#I am way too nerdy

[in-a-continuous-daydream]

Details from Richie’s death that break my heart

(Really specific because NPMD has been in my head since September the 15th and I think that scene is HEARTBREAKING)

Also MAJOR THANKS to @jensen-frackles for the gifs 🫶

-this

-how he sort of colapses in the stairs while trying to run away from Max + his reaction when Max “closes” the doors

-the fact that he was on the floor when he begged Max not to kill him + through the whole “who will pray for me” part

-the way Jon closes his eyes when he sings “when my body’s gone” for the second time

-he was forced to ask himself WHO WOULD PRAY FOR HIM WHEN HIS BODY IS GONE?!?!

-The fact that Max tells him “this is the consequence for what you’ve done” when “what they did” was try to stop him from bullying them non stop which led to a tragic accident

-“I’M NOT A LOSER!” (+ again the fact that Jon sings this through closed eyes)

-the way everyone is sort of like a witness to his death in the back idk the real symbolism but it gives me chills

-that he begs Max by his name in the end (“no, please, Max”) @jensen-frackles

-the fact that NOBODY notices he isn’t around after he dies (when they go to school the next day)

-very specific but, the first lines Richie sings are: “I’m dead, the blood is all but draining from my head, (…), my pulse is certainly dropping, and my life is hanging on by a thread.” And that breaks me because the thought of Richie, alone, scared and in pain, bleeding out on the floor, while a football match is going on outside is too much

-Finally, the way he shrinks himself down 😭

[satorisoup]

people will think im ordinary until they say one (1) thing about tmnt and all of a sudden im explaining the entire lore starting from the 1990’s movie & why donatello is the best turtle i fear… T^T

tag limit fights me… i must yap… please listen… SOB </3

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okay so like. my brain is going overtime on this rn, bc i went down a whole video essay rabbit hole a while ago about there being this whole underlying theme of Paul's lack of want for anything is a big theme throughout the whole show in tgwdlm. and yes it makes sense when u know that finding out what people want is how they Get You and set the Apotheosis upon ur ass. but rewatching npmd, it suddenly hit me when Steph said they would give the Lords whatever they want, and there was an immediate response that was one of interest. Max said he gets what he wants at the beginning. everyone is calling him a "literal monster."

is that why he turned into what he did when he died? like, yeah, they say the manor is haunted, etc etc, but Max is like. beyond that, he is a danger to the world, only the Lords in Black can stop him, he's that powerful. was he so awful in life, so bent on control, getting what he wanted, that when he died on the property, the dark magic there unleashed something terrible?

[thefrogdalorian]

Having of those moments where I wish to yeet the like button into the sun or maybe make it so there was setting you could turn on so that people can only reblog posts (even better with the minimum requirement of adding at least one tag)!!

It's kind of absurd that one of my fics is getting close to 500 notes while simultaneously being one I've had the least actual human interactions come from. Like...... come on, that's now how it should be AT ALL!

Don't get me wrong, I'm so thrilled people are clearly finding it and I guess enjoying it(??) but just having endless likes without people letting me know what they enjoyed about it or even if they liked it kind of makes me sad. That's not why I want to share my writing here!

I love having those little human connections with others. I don't ever want my writing to feel transactional. I would love to talk to more people about things I've written. It's truly one of the best feelings and I would hate to lose that, the more I write or the more notes my fics get. Please don't be shy!! I get the social anxiety, but there is no reason to be. I am truly just a Din Djarin obsessed loser.

Anyway, whine over. I don't want to focus on the negatives here and I appreciate every single person who has ever left a positive interaction with something I've written. You are truly a light!

[moinsbienquekaworu]

Also. The weird girl in school feeling of both intense jealousy and violent repulsion towards "normal" girls.

[silverselfshippingchaos]

one day I'll be able to tell what I feel towards certain characters LMAAAOOO

[sailforvalinor]

Oh in other news I think I got a passable grade in Date(?), something that is normal to want and possible to achieve

[autisticmight]

*emerging from the ruins, covered in blood and dirt, coughing helplessly, clutching my wounded side* monkie kid... is a good show... *collapses to the ground, barely breathing*

[sysig]

He’s everywhere, this guy (Patreon)

Bonus:

[rinofwater]

Took that silly "which Sandrock character are you" quiz

Got Qi

In a weird way, this does actually feel pretty accurate lol

But what do i do with this information?

[cut-my-arm-bleeding]

Anyway nothing matters literally nothing matters literally nothing matters literally nothing matters no matter how much or how long you love someone you will never be happy because YOU are the problem and no one can change that 🙃🙃🙃

[artsylilgremlin]

Getting Followed...

I keep getting notifications that new people are following me and I looked and IT'S A BUNCH OF EMPTY BLOGS WITH PROFILE PICTURES OF EITHER HALF NAKED OR LIKE, PROMISCUOUSLY DRESSEED WOMEN????????????? Like, what did I post to make this happen and how can I undo it????? Help???????????????????????

[birdybellicose]

Found out my yt Irish friends do NOT play about St. Patrick's Day....😮

[mothford]

MATPAT IS LEAVING YOUTUBE???

WHAT THE FUCK

[themindelectricdemo4]

ALSO SOMETHING I LIKE ABOUT MY FRIEND & I'S RELATIONSHIP IS WE ARE BOTH AROACE WITH CRUSHES ON FICTIONAL CHARACTER BUT WE LOOK OUT FOR EACH OTHER WHEN IT COMES TO OVERBEARING MEN IRL

[nkogneatho]

when you first met itadori jin, you thought he was so sweet and kind. he was always a little nerdy when he talked about things he loved. "sorry i got carried away" was something he'd often say because he thought he was bothersome. but you never thought that. you liked when his eyes lit up at the silliest science theories. you loved that he was so considerate.

but you know what they say?? nerds are the kinkiest people. when you told jin you want him to fuck you, he turned red. but you had to say it out loud because he wouldn't. he respected you. that, until he had you bent over the couch. you'd never thought he'd be so rough. but that is the thing. he was so unconscious about it. his silly science addicted brain inspected your hole and he knew you'd be able to take it with a little stretching. his large hands were on your back, pushing you further into couch. you had to turn your face to the side to make sure you don't suffocate against the cushion.

"shhh don't move, my dear. i am doing this f'you." his cock was buried deep inside but he wasn't moving. "didn't you say you wanted to do it? i need to make sure you don't get hurt in the process—ahhh fuck don't squeeze me, darling." you couldn't help it. your cunt ached for his thrusts. "i am sorry my dick is too big for you baby. but i am a good boyfriend, right? mmm shit...'n good boyfriends always give their pretty girlfriend what she asks for." he collected your wetness with his fingers and licked them. "mhmm fhuck sweetheart. knew this pretty pussy was sweet the way she was throbbing when i was inspecting her. go on, lovie...tell her to make more juices for your kind boyfriend." jin wasn't even aware how dirty the thing he was saying sounds. he just thought it was normal. he finally thrusted once and you cried out his name, unexpecting the sudden jolt. "feels good, right?" you moaned out a yes. "of course it feels good. now..." he grabbed your waist, "time to marry your pussy with my cock, darling."