#24/7 365 at 110% all day everyday

[lunityviruz]

Me if defending minorities and getting into online arguments was a job:

[watermeloncholycucumbersome]

Day 110 of Writing Something Everyday

(365 Day Challenge)

I don't know what to do with myself,

Fading in and out of who I think I am.

I feel like I have many characters being created inside of me, one minute I'm this the next I'm that.

I'm terrified....

Everything I'm trying to do is falling apart and I wish I could just disappear.

I have this craving to just buy a suitcase and pack my necessities in it and screw off somewhere.

Nobody has to know, nobody would give a shit if I disappeared tonight...

Only my mom would've and she's gone, God can see me 24/7 so the only one in this world who loved me is gone.

I have nothing to lose on earth anymore - as long as God's with me I will be okay.

I'm just scared, you know?

But I just have to save up now..

There are no fetters connecting me to this place anymore.

I just want to run away so bad, just be like Ghost World and gtfo.

Nobody is for me here, they're just all liars and thieves of joy and void of compassion.

My mind may change as it does often, but I know that one day this will happen..

If I don't answer anyone randomly there will be a very good reason.

Because my cell will be muted, certain people will be blocked and I will be on a bus to a new city somewhere where no one knows me and my name doesn't sound like a dirty word or a scold when others say it.

It's a clean slate...

Something new..

Something good..

I NEED to find me..

And if that means running from others then I will.

I can't find myself if others are pulling me a different way I don't want to go but they do.

~Jenni

[dgj121819]

365 Phrases for our Three Hundred and Sixty-fifth Day.

1. I love you, my Danielle Grace Jordan 🥰💞

2. Thank you, for loving me

3. Thank you, for not leaving me

4. Thank you, for standing still and staying with me

5. I too, will stay with you, until the end

6. You’re the only one whom I will love

7. You’re the only one who would always have me, I promise you.

8. I will keep you in my heart, until the very end

9. I don’t want you to ever leave

10. And I don’t have plans leave either

11. I am so happy with you

12. I am so blessed to have you in my life

13. You are so important to me

14. Always remember, I’m always here for you

15. You are not alone, I’m with you

16. You are the most beautiful woman in my eyes, I love you

17. You deserve so much happiness babe

18th, you and I may not be perfect, but I found happiness in our flaws and imperfections. I love you ❤️

19. Your eyes are the most beautiful

20. I miss you every time you’re not around

21. I wish you’re just right by my side everyday

22. I want to cuddle with you all the time

23. I want to kiss you always

24. You make all my sadness go away

25. I would never look at anybody else like how I look at you

26. You are my happy pill

27. I will support you with every goal you want to achieve in your life

28. I am happy if you’re happy

29. You matter to me so much

30. I love you because you let me eat, thank you sugar mommy 😂

31. Thank you for all of your efforts, I appreciate it

32. I appreciate you so much

33. I will hold you close whenever you feel sad

34. I will hold you close every time

35. I’ll be tired,

36. But I ain’t giving up on you

37. I ain’t giving up on us

38. I will love you until the very end

39. I will listen to everything that you will say

40. You are so worth to keep

41. And you are so not worth to lose

42. I love how you laugh

43. And I love you how much you make me laugh too

44. I’ll regret so much if I lose you

45. You deserve to be kept

46. You deserve to be loved

47. I will love you, over and over again

48. I will always choose you

49. No matter how hard everything gets, I will stay

50. I won’t go anywhere else

51. You are my home

52. I hope you feel safe every time that you are with me

53. I promise to make you feel safe whenever you are with me

54. I will take care of you

55. I will tell you everything that bothers me

56. I’m opening my doors for you

57. You deserve to know me better

58. You are my strength

59. You are my favorite human

60. You are the only person who could give me this feeling

61. There would never be anyone else above you

62. Please love me more on my bad days

63. Because, I too, will love you more, especially on your bad days

64. You over pride

65. You over all the fights

66. You over arguments

67. You over all of our bad days

68. You, and you still, at the end of the day

69. You make my heart flutter

70. Please stay

71. Don’t ever go anywhere else, except in my arms only

72. Thank you for being my stress reliever

73. Thank you for being my rant buddy

74. Thank you for being my bestfriend

75. Thank you for being my partner

76. Thank you for being you

77. Please tell me what bothers you

78. I love listening to you

79. I like it when you tell me random things

80. I like it when you tell me about your dreams

81. Even on the little things, you shine so bright

82. You are my moon

83. And my sun at the same time

84. You are the first person I think about every morning when I wake up

85. And the last person I think about when I’m about to sleep at night

86. I will always care about you

87. Even when I’m kilometers away from you, I’m always thinking about you

88. Everything is worth trying, when it is for you and for us

89. Your smiles are the brightest that I have ever seen in my entire life

90. I want to travel with you

91. I can wait, to be the person whom you’ll wake up next to, every morning

92. I will never lie to you

93. I won’t ever do such things to make you lose your trust to me

94. I will always be honest with you

95. You are my other half

96. Risking with you is better than doing nothing at all

97. Tell me what your thoughts are

98. Tell me the things that keeps you up at night

99. Tell me everything, I love that

100. I am so in love with you babe

101. Your smile, melts my heart

102. I’m running out of phrases

103. But would never run out of love for you

104. You look cute

105. I wanna squish your face

106. I love youuuu

107. —With every heartbeat,

108. It’s your name,

109. Written on my mind.

110. And with every minute

111. That I pause,

112. It’s always you,

113. You,

114. whom I adore the most,

115. And you,

116. Whom I love the most,

117. Is the only person,

118. Who could ever make me smile,

119. In the middle of a random thought—

120. I want you to be happy

121. I hope you are happy with me

122. I hope I make you happy, because, you make me so, so happy

123. I’m so much me, when I’m with you

124. I hope I’m not being less for you

125. I hope I’m becoming much more worthy enough to deserve you

126. I want to be the only person who deserves your love

127. You’re my favorite everything babe

128. —My biggest fear is,

129. Losing you.

130. I hate it

131. When bad thoughts,

132. Randomly pops out of my head,

133. Like,

134. Imagining,

135. You,

136. Being in love

137. With somebody else,

138. Imagining,

139. You,

140. Being happy

141. With someone else.

142. I’m just too scared,

143. That maybe one day,

144. I would never be the person,

145. Who’ll get to hold you close,

146. When days gets dark.

147. I’m too scared,

148. That maybe one day,

149. You won’t ever feel the same way for me anymore. ☹️—

150. I love youuuu

151. I’ll be patient with you

152. Please be patient with me too

153. Whenever I feel sad, I think about you

154. I have sealed it my mind, that I’m never alone

155. I have you

156. I’ll always remember you,

157. I’ll always remember that I have you

158. You are so worth it, babe

159. —You became

160. A special piece of me.

161. No one,

162. And nobody could ever..

163. Ever replace you,

164. In my heart,

165. And in my thoughts.—

166. I hope time stops every time you’re with me

167. I want to spend more time with you

168. Days with you feels like hours

169. And hours with you feels like minutes

170. I hope you’re having fun everytime you’re with me

171. Or even when I’m telling you corny jokes

172. I hope you won’t get tired of me

173. I hope you won’t get bored of me

174. I hope you’ll understand my sudden silence, sometimes

175. I just wanna be with you everyday

176. Even in silence, I still want to sit with you

177. You always make my day

178. Talking to you, completes my day

179. Being able to touch and feel your presence physically and emotionally, is so much more than what I want and need

180. —When we cuddle

181. All the bad thoughts,

182. Goes away.

183. And we when we kiss,

184. All of a sudden,

185. I forget the world.—

186. Ka kapoy

187. Mag english babe

188. Feel ko daw

189. Pwede nako

190. Ipadampot kag ihaboy

191. Pakadto sa America

192. Charot

193. I love you babe

194. Babyyyy

195. Babeeeeeee

196. Loveeeeeeee

197. Loveeee

198. Babeeeee

199. Babiiiii

200. Babeeeeee

201. Babeeeee

202. Babyyyyyyy

203. Babeeeeeee

204. Loveeee

205. Babeeee

206. Babeeeee

207. Loveeeeee

208. Babeeeeeeee

209. Babyyyyy

210. Babeeeee

211. Babyyyy

212. Babyyyyyyy

213. Loveeeeeeee

214. Loveeee

215. Loveee

216. Loveeeeee

217. Babyyyyyyyyy

218. Babiiiii

219. Babiiiiiiiii

220. Babyyyyyy

221. Babeeee

222. Babeeeeee

223. Bubuuuuuu

224. Bubuuuu

225. Loveeeeeee

226. Bb

227. Loveee

228. Babeeee

229. Babyyyy

230. Babiiiiii

231. Loveeeeee

232. Babeeeeee

233. Babyyyy

234. Loveeeeee

235. Babiiiii

236. Bubuuuuu

237. Bubuuuuuuuu

238. Loveeeeee

239. Babeeeeeeee

240. Pangghaaaaaa 😚

241. Babyyyyyyyyy

242. Babeeeeeeeee!!!

243. Love taka

244. Tani way ka gapanumdum nga indi taka love

245. Palangga taka sang sobra sobra

246. Love taka kay kagwapa simo

247. Love taka pati mga flaws kag imperfections mo

248. Love taka kay ara ka permi para sakon

[stevenbarnum]

Books that I Own

1.       Reading Culture

2.       The Grand Canyon and the Southwest

3.       1,000 Mexican Recipes

4.       10,000 Answers the Ultimate Trivia Encyclopedia

5.       1001 Symbols

6.       1776

7.       2012 The Zombie Apocalypse

8.       301 Way to Live the Best Life

9.       8 Minutes in the Morning

10.   A Cook’s Tour

11.   A Field Guide to Demons

12.   A short History of Modern Greece

13.   A Woman in Berlin

14.   BarCharts, Inc. Quick Reference Guides and Academic Outlines:

·         Algebra – Part 2 academic outline

·         Black History, Civil War to Present academic outline

·         Business Math Formulas quick reference guide

·         Business Plan quick reference guide

·         Essays & Term Papers academic outline

·         Political Science, A Guide to World Politics academic outline

·         Research Writing Papers, Theses, & Dissertations academic outline

·         Technical & Business Writing academic outline

·         Business Law

15.   Algebra & Trigonometry

16.   All-Time Favorite Movie and Music

17.   America, the Owner's Manual: Making Government Work For You

18.   American Gods

19.   American Short Stories

20.   Ancient Mysteries

21.   Another Day in Cubical Paradise

22.   Apocalypse of the Dead

23.   Architectural Digest

24.   Art a Brief History

25.   Asking About Life

26.   Authentic Recipes from China

27.   Basic Grammar and Usage

28.   Berkeley High School 05-06 Student Directory

29.   Berkeley High School 2004 Volume 109

30.   Berkeley High School 2006 Volume 111

31.   Biology

32.   Blink

33.   Bon Appètit

34.   Business Law, The Ethical, Global, and E-Commerce Environment

35.   California Alumni Association Membership Directory 1988

36.   California Diver Handbook 2008

37.   The Complete and Authoritative Guide, Caring for Your Baby and Young Child, Revised Edition: Birth to Age 5

38.   Cliff Notes: The Color Purple, A Tale of Two Cities, To Kill a Mockingbird, A Farewell to Arms, Julius Caesar, Grapes of Wrath, A Midsummer Night’s Dream

39.   Collapse

40.   Complete Illustrated Book of Better Health

41.   Complete Survival Manual

42.   Computer Concepts

43.   Computer Science

44.   Computer Science 105 Lecture Notes

45.   Computer Science Illuminated

46.   Condè Nast Traveler

47.   Cook’s Illustrated

48.   Cook’s Illustrated: The Science of Good Cooking

49.   Crash Proof: How to Profit from the Coming Economic Collapse

50.   Criminal Justice in Action: The Core

51.   Data, Voice, and Video Cabling

52.   Dazed & Confused #98

53.   Decoding Egyptian Hieroglyphs

54.   Details

55.   Discovering the Universe

56.   Down the Road

57.   Elle Décor

58.   Essential of International Relations

59.   Etiquette for Outlaws

60.   Face Forward

61.   Fast Company

62.   Fat Flush Plan

63.   Financial & Managerial Accounting

64.   Fingerprints of the Gods

65.   Fives And Twenty Fives

66.   Foods of the World International Cookbook Series: Florence, Barcelona, Paris

67.   Forbes

68.   Fortune

69.   French Dictionary: French to English, English to French

70.   Frida

71.   Geisha

72.   Go with Microsoft Office 2007 Introductory

73.   Government in the Unites States

74.   Guitar for Dummies

75.   Guns Illustrated 2010

76.   Guns, Germs and Steel

77.   Harper’s Bazaar April 2003

78.   Health

79.   Henna House

80.   Holy Bible, King James Version

81.   Homme + Arena Spring/Summer 2003, A + 19 “we will rock you”

82.   Homme + Arena Summer/Autumn 2007, A + 27 “Dreamworld”

83.   Homme + Arena Winter/Spring 07/08, A + 28 “Men in Power”

84.   How to Read Signs and Omens in Everyday Life

85.   I’ll Taste Manhattan

86.   Illustrated Oxford Dictionary

87.   Inc

88.   Integrated Accounting for Windows 7th Edition (with General Ledger CD-ROM)

89.   Integrated Accounting for Windows 8th Edition (with General Ledger CD-ROM)

90.   Intermediate Algebra

91.   International Relations, second edition

92.   Introduction to the Administration of Justice

93.   Introduction to Economic Growth, Second Edition

94.   It’s Your (Sex) life Your Guide to Safe & Responsible Sex

95.   Journey into Power

96.   L`uomo Vogue Edizioni Conde` Nast May/June 2005, N. 361

97.   Let Your Motto Be Resistance: African American Portraits

98.   Lies My Teacher Told Me

99.   Low Fat

100.           Luxury Portfolio International

101.           Magical Herbalism

102.           Marilyn Monroe

103.           Mary Emmerling’s Romantic Country: Style That’s Straight from the Heart

104.           Men’s Health Ultimate Abs Guide 2005

105.           Men’s Vogue

106.           Merrick

107.           Metabolic Plan

108.           Microsoft Access 2010 Step by Step

109.           Microsoft Office 2007 Windows XP Edition

110.           Microsoft Office 2007: Introductory Concepts and Techniques, Windows XP Edition

111.           Models for Writers Short Essays for Composition

112.           Modern Home Medical Advisor

113.           Monster Nation

114.           Monsters

115.           My Beverly Hills Kitchen: Classic Southern Cooking with a French Twist

116.           National Geographic

117.           Native Son

118.           Neoconomy: George Bush’s Revolutionary Gamble with America’s Future

119.           Networking + Guide to Networks

120.           Night Sky

121.           Oceanography

122.           Oceanography Study Guide 2006-2007

123.           Om Yoga

124.           Pacific Victory 1945

125.           Panorama

126.           Panorama Lab Manual

127.           Panorama Workbook / Video Manual / Lab Manual Answers Key

128.           Panorama Workbook / Video Manuel

129.           Patterns for College Writing

130.           Perdita

131.           Piano for Dummies

132.           Pirke Avot: A Modern Commentary on Jewish Ethics

133.           Plague

134.           Prealgebra

135.           Precalculus Instructor’s Solutions Manual

136.           Precalculus Plus

137.           Precalculus Test Bank

138.           Prime

139.           Reinforced Concrete

140.           Rereading America

141.           Resident Evil: Code Veronica

142.           Rise Again

143.           Roget’s Thesaurus

144.           Rules for Writers

145.           Sacramento County 2002

146.           Seductions of Rice

147.           Sex Secrets Woman Wish Men Knew

148.           Sociology, 13th Edition, Richard T. Schaefer

149.           Sources of Wealth: An Easy Guide to Making Your Money Grow

150.           Spanish for Dummies

151.           Steaks, Chops, Roasts & Ribs

152.           Students Solutions Manuel Intermediate Algebra

153.           Stupid White Men

154.           Sunset

155.           Tao Te Ching

156.           Team of Rivals

157.           The Abs Diet Get Fit, Stay Fit Plan

158.           The Acne Cure

159.           The American Medical Association Home Medical Library: Accidents and Emergencies

160.           The American Pageant

161.           The Authentic Hungarian Cookbook

162.           The Best Chicken Recipes

163.           The Bhagavad-Gita

164.           The Big Book of Recipes for Babies, Toddlers, & Children: 365 Quick, Easy, and Healthy Dishes

165.           The Classic Fairy Tales

166.           The Color of Law

167.           The Complete Guide to Natural Health

168.           The Curious Researcher

169.           The Demi-Monde: Winter

170.           The Disaster of the Hindenburg

171.           The Dive from Clausen’s Pier

172.           The Essential Earth

173.           The Essential Kabbalah

174.           The Essential Rumi

175.           The Expectant Father: Facts, Tips, and Advice for Dads-to-Be

176.           The Food Bible

177.           The G.I. Diet

178.           The Great Influenza

179.           The Gun Digest Book of Tactical Weapons

180.           The Guns Digest Book of Combat Handgunnery

181.           The Investment Answer: Learn to Manage Your Money & Protect Your Financial Future

182.           The Master of Rain

183.           The New American Encyclopedia

184.           The New Rules of Success

185.           The New Yorker

186.           The Nordic Diet

187.           The Official Associated Press Almanac 1975

188.           The Old Farmer’s 2017 Almanac

189.           The Power Birthdays, Stars, and Numbers the Complete Personology Reference Guide

190.           The Queen of the Dammed

191.           The Role of the Congressman

192.           The Secrets of Staying Young

193.           The Sex of Your Dreams

194.           The Shallows

195.           The Side Effects Bible

196.           The Space Merchants

197.           The Tibetan Book of the Dead

198.           The Unreality Industry

199.           The Way of the Pilgrim

200.           The Wicca Handbook

201.           The World is Flat

202.           The Worst-Case Scenario Survival Handbook: Work

203.           Time

204.           Tom Clancy’s Op-center

205.           Travel Brochures

206.           Travel + Leisure

207.           True Notebooks: A Writer’s Year at Juvenile Hall

208.           Turn Fat into Muscle

209.           Understanding Business

210.           Understanding Computers

211.           University of California 1953 Volume Eighty

212.           University of California 1954 Volume Eighty One

213.           Using Your Gateway Desktop PC

214.           Veranda

215.           Water

216.           We Were the Mulvaneys

217.           Webster’s Complete Dictionary and Encyclopedia

218.           Weight Watchers New Complete Cookbook

219.           What Jesus Meant

220.           When I’m Gone

221.           Wired

222.           Wireless Basics

223.           Witch Crafting

224.           World Events 1980

225.           World Resources 1987

226.           Yoga Conditioning for Weight Loss

227.           Yoga for Men

228.           You on a Diet

229.           Nietzsche for Beginners

230.           Understanding Macroeconomics

231.           Inside Job: The Looting of America’s Savings and Loans