#I NEED CHANGE
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Don't you love it when you get back into your childhood hyper-fixation that you remember very fondly as an adult and realize how fucking depressing the actual story is now that you have the capacity to understand it beyond cool fighting and characters, humor, and awesome friendships?
#bleach#ichigo kurosaki#bleach 686#every analysis I see makes me more and more upset#why does literally everyone in this story suck#how did Kubo make such dynamic characters only to slowly crush their souls more and more until we get the most unsatisfying ending EVER#I keep trying to get back into the manga/anime but I feel like a pit forms in my stomach every time I try to#I love the characters dearly but oh my god#the relationships and the way most of the characters interact just grates at my nerves#like every few months I'll read like twenty chapter of the manga#get back into the fandom#read some analysis#and then I'll start dislking it all over again#I need a happy ending#i need a better ending#please Kubo#I need the hell arc to completely dismantle the soul society and the whole world as they know it#I NEED CHANGE#I hate the regressing and stagnation of the soul society#I need them to be overthrown#I need the characters I love to become antagonists all over again#I need Ichigo to be enemies with the soul society again#i need rebellion#I need the soul society to be the greatest evil again because in the end#they are the source of nearly ALL the problems Ichigo and co. face in canon#I'm so tired of them being the lesser evil#I need them to fall apart#I need the characters to have genuinely good endings where they are happy rather than regressing back into the people they were at the star#of the story or even worse turning into the ppl they had sworn they would never become
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I thought now with Federer retired and Rafa probably taking things slow, my mental health would no longer depend on them and not Djokovic winning (sorry Djokovic😂)
I was fucking wrong.
#so sorry to put the responsibility on my pookies#but I am sick of that man winning#i need change#jannik sinner#carlos alcaraz#and even#Holger Rune#come on guys let’s go
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Me, at the slightest drop in my mental health: I need to change my hair and get a piercing.
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something i made during a work meeting
#creature#autism creature#work#i fucking hate work#i cant wait to do this for the rest of my life#actually so overwhelmed sitting in silence#let me leave#i have been in the same team for 3 or 4 2-week long sprints now#if i look at the same task one more time i am going to burn this repo#god dammit#i need change
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the loneliness be hitting hard
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i'm so nervous about what's to come
#moving halfway across the country in a month for college ahhhh#i need change#i want this to be good for me
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the surface reverberates, everything is connected
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itching to change my icon and header again…
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so anxious I just cleaned and rearranged my room n still feel like Ima implode
#i need change#i dont wanna be here#i need something new to set my mind to#but i cant think of anything#except wanting to disappear#thoughts#text#delete
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#staff need to realise that one little change to layout ruins my day#and that when i snooze tumblr live i mean that i want it GONE#tumblr live
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when i was a kid i wanted to be a famous youtuber like dan and phil so that people would gay ship me with my irl best friend and we would be sooo weirded out by it and laugh and make videos joking about it but secretly it would make her realize her repressed gay crush on me and i'd help her through her gay crisis and then we would have a sickeningly sweet sappy romance and read fanfiction about ourselves together... anyways just found out she's married to a guy in the mafia now so i probably don't have a chance
#dan and phil fanfiction changed me#come into my lady door#and teen me saw that and went “i need to be that so fuckan bad”#i wanted to be dan but now that im a mature adult i understand that phil is better. phil guy 5ever nowadays#do i tag this as dan and phil. i still dont know tumblr site tagging norms and im like a year in now#dan and phil#dnp#phan
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im busy with an art trade but wanted 2 share some recent scraps of charlie. i haven't posted abt her in years oh my god
#nudity cw#my art#art#illustration#drawing#artists on tumblr#digital art#my ocs#oc#ocs#original character#charlie#charlie raine quill#god i need to change her name. n update her in general . CRY
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mouse bites™
#anybody do this yet?#house md#hate crimes md#house md game#mouse bites#gregory house#hilson#james wilson#lisa cuddy#robert chase#allison cameron#eric foreman#house md meme#he needs mouse bites to live#shoutout to whoever made the house game generator thing#this took me way too long#house#dr house#also if you notice house's clothes kinda changing colors when he holds the mouse bite serum#its because i had to recolor it myself#i couldn't get the shades of gray to be exact#oh well#i also drew the nosebleed lmao#every house episode ever#generic house episode#editing this to say#this is not an original meme at all#I just ds-ified it tbh#ive seen some people not know it but i recommend you look it up#or like iykyk i guess
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My Skin
MYSKINMYSKINMYSKIN
#Sel talks#Vent#AH!#A single angelic note before I implode#I am realizing how uncomfortable I am as I am (:#Which is what I was trying to AVOID!!!#MR. PAST THERAPIST#I am hitting over the had with a bat#I was expirencing trans joy and “apparently” that's not good enough for a gd diagnosis#(I am a horrible lier and I feel bad doing it)#Mr. White cishet male#ARGH#MAD#BITING#BITINGBITINGBITING#I'M TIRED OF LIVING LIKE THIS#I WANT TO BURY WHO I AM NOW AND BECOME SOMEONE NEW#I need to go to the city to pick up some new pants this weekend anyway; maybe I'll see if I can't look at going to planned parenthood#Gosh it's been forever since I looked into that#I should make sure my state hasn't banned them from “handing out hormones” or some shit#I want to throw up#I need to leave#I feel like I'm choking constantly#And I wish my body wouldn't have physical reactions to my feelings and emotions#I need change#I need to change#I can't keep on like this#If you happen to read all this; I'd appreciate it if you could give the post a like or smthng#Been feeling kinda lonely and would like to know I've been heard at least#No pressure
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[image description: the bugs bunny in a tuxedo "I wish all (blank) a very pleasant (blank)" meme edited to say "I wish all of my Jewish followers a very pleasant rosh hashanah". In front of Bugs there is a jar of honey, a stack of apples and pomegranates. In front of bug's mouth there is a shofar.]
#Fuck it in posting it now fjdnsjejek#I hope the image description is okay!!! If I need to change it tell me so#jumblr#jewish#Jewish holiday#Rosh hashanah#jewish memes#I love making these lol
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