I had a dream about me being in a collab cover with some guy from good omens and two other ppl xD we sang overmaster from idolmaster and I was pretty young (around the time I started covers sooo 11-12??)
Weird tho idk anything about good omens I've never watched the show nor do I plan to—at least the cover got popular bcz the guy from good omens was in it BAHAHEJA
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something that always made me sad with the untamed is in his past life when lwj tried to calm wwx down it never worked 😞 like i was watching the episode when wwx fought jzx and lwj touched his hand and told him to calm down but he only listened when yanli told him to calm down. i think that was a really brave thing for lwj to do especially since we all know he doesn’t like touching people. he was willing to touch wwx to calm him down because he cared about him! i wonder if lwj even understood what compelled him to do that.
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Okay like, I think it'd be too long to put in the tags of the last post so I'm making my own post but ngl that method helped me A LOT. It helped me unlearn So Much stuff by having that first thought, interrogating it, and replacing it. Cuz way back, the thing I'd do is have the first thought, hate myself for it, never try to have it again which isn't helpful At All. And then I reached a point in my life where it was like, have the first thought, avoid it, which is just as worse.
And then last year, when I realized A Lot of stuff bout me, I had to work on unlearning so much during then and like okay, this is like treading the territory of "you gotta be unwell a lil bit to heal" typa thing, like imagining your favourite characters Right There. But mine is like, a lil to the left. Cuz when I realized all the stuff I gotta unlearn, there wasn't any character from a media that can count for that just yet (I got hyperfixated on Cain months after the realization but if I've known him earlier he would've ngl took on the patron saint role in my life of unlearning unhealthy stuff)
So what I did was... used an OC. It wasn't Alec and Ray surprisingly enough cuz in my head they have their own lives and it was a lil harder for me to put them in that role. And it just so happens I have One OC that is specifically made with an awareness that makes it seem like he's a self-insert but not really. It's Alerik. The designated creator of the universe that is practically aware of the truth behind that universe and his own existence so it was easier to pull him. And it worked.
Cuz whenever I do the have first thought, interrogate it, replace it thing, I can't get it right in a way that when I think of interrogating Myself, my brain's immediate reaction is always "hatred" so then when I got Alerik to do the interrogation, my brain couldn't react immediately cuz it isn't just Me, there's Alerik now and he's both me and not at the same time, he's a piece of me. That I love. So my brain couldn't react with "hatred" towards a character I made with love, it worked. I could interrogate myself, figure out "why" I reacted the way I did, "why" I had that first thought, and what I could do moving forward without hating myself or avoiding anything. And I love it. Cuz after a year of just that, slow and steady, I managed to unlearn most of the bad habits and get rid of the self-hate. I love myself now! And the world! And everything just seems so much beautiful this way.
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eeeeeeLYSSSSSSSSSSSS <333333
sorry for dropping off the face of the earth yet again ive had such a shit week thatz lead to my language teacher booking me an appointment with the counsellor 💪💪💪
ANYWAYS HRU????
taaaaaKKKUUUUU!! <333333
ah dw dw it happens fr. well i hope that your next week will be better and i also hope that your appointment goes well...
ty for asking, i’m good!! holidays started today hehehe and it was a chill week bc no exams no nothing even tho today we had our last lesson with our english teacher bc she’s leaving :(( she’s amazing i love her so so much and made sure to tell her how much i appreciate her but i’m still sad bc aaa she’s one of my fav teachers i’ve ever had. but welp. also i started... guess what..... more fanfic wips. congratulations to me 👏👏👏 i fr am a natural. anyways the words still aren’t wording for the bajitsuyaken fic idfk. but rn i’m working on a hanfuyu fic for that one hanfuyu fic i’ve sent you a link to yes yes the inspiration has finally hit me!! tho i will suffer for the next two weeks bc i’m gonna be on vacation n idk how much free time, privacy, n wifi i’ll have lol but we’ll see. anyways what have you been up to?
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rlb wait do you guys want some funny but mentally ill lore because I'm gonna overshare anyways
but i legitimately processed through the worst of my e/d and came to grips ill never live a happy life with it so i have to do something and get better PURELY because i would get so distressed on if i would or wouldnt eat someone if presented the opportunity. worrying if i would potentially be too worried on fitting it in my meal plan instead of enjoying the experience is legitimately what made me start being consistent and healthier. which in hindsight?? yeah no thats still. mentally ill. just a new flavour.
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guys im watching strange aeons' my immortal reading again and now i want to draw kenribaku but goth. kento dark'ness dementia raven sasaki and his boyfriends draco bakugou and vampire kirishima
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