Your orc!bucky got me thinking what if pregnant reader being clingy to orc!Bucky like she would whine whenever Bucky left the bed in the morning to prepare to go to work but when heโs almost out of the door she would cry because of the hormones and Bucky will be torn between choosing to go to work or stay home w his wife like AAAAHHHH YOU NEED TO WRITE SMTHNG LIKE THIS (if you canโt itโs fine I just canโt stop thinking it and I thought itโll be funny imagining orc!Bucky being clueless about readerโ mood-swings poor orc he doesnโt know what he gets himself into
Or like at night Bucky would find the readerโ side of the bed is empty to just realized that reader is in the kitchen making some weird foods cause she craves smthng so unusual
Also yes I do muaythai altho Iโm not that good I pretend I am Natasha kicking peopleโs ass or that Bucky is training me AHAHAHAH IM SO DELULU I NEED TO TOUCH GRASS
Anyway have a great day love ๐ซถ๐ป
~๐ณ
I never wanna disappoint you, but I'm not really comfortable with writing pregnancy or pregnant readers... I think I would just end it at Bucky getting the news but I won't be able to go into the details of it or anything like that. Your ideas are very nice tho, it's really just me who's a little messed up๐
Nonnie, you're so freaking cool! You could be any Natasha if you want to, baby! Hell, you can be anyone you wanna be! Also, hot thot hehe๐๐ (Can anyone ever survive if they're not delulu? You do you, my love!)
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ใ ๐ณ ใ
it takes some figuring out and a willingness to maybe be at least a little uncomfortable and very vulnerable.
even more confirmation that dolasach definitely fits the bill for โ#1 satan appealerโ and โ#1 validator of whale anon's TEDthoughtsโ !(โขฬแดโขฬ)ู ฬฬ
i find that using multiple forms of symbolism to inspire character creation, especially if you take inspiration from animals, makes workshopping feel so much more effortless? too much of it can cause one to spiral and lose sight of who their oc is when they direct their focus molding them into the symbols rather than the other way around. like you, i think it's just so much more easier to let things be instead of forcing myself to fit a status quo.
tbh with you i didn't even mind that you didn't stick with the assignment of only explaining dola's feelings! as someone who is notorious for being able to shamelessly lore dump and engage in oc conversation up to 7 hours on and off it makes me feel a lot more relieved knowing that other people are willing to go above and beyond the assignment they were given ๐ญ (/pos).
although, this is also my weakness when it comes to sending in anonymous asks ;w;; i want to say so much but i must do it in a way where it's comprehensible and condensed instead of giving you 38924923 paragraphs, which i can only wish i could do.
and i mentioned this before (or maybe it's buried deep in the response im typing up atm..) but it warms my heart that there's also someone who has difficulty explaining their mc in brief terms!!
i often get stuck between โah, so you only view my mc on a surface level despite all the information i've given youโ and โthis is a good conversation starter for someone who doesn't know my mcโ. the other day i teased someone into telling me who they believe would be the most likely to be romantically paired with my mc, and i had such a visceral reaction to it that i didn't know whether to be offended or to outright laugh .. but i just?? couldn't blame them??? like yeah i get it on paper it seems like my mc would be romantically involved with simeon but holy shit she would not have a good time if that were that case KJNDFKFJS
the way i present her to people is based on what others have told me once they've gotten to know who she is from her youth up until her late twenties (and soon to be, accidental immortality that has been creeping up on her from before the story of the devildom began . . .), is something that i've come to realize really isn't the best course of action skfnkskjf so i'll be using you as my guinea pig i hope you don't mind ๐
which is why i think it's taking so long for me to respond? i'm trying to present you all the important details in a condensed manner, but even then, it isn't enough (๏ฝกโขฬ๏ธฟโขฬ๏ฝก) but i'm not one to give up i think it's pretty fun lolol [side eyes my two self-indulgent 40+k fics that are purely for her most important relationships]
back to our beautiful dolasach! the way mc is presented in-game sends sickening chills down my ribs and forms a tight knot in my stomach, so whenever i see issues rising between other mcs and the obm cast i get really giddy! it says so much about them, from how they choose to behave or respond, to how much they choose to say . . . aaa what a dream come true <3 and it's exceptionally rare to find a mc like yours and i mean that sincerely. it's not often you see an author dive into the ugly parts of a character and still make it not inherently beautiful, but rather make it feel bittersweet.
and i really adore how you mention immortality because a while ago i went on a โwhat does immortality mean for immortals but specifically solomon because i said so and not in the way where he grieves but in the way where his traits have over-ripened and his relationship to trauma has become over-developedโ spiel and it reminded me of something i wrote so [gently hands you this]
Is this a flaw of immortality, that everything transient seems so frail by comparison, that youโve lived so long youโre weighed down by the memory of everything that has passed before, that you find it impossible to just live, to let things be?
and after all of the posts i've stuck around for i don't believe i've pieced together what dolasach's goal would be? there is the situation of separating themself from the identity that is inherently attached to her parents, of becoming satisfied in general, of redemption for herself . . . hm! ๏ผฟใ(ใใ)
also i took a peek at your TEDthought of dolasach's name and all i can say is that hi hello that is a perfect parallel to satan who wishes to separate himself from lucifer and it also makes sense that she'd have another name for when she becomes immortal <33 a start of a new era, one that she will mold herself.
agsjsha Honestly Iโd be disappointed in myself if Dola was suddenly not that compatible with Satan after making her just for him ๐ญ
Big agree on having many places to pull inspiration from as something that makes workshopping easier, but not fully relying on them to shape a character. I like to think I take just enough to have some sort of loose guide for where I want Dola to be? Of course my process isnโt perfect since I tend to self-indulge often (like with me being adamant about Dola getting her immortality from Thirteen purely because the original Dolasach is a necromancer with a specialization of reaper) and I canโt really be sure that Iโm keeping my own OC 100% in character all the time but you know. Real people arenโt 100% in character all the time either <-personal copium lol
I also think I tend to shift the canon charactersโ personalities a little to make things a little easier and more entertaining for myself? But I will defend myself by saying that itโs not like game canon does a stellar job of keeping itโs own characters in character. And also I just take issue with some Choicesโข๏ธ >.> ehem.
Anyway anyway >.> Semi-rant about game canon asideโ
You ๐ค๐ผ Me -> not being able to keep things short. There is too much I want to say!! And when enabled and given the impression that someone gives a shit I will overdo it lmao >.> I also find that I figure things out better and faster when Iโm using someoneโs ask to rubber duck. Something about having to actually present my ideas to someone makes it easier to decide on what I want and where things should go, which tends to make my answers really long because I prefer to present everything in the form of actions, feelings, and thoughts more than simple description.
Personally, I don't actually like having to describe Dolasach in single, simple adjectives? Or any character, really, much like how I personally do not enjoy being asked to describe myself in five words during those stupid questionnaires and interviews for school and employment. I don't find it easy to find the right way to describe someone because I think people are too complex to simply leave it at a handful of adjectives, even more so when everyone's perception of a description can end up wildly varying.
So pls omg, don't worry too much about perfectly presenting every single thing about Godtongue to me in the span of one or two asks >.< I will inevitably misunderstand or miss something, which will just have you spend more time clearing things upโit may be better to show me small snippets at a time until I get a solid enough idea of them to work off of. It's impossible to truly condense someone into a few simple paragraphs when you know them insanely well due to having created them dfgkjh and I also don't want to frustrate you when there's things I don't get after you've gone through all the trouble of trying to figure out the perfect way to introduce more of her to me.
Because even then, I feel like because we don't think exactly alike, I'm not going to land on something truly to your satisfaction in just one or two exchanges. Literally every take I have on both Dola and the OM cast has taken a while to reach, and all the times people have told me I've been accurate with guessing what their OC/MC would be like have all been educated guesses that I'm shocked I've gotten right; I am fully expecting and also prepared to be told I'm wrong each time I post something about what someone thinks their character's relationship with Dola would be like tbh and I welcome that fully).
So like!! Don't worry about your response too much nonnie sdfhjkdg I'm not forcing you to rush, take your time; but know that I think that we'll get somewhere faster with getting to know the similarities and differences between Godtongue and Dola if we have a discussion? ;w; Especially if I'm going to be your guinea pig for trying out different way(s) of presenting her, because contrary to what a lot of people seem to think here, I'm not actually that smart when it comes to learning about a character >.>;;
Anyway uh, back to Dola?
I'm honestly so super flattered that you think all that sdhjkd Like it makes me feel like I'm doing something right with writing Dola, y'know? Because whenever I write her I tend to hope that I'm showing people someone very flawed and very human. There is plenty that she struggles with, and I don't want people to think that those struggles are in any way beautiful or to be romanticized. Bittersweet is a nice way to put it, yeah. I think there's something both wonderful and horrific about how she goes about trying to make the most of her life throughout the eras of it because honestly, I don't think she has any major long term goals beyond just trying to have a happy existence.
You mentioned not having pieced together what Dola's goal is, and I'm assuming you mean a long term overarching goal that bears some significance and influence to her actions overall.
The thing is, I think many of her goals fall into place throughout the course of her very long life. She does eventually find an identity separate from her parents both as a person and as an artistโsomething that becomes easily the more of her life she lives away from them (and also, well, spoilers but they die before she's 40 so she definitely outgrows them in many ways); she eventually becomes a sorcerer of high enough skill to stand alongside Solomon and even excels beyond him in certain fields; she eventually even comes to terms with accepting that allowing oneself to breathe will not undo all the work she's done. Like, she does reach points of satisfaction throughout her life, but it doesn't exactly take very long until there is something else that she wants, something else that grabs her attention and points her to direct her efforts and growth towards whatever it is.
But in immortality, I think she does eventually run out of things to aim for. I mean, the most impossible thing out of everything she wanted to achieve actually turns out to be possibleโwhere does she go from there?
Is this a flaw of immortality, that everything transient seems so frail by comparison, that youโve lived so long youโre weighed down by the memory of everything that has passed before, that you find it impossible to just live, to let things be?
The lack of anything to aim for does eventually get to Dola. There are definitely times when she struggles, like really struggle, when it comes to dealing with her immortality. But she refuses to call for death and die. She knows there is nothing for her after death (or at least thinks itโI may or may not do something with the demon!Dola AU who knows) and still finds a lot of joy in simply living her life with her found family. There is still plenty to learn, plenty to discover.
In her crisis I think it occurs to her that perhaps she must imagine Sisyphus happy. And it's a strange change, but is enough to keep her sustained in between the times when there is nothing grand to chase.
(Of course, I think there is a goal of some form that she doesn't quite recognize in the form of a devotion to the one other human who understands what she's going through. Like, as much as it feels weird to admit on here, even though she and Satan have been through so much together and well, even though I made her for Satan, in the long run I think it's Solomon who becomes a source of major comfort that Satan just can't offer because immortality is inherent to him and his society. Solomon is human with a much greater capacity for empathy than Dola has, and has been through the some of the worst of immortality already all alone. And when humanity ends and the earth is consumed by what was once the sun, and the Devildom has offered asylum for the two, it just... Bonds them together in such a crazy way. Idk.
I mean, she still loves Satan with all her heart and the two have a special bond that is completely different from what she and Solomon have. But it's hard to deny the differences, and I can see the two tearfully discussing their feelings regarding it in private at some point far down the timeline of Dola's life. Btw I don't think the brothers + royals ever die unless killed. Because I said so.)
Ah, re: her name tho! I don't think it's ever an intentional choice for 'Dolasach' to become the only name she's known by over the yearsโit just happens. In my head half her family all go by similar single-word aliases when working, and some of them also choose to just introduce themselves as their art alias because they like the sound of it better. Fully think her father's side started the tradition with like, the great-grandmother and then the next generation, then the next, then until Dola and her cousins. I don't think there's any deep reason as to why she started introducing herself as Dolasach either cause I fully believe her father + his siblings all helped pick out possible aliases for her and her cousins to choose from at some point and she thought 'Dolasach' sounded best and started using it everywhere that didn't need her legal/birth name. From there it just stuck as she doesn't really see much difference between her as an artist + her as herself.
Is it weird? Kinda but idk, they're artists that's my their excuse lmao
(Before I end this very long answer, I like to think that this is where Satan and Dola's problems with their identity differ. I think Satan's stems from not wanting to be thought of as a mere fragment of Lucifer and a deep dread of any confirmation that that's all he is, that his efforts are inevitably pointless because his origin means that his life will always revolve around the fact that he was born from Lucifer's wrath; he will always be less, he will always be linked, he will always be questioning whether he is merely the part of Lucifer that loathes himself personified. Dola's issues stem from her knowing she is different and wishing so desperately that people would see and recognize that. That the fruits of her labor stop being attributed to being part of her family that she loathes and dismissed as something inherent to her bloodline. She's also sick of being seen and used as a gateway to accessing her older relatives because it makes her feel like no one gives a shit about what she does.
I guess in short, I think Satan's battle is more with himself because I honestly think he's likely already killed everyone who's so much as whispered about comparing him to Lucifer so mostly, the main voice left belittling him the most is his own (and sometimes the brothers I guess, who seem to endlessly favor Lucifer more despite Satan being considerably nicer and more active in helping them out on the day to day?); Dola's battle, least by the time she's in the Devildom, is more with everyone else, and that's why she was able to help Satan deal with his issues. She's already been through the whole 'am I just them but shitter/what is my inherent worth/who am I without them' ordeal and can help him to some extent, at least.)
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"i wrote this as a writing exercise" THATS 6.9K LONG ????
jokes aside, i'm looking forward to reading your new jeonghan fic!!!! i will come back and bother you with another ask once i do hehe
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STOPPP I WAS CLOWNING MYSELF WHEN I CHECKEF THE FINAL WORD COUNT TOO ๐ญ
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hi dear! I was watching your Purple River pictures and I noticed that there's a pirate ship in your hood deco, is it CC? bc it doesn't seem the one shipped with the game and I can't find it if i Google it :(
Hi Nonnie,
Yes, the ship is custom 'hood deco and I really had to dive deep into the internet to find out where it came from. ๐ณ
The ship that adorns the coast of Purple River is from Podchacha.
You can find it here at "kativip.ucoz.ru":
It is really a piece of history, since it's from 2012. ๐
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Hiii how are u?
Also love ur page.
Weird questions incomingโฆ.
Do you know why was George sometimes weird about sex?
Also do you think he was queer? I have read some tumble posts that critizice lewinsohnโs books because he omits โGeorgeโs queernessโ and I havenโt got a clue what they are talking about. SORRYA ND THANKS๐ญ
SORRY FOR ASKINg๐ชณ๐ณ
Hey nonny nonny. Never apologize for asking a question or giving a compliment!
I'm not sure how much I can help you, though, since I'm not super aware of George being particularly weird about sex. Or queer. We know he had a LOT of sex, as all the Beatles did, and we have a story from one young lady who mentions him playing ukulele during a sexual act, but in my opinion that's the action of a man who has had a LOT of sex, and for whom it's become (at least at times) a bit reflexive. It's not really surprising to me at all that someone who had had that many encounters wouldn't have their full attention paid to each one.
As for queerness, I also saw a post referring to that aspect of Lewisohn, but I also have no idea what they're talking about. I see a lot of wishcasting on tumblr about George being into men, and we know he had a LOT of really close friendships with men. To me, though? That reads as strong friendship bonds of the type some men feel they can't get from romantic/sexual relationships, you know, the girls just don't understand etc etc, I need my man friends to understand music and poker and cars. Now, that's not to say there's no way he was gay! I have no idea. But George's attachment to men really feels more like that "boy's club" vibe than gay. Obviously, anyone's mileage may vary here, but without any further evidence (that I know about), it's all speculation.
That said, I am decidedly not a George expert, so I am sorry I can't help more! Feel free to let me know what you think, though!
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i saw one of those ads for those like โnudesโ keychains where the have a square and itโs like an outline of you or whatever and there was a guy who had one and it said โiโll be home soon, peanutโ i think roo would get one of those for babygirl
thought iโd share a though
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I am melting, ๐ณ nonny! That is so Roo! Can someone send me a link to one?
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Would you mind if a create a masterlist for Not who you think I am? I'll give you credit obviously ~ ๐ณ
I don't mind at all, Nonnie. I've trying to update my Masterlist forever but Tumblr for some odd reason won't let save any changes to it. So I might have to start over completely with it and I just don't have the time for it right now
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hey rinrin! (>-<)
HOW ARE YOUUUUUU?
I hope you're doing fine! <3
Where I live is so cold aaaaa but I'm quite happy, cold is better than hot(in my opinion), and answering your other question, coxinha is like breaded and fried dough-based snack filled with chicken, shaped to loosely resemble a chicken drumstick, it kind of look like this:
It can also look like teardrop for some reason.. It's super super good, the most traditional stuffing for the coxinha is chicken but there is the ground beef stuffing which is my favorite! There's even a modified and vegan version where the coxinha is stuffed with jackfruit, so awesome and delicious! It can be found in everyplace in Brazil, it's a very popular food
-๐ณ(noa nonny here)
iโm alright, tysm !! <3
oh my, it looks and sounds tasty hehe iโd like to eat some one day. their shape is cute too >_<
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Oh my god I jsut read that one hater anon, donโt listen to them I LOVE THAT YOU WRITE LONG ASS WRITINGS OKAY?! I LOVE READING THEM OVER AND OVER AGAIN!
You have a talent for writing and that anon is just jealous that they canโt write as good as you just block em babe youโre amazing and wonderful! Your writings actually helped me and my little self thatโs what makes you one of my fav writer, you help me to smile more and your writings help me find the best version of my self even if you donโt realised it
I remember in donโt call me daddy you write smthng abt waking up being a brand new person and thatโs what Iโm trying to do, it help me to just be me and to not be apologetic for being myself. so whatever you do keep doing it if it makes you happy fuck other people and if you want I can practice my muaythai on them *wink with both eyes*
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Nonnie, I love you very much, have I told you that before? I really really appreciate you and I'm so grateful for your presence. Thank you from the bottom of my soul for taking time to write me such a beautiful, loving ask. Your support is everything and I couldn't ask for anything more๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
(Also, you play muaythai? Dude, you're the coolest no one touch me! I'm so proud of you right now I have no words)
And you remembering words from a thing I wrote?:" Yeah, I'm crying happy tears all over the place here๐๐๐ You're the reason I keep writing and editing and staying up all night posting๐๐ Thank you for everything you do and most of all for existing๐๐๐๐๐
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ใ ๐ณ ใ good morning to none other than you~ i often think of the (numerous?) occasions in which satan claims to have a fondness for hedgehogs, and it made me wonder what makes his love for felines and his love for creatures such as hedgehogs connectโhave you ever heard of the โhedgehog's dilemmaโ? a situation where hedgehogs seek warmth from the other during cold winters, but must remain apart to avoid harming the other with their spines.
this is a metaphor; it's known as the act of wishing for emotional intimacy, but due to one's own individual issues that cannot be so easily fixed, if at all. it becomes painful, mortally wounding even, to connect on such a scale.
i was reminded of how, generally speaking, felines are difficult to gain the trust of, let alone allow you to pet them in areas that are easily accessible for a dog. it reflects dolasach, methinks.
note: i enjoyed reading through your musings of dola's relationships so far! not that they inherently spark joy in the way where all is well, but rather in the feverish way where i dedicate a part of my brain to ponder on what other meanings that may bring for other scenarios.
speaking of that, i think it's interesting how your cat(3) trio all share the act of acting as such. of acting feverish in their endeavors to the point of ruin, if they aren't careful. and i understand that with the three of them it may be easier to keep each other in-check, but to what degree is that true, really?
all in all, your other digital letters will be on their way shortly ... hopefully!! there's just always new information to consider and to rewrite and edit and my little raccoon brain demands that i grab everything oc-related within my reach to rotate in my mind like a sad little rotisserie chicken wwww
with that, i leave you with this song from welcome to nightvale ๊ฐโ
แตเผแต๊ฑหโก i think it fits the occasion for the hedgehog's dilemma.
Tbh I think he's only mentioned liking hedgehogs once, but considering he wanted to make it his familiar, he must really, really like them a lot since I don't think he's ever mentioned wanting a cat as a familiar >w<
To add the hedgehog musings, I actually saw a post some time back where hedgehogs are actually able to cuddle! ;w; It's just that it takes a bit of maneuvering and all to find a good fit. It looks a little awkward, but the hedgies look like they're quite cozy together with the softest parts of their bodies interlocked like two pieces of a jigsaw. It makes for a fitting solution to the hedgehog dilemmaโconnection is possible, but it takes some figuring out and a willingness to maybe be at least a little uncomfortable and very vulnerable.
And hdjkgsdfg honestly the more I write Dola the more I think the catlike qualities in her come out (fully unintentional btw, but I guess it's bound to happen considering her early inspirations sdkdfg). Like distancing herself more if you're too forward or too much at once, and preferring that her trust be earned slowlyโbut with the occasional exception, of course, like how some cats just seem to love someone right away >.< (And also that she can be really cute and affectionate but only with like, two people lmfao)
Glad that you enjoyed reading all those posts about Dola & her relationships with almost each of the OM cast! Tbh looking back I think I didn't do a good enough job sticking to the assignment and just focusing on Dola's feelings about a character, which is something I realized I tend to do a lot. Most of what I've written about her is from someone else's perspective >.> Which is fine, I guess, but the ask game asked for her thoughts and feelings lmao >w<
And tbh your guess is as good as mine when it comes to other scenarios. What she does depends heavily on what point of her life she's at. Like, I think I have a hard time describing her in brief terms because I have this whole Journey of Developmentโข plotted out for her because I got way into the 'how does a person's life experiences who they are?' aspect of OC making >.< Plus a main mindset I have when I started workshopping her was that I really, really wanted the brothers to also give back to Dola. I never liked how one-sided it often feels in the game when it came to emotional issues being address. Of course, I understand that it comes with the limitations of the game mechanicsโthe devs want MC to be as wide of a range of people as possible, so of course the canon MC wouldn't have any issues that the brothers could address.
Which just means that all the more I wanted Dola to need just as much 'help' as the brothers do at the start of the program. Considering how she turned out, I had to make sure that the healing was both ways otherwise Dola would've left them all in the dust and run off to Purgatory Hall, and instead of Sol/Dola/Tan we'd have like... Just Dola/Sol with Simeon as Dola's ex sdfjkdfg
re: Cat(3) tho! Tbh I feel like so long as like... All three of them don't get too heavily into whatever they're doing, one of them should be able to come and knock some sense into the other? I think Solomon's most likely already had his lesson in chasing over-ambitious goals lifetimes ago and seems to get carried away doing little personal projects more than going for some epic goal, while Satan seems to get carried away with less serious mundane things the most, like reading books and binging dramas (quite sure there's a chat where he says he's been reading without taking a break for 3 days straight >.<)? He seems to get overworked from time to time but I don't think it's because he wants to, it's because most of his brothers aren't good at fulfilling their duties as princes of hell apparently dfhjsdfg Like isn't he the Devildom's treasurer? No idea what the rest do but he's got his duties + needing to carry his brothers' work too and is sometimes Diavolo's errand boy when the errand isn't big enough to have Lucifer do so... he's got that going for him >.>
I guess as the youngest with the most to chase after, Dola would be the most likely to go too far when it comes to chasing after her goals (prime example being her immortality) and Solomon would very quickly pick up on it? Even more so after he finds out that she went and got herself some eternal life behind his back >.> Though I think Dola calms down the more it sinks in that her days are pretty much unlimited, and she gets more and more knowledge, experience, and magical skill under her belt.
dfhgksdfgjk no rush on the letters!! Tbh I still have one of your asks that's sitting in the inbox still waiting for an answer, but I feel like you've got enough to work with right now as you type out your responses >w< I hope all the new stuff I've put out about didn't overwhelm you tho??? I look back and realize I've written a good few thousand words total just going on and on about Dola + the cast...
Can't wait to hear about godtongue tho??? I'm still so intrigued by how you think they and Dola would get along since my first impression was that she might avoid them after a couple meetings or something dfghkjdgh (but still, no rush >.<)
bsdjhsdg that song sent me BACK omg??? That's such an oldie!! Really makes me want to go and listen to the first 20 WTNV episodes again...
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KAIII how have you been :( it feels like forever since i last sent an ask!! missed ur blog sm honestly
- hydro nonnie ๐๐ณ
omg hi :]
not good iโm going thru it ๐๐ค๐โผ๏ธ
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spreading the love ๐๐งธ๐ณ๐๐ฆ๐ โ๐ถ๐๐ง๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฟ
sending virtual hug๐งธ and premium vibes ~๐ฟ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ง๐ ๐งธ๐~
hope it brightens ur day a little<3
Awww thank you so much nonnie it definitely brightened my day โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ
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just finished both the parts of one of damned girls and you served. I was so excited about this but the exams came up and couldn't read the first part. But my exams were over yesterday so I spent whole day reading the fic and I have never been so invested in a fic so much.. Was thinking about part 2 and you posted!! I love you so muchhhhh like ik this must been such a work to write such a long yet amazing fic and your brainnnn! I bow down! Yk no matter how much I praise you it will be less because you did devour... It's actually so funny to me that writers like you always claim that you guys aren't that serious about writing and you guys do it for fun but still you deliver amazing fics!!! I know you must have a life outside this app and you took your time to write ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Thankyouuu so much for this ๐๐๐๐
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i think there's a big difference when i consume fics where i tend to realize which ones were written for fun versus the ones where an author felt forced to do it ;-; i like to write what i want because my best work comes from fics i had fun writing. plus, i've already gone down the path of trying to be a people pleaser. i learned that i can't please everyone, so i choose to please my damn self, especially regarding my fics! i do wanna say tho, i take writing very seriously as it's my main hobby outside of art [which is my career]. so when im not working, or attending courses, im usually writing. while i take it seriously, i don't take myself too seriously with it, because then it'll just become an unpaid job rather than an enjoyable hobby, yknow?
that being said, i adore you so much for this. no matter how long it takes for you to read any of my works, ill always look forward to your feedback and thoughts <3 it definitely was a lot of work to write it, but i really enjoyed the process :D actually, the majority of fics and drabbles on this blog I have thoroughly enjoyed writing and i think it shows plainly!
ur not allowed to leave me nonnie, ur stuck here reading my lil library because i thrive on your feedback, ily.
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Hi Dee! I donโt know if youโre still open for requests but if you are I want to ask for a fic? ๐ฅบ
But first and foremost Iโd like to ask what types of fics are you most comfortable writing and interested in writing? I donโt wanna be requesting something you donโt wanna do. Most importantly what are your definitely no-noโs?
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hello my love!
of course - thank you so much for checking this is so kind and thoughtful of you nonnie
iโm pretty easygoing when it comes to requests! a lot of my fics are very angsty so i am more than open to some disgustingly specific smut or fluff or whatever
the only thing i have received before and been reluctant to write about was the omegaverseโฆ. not my bag but not knocking anyone who is into that
but tldr i am pretty much open to anything and feel honoured that you would want me to write something at request ๐ฅบ๐ซถ
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