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📝Raphael [2k12 Verse]

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Okay I made a post about it but now i'll elaborate, Raph is a bit of a nerd for animals. As a tot Raph would sneak out into the sewers and spot things like rats and got curious about them. Bugged Donnie about stuff about them till seeing he could watch documentaries about rats and more. His preface for animals tend to be the smaller ones. Birds, rodents, turtles ect

Like to watch them late at night by himself, he dosen’t need his brothers teasing him for being the animal lover. There is also a few books in room about animals. He also has a few notebooks where he wrote things down in.

This is also where his katsaridaphobia developed, once time well in the sewers he ended up in a nest of cockroaches and it traumatized him a lot.He not a fan of all bugs but Cockroachs are the ones he has an unreasonable fear of.

Likes Taylor Swift

Rapheal has a a passion for art, not just taking part of it himself but also in learning about it. He asked Splinter about his name and it started from there.

Ended up exploring Art himself He took to painting the most, but also draws.Has a sketch book and any art supplies he owns he found in trash bins so it’s normally nearly used up so he has to sparely.

often thats what he is doing when off on his own on the surface looking for supplies he can bring back. Sometimes he gets luckly and kids toss out those ‘art sets’ all artis kids get.

Why did I start with all that? Cause Raph is the far more sensitive of the four turtles. It’s why he so quick to go into his tantrums.

because raph is a bit more in tune with emotions he’s generally kind of good at reading others emotions or picking up on the vibe in a room. He’s not going to approach it with sensitivity mind you

Raph has learned to study other’s body language and it’s part of why he tends to really stare at people when they speak. Of course there are those he can’t figure out and it pisses him off. Like Splinter and to extents Leo at times.

Deals with Anxiety, as well for 2012 Raph I would say it’s more general Anxiety which also explains his quick temper as well. Along with Panic Disorder seeing how he can freeze up at times and has a hard time snapping out of it.

Has a weak stomachache easily grossed out by things and has some motion sickness.

Is overly protective and caring deep down. He loves all his brothers but he isn’t a mushy feeling guy. He would risk his own shell over any of them. A lot of his cracks in his shell are from him taking hits for his brothers. He has no issue risking his own life but he could never risk his any of his brother’s after all.

(I havent fully seen stuff past season 3 I wanna say) But Raph has his Pet Chompy, who he tots treats like a baby hes a pet owner that is  full on pet parent type.

Mikey is his first choice for babysitter if he’s going out. Leos last option mostly to insult the mom of the family uwu

A secret romantic he likes chick flicks, he likes those corny romcom movies too

Of course Leo is the one he fight with the most the two are clear opposites. like fire and rain they just don’t see eye to eye. Yet Leo is who Raph confines in the most. Raph holds a deep respect for Leo but that dosen’t mean he won’t challenge him or his methods.

Donnie and him can be just as bad but they have more verbal fights over physical. But Donnie is who Raph sides with the most as well since they both get annoyed by mikey and will even both challegne Leo’s leadership raphs just more open on it

Mikey is the sibling he gose to when he’s feeling down, and has a very I can mess with them but you can’t stance when it comes to Mikey. Some casey things for reasons uwu

I like to think because these two both demonstrate a like for art, they would make street art together when they go out into the city. Neither of them are gonna care about tagging stuff after all.

Has let Casey seen his unfinished sketches and such cause well he likes his input. 

He can’t tell outright if someone is good or bad but with Casey after fighting with them and such he was able to get an understanding of him. He normally more stand offish but not with Casey, dosen’t even mind when they use him as an arm rest.

Raph loves his brother but spending time with Casey is different. Casey gets him cause well they are like reflections of each other. Anger issues, both like art even  and the fact raph in right handed and casey is left adds to this for me.

Raph can be a bit more transparent with Casey, he may still get embarrassed but Casey likely the one to know most things about him. And if he teases him its not as bad compared to his brothers.(a bit more protective of his imagie with his family)

In return Raph will give Casey the same if he wants, he may tease Casey but it wouldn’t be out of Malice intent.

Because Casey and him are similar he also can see what they might need so he tends to push Casey a little to get them to fess up, looks its how they talk yelling punching it’s a way to communicate.

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The War Within- Jay Halstead, Kelly Severide, and Matt Casey

Summary: You have epilepsy and the stress from the week causes an episode.

Warnings: POSSIBLE SPOILERS, epilepsy, vomiting

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One of the first things that you discussed with the guys when you began dating a year ago was that you have epilepsy. You, Matt Casey, Kelly Severide, and Jay Halstead had been friends for years before dating, but you had managed to keep away from any and all situations that caused your symptoms to flare. It was easier to make those excuses with all of your friends around, but some situations were harder to avoid, without causing suspicion, while dating. Of course, the boys understood and all kept an eye on you. Throughout the beginning of your relationship, you had two longer episodes, but both were mild and did not require medical attention. Luckily, since they were mild and all three of your boys were there, you were able to get comfortable at home with your guys surrounding you and keeping watch for the rest of the night. After many small scares and many nights spent together just to be in each other’s company, mostly to keep the boys from stressing out over you, you all moved in together 2 months ago.

You had been extremely stressed out this past week. As a nurse in the Chicago Med ED, you are pretty use to emergency situation and work related stress, but this week of unusual flesh eating bacteria had you in a bundle of nerves. You knew that a seizure would come eventually, and have been pleasantly surprised by the fact that one hadn’t happened yet, but you tried not to focus on the what ifs while you and the boys had your date night.

Because of the week everyone had and to make sure you were in a comfortable environment incase something did happen, you all opted on a game night. So, you sat on one couch with Jay at your side, while Matt and Kelly took their spots on the opposite couch. You tried to fight Jay when he talked about arranging your couches to face each other with the coffee table in the middle and the tv on the wall over the fireplace, which was at the end of each couch, but it was best for nights like these or just cuddling with two on each couch while watching tv.

The first thing you noticed was that your heart was fluttering. You figured it was the excitement of [your favorite game], so you just brushed it off. However, you couldn’t ignore your symptoms anymore when Jay wrapped an arm around you, commenting on how you were sweating and shaking. You took hold of Jay’s thigh, attempting to ground yourself as you gave in to how anxious you felt now that their full attention was turned to you.

“P-please. I-I can’t.” You whimpered out, anxiety creeping into your voice as your body took over and you were seconds away from losing full control.

Matt pushed the table out of the way as Kelly helped Jay lower you to the floor and push the couch back. Matt raced into the kitchen for a bucket, your rescue inhaler, your rescue nasal spray and some water, knowing that you often get sick after bad seizures, and this one was already progressing more quickly than usual. Thinking on his feet, Matt quickly grabbed a fresh hand towel before sprinting back into the living room.

Kelly was laid out a little ways away, keeping eye contact as your body started to shake, but you were still somewhat coherent. He was whispering words of comfort as Jay kept his hands lightly on the shoulder and hip that was off the floor, keeping you on your side. Matt placed all the items he brought onto the floor a few feet away from your head as he sat and waiting for your full on seizure.

“Baby. I know your scared, but you gotta let go.” Jay murmured, brushing a few flyaways back from your face. “Your just hurting yourself more. We are ready. We have you. Just let it happen.” Jay soothed, anchoring you onto your side again.

You whimpered, tears sliding down your face. Almost as quickly as the sound came out, you zoned out, and then let your eyes flutter closed.

“She’s out.” Kelly informed your other lovers, moving toward your feet to get out of the way.

“Here it comes.” Jay muttered, feeling you lock up under his hands.

Then the full seizure started. You jerked around, head flinging back as your arms locked into your chest and legs kicked out. Kelly and Matt moved the furniture further away as Jay kept you on your side as best he could without hurting you. All the boys kept saying encouraging words, knowing you might not hear them, but they felt this was all they could do in their own helpless state.

Matt had thought to turn on his stop watch when the seizure started and looked down after a while. “Shit. It’s been 3 minutes. Help me get the spray in her nose.” Matt said to Kelly.

Kelly nodded, carefully walking around you to gently steady your head. Matt leaned over you from behind and sprayed the rescue medicine into your nostrils. Within thirty seconds, your movements slowed and you went completely still under Jay’s hands. All three boys breathed a sigh of relief, glad that you seemed to be coming out of it.

When you started flexing your hands, Kelly reached over and took one of your hands in his. “Hey baby. Take it slow. You just had a seizure.” Jay said, speaking slowly as you often had trouble concentrating immediately following a seizure.

You hummed, leaning back into Jay’s knees, head falling into Matt’s lap. Slowly, you brought your free hand up to your mouth, wiping away the saliva that had dribbled out while Matt wiped your tears.

“How yah feelin?” Kelly murmured, leaning down to kiss your forehead after wiping your brow with the hand towel Matt brought.

“Tired.” You slurred, slowly sliding a hand down to your stomach. “Kinna sick.” Your eyes welling with tears. As if having a seizure wasn’t bad enough, you also had to have an extreme fear of vomiting.

They all nodded and Matt silently moved the bucket closer. They carefully watched every move you made. Every now and then, you would twitch a little or whine as your stomach churned. Some color some coming back to your face, even as you fought the nausea down. They knew you were uncomfortable and probably wanted a shower, given that you had an accident during your seizure.

“Hey babe. Ready to sit up and try some of your water?” Kelly asked, running a hand over your head to push back some flyaways.

You nodded, letting the boys slowly help you into a sitting position. Jay had you between his legs, back propped up against his chest to support you and help you calm down more. You flushed as you eyed the small wet mark on the carpet before quickly paling. Luckily, Matt was still keeping a close eye on you and shoved the bucket under your chin before you could process what was even happening.

You cried out at the end of the first dry heave, immediately panicking. Jay made sure that he had you stabilized as Matt stabilized the bucket and Kelly took your hand, rubbing your shoulder with the other.

“Shhhh. Just breathe. It’ll be over soon.” Matt cooed, lowering his voice to a soothing baritone that he knows helps calm you.

“Just let it happen and try to relax. It’s okay sweet girl.” Jay mumbled, kissing the back of your neck.

You only threw up a little bit, having been scared of this exact situation and barely eating all day. The dry heaves stuck around for a few minutes before you were left gasping for air. Audible wheezes were the only thing that could be heard as the boys tried to let you calm down. Kelly, without saying a word, gently shook your inhaler as Jay grabbed the water from the coffee table a few feet to his right.

“Here sweetheart. Shhhhh. Just try to breathe for me. You need to wash your mouth out so that Kel can give you your inhaler.” Jay soothes, lightly pushing the cup to your bottom lip to prompt you to open. You did, quickly swishing your mouth out and spitting in the bucket.

Matt left, taking the bucket to empty out and to start a bath for you. Jay settled you into his chest again, slightly swaying to try and calm you. Kelly prepped your inhaler and the chamber attachment before holding it to your lips. He counted down and then counted your breaths as you inhaled the medication through the chamber, allowing the inhaler to open your lungs again. Once you were done, Kelly put tue medication aside and stood, taking you in his arms and carrying you to the bathroom with Jay on his heels.

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[copingwithobsessions]

Billy is autistic ♾

Just me rambling about an headcanon I take wayyyy too seriously :)

Hyperfixation : horror movies (obviously)

He just keeps talking about it. All the time.

Like

Also him using his hands while talking in this scene

(There's also something to be said about him mentioning the queer actors and not the 'straight' characters but that will be for another post-)

Also in the phone call where we're sure it's him :

(If he was the one calling Casey then there's even more-)

Also him just constantly talking with movie-related things : "It was edited for TV- all the good stuff was cut out", "nice solid R rating, on our way to a NC-17", "lately we're just sort of edited for television", "Maybe your movie-freaked mind lost it's reality button","It's all a movie, it's all...one great big movie.Only you can't pick your genre","I think she wants a motive","I don't really believe in motive, Sid.", "See it's a lot scarier when there's no motive Sid", "Is that motive enough for you ?", "How's that for a motive ?", "Just pretend it's all a scary movie Sid...How do you think it's gonna end ?", "Perfect ending.", "Now Sid, don't you blame the movies. Movies don't create psychos, movies make psychos more creative !" and basing his killing spree on horror movie tropes : phone calls, masked killer, virgins being the final girls (literally having sex with Sidney to fulfill the trope), 'no motive' etc...

2. Abnormal posture

3. Staring (last 2 photos, both scenes in Sidney's room, police station scene...basically when there's Sid) or excessive blinking (doorway scene, kitchen scene...(basically when there's Stu)

4. Plans and changements

Billy (and Stu) planned their entire killing spree (from the dates it would be on : surrounding the one year anniversary of Maureen's death, to the person they would frame and his supposed motive as well as Casey and Steve's murders with the phone call, the attack at Sidney's house, Billy's incarceration, Stu's phone call following it, Billy's fake death, kidnapping Neil before his flight and using his phone, hiding his car, using a voice changer, stabbing each other to seem like victims, the party etc...)

When Billy's (and Stu's) plans get changed (Dewey, Gale and Kenny being present, Sid escaping the kitchen with her dad and Stu losing too much blood), Billy panics and goes into what could be defined as a meldown : throwing out insults, walking in circles, never going to check on the first floor, destroying Stu's living room and just panicking all around-

(When he fails getting Sidney to trust him and makes her escape to the toilets, he punches himself in frustation)

5. Insociability

Basically doesn't talk in the fountain scene

Awkward and Unsettling while talking, even to his friends

Doesn't pay attention to girls being interested in him

Doesn't seem at ease with the number of people leaving the party

(Even fidgeting though that may be just be him checking that the people are leaving for real)

6. Overdramatic

7. Favorite person/people

Okay this one's not that common in autistics but for Billy, he definitely has a special person, two in fact :

He literally started killing because his mom "moved out and abandoned" him.

For Stu, I will be vague cause I'll talk about it in detail in the other post 👀but basically he's not really himself unless Stu's there and planned a killing spree where only they would survive (+ trusted him to stab him).

Bonus : If Billy is the one who called Casey

"I only eat popcorn at the movies" Well I'm getting ready to watch a video "Really what ?" Oh, just some scary movie "You like scary movies ?" Huhuh "What's your favorite scary movie ?" Hum- I don't know... "You have to have a favorite, what comes to mind ?" Hum...Halloween ! You know the one with the guy in the white mask who walks around and stalks babysitters. "Yeah." What's yours ? "Guess." Hum- Nightmare on Elm Street ! "Isn't that the one where the guy had knives for fingers ?" Yeah, Freddy Krueger. "Freddy, that's right. I liked that movie.It was scary." Well the first one was but the rest sucked."

"It's an easy category : movie trivia"

"Come on, it's your favorite scary movie, remember ? He had a white mask, he stalked the babysitters"

"Then you should know Jason's mother, Mrs Vorhees, was the original killer ! Jason didn't show up until the sequel."

And that's it ! A complete analysis of what could be considered autistic traits from Billy that got way too long-

[maximoffcarter]

Enchanted.

Pairings: Casey Novak x reader.

Summary: Y/n had always enjoyed dressing up, she always got to wear beautiful dresses that her mother bought for her, beautiful and expensive jewelry, a well done makeup and hair, it wasn’t every day that she got to do this, so she enjoyed it, she just didn't like the events or parties her mother dragged her to. But then she gets to meet a beautiful woman. She had to admit that she was enchanted to meet her.

A/n: Surpriseeee! This is my own creation🫢 Yes, this was inspired by Taylor's song cause it's one of my favorite songs and I couldn't help it. It's long. I dunno if it's any good. But I really do hope you guys enjoy this aaand if you have any more requests, please don't hesitate on sending an ask or message. I'm a nice person, I promise haha you don't have to be shy or afraid to talk to me. Enjoy and leave your comments, reblogs, hearts, whatever you'd like, will be very much appreciated🫶🏻

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If there was something that y/n hated the most, was coming to any party or event that was related to the DA’s office or even the Police Department. But here she was. Forcing a smile and some laughs as police officers, judges, and other random people greeted here as they passed. Some people she really appreciated had seen her since she was young and now, she was somehow part of them, and her mother was a big deal in these sorts of events, so she had to be here, she had to stay. The thing she could admit that she loved, was dressing up for these events, she always got to wear beautiful dresses that her mother bought for her, beautiful and expensive jewelry, a well done makeup and hair, it wasn’t every day that she got to do this, so she enjoyed it. But as she looked around the big ballroom, she figured that every year, it was the same thing; her mother would get lost for an hour or two, get her for dinner so they sat together, and then she’d get lost again, leaving her alone and to her luck. She thought she’d spend her time outside on the balcony and then prepare to do her rounds and leave since she knew her mother liked to be the last to leave. But before she could do that, she noticed someone in the crowd, someone she had never seen.

Her eyes stayed on the woman probably longer than she had meant to, but she couldn’t help to notice how beautiful she was, the faint smile that she had on her face as she talked to one of the judges, focused on whatever she was saying. And y/n took the advantage to look at her, suddenly that annoyance that she had all night vanished as she studied the woman; beautiful blonde hair, not too short but not too long, plump lips that were tinted a shade of red, a beautiful baby blue dress that hugged her body perfectly, and she couldn’t quiet tell if her eyes were blue or another color. For a moment she had dared herself to find out, to just walk to that woman and at least say a faint hi, maybe pretend she wanted to talk to the judge so she could get closer to the woman, anything, but she was a bit shy about it, so she stood there, her eyes never leaving the woman until she heard someone greeting her and that was the start of her annoyance once again.

After what felt like forever, she got to escape the attorney that had engaged her in a very boring and annoying conversation with some other people, friends of her mother that she didn’t actually like but her mother had always said that she had to be nice to everyone, even with the ones she knew were two faced people, she had to give a good image, both for her mother and for herself. She sighed as she leaned over the bar, asking for another drink, her hand going to her forehead as she closed her eyes for a bit, trying to convince herself that she just needed to get through a bit more and then she was off. The bartender finally brought her drink and y/n offered a smile, grabbing it and turning away from the bar as she looked at the crowd again. She could swear that for a moment, her heart stopped as she saw the blonde girl from earlier walking directly to her. Or maybe the bar? She didn’t know, she couldn’t quiet concentrate as she stared at the woman, and for a moment it was too late to look away because their eyes met, and her heart again stopped. She tried to look away, pretending as if she was looking for someone, but she knew she had been caught.

“Enjoying your night?” The blonde said as she leaned over the bar and asked for a drink.

Y/n gulped as she heard her voice, it was music to her ears. She turned slightly to meet her eyes. Green eyes. Beautiful eyes. “Uh…I mean it does have free drinks, so. You could say that I am a bit.”

The blonde laughed slightly, nodding softly as she grabbed her drink and turned to look at the crowd. “I’ve noticed that the whole night you were either here or in some corner standing on your own. I’d say that the drinks are the only thing that’s keeping you here.”

It was y/n’s time to laugh as she nodded. “Can’t deny it. Guess it’s a bit too obvious.”

“Just a little.” She looked back at y/n and smiled. “Am I allowed to ask your name or…are you trying to hide your identity because you don’t want anyone to know about you?” She grinned as she took a sip of her drink.

Y/n grinned. “That’d actually be good if no one knew me, but most people here do. So, even if I tried, I’m sure someone who give me up.” She chuckled as she extended her hand. “Y/n.”

“Casey.” She grabbed her hand and smiled softly. “Have we met before?” She furrowed her brows.

“I don’t think I’ve had the pleasure to. I’d definitely remember your beautiful face if I had.” Before she could think her words, cursing in her mind as she let go of Casey’s hand.

Casey chuckled softly as she nodded. “I see.” She sighed softly. “I normally don’t come to these things, but I was dragged here.”

“By a partner?” Y/n took a sip of her drink.

“If by partner you mean my boss, then the answer is yes.” Casey raised her brow. “You were dragged here by a partner?”

“No.” Y/n smiled as she shrugged. “I actually sneaked here, I heard there were free drinks here.”

“Ah, that’s a good one.” Casey laughed as she looked back at the crowd.

Y/n stared at her for a moment, a faint smile on her face. ”Do you wanna get out of here?”

Casey looked back at y/n, raising a brow. “That forward?”

Y/n started panicking a little at the question. “I uh- no! I mean. I didn’t- I didn’t mean like…out of here. Like…the party. I mean-“

Casey laughed softly as she shook her head. “I was just messing with you. Where we going?”

Y/n breathed out as she smiled nervously. “Just uh…a place I escape to every now and then. Follow me.” She finished her drink and placed the glass on the bar.

She noticed Casey did the same and then followed her, a smile on her face the entire time. Y/n didn’t know what she was really doing, but from what she could see, Casey didn’t want to be there either, so if they could escape for at least a moment, she’d take it. She decided to take the stairs so no one would see them, a confused face on Casey’s face as she saw the stairs but still followed y/n. The last thing y/n expected that night was to meet someone and wanting to stay after all just to get to talk to this beautiful woman. As they walked up the stairs, y/n finally stopped at a door and smiled, opening it for Casey.

“You’re not gonna lock the door and leave me here, are you?” Casey grinned as she looked at y/n.

Y/n rolled her eyes. “No. I promise.” She grinned.

Casey looked out the door and noticed it was a big balcony with some chairs and a table, she could already see the city from where she was standing. She smiled as she walked out, the cold breeze hitting her skin. “It’s…beautiful.”

Y/n closed the door behind her and nodded. “It is. No one ever comes up here. I found it one time that I was bored and just needed to get out of there. I decided to make it my escape whenever I was feeling overwhelmed or done with the people in there.” She chuckled softly as she took Casey’s hand and pulled her with her. “You can see the whole city from here, somehow the noise is not as loud up here.”

Casey nodded. “I can see that.” She smiled. “It’s nice.”

“But it is recommended to bring a coat when they have the Christmas party. It does get really cold in here and one time it was snowing.” Y/n chuckled softly as she looked back at Casey. Soon after, freezing as she noticed she had been holding Casey’s hand.

Casey looked back at her and smiled, tightening her grip slightly. “I’ll remember that the next time I come up here.”

Y/n smiled. “You wanna sit here for a bit?”

Casey nodded. “Sure.”

They both sat down and started talking about the conversations they had so far throughout the night, laughing and making fun of how some of the conversations had been so boring to the point they had zooned out. Y/n was curious to ask about Casey, know why she was there cause it was for sure that she either came with someone, which was already confirmed that she was not, she was part of the police department, a judge to be maybe, or an attorney, which judging by the looks, she sort of figured out that she was an attorney. She knew the name sounded familiar, but she couldn’t quiet remember where she had heard it before. But she also liked to play all mysterious neither of them knowing what the other did, their last names, or anything at all, just their names and that was it.

Around an hour passed and the night started to get a little colder, so they both decided to go back to the crowded place for some drinks and to warm up a bit. Before y/n could overthink if it was right or wrong to hold Casey’s hand, Casey got ahead of her and intertwined their fingers, smiling softly as she pulled y/n down the stairs. The place was still very much crowded, y/n was sure that most of them were already drunk. She tried to find her mother, but it seemed like she was nowhere to be found, so she made her way to the bar with Casey. Y/n’s mind was spinning as she stared at Casey, so many thoughts running around that she couldn’t decide what she wanted to say next, too afraid that it would be too much.

“What’s going on in that pretty head of yours?” Casey looked back at her and raised her brow.

Y/n smiled a bit as she sighed. “I think this time I will be forward but…would you like to get out of here?”

Casey wetted her lips as she stared at y/n, a slight grin on her face. “Thought you would never ask.”

Y/n smiled as she pulled Casey to their get coats and purses, looking behind her making sure that no one was looking at them. After getting their things, they left the building hand in hand, stopping with the valet to get y/n’s car keys. Y/n looked down at their hands for a moment and then up at Casey, smiling softly as she looked at the beautiful woman, thinking it was a bit unbelievable that she would be going back to her apartment with Casey. They could probably just drink some more there, and maybe they’d keep talking; that was mostly y/n’s nerves speaking, because she knew there wouldn’t be much speaking. Casey felt y/n’s eyes on her and turned to look at her, giggling a little as she saw y/n’s cheeks going red as she had been caught. Casey leaned in and kissed her cheek, near her lips. Y/n’s breath hitched as she stared into green eyes, smiling softly. Finally, they brought her car, and she opened the door for Casey before the valet could get it.

The whole ride, y/n had decided to play some music, laughing softly as Casey sang the whole way with her, giving herself a pat on the back thinking it had been a good idea, finding extremely cute that Casey was singing happily. Somehow, this relaxed her and helped her nerves calm down a bit. She was not a person to do this, hell she didn’t even do hookups, she was just not that kind of person. And now, she was heading to her apartment with someone. With a beautiful woman. Once they got to her building, they got into the elevator and for the first time in the night, they stood apart from each other, just looking at the doors of the elevator. Y/n looked at Casey for a moment and noticed she was biting her lip, and y/n couldn’t think of anything else other than pushing her against the elevator wall and kiss, her right there, but she looked back to the door and took a deep breath.

Finally the walked to y/n door, y/n opened the door and let Casey go inside first, following right after and closing the door, making sure she locked it. And just as she was turning to look at Casey and offer some water or something to drink, Casey had placed her hands on y/n’s neck and brought their lips together in a tender and sweet kiss. Y/n couldn’t help but gasp, her body and mind stopping for a moment at the surprise but reacting soon after as she felt Casey’s lips moving against hers, her hands dropping her purse and keys to the floor and going up to Casey’s back, pulling her impossibly closer. She was not sure when their coats and shoes had come off, but next thing she knew, she had Casey pinned against the door, panting softly as they pulled away.

Y/n stared into her eyes and smirked. “I wanted to do this since the elevator.”

Casey huffed a chuckled. “I wouldn’t have minded if you had done it.”

Y/n smiled as she leaned in for another kiss, biting her lip and earning a moan from Casey. “Should we take this to the bedroom?”

“Lead the way.” Casey whispered against her lips as she smiled.

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 Y/n sighed as she placed her keys on the small table beside her door, taking off her coat and placing it on the rack along with her purse. She groaned slightly as she moved her head to the side, feeling the headache tensing her whole body. She had been asked to help SVU to interview some victims and be able to get some sort of information from them. When she first chose this profession, she had made sure to tell her mother that the reason she was doing this was because she heard every single day about her job, and she wanted nothing more than to help those who needed her. She had gotten her private office but every now and then, she headed over SVU to help them out, at least in the last few months. But lately she had been stressed out and not in her right mind, too many thoughts running around her mind, and even if she was a therapist, she couldn’t help herself as much as she tried.

That night had happened 8 months ago. She never heard of Casey after that day. She had stayed over for breakfast, they had talked a bit more, but she had gotten an emergency call and she left, both of them forgetting to exchange numbers. She had meant to ask around if they knew who she was, but she knew that if her mother heard about it, she would never hear the end of it. She didn’t know if she had slept with a detective, an officer, an attorney, or just a random someone that had been at the party. Hell, she could’ve been married, and y/n didn’t know about it, and maybe that was the reason why she never saw her again. Her mother had noticed the slight change on y/n but she didn’t say a thing, knowing that her daughter wouldn’t tell her anything as much as she asked. Y/n took some pills and finished all the water from her glass, placing it back on the countertop. She furrowed her brows as she heard her door opening, walking out of the kitchen and raised her brows as she saw her mother by the door.

“Did you get lost?” Y/n grinned slightly.

Elizabeth looked up at y/n and rolled her eyes playfully. “I have keys. And no power in my house. Figured I could crash here.” She raised a bag of food and tilted her head. “I brought dinner.” She grinned.

Y/n nodded. “Then you’re allowed to stay.” She smiled as she walked to her mother.

“You don’t have anyone hiding in your room, do you?” Elizabeth raised her brow as she handed y/n the bag and followed her to the kitchen.

Y/n furrowed her brows. “God, mom. What kind of person do you think I am?” She turned to look at her as she placed the bag on the kitchen island and then turned to find some napkins and forks.

“Oh, I don’t know. Maybe someone who left the party with some blonde girl.” Elizabeth opened the bag of food and got everything out of it, sitting down on one of the stools.

Y/n almost dropped the forks she had in hand as she heard her mother’s words, turning slowly to look at her. “What?”

“You think I didn’t see you? C’mon, y/n. I have eyes everywhere.” Elizabeth chuckled.

Y/n sighed as she handed her the fork and placed the napkins in front of her. “Who told you?”

Elizabeth shrugged as she looked at y/n. “A bird called Petrovsky.”

“Oh my gosh, are you two spying on me or something? Like seriously now.”

Elizabeth laughed. “There’s nothing wrong with you meeting someone.” She shrugged. “I was hoping you’d finally get someone and get laid.”

“Why are we talking about my sex life? Seriously.” Y/n shook her head as she chuckled.

“Hey, did you meet the new ADA over at SVU?” Elizabeth took one of the Chinese takeout containers and took a bite.

“Didn’t get the pleasure. I didn’t know they had a new ADA. Liv didn’t mention anything. I mean…I just started working with them a few months ago.” Y/n did the same as Elizabeth and walked around the island to sit down beside her.

Elizabeth hummed as she nodded. “Yeah well, don’t think she’ll last long there. I’ve heard some things about her.”

“What happened to the other ADA?”

Elizabeth sighed as she looked at y/n. “She was suspended. It was kind of my fault for not supporting her.”

Y/n furrowed her brows. “You were close to her? Like with Alex?”

“You could say so. I did care for her but…she lost perspective. If I didn’t do anything, she’d do it again and I couldn’t risk her completely losing her license.”

“Why did I never meet her?”

“Not sure, you were too busy with your own stuff to go visit your mother.” Elizabeth raised her brow as she smirked. “You probably would’ve liked her. Novak was unique, let me tell you that. She reminded me a bit of Alex but…” she huffed a laugh. “Casey had her own personality.” She took another bite of her food, taking her stare away from y/n.

Y/n almost choked on her food at the name, looking up at Elizabeth. “Casey?”

“Yeah.” Elizabeth looked back at y/n with furrowed brows. “You knew her?”

Y/n’s heart sank at the confirmation. So her name was Casey Novak. She had been the ADA for SVU, and she never got to meet her because she had recently started working with them. She got suspended. And now she probably wasn’t even in New York anymore, and that’s why she never saw her again or heard about her. All the times she could’ve gone to her mother’s office to have lunch with her, or when she asked to leave something for her but instead told her she’d take it to her house, all those times…she could’ve run into Casey. But what if it wasn’t even that Casey? Maybe it was another Casey? Could be a possibility.

“Uh.” Y/n looked down at her food and shrugged. “No. Just…the name sounded familiar.”

Elizabeth nodded. “Well. Like I said, you’d have liked her. I should’ve introduced you at the party, but I only saw her once, after that I never saw her again.”

Yn closed her eyes as she took a deep breath. “She was…at the party?”

“I told her to go, the girl had barely been to any events, and I thought it could be good for her to go. To get someone to get home too, and-“ Elizabeth then stopped, her eyes never leaving y/n. “You do know her.”

Y/n opened her eyes to look at Elizabeth. “I think I do.”

Elizabeth smirked. “You. Took Casey home.” She huffed a laugh as she shook her head. “You did not lose time, did you?”

“Mom-“ Y/n sighed as she looked away. “I never saw her again. She left right after breakfast for an emergency and I never saw her again. I forgot to give her my number…she forgot to do so too.”

Elizabeth furrowed her brows. “You didn’t know who she was?”

“No! We- we never said our last names or what we did. We didn’t think it was important then.” Y/n sighed as she shook her head. “I should’ve asked, huh?”

“You always ask when you’re about to hookup with someone!” Elizabeth sighed as she saved her words, seeing how this whole thing had affected her daughter. She put the fork down and placed her hand on y/n’s shoulder, rubbing her back. “Last thing I knew about her, was that she was not in New York anymore.” She whispered softly.

Y/n nodded. “Makes sense.” She sighed. “When did she get suspended?”

“2 weeks after the party.”

Y/n would be lying if she said she didn’t understand why Casey has disappeared just like that, she would want to run away from the place that only reminded her of what she lost, but she hated the fact that she had not had the chance to see her again, and 8 months later she was finding out about this. She could’ve been there for Casey, she could’ve helped her in some way, but she also didn’t know if Casey had wanted that, maybe she had just wanted a hookup and that was it. But the morning they had been together…that night they spent together. Y/n had been enchanted to meet Casey, and for the first time in so long, she had been thankful that her mother had dragged her to that party. It sounded so silly, but it was the truth.

But now, she laid in her bed late at night wondering if for Casey had only been a hookup, if she would’ve wanted something else, maybe…just maybe…some dates, a coffee, some lunch, anything at all. Maybe just stay friends. She wondered so much, and she couldn’t find an answer to her thoughts, because she was never going to be able to see Casey again. As much as her mother wanted to tease her -and maybe scold her for sleeping with Casey Novak-, she had seen how her daughter had changed so much, and now that she knew who that Casey she met was, it had made things a bit worst. It broke her a little to think that maybe she would never see Casey again, and here she was…wondering if Casey had also been happy to meet her.

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“So, you think she’s good to testify?” Alex looked up at y/n.

Y/n nodded. “She's conscious of what she did, there is no doubt about that. She manipulates people, and she wants you to think that she’s not sane enough to sit there and answer your questions. But if you ask the right ones, you’ll get her.” She grinned.

Alex nodded. “Sounds good to me.” She grinned as she closed the file and sighed as she looked at y/n. “So…have you accepted the spot that SVU is offering you? For good?”

Y/n sighed. “I don’t know, Alex. I mean…I’m happy with what I do, and I love helping here, but that means I’ll have to spend more time here than in my own office and that makes me think if I really wanna do this or not.”

“All I can tell you is that they love working with you, you help us out a lot. I was happy to know you were helping them when I came back. I’m pretty sure they’ll love to give you your own office here.” Alex grinned.

“You mean, my mom will be getting me an office here with you guys? Because that’s exactly what she was saying yesterday over dinner.” Y/n shook her head. “I do not want to have my mother going to my office every time she’s free.”

Alex laughed. “Your mom is proud of you.”

“She’s proud that I keep the Donnelly name in high standards.” Y/n raised her brow as she smiled.

Alex tilted her head. “She’s proud of you too.”

“Right.” Y/n smiled softly as she sighed. “Well, we’ll see. I have some appointments right now, so I better run.” She stood up and grabbed her bag.

Alex nodded. “Oh, by the way. I thought I should let you know that I’ll be sharing some SVU cases, I have a load of work and since they don’t have an official ADA yet, they’re sending someone over to help me.” She looked back down at her files.

Y/n furrowed her brows as she looked at Alex. “You know who it is?”

Alex shook her head. “Not yet. They said someone we already knew.”

Y/n nodded. “Interesting. Let me know when it happens.” She grinned as she walked out of the office.

Y/n pressed the button of the elevator and looked down at her phone as she waited for the elevator to get to her floor. She had been so entranced by the text she was typing that she hadn’t noticed the doors had opened, but then her heart stopped as she heard her name, the voice too familiar and yet not too much. She looked up and her heart stopped as she looked at the person in front of her. Her hair wasn’t blonde anymore, she was a redhead and she looked…so beautiful. So stunning.

“Casey.” Y/n whispered softly as she felt her heart beat increasing.

Casey offered a small smile. “Hi.” She whispered softly as she walked out of the elevator. “Y/n, I-“

“I have to go.” Y/n said without thinking, almost jumping into the elevator to escape Casey.

Casey looked back at y/n and just as she was about to say something else, the doors of the elevator closed. She sighed as she shook her head, turning to continue her way. She got to Alex’s door and knocked, offering a small smile. “Cabot.”

Alex looked up and smiled. “Casey Novak. You’ll be helping me?”

Casey nodded as she walked into the office. “Seems like it.” She smiled as she sat down.

“This is great! I’m sure the squad will be happy to have you back.”

“I sure hope so.” Casey smiled. “Hey uh…do you happen to know a y/n?”

“Y/n Donnelly?”

Casey cleared her throat. “She’s a Donnelly.”

Alex nodded. “Yeah, you didn’t know Elizabeth had a daughter?”

“I did, but…I never met her. Or so I thought.” Casey looked down at her hands as she sighed.

“You know y/n? She was just here! I’m sure she’ll be happy to know you’re back.”

Casey scoffed as she looked up at Alex. “I don’t think so but uh…anyway. I wanted to go over the cases you’ll be heading my way.”

Alex furrowed her brows as she looked at Casey but decided to ignore it.

Y/n leaned over the wall of the elevator as she tried to catch her breath, feeling her eyes getting teary as she tried to comprehend what had just happened. It had been a little over 2 years since she found out who Casey was and found out that she had left, and now, Alex comes with the news that there will be another ADA and now Casey suddenly appeared. Was this really happening? Was Casey actually back? She was back, and she ran away. Why did she do that? She had been wondering all of these years what Casey was doing and now that she had the chance to actually talk to her, to actually figure out what had happened, she runs away, she just leaves Casey there, but it would be too weird to go back. She couldn’t.

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“Thanks for coming y/n. I’m glad she got to open up to you.” Olivia smiled softly as y/n closed the door behind her.

“I sure hope you get this bastard behind bars. That little girl…she deserves some justice.” Y/n sighed as she crossed her arms, looking through the window. “Will Alex be the ADA?” She turned to look at Olivia, a slight hope that she would say yes.

“No, actually Casey Novak will lead this case. I can introduce you.”

Y/n huffed a laugh as she shook her head, looking down at the floor. “No. I…know her.”

Olivia raised her brows. “Oh? And I…think that’s not…good?”

“It’s complicated.” Y/n smiled as she looked at Olivia. “But hey, I’m sure she’ll get justice for this little girl.”

“She’s good. Really good. She’ll definitely get it.”

“Hey, Liv, I-“ Casey then walked into the room and stopped on her tracks for a moment as she stared at y/n. “Hi.”

Y/n looked at Casey and gulped, having a hard time for the words to come out her mouth. “H-Hi.”

Olivia looked between the two of them and then understood what was going on, clearing her throat, and then walking to the door. “So…I’ll leave you two here for a moment and I’ll wait for you two outside.” She offered a small smile and then left, closing the door behind her.

Casey looked at the door for a moment and then back at y/n. “So…we meet again.”

Y/n chuckled softly as she nodded. “Guess we did.”

Casey sighed softly as she looked at her hands for a moment. “Y/n…I am so sorry that I never…that I left like that, and I never looked for you again.” She looked back at y/n and tilted her head.

Y/n shrugged. “Casey, it’s not like we knew much about each other. We didn’t exchange numbers. We had no way of meeting each other again.” But I was hoping for it. Y/n thought.

Casey nodded. “Yeah but…I don’t know.” She chuckled. “I should’ve tried going back to your apartment.”

“You wanted to see me again?”

Casey smiled as she shrugged. “You didn’t?”

Y/n bit her lip as she looked at Casey, nodding softly. “I did.” She said almost in a whisper. Before she could say anything else, her phone went off and she looked down at it. “I gotta go. I have somewhere to be.” She grabbed her bag and was about to open the door but before she could, Casey grabbed her hand, making her look up at her again.

“Would you maybe…want to get a drink? Today?”

Y/n felt her heart stopping as she felt her whole body going warm, missing the touch of Casey, even if it had only been one night, she could never forget the way her body reacted to her touch. “Yes. 8 pm?”

Casey smiled. “Sure.” She looked down at her briefcase and got a card out. “Text me where you wanna meet?”

Y/n couldn’t help but grin as she grabbed the card. “I will.”

“See you at 8 then.” Casey grinned softly.

Y/n offered a smile before she walked out of the room, biting her lip as she tried to hide the smile on her face as she walked away from Casey. Was it wrong that she had said yes? After all this time, thinking if she would ever see her again, and now she kept running into her, so why not? She could have some closure in case Casey just wanted to talk about what happened and tell her she didn’t want to see her ever again, or maybe she did, so this was her chance to talk about everything that happened. She went on with her day trying to ignore the fact that in just a few hours she’d meet Casey for drinks, she was nervous, and she could barely concentrate on whatever she was doing, she just wanted it to be eight. Y/n had texted Casey where they could meet, not too far from both their work places but far enough to not be interrupted by anyone they knew. And before she knew it, y/n was already waiting at the bar, sitting at a table with a drink in her hands, trying to drink her nerves away. Just in time, Casey walked into the bar and her eyes rapidly landed on y/n’s, smiling as she walked to the table.

“Hey.” Casey smiled as she sat down, putting her briefcase on the seat next to her. “Sorry it took me a bit longer. I kinda of forgot the streets.” She chuckled.

Y/n chuckled. “Don’t worry. I knew you were coming anyway.” She smiled softly.

Casey nodded. “Yes.” She smiled softly.

“I uh ordered you a drink. It’s okay if you wanna order something else.”

“This is good, thanks.” Casey grabbed the drink in her hands and looked at it for a moment. “So…you’re a Donnelly.” She looked up at y/n.

Y/n smiled as she nodded. “I am. Kinda glad I didn’t say anything back then because maybe you’d have ran away the moment I told you my full name.” She grinned playfully as she took a sip of her drink.

Casey chuckled, looking at y/n as she shook her head. “Even if I knew, I wouldn’t have been able to run away.” She then raised her brow. “Would you? If you knew I worked for her?”

Y/n smiled softly. “No. I wouldn’t have been able to either.”

“Good to know.” Casey smiled.

“Maybe the fact that you were an ADA, but that you worked for my mom? I don’t mind.”

“Hey.” Casey laughed with y/n, both looking away as the laughter quietened down.

“So…” Y/n looked back at Casey. “You’re a redhead.”

“Did you prefer blonde?” Casey smirked.

“I think you look beautiful in any way. Blonde suits you but…red it fits you so much better.” Y/n blushed slightly as she figured she was talking a bit too much, she could’ve avoided the question as it was obvious that Casey was a redhead and not blonde, but she couldn’t help but comment on it.

“Thank you. I’m happy to be back to my original color.” Casey smiled.

Y/n sighed as she shook her head. “Are we going to avoid talking about…what happened?”

Casey sighed, offering a small smile to y/n. “I guess not.” She took a deep breath. “I did think about going to your apartment. To tell you what had happened, and…maybe…be able to know you better. But I was so disappointed in myself, I was ashamed. I was so…upset. I wanted to be away from everything and from everyone. I shut down. For a whole month…I thought about showing up in your apartment, but I thought maybe you wouldn’t want to see me again. And so I left. I came back like 6 months ago but, I thought by this time you had forgotten about me.” She shrugged. “I was a coward.”

Y/n nodded. “Maybe a bit. But so was I.” She smiled. “I could’ve told you who I was back then, We could’ve meet again then. I found out who you were months after. My mother told me.” She grinned.

Casey raised her brows. “She didn’t want to kill me?”

Y/n chuckled. “For a moment she wanted to, I think, she did tease me a bit about it but…she mostly was…worried about me.” She looked down at her drink. “I just wish I could’ve seen you one more time.”

Casey’s heart broke a bit at her words, she then extended her hand to grab y/n’s hand, rubbing the back of her hand with her thumb. “I’m so sorry, y/n.”

Y/n shook her head. “It’s not your fault.” She looked back at her and offered a smile. “I wondered…every night if you only meant this to be a hookup. I wondered if you had been happy to meet me just as  had been happy. I wondered if…if you were thinking of me.” She huffed a chuckle as she felt her eyes getting teary. “I was hoping that you had not met someone else.”

Casey smiled. “I hoped for the same.”

Y/n’s face softened as she smiled. “You did?”

“Every day.” Casey smiled. “I always thought about coming back just to see you again. But I couldn’t. And I hoped that…somehow, someday, I’d be able to see you again.”

“And here we are.” Y/n smiled. “Both hoping we’re single.” She laughed.

Casey laughed. “Well, I am.”

Y/n smiled. “So am I.” She cleared her throat as she looked down at their hands. “So, Ms. Novak. What do you say we try this again? But…this time, we get to know each other. Fully.”

Casey smiled. “I like the sound of that.”

Y/n nodded. “Good.”

Casey tilted her head. “Would it be wrong if…I kissed you?”

Y/n grinned softly as she shook her head, letting go of Casey’s hand so she could stood up and move to stand beside Casey. “I was thinking the same.” She placed her hands on Casey’s cheeks and leaned in to kiss her lips softly.

Casey smiled against her lips as she opened her eyes to look at y/n. “So, tell me about yourself.” She grinned.

Y/n chuckled as she sat down in the stool beside Casey. “That’s what I ask every day, it’s weird to hear it coming from someone else.”

Casey shrugged. “You know about a little about me, so I wanna hear who y/n is.” She smiled.

“Okay, well that’s only fair.” Y/n smiled.

And so that’s how their night went, they spent around 2 hrs at the bar, drinks kept coming and the conversation was as fluid as the first time they had talked. They learned more about each other, and y/n thought back to when her mother had said that she would have liked Casey, and she was not wrong, she truly did like her, and she could really see herself with Casey. Even after overthinking over the years and the unanswered questions, she finally knew that Casey had been happy to meet her too, and their story had definitely not ended that night.

[3lectricinsomnia]

do you also have an ungodly amount of headcanons about one too? if you don’t mind 👉👈

Yes! Things I've (+Teaa) talked about:

One's morals (found towards the bottom) also recited here (at the bottom) , One + Casey Jr. (all links relating to One and Casey Jr.'s relationship are linked at the bottom), One (and Two) like to dance and sing-- angsty bonus | silly bonus. One accidentally gets drunk one time visiting Usagi at the hotel, One has busted himself and Two out of jail multiple times, One's bluetooth heart-- silly post 1 | silly post 2. One learns to cook from Draxum One had tried to train Two after he lost his arm (mentioned here), One growls, One will get into Jupiter Jim when he's more comfortable with exploring surface pop culture + has a fascination with magic like Leo, One leaves with Usagi (post-movie) to help him in Japan (loosely mentioned here), and Onesagi's first kiss. More head canons.

Things I have not talked about:

One dislikes kids

One sees a little bit of Two in Casey (Sr.) which is why he bonds with her so quickly

One does not remember the details of the incident where he lost his heart except that Two had said that he figured out how to make One stronger and the next thing he'd know is lying on a table with a prosthetic.

When One fought in the Nexus, he had a group of fans who'd wind up turning their backs on him when he dips. Since One (and Two) are widely considered abominations and menaces in the Hidden City, his stardom was largely due to Big Mama advertising him as a star. People grew to adore One while he was Big Mama's champion but the second he stepped out the door, they turned on him. Whatever 'fans' he had will think that he's a fallen star who hit his peak in the Nexus.

This last one probably won't be canon, it's more like a branch-off au. Teaa and I both have leosagi next gen ocs who are twins (Aoki and Aika) and I wanted to figure out how to incorporate them into EMD. Since One dislikes kids (even when he's older), the twins would've been mistakes since One would unlikely willingly have any (Casey Jr. is an exception bc Casey Sr. made One promise to look after him).

But getting the twins so suddenly causes him a lot of anxiety and insecurity because One already has so much trouble with Casey Jr. and he doesn’t know how or want to take care of two more kids and, by now Usagi has left.

But he also accepts the fact that Aoki and Aika are his kids and he wouldn't trust anybody else to take care of them, so despite how he feels, he does what he can to keep them alive but keeps them at an even farther emotional distance than he does with Casey Jr.

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10 Michelangelo Headcanons

He has no sense of privacy and will go through his brother's stuff whenever he’s bored or is looking for something he wants to “borrow”. This can sometimes lead to many confrontations and blackmail opportunities from the secrets or embarrassing things Mikey will “accidentally” find in his brothers’ rooms.

He and Leatherhead wear matching friendship bracelets.

There are some days late at night Mikey sneaks out to visit Mr Murakami and help him out in his restaurant. Whether that’s cleaning the dishes or preparing supplies for tomorrows’s dinner rush. This also gives Mikey the opportunity to learn new recipes and cooking techniques from his old blind friend.

He and Shinigami often have playdates with their cats. He'll even cat-sit for Shini when she is out of town.

He enjoys playing online games as a way to make friends and socialize with humans without any of them knowing he’s a mutant.

He really likes to play with his friends’ hair, cause deep down he always wanted to have hair himself. People like April, Renet, Shinigami and even Casey, he’ll ask if he can brush and stylize their hair and they always let him cause he’s surprisingly a very talented hair stylist.

He sometimes goes to Raph and Mona Lisa for "long distance relationship advice" since they are the only other couple he knows who went through a similar situation he and Renet are in.

Though he gets scared very easily and always has nightmares afterwards, Mikey loves anything horror related: movies, shows, video games, etc. His favorite holiday is Halloween and he even had a creepy pasta phase.

He has a love and appreciation for musical theater. Some nights he is able to sneak into one of the Broadway theaters and catch a show.

He loves cooking and baking delicious treats for his brothers, friends and girlfriend. It's his way of showing his love and appreciation for others. He always packs a lunch for him and his brothers when going on patrol and will even make some goodies for Renet to enjoy while off on her time travel trips for her job.

Raphael Headcanons | Donatello Headcanons | Leonardo Headcanons

[butterfilledpockets]

im back over 12 hours later with another ask that, coincidentally enough, has to do with BENT leo and BENT ronin/mikey

(is it weird that i always think of him as being "ronin" not as being mikey? like i know hes mikey but i never think of that as his name if you get me, to me he is mikey but his name is ronin or MAYBE michelangelo when we're being formal-)

basically. both of them met and trained (at least for a time) a casey jones much, much younger than themselves. like with enough difference in age that they were much closer to the kids' parents' generations than to the ages of the kids' themselves. and those casey jones were the kids of their friend who was also named casey jones (or nicknamed casey, at the very least), because they named their kid after themselves. and, to top it all off, those kids were both different genders than their parents who were the "original" casey jones in their universes. also the dead "original" caseys are worth mentioning

i guess my question is does this every come up?

because its like. yes enough about their worlds is similar enough that it shouldnt be that surprising, especially since things relating directly to them and to their friends tend to line up the most (while never being perfect). but also its still so oddly specific for a cross-generational similarity. like do they joke about how in any universe casey insists on naming their kid after themselves? do they find it weird that this is one of the things they have in common?

I have a little idea of Caser Jrs for the B.E.N.T's cause Leo trained Casey Jr, Ronin trained Casey Marnie

Don't know if we'll get to that part for a long while, but it will involve them bonding over the kids they left behind. They are both talking to their Casey Jr's in their final moments.

Though in terms of a casey Jr appearing in the comic... I may have plans :)))

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- Rise Mikey ( @magicmike5000 )

- Rise Donnie ( @thefunniestturtlepurple )

- Rise Leo ( @neon-leonardo )

- Rise April ( @april-o-nimbus )

- Rise Casey Jr. ( @thatfutureboy44 )

- Rise Draxum ( @maddaddraxum )

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2003

- 2003 Mikey ( @i-like-goldfish )

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OTHERS

- Sensei! AKA Adult Rise!Donnie ( @bbgtech-9000 )

INTERESTS Feel free to talk to me about these things!

Splatoon and the Splatoon Manga (aka coroika). It's my favorite video game EVER and I am more than ready to gush about it.

Pokemon. I'm not as well versed in the later games, but I do know quite a bit of it!

Legend of Zelda. Specifically BoTW, TotK, TP, and SS.

Kirby. I am I HUGE fan of the eldritch horrors in this game.

Haikyuu, SpyxFamily, Kuroko no Basket, Dungeon Meshi, and Kusuriya no Hitorigoto.

Vocaloid. It's all I listen to, actually.

BOUNDARIES (taken from my main account)

Tcest, incest, and proshippers DNI

I make suggestive jokes (I'm a teen. What dost thou expect of me), but I won't be drawing NFSW, nor will I accept me or other minors being sexualized. We are not child molesters.

Please be nice! I'm not exactly the best at wording things (tone indicators save my life), but I will never, EVER be mean to someone on purpose (unless they deserve it. Then I'll go ham). While interacting on my blog, please refrain from being toxic. Some thoughts are better left to yourself

NO STEALING MY ART!! I don't know why you'd want to steal it in the first place (it sucks ass), but don't do it anyways. You can use it as long as you give credit.

I don't do commissions, but I take requests! If I see something in my ask box I like, I'll draw it. So, if you have any ideas, feel free to share them! I like having motivation boosters.

That's all! Like I said, remember to be nice! We're all here to have fun, and I'm more than willing to make some friends.

[angelmichelangelo]

so i just want to talk about the whole donnie and april thing from the 2012 series since i have a lot of thoughts on them both and need somewhere to just. get it out my system.

so off the bat im gonna say i’m pretty neutral about the april/donnie ship. i.. don’t really care for it but if it’s there it’s not gonna overly bother me. i’m pretty much on the fence for most things tmnt ship related (though, big exception for woodyangelo just cus. lol) that being said i do have some thoughts about how it was handled in the 2012 show.

as most people might agree, the writing for these two wasn’t great. i think, just in my humble opinion, that the writers kinda ping ponged back and forth depending on fandom criticism of the ship. one minute the relationship seemed to be slowly developing, a nice easy slow burn and then it’d take a sharp turn and it was back to a lot of uncomfortable pining and uncertainty as to where they would both end up. i think the writers wanted to appease both ends of the fandom here by making it somewhat ambiguous but it kinda blew up in their faces. big time.

so then you have the people who put all the blame on april for this. “she’s leading donnie on!” “she’s playing with both donnie and casey!” “she just wants the attention!” and, yeah. maybe. but here’s my defence: (bad writing aside for a moment, let’s pretend that all of this was done on purpose) april doesn’t know what she wants. when we meet april in the show it’s evident that she’s a little dorky and uncool and she doesn’t have ANY friends. she has irma but it seems to be one of those friendships built out of pure convenience. “oh you don’t have friends, i don’t have friends. cool. let’s hang out.” in every scene they have together it’s awkward and weird because they don’t really seem to click. april has like, as little social skills as the turtles. she doesn’t have friends let alone have TWO guys show her any appreciation and affection. how is she supposed to know how to deal with all that? she’s a teenage girl, feelings are complicated.

and some people might blame donnie. “he kept persisting even when she gave clear hints” “he was being a weirdo about it” “he made her uncomfortable” donnie is a teenage boy who happens to be a mutant. a mutant that lives underground and had never even MET a girl until they saved april. donnie’s only point of reference for romance is what he’s most likely seen on tv or in books. it’s that really cheesy affectionate stuff that might work in movies, but in real life is just strange. donnie has even less social skills that april. he’s only ever had his brothers and dad to talk to. he doesn’t know how to communicate his feelings properly because up until he met april, he probably never even knew what it was to have a crush on somebody

my headcanon for these two is that donnie is clearly autistic. he’s very overly empathetic towards april but can’t understand why his efforts aren’t paying off like he thinks they will. i think april being a young teenage girl with a lot on her plate, might not recognise why donnie is acting this way. ive seen a lot of people also headcanon that april is aromantic which i totally 100% love and agree with. i don’t think she recognises this in the way donnie recognises his own autism. it causes them to clash, and neither of them really understand why that is, and can’t quite communicate it to the other until they’ve figured themselves out.

a lot of people say that 2012 ruined the donnie and april friendship that was pretty strong throughout the franchise but honestly, even the 2003 show had pepperings of donnie’s slight crush on april, even back then. it’s not as obvious but it was definitely there. obviously it never got brought up, which imo is a little heartbreaking to think of poor don harbouring these secret feelings for his friend and then having to just. get over it when she marries casey but i think their friendship is still pretty special to them both that it eventually stops becoming an issue for him.

2012 donnie was a social wreck. he had no clue what he was doing and i think the writers could have done waaaay better in making that less of a fault and more of just. idk. just something that made people hate him a little less. it’s in the same vein as mikey’s adhd. i think the writing was a product of its time and that’s why mutant mayhem tackles those issues way way better than 2012 ever did.

it could also be said that donnie and april don’t even really have a lot in common, like some iterations. she’s smart but she’s not a scientist, and donnie’s crush is first of all born out of just physical looks, meaning that maybe donnie just happened to latch onto her because he felt a teeny glimpse of normality (“i could love a girl and she could love me back”) and kinda just held onto that. any of the other girls in the show, donnie doesn’t really draw himself towards but that’s because the other girls are mostly his brothers love interests and donnie is a firm believing in sticking to the bro code lmao (although maybe just from mikey’s perspective, but donnie does seem quite friendly with renet but that might have just been a 2003 callback perhaps, but they have more in common than her and mikey do)

all in all, the donnie/april thing could have been handled way better, especially with casey thrown into the mix. but is there one person solely responsible for the way their relationship played out? absolutely not. they both crossed some boundaries and both made some mistakes that backfired but like i said, they are far from perfect and looking back on their arc together, it’s a little heartbreaking to see how.. unsure they both are, of themselves and of each other. but that’s just my two cent on the whole thing.

i don’t think female characters were the 2012 writers strong point sadly and april suffered as a result but i genuinely think in her good moments, she shines. and donnie isn’t a creep, he’s just a good kid that wants to find his own happiness, even if he looks in the wrong places, both their intentions are good, i believe.

okay rant over sound off in the tags/replies what you think of the donnie/april dynamic in 2012 😎

[yourartmatters-itswhatgotmehere]

so, alright, here are the movies/MEDIA that make me go *oh shit I'm so bi, omg bisexual panic*

so, alright, here are the MOVIES that make me go *oh shit I'm so bi, omg bisexual panic* (it can be very bi-vibes movies or simply movies that make me feel how very deeply i love being bi, or the ones i just enjoy rewatching-not necessarily with bi/queer representation!) : Red, White & Royal Blue 2023 , The Mummy 1999, The Little Mermaid 2023, The Little Mermaid 1989, Anne Of Green Gables 1985, The Road to El Dorado 2000, Mulan 1998, The Cutting Edge 1992, Ten Inch Hero 2007, Rebel Without A Cause 1955, Better Off Dead 1985, Anastasia 1997, The Idea of You 2024, Rise Of The Guardians 2012, 10 Things I Hate About You 1999, Do Revenge 2022, Charlie’s Angels 2019, Bottoms 2023, Cadet Kelly 2002, Lemonade Mouth 2011, The Little Vampire 2017, John Tucker Must Die 2006, Pride and Prejudice and Zombies 2016, The Princess and The Frog 2009, The Addams Family 1991, Addams Family Values 1993, Atlantis: The Lost Empire 2001, The Favourite 2018, Challengers 2024, (+ will probably keep adding to this soon-ish)

+ edit TV SHOWS that my bi heart loves: One Tree Hill(OTH), Shadow and Bone, Roswell 90s(OG), White Collar, Reign, Mary & George, Heartstopper, Wild Cards, Living for the Dead, Warrior Nun, XO Kitty, Wednesday, Maxton Hall : The World Between Us (2024), Jurassic World Camp Cretaceous(JWCC) , Percy Jackson and the Olympians, Dawson's Creek, Vampire Academy, Willow, Dickinson, Heartbreak High, Teen Titans, Legacies, TheAddamsFamily(1964-1966), Love Victor, Lockwood&Co,

+ edit BOOKS/ BOOK SERIES that my bi heart absolutely LOVES:

Artemis Fowl Series by Eoin Colfer, Shatter Me Series by Tahereh Mafi, The Folk Of The Air Series by Holly Black, The Diviners Series by Libba Bray, The Devouring Gray Duology by C.L. Herman, GRISHAVERSE books (Six of Crows!!, Shadow and Bone, King of Scars-3 mini series) by Leigh Bardugo , This Woven Kingdom Series by Tahereh Mafi , Fallen Series by Lauren Kate, Elixir Series by Hilary Duff, The Cemetery Of Forgotten Books Series by C. R. Zafón, The Keys To The Kingdom Series by Garth Nix, Infinity Cycle Series by Adam Silvera, Anne Of Green Gables Series by L. M. Montgomery, Bloodlines Series & Vampire Academy Series by Richelle Mead, An Ember In The Ashes Series by Sabaa Tahir, The Selection Series by Kiera Cass + STANDALONES Lauren Kate-Unforgiven (standalone book in my opinion), Eoin Colfer- Airman, David Nicholls- One Day, Gayle Forman-Just One- Day & Year & Night (mini series), Vanessa Len-Only a Monster (mini series here too), Adam Silvera- History Is All You Left Me, Adam Silvera- They Both Die At The End , Adam Silvera- The First To Die At The End, Becky Albertalli-Imogen,Obviously, Mason Deaver- I Wish You All The Best(+short novella here!), Casey McQuiston-Red White&Royal Blue, Aaron H Aceves-This Is Why They Hate Us, Mason Deaver-The Feeling Of Falling In Love, Sophie Gonzales-The Law Of Inertia, H.E.Edgmon-The Witch King & The Fae Keeper (duology!) , H.E.Edgmon-Godly Heathens (mini series here!) , Carlos Ruiz Zafón- The Midnight Palace, Isabel Abedi- Whisper Haunted House, Francis Scott Fitzgerald- The Love Of Last Tycoon, Leo Tolstoy- Anna Karenina, S. E. Hinton- The Outsiders, Becky Albertalli & Adam Silvera-Here's to Us & What If It's Us (duology) (will keep adding here probably!)

+ about THE MUSIC:

love you all, we need MORE bisexuality in media!!

+some links:

[eveandtheturtles]

Hey hey. Could I request Bayverse Leo with a male mutant boyfriend reader? Hcs preferably

👍🏻 Hopefully this is what you wanted! I didn't go into the type of mutant Reader is cause that's up to y'all readers.

@leosgirl82 @madammuffins @turtle-babe83 @thelaundrybitch @sharpwindow @scholastic-dragon @dilucsflame33 @pheradream-15 @m1dnyt3-w0lf @tinkabelle19

(if anyone wants to be added to the list or removed lemme know)

There's a lot of things you see when you live in the New York's underbelly. But the brothers didn't exactly expect to find another mutant!

Leo warms up to you really slow but he gets there! He is still a bit stiff and cautious but he enjoys the way you get along with his family.

You two can relate to having to hide from the world both being mutants and understanding that not everyone is willing to accept you. They are obviously wrong and missing out on two totally awesome dudes. Very handsome ones too. (You notice his eyes flickering to you when you say that).

You approach him first and slowly you become the one person around who Leo really relaxes. And boy does he need it.

You're best buds. You are the first person who truly made Leo laugh in AGES.

Befriending Casey and Raph you manage to drag Leo into an occasional two Vs two hockey game. The moment he catches you after a collision sends you a bit of gay panic. His arms are firm, safe.

You hang out in spots that only you two know. Sharing a beer, he shares some stories, most of them are vents about the newest shit Raph pulled but some of them are heartwarming. Things they accomplished on missions.

You kind of wish you could join them. Definitely better than just being stuck in the shadows.

Leo suggests he can train you and you could eventually join them. You're a mutant like them. You can take a hit. He is sure you'd do great.

He's right. You two work so good together. It's almost like a dance. At some point tho you notice he is holding back.

He is suddenly putting barriers, distance between you two, and you ain't about that bullshit. You keep pushing, keep pressing him. Finally, the ice berg cracks.

Leo has been struggling with the fact he is attracted to you. He cherishes your friendship but he can't help it he'd like more and the fact you are both men... He doesn't want to be rejected or lose you.

Well, he is an idiot because he isn't going to lose anyone. You had a crush on him for ages! Pretty much everyone in the lair knew but Leo unfortunately is as bright as a rock in dark cave when it comes to feelings.

He is relieved. Also "I am not that dense!"

"yeah you are babe, yes you are"

[mysticcollectionbee]

Loki S2 Ep.2 (Breaking Brad): Pros & Cons

(SPOILERS!)

First the Bad to get it out of the way:

• Biggest thing I got a problem with: NOT a fan of the TVA brutality thing and really hope the TVA isn't seen as a 'flawed' system but just a system built to be awful. Only thing I agree with Sylvie is that the overall system is bad. And the protags shouldn't be chill using these tactics. Gonna hope this was just a one time thing because of X-5 just being a massive dick and pissing them to an extreme extent (Doesn't make it right, but if someone blamed me for a loved ones death...I might loose my morals a bit too).

• Sylvie being a bitch to Loki FOR NO REASON. Like everything else going on with her I love, but, why is she being horrible to Loki? He didn't betray or stop her. SHE BETRAYED HIM AND SCREWED EVERYTHING OVER, BUT SHE'S THE PISSED ONE?

Now that we got all the bad out of the way, onto the good stuff:

•Badass Loki, with MAGIC, with a bit of intimidation? YES. Sure, I don't like him and Mobius torturing X-5 BUT I'm all for Loki weaponizing his villainous history. And surprisingly keeping his temper under control. Nice.

• Unlike Mobius...My dude ya good? I love what this could be hinting and going for. And also showing that he isn't pure good, but as Loki said, Not all good which is why they get along.

• Loki being the one that kept a cool head and is the one trying to comfort is so interesting! He's never tried doing that for anyone besides Thor in a few small scenes. And that's his brother! He just wants to be there for Mobius and let him have some pie while they chill and talk stuff out, even trying to relate to mobius (albeit a funny ridiculous comparison).

•Both of the time duos being horrible with tech makes a bit too much sense. They are great at manipulating and reading people, but they probably can't build a single IKEA chair.

•CASEY! I love Casey actually becoming more of an important/useful character. And apparently a fan of O.B. So maybe our tech guy won't have to wait hundreds of years for a visitor anymore!

•B-15 being the heart of the team and the TVA, she should be in charge. Please. Also I need an offical name for her and D-90 because I really want to call them by actual names.

•X-5 is an asshole but a well written and neat asshole. I do kinda want him to get back to his movie life, that way he won't be such a dick to the characters I like and he gets to keep having his dream life. Win-win.

• Sylvie gets a fun retirement life please! I don't think her being on the team is good for her or for the team. I think she should only join when her life is endangered and when it's all over get back to it. I used to think she might join Loki and Mobius on maybe continuing fighting Kang after the season is over but like...That's not her fight? Leaver her be. And bad for the team cause well...The morale is already kinda shit and she's gonna be miserable and make everyone else miserable too.

• Just realized this: Is everyone keeping secrets??? Loki seemed to not have been planning to tell the others about the Ravonna and HWR convo until it was needed to mention (Mobius literally was asking, "When were you gonna-" then was caught off), Mobius seems to already know or have a serious fear that he's hiding, B-15 has yet to mention what she saw of her past life despite it obviously leaving an impact, etc.

[thisisonlychemistry]

I find it funny how people keep complaining how SVUs lack court scenes this season, when no one ever complains about Organized Crimes for not having court scenes.

The reason why I say that is because, the argument I keep seeing around is, "It's called Law & Order: Special Victims Unit, it has LAW in the title, but they only do the ORDER part."

That part is true, I won't disagree. However, that argument makes me think that ALL Law & Order shows with the title has to include court scenes.

Criminal Intent didn't have court scenes cause they were more focused on the criminal's mind of their crimes.

And I guess Organized Crime is more focused on large level cases in trafficking cases of drugs, guns, etc and robbery and counterfeiting.

I'm just saying, I think they need a better argument than that.

I definitely see your point! I guess my complaint would be that the amount of court scenes these days just seems to be far less than what it used to be. There used to be a good balance of detectives-in-the-field vs courtroom scenes, but in recent seasons, we haven't really had that.

I just saw a really old SVU repeat (I think from s9!), where almost the entire episode was Casey Novak in court, or doing court-related or lawyerly things, so the focus was on her for almost the entire episode. We just don't get seem to get episodes like that any more, and I think not having that balance is to the show's detriment.

I don't think it's about rigidly living up to the two parts of the "Law & Order" in the show's title just for the sake of it; it's about showing the different sides of how cases are dealt with and justice is obtained for victims.

[theconsciouscrow]

A Rant Consideration about Mr. Scratch and his origins (Alan Wake 2 spoilers):

I've been seeing a lot of posts on various social media about who/what Mr. Scratch is. Before AW2 i've visited the youtube channel "Gaming University", which i think it's the most complete source of information about all things Remedy related (i'll put the url to his channel in the comments), and it's been eye opening.

SO first things first, let's make something clear: Alan Wake is about psychology. Ok? Ok.

Remedy uses psychology themes through all the remedyverse. Collective Unconscious? Psychology. Archetypes? Psychology. The Hiss? Polaris? Well, not exactly psychology, but it comes from it.

Sam Lake has been using tropes and themes inspired from a especific psychoanalyst named Carl Jung (the man below). The Jungian philosophy perceives the human mind as the modeler of the world, and not just it's spectator. To Jung, inside the mind we all have a set of actors, who regulate our behavior and at the same time makes us remember (on a conscious or unconscious state) of who we really are.

One of these actors is called the "Shadow". The shadow represents our repressed desires, the corruption, the will to violence, etc. The shadow is a key factor to the process of self knowledge: the ascension in the spiral (weee) of consciousness, and is natural to all humans.

When Alan comes back to talk to Agent Estevez after the Scratch boss fight, she asks "Isn't the shadow possessing you anymore?".

The FBC files mentions the shadow multiple times. Ilmo Koskela states through the game that everyone who leaves the Dark Place "gets out unwell". The Dark Place is a place of creation indeed, but its also a realm of the mind: it feed of memories, messes with emotions, causes despersonalization, psychosis, etc.

Reuniting all that information, we can safely assume that:

Mr. Scratch is the Shadow of Alan Wake given boost and agency by the Dark Place: they ARE NOT separate entities.

It is Alan, his corrupted desire to be the best writer, to feel wanted and loved, through all means necessary. Scratch is not exactly obsessed WITH Alan, he's obsessed in giving Alan what he wants in the most fucked up part of his mind.

And let's be honest: having an eldritch variant of you throwing at your face what you really are - beyond all morality and social rules - through its actions is pretty disturbing, traumatizing even. It's natural that Alan understands Scratch as his worst enemy, he still doesn't recognizes it as a part of himself.

Saga has her shadow messed up as well, when she gets to the DP, which was also boosted by the darkness. Her shadow humiliates her as a mother, Casey's partner, and a detective, representing her worst fears. "Seems like i'm my own worst enemy.", she states.

The shadow traps her inside her mind place, since the process of giving conscious to a unconscious part of your mind is so unnatural, that they both cannot be separated. A human mind cannot survive without it's shadow.

Also, the way she'd dealt with her situation is really admiring - Saga proved to be a much more self-conscious and stable person than Alan, who stayed 13 years suffering by the hands of Scratch.

Want more proof that Scratch is a shadow? Look at his photo alongside Saga's shadow in the "Profiling" desk:

Everyone deals with their shadow on their own way

When Casey get's "possessed by Scratch", i don't think that's exactly what's happening: the Dark Presence enters Casey's mind, messing up with his Shadow, boosting his most agressive and corrupt parts of it, and since everyone is in Scratch's Story, Casey's Shadow will do what the Story mandates (world domination).

So TL;DR, Mr Scratch and Alan are the same person. The DP boosts Mr Scratch to a point where he/it becomes another personality, who takes hold of Alan's body to do it's biding. Same thing happens to everyone who gets "touched" by the darkness. Alan kinda understands this at the end of the game, when he shouts "Come on MF, COME HOME!!"

Now, like Jung said, the Shadow has the objective of reminding us who we really are deep down, and as much traumatizing that can be, is by embracing our flaws and accepting our Jungian Shadow, that we reach a state of mind the psychoanalyst calls the "Self": a perfect state of auto consciousness and knowledge, the top of the mountain in the ascension of the spiral.

Let's just hope that Alan is getting close to it.

[bunny-heels]

actually no wait cause i just remembered when Saga found out Alan had written them into a horror story she goes "why couldn't it have been a romance". why did she say that. she could've said "why couldn't it have been a comedy" or a slice of life or an action adventure. why did she say romance. when she's on a case with Casey. far from home. i know it could've been about David i know that i'm aware fully and thoroughly she probably meant it like "why couldnt i have been home with my kid and husband" but she knows that David is all the way back in Virginia. was she wanting it to be a romance where he comes over to Washington to be with her or. was it something else. why did she say that when she's on the job with Casey. WHY DOESNT SHE HAVE ANYTHING RELATED TO HER HUSBAND IN THE MIND PLACE. I KNOW THE WHOLE THING IS SHE CARES ABOUT LOGAN AND CASEY CAUSE SHE LOVES HER FAMILY BUT THERES LITERALLY NOTHING IN THERE TO REMIND HER OF DAVID. HE'S LITERALLY HER HUSBAND. WHERE IS THE STUFF TO REMIND HER OF HIM. WHY DID SHE SAY ROMANCE. FOR WHAT REASON. SAGA PLEASE. SAM PLEASE. SAM LAKE I DONT TRUST YOU WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU IMPLYING