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hinamie · 3 months ago

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#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #gojo satoru #jjk gojo #jjk satoru #satoru gojo #fushiguro megumi #takes an extended drag of my cigarette long time no gojo #i wanted to play around w more quick and pose-focused pen style lineart #to like. try to break the lines down to only th bare minimum required to sell the pose #and fortunately or unfortunately for me gojo satoru is like a pipecleaner he's very easy to pose expressively #i mean these poses arent particularly dynamic but i do think they convey character #been very focused on painting lately but it was nice to focus lines w this i think i found a lining and cell shading style i rly like ???#i tend to fall into th trap of overrendering everything but this forced me 2 keep things sharp and simple and i love how it looks #tht might just be the layer mode tho fsdjdsf pin light HARD carried this one #whenever i wld come back to this after looking away or doing smth else i felt my eyes physically readjust 2 how aggressively blue this is #i feel like i only use blue to this degree when gojo's who im drawing lmao #but anyway he wins this round bc i do not have a least favourite on this page even the scribble-y chibis turned out rly well #said begrudgingly #break his kneecaps megumi

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tallymali · 1 month ago

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when yuki is having a bad trauma day she haaaatessss to hear my voice. i dont yell at her and mostly im not even looking at or speaking to her. i talk to boyf in a calm quiet voice and she starts yowling and growling about it. i need to get my hands on her previous owners kneecaps🫶

#context for anyone not keeping up with yuki lore: she was abused by a woman and rescued by the rspca #the shelter she was kept in had one male member of the cattery staff and he was the only person she’d let near her #so she loves boyf unconditionally but is very jumpy around me #she seems to pick up that i as an individual am not mean to her but i am essentially bringing back her trauma #by idk. smelling like a woman and having a higher voice #she has this weird mix up where she will approach me and want cuddles and affection and then she’ll suddenly be like OH FUCK A WOMAN #and growl/bite/scratch #kind of a catch 22 where the more she warms up to me the more she scares herself #she’s had a very bad few days lately so ive decided to FULLY commit to completely ignoring her #she can come as close to me as she wants but im not looking at her or touching her or speaking to her #rly need her to know that nothing scary will happen #even if that scary thing is the scritches she thinks she wants

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pepprs · 3 months ago

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hi everybody! i hope you’re all doing as ok as it is possible to be right now. im hopping on here super quickly to say that i FINALLY bit the bullet and h*cked my DS the other day and it has unironically been one of the most serotonin-producing decisions ive ever made LOL. i got pretendo earlier today and i would love to exchange my pretendo friend code with ppl on here in case anyone wants to add me!! i don’t have any games w online functionality rn but i would love to do some streetpassing and swapnoting… and once acnl is available on pretendo i would LOOOOVE to visit everybody’s towns :”~D i may not respond right away / add everyone (it’s nothing personal at all i just get overwhelmed LOL) but if ur interested please dm me! bonus pic of my mii (on the pretendo site)… this is my true physical form btw <3

#purrs #tomodachi life / acnl / streetpass plaza minigames have truly been keeping me going lately. i fucking love miis and the DS / wii era so muc #i missed miitomo SO much and getting into these games / this TREASURE TROVE of community support for miis and the 3DS makes my heart so ful #also tiny life update: im still struggling w mental health stuff but doing better than i was when i last posted :’~)#this app has changed so much omg. i still might slowly come back to using my sideblogs for things like ilomilo warrior cats etc but for rn #think not having a social media presence anymore has been very good and clarifying and healing for me #but that being said.. i do miss this place and all of you. if youve stuck around all this time thank you so much sincerely. im beaming #tenderness and courage and gratitude your way 🫂

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impel-clown · 1 year ago

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Writing Mihawk in love is such a balancing act, because he's for sure dramatic- You can't just have a personalized coffin boat and not be called dramatic- but at the same time, he's stoic as shit. So no he's probably not going to go for some grand public display of affection, but that doesn't mean he's not gonna be Extra.

Like Crocodile mentions some variety of tomato he had as a kid, and although Mihawk doesn't say anything at the time, he immediately gets to work finding the right seeds, meticulously crossbreeding them to retain the right flavor but also to ensure they flourish in Karai Bari's particular climate, and then finally delivers a basket of them to Crocodile without so much as a word, and Croc just needs to understand on his own that this is how Mihawk expresses his love

Meanwhile Mihawk just tells Buggy one day that it's a shame that he can't see the clown's organs when Buggy chops himself, and if Buggy can't see the love behind those words, well that's on him

#one piece #dracule mihawk #sir crocodile #buggy the clown #cross guild #(yes this thought did come about bc im writing the next very late chapter of Kings and Clowns)#(writers block and general life hecticness has gotten to me but im back on the horse and should have a chapter out this week)

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pewycert · 6 months ago

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Happy Sonic movie 3 release!

#i have spent the last month and a half becoming very autistic about sonic so im coming back to tumblr to be insane for a bit #ignore the fact that this is a few days late rip #couldnt decide if it looked better with or without the text #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #sonic the hedgehog 3 #sonic 3 #sonic movie 3 #sonic adventure 2 #art

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moonske · 1 month ago

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fighting my hardest battle of trying not to fall asleep after a meal,,

#my sleep schedules back on track lately for the most part so im trying to enjoy it while it lasts #the devastating part is i get more work done later in the day/night since i have unable-to-start-work-immediately dysfunction #so that is a very limited amount of time for me to try and scrounge up some discipline before i feel sleepy and say 'ehhh ill do it tmmrw'#but tmmrw comes and the same thing happens. so.#wish me luck in trying to get a bit more done today...#<- guy that actually has a deadline to meet at the end of the month #moon talks #nggaritis setting in as my auntie would often jokingly say..

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rosekasa · 8 months ago

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there is something so. intensely frustrating about feeling incapable of showing up for people the way that they want you to

#i wish people understood that it's so hard to be present in their lives and that closeness for me isnt about frequency of contact #but how open we feel during that contact #my brain is such a difficult place to live in it is so loud and so busy all the time #24 hours a day is a constant monologue and argument with myself for everything and it means that i just dont have the capacity to talk to #others most of the time #and like. i know this is so unreasonable. obviously we have to be present in the lives of people that care for us #but it just feels like every day i have to like. get on a stage and perform to every person in my life that cares about me so i can meet the #criteria of being a Good Friend or Good Girlfriend or Good Fan Artist or Good Mutual or Good Server Member #i feel like it is such a blessing to be seen by others as someone to expect things from #but as more people have started to love me it feels like i have to 'go out and perform' more and more and i am very exhausted #i wish i was someone that was easy to love and care for in the way that i am. and i dont mean that self deprecatingly it's just #i know im very hard to care about and love. because i disappear all the time and come back in a big flurry as soon as i get the energy back #and im just feeling it a Lot More lately because im starting to think this isnt going to be a short term thing i have to do before i start #feeling comfortable with a person #this is going to be my whole life #if i get married im going to have to 'go out and perform' and be a good wife and be affectionate and happy and not closed into my own brain #for days #if im going to make friends with colleagues I'll have to go out when they invite me and have to reply ro their texts and i cant just go #silent for weeks while i try to negotiate with my thoughts and then reappear once i make the slightest breakthrough #im very tired and sad. i want companionship but i feel like the kind of person i am is not fair for people who would be my companion #vent post #♡alizeh talks♡

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theokusgallery · 1 year ago

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I haven't drawn them in so long I'm sorry

#i promise i still love them. they are still very very dear to me.#im feeling very very undertale lately...#coming back to my roots #i didnt use to draw much ship art so errink was always something i wrote rather than drew #but ive been ship art-ing recently sooo #i keep drawing error with his pretty boy outfit and i keep drawing ink without his vials. sigh #i cant help it the lucidia outfit is just pretty #drawing #art #digital #undertale #utmv #error sans #ink sans #errink #errorink #old old tags... damn...#ink!sans #error!sans

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fffanii · 9 months ago

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09.07.24

hello, you have reached the point in which the queue point has passed the date of ii16 coming out. now you will have to listen to me lose my mind and experience the stages of grief in the tags.

alt ver. ↓

#UAUUAUUAUEUUHGHGHHGHHAHEUUAHUGHUUEUHGUAHG #WHAT THE FUCKKKK #im coming for your house brian #brian you are not safe #what the FUCK #im going to kill animation epic and then myself #OUOUUGHHHHH #what do you mean guys fan is a very real character inside of the show who is normal like every other object show character guys #trust!!!!!!#(im delusional)#ii fan #fan ii #inanimate insanity #art #off topic-ish but do you guys think fan knows #like he glitched the fuck out when getting abducted. does he know #i mean i wouldnt be surprised. of all people hes definitely up there for ‘mightve already known’#his anxiety made him question reality and then he glitched out and was like. “oh. im not real am i”#“haha idgaf anyway”#ive been thinking about how he mightve known lately. it just makes sense to me i cant explain why. maybe im projecting #but like it makes sense he wouldnt talk about it cause its like. idk how to explain it but you get it right #ok i need to stop rambling #time to go back to grieving over this episode #cant wait for the next one. /s

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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 10 days ago

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rise and grind 🔥🔥🔥🔥

#woke up very very late but im gonna go buy sushi i think #humgry T_T;;;;#back home at last ….. bittersweet feeling ……. no more bestie . my baby ever #but kitty greeted me last night and snored on my chest LOL ….#TODAYYYYY IM GONNA LOCK IN SO HARD . sunday here i come #ari noises ✩

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fobnsfwdoodlesbackup · 8 months ago

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Hi y'all, I just wanted to talk a little about the behind the scenes of what I've been up to, to give y'all a little transparency and to open myself up for any tips or input! 🙏 Thank you for your continued support and for taking the time to look at my art 🫶

First and foremost I wanted to give some transparency about my art capacity.

As og followers may remember, I started this blog when I was doing art full time. Eventually my living expenses grew and I had to go back to work. I find myself in a cycle of "I'll make more art soon, once I get a job!" And "I'll make more art soon, once I am done with this job!" I lost my most recent job suddenly, having had an extension waved over my head until the last day(October 7th). Now I'm excited to have more time for art, but I am also feeling a rush to get a new job ASAP as I've been living paycheck to paycheck. I dream of doing this work full time, I'm just scared it's not quite there yet and I worry that I come off as scammy or dishonest when I anticipate more stability around the corner.

Second, I've been struggling with the Patreon. It's taken me a while to come to terms with this, but from what I've seen Patreon is not intuitive at all from the creator end. It doesn't do a good job of organizing addresses, emails, showing who or who isn't subscribed to me, or organizing and displaying the work I put on there. I've been really shocked by this experience, since lots of big names use Patreon. It's been a great way to streamline support, but it's been unhelpful in every other regard. I would like to continue using it, but I will most likely post more wips or process videos there in the future.

Which brings me to my third point, zines. I love making zines so much, it feels personal and fulfilling and fun! However the Patreon issues make it harder to keep information in order about where to send zines, or even where to message folks about them. In addition to this, the post office has been a big barrier to me, oftentimes only being open at the same time as my dayjob. Making zines can take days, then sending them out is a whole other monster.

This work is so important to me. Drawing peoples fantasies, representing body types, creating work around sexuality and the human experience feels like what I'm meant to do. I've made comics since I was a kid. This is the dream to me. The friends I've been able to make through this work are so important to me, and the conversations have been invaluable. Not to mention fun! I wanna doodle, I wanna draw hot stuff, I wanna thirst over these dudes! I want to play!

But I also just want to be transparent about the barriers I'm working around to share that experience. I'm completely self taught, both in art AND in running shops, building websites, running 8 accounts, etc. I take a lot of time to learn the logistics of these things, and try to make them make sense for my relationship with y'all (I do not want to paywall my art!! I don't want to!!!). This year my desktop broke down (the main one I use for all paintings and digital art). I've paused my Etsy shops and my Patreon to try to catch up with things. Trying to learn to paint in a completely different program. Then lost my job with no savings.

At the end of the day I don't want anything to come between me sharing my art with you. I wish I could doodle a thing, take a picture, and post it here. No third party site, no shop, no subscription. Just sharing my art with you. I promise I'm trying to figure out how to stay as close to that as possible, and I want to thank y'all for sticking with me as I untangle all of that.

So, what can you expect in the near future?

I'm working on a couple of painting commissions right now, which you should be able to see in the next couple of days! I want to catch up on kinktober and get those posted as well. There's a comic commission in progress which I'm very eager to work on, and which I think y'all will be excited for! To ease the weight of the Patreon I think I may do less zines/polls there and more wips and process videos! If possible, I want to do more full colored work too.

Thank you again for enjoying my work, and if you have any input or tips my inbox is always open 🙏🫶💕

#long post #info #marco lore #i wish i had time to edit this and make it nice #i just wanted to be open with yall about how much work this takes and that im trying to make it more doable #i don't want to overpromise stuff with patreon or shops and if im late sending stuff i never ever want it to come off as intentional or mali #malicious or as a scam #im just trying very hard to like ...survive. financially. and then trying to make all the logistics of thos big machine work. and then keep #up with commissions and shops and printing and mailing #god i wish i had employees but jts just me #i hand draw everything and then post it here to the word press to the ig and crop and caption and tag #then to the Patreon if it makes sense to or to the tiktok back in the day #and the formatting is all different #and i get messages across all of these platforms and I'm trying to learn a new way of painting on the fly #on top of that im supposed to be running my two Etsy shops too which im not right now because..broadly gestures #my nervous system can only take losing a job so often. the rug was really pulled feom under me in this one. i thought id have more time #i don't want to sound like I'm whining and i don't want to give up on all of this #i want to be very very very clear that art is what i love and who i am and what i want to do #i want to be posting on the daily again #i just need to evaluate what that looks like everytime life changes #I'm seriously so grateful for those of y'all that have joined the Patreon or bought stuff from the shop i really don't mean to drop the ball #so many times #y'all have literally been the difference between me making rent or not and I'm so worried that i don't make enough art to give back to that #relationship #im trying my best #okay anyways im posting this

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toytulini · 3 months ago

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new snails + Espresso Bean

#toy pic post #90gal #zebra nerite #pink lady nerite #freshwater snails #snails #undescribed #espresso bean had fallen on his back again. so. i righted him when i released the new snails #espresso bean is. not. very active. i worry about him #i hope hes just like old and lazy but i fear its bad health? idk #apparently the pink ones are bad at eating prepared foods like algae pellets and prefer auwfuchs or however you spell it #which in theory i have. PLANY of. but in practice they never touch my slimy wood and crawl all over the whale and the glass 😔#idk! i want to give them spinach soon #peas tonight bc one of the corycats was swimming VERY concerningly 😭 like come on man #im not putting meds in the tank when theres literally infant shrimps in there are you serious!!!!!!!!!! please #need to grab peas after work tho. need to GET DRESSED AND GO TO WORK. AAAAAH RUNNING LATE

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calico-kiwi · 2 months ago

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WE’RE SO BACK (<- finally re-found the spark that fuels them from a creative/serotonin perspective after months of it fleetingly flickering in and out)

#kiwi shares their thoughts #praying it lasts this time and this isn’t another case of false hope #it’s not tho i can feel it #im all motivated and fired up right now #been struggling to re-achieve a work life balance #especially because ive been so heavy on the “work” side #the combo of having very little me time and not remembering how to enjoy my own company or any of my old hobbies or interests #plus having my main reliable and somewhat constant source of happy chemicals be incredibly linked to a specific person(s) who is also #almost always incredibly busy #was a very bad/difficult combo indeed #but we’re back now!#i’m getting back to watching media on my own (i’ve been doing almost exclusively watch parties with friends and family lately)#i’ve been returning to reading (though sadly not fanfic (yet))#i’ve returned to dropout #slowly returning to youtube #i’m trying to get back into crafts #and i actually found a new one i want to start doing #i’m going to bite the bullet and FINALLY decorate my room #i’m going to start locking down the aesthetics and characters i like (ex being like sanrio or milk and mocha or plague doctor)#i’m gonna get a corkboard and finally officially start my pin collection #i’m gonna try gaming again more consistently on my own (i still game with friends there and again (the minecraft and terraria worlds are #coming along swimmingly)#idk i’m just…#finally returning to my self i guess?#got a little lost in the sauce (currently trying my best to swim out of it)#and i think ive realized a lot of things about myself lately #sorta had a whole metamorphosis arc and had a bit of an unintentional journey of self discovery #i’m in a new place and i’m happy with it and i finally understand it #so now i think it’s time to start bringing over the things i like from the *old* place #y’know now that im all moved in and settled

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quirkychaoticraptor · 2 months ago

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I'm 95.9% sure the Rude Boys have managed to steal me back into their wonderland from Daruma because 1) I've lately gotten my hair colored red, and I've realized that the color looks more like Pi's than Kato's as I had thought, 2) Pi, Takeshi, and Yu have definitely stolen my heart, again (come back here and give it back, boys! Please....), and 3) this gang is almost quite literally all I've been thinking about, all week.

Takeshi: And yet, it's still not enough to get you to start updating your stories, again.

Me: Shh! It's a work in progress!

Pi: Yeah. A very long "work in progress".

Yu: *fake sneeze* Procrastinator!

Me: *offended* It's been a very busy couple of weeks!

Takeshi: You've literally been binge-watching British murder mysteries for the past few weeks, and yesterday, you were watching the first "Avengers" movie.

Pi: And by every evening, you've been claiming that you're "too tired" to write anything.

Yu: *fake cough* Lazy *fake cough* procrastinator!

Me: Hey! It's been a very long time since I last watched "The Avengers"! It's a good movie! And funny! And as for that other thing, you people know I suffer from insomnia, most nights! I've been trying to fix that! I'll go back to writing...soon!

Takeshi: Suuure.

Pi: She's such a liar. Watch, once this weekend is over, she'll go right back to being stubborn and "tired".

Yu: *snickers*

Me: Why did I let you people steal me back 🙄😒?

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elfy-art · 3 months ago

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i want the parts of your hand-grenade heart that beat slowly with anger and fear

#comments and tags about my art n what u think are very very welcome and make me very very happy! talk to meeee!!!#fantasy ocs #sigh #reuven #elf oc #dnd inspired #fantasy oc #yew art #art #digital art #HI. IM BACK ON MY ADHD MEDICATION AND HAVING A DECENT PAIN DAY SO I SPENT A FEW HOURS DRAWING THIS!#i listened to the linked song on loop the whole time while drawing And i am still listening to it on loop right now #the line i put the link in is what inspired this whole drawing. i was listening to the song and i heard that line #and the faces and palm kiss popped into my mind SO VIVIDLY #i think i did a pretty good job with this one #its the most detail ive put into a drawing in like. a solid 6 months. medical shit just kept happening and happening #so i wasnt drawing much if at all #BUT!!! pain is sloooowly improving since the spine breaking and then surgery #very slow recovery for spine injuries unfortunately. not to mention id already injured the same place in my spine #and needed surgery for that too...#but!!! im recovering. im slooowly regaining strength (i can walk short distances without my rollator now!!!!)#and getting arm and hand control back too! its coming back pretty fast but i still rest it often and do stretches #but!!! yeah thats my life lately #im SO glad to be back on my adhd med now tho omfg i feel like an actual person again its so wonderful #i can finally get back to my passion... drawing elves being gay.#sigh is bigender though so like... gaystraight? /joke im bigender myself and its Never straight #this is a long enough tag ramble. enjoy my characters and my first detailed and colored sketch ive done in a long time #OH AND ALSO. feel free to send. requests and questions and prompts About My Ocs. i LOVE talking about them #it always boosts my mental health and makes me feel good when people care about my ocs #sigh/reuven

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caterpillarinacave · 3 months ago

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The whole TID gang outside of Henry’s door with every single clock they own the day daylight savings time begins/ends

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