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Journal entry: and related reason to keep a journal handy: ( I started doing work with the homeless and sometimes homeless in late 2016) John (below) not his real name, was mentioned in a recent previous blog. So, following is the entry:
up. Anxiety I guess.
It’s 3:07am. Thursday 3/7/2019///late burger and chocolate ice cream with fudge topping ah la dinner with John here. I cooked. He ate 2 burgers before I left the kitchen. He stood by the Wolf Stove and “wolfed” them down. He must have been starved. // he is an elegant, prideful, gracious, out of control man.///he won’t wear a back pack because he doesn’t want to look like a bum.//he spent the night of March 5-6, 2019 in the new homeless tent city under the 9th Street bridge. City built tents. You can get a tent for free. Just need your name and social security number. John said the experience there under the 9th Street bridge was not good. It rained, felt damp. Druggies abound. Bad feeling to the place. //Some from the “old” tent city in Beard Brook Park refuse to go there. They believe they will be gassed like the Jews in Auschwitz.///So, the above is a good reason to keep your journal and pens near your bed at night. If you awaken and can’t sleep, use the time to record the events of the past day. It may drain some of the tension out of them. It will definitely preserve them for later review.
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Some redraws, and an additional chibi (Patreon)
#Doodles#Redraw#Halfway Autumn#Diana#Wes#Carol#I don't think I ever showed off the Fortune Teller? :0#Well that's him! That's the Fortune Teller! :D#This style was so fun and cute at the time and I keep feeling nostalgic!#What was up in 2019 that kept having cute chibi styles#(It was the looser art style in general it was just sketching 24/7 pfft)#It's always good to revisit some lads that I've set down for a while ♪#I was hoping to get some new ideas for the HA map since the area is still kinda empty but nothin' doin' so far#The idea of making some modular isometric locations does sound kind fun tho :) I haven't cracked out my grid paper in ages#For the moment tho it's nice just to see some familiar faces#They're all still so cute hehe <3#I'd like to add Todd and Keita to the chibi lineup as well! Get a whole rainbow finished off hehe#Here we've got a warm purple - green - pink - and gold; so that leaves blue (Todd) and cool purple (Keita) and the rest#Does Carol's pink count as red...? Pastel rainbow hehe#Then again I don't know if the Fortune Teller counts as yellow or orange - probably the latter if it's all pastels!#So many ideas that sound so fun in colour ahh
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shows i've watched the most:
4. new girl (x7)
3. teen wolf (x4-11 depending on the season)
2. glee (x8)
1. gilmore girls (x16.5)
i don't know why i wrote it like this because i don't know where i should actually put teen wolf
#just letting you know#and like i say: brf slt#i'm in the midst of my 17th gilmore girls rewatch. watch. my 16th rewatch#i've actually also seen mtv scream 7 times that's crazy#it's only two seasons like 22 episodes so it feels very different the others are all over 100 episodes#(well no teen wolf is exactly 100 episodes)#that's why i'm not putting it. i didn't even think of it i just remembered it and checked...but i'm telling you now#with teen wolf it's like. i rewatched it every december from 2019 to last year last year was my last rewatch i think i made a post about it#and the first time after i was done with season 6 i was like i want to rewatch the first seasons so bad they're so fun so i did that i#watched the first three seasons again and then there's years where i rewatched everything once and then season 3 again and i really don't#fuck with season 6 so at one point i was like why am i putting myself through this. i can literally stop doing this it doesn't even matter#i've already seen it plus i'm watching season 3 again after that anyway#i think the only other show i've seen more than twice is grey's anatomy? not in full but there's a lot of episodes from the first 10 season#s#i've seen 3 to 4 times. for all my other shows it's probably only 2 times#wait lie i've seen all of stranger things more than 3 times. but it's so short and i've seen season 1 a lot more than i've seen season 4#and that's obviously also the case for tw but it's not the same...there's only like 35 episodes or however many there are#there aren't even 35 episodes there's 34#i've seen season 1 six times. which isn't 'a lot more than how many times i've seen 4 if i've seen all of them more than 3 times'.#ngl. i actually don't know how many times i've seen a lot of teen wolf episodes like these are my numbers on tvst but i actually can't#count so i have to trust my past self who also couldn't count. but if it's not 4-11 it's 4-10 or 4-12 idk...there's episodes i've seen 15#times it happens#it hasn't happened for any other show it's just tw and gilmore girls. but they're so different i never watch just one gilmore girls episode#by itself. except twenty-one is the loneliest number when i turned 21#actually my most rewatched teen wolf episode is probably closer to 20 than it is to 15. and you would never guess what it is. it's#insatiable! i love it. hold still don't fight hold still <- only real insatiableheads will understand this#insatiable probably taught me the word insatiable both in french and in english i was like 13#i hope you won't judge me for being a wolfie🙏
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R.H. Quaytman, Acorn, 2019-2020
Rubber, oil, and gesso on wood
12 3/8 inches x 12 7/8 inches
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also i just love the airport anyway because i have something wrong with me. Every time i fly i get there early enough that after i get through security i have 2+ hours of just chilling and hanging out before the plane starts boarding. don’t get me wrong though i’m somebody who only flies like once or twice a year. If i was somebody who had to fly frequently for work or other reasons i absolutely would not be like this
#also there was a gap between 2005 and 2019 during which i didn’t fly at all. then another small gap from 2019 to 2021#so really it’s been like 1-2 round trips a year for the past 3-5 years and also that one time when i was 7
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I don't talk about my hero out and about that much but that's the series that got me very invested in a lot of superhero stuff
#and got me to actually appreciate spider-man#which is goofy to think since (I believe) he was the inspiration for midoriya#just started watching season 7 and it's !!! super good#I started the anime when season 3 was new so about 2018 or 2019? I think#really really enjoy the show
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the day I stop confusing everyone by saying my kids will probably be the day I finally leave my job
#omg kiera no one cares#anyway I've been there 7 years like end of this month next month i think#also been out of high school like that long uh kms#anyway those my KIDS I've raised like 4 of them since TINY INFANTS like think 12 weeks to 5 months old#I've known king since he was 3 months old exactly cause it was October 18 2019 my sweet boy😭😭 literally a part of me
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✨When you get this ask you have to(not have to, only if you wanna) put 5 songs you listen to, post it, then send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (positive vibes are cool)🎶
oh this is fun!!!! im not sending this anyone im kinda a chainmail hater sorry, the bloodline ends with me
here's 10 songs ive been listening to a lot and would totally reccomend! ik it said 5 but like. whatever
Ain't Nobody But Me - Supertramp
He's a Liar - Bee Gees
Metal Fatigue - Allan Holdsworth
Telepathy - Lene Lovich
Commercial Breakup - Thomas Dolby
Dancin' - The Tubes, Olivia Newton-John
A Most Disgusting Song - Rodríguez
Housework - The B-52's
Never Can Say Goodbye - Gloria Gaynor
Dangerous - Depeche Mode
#contrary to popular belief i DONT just listen to dentist for 7 hours everyday#i listen to it for like. 3 hours max#and sometimes i cycle between the three versions#“callie theres 4 versions” the 2019 cast album is unIistenable for me sorry#anyway. SUPERTRAMP MENTION
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art school, art lesson
art teacher: wow you drew this skeletal hand so quick and good without help, so unusual for you
me:
#i straight up just sat there having flashbacks to everything i experienced in this fandom#i have rocky relationship with undertale especially au fandom#whether you believe me or not i started drawing humans only in 2018-2019#in my 6 years of drawing experience 3 i drew really bad looking skeletons#i think you can see where the cheek thing started#mention of undertale au#the reason why i have rocky relationship with undertale au fandom is really simple#i was into gay selfcest skeleton fanfiction.#i traumatized myself beyond ever healing#fun fact i actually discovered the existence of omegaverse(my fav genre) there#you can judge my taste all you want i know things i like are great#but yeah i didnt know i was actually good at drawing skeleton hands#shitpost#my art#digital art#doodle#i discovered gradient maps in firealpaca where i draw sometimes and its awesome#that is how i actually look yes#i dont wear pretty clothes im dressed for funeral 24/7 and even look like zombie since early teen age#despite that i also wear yellow clown boots and smiley star earrings
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OH HEY welcome to the kazumaji sucks club, worldwide membership: single digits lol
✊ it really do be that way though
#but no for real i don't think they Sucks per se (or i wouldn't tell someone who likes it that their guys Sucks)#it's just#i dunno#i ate my fill of it after playing y0 in 2019 (i only went and finished k1 etc this year)#but it feels like other people reaching that point in RGG fandom is rare#and idk if that's just people treating it like fast fashion and dropping for something new every year#or if people really are just sticking with the most base level popular ship content and not ever branching out#in spite of every game introducing a wealth of interesting new and old characters#but it's hard to tell if i genuinely do dislike them or if i'm misdirecting anger from seeing them Everywhere over other pairings i prefer#because i enjoy ryoma/okita (though it still isn't really my first choice#and i don't think of the ishin counterparts as being the same characters)#idk after playing like 3 and 5 and 7 and having the context of original 1 & 2 stock kiryu/maji is just so nothing to me in comparison#me#text#ask#anon
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IM CRAAAZY IM CRAZY WHERE ARE YOU
#I CANT FIND THESE SHORT FILMS ANYWHERE (i mean like i have but theyre blocked behind a registration/subscription thing)#ive found 1 2 3 4 5 and 7 on youtube#its just these two#and i REMEMBER seeing these two on tumblr back in like 2018 or 2019?#but of course i cant just search for them bc tumblr's search function is notorious for being Bad#the puppets are so cute....#i NEEd to find these so bad
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i think about pluto will always be a planet in my room at least once every three months when i rewatch gilmore girls season 7 episode 11 santa's secret stuff and they talk about how pluto isn't a planet anymore
#like ohhh that was kinda crazy it still is.#tome#i think riarkle was my first actual ship they're the first ship i ever read fanfic of before that i'd only read one direction fanfic like#when i was 12 and it was in french and not on ao3 and this fanfic era for me was short lived because the fics i was reading were too sad#like they would make me too upset?/?/))/?#i read this loooong one and all i remember is the self insert character getting cheated on and danielle losing her baby and i was so upset#i cried in my mother's arms which does not sound like me AT ALL and i couldn't even explain why because it was way too silly like oh my#god. so i was like no more fic for you and i really didn't read any until after i started watching gmw seriously in 2016#i don't read fics for that many ships and when i do i can read fics for the same ship for literal years as long as they don't get together#/aren't together by the end of the show i can literally read it forever idc and so i actually haven't read fic for that many ships#like maybe 6 or 7. which i guess is a lot but like. for one (and i'll never say which one it is (even though it's like. a normal ship and#it's from a show you know i watch/enjoy))#of these i literally read fics like every day for three years. i never get tired of like anything#i read shirbert fanfic same thing every day from summer 2018 to fall 2019 when season 3 aired and i could never read fics of them again#after they got together in the show (even though i knew they would and i had even watched the movies) like once it's done i really can't#make myself care anymore#anywzy. love pluto will always be a planet in my room riarkle you will always be famous!!!!!#and like i say: brf slt#or i guess#gilmore girling
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I will never refer to my pets as adults. Yeah, this is Flocke, my (in human years) 75 year old baby boy
#he‘s around 7 rn and that‘s old for a guinea pig#they live to 8 if you treat them well (and as long as they don‘t decide to die randomly despite your desperate efforts)#my oldest was Yakari & he lived to 9 (died of old age in 2019)#i always think the other two are like#early 20s? Late teens?#nope#Purzel is 4 and Fussel is 3#that‘s middle aged#like what the fuck
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Where did the oblivion portal go in the apocalypse that Five got stranded in? Did it even exist in their timeline?
#if the oblivion portal didnt exist then why would've reginald adopt and train 7 kids#was this plothole ever explained?#the apocalypse with the eyeball thing and viktor ending the world in 2019 didn't even have anything related to the hotel or oblivion#the umbrella academy#tua s3#the umbrella academy season 3#tua season three
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FINAL FANTASY XV MEANS EVERYTHING TO ME ACTUALLY !! i know i never talk about it but it. means everything to me. ffxiv is everything to me and special to me in a way ffxv is not but ffxv is special to me as well in a way ffxiv is not and i think it's beautiful that the many things that 'mean everything to me' are special to me in different, beautiful, varying ways. so, happy 6th anniversary to a flawed but nevertheless beautiful game that means the world to me!!
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#⋯ ꒰ა ffxv ໒꒱ *·˚#me with ffxv goes way back! i finally started playing in early 2019 and i finished the game... 2021 or 2020? but the same day i started#it was. really unintentional and a huge coincidence but it was very very cool fr <3#ffxv! so i started liking it since i first heard of it ofc. a long time ago. but i mostly started getting into it properly w the#collab it had w one of my first strategy/gacha games 'the alchemist code' <33 i started that game a looong time ago#w the fate collab! so i was really into anime then i rmbr. never was into fate and i'm glad abt that tho lol#but i think rin is cute ^___^ i only ever watched the 1st episode of stay night? but ik zero is the good one so. hm#but also sorry i don't want anything to do w fate LMFAO <//3 ANYWAYS! so yeah. it started w the tac collab#and then i wanted the sims 4 sometime then in 2019! so it was a year or two after ^^ but we got ffxv instead bcs sims 4 is not for kids LOL#yeah... i wanted to install it overnight i rmbr but we just did so the next day. i remember it so well still. yeah#ffxv i owe a lot to! it was my first Comfort Thing. it helped me get more into all of ff and by extent ffxiv! ffx was my first tho <33#ffxv got me really obsessed w latin stuff. and ffxv is the first video game i really actually finished (fe3h also! <3)#i played thru the whole of ffxv w/o knowing people's thoughts abt it so for the longest time i was. in love w everything abt it#and now it's changed nd i'm critical of it and tbh mostly sad most people only really know 7/15 but whatever they're mid and lame </3#i love 7 and 15 SO MUCH okay. but i love all of ff and those two games are genuinely overrated (in my opinion!)#yeah...... prompto meant everything to me. my first real favorite character (???) i love the chocobros w all my heart!!!!!#i miss ffxv so much actually. i love that game unbelievably so... and btw i haven't even played thru ANY dlcs. at all.#was never really there for events too. only collab/event i have done is the ffxiv one! bcs it is permanent LMFAO <//3#interestingly i did that collab before i got into ffxiv. and now ffxiv is. yeah. BTW I LOVE THE FFXV COLLAB IN FFXIV regalia my love#i know a lot of lore of ffxv. i know a huge fucking ton LMFAO i read up so much about it i was literally so obsessed.......................#prompto really means so much to me still actually! also i'm still so in love w the music. wow. yoko shimomura is SO real.#anyways yeah man i have my gripes w ffxv but i think i'm glad that i wasn't there for the... 10 year wait bcs it def made my experience#better as i wasn't bitter to the game! ironically it is now i am somewhat bitter. mostly bcs i think 7/15 (and 13) only fans are annoying#but i still really really love all three of those games. and i think it's funny that so long as they like ffxiv (too) they are perfectly ok#w me LOL. BUT ANYWAYS OKAY I STOP RAMBLING FOR NOW !! happy 6th anniv ffxv. before the day ends for me! <333
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