true canon ending to rdr2
commission for @neonxdecay / @por-queeee!!
226 notes
·
View notes
I'm very normal about them. I haven't been thinking about this idea non-stop for the last 2 weeks. I've actually been very sane and normal like everyone else.
628 notes
·
View notes
getting devastating flashbacks to neil dead poets society’s “i’m trapped” here… crying bawling screaming even
119 notes
·
View notes
thinking about Cam in BOE custody and holding so tightly onto Palamades' bones before she even knew for sure he was really in there, through BOE torture and electric shocks and Judith & Crown's... everything and how she didn't talk for weeks. "Cam was gone". hollowed out and gutted and razed to the fucking ground by grief. and she was grieving Palamades, of course, but how much of that grief was also for Dulcie, who Cam found out was dead maybe fifteen seconds after Palamades himself exploded?
im thinking about how she and Pal and Dulcie had been exchanging letters for over 10 years and Cam had saved every one. EVERY single one. sharing your whole life your whole self with two people that you love and then suddenly you're alone. two parts of her gone, one of them she didn't even notice until it was too late. she didn't notice. grief and guilt and destruction. she never got to say goodbye to either of them. what the fuck.
389 notes
·
View notes
how do i recover after watching marry my dead body like......😭😭😭
115 notes
·
View notes
there's something really tragic about how the whole dreamer trilogy kicks off because Declan wants to look for his birth mother
the catalyst for the whole series is that, in the holding pattern that is their life, Declan breaks first
and it's because he still doesn't feel like he belongs or is wanted in his own family, even in peace times, even when he and Ronan have laid down their weapons and made some effort to patch things up
for once, he wants something for himself, and he takes the initiative to get it, and it all snowballs and backfires so horribly that when he gets to the end of the line and Matthew is dead and Ronan is dying and the world is ending and his mother doesn't even want him, he can only look back and say that it's all his own fault
and there's no one left to tell him he's wrong
19 notes
·
View notes
so i’m an english major and a film minor and i had never seen dead poets society, and my friend (also an english major) was shocked an appalled and got a bunch of us together for a movie night. lemme tell you that film is emotional enough on its own without this tidbit of information but when todd is crying and screaming and kicking and running out into the field my friend leans forward and proclaims “niel was his yawp” and THE FLOODGATES OPENED OH MY GOD I CRIED SO HARD
49 notes
·
View notes