again and again. (Act 2->3 transition)
Ok this one has. Lots of warnings.
Cw for: blood, emotional numbness (still don’t rlly know. kinda????), suicide (not written but HEAVILY implied), self deprecation/self hate
> LOOP 33
Your body jolts.
You’re. back.
You’re leaned over the sink, hands on either side of the cool porcelain, staring down into the drain.
Again.
Again again again again again!
You did everything right, didn’t you? You got through the House without any road-bumps, helped Mira remember her carrot method, beat the King, talked to the Head Housemaiden, EVERYTHING.
SO WHY. ARE. YOU. BACK.
You stare at your reflection. You look so tired. You are tired. You’ve memorized every detail of your face. Every wrinkle under your eyes, every stray hair, the way your choker sits juust off center.
Your expression is blank.
…
…
You wish you could be like this more.
Oh, how simple that would be, not having to force your expressions all the time. But no! You can’t! You can’t, because then your friends will get worried! About you! And then you’ll have to start all over again because stars blinding forbid you show anything other than normalcy. Than your laid back, carefree attitude they rely on to keep themselves together.
…
You’re being far too rude.
They care too much.
Too much for someone as rude and pathetic and incapable as-
The sink. cracks. under your hands. You watch as your blood runs down the cracked porcelain, catching in the newly formed grooves and gaps, staining the darkless surface an ugly shade of lightless.
Oh. You. must’ve been gripping that much harder than you . thought you were.
Oh well. At least it’s at the very start. Not a big deal.
You yank a dagger from your hip hand-
> LOOP 34
34 notes
·
View notes
I wonder if in the last 6000 yrs crowley was on earth ,some person complimented him and he did the whole "I'm not nice >:[" thing and they just thought he had really low self esteem.
29 notes
·
View notes
*Taps mic*
FUCK THE HOLIDAYS
And no I do not mean have sexual intercourse with a holiday.
I simply mean I want to chuck it off a cliff.
9 notes
·
View notes
hey so what do i do when the interest isn’t gnawing at the brain anymore
15 notes
·
View notes
I hope that angel eyes by abba is one of the songs that the bentley plays in s3.
23 notes
·
View notes
I'm going to make him my tumblr babygirl he needs a rest and a snack or two and some snooze time he is EXHAUSTED and STRESSED. Also drawing him is goofy cuz he got that goofy ahh muppet face
18 notes
·
View notes