1st day of the month means it's time to go back to the firework festival
haven't taken much photos during the actual firework part of the festival because I was busy running around and adding more fireworks to the mix
also changed the fit again, because I'm indecisive lmao
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Cute things San does as your bf
Requested by: @oc3anfloor
Pairings: Choi San x reader
Tags: established relationships, so much fluff, San being a golden retriever bf
Warnings: one small mention of drinking, but mostly just pure sweetness
Authorās note: fun fact, I was almost finished with this and accidentally deleted the whole thing so I had to try to remember what I wrote and rewrite all of itš anyways hope you enjoy lol! Pls feel free to send me more requestsš
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San would definitely be the softest boi with you
Even tho you told him he doesnāt need to spend so much on you, he makes it his mission to take you out on a really fancy date at least once a month to make you feel special. He even shows up in a suit and with a rose in hand.
He hand makes Valentineās Day cards for you cause they āhave more meaningā
Letās you co-parent shiber with him. Aka: you take him for one week and he takes him for the next. (If your a new fan and donāt know who shiber is itās sans favorite plushie lol)
But if he goes on tour he lets you keep him until he gets back.
Gets so shy when you compliment him, face going all red. Especially if itās about his body/muscles
Gives out the best compliments. Like theyāre not just typical clichĆ©s, they are always so thoughtful and specific.
Somehow becomes even more affectionate while drinking. If people are right about drunk actions just being sober thoughts then this man must really love you, cause you hear him say it about 20 times before you can even get him in the car.
Nose kisses all day long
Such a big cuddle bug, always wrapped around you like a koala.
Although, he knows he can sometimes be a bit much so if youāre not a very touchy person he can definitely take the hint and back off a bit. Heād never want you to feel uncomfortable around him
Literally does everything thatās included in the typical āgentlemanā category: opening your door, pulling out your chair, carrying your bags, etc. Not because of some macho agenda but itās just another small way for him to show you respect and how much you mean to him.
If he for some reason has to leave before you wake up he leaves you a sweet little hand written note beside the bed.
Loves to lay on top of you and nuzzle his head into your chest or stomach.
Literally just looks at you as if you hung the stars. Every time he even glances your way he has the most loving stare paired with the softest smile youāve ever seen
Starts off trying to act all brave when the two of you watch horror movies but he ends up being the one hiding his face behind you.
Pays such close attention to everything you say. Somehow remembers all of your likes and dislikes, even if itās something small that you only mentioned one time in passing.
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Louk's Bad Batch rewatch part 29 !!!
we're in the second half of season 2 batchersss (was gonna say were in the end game now but I'll save that for tomorrow š«)
The Bad Batch 2x09
her voice š„² she sounds so down it hurts
"sounds dangerous" *giggles* ilysm Wrecker š
Hunter sniffing dirt again hehe
Tech says "without Echo" and Omega immediately droops her head š«
creeper peekin š
I love how Wrecker was carrying the case with one hand and Hunter needs two and keeps adjusting it šŖ
Wrecker checking in on Omega š¤²
oop Omega dramatic sigh count š
Hunter lifting Omega up š„ŗ
"chain reaction, explosion got it š" tbb dealing with teenage fett mood swings now
gentle hands š¤²
that is not your ship kid š
Hunter slams the highly dangerous explosives into the ground lmaooo
Hunter hearing the ship power up !!! his turns so fast and jumps over the stairs š
the bickering batch
they're literally all so feral at each other rn š®
Wrecker giving Omega water first š„ŗ
she's calling Echo for help š
Tech knows he disabled his comms... have they been chattin š
Hunter's senses on fire this ep š
Hunter pushing Omega in front of him and steering her out of the way š
the Lion King ???
Tech: "protect the ipsium!" Wrecker: bruh š
the ipsium survived Hunter slamming it on the ground I'm sure it'll be fine
Wrecker: "why don't you carry it š " Tech: "fine" lolol
Tech is so strong omg he carried it like Wrecker š
Omega needs something to cover her face in this sandstorm š„² give her a helmet
THEY'RE SO SHITTY BOYS CALM DOWN !!!
Omega bby someone hug her !!!!! š«š
"what is your issue" š
how soft Hunter said her name š„ŗš¤²
Tech doesnt understand the emotional connection she has to everything but they probably all struggle to see that being soldiers, they're taught to let go of things, stay in the moment to be able to be the best they can, she's just a kid who wants her brother and her home back after just losing everything, I can completely understand both sides of this š„² I'm blabbing and it's not making sense anymore š
"thats not the only mistake you need to fix" Hunter's dad mode applies to Tech now too
Tech: "but she said she wanted to be alone" š„ŗ
they're getting so much better at the whole dad/big brother thing š
Tech said her name so gently š
Omega and Tech having the same ideas š„°
"I am fully aware you are capable of the task" š„ŗ
TECH BLINDLY FOLLOWING OMEGA WHEN SHE FALLS MY HEART
oop I forgot the š« Tech falls count: we're on 5 now
THE WAY HE GRABS HER IN THE WATER OML š he was so desperate to save her
Hunter sensing they're in trouble š
Not only do I love Hunter's senses but I also love how aware they all are of him, like they all question him every time he pauses or looks off at something, they're all just so aware of each other š
Tech and Omega lying down out of the water š¤²
Tech emptying the water from his glasses !! š„ŗ
"we are alive" ~ bro I love how often he responds like this I can't wait to hear it again hehehe
Omega's wet droopy hair is getting so long š„ŗ
"the narrow crevasse" i love the way he talks he's so fancy š
Putting a bunch of quotes in bc they're iconic š
Omega: "everything is changing and you don't even care"
Tech: "I am not sure how I should care about change, it is a fundamental part of life"
Tech: "I am aware that you miss him, but we have to adapt and move on. That's what soldiers do."
Omega: "we're more than that. We're a family aren't we?"
Tech: "yes of course we are"
Omega: "why don't you act like it?"
Tech: "Echo chose a different path, as did Crosshair. I have to respect their decision. Even though it can be difficult to understand, we must carry on. I may process moments and thoughts differently, but it does not mean that I feel any less than you"
I have to put it all in bc this scene means so much to me š„ŗš¤²š
Wrecker's scream and the big *fwosshhh* landing in the water vs Hunter's tiny *bloop*
Omega's wave š«¶
the way Hunter just tosses Tech's stuff out of the water and he's still holding Omega's bow is the difference between brother and dad
wet hair Hunter when š
Omega "see that wasn't so bad" Wrecker: š
Tech being almost as precise as Crosshair š
Tech and Omega looking at each other šš¤²
Hunter noticing somethings different with Omega now after talking with Tech š„ŗ
CID š« I want to hunt her for sport fr š
Omega quoting Tech šššš
oooohhhh this ep holds a special place in my heart fr
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School rant, sorry its kinda rambly. TW for school shootings, bomb threats, the whole Apalachee High situation.
Nothing like last week's news to make me so, so glad Iām not in a classroom anymore.
I taught in Georgia and South Carolina for 13 years. Even did an observation at Apalachee during grad school, since it was a relatively quick drive from Athens/UGA - you know, back in the distant past of 15 years ago when teacher training had actual rigor and requirements in this part of the country. I even taught at the psychoeducational alternative school that Barrow county bussed their most extreme EBD kids to. So yeah, this hit close to home for me.
My financial situation basically changed overnight last year, when Dr. Mr. Camucia finally finished his fellowship and became a full-fledged attending. This let me quit my job right in time for South Carolina to implement its policy where teachers would have to submit every. single. thing. that would be used throughout the year. Every book, website, lesson plan, PowerPoint - all would have to be submitted within the first two weeks for administration to approve, and parents would have the right to veto or challenge anything they want. You know, in addition to the million other things teachers already do, and crap I had to do handling the yearbook.
(You can only imagine what a policy like this would be like for me, teaching a class called Media Art where both teaching Photoshop and media literacy/criticism were in my standards š)
But things, particularly where I was teaching, were already Bad. And, in fact, getting Worse. This was a school where we already had an entire year of bomb threats well before Covid (including one with an actual failed bomb! My fanfic Footnotes was borne of the insanity of that year!) - that basically showed the exact protocol of what happens when something like this happens at a school. We did all the things everyone claims would stop this sort of thing -
-They added metal detectors (which basically flagged almost everyone, causing 1st period to basically lose 20 minutes a day since so many kids had to get wanded down every morning). They gave up on those after about a week.
-They added more cops, more cameras, sealed off more doors, did all the things, but the bomb threats, kids bringing in weapons, etc. just kept happening.
-They even (years later) added a security system very similar to the one at Apalachee - except, oh, wait - my classroom, and like six others were justā¦ not hooked up to the system. They took my old school panic button, said theyād fix it "later" and give me one of them fancy lanyards with the panic switch, and that just never happened. Three of the classrooms didnāt even have the fire alarm work for their room! They straight up missed fire drills!
My last year there, there was a huge fight in the cafeteria. Like the kind that makes the news, not the kind that happen almost every day that just get posted to tiktok or whatever (I was on bus line afternoon duty, and frequently had kids compliment me on how bored Iād look breaking up those kinds of fights).
But this was a 10 or so person brawl that ended up with multiple student injuries, blood all over the floor, a whole school lockdown, and a teacher breaking their leg trying to hold back the crowd watching/recording/cheering it on. I taught two of the main participants - they were suspended, then "expelled," then mysteriously just showed back up a month later after some sort of appeal to the board of ed. I was told to let them make up any work they missed during their month off, which they both referred to like it was a vacation (would it surprise anyone to know these were football players?).
This isnāt isolated. Ask almost any teacher and theyāll have multiple accounts of kids justā¦ not facing consequences when they get written up, or not caring about parent calls (because the parent doesnāt care either), or seeing ISS and OSS as vacations since they just get to sleep and play with their phones. I donāt think people who havenāt been in a school realize just what itās like now. And I donāt know what the environment was like at Apalachee, but I know that the facility where the most troubled kids for that specific part of Georgia was shut down last year - I know this because I worked there.
Apparently all of the GNETS (Georgia Network of Educational and Therapeutic and Support) schools in Georgia were shut down last year for having these kids not mainstreamed enough. I can say from having worked there as an art teacher that the system was not perfect, but that these kids did not belong in a mainstream classroom. I was stabbed, kicked, spat on, had literal shit thrown at me - and I was one of the better liked teachers! But at least there were smaller class sizes and much better ratios of social workers and psychologists working with the kids and their families. We had access to resources that regular public schools are just stretched too thin to pursue, things like getting families off the street, clothes and food for students' whole families, etc. So these kids were just sent back to their home schools for their presumably already overwhelmed regular Special Ed departments to deal with.
Apparently in Barrow County, where Apalachee is, all of the kids who were at the alternative school are sent to just one school per level, plus taking on additional kids from other, smaller counties in the area. Iām sure caseload numbers went way up, and the behaviors being dealt with got a whole lot more extreme in just one semester.
This kid should have had so many red flags. There already were, according to the FBI! But as far as schools, there should have been a dozen counselors, administrators, etc. who had worked on a fat ol BIP (behavior intervention plan) about this kid that every teacher got before he even stepped foot into their classroom. Itās not uncommon to get kids where you know for a damn fact youāre not supposed to let them go to the bathroom unaccompanied, or have to check in with guidance every morning, or who have to get their backpack searched every morning (or arenāt allowed to have a backpack at all! I had a few of those!). But that apparently justā¦ didnāt happen.
So, yeah. Every part of this whole situation has just made my skin crawl. Those kids and those teachers should be alive. Those kids who got shot and will be traumatized for life should have never had that happen to them. The cult of gun worship in this country is sickening, and the more we gut public education, the more teachers will just throw their hands up and give up like I did - this isnāt going to get better without drastic, dramatic change. And I really just donāt see it happening in this country.
I miss teaching. I miss my kids. I was, by all accounts, pretty damn good at it. But with things the way they are, and the sheer insane number of things we expect teachers to be able to do while also blaming them for everything, I'm not going back.
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Hi, Moon! Let's play Fanfic Writer: Director's Cut game, shall we?
OKAY, the thing is, I could just smashed "give me a whole analysis on your story", but I respect your time, so let's start with VBEOW:
- The bridge scenes, all of them, with Aruani and the refugess
- Big shoes, small shoes (I have a hunch that, maybe, it doesn't include only Aruani, but other double A's as well...)
- The Wings of Freedom seal
- The choice of plants for PokoPiku lovestory
- Aoife- Annie moment in chapter 8
Anna š you certainly remember more than I do of what even goes on in this fic ššš I'm also so very sorry, I... this is very long....
1. The Bridge Scenes.
So far, there have been... Two. First when we saw Armin and Annie "cross" it (because technically they didn't fully cross it) early in the morning, and then again when they go across to the refugee settlement and Armin gives that fancy speech and helps our poor fear-worn refugees cross it.
The lake in this village in Kald is inspired by Lake Brienz in Lauterbrunnen, Switzerland. Ever since I first saw it, I wanted to put AA in this setting in a fic someday. And when I started writing again, VBEOW was my setting to do that. The bridge however, was not planned. I wanted a village on this side of the lake, and some cottages on that side, simply for scenic purposes, and it wasn't until Annie went on her first solo morning walk, that the bridge happened. Same with the settlement cottages.
Eventually however, this gave me an opportunity to do several things:
1. Separate the AA and the other four physically, from the Ft.Salta refugees and the warriors' parents. This would give them the space and liberty to live their new lives on their own, together, while also being able to freely visit their parents (who belonged to their past, a terrible past). Basically, new life -------(bridge)------- old life.
2. Provide an opporutnity to "bridge" the gap between the liberio refugees, and the host of issues they come with. What issues? Two. One, their hatred toward the Eldians on Paradis (surely there are many who thought like Eren's grandpa, OG Jaeger). This one was pretty much "resolved to a great extent" in TFLM with that train pulling scene and I didn't want to go into it again. Second however, is their generational trauma. The Liberio Eldians faced a horrifying confinement brutally enforced on them by the Marleyans and like Grisha's sister was fed to the dogs for leaving the internment zone without a permit, I'm sure other families faced the same horrors. When you're terrorized like that, you don't try to leave when you're put in a box. By physically placing the refugees on the opposite side of the lake, in a set of abandoned cottages, away from the village and general populace of native Kaldians, it's like another confinement. An opportunity to get them to rise over it. But this can be done only by...
3. Developing Armin's character enough, to be able to do this. So one of the many great things Erwin did was recognizing Armin's brilliance and potential and giving him a boost despite being a green recruit. But we never got to see him gradually grow into that leadership and position of command thanks to Eren's genocidal ass, instead we have that post-timeskip shot in 139 where he looks a great deal more confident and sure about himself,.... but I believe it would've been an absolute treat to see him grow bit by bit into this state. And I wanted VBEOW to be a fic where I could make that happen. Using his empathetic and understanding approach, Armin drew a line that had to be crossed on the middle of the bridge - (we'll get to why the middle in the next point), forcing them to "want" to "cross the physical barrier" that's a 2D chalk line. Without a line, it's just a bridge they're scared of crossing. With the line, it becomes more, by stepping over it each time, they're reminding themselves that they're free now, they can cross any line and any border in the world. They're equals, and they're nothing less. The Boy who Saw Hope, gathering enough confidence to do this, cementing himself as a very different kind of world leader (one that doesn't just seek power and glory), and also, becoming more confident with himself.
4. In the context of AA alone, the bridge is... the middle. The meeting point between two worlds. A paradisian. A marleyan. Both Eldians (well, annie is half), separated by walls and told to kill the other. Despite it all, they always gravitated toward each other and now, they're at the very middle and center. Also a symbolic way of saying that they crossed the "borders" long ago when they fell in love :3 Armin sees this (and also realizes how he can use it for the refugees later on) and emotional, kisses her there. Bec he's a sap. And corny.
2. Big Shoes, Small Shoes.
While I usually look up symbolism on the internet, I didn't do this for shoes. Shoes in VBEOW represent many things - the desire to travel and go places, the crossing of great distances... and so on. Shoes are also the first things you see when you come home. In a proper "home" you're going to find them lying haphazard and messy, strewn here and there carelessly, arranged in a row together. It's a sign of people being home, family being home. It's a sign of home. And Annie and Armin, are each other's home, and they're also building a place they can call home. So when Annie shoves her shoes close to Armin's, it's her desire to build a place just for herself and him, although maybe subconsciously still, she's seeing it happen and she wants it. She likes it and she's safe and happy in a house with him where no more terrors and battles wait to be fought. It's a sign of peace and quiet she's always wanted. This plot isn't over tho, and you'll see this specific scene happen again xD
But the shoes are also for the OTHER AA in this story, namely the little kids Asa and Aoife. So, written to simply be parallels to Aruani's lives, they have grown their own lives now and I no longer can keep them as "just" mirror images of Aruani's pasts. Armin puts himself in Asa's little shoes to help him grow, to be the sort of person he wished he'd had in his own life. Annie... is also faced with this dilemma currently and we'll see what she does.
3. Wings of Freedom Seal.
So first of all, I'm weirdly attached to this symbol xD Ever since I first saw it... I wanted it xD I loved it xD I bought so MANY tshirts with it printed on them lmao. ANyways.
So remember how BIG of a deal the SC was back in S1-3? And in S4 we've got so much of shit thrown at us that the significance of the SC fades into the background, brought back in that one (or two) episode(s) where Hange gathers everyone around the fire to share her potato stew. There, we know that the Alliance opposes Eren's genocide because of what the SC always believed in. Freedom for mankind as a whole. Between's Erwin's charisma, Hange's curiosity and Armin's dreams, Armin seemed to me always the one best suited to wear the wings on his back. Simply because for him, Freedom is the beauty of life, the beauty of discovery and learning and exploration. So while we have them wearing suits and looking amazing as "Ambassadors" in 139, I kinda... wanted them to carry the Wings proudly throughout the 3 year timeskip. After all, all of them except for Pieck, were part of the 104th. Except Annie, the rest all belonged to the SC. And Annie would've joined the SC if not for her mission, I feel. In the end, they were brought together by the same ideals, the ideal held proud and high by the Wings of Freedom. Giving it to Armin as a seal was... like... giving him the power to wield it in his future efforts as a world leader.
4. Pieck, Porco and the Plants.
So there's no argument that the warriors had terrible lives. They were bred to be war weapons and had their life spans shortened to 13 years. Above all that, despite fighting Marley's dirty wars, they were still treated horribly, looked upon as devils and scum for being Eldian in the first place and well, seen as shit. In comparison, the Paradisians had better lives, they were at least equal and happier within their walls. Now. I won't get into Pokopiku here, but with that kind of life, love is... Depressing. There's no future together. There's no guarantee of a tomorrow. One of them could be severely damaged in a explosion or whatever and that'd be the end of them. Still, they made the most of their time, and tried in those little pockets of time alone, not to feel like the warriors they'd been told to be.
To be human is also to take care of things. To take care of life. Plants, are life. Plants symbolise life in their growth, in their colour, in the care needed to help them survive. Plants are harmless and if you care for them, it's kinda like taking care of your own children. Pokopiku here dreamed of this one day, where they'd live in a house covered head to toe with plants, taking care of them, taking care of life, living life for once, and enjoying it, free of worries and responsibilities. It was also their desire to be with each other, dreamed of in secret, special only because they thought of it when they were alone together. With Porco gone and her dream achieved, albeit without him, the plants in Pieck's room are Porco himself. And they'll stay, because he's part of her and always will be.
I have to mention tho, none of the plants in Pieck's room are flowering plants. None. That's important.
5. Aoife-Annie, Ch 8.
XD this one is like asking for spoilers since we haven't resolved this issue. But it won't be resolved for a long time really... Well... In a... Certain way... Okay i can't say more xD
But Aoife is Annie's younger self, brought up with bruises and pain, in different circumstances. We'll obviously go into those circumstances and why she is the way she is later on, and we'll see why she constantly says "I fall" (tho I think it's a little obvious but still), why she told Annie "nothing bad happens in Kald" the first time they met, and why she's arguably, quicker to open up to Annie than Annie possibly might've been, at the age of 10 herself. For Aoife, Annie is a bright lighthouse, a strong girl who's just told her she's been beaten like Aoife, but who remains strong and brave nevertheless. As to why Annie's the only one who she sees as a sign of hope.. we'll find out that too later on. But yeah. She latches onto that the very minute she hears it and begs her to teach her to fight. Because what could be better than to be strong like Annie? Like this girl, so fierce yet caring, who'd wrapped a bandage around her burns, paid enough attention to her to notice them in the first place, and accepted her company and gifts of sweets?
As for Annie... She's trying to live a new life, putting memories of her past behind her. Memories of being trained to fight wars she didn't care about, and memories of before that, when she was abused by her father. She finds herself in an extremely dangerous situation (for her) where agreeing to help this girl will take her back to those times and days. The ring on her finger symbolises all the death she's caused and it came from fighting in the first place... Why would she willingly go back there? She's wanted nothing but peace and quiet and a life away from fighting - now that it's in her hands, she wants to stay put. It's also the recurring fear of feeling like she'll be white washing her crimes (or trying to atleast) with this one act of kindness, because to help is to give hope, to the other person and to oneself. And Annie doesn't want to give herself any hope that she's guilt free. While she believed she cared about nothing except her dad, we know she cared a great deal about much more. She does have guilt, and she carries it heavily.
Oh god :D if you made it here... God, I'm amazed #_# Thank you so much for asking me tho!
I have no idea how I even wrote all this... Does this... Really belong to my fics... ?
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Oh my gosh!!!!!! I didnāt know you had personal beef with chocorooms š¤£š¤£š¤£š¤£š¤£ thatās amazing tho. I think the bamboo ones would be good too (*), and the chocorooms satisfy an old āI want to eat the mushrooms from Star Fox Adventuresā urge, lol, but I think the hello pandas are my favorite of the two. But I do like them both better then pocky. Pocky chocolate is too dark for me, I am a milk chocolate only kinda boi, or likeā¦. Light dark chocolate, lol.
Hmmmm, random headcanons time:
I think Desmond would like Reeseās best maybe. But I think he would like most sweets, cause that was probably something he didnāt get a lot of as a kid. Very much so one of those thing he splurges on and tries everything new he sees.
And AltaĆÆr would likeā¦ Snickers Bars, but I think he would be weird and put salt on them to be edgy. (I mean itās probably good but he looks like a dummy, and Malik doesnāt let him live it down.) or like, salted caramel chocolate bars.
And Ezio would likeā¦ chocolate covered strawberries (or maybe those Brookside chocolate covered AƧaĆ & Blueberryās)
And Conner would likeā¦ for some reason I think he would those Big Reeseās with the pretzels in themā¦(Ok waitā¦. Wait, so like, your Project Eurydice Conner, bb Conner with oneā¦ maybe this is what I was thinking of the whole time, itās probably way too big for him cause like they only come in king size, and those suckers are huge even for me!) But I also think maybe just a plain chocolate bar, but like fancy chocolate. Like, not just a plain old Hersheyās you know?
(*this got too long to put in the middle of that paragraph, oof:
I live in the Midwest of the US, so itās hard to get anything here, all Japanese candies and snacks are usually in specialty stores that are expensive or like you have to order them, the chocorooms are available in most places tho so thats what I gotš¤Ŗ even likeā¦ manga and stuff is only just catching up to the popularity itās received in the rest of the country these last couple years, which is nice cause Iāve read manga since I was a teen, but like it should have been way sooner. I feel like Iām all over the place, but have you read any of the AC manga or comics?? I see them when I go to B&N now and Iām slightly tempted to pick up a volume but Iām not sureā¦ also like, I am running low on book space lmao.) I shrunk these notes so hopefully it doesnāt make the ask too long, sorry if itās weird lol.
(I wrote this askā¦ for SO longā¦. snacks are a serious subject. How did my chocolate ask get so longš)
AC Chocolate Headcanons!
I agree that Desmond would like most sweets and would be open to eating any and every sweet he sees. Honestly, I see Desmond preferring something with a burst of flavor and texture like Reese, like you said. I also like to think he likes packs with a variety of flavors like Skittles or Nerds (the duo pack or the rainbow ones)
AltaĆÆr feels like someone who prefers something less sweet and more... not dark, just less sweet? Like Dairy Milk Salted Caramel maybe? Or something like Kitkat or Mars or Snickers. Something that is less chocolate and more chocolate-coated wafer.
Ezio would enjoy giving people those chocolates that has booze in them, just for fun. He'll try any chocolate and he says he doesn't have a favorite but his favorite would be something he can share with people like Toblerone or Pocky because he grew up with siblings and it's better to share snacks than try to eat everything before they get it. (He definitely tries to make people do the Pocky game with him because he thinks it'll be fun and he likes seeing people's reactions)
Connor's favorite chocolate is the chocolate cupcake his mom makes sometimes. When they want to be fancy, they put a small pretzel on the icing with crushed pretzels too. In general, I can see him liking chocolate with nuts in it?
============ AC Manga/Comics ============
I actually only have one AC comics at the moment. With all the AC merchs available, I had to prioritize because... money is finite. Anyway, I prioritized on any and all artbooks + cheap 2nd hand guides for the Desmond Saga 'cause I like artbooks.
BUT I do have the Reflections comics and I think it's nice. There are different versions, but this one (Amazon link) have all four volumes. It's like a mini-story with each volume focus on a different ancestor:
Ezio's volume is about how he knew the model for Mona Lisa
AltaĆÆr's volume is how Darim assassinated Genghis Khan together with the Mongolian Brotherhood
Connor's volume is about his daughter who is so precious
and Edward's volume is about his ship getting boarded while he was underwater
Personally, I think it's worth it if you like any of the ancestors.
I personally like Connor's volume because, again, his daughter is adorable af and she can connect to her eagle like the protagonists of Layla's Trilogy.
I do love AltaĆÆr's volume because I'm a sucker for the Ibn-La'Ahad boys and look at how cool Darim is:
The manga I only know of is mainly the Shao Jun mangas? I don't have that though so I can't know how canonically it is. The other comics usually focus on non-AC game protagonist characters and I can't say anything about them because I haven't read them. One of them does include how Juno dies though XD
============ Personal Choco Preferences ============
It's not a personal beef. I like chocorooms too. I just believe in chocoboos/chocoshoots supremacy. XD
Oh yes. Hello Pandas are the best. The way you bite into it and all the flavor just bursts into your mouth. That's waaayyy better. (disclaimer: I do prefer milk or strawberry flavor)
I prefer strawberry pocky XD. To be fair, I like strawberries in general so I tend to pick strawberry flavored snacks when they're available.
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Iām procrastinating again cuz Iām completely stupid and lazy-
What do you think enhypen would do when you hate yourself? (I know itās dark but idk how to stop hating myself lolšand it makes me worried that Iāll never have a good relationship bcuz ppl be saying you gotta love yourself first, but like how do you do that when youāve been hating yourself for years? Like I would automatically think horrible things about myself constantly.. Iāve tried to do better lately, but then I see my body or someone elseās and I just feel bad again. And I know itās not good to compare, but itās so easy for me. Plus Iām a perfectionist so it sucks knowing my body will never be up to my standards & I worry that guys wonāt like me bcuz of it, but idk if they actually care that much cuz the media portrays them wrongly and everything-)
Omg that was super long Iām sorry for the rant. -š„„
a/n: naur :(( I SWEAR I WILL SMACK SOME STICKER ON YOUR FOREHEAD TO TELL YOU I LOVE YOU ANON :(( please know youāre worth it š„ŗš and youāll definitely find the one soon enough. Iāve never been in a relationship too and Iām already 20. I myself have thought about it too, I always think that maybe Iām not pretty enough to get a boyfriend but deep down I know that I just have to be confident in myself. like my dad said because my family is sort of religious, only god knows your fate and who you date/marry. your life has been written before you were born.
ehem but anywaysā¦letās continue with the request! sorry it took long, I was stuck in school for 5 hours doing the same lessonš
what enha would do if you hate yourself
heeseung: if iām being honest, heeseung himself has struggled with hate for his looks (especially ever since he I think took out something from his nose. idk if itās true or what. it was after blessed-cursed era when they had to perform it on some ski resort). he knows how it feels to look in the mirror and scan through your whole body. as your boyfriend, heeseung canāt help but feel sad that you ever thought of hating yourself. he wishes that he could show you, how you looked in his eyes. he tries showing you that you are worth everything. if you ever thought of possibly starving yourself/going on a diet, he canāt help but hold you close and mutter sweet nothings into your ear. something like āyou donāt need to, youāre already perfect enough.ā
jay: oh lord, everytime I think about jayā¦i just wanna cry. jay himself has always expressed his thoughts out loud. he even recently mentioned (in a jaywon live) how he is worried about getting thinner due to stress. he tries to build up more. so to think you could ever dislike yourself, jay canāt help but feel mad. well not on you just a little on your negative mentality. idk how to describe it, hopefully you get what I mean. to him, he understands itās hard to learn to love yourself. hence every chance he gets, he will always get you something and cheer you on. āthat dress looks amazing on you.ā āonly wear it for me. itās only for my eyes.ā before he leaves a peck on your forehead. (yes, even if you wear just a normal t-shirt, this mf will insist itās only for his eyes)
jake: YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I WOULD LITERALLY PAY TO HAVE JAKE COMFORT MEš jake is sooooo smooth with his words and actions. considering, how jake himself has always been friendly and sweet. itās easy for him to comfort you with his best words. he takes it a step further by always making sure you donāt feel uncomfortable. he knows you struggle with your body image so whenever there is an event that requires you to look fancy, he will make sure to give you compliments every now and then. actually scratch that, he does that everyday even if you donāt go to some fancy event. āyou look amazing sweetheart.ā āthatās my girl. sheās looking so fine.ā
sunghoon: i feel like for sunghoonā¦he wouldnāt exactly know how to act. itās a little awkward for him to comfort someone. just like me. I find it hard comfort someone even when I wanna comfort someone. but sunghoon tries his best to comfort you. just like jay, he will attempt to gift things rather than showing to you that you are worth everything. he will also try his best to talk about it but he finds it hard to find form words so he doesnāt accidentally hurt you. give him time, he needs it. āyou look extremely beautiful.ā āI just donāt understand how you could hate yourself?ā āI mean iām handsome so like if you can catch my attention, what will other boys think about you?ā his own way to comfort you but hey at least he makes you laugh and smile from it.
sunoo: okay so for sunoo, we all know the situation that happened with him. he understands you too. the both of you needed time to heal yourselves from this. with the help of the boys, sunoo manages to realise that he didnāt need to care about how people thought about him. he could do whatever he wants and people couldnāt control what he intends to do with his body. while sunoo healed, your mental health just became worse. every time you stared into the mirror, negative thoughts would surround you. sunoo knows, he takes every step to pull you away from the mirror. he would always pull you into a hug and tell you how amazing you are for being so strong to face the challenges everyday. gradually, he will make a time for you look at yourself in the mirror. he will always be by your side to point out all the things he loved about you. āthis? mine to kiss.ā he points to your cheeks. āthis one, is a 10/10 place to lay on.ā wraps his arms around your tummy.
jungwon: i believe jungwonās love language is words of affirmation. much like jake. he constantly reminds you that you are amazing and loved. however, it didnāt exactly help you so he then the physical actions comes in. he always reminds himself that he needed to show you some love every once in a while. it could be pecks, cheek kisses, forehead kisses and small hand rubs. he knows you struggle with insecurities so he will always settle you down to let you talk it out and if you need to, cry it out. he always wipes your tears. āthank you for letting me listen to your worries (name).ā ābut just knowā¦I will never leave you. even if you are a terrifying monster. I love you too much.ā
ni-ki: people will say āoh he is young, surely he will tease you for it and then make fun of you.ā pauseāļø iām sorry but as much as he is young. you have to realise he is also forced to grow up since he is an idol now. he left japan alone without his parents to pursue his dreams. moreover, you canāt judge anything based off what we see on camera. I genuinely think ni-ki would be a comforting person. if youāve seen that video of where he went all the way from the stage to the little girlš yeah iām in pain. he is so sweetš„ŗ I think ni-ki wonāt say much, he would rather show it to you. by giving you comforting hugs but maybe once in a while heāll mutter an āi love youā because yes Iām imagining thatš„² kisses you too and usually happens if he wants you to stop crying. āyouāre too precious for this world.ā āI know I donāt say much but I love you. you are an amazing girl.ā āI donāt think I can ever find someone as perfect as you.ā
overall, I definitely think enha would comfort and treat you like the queen you deserve to be.
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You guys know something else that drives me crazy š when theyāre a couple but also not a coupleā¦.
Like get this you cuddle then you kiss them, maybe u guys get it one few times š but neither one ever talks about it afterwards cause they donāt want to be the one to cement it or!!! Or! One of them wants it to happen but doesnāt know how the other feels so they choose to stay silent instead. Ugh and donāt get me started on practically living with each other but one of them still has their separate place they paying for even though they donāt even live there half the monthš.
I KNOW THOUGH todoroki fully believes yāall are soon to be married like- imagine yāall never explicitly say you two are a thing- you are NO cheater but is not cheating when your not together-even if you wouldnāt mind being with Shouto-Like it even! BUT Heās a busy guy. Sure he buys you all sorts of expensive goodies but heās rich? Isnāt that what people with money do? So why should you think youāre special. Sure you guys have gone and hidden from a few crowds just to get a quickie in after a mission but you knowā¦adrenaline and shit! Youāve probs seen denki and minoru sneak off with a few girls after missions too so whatās the difference??? The difference is they probs wouldnāt get mad if one of their hook ups messed around with someone else. Imagine- you show up at one of your fancy hang outs at one of the newest restaurants (cause once again-heās rich, all rich people just causally choose candle lit dinners as hang outs right?) sporting some fresh bruises on your neck from an imprompt make out session (cause who doesnāt want you) and why would you hide them? Thereās no secrets between besties-Shouto looks absolutely floored, dumbfounded. Please this man is head empty, not processing what heās seeing. And just abruptly stands up. Your like ??? Bro we just got here what happened? But damn heās starting to look less confused and more pissed off and now youāre like šā¦šā¦ā¹ļø? Until both of you are quite a bit away from the restaurant and prying eyes does he finally turn to you and Fuck he looks angry. ā¹ļøā¹ļøā¹ļø. ā you cheated on meā ā¦.what? Please, I feel so bad for everyone in this situation. Youāre confused and hurt and upset cause wtf you had no idea Shouto even thought of you as anything other then a close friend and Shouto is obviously going through a breakdown and you just barely got him home before he started naming off every single instance heās ever done something romantic with you-and yeahā¦ okay now that he is making a list itās pretty obvious-but look you genuinely didnāt know and even though his hurt is very real he can also tell you are being very much honest. Itās definitely going to take a while before you two are back to norm- oh no wait heās at youāre apartment door the next day, those gourmet chocolates you live so much along with flowers and heās definitely going to make sure you know this is him coming to you as more then a friend.
Bakugou- ohhhh bakugou. Heās definitely the childhood friends to lovers. Why? Cause I said so. You guys definitely had a little āsheās my girlfriend-no one can touch herā moment in elementary. Him picking you up little dandelions but only the poofy ones so you could pretend to make little explosions with him š„ŗ. You definitely didnāt go to the same middle school. Only cause he was a little shot and you for sure would have called him out on his behavior-nah, you guys would meet up after at parks and shit where he wound being you sodas and snacks and definitely still little dandelions. You guys get separated during his UA years, each of you go off to do your own thing and grow as your own person. Meet again at some point-a little before heās super well known as a pro hero, maybe itās all cute and shit at some park just after catching some low level villain. He sees you in the middle of some trees and wildflowers and heās like damn they are familiar then he realizes the only flower u got out of the whole bunch is just a bunch of fluffy dandelion heads and heās like !!!!!. Maybe at some point after yāall have reconnected and shit (and obvi you guys are close! Youāve known each other since you were kids!) itās not weird for you guys to be comfortable with each other, hugging and cooking together(him cooking mostlyš), maybe the occasion kiss on the forehead or cheek-your apartment is part of a collapse after a villain attack and youāre all worried about having to find a new place-heās like? āAre you fucking with me? Just move in alreadyā (Aw how sweet! Youāre friend let you move in with him while you search!š) obviously this only brings you guys closer together and bakugou has the train of thought that-yeah, you guys are going steady. Right? Who cares if heās the main one initiating the cheek, hand, forehead kisses-youāre just shy right? Everything is going great. At least he thought until āI found a new place!ā āA new place for what?ā Confused as fuck ā a new apartment!ā Youāre all giddy and heās like huh? Did you not like his home or something? Is it the decor? But you practically run that department in the house? Heās basically let you run the WHOLE house? So whatās the issue, maybe you just want a bigger home? But if thatās the case? Why an apartment thatās a downgrade from the fucking 5 star house heās got right here? āWhy would we get a new apartment?ā āNot we-just me?ā Now youāre confused, why would he think that? While Bakugou is now currently rethinking every interaction heās had with you in the past week-did he say something? Did he do something? Overstep? He doesnāt think so-heās been respectful, patient, heās HELD BACK doing certain things just to let you give him the go ahead even if you make uf difficult-especially with the way youāve taken to wearing his shirts and boxers straight out of a shower- so whatās the issue? Eventually he just bites āwhat did I do?ā And heās so š„ŗ cause heās been trying. And youāre like āš????ā
Izuku is def the one where he probs overheard about your commitment issues so his brillliant plan is to just never bring up the relationship even though both of you are clearly dating. He will gladly do all the pinning-pleaseeee ugh. Him coming over to your apartment almost everyday (gotta bring takeout with him too-less of a chance of being told to go homeš) and eventually you just expect him to be there and when heās not youāll text him like ā when you coming homeā and he melts cause youāre telling him to come homeā¹ļøš«¶š½ little sappy bitch. The first time you guys fall asleep in the same bed and waking up tangled together and him apologizing over and over cause shoot did he overstep??? But your like ā I love cuddles š chill dumbassā and thatās basically his green light to just become a teddy bear every time he stays over( which is a lot) -maybe one day yāall are out together shopping for groceries (Jesus just move in together guysš) and some of his friends show up and are like omg I didnāt know you had a girlfriend!!! And heās sees you just stiffen and even though he doesnāt want to deny it heāll gladly say āactually, weāre just friends!ā Just to give you peace of mind but even after he can tell your uncomfortable with the whole encounter. Maybe you stay up late watching a movie, he offers to keep you company and you shoo him off āyou got work tomorrow, youāre going to be tiredā so he leaves for bed, tries to stay awake but even after he hears the movie end you donāt come. He wakes up and your side is still empty, you slept on the couch. He canāt shake the feeling it was on purpose. A week goes by and you guys finally got back to youāre regularly scheduled denial and pinning. Izuku had and interview with some fancy blog and he obviously invited you along and everything is peaches an cream and then the relationship question is asked and he canāt help but glance in your direction and your white as a ghost as the people there suddenly become aware of your presence-though youāve been there the whole time. And he panics because itās clear everyone here has come to the same conclusion on who you are. āitās compli- no! Iām not in a relationshipā but it doesnāt matter what he says cause youāre already out of that set. He has to wait another 3 hours before heās allowed to go chase you down, cause the whole thing is live. And when he does heās like āoh?ā Cause your just outside the building waiting for him but youāre clearly not okay. So heās all worried and trying to explain he didnāt think they were going to get all personal with him cause he really didnāt want a repeat of last time and youāre just like āare we not datingā (how the tables have flipped) just genuinely curious. And heās like the š? Cause if he could have said yāall were dating from the start? he would-shit, he would yell it from the roof top baby girlš¤ heās version of keeping it on the down low was basically living with you-get ready for an overbearing bf.
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