#I AM SO FLATTERED

[obriengf]

I miss your work

🥺🥺🥺 this is so sweet. i never actually thought that anybody would miss me writing anything, so this means a lot, thank you ❤️

i always have half finished fics in my drafts, but the top one is 24 days! it's been started, just need the time to finish! here's the first paragraph if you're interested!

At first, it felt like cabin fever; overwhelming restlessness, trapped between four walls of irritability with no way to escape. Summer vacation was meant to be thrilling but the lack of comradery between friends made it seem as if isolated confinement stretched past just a room, instead to the borders of a small town in the California wilderness. Second, it felt like watching paint dry; a type of boredom that was tedious, lacking depth, inescapable as it followed like shadows. Then, it was just plain stir-crazy; an incredulous build-up of inoperable energy that could drive anyone mad.

[matrixbearer2024]

HIIII SKSKSDDNE MAY I HAVE YOURRRR HUMBLE PERMISSION TO DRAW THE GET OFF MY SCREEN SERIES INTO A COMIC??? IVE BEEN A LONG TIME VEIWER OF THE SERIES AND I LOVE IT SMM

OMG YES PLEASE, JUST MAKE SURE TO TAG ME IN YOUR POSTS WHEN YOU DO! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE IT!

[nwarrior777]

yo can I draw your oc's?

omg sure!!!!! 😳 idk how did you found them in this blog, it became kinda messy and i didn't draw any in a while, but i will be very happy to see fanart???

qwq

[fyoggo]

following for haru <3

FOR MY SILLY NOODLE GUY? 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸 THANK YOU SO MUCH

[purpleminte]

You’ve been kidnapped, you owe me five dollars

so what you’re sayin is,,, I’m five dollars ☺️

[snzluv3r]

dude u r like so cute. i hope u know u have every snzbians heart rn i gotta get in line but i hope U know that ok ur content is so fire and i hope u have a lovely day… sincerely a lesbian whos lurking <3

PLS??????? the way i’m kicking my feet blushing at this anon rn omg 😭 YOU are so cute this made my heart beat faster

[nattyontherun]

I just read all ur naruto fics and I feel insane.

Me about fictional characters: they get me.

I absolutely refuse to be emo in someone ask box but screams at you so much.

“How much do you lose to mourning, when what you lose is everything you’ve ever had? How can you acknowledge yourself, when all you have left to acknowledge is the you who never grew past your hurt? // Existence was ruination, to Sasuke. Existence was the slow descent into insanity.” I’m literally rolling around on the floor thrashing around. Hearth fire (and the rest of the series) WRECKED ME by the way if you even CARE. Me when the parallels in a fic to my life literally grab my by the throat and stab me but also wrap me in a warm fuzzy blanket and pat my head. Literally sent me deep into a very contemplative mood after reading it.

“… would have to live on because if not him, who?” “…because mourning, in its own way, is a form of safekeeping.” Hello I have died.

Also I don’t mean this in a derogatory sense but when I went to ur ao3 profile and read u have a psych degree I was like. That makes so much sense lmFAO.

Also also on a slightly more serious note, well it’s not that serious tbh, but I also do be dissociating and the way you described it was idk it felt weirdly good to read. I used to lose days at a time. I’m not as bad now but I’ll still lose hours here and there. I am not one to externalise things so I don’t have the capacity to describe things to people when asked but we’re I to try very hard it would probably be similar to how you wrote sasukes experience.

Oh my god tho. Oblivion. YOUR MIND IS SO POWERFUL. Your mind is literally so so so powerful. I’m shaking.

Anyway maligayang pasko at mag ingat ka 🫶🏻

This just made my holidays! First of all thanks??? I'm as surprised as you are that HF has been so monumental for me????

I've been told on a multitude of occasions that I have the unfortunate(?) habit of putting a lot of myself in fics. What I explore--thematically at the very least--is often just me chasing after the worms that haunt me in my dreams, yk? It's not like I'm a perpetually sad or moody person--quite the opposite really--but if I don't contemplate stuff I go through at least a little bit, where would that leave me? As uncomfy as it is, it's better to know yourself too much than not at all.

But YEAH! HF! Mindboggly amounts of woah topped by a surprising amount of hope? Sometimes I think I made it too melodramatic and "floaty" for lack of a better word and then I get comments like yours and I start rethinking my spirally thoughts. I just have so many OPINIONS about how canon treated everyone, but mainly Sasuke. If they weren't gonna let him die, by god give him the justice he so deserves?? He has like zero closure and an overwhelming brother complex and all canon does to fix that is say "revenge bad, here walk around some" FAWK no????

Anyways I have a psych degree! I don't use it for much rn but it's glossy and makes me feel good about myself sometimes! I like to think I'm not so obvious about it but I also feel like I always talk about it to anyone everytime so bvcedjsnj where was I going with my reply?

Right. Right! I meant to say that, as per the dissociation thing--far be it for me to claim I know anything about it beyond what I've read in a couple journals but I do tend to 'lose time" so to speak, myself? When I'm stressed or depressed or anxious or some horrid conglomeration of those three horrid things lmao. It's NOT fun, and I don't wish it on anyone, and I hope, if you can, you can speak to someone about it because suffering, in whatever way, however much, doesn't have to be a thing we just settle with yk? Idk. I wrote HF with this thought in mind that just because things can seem absolutely ass over tits at any moment doesn't mean it's always gonna be like that. I love the struggle story, I love ANGST--writing it, reading it--but there's something so devastating and inspirational about wanting to stand back up after stumbling. Human tenacity and resilience will always be infinitely more heartrending than sorrow itself or whatever philosophical way you can spin it...

I feel like I just lost the thread of my response all over again. I'm sorry! It's nearing 3am, I just got off shift, and I'm in one of those moods again... just... I care very deeply about people as a concept, and the way we mold ourselves around each other's lives until every one of our struggles is an extension of our community, which is an extension of our history and so on. I'm not super good about being in the /now/, the details of general existence aren't my best friends. But if characters get to act however the fuck they want to act, if they can build themselves back up from nothing, explore themselves in ways you or I never could, maybe never is just a qualifier we give ourselves to excuse our inflexibility and stagnation?

Something, something, the ultimate goal of the human experience will always be Self Actualization.

Anyways Anon, sorry about all the rambly philosophizing, I've probably scared you off now fbvehcskffbcrehd but you made my whole month!! Maligayang Pasko sa inyo po!!! Ingat ka lagi!!!!!!! And to whoever even bothers to read all this rambling,,,, in English: Merry Christmas and take care always, Mabuhay!

[angelfishcake]

Imagine this guy

saying your fanfic is worthy of being in his library, because apparently that happened to me

[feral-radfem]

just want to say that i really admire you :) you're so eloquent and well spoken, and you're patience is astounding! thank you for all your work ❤

Thank you, this is so sweet :).

Many critical English Lit teachers and professors are to thank for my well put together writing, if I see one of them again, I will pass along all of y'all's compliments lol. They will be happy to know I did finally learn how to form a proper essay.

Thank you for the kind words. I really do appreciate them. 💙

[astrobei]

helloe suni astrobei !!! ty for following me back (i hyperventilated /j) so. *holds you at gunpoint* what are three of your favourite things about your writing style?

have a great day 💗💗

omg hi sara willelfanpage !! (ignore me running to ur blog to quadruple check ur name so i didn’t make a fool out of myself LOL) to be so honest i thought i’d been following u for ages now because i saw my mutuals reblogging from you so your url was all over my dash and then i realized i was not and RAN to ur page !! i love ur blog sooo so much i’m so flattered i made u hyperventilate (/j) and WOW OKAY hitting me with this as i roll out of bed u are so so evil (<3) to be honest it’s so hard for me to pinpoint specific things about my own writing just because i’m so Used To It if that makes sense,,, but for u i will try !

um. 1. when people say i characterize mike well (since i write him the most) and especially his inner monologue i laugh really hard because when i write mike it’s just. my own brain vomit. like i find him really easy to write because i just write down what i’m thinking the same way i think it and i guess it comes off exactly like mike wheeler ?? which i think is equal parts funny, convenient, and also kind of flattering JDKDJD

2. i think i use imagery well! i get a bit self conscious about like overdoing the imagery or flowery words sometimes but then ella (@/nancysglock) said something about me being plagued by psychological visions to get my imagery so vivid,,, which made me laugh for like five full minutes when she said that btw it was very reassuring

3. oh this is hard. i love love writing tension so i consider myself as someone who does that well! idk it’s just so fun to be a little evil and also i just use it to put off writing the kiss scene when i do include one so i guess that’s good practice? but yes i think if i had to name one Specific Thing about my writing style it would be my atrocious overuse of Tension

that was so mean of u but also very very sweet thank u !! i hope u are also having a fantastic day even though u. held me at gunpoint 🤨 (<333)

[fluffypotatey]

💗 incoming love train! I appreciate you and recognize the amazing presence you have on this site, thank you for contributing to our community! 🌷 send this to all the blogs you love! don't forget to spread the love. 💌

oh wow 🥺 i don't know what to say. thank you so much for this 💖

[crymeariveronceagain]

Happy birthday!!!!

TYSM!!! <3 :DDDD

[lady-phasma]

Get attacked!! ✨🌈SEND THIS TO OTHER BLOGGERS YOU THINK ARE WONDERFUL. KEEP THE GAME GOING🌈✨

Thank you! OMG same! You are fantastic!

[bethlammen]

A delight from today

My girlfriend gave me the biggest compliment. She said I looked like Hilda.

Sitting comfortably in my chair with my big, soft headphones; topless, with the wrapper from my cupcake next to me.

Decadence

[aspenwritesstuff]

my pleasure honestly - i'm really looking forward to it!

/cries in author/

your anticipation inspires me 🌹 i would estimate part two to be at about 40% completion! it won’t be too long now. i’ll do my best not to let you down !!

[junebugjo]

will take a better picture eventually but this is my first linocut print