ykw, i’m still stuck on logan saying “they’d be lucky to have you” in reference to wade and the avengers. like, he’s being sincere and wade just looks at him. wade’s a stronger man than me because if i’d been him i’d have jumped into the ocean after that
oh my god. imagine coming into work one day as a semi-respected doctor and your much older asshole boss starts calling you a good boy. how do you come back from that
Gregory “You have made me a worse doctor, and people are going to die because of that... and you... are *totally* worth it. If I had to choose between... between saving everyone or loving you, being happy. I choose you. I choose being happy with you. I will always choose you.” House
Thinking about the way Gon gets angry when he learns the spiders are capable of feeling grief and remorse, hating them for being cruel despite understanding the pain they inflict on others.
Yet this understanding that they can love so genuinely makes him mad for Pakunoda when she is doubted for trying to save a friend.
me when. me when there’s no one left alive who knows the true identities of sweeney and the beggar woman and so at the end of the musical when johanna walks into a room and sees her parents lying dead, she’ll never know that they were her parents.
i feel the need to write my thoughts down a bit (and i hope this doesn't come out as like. weird or smth.)
so like. jan's photos have dark background, and he almost blends in with it. he's closed off and guarded, he hides behind his hair and his hand and desperately doesn't want others seeing him as he is. when they are together but not behind the "door", he doesn't let nace be the one to say it, whatever that it is, yet still he's not quite ready to say anything himself. this choice is his.
nace's photos show him struggling with something, but he's still quite open. he shows his tattoos (which are a way to express himself), he quite literally wears his heart (the tour bus which means his band which means his family) on his sleeve. and even if he's struggling a bit, he's willing to lay down and wait, he's accepted it and is content with it.
and then they are together. they are hiding behind a see through glass door that shows them to the world but, still, it's just them behind it and no one can get through it. they can be comfortable and safe and vulnerable there because they know that even if they are visible to others, they still have each other to lean on. they're each other's safe sweater.