Secrets Beneath
Warnings: Implied self-harm.
Word count: 2,450
The sun blazed mercilessly over Hermitcraft, the heat radiating off the cobblestone paths and wooden structures. It was one of those scorching summer days where even the thought of venturing outside seemed unbearable. Skizz wiped the sweat from his brow as he made his way through the bustling Hermitcraft community, his eyes scanning the horizon for his friends.
He found them near the town square, gathered under the sparse shade of a large oak tree. Zedaph and Impulse were laughing and joking, while Tango, ever the blazeborn, seemed unaffected by the heat. Grian stood a little apart from them, tugging uncomfortably at his heavy sweater, his face flushed with perspiration.
"Hey, Grian," Skizz called out, his voice filled with concern. "Why are you wearing that thing in this heat? You look like you're about to melt!"
Grian offered a sheepish smile, pulling at the collar of his sweater. "Yeah, it's a bit much, isn't it? I just didn't think to change this morning."
Zedaph, always quick with a solution, clapped his hands together. "I've got an idea! Why don't we all head down to the lake for a swim? It's the perfect way to cool off."
Impulse's eyes lit up at the suggestion. "That sounds awesome! What do you say, Grian? It'll be way cooler than standing around here."
Tango nodded in agreement, though he preferred to stay dry. "Yeah, come on, Grian. It'll do you good."
Grian hesitated for a moment, glancing at his friends' expectant faces. "Alright, you talked me into it. Let's go for a swim."
The group set off towards the lake, their spirits lifted by the promise of cool water. As they walked, Skizz couldn't shake the feeling that there was more to Grian's discomfort than just the heat. He made a mental note to keep an eye on his friend, hoping that the swim would help Grian relax and feel better.
When they arrived at the lake, the sight of the shimmering water was a welcome relief. Zedaph and Impulse wasted no time diving in, their laughter echoing across the water. Grian followed more slowly, pulling off his sweater to reveal a simple t-shirt underneath. Skizz, already in his swim trunks, was about to join them when he noticed something that made him pause.
The cool water of the lake was a welcome relief from the oppressive heat, and the Hermits quickly settled into a rhythm of swimming and splashing. Zedaph and Impulse engaged in a playful water fight, their laughter echoing across the lake. Tango, staying true to his blazeborn nature, remained on the shore, content with building an elaborate sandcastle.
Skizz, however, found himself less engrossed in the fun and more preoccupied with his observations. He floated on his back, letting the water buoy him up as he watched Grian wade deeper into the lake. The sun glinted off the surface, creating a shimmering reflection that danced around them.
As Grian moved, Skizz's eyes were drawn to the scars again. He saw that most of them looked like cuts and scratches, some faded with time, while others were more recent and still raw. There were even scars on Grian's wrists that resembled self-harm marks. Skizz's heart tightened with concern.
The Hermits usually knew each other's battle scars. They had shared their stories over countless nights around the campfire. Skizz's own scars were a testament to his adventures and mishaps, tales he had recounted with a mix of pride and humor. Everyone knew how Scar had been caught in a terrible fire as a kid, leaving him with burn scars that he wore like a badge of honor. Xisuma's prominent X-shaped scar was a mystery he had chosen to reveal in fragments, each piece adding to the enigma of their leader.
But Grian's scars were a different story altogether. Skizz had never seen them before, and Grian had never spoken about them. The realization that he knew so little about Grian's past unsettled him. They were friends, part of the tight-knit community of Hermitcraft, yet there were parts of Grian's life that remained hidden.
Skizz swam closer to Grian, trying to keep his curiosity in check. "Hey, Grian," he called out, aiming for a casual tone. "You're really quiet today. Everything okay?"
Grian glanced up, a hint of surprise in his eyes. "Yeah, just thinking, I guess. The water feels nice."
Skizz nodded, not wanting to push too hard. "It does. It's a good break from the heat."
They swam in companionable silence for a while, but Skizz's mind kept returning to the scars. He wanted to ask, to understand what his friend had been through, but he also didn't want to pry or make Grian uncomfortable.
As the sun began its descent, casting a golden hue over the lake, the Hermits gradually made their way out of the water. Skizz, still preoccupied with the troubling sight of Grian's scars, waded to the shore, his mind swirling with unanswered questions. He dried off quickly and scanned the area, spotting Tango near his impressive sandcastle creation.
Tango, with his blazeborn heritage, didn't enjoy swimming, preferring instead to stay dry and build elaborate structures in the sand. Skizz approached him, trying to gather his thoughts. The afternoon had been fun, but the discovery of Grian's scars weighed heavily on his mind.
"Hey, Tango," Skizz greeted as he plopped down beside him, admiring the intricacy of the sandcastle. "That's looking pretty epic."
Tango glanced up, a pleased grin spreading across his face. "Thanks, Skizz. Just trying to make the most of the day."
Skizz nodded, his gaze drifting back to where Grian was sitting, toweling off and chatting with Zedaph and Impulse. He took a deep breath, deciding to broach the subject that had been bothering him. "Tango, can I ask you something?"
"Sure, what's up?" Tango responded, his attention shifting from his sandcastle to Skizz.
Skizz hesitated for a moment before speaking. "Do you know anything about Grian's scars? I noticed he has quite a few, and some of them look pretty serious. I don't remember him ever mentioning them."
Tango's brow furrowed in confusion. "Scars? What do you mean?"
Skizz explained, describing the various marks he'd seen on Grian's arms and back. He mentioned the top scars and the ones on Grian's wrists that looked like self-harm marks. Tango listened intently, his expression growing more serious with each word.
"Honestly, Skizz, I had no idea," Tango said, shaking his head. "I didn't even know he had that many scars. Grian's always been pretty private about his past. He's never mentioned anything like that to me."
Skizz sighed, feeling a mix of relief and frustration. "Yeah, it's just... we usually know each other's stories, you know? But Grian's scars... they seem like they've got some heavy history behind them."
Tango nodded thoughtfully. "You're right. We've all shared our scars and stories over the years, but Grian's always been a bit of a mystery. Maybe there's a reason he hasn't told us."
Skizz looked back at Grian, who was now laughing at something Impulse had said. "I just want to make sure he's okay. Those scars... they don't look like they're from the usual adventures."
Tango placed a reassuring hand on Skizz's shoulder. "I get it, Skizz. But maybe we need to respect his privacy. If Grian wants to share his story, he will. Until then, we just have to be there for him, like we always are."
Skizz nodded, appreciating Tango's wisdom. "You're right. I just hope he knows he can talk to us if he needs to."
The two friends sat in silence for a moment, watching the sun dip lower in the sky. The day had been filled with fun and camaraderie, but the discovery of Grian's scars had cast a shadow over Skizz's heart. He resolved to be patient and supportive, hoping that one day Grian would feel comfortable enough to share his story.
As the afternoon turned to evening, the Hermits began to pack up their belongings and prepare for the journey back to their respective bases. The sun's golden glow bathed the landscape in a warm, soft light, creating a serene atmosphere.
"Thanks for inviting me, guys," Grian said, a genuine smile lighting up his face as he gathered his things. "I really needed this."
Skizz returned the smile, feeling a mix of satisfaction and concern. "Anytime, Grian. It was great having you with us."
Just as Grian turned to leave, something caught Skizz's eye. Grian's hair shifted slightly, revealing that his right eye was missing, the socket covered with a patch of scar tissue. Skizz's heart skipped a beat at the sight, a fresh wave of worry washing over him.
"See you later, Grian," Skizz called out, his voice steady despite the turmoil inside. Grian nodded and, with a quick flap of his wings, took to the sky, flying towards his home.
Skizz watched him go, the image of Grian's missing eye seared into his mind. He said his goodbyes to Zedaph, Impulse, and Tango, then took to the air himself, his destination clear. He headed towards the docks that Grian had built, a peaceful spot where his friend often went to fish and reflect.
The flight was short, and Skizz landed softly on the wooden planks of the dock. The evening air was cooler now, carrying the gentle sounds of water lapping against the shore. In the distance, he saw Grian sitting at the end of the dock, his oversized sweater once again hiding his scars from view. A fishing rod was in his hands, the line cast out into the still water.
Skizz approached quietly, not wanting to startle his friend. "Hey, Grian," he said softly, taking a seat beside him. "Mind if I join you?"
Grian glanced up, offering a small smile. "Of course not, Skizz. It's nice to have some company."
For a while, they sat in comfortable silence, the only sounds being the occasional splash of a fish and the gentle creaking of the dock. Skizz watched Grian out of the corner of his eye, trying to find the right words.
"Grian," he began carefully, "I noticed something earlier. You... you're missing an eye."
Grian stiffened slightly, his grip on the fishing rod tightening. "Yeah," he replied quietly. "It's not something I like to talk about."
Skizz pressed on, unable to hold back his concern. "And the scars, Grian. They look pretty serious. Some of them... they look like they've been there for a long time. How did you get them?"
Grian's expression hardened, and he turned his gaze back to the water. "Skizz, I told you. It's not something I want to talk about."
Skizz felt a pang of frustration but tried to keep his tone gentle. "I understand that, Grian, but we're friends. We care about you. If something happened, if you're in trouble or if you need help—"
Grian cut him off, his voice cold and distant. "Skizz, drop it. I'm fine. I don't need you digging into my past."
The silence that followed was thick with tension. Skizz could see that Grian had shut down, retreating behind a wall of silence. He wanted to push further, to break through that wall, but he knew it would only drive Grian away.
"Alright, Grian," Skizz said quietly, feeling a mix of disappointment and helplessness. "I won't bring it up again."
Grian didn't respond, his focus remaining on the fishing line bobbing gently in the water. Skizz sat beside him, the weight of unspoken words hanging heavily in the air. He hoped that, in time, Grian would feel safe enough to share his story. Until then, he would respect his friend's silence, offering support in the only way he could: by being there.
The night air grew cooler as Skizz sat beside Grian on the dock, the tension between them lingering like a fog. The stars above twinkled brightly, casting a soft light on the still waters of the lake. Skizz glanced at Grian, who remained focused on his fishing line, seemingly lost in his own thoughts.
After a while, Skizz sighed and began to stand up, feeling it was best to give Grian some space. "I guess I'll head back now," he said quietly. "Take care, Grian."
As he turned to leave, Grian's voice stopped him. "Skizz, wait."
Skizz paused, looking back at his friend. Grian was still staring at the water, but there was a vulnerability in his voice that hadn't been there before.
"Can you... can you promise me something?" Grian asked, his tone hesitant.
"Of course," Skizz replied, sitting back down. "What is it?"
Grian finally lifted his gaze to meet Skizz's eyes, the pain and uncertainty clear in his expression. "Please don't tell the others about my scars. I don't want them to worry or to treat me differently. I just... I want to keep it to myself for now."
Skizz felt a surge of empathy for his friend. He reached out and placed a reassuring hand on Grian's shoulder. "I promise, Grian. I won't say a word to anyone. It's your story to tell when you're ready."
Grian's shoulders relaxed, and he gave a small nod of gratitude. "Thank you, Skizz. That means a lot."
Skizz hesitated for a moment, then pulled Grian into a gentle hug. "I'm sorry for prying earlier. I just care about you, and I didn't want you to feel alone."
Grian returned the hug, his grip tight as if seeking comfort. "I know, Skizz. And I appreciate it. I'm just not ready to talk about it yet."
They pulled apart, and Skizz gave Grian a reassuring smile. "Whenever you are ready, I'll be here. We all will."
Grian nodded, a faint smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. "Thanks, Skizz. I appreciate that more than you know."
As Skizz stood up to leave once more, he felt a sense of peace settle over him. He had made a promise to his friend, and he intended to keep it. The journey to understanding Grian's past would take time, but for now, he would respect his friend's wishes and be there when he was needed.
"Goodnight, Grian," Skizz said softly.
"Goodnight, Skizz," Grian replied, turning his attention back to the water.
Skizz walked away from the dock, his heart lighter than it had been earlier. He knew that the road ahead might be difficult, but with patience and understanding, he believed that their friendship would grow stronger. And until Grian was ready to share his story, Skizz would be there, a steadfast friend in the face of whatever challenges lay ahead.
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