#And I'll still interact with my mutuals

[warriorstale001]

Important Update about my fics.

Hi everyone,

Been a while huh?

I'm sorry I haven't posted in forever, been pretty busy the last few months. So busy in fact I haven't written anything in what feels like forever.

Recently though, I started thinking more seriously about my fanfics. I can't keep telling you all over and over again that I'm 'going to start working on them soon' just to completely ignore them any more. I still love Undertale and UTMV content but I just don't seem to have it in me to write anymore… And I think it's about time I admit that to you all.

So yes in case you're wondering, to summarise this entire post, I'm done writing fanfics and all of my current WIPs are going to be put on indefinite hiatus unless I am able to rekindle my love for writing them at some point in the future.

It's not easy for me to post this, especially because I don't want to admit to myself that I'm not the Undertale/UTMV fan that I was, but I've been in this fandom for 6 years now and I just can't put in the dedication to this fandom that I once did.

I'm still going to be on Tumblr and I might post something on occasion but it'll be pretty rare if I do. If anything it'll be older content I wanted to share but never did at the time I made it for some reason. You're free to keep following me, but I understand if you don't wish to anymore.

I'm sorry if I've disappointed any of you. A part of me is disappointed in myself and I hope one day I'll find it in me to finish my fics, even if that's 5 or 10 years down the road… But right now I just can't do it and I think it's time everyone who follows me knows that.

Thank you for reading my fics and for following me. Its truly been an honour writing fics for this fandom for the past four years.

Take care all of you and as always…

Have a wonderful day :3. Warrior.

[cinnamon-phrog]

Do you ever see a take in a fandom tag and you're like HNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHHH

[lemonduckisnowawake]

I've been using tumblr wrong

[cloudcountry]

my social battery has hit an all time low and i no longer have the motivation to answer all of the things that are sent in my inbox ^^ i might get to your stuff soon but for now im literally exhausted by how much ive been interacting with people.

[dawntheduckrb]

I'll stop posting wips eventually but it's been five days since I've said anything and I don't want anyone to think I'm dead/dying/stuck in a ditch and withering away, so here's 10% of the reason I disappeared (the duck is stuck in rendering hell) (and my little baby laptop is screaming at me every time I open up this file)

I might still be mostly lurking for a little bit so please be patient with me in the meantime 🙏🙏

[austerulous]

[bobatelevision]

tbh i've debated on like remaking for a while bc when i started this blog i did it bc i didnt wanna be a crypto anymore and like officially "join" radblr but as time goes by i really wish for this acc to be a personal blog, but im just not comfortable doing that while still having ties to radblr. like no hate or anything but i am always paranoid about opening up to people and i am even more uncomfortable when i still get anons from TRAs. i'm still thinking this through as i have finals this coming week so im way more occupied on that than on blogging atm

[angeltism]

sorry but oh my god i am CACKLING tumblr r uu serious rn

[songbird-art]

Actually let me be more honest for anyone who might feel similar.

I'm unfollowing a large amount of people because I've found myself obsessing over some things lately. This is not a reflection of anyone but me.

If you find I've unfollowed you, it is NOT an indicator of a fissure in our friendship. Please message me whenever you want! Send me memes! I'll respond!

But, I have OCD, and one of my areas is called "scrupulosity", or "religious OCD".

My church is going through a rough time rn, our pastor was forced to step down a few months ago, and my small group is on break until the baby is born. What this means is that I'm limited on my in-person fellowship options. Having scrupulosity, and now NOT having that in-person anchor I can touch and feel and reassure what is based in reality, is causing what used to be a fine relationship with media to spiral.

What I mean is this:

Normally, someone I respect makes a post about hymns in church. It's different than what I believe, but it is a very minor part of my week and I simply go "oh, interesting!" And move on, because I have interactions with other in-person Christians that anchor me. It's a passing thought.

Without an anchor:

I see a post about hymns in church. It's different than what I believe, and now with no anchor to bounce off and speak to, I start to obsess. I literally see this post in my minds eye no matter what music I listen to, even hymns, because I'm suddenly being convinced that listening to anything else is a mortal sin. With no one to sit with and redirect my spiral, I start to have distressing intrusive thoughts that people are dying because of this. The very knowledge that I'm having an obsession and therefore spawning a "ritual" is so distressing to me that it becomes all I can think about, because even HAVING scrupulosity becomes a sin in my mind. I spiral over a single post until it's all that I can think about or act upon, even unto harming myself to "right" it.

Now, that sounds dramatic I know. Things haven't gotten to the point of harm in over 5 years, BUT, I'm starting to see obsessions form. These are NOT convictions. They're not the same. They are not healthy discussion on theological topics, which I can and do have. This happens because I see a post, which my mental illness does not interpret as conversations, but rather a one-way comment on myself. This is an issue. I know it's an issue. I'm correcting it by preventing myself from seeing possibly disruptive topics until I have my anchor back.

Please reach out. I still love you. This is a me issue.

[yeleltaan]

//As is usually the case around this time of the year, I’m terribly busy with studies and it’s been hard for me to do things on the blog in the little spare time I have, I can’t focus very well.

It will pass soon, and hopefully after that I can resume the work of giving this blog a little more life. The itch to write is still there and I can’t wait to be free to scratch it.

[bucketinyourwalls]

Anygays random Ghost sketch for tonight <3

First time drawing him well so CoD community pls go easy on me I promise I'm trying </3

[mymp3]

just wanna say, i dont want to put anything relating to that on my blog anymore. but i admire the ones still talking out about it, thank y'all.

to sum up the tags below, i will be stepping back indefinitely from the d/smp and anything related to it. drawings, rbs, posts, and ccs, I'll be disengaging with everything from this point on, though i'll be keeping my previous posts and art untouched.

<3

[astrxealis]

i do not like tumblr much anymore again :(( anyways important stuff in the tags! but tldr just hmu if you want my discord or twitter, won't be gone from here completely but yeah <3

[acollapsar]

as i mentioned a while ago, i’ll be doing some follower clean-up when i return from my hiatus. my new rules can be found here, please have a look at them when you can. unlike what i said in that older post though, i won’t post an interest check. i’m just going to go through my lists and softblock blogs that i feel like i don’t click with writing-wise ( as well as inactive blogs and blogs that haven’t shown much interest in interacting with me, even before my hiatus ). even if we’ll remain mutuals, you’re also totally free to softblock me at any point for any reason if you feel like that is what you wanna do.~

[pararennial-archived]

I'm getting a lot of new followers that's great and all, but I can't help but suspect that a post of mine somehow got exposure. Based on the sudden influx of "likes" it received. It's the one about me expressing how I miss the concept of shared histories between muses, and also laughing about mutual enemies, frenemies, etc... I know that tumblr's is now gone beyond a tag search system and more into searching for posts that even mention a specific word that people search... it's weird and sorta uncomfortable...

[austerulous]

Good morning gang! ♡ I have a busy day ahead of me and I’m still spitting blood so I won’t be here much, but my plans for the weekend include sending out the asks for that inbox call, catching up with DMs (here and on Discord, finally) and a regular spring-clean of my follower list.