The real struggle is wanting to dress like Tyler Durden but you’re more Narrator type
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I fucking hate digital drawing so much. The brush DOES NOT GO WHERE I WANT IT TO GO.
I love failing having to press ctrl z a thousand times because i keep fucking up one line. Totally doesn't make me feel like a completely hopeless dogshit artist. And then i go on twitter or here and see a perfect little piece, with immaculate lineart and shading. And attached to it there is a timelapse of the most effortless drawing process ever.
"Oh it's not as easy as it seems" and they are still in 5 minutes doing something that would take me a week to figure out.
"Oh they only post their best work" my best work looks worse than their worst work
I must ask again how long does it take to get good at art. What goddamn cosmic revelation do i need to reasonably depict the image i am thinking of.
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Breathe-Melissa Etheridge
I played the fool today
And I just dream of vanishing into the crowd
Longing for home again
But home is a feeling I buried in you
I'm alright, I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
And I can't ask for things to be still again
No, I can't ask if I could walk through the world in your eyes
Longing for home again
But home is a feeling I buried in you
I'm alright, I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
My window through which nothing hides
And everything sings
I'm counting the signs
And cursing the miles in between
Home, home is a feeling I buried in you
That I buried in you
I'm alright, I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
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was talking with a friend about how some of dunmeshi fаndom misunderstands kabru's initial feelings towards laios.
to sum up kabru's situation via a self-contained modernized metaphor:
kabru is like a guy who lost his entire family in a highly traumatic car accident. years later he joins a discord server and takes note of laios, another server member who seems interesting, so they start chatting. then laios reveals his special interest and favorite movie of all time is David Cronenberg's Crash (1996), and invites kabru to go watch a demolition derby with him
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my heart is hurting for kevin omg
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Video game I saw in a dream. It was in this low poly style like an older video game. You play as this character I think was meant to be a lamb, or maybe a weird mix of a lamb a mouse and a rabbit, (while not really looking like any of those things) and you’re running away from a wolf. Your objective is to last as long as possible before the wolf catches and eats you.
The house you’re running in is endless and bizarrely put together like most building interiors in dreams are (like the infinite toilet dream dimension on Reddit lol) the layout of the house is pretty detailed, you can stop and hide in places like closets or bins while the wolf looks for you, you can go up and down stairs and into rooms etc.
You never actually know where the wolf is or how close it is to you until it appears in your line of sight, it makes no noise and the game gives you no way of knowing where it is, and it’s pretty unpredictable it doesnt move at a consistent pace. When the wolf catches you there’s an animation showing it eating your character
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listen there really was just something about how in the book, snow’s 3-page descent from hesitant lover boy to deluded mfer happens entirely in his mind. lucy gray gives him no indication whatsoever that she suspects him, that she’s going to leave or betray him. he’s just sitting quietly in the cabin waiting for her to return when that seed of calculated suspicion, which he has needed to survive the capitol, takes a hold of him and chokes the life out of any goodness left inside him. it really drives home your terror as a reader that “oh my god did he kill her? did she escape? what happened to her? why would he even think that?” in a way that when the movie had to adjust for visualization it lost some of that holy shit this guy has lost it emphasis.
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