#HATEEEE how this turned out

[unlikevanity]

[prettyboykatsuki]

I’m so sorry if this is out of pocket but I need to know how hairy fujoneet reader is……. You mentioned her having bush already but what about everywhere else…

JKSDHFJS i do not want to get too detailed so people can still project but she virtually doesn't shave at all so do w that what you will. she tries one time for rin after they start dating and it hurts so bad she cries to him and he ends up finding her so pathetic they fuck again while he explains he could not care less.

so all in all as hairy as u wish to believe. her skin is too sensitive for that and rin would huff her no matter what

[rememberthelaughtermp3]

termite experiment #2

[beiasluv]

mini norris | l. norris (4)

a/n: i hateeee pregnancy trope but ughhh 😩 wrap it before you tap it 😘

“Oh, you’re feisty, yes, you are–”

Babysitting Oliver’s baby girl was not on your plan today, but you couldn’t complain. Not that Lando was her favorite – and only – uncle.

She cooed and giggled as Lando squeezed her in a hug, the widest smile you've ever seen spread across his face as he giggled with her. And It quickly became clear that Lando wanted the little pitter-patter of baby feet on the hardwood floor to be something more temporary than you expected.

As he turned to look up at you, his dull blue eyes sparkling in the dim light. He’d like to believe he’s over the clubbing phase, more than he’d like to admit. Well – everything was faster than he expected. But it felt right with you.

“You know yn…” he started. “I've been thinking–”

“Lan.”

You gave him the look, sighing softly before taking Mila away from him as she made a grabbing motion towards you – as if saying she was done with her uncle.

“…shouldn’t we think harder about this?”

“I’ve been thinking hard about it,” he pouted, brushing the hair away from her face.

“Sure you did,” you scoffed back. Mila cooing as you bounced her up and down, patting her small back, hoping some of the gas would come up.

“I know it's impulsive, but it feels right. And...” he paused. “...you haven't even said you hated the idea.”

You let the idea sunk in…biting your bottom lips nervously before Lando reached out to wipe the corner of the toddler’s mouth – pumpkin purée to be exact.

“I’m the one getting pregnant here,” you huffed before giving him a look.

“I know,” he smiled, even his eyes lighted up.

“We can do it together. Every little step along the way,” he smiled sincerely. “And besides…” Lando teased, raising an eyebrow before leaning over to swipe some of the pumpkin purée that had ended up on your cheek. He smiled softly to himself as he ran his thumb along your jawline before leaning in to kiss that spot.

“You'll look so hot, all pregnant.”

“Lando– I love you–” you chuckled in disbelief. “But I don’t think I would feel hot carrying a little person inside me.”

“But you will, just watch,” he stopped you, pressing in closer to you and Mila – who just cooed in disagreement, taking her little hand and pushing her uncle Lala away from your personal space. Cackling in satisfaction as she bounced up and down in your arms.

“See, she thinks you’re wrong,” you smiled, cooing the toddler.

“You have no sense of romance, little miss." Lando grinned as he reached for Mila again, his eyes full of mischief as he tried to steal a laugh out of her. "Come here you,” reaching for her and swinging her around in circles as he tried to tickle her.

She giggled and tried to get away from him, fighting as hard she could against his playful grasp.

“Once you learn how to change the diapers, we could talk,” you smiled, looking at the niece and her uncle – tickling each other into a giggling mess. Lando snapping his head up as his messy, curly brown hair fell out of place.

“Then you get ready tonight baby.”

——

“She’s a healthy looking girl.”

When he’d finally broke down your wall and you told him you were ready, he didn’t need to be told twice before whisking you into the bedroom.

And it wasn’t was expected that you’d showed up pregnant at the paddock, hand-in-hand with the McLaren driver. But sharing the experience it with him was the best part – well, for now, until you’ll get to meet your sweet little pea.

“You're... you're so...”

Lando’s words caught in his throat as he stood behind you, watching you check at yourself in the mirror. The way the body-fitted white shirt hugged your body was stunning. The way it clung to every single curve, emphasizing how beautiful your bump looked, how full your breasts have gotten. And definitely the way how full your stomach looked with the denim skirt underneath it.

He really did that, no?

He reached out to squeeze your sides and wrap his arms around your waist.

“You’re so…hot, mama”

“Barely feel like it,” you smiled. “I’ve got my stomach sticking out to the world,” turning to kiss his cheek behind you.

Lando grinned, squeezing your sides gently.

“That's the thing, you look hot in everything…just hotter when your stomach sticks out,” he revealed passionately, leaning down to kiss your neck.

He knew how it made you feel insecure about yourself, which he thought was silly because it only made you look more beautiful to him.

The change in your body was something he was adjusting to as well. The way the way your waistline had curved in, the way your hips had widened. He placed the palm of his hand across the bump on your stomach, gently rubbing it.

"We can always get new clothes," he told you, smiling warmly. "But, honestly. You’re just so...sexy in anything.”

Before you could whisk out another sarcastic response, you felt a kick in your abdomen. Wasn’t as bad compared to period cramps but something you definitely felt a ‘kick’ to it.

“You feel that?” you winced.

“Yeah,” he smiled, tucking his chin on your neck behind you before lifting a pressure off your growing stomach. “Hurting mama already little miss?”

You smiled at the scene, scoffing before looking back at your husband, “You’re such a girl dad already.”

“Is that a bad thing?” he smirked.

“Not that like I’m going to be the strict parent while you get all lovey dovey with your baby,” you huffed jokingly.

“Someone’s gotta be the strict parent, no?” he smiled. “And I'm going to be plenty tough when she needs it.”

“But for now, I'm just excited to spoil this tiny little girl…And her mama.”

“Doubtful.”

You couldn’t only help but rolling your eyes back, tilting your neck to an angle. Turning away from him before smoothing out your lovely skirt.

And God help him because he was torn between his thirst to pull you back in and let his instincts take over or letting you finish getting ready. Deciding to let you get ready instead of making you feel like he only cared about one thing. For now, at least. That thought was enough to get him to try and behave himself for the time being.

"What about your shoes? Have you picked them out yet?" he asked, taking his eyes off of you for the first time in a while.

Knowing what he wanted. Let’s say…he has always been gentle with your baby girl inside, but he could only try so hard.

“Maybe tonight,” you smiled nonchalantly, fixing your hair in the mirror. “The adidas please?”

And you didn’t have to tell him twice, he would be down on the floor, slipping on your adidas sambas – trying his worst to wipe off that grin on his face. Gosh, you’d lie if his beard wasn’t doing things to you.

“Tonight. Definitely tonight.”

wrote it first for Logan but decided to change it for Lando??? 😬😬

– @jsjcue @namgification

y’all know the drill 😘 today’s a great day to take care of yourself!!!

[hauntedparkinglot]

Ok wait I’m not done with this. Gender in Malevolent is driving me insane.

The way that women in the narrative are so absent, that the hole is so huge you can’t help but stare into it. And I do think a lot of the gender stuff is unintentional, it’s just that the way it’s unfolding fascinates me….

I actually stopped watching the show for a full year after episode 31…. The way Arthur talked about Bella’s death upset me in a way the other visceral horror didn’t. He didn’t resent Bella, he didn’t really…. Feel anything super deep about her. He got stuck with her, she was better than him, she was an equal to him but her life and death didn’t affect him the way every other loss in his life did. He didn’t want a wife, and in the end that’s all he saw her as….

Kind of insane how he finally shows some sort of emotion for Bella in the name of mutual rebellion, she didn’t like what her dad stood for either. Arthur thought he was making a sacrifice for her and Faroe by marrying her…. But she didn’t want it either. Arthur was honour bound she was actually literally trapped. She made the sacrifice.

Everything about Bella makes me so mad. I hateeee the dead wife trope. I feel like a type of subversion was attempted but idk. When I think of this situation from her perspective it becomes a much scarier horror podcast, lol. We all know Arthur Lester is a mess, his flaws make the show. But for this one. Arty when I get u…

I actually thought Bella was gonna turn out to be a figure like Anna Stanzyck when I first started listening. Idk how to elaborate.

[houseofpendragons]

New Ideas for HOTD Rhaenyra Fashion pt.7

First time I’m doing one of adult Rhaenyra’s costumes, and we’re starting off with the one I hateeee the most of all:

I just, it’s so-it’s so, wtf is this shit?!?!?

I get it’s a sort of call back go her of outfits when she was younger but bruh😶 you’re telling me this is what she chose. Even her younger outfits were better than that. And I get it, I get it, it’s supposed to be maternity wear but reminder that this:

Is what Alicent wore when pregnant with Helaena. And this is what Rhaenyra wore right after the birth:

Both are hella fire, stunning. The dress Rhaenyra’s wearing is very Velaryon esque, slowly, loose, a sort of beached of Greece type beauty. Now she can still wear Targaryen colors, but she can also still have some representation of her Velaryon marriage (as we really tryna post a happy front so no one thinks about daddy Harwin😘)

So I think she’s still be wearing something similar, but perhaps representing both family’s. This being an under dress:

With it blue threading running through the red it could easily be designed a scales.

I’d also add an open fronted petticoat so that she could keep her arms warm and protect her belly or breasts if she feels the need as a woman whom has freshly given birth.

I’d use these three for design reference:

Taking the pattern from the red gown, the design of the green gown w/ the white designs, and then the golden medallion chains binding them together from the third design.

I’d change the color of the petticoat to a Targaryen black, and trade the white designs for gold ones more similar to the ones we on her blue dress. As you can see the zigzagging in the first picture of the three is reminiscent of the blue threads on the red dress meant to be worn under so honestly those could just be changed to gold. Keeping the golden belt with the rubies in the second picture, I’d disregard the highest neck piece with the laces in the front. I’d keep the spacing of the open front in the third picture, turning the bands of the front to match the fabric of the underdress. The gold on either side of the bands could be formed into dragons heads (perhaps reminiscent of Syrax’s head if ur feeling fancy). Lastly, I think I would make the inside fabric of the petticoat a velaryon blue, replacing the yellowish color we see on the interior of the dress in the third picture.

Sorry if that was confusing, I might’ve got a little too descriptive to show you what going on in my mind 😭

As for her Jewelry, I just saw a Reddit post made before hotd came out about the color of Joffrey and Jace’s dragons. They were actually correct for the most part about Vermax (Jace’s dragon) so I have faith in their theory that Tyraxes (Joffrey’s dragon) is red & black or something similar.

(If you want to read their theory about how the colors of the dragons belonging to Rhaenyra’s first three sons reflect the Conquerors original three dragons and Dany’s three dragons check it out on Reddit u/OneirosDrakontos)

That being said I’d want to reflect his hatchling, or at least egg on her jewelry. (Bc I also saw someone say Rhaenyra wears a ring for everyone of her three sons @atopcat) Maybe it’d be cute if she did something to reflect their future dragons after their birth with her jewelry as well.

Red and black for Tyraxes, gold for the ring she wears for him:

Her hair is more of a simpler extent, as I feel like though time hasn’t calmed down her fashionista tastes to an extreme extent, she’s more concerned about her newborn baby than her hair right now.

Something like this, but instead make it a half-do w/ hair still hanging free from any binds/braids:

Replace the pink ribbon and bow with two Velaryon Blue colored bands with gold design embroidered onto it, golden thread braided at the edges of the fabric. Perhaps the bow could be replaced with a golden three headed dragon pin stick through the braid so it appears as if mini dragons heads are roaring at those walking behind her.

[just-antithings]

I've been in the Kirby fandom for quite some time now. I've been there when the MetaKirby ship was popular, even shipped it myself and watched the comments being positive. Now when I look back, I see lots of "Ew disgusting" comments on them and people literally hating the ship bc of the large age gap (Kirby is a baby in the anime while Meta is an adult while in the game, both appear to be almost the same age, personally, I'm a fan of both) and I hateeee how the fandom turned out.

I see a lot of "Proship dni" on profiles.

Oh, you have "I'm anti-harrassment, proship or smt else" on the bio or in your introduction?

Well get ready to be blocked by much more than over half of the fandom for it!

I hate that I'm in the Kirby fandom so much for this reason, but I love creating content for it and god, the games and anime bring me so much joy and comfort and god the characters are all so cute and I love talking to people about it and selfship myself with the characters.

But the fandom is overflown with antis. I hate it. I believe most don't even know what "Proship" even is or got misinformed.

[vanilladrpepper]

Heya! 2, 7, and 8 for Wolfwood

HIHIHIHIHIHI SPOILERS AHEAD

2. Favorite canon thing about this character?

freed birddddddd. freed birdddd.

^ thats a short catchall i wont lie bc theres so much to discuss that i love abt him in canon like . the details oaughg the intricacies im an insane man . but my number 1 thing that encapsulates what i adore about him in canon is the freed bird extra bc it provides a look into his past thats been (mostly iirc) just alluded to prior to it, and it allows him a moment to interact with someone younger than him and with someone that he took care of and on top of that its in the time (i think) after he defected from the eom, when he was still rough as can be and purely focused on survival. so its a nice contrast with the following volumes that showcase wolfwoods latter development and its just . its so good. i constantly think about the . the panel about the luxurious cage wait let me get it

screenshots from trigun-manga-overhaul

the chapter in and of itself perfectly encapsulates wolfwoods faults and strengths when it comes to his worldview and its technically one of the first times someone challenges his worldview head on - maylene doesnt lay down and take the easy way out, the safe way out, while wolfwood sees it as the only way for her to go - because anything else is too much of a risk and ultimately hes got a bleeding heart. even in the midst of a gunfight, maylene stands her ground, not caring for wolfwoods idea of safety over happiness, regardless of how he came to have that idea. its also a classic showing of how different things couldve turned out - if wolfwood had been adopted out like maylene, would he have retained his worldview? would he have instead agreed more with maylene? if maylene had dealt with the eom, would she have more of a pessimistic worldview?

regardless of that - another huge thing i adore about the chapter is the bird metaphors that get attached to wolfwood, where up until now its not too obvious, not too crazy - but the chapter posits the question to both the reader and wolfwood - is it worth sacrificing your autonomy for safety? is it better to risk your life to be free of any outside control? is it better to hurt and trip and fall or to stay inside a bubble where you could suffocate at any point? i adore it sm hes so ajkbvhjfdbvjhdbv

7. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you like?

I ADOREEEEEE WHEN PPL GIVE HIM SOME HEALTHY WEIGHT. GIVE HIM A TUMMY RIGHT NEOWWWWWW !!!!! LOVE HIM BUT PLEASE NIGHTOW PUT SOME MEAT ON HIS BONES . also i love when ppl give him long hair <3 literally THEEEEE wolfwood design choice everrrrrr .

8. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you despise?

i hateeee when ppl make him suave and smooth all the time and like. a heartbreaker etc bc ill be honest it is notttt realistic to him. hes a fucking loser . PLEASE he can have his moments from time to time but for the comedic effect - immediately have him fuck up somehow. he pulls off one good one liner and then runs into a streetlight in the parking lot or eats sand and wipes the fuck out. what brings to mind is a scene from trimax;

this one from volume 10. literally pages before he drops dead and seconds after he says this:

like i get wanting to write just serious shit (because lbr trigun especially trimax lends itself to leaning into serious shit heavily) but when it comes to fanworks, wolfwood is often made to be just . a little too serious if ykwim. like in some fanworks his stuff lands too often to make sense for his character. let him be a failman loserguy for a second <3

another thing i despise. the weird microaggressions and weird racism around how some people portray his character in fanworks and fanon - specifically in reference to making him like. ungodly aggressive or like. making it weird as hell :sob: pisses me off for real like please just write him normally im begging oh my god

[youremyheaven]

https://www.tumblr.com/youremyheaven/758271793737891840/helloooo-hope-im-not-bothering-you-but-do-you-have

aw omg thank you for taking the time to respond so thoroughly to my ask 🥹❤️

i think that teas do help but i think you’re right about slowing down in general like by lying on the yoga mat. i think i do struggle with pretty horrible imposter syndrome too (partially my fault. i used to have a pretty big tarot blog, now i have a somewhat big writing blog in a fandom (i just like to write, im in the fandom because it gives me something to tag my work with). sometimes i see people post content that’s more generic and romance related instead of with depth getting more likes than me and i feel like i loser but i think that’s just a recent thing anyway)

also i think it’s so sweet that your man liked you for long but stayed patient and respected your boundaries?? like yes bare minimum but having a good man like you that much that they waited it out and kept you in their life because they’d rather you be there in some form than not at all?? good job because that is an ACTUAL accomplishment

and of course job well to your hormones for triggering that hormonal ovulation wave that led you to this 🤭

may you last long and be happy and patient and kind with each other for eternity💗🧿

i hope u get to make changes to ur lifestyle that makes it easier for u to relax and chill out!!! <333

imposter syndrome is the WORSTTTT. i just think about how there are virtual massage therapists who do reiki healing over zoom and charge $$$$ for it and believe that if they can do it and get away with it, i can do what i do and be okay too hehe. we're all imposters and no one is actually good at anything, we're all just trying our best!!! dont think of success as something u have to "deserve",, you can just have it like its a part of life. you dont think too much about "deserving" education or sunlight or water, you believe you need it and you have it. success is similar, its a part of living, not something that u have to earn through virtue. if youre doing well, its because youre doing something right and thats good enough!!!

its sooo interesting u say that about arm guy being respectful and keeping boundaries lmaoo bc i always thought its a tactic most men use when they cant get with a girl: they say they'd like to stay friends because that means there's still a chance that you can someday get with her 😳as opposed to losing her completely. men crib about being friendzoned but they actually voluntarily enter that territory waiting for their turn with the girl🤢🤮

arm guy has an 8h stellium so i feel like there's more to him that i dont fully see yet. he's been respectful and gentlemanly with me but one time he told me about how him and his friends would stalk me on instagram and talk about how cute i was or whatever and it kinda gave me the ick 🤢🤢like i know thats a normal thing to do but the idea of a group of men all thirsting over me collectively made me 🤢 i sometimes wonder if he has told others about us yet in a braggy kinda way and i hateeee to think about it 🤢he's a good guy and everything but at the end of the day, he's just a guy

i think he stuck around bc he wanted me that bad but i honestly dont find that much of an accomplishment 😭😭i think most men are like that,, they'll do anything to get with u, ignore them, leave them on seen, unfollow them but they WILL persist 😭😭😭

idk about forever just yet lmaooo,, he's sweet and everything but its too soon for that type of talk. although i want us both to be happy together 💛💛and thats whats most important rn

🧿🪬🧿🪬🧿🪬🧿🪬🧿🪬🧿🪬🧿🪬🧿🪬🧿🪬🧿🪬🧿🪬

[dizzy-pixels]

I feel like Artemis was way more redeemable than Desiree yet here we are.

Artemis is a stuck up hypocrite but she's new to the scene and I felt like she could grow. She just wanted to find true friends in the industry and felt like Desiree & MC were trying to use her which isn't half wrong. Her manipulative ass using us for her Two-Faced song was bad but you could see with her friendship with Zoe that she truly is scared of the Hollywood scene and just wants true friends. But she doesn't even see she's a hypocrite bc she uses the same tactics she scared others will use on her. I feel like she could've got a good arc if given instead of being shipped off to Panama (that was so random???)

Desiree on the other hand keeps saying every bad thing she does is "just business" when it's not as seen when we're not even working together anymore and she comes to gloat every time saying she likes to watch MC fail like a "car crash." MC calls her out on how obsessed she is with her about it. She keeps using MCs hard work and takes it for herself. She pretended to be our friend, leaked our schedule to Ratzik, took our friends shares to take over the company I built from the ground up for herself, mocks us every turn, attempts to use her nepotism to shut us out of awards, drag us into war with Artemis because of her jealousy over Zoe. She's so possessive over Zoe that it's not even cute. She's not even sorry and said she would do every manipulative skeevy thing she's done to MC again because she is loyal to her family like that, which I actually respect in a way, but also why I can't be friends with her and hate they forced me to help her. As annoying as she is, she's a good rival. A very good rival. But I'll NEVER accept her as a friend and I HATEEEE that they tried to do that.

[mitosan]

Ok I'm gonna rant a bit about work and myself. Like I know I'm a very easy target for people to take advantage of and say whatever they want to if they are in a position of authority over me. I just go into autopilot and become whatever I think they want me to be and it fucking sucks! But I really have no idea how to stop and standing up for myself seems so far out of my reach I have no idea how other people do it. And I noticed it's worse with men it's just automatic and I hateeee it so much. My thoughts just turn off and I'm not me anymore and I just laugh everything off

[badxbabyyy]

What kind of fucking loser treats the girl he's semi-planning to marry like absolute filthy garbage (virgin, naturally beautiful, always goes back to hot little body, natural BIG BOOBIESSSS once I take more peppermint oil. Orrrr I'll alchemy it to my full body & be big boobies, small waisted, perky round butt again. with zero workouts? Can u whores do that? I fuckin' HATEEEED working out. It's a human invention. Because you all fucked my estrogen levels by putting testosterone in me thru that tiny first evervantipsychotix oull i will turn all you faggots psychotic. You'll wish you were in hell. I didn't have an ounce of testosterone be4 that) and doesn't follow her back on Instagram and would rather die than comment on her pictures after he got her to talk to him but comments drooly and fire emojis on a used up, ripped open by a nigger baby vagina and 12 inch nigger dicks, jewish big nosed ugly as fuck wide waist wide backed, FLAT SAGGY TINY ASS HAHAHAHHAHAHA Hailie Banks aka Haikie kaye White legal name. Even my older brother said I wouldn't let her clean my shoe🤣🤣🤣🤣 JEWISH cuntess, JUST because she posts fake pictures with 5,000 professional filters and fakes a baby girly voice because she's DYING to be me and thats why she calls herself Barbie. She and every female on earth knows Barbie is a doll Sky-God-Fadi-Malkosh created because he knew they'd destroy my body and face SO much through pills at the mental hospital, technology, fluoride water, that I'd need a reminder of what I actually looked like naturally. Barbie 😪 um I got one of my psychic flashes, you just think it's too much commitment with me and get scared. I can understand that. Completely. We're male and female versions of each other Fadi Malkosh. You never have to worry that I won't understand. Just tell me it feels like a heart attack. Honestly, I just wanted to win girl you wanted most. But clearly you don't give a fuck how I feel inside, sometimes. You don't know how. And your reputation is more important than me. You want a lame, blank rep now. You want to fit in with boring humans. At least keep your GANGSTER rep as Fadi "baddest man live" Malkosh. God ur boring. I no longer CARE about your feelings, because you don't care about mine. jk I'm forced to care faggot. Ily

[chimeofthecomet]

taro, obelia, cactus!! <3

fell asleep last night im doin this now THANK U for the ask

taro - if someone called you right now to catch up, what're the things you'd tell them about?

Oooh to be honest i would probably just tell them about the newsies art i've been doing !! i wanted to share more of my life here but its taken over my life lmao Most interesting thing i've got to do ever since exams finished so just praying the results turn out fine 🙏🙏average free time recently is just scribbling along to the newest photo of the cast from amazing photographers on instagram while watching another musical Very Legally and i would not want to spend my time any other wayyyy !! most recent show watched was bandstand and it hasnt left my brain since

obelia - do you have a particular piece of jewelry you always wear or can't part with?

This'll be such a letdown answer i hateeee wearing jewelery the feeling of it on my skin is awful 😭i mean i love wearing silly little bows and hair accessories when going out but theyll never last long properly on so #comfyclothes gang

cactus - something you're currently learning about?

GAHH OKOK i could say art BUT i've looking so much into likee linguistics and language its so so interesting DID U KNOW when u eat pizza and that specific part on the roof of ur mouth gets burned that bits called the alveolar ridge its where u articulate the "t" consonant !! when u look in dictionaries the weird little characters next to a word tell you how to pronounce it its SUCH a cool power learning those and being able to say like literally any word from ANY language im working on it all of those crazy long polish words and speak in any accent (accents are like my favourite thing ever how there can be so so many ways to speak in different cultures RAAHHG) learning stupid little things just for the sake of knowing it is like the best thing on this earth

[h0rr0rluvr]

back at it again with the SAW phase (this contains spoilers in all SAW movies)

Okay, so. I love SAW, right? I watched all the SAW movies in order last summer. I did not personally like Spiral...that one was ass no offense..But I HATE John Kramer like bro is so confusing...

John: “I despise murder. I do not murder people.”

AND THEN HE TURNS AROUND AND IS LIKE

John: “In order to survive you must take out your own heart and shove it up your cellmates ass.”

LIKE BOY IKYFL

Like another thing that confuses me in the first one is HOW WOULD ADAM HAVE GOTTEN OUT? GIRL THE KEY WENT DOWN THE DRAIN. That waas Amanda’s fault...she done threw it in there and it went bye bye.

 It also confuses me on how John says he doesnt murder people and how he shouldnt go to jail for it...like boy.....YOU KIDNAPPED THEM THOUGH???? Hes all thinking he did nothing wrong...

I HATEEEE the other people that worked with him/take over after him. Like Mark???? His traps made NO SENSE. IT PISSED ME OFF. LIKE HE MADE IT IMPOSSIBLE TO GET OUT OF THEM. I can’t remember if he made the one where this girl had to put her hand in the acid but THAT WAS IMPOSSIBLE TOO. “Here get this key and burn your hand off to unlock the 2 locks on the top....theres no way to get the rest off that are in your RIBS.” EUGHHH. IT WAS SO DUMB. LIKE SHE JUST ACCEPTED IT.

And Dr. Gordon though...mannnnn he couldve done so much better than to work with John, like I get he barely had a choice but cmon mannnnn...I was so pissed when he showed up in one of the last SAW movies, I was like bro aint no way. I love the first SAW I loved sexy Dr. Gordon and his gay little stalker twink cellmate..

Anyways thats all or the rant, I just wanted to get my anger out <3

[turtlesoftheeclipse]

WORD VOMIT

and imagine wounding me, an artist

ive woven my tears into a new blanket

to hold myself in

its the hardest

til the storm passes

alone in your misery cloud

God said im gonna shine out regardless

the love of mine it will rip you to shreds

and stab all your wounds

drain your blood til your death

kisses of mine on the shelf to your left

in the backroom of memories stored in your head

i am this moment

constant redefinition

comfortable mind

comfortable skin

ive lost my defining traits

my character is well deflated

all thats running through my mind is her face

and

pictures glued

thumbtack

to membrane

an old spirit taught me

how to escape

watching what you say

and how your mouth moves when you speak

i copy everything i see

the colors you wear now on me

your smile

the straight pearly teeth

the big soft eyes

the ignorance

strength you hold makes me weak

all of your money

and all of your time

your life washes slowly

while you invest in

to mine

butterflies in your sacral

support from your spine

your mouth that has eaten

will now help me survive

more discoveries

the beginning of my incline

all the times you knew i wasnt right

but i cried and i cried

the silence after thank yous

the keeping your grace

when your burning inside

could not tell from your stoic face

as i drift away and start to

create new names for me

disregard everything

i used to hate about you

hateeee about you

mommy whens the last time i felt safe under your neck

did you know i have to deal with everything that youve repressed

i used to be so mad at you but you had tried your best

to love you with all your wounds because im your biggest mess

taking your spot

as i walk the shores much later on

ill have memories of the day that you turned 51

throwing up my guilt into the ocean and back into the sky

existential crises

my mother and My Guide

i thought it will not matter if i skip the gifts

and now that i see everything you did i feel so selfish

free will vs spirit

the spirit is the spirit

it can be concealed by ego and free will

the spirit is true essence

the ego is physical expression of life and all of its influence

free will roots from ego a lot of times

well any choice u make in this life is influenced a lot by ego and theres no way of escaping that because the term ego is huge and will only die at death death is when free will dies too and ur in ur true essence. we think of ego these days how we think of karma. we see both of them as bad things. but karma and ego is neutral think bigger.

[colton-herta]

aston martin 0 points, ugly podium and mick dnf goodbye