prefer, live music or music in some other capacity aside from live…? There’s something about live music that is so special. I saw an orchestra perform music from Harry Potter and cried like 3 times which I didn’t expect. I do love seeing music paired with something visual like a videogame with great music or dancing or something like that. Music that aides a story. 18. What’s the one song you never let anyone know you’re listening to? (Bonus, don’t tell us thus increasing the level of shame you have for listening to the song.) I don’t really feel guilty about music I listen to but depending on who I’m around I might hide that I’m listening to Cazwell because, especially to some heterosexuals, it’s hard to explain how gay it feels to listen to his music and thus how good it feels. So it’s not guilty but it’s like that the way that music makes me feel is a feeling I don’t want to share with just anyone, especially if I know they won’t share the feeling. 19. Did you have a crush on any of the boy band members for the boy band appropriate to your generation?  (Bonus, did the one you have a crush on come out of the closet at one point?) I was never really into boy bands. No particular reason but they just never did it for me. 20. Dog or Cats, which is the superior housemate? (Bonus, do you consider yourself a pup? Or do you have your own pup?) I’ve never had a dog or a cat but I would love to have either. If dog I want it to be a big dog and if cat I just want to have that special connection with it. (I’m actually going through this debate with myself whether I would fit into the pup category. Definitely something I might want to try at some point though. I don’t think I could ever have one though.)

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