#Felt like doodling my sona a bit.

[snailsrneat]

The snail is watching. It's always watching.

[attleboy]

okay so it's been a bit... sorry about that??? ^-^; here's a quick doodle dump to make up for it with a brief (for me) explanation of where i've been at the end <3

some things that were meant as ask responses but i never felt like posting

scattered bits from a lore headcanon comic i have no plans of finishing... set when jax first joined and ragatha was still new, before shit happens (queenie abstracts) and things got worse for them...

idk i like thinking about the possibilities and i like it when characters start out hopeful and get it beaten out of them so i'm giving jax and ragatha that treatment in my head :)

here's the "behind the scenes" stuff i mentioned in the second of my raggedy ann tadc crossover posts

and here's me giving pomni varying levels of a hard time

old aggie board stuff

one of my first ragatha and pomni drawings on the left (nov 2023) and a lil redraw on the right.... (mar 2024) pls... don't mind my old ragatha design i didn't know what i was doing

and for those who like my sona, doodles inspired by the mafia roleplay/au(?) that's been around... not actually part of it, but i was part of a mafia roleplay myself back in 2020 so idk, consider it an acknowledgement of my roots :D

OKAY so where i've been... well at first it was a normal break, but then i figured i'd extend it until finals were over so i wouldn't get distracted! probably should've given some warning but ehhh i got busy fast and getting to go off grid for a bit was relaxing :)

anyway i'm all done so i'm back more or less??? still fatigued from studying for weeks straight so idk when i'll pick up the pen again but that'll be soon i hope... and bc i drafted this before it was posted YES i've seen the episode 2 trailer!!! very cool i'm very excited!! gonna try and get ep 2 hype art out before it drops!! :D

[ashwii]

Masterpost WEEEE ₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊

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My "rottmnt celestial au" is an au where the turtles are portrayed as different celestial bodies. Leo embodies the stars, Donnie embodies the moon, Raph embodies the sun, and Mikey embodies the comets. No real lore here, mostly just fun shenanigans!

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This is Night Time, my rottmnt sona! He was made in early 2023 when rottmnt sonas were everywhere XD He's heavily based off of my celestial au turtles — Star!Leo, in particular, felt to me like he was more or less already my rottmnt sona. However, it felt strange to make an "au Leo" my sona, so I tweaked him some. Night is the embodiment of night sky and all of the celestial bodies, not just the stars. He also has his own and unique personality, and his own way of thinking (as opposed to Star!Leo, who's just regular Leo with a star theme). Night is generally pretty quiet and collected. He has the vibes of an older, formal man. He enjoys his solitude and he is not a fan of talking to other people — he enjoys being alone with his night sky. However, when he's in the presence of others... he's a bit more of a prick and an asshole XD. He's very much and introvert and has a low tolerance for bs.

idiot son by @viverrz

But you know... he can be a softie to others at times -w-

other idiot son by @daedelweiss

TMNT: Splattered Neon

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Music and composition by @jokingmaiden

TMNT:SN is my own tmnt version :D I made my own designs for the boys and for the rest of the main cast, along with some other characters that are coming out soon :D If I'm being honest however, I still don't have a solid enough of a plot-line that can be put into a synopsis. I do however have a lot of bits and info about where I want everything to kinda go and what I want to do, and all of that information can be found in "tmnt:snINFO."

[loupy-mongoose]

As tends to happen when I’m in an art funk, I’ve stockpiled a few sketch sheets.

First up, a little Momo love!

These ones are based on a plushie I got for Christmas. I want to reverse engineer its pattern someday, because I ADORE its proportions!

(The bottom right two are just freehands, not based on the plushie.)

And then just some “whatever my hands felt like doing” doodles.

And… a character that I’ve been trying to iron out for a bit now… she’ll be relevant to the story at some point, but I’ve been enjoying drawing her and finally getting a solid idea of what I want her to be.

But since she’s relevant to the future, I’ll put her stuff under a read more, for those who would rather wait until she’s officially introduced.

This character is named Jamie, and is very near and dear to my heart. She’s not only an old OC of mine, but she—with help from a Gardevoir— is basically the one who got me out of a human drawing phobia many years ago. (So you can thank her for me being bold enough to share today, lol.) She started out as a trainer-sona, but quickly became a character all her own, very different from me as a person.

Anyway, first for her, some gesture things and mood drawings.

Some hairdo practice

(I default to making parts either in the middle or on the left, hence the blurb in there, lol.)

And some fun I had with her Crobat, partially inspired by a comment from @penumbramewtwos

(I forgot her scars there, but it kinda works because I feel like this would happen before she got them. X3)

And finally, the part where I really felt like I was getting somewhere with her, aka some clothing testing.

I’ve been wanting to hold off revealing her until she comes into the story, but I really like how these all turned out, and I don’t know when I’ll be ready to move the story along. On top of that, her reveal really wouldn't have any special impact to most of you, since you don't know her. (Aside from a select few.)

So I thought I’d give in and share her with you all. Plus that frees me up to share more doodles of her if I so choose.

I hope you enjoy! ^v^

[kekeartzworld]

Discord Whiteboard

Fucked around with the Discord whiteboard thing with my bf and my good friend cottonfluffaestheticbunbun last night

Close ups cuz shit quality

My human Uzi design (my friend’s said she looked like a bad gorl lmao)

Tesscyn doodle that my friend had wrote “Glados human bot” above

I’ve said I’d eventually do human Doll and here she is albeit being a whiteboard doodle

Doodled human Lizzy as well since I felt like it

Finally I doodled Karlie cuz yes

Human N but rizz (this was done by my friend, additionally the bunny girl is her oc)

Then she doodled some random design for her sona character Fluff

She’s also done this Angel doodle with her sona in the background looking annoyed (and yeah, she is a bit of an Angel simp)

Then she’s decided to doodle Karlie herself

There were a couple more things but they’re both pretty stupid so I’ll just simply reblog this post with the last two screenshots I taken from when we done this last night

[b0ne-marrow]

Doodle of my sona Minnow as an Octoling Elite! Been tinkering with the idea for a while but side order really made me think about it and want to doodle it!

More info (some just kinda info on Minnow):

First off I want to mention that the farthest left drawing is a trace of a screenshot from Side order! The bottom right is also a trace but from the octoling octo form model it's self

They were trained a bit by Marina and met her and Acht but like. That's about it in terms of their interactions.

All octolings have 4 tentacles (except Acht actually. either way I can't believe i didn't notice this until now) Being an Inkling/Octoling mix they have more, so they tied up their other ones to not stand out.

They met Callie when she was brainwashed and they were besties for the longest time, only starting to feel well. feelings for her after going to the surface.

Speaking of the surface, They didn't go at first even though they could because they felt like they'd be betraying the Octarians. Eventually they wanted a better life so they caved and moved, though she is still very connected to the octarians and DJ Octavio.

I also very much subscribe to the "Octavio is like the communal dad of all the octarians" HC So they'd very much not wanna leave him either But I'd like to think they'd be very active in trying to help other octarians getting up to the surface though too!

[sh4tt3rg1rl]

TAOCC IS AMAZING, and boy has it changed since I first showed up

Aka: Elsie gets really sentimental for once

I’m gonna be honest, this is not the community I expected to end up in on this site. I joined Tumblr about October 29th and expected to end up as maaaaaybe a minor artist. At best. At the time TADC was just “that glitch thing that was blowing up that I thought was pretty good” and I was much more into murder drones anyways.

…Holy crabs, looking back on that…I had no idea what I was gonna end up getting into lol

I randomly followed the @/ragatha1 ask blog at one point, kind of confused as to what an ask blog was but hey, why not? That’s how I found Soup’s gangle blog and boy did things go off the rails. I was…so confused, I showed up smack dab in the middle of the Tiger insanity with no idea who any of these characters or people were. At that point iirc, “TAOCC” wasn’t even the name for the whole thing yet. I made Easton and was like “okay I’ll just have this goofy guy who likes sandwiches, no angst here, maybe he’ll make some friends, I really hope everyone likes him!”

BOY WAS I IN FOR A SURPRISE

I joined my first ever magma at that point as well! And I vividly remember being really confused but just doodling my sona in the corner and then people were like

“Uhhhh who the frick is Elsewhere I like your art :D”

and I was like

“Um

you what”

and thus I joined magma…a lot. Lol. That’s how I got to know soup and you (Xeya) and a few others. I felt so…weirdly new. Like impostor syndrome was in full force. That feeling hasn’t…really ever gone away, tbh.

And since then I’ve figured myself out mostly with only a few embarrassments to my name. I’m really grateful for the people I’ve made friends with, especially Fei, Star, Soup, and Xeya, as well as Kumo and Candy mods. You guys have been lovely to me, and I don’t know how I ever came to deserve that. It’s been rough at times, and I had to/still have to figure out boundaries and how to be assertive basically from scratch. This website still hurts me sometimes, and I accept that I’m a bit odd in some respects. But overall, people have respected that here much more than they do in my actual life. People have respected me here more than they tend to in real life. Before this I could share my writing and art with one person. One. I would go stir-crazy because I would make art and writing and never get to show anyone, which meant I just…spent like an entire year not doing anything. It sucked. And now I will just,..make art and characters for the funsies, and not get scolded for it. I can write incredibly florid descriptions and scenes about stuff like a freaking TOWN’S DESCRIPTION, and people will like it and tell me I’m good at this. I honestly might consider becoming a writer now when I become an adult. I learned that I can be shamelessly self indulgent when writing and people will enjoy it lol. Thank you guys for dealing with that btw lol. I will just MAKE CHARACTERS FOR PEOPLE FOR THE FUNSIES, a willingness I thought I’d all but lost. Like, I saw a 3d printer in my chem class two days ago and went “hmmm yunno what I could give a character in TAOCC a 3d printer for a head and that’d be so cool! Yunno, maybe Xeya would like it if I made that for her.” AND HERE WE ARE I’M CURRENTLY MAKING YOU A CHARACTER WITH A 3D PRINTER FOR A HEAD.

Also, you guys have no idea how grateful I am that you go along with my giant overarching plotlines. Like, my first test of the idea was Dusk’s domain and Sun’s trip to see Northeast, and then I was confident enough that people would care that I made the entire Lull/dungeon thing. The dungeon has been my magnum opus of writing, I put more work into that than almost anything else I’ve ever written. And people actually…respected that. I’m terrible at writing fight scenes, and yet I carried a fight scene for multiple hours with like…20 characters! I DIDN’T THINK I COULD HAVE TWO CHARACTERS FIGHT AND MAKE IT WORK AT ALL! OH MY LANDS I HAVE ACTUAL SELF CONFIDENCE NOW!! AAAAAAAAA-

anyways, that aside lol

it’s been wonderful, really. I feel like the pros far outweigh the cons for me, and the cons for me can be mitigated anyways entirely on my side of things lol. I came to this site looking for a community of people who would appreciate me, stupid flaws, autism, anxiety, writing and all. And I think I got that. And I want to find more, I want to keep going beyond this little bubble, but I want to always come back to this little circle of people. I don’t care how many rps or writing messes I end up in, TAOCC is always going to have a special place in my heart, flaws and all. It’s helped me get through some serious mess in my life, and being excited to come home to whatever insanity these lil guys are up to today makes me happy like almost nothing else.

From the bottom of my heart, thank you.

Thank you for letting this odd moth in, I hope I’ve earned it.

HELL YEAH YOUVE EARNED IT!!!

You've been literally one of the kindest people I've met on the site. One of the most talented too! I've never seen someone write like you and. Honestly. Genuinely. I look up to you in quite a few aspects.

You're funny, kind, caring, skilled, and a great person overall. and im SO FUCKING GLAD YOURE MY FRIEND EEEEE HUGS SPINS YOUUUU

... (kicks feet) and I heard something about a 3d printer head oc youre making for me.... (teary eyed) (/pos) (me when people do things for me. i love yall. sm. love you elsie sm sM SM SM SM SM!!!)

[brumpojumpo]

Recently I've been in kind of a slump, not really being able to do a lot even though I could do it all easy a few days ago. Not to make it a huge vent post, I'll just shorten it down to I've felt like I've been losing friends. I have huge social anxiety and general trouble with talking to most people. So, maybe to remind myself or whatever reason, I doodled a few friends to remind myself of what I do have, and to show how much I appreciate them. I probably won't post this outside of tumblr, but I may print it and put it on my corkboard in the morning. A lot of people here I wanna know a lot more, and there's a lot of people I wanna meet! So always feel free to talk to me (if you want , that is)

If you're not on here I either forgot and didn't wanna keep working on this because it's 4am , or idk your sona. I may update this a bit before I print it

In summary, my friends are awesome. I love you guys. Im sorry if I've done anything to ever upset you, I'm just fucking crazy and can't express my emotions right sometimes.

[frostbite-the-bat]

doodled some feelings on a bleed thru sketchbook page (text in alt text)

Congrats to Kalvin Garrah to successfully traumatizing a whole generation of both nonbinary and transmasculine people (is both) cringe culture sucks fuck transmeds

Anyways ramble below

I had a few other times I got misgendered as "he" through my sona art, because they were more masculine and ambiguous on purpose before I accepted I'm trans

I use the word accept because I fought it for a long time, and I was scared of suddenly changing my pronouns and stuff even while most of my friends at the time were literally furry trans girls - one day I bit the bullet and went by she/they and realized how unhappy feminine pronouns made me and so I just said OK Fuck You They Only. Then it evolved as we all know (Speaking of "it" I may throw that in my pronouns pile as well)

And honestly I'm proud now but it's a bit disheartening to look back at how much I suffered, due to the misinfo and queer/trans content I consumed. My feelings were basically undeniable but I kept lying to myself because I didn't want to be a "TRANNY TRENDER" because the YTbers who were cringe culture transmedicalists said so. Kid me and other people around me did NOT have to go through that and man I'm sorry to everyone who went through that if you questioned your gender identity around like 2016-2018

I kinda always knew I was queer and a flavor of aroace so I engaged with queer content online but as we all know that was the time any queer person was bullied and other queer people kept telling each other what the RIGHT WAY TO BE QUEER was oh are you fat are you afab did you dye your hair YOU TRANSTRENDER TUMBLRINA!! ugh it was so stupid but it harmed so many. Shit sucked back then

I remember I'd be crying during P.E. classes (majorly gendered, girls and boys were seperate) in the bathrooms because I just felt so wrong but I knew I can't be trans because to me at the time the only way to be trans was to be MAN TO WOMAN and WOMAN TO MAN only and I did have some dysphoria especially chest dysphoria hell I still experience that but I didn't have bottom dysphoria or voice dysphoria which people kept saying was NECESSARY and like. In the middle or nonbinary or other wasn't an option because THAT'S WHAT THE LIARS ARE!!

And just. Struggling to understand my feelings because I was so unhappy and I believed I myself was somehow convinced by THOSE TRENDERS to feel this way and that no I can't be this and AAHH. like. I know better now I grew up I'm literally a gendered little freak entity but. I don't know it's just so sad that me or anybody had to feel that way yknow??

So it's sweet to think about the times I did enjoy some Transgenderism without beating myself up over it much. Well, I would go at myself like "HEY WHY DID I LIKE BEING CALLED THAT" but I wouldn't be gripping my head crying over it yelling "WHAT THE FUCK AM I" over it yknow?

Another time was when I was going home from school and some boy behind me called out to me as he possibly mistook me for someone else - in a masculine way in Czech. Despite my long ass hair which is FOR GIRLS ONLAY (seriously anywhere I go I have the longest hair it goes up to my ass I'm very sensitive about cutting it. I both want to but also UGH LONG HAIR SWAG.)

And I turn around like huh? And the boy goes OHH SORRY you're a girl. And I go oh it's okay heehee

And I walk off like HEE HEE HEE HEHEHEE :33 :DDD ✨✨✨✨✨✨waigth why did I like being misgendered as a guy hold up

And just looking back at the wholesome silly moments rather than the ouchies wowchies IS VERY NICE AND FUN and I get to pope fun at young me like YEA sure kid MX. IM NOT TRANSGENDER

[marzi-panic]

{{ A (slightly outdated and kind of edited) Post About my Personifications of my Left and Right Brain }}

October 2022

July 2023

This is going to be a bit of a repost of a thread I made on Twitter. lol

Yeah, okay, so… Here's Momo 🤍

=With and without her puffy pants=

Here's an impromptu (slightly outdated) post about why I spent a long time thinking about her back when I first made her. :o)

These two were more like beta versions of what I was going for before I made my logic and emotions personifications.

They are personifications of how I tend to see my Logic and Emotions. The Yin and Yang of my mental journey of being a complicated human being that's working through what I can.

I think because of my fondness for them, my subconscious wanted to still do something with the concept as a whole. That's where this version of my logic came into frame.

It was a vent that got the ball rolling for this thought process for sure. I'm really glad for it too. :o)

I guess as time went on, I noticed that I had a better time drawing with more cutesy designs. I felt E and L (the beta versions) weren't the full grasp of how I'd see my brain people. As that thought rolled, I actually had the feeling that something was missing..

And then I had this thought.

I've always had a hard time with expressing things. I have a history of people calling me overbearing or coming off too strong when I honestly thought I was just being nice. I guess I had a gremlin energy I hadn't known about.

Enter Momo.

So, with all of that coming to mind, my brain transformed E the hypersensitive cyclops to the mischievous, overtly "passionate" Momo. As well as the serious and collected L to the super introverted and curious Lala.

Yeah, they felt cool to me. Oh, and about that dominate stance that Momo's demonstrating here...

May it be strong emotions or just because she thinks it'll spook others, she's all about the different forms and shapes she can make. The only reason she's capable of this is because her sacrificing an eye to have a mouth. Lala was against this for obvious reasons, but Momo wanted to feel the words she had instead of thinking. She wanted to scream and laugh and more physically. However, their forms were only meant to have eyes and talk telepathically. The loss of an eye started corrupting her body and well..

She turned into the character she is today. The black parts that shift and change around on her body are Lala's pieces she put into Momo to keep her together. So far, she's okay. Lala hopes it doesn't get worse and painful, but as Momo likes to say "No pain, no gain."

And that's the gist of it! lol Thank you for reading this far! I had a lot of fun with this and I wanna draw Momo and Lala more as time goes on :o) I'm still thinking about them as time goes and I want to do more, but I'll see what the future holds lol Thank you again!

Also

🤍Fun Fact🖤

The gold accessories were created by Lala to make sure she had a handle on Momo. If the accessories were to ever be badly damaged or break, Momo would wreck absolute havoc with reckless abandon. The triangle motif was cute "friendship bands" trope.

🤍Misc. Pictures🖤

=Dimension Hoppers AU (Lala's Part in it so far)=

=How it feels to follow people=

=Halloweenie Doodles=

=New Truesona=

I bring this up as a sona because it's more fitting to how I feel.. It how I feel I'd represented if interacting with Lala and Momo. lol

But thank you for taking the time to read this post. I just wanted to gush a bit, haha. Have a good one! <3

[aqqleshiqqing-archive]

HELP I WOMT EVEN LIE. That cryptic form of my sona was only a little bit inspired by the f.nf minus mod😭😭 /nm /pos!! the huge inspo I rlly took from was midf.ight masses (I thought s.arv with her hair down looked so pretty I wanted to copy it)

Anyways here’s an old doodle page I did from like... a realllyyyy long time ago of said cryptic form👀

OHHHHHH THAT EXPLAINS SO MUCH OHHH!!!!!!!! NO WONDER, THE WHITE EYES AND ANGEL/DEMON STUFF FELT SO SA.RVENTE IT MAKES SENSE NOW

so you claimed this idea and called it cryptic form... AWESOME. AWESOME

especially that halo. it's literally your pfp it clicked to me only now omg... (are they the same?)

good shit that's so fun to hear, the sketch page slaps so hard btw I love it ...💚💚💚

[azelletown]

I checked out my favourite artist of all time on twitter a second ago and it reminded me of how i used to design so many characters for no reason at all just to forget about them a week later, a lot got deleted by i got files that are old and some more recent still around so here are some i still have ^^^^

It's crazy that I didn't know I was trans like years ago because all my sonas had those fuckass eyelash/eyeliner(???) things and large hoodies.

I had a moment where I drew my sona as a uuhhh aaaa a human woman????? GUH?!!!! but i stopped because i AM NOT ON HRT YET D:<<<<< and my own sona made me feel dysphoric and a bit scared because I WANT to look like that but also I have no clue what i'll look like in the future NOR want to set up big expectations for myself, i'm not a very fem fem i'll always be a pants, jacket & shredded converses alien creature

I stopped designing and doodling random characters because I kept getting mad at myself for not using them in more serious things like comics and not giving them fully details stories and identities, and like I KNOW that nobody cares, I'm well aware, it's fully a self happiness thing, like i don't feel like they are ever complete without some sort of from birth to death at 90 list of events and themes attached to them.

I think when I had that epiphany about a giraffe oc a while ago it was that repressed desire to just make them bitches that all came out as a long necked cowboy boots wearing demon (adorable yay!!) and you know what, I didn't WANT her to have any story to her, I just wanted her to exist, and i havent felt that way about a random character design in a long time and I think that's what I needed.

[keefwho]

July 24 - 2023 Monday

10:43 PM

Today I felt very bleh, like my head was empty. Might be due to the missed sleep the past couple days so I’ll be sure to get to bed on time tonight for real. 

For breakfast I had half a totino’s pizza, a pear cup, and a couple oreos. I spent my brief free time playing Neopets games. 

The stream went okay. My warmup kinda sucked because I’m trying to figure out a way to do sketches on my sketch sheet then finish those on a new canvas while still retaining the feeling that everything is real loose. For a little bit I was just finishing them as low res thumbnails on the sketch sheet itself but the point of the sheet is to be a collection of incomplete and experimental things. Having completed drawing in it does not sit right with me but taking a sketch and moving it to a new canvas makes it feel more important than it is. The point is to make a little doodle that turned out good enough to post, not a pre-planned successful kind of drawing. Im sure I’ll figure something out. I feel there is a lot I need to improve on with my process and how exactly I color including the actual brush settings. There will be lots of experimenting in my future. Also on stream we finally got to watch more episodes of Rugrats because we watched the movie that ties seasons together this weekend in Discord. We also watching Courage and I’m thinking we will watch 1 episode of each show a day. I only did half commission time today and spent a little more time finishing an emote commission I had. 

After stream I did my workout in it’s entirety despite how physically tired I felt. I really had to push through this one but that’s kind of the point isn’t it. I meant to clean up first but I forgot so I cleaned up after my shower. In the shower I was about to ask my friend straight up if I had permission to think about them while I took care of myself but I decided to do it to something else intentionally. I’ve briefly brought this up to them before. I think it’s given that sometimes we jerk off to each other without the other knowing. However I know how she feels about being sexualized and sometimes I can’t help but wonder if she would actually appreciate me thinking about her like that on my own time sometimes. It bothers me enough that I do think it would good to ask permission beforehand or have a brief discussion about it. This might be weird of me but I’m just listening to how I feel. I respect her tremendously and want to exercise expressing that. 

For lunch I was excited to make a hearty helping of Rice a Roni with lentils, meatballs, broccoli, green beans, and onions. It turned out okay as usual but I was hoping it came out better. It was still a solid meal. I invested more time into Neopets while it cooked. I’m enjoying some of the minigames. 

I feel I did a poor job on today’s request. The whole time I was thinking about how I want to make something I can be proud of but it just wasn’t coming together. It came out okayish but I wanted to do better. Next I spent an hour working on a TOTK pic of my otter and my friend’s sona. I mostly tidied up the sketch and then completely lined it, taking extra care to do a good job so thats why it took so long. After that work was officially over but I wanted to do more so I briefly setup the new horse avatar I got so I can start turning it into my most recent horse sona. 

I spent time in my friend’s server where there was a lot of negative talk about one of my other friends about his overly sexual behavior. I felt sort of bad because it was more or less shit talking them behind their back and I was just going along with it. Usually if I talk about him with others, its coming from a place of at least mild affection. Some of this was just mean though. 

Tonight I watched my friend give me a sort of rundown of the Neopets website and some of it’s history, I liked listening to her about it. I love hearing her be passionate about anything. After that we hopped on Pony Town for a tiny bit and looked at characters people made before checking out my little house and giving each other horse kisses. I started dinner while she headed up to bed and we chatted a bit. 

Today I wasn’t proud of much. Just the usual amount of proud for doing things to the best of my ability. I did well on my workout especially, and doing that little bit of extra avatar work. 

For some reason my self perspective was very lacking today. I kinda just wasn’t there, at least not in a great capacity. Looking back there were moments that would have benefitted me being more involved in the present. Spending time with anyone is a good example because it only becomes truly meaningful if I am offering my full attention and appreciation. Tomorrow will be another day to exercise my awareness and put it to good use. 

[sysig]

Mostly magnification

[infinitystation]

some doobles

[dunwichdrawsstuff]

Playing with some ideas tonight; possibly for a new ‘Sona type deal. Could also just be their own thing, who knows!

That said, two of my favorite small critters are Dragonhead Caterpillars, and Peacock Jumping Spiders.

So, as is my custom; one of them is a self insert, and the other is yet another imaginary boyfriend. ALTHOUGH THIS ONE HAS EXISTED BEFORE, back when I was furaffinity years ago, and I haven’t thought of him in a while; but I felt like reviving them. His name is Geordie, and he’s a bit more positive and colorful than the usual goth twinks I tend to doodle up all the time.

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