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#I am suffering from mental illness !!!
thebusylilbee · 4 months
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help ! the friends-to-lovers-to-divorced-to-enemies-to-secret-fifth-thing relationship between the she/he/they/the time travelling aliens has bewitched me body and soul !
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uncanny-tranny · 8 months
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I think it's only natural to feel anger when somebody isn't "taking your advice" or listening to you about their mental health or what will help them. People want to help people, and the anger comes when you are perceiving somebody as not being receptive but...
It can be a selfish impulse to say that your opinion about their illness is the only thing they need. It isn't about you, even though the advice you give is given by you.
Nobody deserves to suffer, this is true. But, also, nobody deserves to be forced to do things that either won't help or won't be genuine. If somebody isn't taking your advice, there's a reason for it (maybe it's not a good enough reason for you, but this isn't the point). It's okay to be disappointed or angry, but it's not going to help to lash out at them. That is only pouring water onto a grease fire.
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skitskatdacat63 · 6 months
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2023 Brazilian Grand Prix - Podium - Fernando Alonso
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chayannesegg · 4 months
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listen, i absolutely get ramon not wanting to talk to sunny & feeling hurt/betrayed by her helping tubbo
like, i'd hazard he might even feel more betrayed by them than tubbo himself—bc sunny & ramon probably talked about what family meant to him (during their sleepovers or something) and ramon has no insight into why they'd do that whereas tubbo, for all his actions have hurt ramon, very clearly has the emotional capacity of a wet paper plate and issues running deeper than marianas trench
but that makes it all the more heart wrenching that he won't hear her out (and you can see in the backgrounds of vods her multiple attempts over several days to get his attention just to be rebuffed) bc i bet if she could explain herself even a little things could be so different
it reminds of the situation from the other week where sunny wasn't talking with em and tubbo tried to explain that, even if you're mad at them, suddenly stopping talking to someone you love could make them feel awful and worse than you intended
and that is what's happening to sunny. it's miserable to see bc she was already so isolated and ramon, as her big brother, is someone she put a lot of trust in to be there for her and listen to her and it must feel to her like that was an empty promise to have him not even hearing her out.
and it's particularly tragic bc sunny didn't even want to mess with fit and pac. yes, she was "tempted" to aid tubbo in his quest, but I really don't think it was bc she was actually worried about being left behind when she agreed. i think she could tell tubbo was scared and hurting and not ready to accept the change and didn't want him to be alone. she didn't really have another option and every adult can see that but ramon is young and blinded by his hurt
and now sunny is left feeling abandoned and forgotten and replaced and it's exactly what their pa said would happen; self fulfilling prophecy :(
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I am currently at my
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point. Do not try me, I will absolutely kill if you make eye contact too long.
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actualbird · 29 days
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🏳️‍⚧️ OH IT'S TRANS DAY OF VISIBILITY! YAYYY!! LOOK AT ME, your friendly neighborhood trans guy!!! //jumps up and down 🏳️‍⚧️
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wildflowercryptid · 4 months
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kieran seems to unfortunately be joining my collection of faves that get treated real fuckin weird by parts of their fandoms for being ppl who exhibit their struggles with mental illness in less than appealing ways.
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idyllic-affections · 7 months
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sometimes i forget enjou exists and then someone posts about him and i'm like. I miss you you silly little abyss man
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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 months
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#its sort of funny. i think my medication is working pretty well. i feel stable in a way i never really have before#is it the dopamine stablizer or is it my ion channels? whos to say. it doesn't matter. but it also doesnt change some things#the ways i think and react negativly to change. but it makes it easier to deal with. i still experience this strange dispaire on the#weekends or anytime im not working. i think the oddest thing is thst i dont think ive ever been this consistenly sad#not in a depressed sort of way. just a passing thoughts make me tear up sort of way. it doesnt feel out of control. it just feels like a#prelude to grief i guess. bc my mum is still in the hospital and its so hard to kno what that means from halfway across the country#my sisters are both home right now. they both live within 3hrs of where we grew up. one sister lives in the city my mom goes to for#treatment. so they have the opportunity to see her more than me. i dunno if they do tho. we dont really talk. i dont kno if they're as sad#as i am. if im overreacting bc i cant physically see what's happening. what the feeling is in the room. not that she would probably complain#shes the suffer in silence type. my dad keeps texting us pics of our shitty lil sunroom that hes redoing#to make my mum a lil sanctuary. he must be sad too. its his wife. hes staying with her in the hospital rn. i dunno its so weird#when i talk to my counselor she assumes i find out info thru calls or talk to my sisters abt it and i gotta b like nah we dont really talk#i get my info thru text. i havent talked to my parents on the phone in like a month. i dunno we just dont talk. so i dont kno how to reach#out and be like yo so whats up? shoulf i plan on coming home this summer for a bit?? like???#this is the disadvantage of leaving thr place where you grew up. probably when i finish my phd i should move closer to home#somewhere in the Appalachian mountains maybe. somewere in the eastern deciduous forrest. somewhere with thunderstorms.#but thats years from now. who knows what ill b doing. for now im just sad and tired and i dont quite kno what to do in the short or long#term bc im feeling the weight of my mental limitations rather intensely. but maybe im just being self limiting#whatever. i dont have a dead mum yet. shes not even on hospice care. things are just uncertain and dont look so hot#i just dont see how it can get better from here when chemo gave her secondary blood cancer and shes still full of tumors#i dont think im being that dramatic. it just objectively seems not great for survival#unrelated
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taintedcigs · 3 months
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the only reason i still haven’t gotten an appointment w my therapist is that im afraid this is what ill be like on medication😔
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after all we are the strongest
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I made a meme do you leik it :)
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jessiethelion · 6 months
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There Will Be Blood / Daniel Plainview - XS (Rina Sawayama)
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just became a widow for the second time i'm sick of this shit
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quinnick · 2 years
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If anyone tells you that the soundtrack is just for 80s nostalgia, just show them the scene where Jason talks about his plans to hunt down Eddie for the first time. The song Psycho Killer plays and the lines 
“ I can't seem to face up to the facts I'm tense and nervous and I can't relax I can't sleep 'cause my bed's on fire “
Over Lucas who is nervous over the events. then the lines:
“Don't touch me, I'm a real live wire Psycho Killer”
This plays over Jason. This is all meant to show we shouldn’t trust Jason and Lucas already doesn’t trust him but has to be cautious because Jason could snap. If you look on it just on the surface, it could be what the group thinks of Eddie at that moment. 
So, songs are more thought out then one might think
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djmousewife · 5 months
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getting a lot of Autism Content on insta these days and its rlly starting to piss me off when low support needs autistics talk about how we dont need to stratify autism like im sry but u were diagnosed at 22 and had no one flag u for anything ur whole life can complete most if not all of your daily tasks independently and can do complex tasks like maintain a job or drive on top of it. im not even gna say we r not the same bc i dont have that high support needs and its hard to untangle where the support needs originate (autism v adhd v mental illness v chronic illness) but like most autistics dont work etc etc you are not the standard for autistic ppl stop acting like u r!!!!
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