911 character studies ✯ Eddie Diaz
I spent my whole life trying not to be like you. All these years I, uh, I tried to...set a good example for you. Maybe...maybe it was the wrong one, I don't know. But I never understood why you were so angry with me. I—I...why it always felt like you were punishing me. Think I was punishing myself more. But I'm tired of being that guy. I'm going to be better. For Christopher. Mm. For myself.
[Image description: 8 gifs of Eddie Diaz from 9-1-1. Gif 1: Eddie struggles not to cry as he tells Buck how he pulled four people out of the helicopter crash in Afghanistan, but he didn’t save them. Gif 2: A close up of Eddie’s bloody hand shakily holding his St. Christopher medal up. Gif 3: A full length shot of Eddie as he faces away from the camera, slowly turning to face Buck off camera. Gif 4: Eddie walks in slow motion and pulls his firefighter’s helmet off after the dispatch fire. Gif 5: After Christopher tells Eddie he could be dead next year, Eddie looks up slowly, stricken. Gif 6: A close up of the note that Shannon wrote to Eddie when she left. The outside has his name written on it. The inside says, I need some time too. Gif 7: Eddie lies on the road, his head resting in a pool of his own blood as he reaches forward slowly, after being shot. Gif 8: The camera pans around Eddie, framed in bright orange-yellow light, as he holds his arms up in victory after winning a fight. /end ID.]
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I don't remember falling in love with you, but I do remember the day I knew I loved you because all I cared about was your happiness, well being, and safety. I cared about your days no matter if they were boring, exciting, sad, difficult, or quiet. I don't remember falling in love with you, but I do remember waking up being grateful for you. I remember walks at the park at night fearing about losing you and mourning the day we are no longer a part of each other's life.
I don't remember how we met, although we did meet here, but I don't remember who messaged who first, or how we started to involve each other in our lives, but I am super duper thankful we did.
I don't remember falling in love with you, and I don't know how many tomorrows I have left, but I am filled with gratitude to have been able to experience todays with you.
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new oc along with a whole new story dropping hehe
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i know my pain is such an imposition!!!
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Indigo pink also yellow
And purple but that doesn't need to be said
its the mental illness 😔
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last day bein a brunette …
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For those not in the know, this is one of the Amanita mushrooms referred to as a Destroying Angel. Never, ever, ever, ever forage with an app. Especially for mushrooms.
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nasa: we're going to shoot three rockets directly at the sun during the total eclipse. for study and research purposes.
me: oh cool
nasa: we have named the rockets apep. this stands for atmospheric perturbations [in the] eclipse path.
me: oh cool
nasa: apep is also the ancient egyptian deity of chaos and darkness, who ceaselessly seeks to extinguish the sun. we launch these rockets directly at the sun in the name of apep.
me: oh... cool?
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