More PROOF The NHS Hate Me and Refuses To Help Me:
My former therapist (IM), the psychiatrists, AG, and CP, refused to listen to me when I told them I wouldn’t be able to do Group Therapy, due to the fact I can’t speak or string a sentence together unless I have alcohol in my system. And frankly, I don’t want to listen to everyone’s pathetic problems which I have done for years.
They still went through with it. So much so that I got a letter, that clearly stated that I wouldn’t be receiving any other help unless I did the group therapy?
Since when, has that been a thing? If I didn’t do group therapy I wouldn’t be getting anything else?
BULLSHIT! Absolute bullshit!
I’ve never heard of it, and neither has anyone else!
So, I emailed the bitch, (sorry to call her that, but you’ll see why in a second).
I emailed her, told her what they said. Which she fucking said I could do if anything happened! And she doesn’t even bother.
Fair enough, I was angry, but really, am I to blame?! Surely it’s understandable that I would be angry when I willingly got help for myself, I was willing to get help for my intrusive thoughts and my trauma from when I was 7. And I received nothing. No help. No diagnosis. No medication!
I was told I would get those three things, and I got NOTHING!
So, being angry in that sense is understandable.
I sent her a second email, saying she’s proved to me what she really is like. And all that. So fine, you’ve proved that to me. You a disgusting example of a human being. Clearly don’t care about anyone. Just what goes into your pocket.
Second bit of proof is my GP.
I wrote her a letter telling her all the problems I’ve been having. The chronic pain, the pain in my eyes and jaw, the shakiness I get when I sometimes have naps, the shakiness I get generally.
And that was a week. This is week 2, still nothing. No letter, no phone call, no message.
So, she doesn’t believe my mum when she tells her. And now I’m lying?
Why would I be fucking lying?
Why would I lie about my pain which causes me A LOT of problems?
I’m done. I’ve had enough. I can’t take this anymore.
I don’t understand what I did. I don’t understand what the reasoning is behind all of this fucking hate!
They’re making me want to die. They’re making me lose my mind and cry and want to hurt myself.
I’ve lost my cat, which didn’t help my mental health and now they’re just making it worse. And I don’t understand why they would do that.
The only 2 things I can think off is my posts about them, or the fact that my health conditions and mental health costs the NHS a lot of money.
But that’s not my fault. Neither things are down to me. They should have done their jobs. They should have helped me when I asked for it, they should have helped me when I begged for it.
I can’t take anymore.
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The laishuros and the labrus had a delightful episode today.
Not only did Laios and Shuro have an adorable reunion, full of ~informal~ and affectionate language (to his household’s dismay), but also gentle and affectionate touch, encouraging Shuro to take care of himself.
Then Kabru shamelessly inserts himself into the conversation, bats his eyes at Laios, and tries to “introduce himself,” when the man clearly has no idea who he is.
Kabru then sees Laios leading Shuro away for perfectly normal reasons and goes “I’ll join!!” with as many ulterior motives as possible.
These three have a hilarious dynamic, I want as many scenes with them together as possible.
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