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ozthelosttimelord · 2 years

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another birthday spent wondering why I'm still alive

#Tried to have a party #All my friends bailed last minute #Can't even see my partner #Cried in bed all day #No one even texted me or wished me a happy birthday #No one apologized for bailing #having an existential crisis #Triggered my hallucinogenic PTSD #Pretty sure nothing is real and I'm stuck in a time loop #My memories were implanted 5 minutes ago #The future is just an illusion

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b0nelessdoodles · 4 months

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buncha heket doodles cause i love the frog i love her so much beloved big frog

#cult of the lamb #cotl heket #cotl leshy #cotl lamb #cult of the lamb heket #cult of the lamb leshy #id be lying if i said i loved all the bishops cause kalamar exists #fuck you kalamar you know what you did #but this isnt about him ill doodle him another day this post is about my beloved big mean frog lady #i forgot how much i loved heket until i ran through anura post game and just #BIG FROG BIG FROG BIG FROG #also her coming into the cult and just #........................hungry #i love her so much anything for you heket ill give you only the best meals #this was also what happened when i got leshy i forgot how much i love him #these two are just so fun i love these little shits so much #shoutout to me getting all the bishops i had drunk #and heket and leshy started brawling each other and cried when i broke them up #kalamar broke a piece of furniture and i wanted to throw him #and narinder puked instantly and then passed out on the floor instead of actually going to bed #10/10 content get the bishops drunk its fun

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seekingthestars · 16 days

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she's beauty she's grace she's Miss Eevee Cosplay 3.0

#personal #pls don't ask me why i'm up at 2am i don't wanna talk about it #anyway i think she's mostly done maybe #i did some more work on the bangs on the wig after i took these pictures so they look better #and i might try to find some flowery earrings when i go to the store for some other stuff tomorrow #but all the major things are done. i think.#honestly i'm all over the place rn so i could be forgetting something #i keep bouncing back and forth between the one million things i have to do (con and not con-related)#anyway i usually try to do a different cosplay every day of con but idk i think i'll just wear flower eevee both saturday and sunday #bc i've put so much work into it and tbh i don't think i can handle trying to get another cosplay ready rn #the only exception would be maybe doing eevee 1.0 or 2.0 bc have everything except the wigs for those ready bc of eevee 3.0 #totoro is friday bc my friends and i are doing a ghibli group!!#i wish i had a different ghibli cosplay just bc i've done totoro so much but i do love totoro and she's easy and comfy so that'll be nice #sorry shutting up now i need to go to bed i have WORK TOMORROW #cries #i should start taking off the whole week of convention lol #(no i shouldn't i should just get back in the habit of getting my cosplays done early and not con crunching -.-)

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piracytheorist · 11 months

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someone: how angsty do you want your identity reveal scenario to be?

me: so what if right after Anya's powers are revealed Twilight asks her why she tricked him into adopting her, if she was put into it by someone else in order to expose him, and Anya tries to tell him she wanted to help and he asks why would you want to help me and she's like "because you want a peaceful world where children don't cry" and he nearly has a flashback triggered by that and she runs and hugs his legs saying she wants to help and be good and Twilight just. Pushes her away. Gently and without physically hurting her but emotionally it's a massacre. And he sees her devastated face because of his rejection and realizes he has now caused her the pain he never wanted to see on another child's face, and he thanks whatever lucky stars he doesn't deserve that Yor is there because he cannot process anything else and just leaves out the door, leaving Anya to bawl in Yor's arms :)

#he would eventually drag his ass back home #but Yor would be so outraged she would slap him so hard his jaw would nearly dislocate #and look look I have an entire story planned for this #like Yor stays with Anya all day because she wouldn't stop crying #they call Yor for an assignment and she has to say no #cause she cannot leave Anya even with a babysitter at the state she's in #and then the Shopkeeper is pissed and orders one of his assassins to poison Anya #and she ends up in the hospital #Yor and Loid find out who poisoned her and Loid goes to kill the ppl responsible #but it was a TRAP! Shopkeeper captures him and orders Yor to kill him #but Yor kills Shopkeeper instead!! less for Loid's sake and more because of what he did to Anya #they cover it all up and they go back to the hospital #Loid has a breakdown and cries next to an unconscious Anya telling her how sorry he is about what he did to her #and that it's his fault that she was poisoned #she wakes up and he apologizes again and says he'll understand if she's mad #but she just hugs him and for the first time HE HUGS HER BACK and they're both crying #and eventually he falls asleep next to her on her hospital bed #Yor finds them sleeping like that and decides to give him another cautious chance #Spy x Family #sxf plot bunny #I can't wait for this to actually happen and for me to learn about it in seven years when it'll happen in the anime *clown emoji*

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significant-ace-nnoyance · 5 months

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HOLD FAST MOM???????????

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soliloquent-stark · 2 months

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y'all it's my sweetheart's birthday today 🥹💗

#and she's currently sleeping next to me in my childhood bed in my childhood home in my country that i haven't been in three years #for... reasons #conveniently the same room i was in when we first texted each other a decade ago and #same room we slept in after she spent the money she earned working two jobs as a teenager and travelling for over 24h to come meet me #the same room i came out to my mum in #the same room we fell in love many lifetimes ago #the same room i studied in and cried in and fought with my mum in and hid from my parents in and now it's #sweet memories rewriting all the ugly #trying to make sense of my childhood again and fix the broken cracks and she's here for me though it all #and she's the best person in the whole world and it's a privilege for anyone to be her friend but to feel the depths of her love like i do?#it's like being under the warm sun every single day #except the sun is an insanely gorgeous hilarious selfless and intelligent woman #and she chose me 🥹#whinysteve the resilient woman you are. tumblr would not handle your life story #but they're extremely lucky to have you on here ❤️

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wifegideonnav · 6 months

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tbh when mitski said “you’re my best friend/now i’ve no one to tell/how i lost my best friend”

#my freshman year of college my best friend and I were both a wreck #and on opposite sides of the country #during winter break I made the decision to share certain information with their parents bc I was actively concerned for their safety #they were deeply upset about me betraying their trust like that and asked for a break in our friendship #(a few months later (which happened to be early March 2020. lol) they did shrooms and realized they wanted to talk to me again lmao)#(so we talked and cried and now we’re still best friends almost 4 years later)#and my birthday is in january so it fell right in the middle of the period we weren’t talking #and my friends at school actually put together a really lovely party and it remains to this day the best bday party ive had #(most of my bdays have been sad and shitty lol)#but i just remember being drunk in my friends dorm room with my friends all around me #it was the end of the night people were just kinda chatting in little groups or whatever #and i was lying on my friends bed just miserable bc all I could think about was how my best friend was supposed to be there too #bc my parents were going to fly them out for the weekend as a present #and obviously that just got dropped #and id been talking to my friends about it kind of but all I wanted was my actual best friend #I left them a very embarrassing drunk voicemail that THANK GOD they deleted without listening to #but it’s just. the quiet agony of being angry and sad and hurt because your person doesn’t want to be ur person anymore #and still wanting to talk to them about it. still needing them to comfort you and give you their advice and insights #i don’t want to talk to anyone else about it. they’re not you.#sigh. anyway. ive actually lost several close friends for various reasons ranging from reasonable to bullshit #and it always blindsides me how much I want to talk to THEM about it #so thanks mitski for expressing that so artfully #op

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buckttommy · 8 months

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married firstprince au set 10ish years in the future where alex is a victim of an assassination attempt while him and henry are apart and the absolutely heartstopping, bone crushing fear when henry gets the call........ bonus points if they were in the middle of a fight at the time............. hold on. i'm throwing up on myself....

#GOD. Everyone shut up okay just shut up #Henry just doing his thing minding his business #fighting the everlooming stress of the fact that it's been six days since he's seen his husband #and the last time he saw him they were hurling biting words and insults at each other #(something they agreed to never do since they got married)#and he's already not sleeping because he can't sleep without Alex #so he's a bit miserable.#But then Shaan comes to him one morning and he KNOWS #The minute he looks at his face he feels his heart fucking drop down to his stomach #and he's just like 'tell me he's not dead. tell me'#and Shaan is like 'he's not but it's bad. We need to go'#So the whole flight Henry's just sat there torturing himself over every horrible word he's ever said to ALEX #of all people. It's stupid. The whole fight was stupid and none of it matters because the love of his life might be fucking #dead by the time he gets to the hospital. Anyways. Alex is in surgery again when he gets there #and he has to wait another EIGHT hours just for a doctor to come out and tell him Alex is fine it was touch and go for a minute there #but he really doesn't hear anything beyond 'Alex is fine.'#Anyways when Henry sees his husband he crawls into bed beside him (careful not to hurt him of course) and just holds him #(and cries softly because he's just had the worst twenty-four hours of his life)#and he's still holding him when Alex wakes up and the first words out of his mouth are 'hey baby' and that's when Henry really loses it #Alex drifts back off to sleep (not without mumbling a sleepy apology and an I love you)#but when he wakes up #they talk and Alex is just like 'I was so fucking scared I would hurt you the way your dad did' and Henry is like #'what do you mean sweetheart?' and Alex is like 'i don't want you to know the pain of losing me i don't want to do that to you'#which nearly sends them BOTH over the edge and it's all very tender and sweet.#Anyways then they make out and fall asleep together in the hospital bed #and it's the best sleep Henry has had in days.#the end #future wips #fandom: rwrb

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katanaski · 2 months

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Please please never never cheat on someone, it's almost a year since it happened to me and it still hurts me everyday...just be nice man

#i love him but...#i cried myself to sleep in our bed while he would spent the night with his new love within the same week it all ended #i am broken #but hopefully soon I'll be good...#it has been hurting a lot these days #I'm ok

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iloveyoumorethansoup · 1 month

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Having near anxiety attack levels of dread and anxiety in your childhood home because of shitty things that happened last summer is crazy (I am not thriving)

#I thought I was having an ocd episode #nah. I think my mental health has just hit different lows #drove past my old job and had this wave of anxiety pass over me and I thought it was cause it was a horrible job #went to get in the shower that I’ve only used last summer (broke for many years) and almost had to use my parents shower it was so bad #a whole ass main street I drive down #my bed #until I realized those were all the main places I spent last summer sobbing in constantly trying to hold it together #I have never cried like I did day in and day out to my work friends and crying in the shower praying for a text #in the bed that all of the sudden was too big #down the street that I drove up and down twice a day sobbing to the point where I almost had to pull over because it was the only alone time #I am having some sort of something #the only way I’ve avoided it is staying extremely busy #I’m glad I’m not staying the summer here. I don’t think I could experience this all summer #no wonder why I was dreading this visit more than others. my body was remembering grief I have done my utmost to repress and deal with #soup talks #so if anyone has like. ideas on a solution I’d love one

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daddy-long-legssss · 5 months

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FINISHED THIS FIC. I'M NOT OKAY.

#i've been rotting in bed all day #and binged this fucking fic #and i cried #i don't think i've ever cried at fic before #i mean im finishing my period so im really emo rn #but oh my godddddddddddddddddddddd #THIS WAS SO FUCKING GOOD #people are so insanely talented #the character banter was freaking hilarious #the characterization was incredible #the heartbreak the anguish the LOVE my heart couldn't TAKE IT #thank god for fic man #what would i do without it #milex fanfiction

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milf-harrington · 11 months

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where im at mentally these days: my mum hugged me and said im doing a good job and i burst into tears <3

#i mean it was a little more fleshed out than that #i asked for a hug and she asked if i was okay and i didnt say anything so she said something about me feeling like #untethered. just kind of floating through life. and i said yeah. and she told me im doing a good job like. getting through the day basically #and i cried about it because i dont even know why its so hard #and i feel so shitty all the time because i just feel like a shit person like i dont try hard enough with my nephew #and hes so little and so smart and im so awful and every day im worried hes going to stop liking me bc im still learning how to be. gentle.#because i grew up with yelling and a locked pantry and an older sister who had to raise me #so i dont know how to not yell and not escape into my own world when i cant be bothered #and i have really good days and really terrible days and hes not a Job hes my nephew and i want to treat him like my nephew #and it feels so selfish to say im tired and that its hard and stressful and i dont know what im doing #bc my sister has to do it too and she doesnt get breaks like i do #she doesnt get to just decide to leave for the night - and i mean i dont do that but i have the option #and everyone keeps. like. telling me im doing good and im helpful and my sister especially tells me often shes grateful for me #and it makes me feel Awful bc i feel like i dont do enough and that the stuff i DO isnt good enough and just argh #anyway #vent over i need to go to bed its 1am and i have to get up in 5 hours #captain speaks

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knightinink · 1 year

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Okay I’m all for the “Pip doesn’t have a family in America” trope all the time, as well as the abusive foster family/orphanage Pip.

But y’know what I’m recently coming to absolutely love?

Positive, loving, nurturing adoptive family Pip. Like, yeah, I am gonna put that little guy through tough situations, he does suffer, but what if I want him to just have a happy family? Nothing bad happens to them? I think it’s a topic that should be explored more.

Like, what if this couple adopted him?

I just think a good domestic home life is really sweet & I want him to have it

Like, LOOK AT THIS ART

#like he can have a room that’s all his own. have his own bed to sleep & be warm & comfy in #food always on the table #parents that will listen to him & give him more than the time of day & love him unconditionally #he can be woken from nightmares & call for mummy & she’ll comfort him & sing him back to sleep #gently running her fingers across his forehead to calm him further #a father who he practices archery with #AND THEY GO CAROLING TOGETHER EVERY HOLIDAY #& Pip not trusting them at first. just waiting for the shoe to drop & being sent back to the orphanage AGAIN.#he doesn’t open up much & calls them by their first names for a while #but eventually he realizes that they aren’t going to abandon him & he just breaks down & cries #completely in gratitude that someone finally loves him #& also dealing with when he falls ill for the first time & them having to treat someone with a MUCH weaker immune system than their used to #that is a close bonding moment for them #I could go ON about this omg #pip pirrup #south park

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1ovestay · 9 months

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LMFAO

#no way the first message i got on my bday was about han jisung i can’t stop giggling #to be fair they’re in a completely different timezone it’s not even my bday there yet #and they were distracted starting work lol #anyway i just cried a little bit because i realised next birthday i get to actually spend it with them #for the first time!!! in the.. well it’ll be 6 years then that we’ve been together #crazy!!! i can’t wait <3 #this was too funny not to post but now i’m gonna go to bed.. maybe #it’s getting late n i worked all day so i’m pretty tired i’ll put on a wuzu clay video n probably knock out instantly #p

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nembzz · 17 days

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This day has been so fucking long

#my toilet isn't working right #i had to make two phone calls for it (it will hopefully be fixed on Monday)#for some reason almost started to cry because of the phone calls #then almost started to cry because it was too hot (20 degrees Celsius‚ so like not actually that hot)#realized that those were pathetic reasons to almost cry so then i cried about that #started my period‚ realized what all the crying was about also realized that this is the worst possible timing to have my period #started having bad cramps and realized i had taken my last pain meds earlier that week and the pharmacy is closed for the day #kinda want to go to bed just to end this stupid day but with the air cooling this is the first time i am a comfortable temperature today f

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martinmynster · 1 month

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i'm devastated i thought the spirealm had 78 episodes i thought it'd be with me for a couple weeks more what do you mean i'm watching the condensed 38 ep version and i'm almost at the end if i knew this i would've done things so differently

#i wouldn't have gone to bed at 6am drained from all the tears i cried i would've taken the time to mourn #now i'm gonna have to mourn again the end of the show within the same day ?? kill me

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