#EMS Endo

[whatermelown]

♪ Make me thrill as only you know how

Sway me smooth, sway me now ♪

I FINALLY FINISHED IT! HAVE MY 'TOOK ME LONGER THAN IT SHOULD' REDRAW TWIYOR VDAY ILLUS! HAPPY VALENTINES DAY GUYS ;W; 💌🤍🎀🍫💐

GOSH THE STORY BEHIND THIS FANART ISTG

so this is a redraw of my shipebrero back in 2022 for loiyorrr and it got a lot of notes so I promised to myself to redraw it! BUT THEN ART BLOCK AND COUNTLESS RESPONSIBILITIES LEADING ME TO RUIN GRRR- So I tried to redraw... THEN MY LAPTOP LOST ALL ITS FILES!?!??!?!?! FROM ACADS, PERSONAL FILES......AND W I Ps

i cried so much y'all have no idea HJDSKFHJKDSHFJK

BUT I HAD A SLIVER OF HOPE! I ACTUALLY INCLUDED THE WIP IN MY PORTFOLIO FOR COLLEGE ADMISSION! (yes i included a very intense ship work in progress fanart to apply for my education what of it hsjfhds) SO IT WAS STILL IN CANVA, the bad news tho I only used the screenshot because the file was too big so the pic was bad quality huhu... so I went to "make ur png more hd" websites so that's probably why the 2nd pic would look kinda ai generated (vomits)

so it all started from there! I repainted the whole thing with the foundation I've redrawn and I hope the lessons I got from being a Fine Arts freshman rn paid off HAHAHA

ANYWAY HERE THEY ARE SIDE BY SIDE AND THANK YOU FOR GETTING THIS FAR IN READING?!??!!?!??! UMMM HERES A CHOCOLATE BAR (。・∀・)ノ*★,°*:.☆🍫:*.°★* 。

HAPPY HEARTS DAY EVERYONE!!! MWAH!

[clay-pidgeon]

no games are really singleplayer if youre plural. “solitaire” not for me!

[draltoclefnt]

A poorly drawn thang that I did at skool

[delphientropy]

disclaimer. even if you cross out my username, i do not give you consent to post me and call me cringe. this is against the TOS of tumblr and reddit, and can get you banned. also, its fucking disgusting to post traumatized people on there, especially minors. we are coping healthily and if we find that you posted us on there, we will send you a pissed off comment and we will report you. fakeclaimers fuck the hell off.

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not only are we fictive heavy because of our maladaptive daydreaming, ADHD, and autism, but also because (our dad even confirmed it) for the *longest* time, fantasy and media was something we has such a clutch on.

there was so much going on in my early life, that like. fiction became such a heavy coping mechanism. my dad said i would get lost for hours. most of my memories of playing pretend it was always warrior cats or school but with dogs or dragons.

our hyperfixations are almost always lifelong and never truely go away (weve been hyperfixated on fnaf since we were like... 6....) like. being neurodivergent and traumatized in my life made me always stressed and obsessed with escaping to fantasies. fantasy has been a lifelong coping mechanism to us. so to us it just wouldnt make sense if most of us were brainmade. yyyknow?

[fictive-culture]

fictive culture is not knowing how to deal with the fact that the person who created you is a bad person

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[reefsuserboxes]

dsmp fictive userboxes :]

["This user is a DSMP fictive"]

[sundazeing]

Sunday from Honkai Star Rail NPT

Names-

Sunday , Daze , Angel , Sera , Sero , Halo , Dove , Faollan , Weiss , Silver , Grey , Luci , Asmo , Sun/Sunny , Light , Haven , Harmony , Melo , Song , Spoken , Oak

Pronouns-

hx/hxm , shx/hxr , wing/wings , ey/eyes , watch/watches , grace/graces , si/sir , halo/halos , angel/angels , fal/falls , tear/tears , lis/listens , er/ers

Titles-

*** of Silver and Gold , *** Who observes , The One who is Always Aware , *** Who has a silver tounge , One with Tears of Gold , The Follower of Harmony , The One who has Fallen , The Leader of Many , The Revered

f2u w/o credit

Req by anon

[theetherealsystem]

host: sigh i wish i could meet my comfort characters in real life :(

*gains fictives of comfort characters*

host: wait no not like that

[nyahkmenrah]

Ok I pull up

With my jackals big enough to squash you if you make me cry. DONT TEST ME /J

Wow I actually did more drawings! Look at me being productive

[acemotes]

Pronouns Wordmojis 4 (Popular Neos)

Emojis of pronoun sets!

xe/xem was requested by @vandalizeyourtown!!

I take requests of any pronoun, including neos, xenos and/or emoji pronouns :)

He & She Wordmojis They & It Wordmojis Any/All Wordmojis They/It Wordmoji (Alt Color) Lu, No, Wrong & Hoarder Wordmojis Xe, Xeir & Heb Wordmojis

Requests open!!

[whatermelown]

Matching TwiYor PFP commissioned for my WOWZA friend @ 2mmix_ over at twt <33

god i love spy x fam it's driving me insane...

current chapters make me sob as i pick the bg music as i read it (play as the world caves in)

i need henry x martha fics if you know some pls recommend ;w; i.....b e g u

UGH I LOVE THEM SM TT <33

color palette insp by my fav official art of em i just love color theory huhu

[protectingtulpas]

[PT: Hey tulpas! How far back do your personal (first person!) memories from your creation process go? ]

[bunnyandcoffeeposts]

Things are are NOT "selfish"

Taking a day off when you need to

Saying "No" to plans when you aren't well enough to go

Having a Do Nothing Day

Pampering yourself once in a while

Caring for yourself

Getting yourself a yummy treat

Doing something to prep for your future self

And a LOT of other things you probably consider "selfish"

I took a day off from work because I overexerted myself by doing something to help others. Just because I'm not helping someone else in this moment, that doesn't make me selfish. It means I'm helping myself, and I'm a someone!

You don't need any reason other than "it would make me feel better" to practice self care ♥ but if it makes it a bit easier to allow yourself some self care, you can help other's much better when you're at your best self! I hope everyone does something just a little "selfish" today ;]

[protector-culture-is]

Protector culture is getting in an argument with another headmate about a family member

(I dislike them and distrust them because of an incident a few years back that our primary fronter still hasn't fully recovered from. Not like, anything bad, but still something that made our primary fronter uncomfortable around them/unsure how to act around them. But our primary fronter still likes them and doesn't want me to be so protective when we're around this person.)

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[fictive-culture]

fictive culture is introjecting the world of Minecraft like sentient manifestation of the world of Minecraft like a mother earth situation and them being completely incomprehensible to speak to or look at for too long

[the-hydra-sys]

*cracks knuckles*

Time to clear out our inbo-

Tales from sysblr: 30 new asks!

Tales from systok: 12 new asks!

Tales from syscord: 80 new asks!

Hydra creates: 5 new asks!

Demonized info dumps: 60 new asks!

Ask sysblr: 10 new asks!

Proceeds to Not Do That

[Proceeds to Not Do That]