A week or two after the Dubai Air protest Sam happens upon Jamie lounging listlessly on a bench in the otherwise deserted gym. He’s not doing any exercise, just sitting there and staring out into nothingness with a curiously vacant look on his face.
Sam hesitates, hovering in the doorway. He’s come for a little bit of extra weights before heading home, and he hadn’t expected anyone to be here this late, least of all Jamie. It’s been a long day and Sam’s not sure if he’s up for dealing with the (possibly) reformed bully right now. Even if they are edging towards friendly, and even if that’s no small thing given what’s come between them before, there’s still an undercurrent of charged uncertainty to their interactions, a stilted hesitancy to their cautious politeness and careful attempts at casual camaraderie.
Jamie hasn’t explicitly told Sam that he’s sorry for the things he’s put him through. Sam has decided that he will not let his decision to give Jamie another chance be contingent upon this. It’s very tiring, being angry and resentful of the other’s presence: so much easier to accept the taped up logo for the peace offering it was, and let that be Jamie’s apology.
(If it rankles, it only rankles a little.)
Reminding himself of his decision to let bygones be bygones, and that they won’t ever get anywhere if they don’t actually learn to talk, Sam steps into the gym. Asks as he would any other glum-looking team mate he’d unexpectedly happened upon, “Are you all right, Jamie?”
Holds himself ready, holds himself steady, if Jamie should bare his teeth and bite, now that there’s no one around to see it.
But Jamie only starts a little, like he hadn’t noticed Sam or he’s surprised to be voluntarily addressed. “Uh, yeah. Yeah, I’m good, man. Great, you know. It’s just… I’m a bit tired, I guess.“ He pauses, then his face suddenly collapses and he gives Sam the most plaintive of looks. “It’s just so fucking exhausting being nice all the time. I don’t know how you do it, mate.”
Ah. Sam tactfully doesn’t say that it’s usually no effort for him and that he doesn’t really understand how it could possible come that hard for anyone.
He also doesn’t point out that not actively being mean to people isn’t quite the same as being nice.
Because Jamie is trying, isn’t he, even if it’s painfully evident that he still needs to try, that it doesn’t come quite naturally.
“Bit like when Spike had that chip in his head and had no choice but to team up with the good guys, isn’t it?” Colin had muttered a few days after their wayward striker had re-joined them, and yes, Sam had had to agree: it is a bit like that.
But there’s no chip in Jamie’s head (Sam is pretty sure). He’s here of his own free will, trying to be a good team mate and a better person because he wants to be. That has to count for something, doesn’t it?
Sam is pretty sure his dad would say it does. Sam wants to be the sort of person that lets it count.
And Jamie is looking genuinely dejected, in a way that has Sam feel a small surge of something that isn’t affection but isn’t too unlike it either. A little bit of pity mingling with amusement; enough that he’s moved to brave sitting down next to Jamie.
“Well, I have had more practise,” he says lightly. “I bet you will be really good at it if you give it a bit more time.”
“Yeah?” It’s offered casually, but there’s no disguising the faint hope in it. Sam can feel Jamie watching him out of the corner of his eye.
“Of course,” he says, and then, feeling bold, “You are Jamie Tartt. Aren’t you good at everything?”
A pause, and Sam holds his breath, praying that Jamie will understand that he’s being teased rather than mocked—
Then Jamie snorts, a sound halfway to a chuckle. “Yeah, man,” he retorts, bumping his shoulder against Sam’s, very carefully. “I’ll be the fucking best at being nice. Swear down, I’ll be so good I make you look like Geezer Scrooge.”
“That, I’d like to see,” Sam says drily; says sincerely. Standing, he nods towards the weight bench. “Do you think you can be good enough not to let me be crushed to death while you spot me?”
For a moment, Jamie looks taken aback, and Sam braces himself for a snide retort to his presumption – but it doesn’t come. Instead Jaime’s face clears, and he gives a sharp nod.
“Course, mate,” he says, and rises to follow Sam.
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✨ NeXus ✨ IS MAKING ME CRINGE 😭
Whenever I see ✨NeXus ✨, THIS BADASS VILLAIN NAME EVERYONE FEARS, I cringe myself SO MUCH THAT PHYSICALLY HURTS ME - AND I DUNNO WHY 😭✋
Like the episode where Ruin joined the ✨slay villains gang✨[I'M GONNA CALL IT THAT XD] the SECOND Moon appeared I had to throw up. WHY DOES HE GIVE ME SO MANY EMO VIBES LIKE BRO HE NEXT BATMAN 😭✋ AND YES I CALLED BATMAN EMO RIGHT NOW AND I'LL STAND MY GROUND✨💅 /j :D
BUT ANYWAY, HE WOULD BE THAT KIND OF PERSON WHO WOULD SAY "iT's jUst a PhaSe" or "oH my GoSh I'm sUcH a MoNsTEr" or "I'm SucH a PsyCHo HeheHEhe" **AGGRESSIVELY INSERT THOUSANDS OF EVIL EMOJIS**
I CAN'T TAKE HIM SERIOUSLY BRO, I'M SO SORRY TSAMS COMMUNITY 😭 HE IS WALKING LIKE A EMO TWINK AND TALKS LIKE A CHAIN-SMOKER SO LIKE WHAT DO EXPECT FROM ME??? 😐
But for all the ones who like ✨NeXus✨ and don't cringe when he like LITERALLY EXISTS AND JUST BREATHS BUT of course exists and breaths like ✨ an evil badass villain monster emo thingy ✨ , good for you! :D I DON'T KNOW HOW TO INDICATE TONE THROUGH TEXT BUT I MEANT THIS FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART RN Y'ALL 😭✋
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Whose instructions will you follow...?
(OC explanation under read more btw)
So I wanted to make a hypothetical "Selathiel Ending" where you follow its instructions. I would not really call it a "good ending" per se, at least compared to the secret(?) ending where Kinito is deleted (which in itself has some negative consequences if you believe Kinito isn't 100% evil).
My interpretation of Kinito being deleted, including the worlds where he has trapped others who downloaded him as shown in the deletion sequence, is either one of two things: 1) the users are somehow returned to their bodies they had before getting trapped in the digital world; 2) the users are dead but this allows their souls to pass on to the afterlife instead of remaining stuck in their own worlds.
With Selathiel's plan, it would basically be an exorcism to remove Kinito and/or whatever Presence he's got associated with him (assuming the hide and seek and bed scenes aren't just like, dreams or something? I don't know, you clearly don't die because you log right back onto the computer. I suppose something could haunt your dreams, but that's besides the point). However, both due to technicalities with the ritual AND because Selathiel sort of believes all who ended up trapped in Kinito's worlds are basically damned, the souls of the previous people are either flat out removed from existence or sent to purgatory/hell/The Bad Place/what have you. Selathiel is of course fine with this. It set out to remove evil, or what it perceived as evil at least, so this is the best outcome to it.
Selathiel will be mad if you choose to grant Kinito administrative access and will basically declare you beyond saving (see earlier point with damned souls), leaving the computer and locking you into the personalized world ending. With the secret floppy drive ending, it will sort of just be...neutral, I suppose? Kinito is gone, it still thinks you should have done what it told you to do, but the result was the same, so it leaves as it has no further business.
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Chicago Fire Season 12 Episode 6
Severide and Kidd
Where are you Severide?
Oh we’re lying. Okay.
HES HERE
I miss the cigar chats.
Nothing better happen to Severide in this vent.
Oh it was a fake explosion.
Brett and Casey
So you really just gonna get married in a fish store?!
Damn. Of course Casey walks in.
Y’all really just making out while she at work huh?
BRETT NO GO BACK I HABE A BAD FEELING
Told you I had a bad feeling.
Smart move Brett.
Not a fan of this bow tie Matt.
Oh yeah Amelia! Is she there?
Why is there only one Darden boy? Not enough in the budget?
Welp. That’s it for Brett.
Violet
Yes. Maid of Honor it up!
Why not just talk to Carver?
Oh this lady is a bitch. She has to go.
GOING TO GET HER PARTNER
Sam is so patient with her. I approve.
Gibson and Kylie
AWE COULD THEY BE CHOSEN SIBLINGS?! I’d be here for that.
IN CASE WHAT GIBSON?! YOU BETTER NOT BE GOING ANYWHERE!
But yes Kylie just tell them you want to transfer if there’s ever an open slot.
Miscellaneous
I keep forgetting to do this.
Rome Flynn is so fine.
LMAO Hermann has no shame.
Oooh it’s so pretty
JAVI AND OTIS
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