#I have been there

[proshipconfessions]

I’m an ex-anti. I used to think you were all into this disturbing stuff because you were perverts. Until I discovered it too.

I’m not mentally well right now. I haven’t been for a long long time. I’m wondering how I’m supposed to survive the situation I’m stuck in. I found an extremely graphic “dead dove”-style torture fic about a character I like. And I loved it. Not for any sexual reasons. My interests don’t lie that way. But if this character I heavily project onto can survive some of the worst things humans have invented to do to each other? Then I can survive one more year. I’ve already reread the story three times. Then I started wondering if other forms of “disturbing” fiction might be like that too. I still don’t know what to believe. But I’m thinking you all might actually be the good guys.

I want to reblog some proship and profic posts onto my popular sideblog. But I’m scared I’ll be publicly shunned for it. Torn away from my own community. I don’t know what to do. I’m still stuck.

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[schnaf]

22 days until hyeongjun's 22nd birthday

day 11 - Freakin’ Bad⚡️

[devonrubinart]

i wish i could share my joy of life and being alive with those who struggle with it. and i mean directly put my good brain feelings in their brains to overwrite the badness

[deadendtracks]

The poor girl at the ticket counter where Oppenheimer 70mm imax was playing had to keep telling people who walked up that it was sold out to the end of time. The stoic weariness in her voice.

[aparticularbandit]

SO. MADE IT THROUGH THE PROLOGUE. MET THE NEW PEEPS.

Tsumugi my bestie the mastermind is top tier. For reasons which I will put in another post. (That really boils down to I actually do have a character design type and. she hits it. pretty hard. Although she's not a cold conniving bitch (heart of gold not always included). So far. SOOOOOOO. But considering, I expect her to get there. I spent too much time just referring to her as Tsumugi my bestie the mastermind so like. Sorry not sorry. She might not be. And that will be fun for me!)

Tenko and Gonta are my next go-tos. Probably in that order. I love them both. I love them so much. Also hello Mowgli-Tarzan conglomerate. I love you. That's all. (I KNEW HE WAS GONNA BE A SWEET GUY WHO JUST LOOKED BIG.)

Miu is pretty. She's just. Her face. Some of her expressions? Pretty. Just. Pretty. Unsure where she's gonna land atm. But very pretty. (Also how dare you ask me to forgive you, you're not Mikan. D<)

Maki and K1-B0 (Kibo? Keebo? He said a nickname of some sort) have piqued interest in a positive way.

Koikichi is. undecided. He's got enough perverted jokes right off the bat that he killed off the positive piqued interest.

Kirumi I like and is probably fourth below Tsumugi my bestie the mastermind, Tenko, and Gonta, but something about her design - her hair? maybe? - I don't. like. something's. off.

Kaede's Ultimate is just my mom. Her personality is nothing like my mom, which is fortunate for me, but like. she introduced herself and talked about her Ultimate and I just. That's just my mom, they put my mom in a Danganronpa game, how DARE. But, again, entirely different personality and aesthetic so. That helps.

Rantaro intrigues me a lot, but he's also the game's Ultimate ??? and also gives me Nagito vibes, so like. I want to know more what's going on with him probably more than the others, but he probably won't be my go-to for FTEs off the bat. (That's Tsumugi, Tenko, Gonta. Kirumi. K1-B0.)

And also nope nuh-uh Angie's in a cult and she wants blood offerings for art that's got me super noped out nope nope nope she is the BOTTOM RUNG of any FTEs just nope nope I don't nope.

[sam-nochncs]

I AM SCREAMING I WAS JUST DRAWING AND THEN I WAS STRUCK WITH AN IDEA

GHOAP AT A SPACE MUSEUM

BETTER YET PLANETARIUM

[crabappels]

drama in the south park fandom…? block and move on. don’t make posts about getting kicked off a server and cry about it forever and ever. yeah it sucks, maybe it’s even Weird, but you’re not exactly pioneering social justice by posting to your south park tumblr blog, you’re just cultivating a toxic environment. you want to help people? make your own server and content. damn.

[flightyquinn]

Listening to my friend describing issues I've already gone through, knowing that they won't listen to me if I just tell them what it is (because I already tried), but still wanting to be a good friend.

[allo-frouto]

sleepy and horny...

This combination is deadly...

[girlonthelasttrain]

reading a nice fic written for an exchange without any comment from the recipient... saddest story ever told

[scargorgem]

I actually like Kirk a lot. He just wanted to help the company and Sam. Granted he shouldn't have done that without her knowledge but poor guy unfortunately fell in love.

[polyamorouspunk]

I spent like two hours the other day writing an anon to you when you were doing mood boards, which was basically a very abridged and or summary of my ocs story just to see what kind of vibes you'd put with the description, but right as I was about to finish and hit send,

The tumblr app crashed.

So I said fuck it and told you about my local antique place instead lmfao.

It's completely random, but I just wanted to share.

I appreciate you sharing but I’m more just REALLY sorry that tumblr crashed after you wrote all that

[paintedcrows]

They do this every year...

Happy 25th to Dipdop and Lebam!! and Happy 17th to Hatsune Miku!! 🎉🎉

(comic continued: The M&M stands for...)

[girldraki]

[carry-on-my-wayward-butt]

its so brave that you have such a 2012-coded url in this 2024 world

would you call a bear brave for standing in a new construction suburb or would you recognize the unfamiliar world they built around him