#I love them sm its fucking clinical

[monsterroonio]

Roo and her loyal dog don.

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[usuibu]

more eren hcs pls! where his mom teases him ab the reader and he begged carla to stop bcs of his embarrassment

poor eren lol carla always teases him ab his ears turning red too

I literally am getting so lazy im not built strong enough to write one shots consistenly im so sorry (to whoever requested things before this one IM STILL WORKING ON THEM I SWEAR!!!) im so sorry for skipping the line and writing these hc instead😭😭😭

I love u aswell i love the dynamic of eren, carla and reader its so cute thankyou sm for requesting omg

Bf!eren headcanons

More headcanons/masterlist

Carla edition

- if carla arrives home after eren she’ll always ask why ur not over before even saying hi to him😭

- whenever eren is annoying to u (as always) she smacks him aggressively

- carlas always buying random things for u at the store which eren gets pissed about ‘she didnt even ask me if i wanted one she just said to give it to u’

- she likes to take facebook pictures promoting u and eren as a couple (shes ur biggest supporter frl💀) the pictures are always unfortunate angles tho but its the thought that counts😋

- while u guys were still getting to know each other,, eren 100% went to carla and armin for advice after jean i feel liek carla and armin are a cute little support duo for eren😭 he realises what bullshit jean gave him once he acc listens to them two tho

- ever since eren asked carla for advice tho she doesn’t let it drop and tugs at his ear to make fun of him when he denies things abt u

“Hows ur girlfriend?” His face and ears just heat up as he gets embarrassed “i said to stop calling her that shes not my gf yet”

- when u were meeting her for the first time she defo made it her mission to embarrass the fuck out of eren

- shes defo the type to embarrass him with personal medical stuff like start saying “eren did u remember your bowel medication?” “How is the ointment for your warts working?”

- u always leave eren half the time to help her make dinner and its ur main bonding time bc shes so cutie

- whenever u force eren to help with dinner she gets mad when he cant cut the vegetables properly or is forgetting to mix the pot or whatever she gets pissed smacking his head and gives up asking if you can do it instead

- shes always smacking him poor guy😭 everytime he does get smacked he gets overdramatic and start saying he thinks he just got a concussion or smt💀

- she makes it a point to tell u to make sure that eren doesnt bring down ur grades LMAO even if eren is smart academically she will still do so

- eren doesn’t mind being touchy w u even if his parents are around idk im too lazy now to think of more carla ones 😁🙌🙌

i cant stop thinking abt him tho help its so bad im going clinically insane

- as much as carla is a bit of a bully to eren she defo aggressively loves him,, like she aggressively pinches his cheek when he was a kid whenever he got some sort of achievement

-like the only reason eren is able to be sheepishly proud at stuff hes a bad at is bc carla was such a ‘OMG WELL DONE MY SWEET SWEET EREN😁😁😁😄’ mother when he got a singular gold star or smt😭😭

- as eren got older tho he started getting embarrassed abt how she was so proud of the smallest things (hes rude carlas lovely)

MY MIND IS BLANKING as much as i have eren brainrot i cant think of more😓😓

My requests r open for anything u can ask me any specific headcanons for eren or any character aswell!! Tysm for reading 🫶🫶

[fixfoxnox]

Question 4 for Letters To Love?

Ahhhh I have so many lines of dialogue that I love from LTL I can't choose just one so please take a compilation of some of my favorite moments:

"Soap, whenever you get done fucking whoever you have in there, we're ready for you in the war tent! Be fucking quick would you?"

Ghost and his stupid jokes and I feel like not many people picked up on the joke here, bit it always makes me giggle when I think back to it like he's so stupid I love him

"No magic. The fuckers fallen in love all on his own."

This part is just so fucking funny to me because I can just see Soap being bright red and Gaz just declaring this and now Soap is melting completely embarassed its just so cute and such a funny little friendship moment for the 141

"Well alright, big boy. What's it gonna be, you gonna ride me from behind like the love birds? Or is it gonna be me at the back?"

I can't not include a Jackson line you guys know how much I like him. He's so silly and the fact that he says this then like hours later sneaks off to get railed by this man and Gaz I love him sm

"I," Soap pressed their lips together again, chuckling into the kiss, "So I impressed you?"

I am insane btw like I am clinically insane over this line. THEY'RE SO SOFT AND CUTE AND SOAP IS SO IN LOVE AND AJDNCBCJCJNF 🥺

"It does not matter," Soap turned to his family with a small smile, "Once we are married the only colors that he will be dressed in are blue and silver. My colors."

I actually lost my mind when I wrote this he's so silly and hot. I love him sm like the possessiveness here and the implications and Soap putting Roach in his colors to show him off with pride I agsgdbdbcndjhx

"Of course," Makarov turned his head to meet Roach's eyes a terrible glint in them, "After all, I only have Roach's best interests at heart."

In case it isn't clear, I love Makarov and I love how evil he is teehee. This line is so good, such a good callback moment where we take a Jackson line that was a relief and turn it sinister with Mak I'm just...I love him next chapter is gonna be so fun he's so evil

[gunmetalgrey-trashpile]

JUST CUTE DOMESTIC THINGS WITH @diabolicaltendencies

SMS [ UNKNOWN NUMBER ] : Hey. It’s me. Can you take some time off atm? Like Friday this week and Monday? A. SMS [ A? ] : Maybe. Let me see what I can do. Is there something up?

SMS [ UNKNOWN NUMBER ] : Friends got a place in DC that’s going to waste. If you had time, we could get out of london for a few days. Don’t know how you feel about going back to the states. SMS [ A? ] : I don't think I'm on stand by for anything but I have to make sure the backup is free just in case. I don't mind going back. Didn't spend a ton of time in DC anyway. SMS [ UNKNOWN NUMBER ] : let me know i can work it out so we get 5 days dare i as who the back up is? guess i've bene lucky to always have to stitching me up SMS [ A? ] : It changes. I'll have to ask the boss. I'll let you know as soon as i do. I think its likely I can do 3 days at least. Is this your usual DC friend or have you made more? Sorry. Friend that visits DC I should say. SMS [ UNKNOWN NUMBER ] : i've got miles, i'll set us up some passports the usual he split from his other half and is selling the house, said i could use it before he does SMS [ A? ] : Sounds good. Long distance didn't work out? SMS [ UNKNOWN NUMBER ] : being a criminal didn't work out SMS [ A? ] : Was that not a known thing? SMS [ UNKNOWN NUMBER ] : the boyfriend knew, it's just the reality isn't it myc knew there was an expiration date you really love someone then you make the choice to keep them safe i should say thank you, meant i didn't have to step in SMS [ A? ] : I guess so. Still... that's a hard decision to make. Probably harder to keep to it. I don't envy him. SMS [ UNKNOWN NUMBER ] : yeah it's a shit deal and it fucking sucks like it's not on me. i know that. but i'm the person that's got to follow through if he doesn't get wise? if that makes any sense. and i'm a hypocrite. SMS [ A? ] : Are you secretly dating somebody who isn't in the network? I guess don't answer that. For their safety, of course. Come over tonight if you have time. Help me pack. SMS [ UNKNOWN NUMBER ] : even if they're not, it's not like this is a ticket to immunity is it do you really think any of us is special enough to get that want me to bring anything SMS [ A? ] : Maybe. maybe not. its hard to tell. Still better than some alternatives. I have stuff to make dinner but if you want something specific for dessert feel free. SMS [ UNKNOWN NUMBER ] : Cmon babe, the only shot we’ve got is not getting caught in the crossfire It would be a hell of a lot worse without you, that’s for sure Booze? SMS [ A? ] : Well we're here. I'm not sure there's any turning back. I won't say no to a drink. SMS [ UNKNOWN NUMBER ] : even if there was, i wouldn’t know a healthy choice if it bit me on the nose wine? Beer? Stronger? SMS [ A? ] : you probably do better than you think beer or stronger. your pick SMS [ UNKNOWN NUMBER ] : guess it depends what you’re making me for dinner doesn’t it x I’ll bring both, I finished off the last of your beer so may as well stock up for later SMS [ A? ] : Do you want me to tell you or do you want it to be a surprise? Sounds like a fair deal to me. SMS [ UNKNOWN NUMBER ] : Hmmmmm no go on im curious Vodka good with you? SMS [ UNKNOWN NUMBER ] : I could stay over if you want, I’m not working tomorrow so probably just training SMS [ A? ] : If I'm honest, I haven't figured it out yet completely. But I have tofu and some vegetables I need to use up. Vodka works! You're always welcome to stay. SMS [ UNKNOWN NUMBER ] : Sounds great I’m easy I’ll eat whatever It’s always good when you cook it Last time I stayed you got barely any sleep are you sure SMS [ A? ] : Yes, I'm sure. SMS [ UNKNOWN NUMBER ] : Fine but if i catch you yawning at the clinic we will be having words doc. SMS [ A? ] : Got it. You can make sure i go to bed at a decent time if you want. SMS [ UNKNOWN NUMBER ] : Sounds like I better. If I was your doctor I would be advising you against spending time with me for sure. SMS [ A? ] : Too bad you're not my doctor then. What time will you be here? SMS [ UNKNOWN NUMBER ] : Can you imagine me as a doctor Give me an hour? Have to fix a broken lock at mine and I’ll be over. SMS [ A? ] : Doesn't seem like your niche, but you've surprised me before. Broken lock? SMS [ UNKNOWN NUMBER ] : Please, I wouldn’t know the right end of the stephamathingy. Was practicing a bit and fucked up my window lock, and my tools. SMS [ UNKNOWN NUMBER ] : I’ll bring back a couple shirts, if you need them.

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💕✨ the Untamed!

From this ask game, send me questions abt my media hyperfixations <3

I went on a massive spiel and probably got off-topic here but that’s pretty appropriate for a hyperfixation meme huh?? lol

💕 tell us about one of your favorite characters and why you like them! 

Honestly Wei Wuxian is my Big Fav but I’m gonna talk about Wen Qing instead bcos I’m SAD and I LOVE her. Huge spoilers of course for anyone who hasn’t seen the show yet.

The running theme of WWX and the Wen siblings constantly sacrificing everything for each other really gets to me! They have no real obligation to one another aside from a perceived debt that keeps shifting back and forth, and even then both parties keep risking retaliation from their own clans in protecting each other. That obviously extended into a sense of loyalty towards WWX that Wen Qing can’t walk away from.

She tries so hard to stay clinical and prioritise her brother’s safety, and her debt is arguably repaid after she stopped the wolf from killing WWX when he was locked in that dungeon- but then the Yunmeng siblings show up at her doorstep bedraggled and grieving, and as a doctor she just can’t turn them away.

Fine, so she’ll wait until Jiang Cheng is healed and then send them off again before Wen Chao thinks to look for them there and finds them harboring fugitives.

But then she watches WWX pushing himself past his limits trying to find a way to restore his brother’s core and she watches as he and his sister break down from all their loss while Jiang Cheng is practically comatose, and she tries to tell herself that she can’t keep helping them, it’s putting Wen Ning in danger. But she’s a doctor, and she’s meant to help people, screw the world and its politics, even if the answer doesn’t lie in medicine she still cares too much to keep watching this tragedy.

And they keep helping each other. They turn their backs on the world because it wants them dead and they just want to be safe but the other clans won’t let them. She helps WWX create life in the Burial Mounds and whenever he falls into a slump she bullies him out of it, and tells him there’s no way he can make lotus flowers grow here because she knows he’ll prove her wrong, and she argues with him about turnips vs potatoes and other stupid domestic things, and Wei Wuxian promises to bring her brother back and he does it, and this tiny shitty village in the mountains is all they're allowed but it’s a place where Wen Qing and her brother can exist.

WWX gave them that, so when things go bad and the world decided it was going to come and take that from them too, she knew there was one more debt she had to repay. She was a doctor, taught to preserve lives. And damn it, she cared.

Wen Qing died thinking she was keeping Wei Wuxian safe, and that fucks me up!! I love her for her loyalty, her capability, and her careful way of loving. She knew exactly who her loyalty belonged to and never faltered in her dedication to protecting the people she cared about. I’m Big Sad about her always <3

✨ what draws you towards your hyperfixation? what is interesting about it? 

I adore the characters. I have to admit a lot of the lore and mechanics of this series goes over my head, and a fair amount of the time I have no idea what's actually going on w the plot lmao. But the characters’ emotional arcs have always been clear and strongly presented and they really carry the series. I feel so much for all of them.

Like, there’s this ever-present tone of melancholy through the entire series. You go into it from the start knowing that all of this is going to end in tragedy and we’re about to watch some of these characters go to to their deaths or destroy their relationships with each other, and then once you hit ep33 and we reach the other side there’s just this regret hanging over it all. No one can go back. Some damage is permanent. And despite all that it’s probably the softest the story gets since its very beginning back in Gusu Lan because all these people are trying so hard to reconnect with what is still important to them. Lan WangJi is suddenly very sure about the path he wants to walk, and he’s not about to lose WWX and his protectiveness and support is so soft and determined and aaah. Probably one of my favourite scenes is when they’re fleeing the Jin sect after the treasure room and Wei Wuxian tries to tell the mob that yes, he’s definitely tricked Lan Wangji, he didn’t know it was the Yiling Patriarch; and Lan Wangji steps forward and says “hey no fuck that, I’ve known it was Wei Wuxian the entire time,” like it’s such a deliberate and public declaration that he’s at WWX’s side and isn’t leaving and I adore it. You just kinda go “finally!” because this person is unfaltering in his love and loyalty and you’ve waited so long for someone who will not just concede to WWX’s choices but also trust them and back him up. Plus there was so much tenderness and familiarity between them in the post-resurrection arc I spent half the time just grinning like an idiot. They’re so sweet.

And then there’s Lan Sizhui reconnecting with Wen Ning (and later WWX too!) which was my other favourite scene like it’s so hilarious and a little bit sad that this terrifying black-veined “Ghost General” who is feared by many and can cut down mobs and is a literal walking corpse is the sweetest, most awkward and hesitant person ever. He’s so excited to be talking to Lan Sizhui again and finding that he’s not the last of his clan after all, even if the other doesn’t know it. “Can I call you A-Yao?” fuckin killed me. It’s so tender. Lan Sizhui being maybe a little nervous but otherwise very happy to be having such an innocent conversation with Wen Ning... keeping him company while waiting outside of Lotus Pier....... helping him with his plan to do something that commemorates his clan.... this connection is so important to me it’s so hopeful and soft and it kills me!! I love them sm.

I went on a tangent here but yeah I just really love how much the characters’ emotional arcs resonated with me, they’re all so complex and it’s a testament to how well-written they are that I could follow them clearly even when I couldn’t quite follow the external plot.

[swinterr]

VALERIE III

People in Twitter are twitting about a video of Val’s reaction when she saw Shawn and Camila, she received mixed comments about her reaction.

Her parents are really protective about her, even her siblings mostly Vernon. Her Dad and Mom doesn’t understand what’s happening between them, they all thought that Shawn is gonna be Valerie’s forever.

Of course Shawn saw the video. He’s not stupid, he knows that he’s hurting Val.

He also saw the message Valerie send him but he didn’t read the it because he knows he cannot stop himself on answering back.

He loves Valerie so much, but he has to do this.

When he first play the video the first came to his mind is that Valerie looks so pretty, very pretty. Valerie isn’t really like those blonde, long legged, orange tan (well she is tan but not oramge tan). She looks like a goddess. She’s perfect.

Then he saw Vernon from the background, Shawn gets along well with Valerie’s family well but Vernon is the hardest one to get along. He is scared genuinely of Vernon.

The time when Brian told him that Valerie broke up with him, he excused himself on sound check saying he wasn’t feeling well. He went back to his hotel and cried holding Valerie sweater in his chest.

He cried for the half of the day. He only went out when it’s Q&A.

He really wants to fix this but he can’t, it’s too fucked up to be fixed. He feels so powerless.

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Valerie feels awful when she got back home.

She didn’t ate dinner instead she spend her whole evening, well half of it, on the gym boxing with Vernon is a good exercise but she did her exercises alone, she did it without a trainer while Vernon does cardio. Actually she didn’t even do her exercises, she just keeps punching the punching bag until her knuckles bleed, until they severely bleed. Her mom has to take her to the nearest clinic to aid her bloody knuckles.

“Val, you’re knuckles are going to bleed if you keep doing this. Stop it you’re hurting yourself.” Vernon tried reasoning with Valerie, growing more and more concerned about her and her new obsession with puching the punching bag carelessly.

“No, it’s either I ruined this punching bag or I do more stupider sh!t than this.” Valerie’s voice is quiet and cold, She always had a my-voice-is-so-soft-and-I-will-not-raise-my-voice-on-anyone-bc-that’s-rude-attitude.

“Can you at least where gloves, hand wrap is not enough you know.” Vernon reminder her.

Valerie didn’t listen and brought her fists close to her face, finding her aim and released all of her pent up anger, frustrations and pain out through quick, sharp punches, showing no mercy on the already worn punching bag wanting to release all the pain she felt in the past few weeks. Sweat glistened every inch of her body, especially in her face.

Vernon can’t even distinguish if that even is sweat or tears, her curly hair sticking to her back, arms and all angles of her face.

Val could her Vernon stopping her in the background but she didn’t listen.

Soon the punching bag falls from where it’s hanging. And Valerie knuckles are bleeding.

“Dammit Valerie! You’re bleeding! Mom!” Vernon shouts.

Ever since Val and Shawn broke up Vernon is more over-protective of Val.

She really wants to go back to Toronto, but Toronto has too much memories for her to handle. She wishes that Bella and Gigi are here with her. She’s lucky enough to have a thought, loving and caring Anwar Hadid by her side.

Gigi, Bella and Anwar (even though they live near), Aaliyah, Ana, Lauren and Dylan (her friends back home), Kiera and Darius (her dorm mates) are texting her everyday saying that everything gonna be alright and Shawn’s a dick.

She can’t wait to go back to Massachusetts and receive pity looks. Insert sarcasm.

She just needs to wait few more days until they are schedule free.

Valerie hadn’t spoken to anyone since they came back from downtown Los Angles (besided her mom and Vernon who approach her). She is currently laying in her king sized bed.

Staring at the clock, watching it tick by. 11 o’clock in the night, she should be asleep by now but her mind is somewhere far away. Far away from all this drama and chaos that is currently happening in her life.

Sobbing her heart out. Puffy eyes and runny nose are they best description of Valerie right now. Maybe a fever in the morning too.

She never wanted to end their relationship like this. To be honest they can survive this relationship, Valerie is just tired of being treated like this.

Don’t get me wrong, Shawn’s a great boyfriend but he focuses on his career more than their relationship.

People though they are perfect for each other. She thought that Shawn will be THE ONE. Her grandparents from her mother and father’s side already met and approve of Shawn even the ones who live in Florence.

She genuinely believe that they are ment to be together but jealousy got her. Her insecurities got her.

Her heart still aches profoundly with pain. She miss her so much but it’s so unfair that he moved in that quickly.

Valerie, Shawn and Camila are trending right now. Everything seems so chaotic. Her sobs still fills her big room.

Instagram stans are making up the craziest sh!ts right, some makes her laugh and some are true that makes her cry hard.

@queenval

@queenval to be honest val is the greatest thing that ever happend to shawn. i love shawn sm but he stupid!!

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Shawn is the greatest thing that ever happend to her.

Shawn’s fans been calling him out because of his stupid moves. Many of her fans are still supporting Valerie even if they are not together anymore.

Valerie shakily reaches for her phone she usually listens to His music when she’s sad, but at this state listening to His music will make her more sad than ever.

Malibu Nights by LANY played. Is it ironic that she is listening to Malibu Nights heartbroken and she really wants to go to Malibu. Its just a 40 minute car ride. She can survive right?

She brought a beach house recently somewhere in Pacific Coast Highway. She brought it the exact day Shawn left Canada to continue his tour, Valerie brought the house because when she will visit Shawn on his tour this will be their hiding place.

People say that Valerie have it all; Brains, Beauty, Wealth but everything means nothing if you aren’t happy right?

Decided to spent the rest of her days in Malibu. Valerie picked this big ass box that has been sent to her by a company. She didn’t even bother to read what company it is all she knows that is a clothing company. Few shoes, hoodies and her underwears on her bag.

She dressed herself into a pair of jeans and a shirt, hoodie on her arm incase she’ll needs it.

Everyone is asleep so this should be the perfect time to sneak out, she closed her room door quietly as she held the big box on her hands, struggling to balance it and keys and a Gucci bagpack filled with he laptop, personal needs, medicines and this tiny vape pen she got from Anwar.

Valerie isn’t the type of girl who does wild stuffs, stuff like normal teenagers do. Maybe that’s the reason why they broke up, she’s too boring for him.

Well now that they are over, Valerie wants to do the things she didn’t do when they were together. Things teenagers would do.

Now she be vaping, she wants to have tattooes too. Val got a rose tattoo behind her ear on her 19th birthday. She wants to add more.

Valerie successfully got down from the 3rd floor, her room, to the ground floor.

She wants to do things that she hasn’t done yet. She opened her parents wine cellar and pulled out a bottle of Pinot Noir with a three bottles of beer and a big bottle of her father’s whiskey.

She didn’t really want to steal this alcoholic beverage but she know that many shops out there knows her and has a high possibility that they will post pictures about her underage and buying drinks.

She puts the bottles on her bag, wanting to go to Malibu quickly, she runs towards their garage, mentally kicking herself for having a loud foot steps.

For Valerie if is she’s sad or disappointed she chooses to be alone. Being with herself alone is always the best part of her day or best time of her day.

Valerie picked the black Mercedes-Benz G wagon.

She puts her things in the passengers seat and zoomed off to Malibu.

She felt tears start to form as the now familiar burn caused her to shut

her eyes for a moment and stop at the side of the expressway she like crying. For her crying is good for her mental health because crying can help reduce pain. Oxytocin is a hormone that promotes feelings of love and Endorphins help relieve pain. These two make people feel good and may also ease both physical and emotional pain.

But sometimes crying too much can also be bad for her, too much crying can lead to depression and she doesn’t want that. All she wants is to move on and live a happy life.

But moving on takes a lot of time.

The whole drive was quiet except for the radio and her quiet sobs.

She stopped on Target along the way to pick up some food for the next few days.

Valerie pulls up on the parking lot. The Californian cold wind creeps on her arm, regretting not wearing a hood and leaving it at the car.

Valerie pulls out the vape pen as she walks along the entrance of Target, she holds it to her mouth, tasting the vanilla flavored vape before releasing it. She lets out a deep sigh with some vapor leaving along her mouth and nose she continues this few times and stopping as she enters the shop.

She just pick up fruits for breakfast, pasta, vegetables and chicken for dinner, chocolate flavored milk, a gallon of water and eggs. She likes cooking, she doesn’t buy a lot of processed foods and microwaveble foods. She payed the cashier keeps giving her looks, is it because the cashier knows her or because she is the front page of one of the magazines on the counter.

“Is this you?” the cashier ask as she types something on the computer.

“Nope.” Valerie answers back as puts the goods she brought on a biodegradable bag and puts it back to the cart.

She walk back to her car and few teenagers curiously stares at her. She struggles to put the groceries on the car because it has a big tires and obviously a tall car competed to her 5’6 self.

She finally sees her house on the view.

Her gates open, headlights giving her the view of her house as well as the Pacific Ocean. The entryway features a reclaimed European fountain and big door that open to opulent interiors.

Her house looks so homey yet loney. She is used to go on a vacation with her family or family or with Shawn.

She inserts the keys while struggling to lift her heavy backpack filled with alcoholic drinks the big box and groceries she brought are stacked upon each other.

She enters her new house, she walks on the hardwood floors pushing the box with the groceries on top, she stares at vaulted ceiling and sees a Indian stone fireplace and custom designed sitting area.

For her, a house with a fireplace and a big couch is a must.

The balcony is a sliding door that has a view of the Malibu Coast.

Valerie finally fixed her clothes on her closet, turns out the box is from Gucci. Now she has a Gucci filled closet. Yey!

Her refrigerator is filled with groceries. Yey!

It’s already 12:34 am and she is still wide awake. She sits on her couch as she finds for her cell.

She looked everywhere, her hoodie, her bag, her car, on the closet even the refrigerator.

She left it on Bel Air. Yey!

She doesn’t have anything to do she she just drinks the alcohol she brought lol! Her TV still doesn’t have any channels and her house doesn’t have a wifi.

Valerie drinks the vodka shot in one gulp, ignoring the burning sensation in her throat caused by the strong liquor.

“I love you so much why did you do this to me!” she gulped the vodka down.

“I wish I didn’t love you! But I did I’m so stupid!” she gulped the other one.

“I don’t wanna date anyone anymore!” and another one.

Despite this, Valerie’s body feels more relaxed and her mind feels lighter and more problem free. It took her couple vodka shots for achieve this but it was worth it.

The bottle is nearly empty so she just decided to drink the bottle.

It’s a quarter past midnight. The buzz has worn off, now she is just dead ass drunk.

She miraculously arrived at her room, passing the stairs and remembering her room is a miracle.

As much as she wanted to sleep she washes her face and brushed her teeth and changes in a bougee Gucci pajama and sleep on her big bed with the view of the sea like a baby.

Alcohol can really make you forget everything temporarily even pain.

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[thechampagnelovers]

Oh I totally feel you on HP. My mom used to read it to us and then I read the books myself when I was a bit older... Even if I always knew it was fiction I couldn‘t help but cry on my 11th birthday. And now I am 22. How time flies?? Ohhh and re-read! But take time for it, personally I always forget what a real escape from reality the books truly are. You totally emerge into a different world, if that makes sense. I started last year with books 1-3 and got stuck on 4 because of uni but it‘s like the fifth re-read so I wasn‘t that determined to finish, buttt I will set a goal to finish them until december 2021. 💪🏾

That‘s so cool how did you make uni friends or even people you talk to from uni in the pandemic? With us the meetings we get into are always super anonymous and everybody hates putting on their camera and barely anybody speaks except for the professor. It‘s really cold and clinic I couldn‘t imagine making friends under these circumstances. How was it for you? I definitely love and also prefer going to classes for... multiple reasons!

Yeah I can definitely see what you mean with the voice over! That is actually a pretty cool mental image. I agree that Tightrope is one of the best songs Zayn made so far. I had never heard Syd’s voice before but it’s beautiful isn’t it? I really enjoyed her voice, which is unusual for me, I am really picky with voices. Glad we both enjoyed the album. ☺️

Okay listen... Little Things and I, we have a love-hate relationship. I remember loving the fandom hype around it and the „you sing“ and the way it was the song we supported Niall with that always made me so happy. I don‘t know what I blogged/said about it before when I was younger but now, when it comes on, I let it play respectfully, ignore it, sing „you sing“ and then... move on hahahaha. I understand peoples rage at it, but it makes me too nostalgic. She is like a friend that just doesn‘t fit with you anymore and what you see/hear from them now is nothing you‘d ever surround yourself with, but because of those memories you just can‘t bring yourself to hate them, you know? I don‘t really have any hate songs like that, but there are some which I don‘t skip, but I just... you know? There are no words for that empty feeling ahsks. How was your weekend? How will your week be? I still have uni this week but it is a lot less stressful so I hope I will be able to pop in more often and talk/catch up/interact with youuu. x

i also cried on my 11th bday skdkslkd i love just how much we have in common, if i reread the books i think i will blog about it, just to annoy everyone sdkfklsd and we can share our thoughts! rn im reading a great book (not the other one from last time, a new one) its called the knitting circle and its so depressing but beautiful sdjklds completely opposite from hp

okay it really was a combination of factors: i already knew a couple people in the class, one or two people i already had classes with and there was a friend of my ex sjdjks and the same thing for the rest of the group. second thing: it was a creative writing class, so we all shared thoughts and ideas and thats how we built something so cool. and third: i think it was just luck that we all liked each other and had fun. i miss going to classes too, but if you find a cool group of people it can be super fun to have online classes too.

nil is just so so so good, zayn really did something so cozy and personal and warm, its totally a comfort album, a quarantine album. 

i looove your respect to it! tbh i kinda have to respect it too because it really was an iconic fandom moment only og stans can relate too but at the same time im so deeply traumatized by that song dkjjfksjkfs i just cant listen to it, i skip songs from time to time if im not in the mood for them but that song is probably the only exception to that, i just never listen to it. i would probably only listen to that song in a live concert, like if niall sings it (i know liam does all the time but tbh if im going to put myself through that, niall is the only one i can trust)

my weekend was weird, so so so weird. yesterday i spent all the day at the beach and it was great, i read my book, swam in the ocean, tanned and the weather was beautiful. i went to bed like at 2 am and woke up at 4 am with the worst period cramps, just like the last time :/ thank god i had ibuprofen this time, but i didnt sleep much after that. but yeah, i was in pain for a while and i got a little nauseous, but i was much better than the last time. my mom wants to take me to her gynecologist to check it out, and she says i should go back to take the pill and she’s right, im just. so lazy but i also hate this sm, its also really fucking up with my mood and ive been crying a lot today (although that part is not really that bad bc i struggle with crying and its good to cry from time to time lol, its the moon in scorpio what can i say)

[sebyuns]

why hiatus ?

hey guys ! so in my hiatus “announcement” post I said I’d make a post about what’s going on in my life and why I’m on the hiatus. so if u wanna know nd care about me or if you’re just nosey please read after the cut !!

okay so I don’t even know where to start lmao ?

I’ve been diagnosed with depression and anxiety disorder about a year ago and it has been building up for years. last year it started to affect my school I’ve always been a pretty good student but due to my disorders I started gettung worse and it got really really hard for me to go to school. I couldn’t bring my self to go to school I would throw up in the morning and just been really bad so I started missing school and end up only going 2-3 days a week. everytime I would go to school I have panic attacks and I left earlier and I just couldn’t keep on doing that anymore so my therapist signed me off school a month before the summer holidays started. but staying home all that time + the summer didn’t help one bit (wow what a surprise) but I keept on telling myself that it’s gonna be fine next school year and that I’ll be able to go to school again buy SIKE I thought lmao !! it’s gotten even worse so I got signed off school again just after 5 days. and that’s where we are right now 1& ½ month later. i literallt havent been to school for MONTH like ive barely been the second half last year then combine the month before summer holidays, summer and the time til now. its the worst i hate it so much because id love to go to school I wanna go to school i just fucking can’t. by this time I know that I won’t be able to go back to school bc this is graduation class and I can’t be missing this much so I’ve got to redo next year or do something else idk

My depression is at its worst point yet. I have multiple breakdowns a day, I’m either feeling too much or nothing at all, literally everysingle thing makes me cry (one of the reasons I can’t be here lmao) suicidal thoughts, sleeping 12 hours day, forgetting to eat at all or only eat sweets, not leaving the house for days if it’s not for the therapist, just lacking human interaction at all. and all of that other jazz .I’m just really not .. great lmao.

as if my disorders weren’t enough I’m also dealing with an alcoholic dad and a (also) depressed and easily aggressive mom. I haven’t seen my dad for over 1 year now even though he lives only 10 mins away and just thinking about him brings me to tears just hope he doesn’t die from his fucking alcohol lmao i live with my mom who’s also mentally not really well that loves to get angry @ me for no reason and then scream at me for hours till I’m literally ready to kill myself one time i passed put out of the result of us arguing the fucking dishes or what. us being together all the time is just super toxic and she’s one of the big reasons that make me worse. I don’t have many friends (that live near me that im really close to all my really good friends live cities away and I don’t have any money to visit them) im alwyas alone lmao when was the last time i meet uo with someone? so I’m literally always stuck at home with my mom in my 9m^2 room.

the only other schedule and human interaction except for the therapist is my dancing group. well guess tf what we’re gonna disband ! amazing right, I know? 2 of our memebers are moving far away and with put them 1. were too little people 2. the room we rented is way to expensive. I don’t know what I’m gonna do without my group and dancing because it was literally one of the only things that are keeping me alive.

I’m in the queue for a mental health clinic at the moment. I’m probably gonna be admitted in about hopefully 3 weeks. I’ll be there for 6-10 weeks so I won’t be able to be on tumblr at all during that time.

ay and that’s not even all of it 🤙! I’m just really tired right now and I don’t think I have the energy to continue writing but I hope you guys have a better understanding of what’s going on with me right now? I doubt that anyone is really gonna read all of this but if u did thank you sm and ily 💕 if u wanna help me keep updated with exo somehow please tag me in stuff or send me asks I’ll check them atleast once a day!

[growingrootsinco]

My Timeline

This exercise is designed to help pick the patterns in my behavior. Along the way I'm sure I will find other uses for it. First, a few reminders. DO NOT go back and edit. DO NOT beat around the bush. Accuracy is key.

2011

Working retail. In a relationship that is mind numbing. Brand new at this and dont have much to report. Not even sure what to write here.

2012

Fighting feelings of guilt. He's finally been put behind bars. I think I may need counseling.

Feeling guilty. Wanna kill myself.

2013

Fired from job. On unemployment. Still in BS relationship. Not sure this timeline is panning out to be what I thought it would.

New a new start. Signed up for college classes. Dental Assisting. Not something I would have thought I would choose. Worth a try.

School is turning out to be fun. Trouble paying but dad is helping. Gave me a car to get into San Antonio. I can feel the stress subsiding. Step grandfather passed. No emotion for someone who was such a prick towards the end of his life.

Christmas was a disaster. So many snobby family members.

2014

Ok. I think I'm getting this timeline thing. Hard to not go back and change it though.

Enjoying school. Especially clinicals. Will start my hours soon the graduate.

Relationship is okay now that he stays gone all week. I think I hate him.

Hours in my clinicals are rough with no pay. Got a job at a little cafe about 20 hours a week. Love my boss and his wife.

Clinicals FINALLY done. Job searching time.

OMFG clinical hours do not count as experience therefore no experience equals no job. wtf.

FML still no fucking chances anywhere. Suicidal thoughts.

Mom flipped the fuck out as usual. Took the boyfriends side because she was wrong. Would have rather him have gone. Getting tired of both of them anyway.

Time to hold it down on my own. His health is bad. Which makes me feel bad for wanting him gone. I think I have checked out emotionally. Or never checked in.

2015

Finally got my foot in the door at an office. Found someone I can learn everything from. She's awesome. The doctor is a douche but I can deal. Besides what man isnt a douche?

Theres something wrong with this office. So many people being secretive and my office manager is a total bitch. A "mean girl".

Gotta stop reading over this everytime I come in here. I want to change it!

Ok my 6 months is up for experience, time to look for another office. My mentor flaked and left. On my own.

Put in 2 week notice only to have my pay raised and promoted to office manager. Do I really want to sit behind a desk instead of working on patients?

Still in dead end relationship. Still hate him. Suicidal thoughts.

I think I'm getting this timeline down. Starting to see my patterns already. Even if I dont write them in here. How to fix them?

Easy holidays without family. Spent them with friends in Bastrop. Relief!

2015

Still working in the same office for more pay. Found out why everyone is so secretive. Doctor is a mess. In debt up to his eyeballs, no longer getting paid on time, misappropriated funds on a regular basis, has no business sense what so ever, deals with shady people, I doubt his abilities due to MANY pissed off patients, holy shit, the list goes on. Back to the drawing board for a new job.

2 surgeries almost back to back. I'm falling apart. Suicidal thoughts.

Well fuck. Jobs are everywhere but pay is a bitch. Nothing matches it. Cant quit here if I cant sustain my living situation.

BS relationship has finally taken its toll. Verdict is in. I hate his guts. Tired of doing everything myself. Spends all his time on the computer chating with girls. What do I care? Maybe one of them will take him in. Why do I want to strangle him in his sleep?

2016

Got a new house but still not happy.

Tried out a new office but it's not the same. I think I got use to the chaos. Alot of blood sweat and tears have gone into that office. Went back.

Doctor has hired an overpriced nanny. This bitch is gonna drive me to drinking. I've been replaced. Good thing or bad thing?

Starting to understand my emotions. Realizing my family is the root of my issues in life. Now I'm becoming content with no contact. Just have to figure out this BS relationship.

On my birthday, I think I found my SM. Talking on a regular basis. And finally figured out what to do about BS relationship.

2017

Missed a bunch of time on this so I'm writing it in 2019 and trying to write as I would have in that time and frame of mind. Using things from other posts to help write this.

New home again but cant afford it without help. Took on roommate. She's awesome.

Hanging with Boozefighters next door is a really good time.

Fired from job for insubordination. What a bitch!

Depression setting in. I want out of this town. Suicidal thoughts.

Dad is helping me move back to hometown and can already tell I was right about my family. My daughter is pissed!

Trying to find comfort in family but wanting more than anything for SM to give in.

First job back in retail because dental pay is BS.

Things with SM are rocky. A couple of jail stays and lots of drinking. Having trouble keeping my head on straight and leaning back on emotions instead of thinking logical.

SM busted! Now what? Something always sets me back. Wtf? What is so wrong with my choices in life?

Got a place together. More drinking...... and some fighting......... and court........

Realized I went off the reservation due to my feelings for him. Haven't thought logical in some time.

These feelings have to be real. Cant fight them. But emotions are unreliable.

More turmoil with family. Trying to reconcile with mother. Didnt got well. Fuck it!

2018

Lost car at Christmas and finding it hard to hold onto my job. Feeling depressed again. Suicidal thoughts.

Only thing I'm sure of are my feelings for SM. He's got me and now I'm scared of what I may do for him.

Job is suffering so transfer and begin walking to work.

Realizing the hold SM has on me and it's dangerous. Is it healthy to be this attached? Should I distance myself? HELL NO

Bought a new car. But now I need a new job and SM is leaving me to serve time.

Moved in with grandmother when SM goes into serve time. I'm slipping again. More depression and anxieties are back.

New job is overnights and not sleeping like I need to. I want him home! Job isnt going well from depression and 2 hospital visits for sleep deprivation and malnutrition. Job is too demanding and anger creeping up.

Transfer to different department hoping it helps but instead get hours cut.

Weekend drives to unit for visits that never seem to last long enough. Cant touch him like I need to, like i want to.

Dont want to do a fucking thing if he cant be with me. Cancelled on so many things with friends. Is this what my life has come to?

Searching for a new job. Wtf is wrong with this town. Part time only and everyone is short staffed.

Cant pay bills at my grandmothers. 500 dollar electric bill. Fuck this!

I'm cracking..... had an emotional breakdown and unsure of how to hold myself together.

Hanging with people I know I shouldnt and offered a chance at Colorado. Do I take it?

Got another part time overnight. What the hell am I doing killing myself like this? Fuck this town and fuck this whole goddamn state!

Took the Colorado offer but I know he will have issues with it. How to handle it? It's where he wants to be but doubt we would make it there by his hand.

Packed up, missed a visit. He's going to go ape shit! Daughter is more excited then I am because I cried all the way here. Why does it feel wrong at the same time?

Well I was right. He went ape shit.

Colorado is a culture shock but I can feel myself calming. Driving the amish all over is peaceful and informative. But hurting for money. Place we are staying in is run down and not fit for habiting.

SM sent a letter. If I dont go back, its over. I guess it's over. I dont have the money to go back. Hold onto hope that he will be here when he gets out anyway.

Got a job with the county that's going well. I now understand what I have to do to complete my main goal. (Main goal is in another post.)

Opened the guitar up to stare at it and cry all day. Wth............

Christmas was rough. Still on the fence about my decision to come here even though most of the time I'm at peace with the views here.

2019

Person I came with is expressing feelings towards me. Not feeling it.

Working 2 part time jobs so I can stop driving the amish but tired of the travel with one job.

Got a place in Romeo. Its decent but I've been ripped off. This asshole needs to be shot. Speaking of being shot. I'm being threatened and I have 2 gunshots in my house.

Rightful owner let me buy it from her. Ok I can do this. Now to do something about the asshole who ripped me off. The fucker lives right across the street.

Against my better judgement J moves in. I think I need protection. Bought a gun. Bad idea. J is a felon. He's not here alot but appearance is what matters. Wtf. I guess I'm back to using people again.

Turns out we make a good team. Accomplishing quite a bit to achieve my main goal. I still dont feel like he does but I'm getting shit done.

Bought a trailer house, 2 parcels of land, a boat, 2 cars and a camper trailer. Way to go!!!

What the hell did I just do? I just made things way more complicated and started something I have no intentions of finishing. Heart breaking again.

Fighting, fighting, fighting. I finally understand how SM felt about me in the beginning. Suicidal thoughts.

My daughter is settling in nicely. Started a three some relationship and taking after my mother. Lol Now she's met a guy and starting to find herself.

My daughter turned 18! Holy shit I'm old............

SM is in a halfway house......... he didnt sound happy and I think my heart is breaking again. J is flipping out on me again over SM. Pressure is on. Dont slip again. Stay focused.

Yay! for phone time! Again confirming my emotions are real this time.

My daughter graduated. Yup, I'm still old. And getting older by the minute.

Went to Midland to clear up the storage unit. Fuck! It's all gone. Destroyed! All his stuff is gone. I've gotta replace it all.

Ok home ownership sucks! Everything breaks and has to be fixed........ twice!

Cleared my head. For once........

Divorce is final. 16 years and now back in contact with my son. Feeling complete.

Job is going great.

In negotiations on another home and a restaurant.

Joined 2 community boards and Search & Rescue.

Talk therapy helped me come to a conclusion. Time to let go of SM.

Married J. Did I do whats best for my future?

This time around, marriage has proved to be easier than the first. Im all in but fearful of not knowing what the future holds.

Notes

Fill in above the notes as you go. Remember. Dont edit or erase. Dont fucking touch it other than adding. Calling yourself out only works when the truth is written down. Yes they will change consistently. Find your patterns. Truth means sensitive information so dont let anyone read it unless you are ready for anger. If you happen to mentor someone in the future, that might not be a good idea! And pay attention during depression spells. Ever emotion counts.

Had the best holidays ever. Real trees are a mess though.

2020

Finally got full time with benefits at the County

Set up my retirement and 401. This is what I have wanted my entire life. And life insurance!

Pandemic approaching.

Lockdown! Sent home for 2 months with pay.

Took up arts and crafts and gardening to pass the time.

Stimulus check. Bought my daughter a car.

Lots of facetime with my son!

Back to work. So many restrictions.

COVID cases are declining.

County in trouble financially. How much longer will I have a job?

Paid of the house! After a court battle from attempting to rip us off. Again........

Gained another family member.

Going back on lockdown with pay again.

[theasteriae-arc]

five times kissed ( selectively accepting! ) / @epiitaphs​ said:

❝ Five times kissed. ❞ ( for KATE & SEB )

i.

Kate didn't taste like herself. Sugar and spice and all things nice. Or, sweetened coffee with just a hint of cinnamon. She smiled and leaned in again, and Sebastian got bubble gum?

“Who is she?” He sounded amused.

She reached up and undid the middle buttons on her shirt in between more short kisses. Receptionist at a law firm. Tight skirt. Texting instead of answering the partner’s phone. Making him think he stood a chance every time she bent over the photocopier, but only actually after the seven figure contract in his office.

Blue silk slipped to the carpet. She grabbed him by the hair and began to mouth at his neck and collar as he took off her skirt. “Whoever you want her to be as long as you hurry the fuck up.”

ii.

It wasn't the same, but it was all she had been able to manage when she arrived: a “😘 x” at the end of a text to let him know she'd touched down safely. When she turned her phone back on, she saw his response.

SMS ( Vastya ): Stay safe. See you soon.

No kiss, but she liked the certainty with which he'd written it. They would see each other before too long. And when she opened the door, he was there ready with a, “Welcome home,” and she seized his face and pulled him into their first real kiss in over a week.

iii.

“You know, when they say, you may kiss the bride—” She gestured to the white dress, smeared now with scarlet, and fixed Seb with a stern look. He, already lying in a hospital bed, had the good sense to look appropriately cowed before she hit him with her bouquet. “—They don't mean the fucking kiss of life.”

Another day, another disguise. This time, she'd roped him into it too. Mr. & Mrs. Smith-ing it. But the concern on her face was all Kate's own when, before she'd even made it down the aisle, he'd been shot. The bullet had pierced his spleen, which the surgeons had taken out, while she waited in the relatives’ room, looking like a bloodier version of Miss Havisham.

She thumped down onto the mattress beside him, rose petals spilling all over the floor, eyebrows impressively furrowed. Even when she kissed him, lips brushing his forehead, her expression didn't lose any of its severity. “Don't scare me like that again, do you hear me? Another near death experience and I'll kill you myself.”

iv.

His mouth was soft on hers, sometimes, but that never made up for how sharp his tongue could be. He kissed her now, fingers pushing her hair back, palm cup around her cheek, and it felt like he meant it, but how could she be sure? Kate remembered them standing in the living room, her alternately tight-lipped and screaming, holding a glass of wine, while he, coldly, clinically, reeled off a list of her faults.

“If that's all you have to say about me, that I'm two-faced and delusional, why did you stay so long?”

“Wishful thinking, I suppose. And you were convenient.”

It was not a word that would ever leave her.

She twisted her face away, put a firm hand on his chest to stop him from trying again. “We’re not doing this just because I'm here and you're here and you're lonely. Only kiss me again, Vastya, if you're sure you really want me.”

v.

He must have known, when he said she could choose the music, this was what he was going to get. Madonna. Whitney. Heart. He was marinating beef skewers in their kitchen ( God, how domestic life had become since that unexpected rendezvous in Paris ) while she did her best to distract him.

And when the night falls, my lonely heart calls.

She knew all the words, of course. Grabbed at his hands, fingers just missed by the sharp knife as he cut another cube from the joint, and dragged him into the middle of the floor. “Oh, I wanna dance with somebody. I wanna feel the heat with somebody …” Wicked grin, hips rolling up against his. Sebastian wasn’t much of dancer but he could always be convinced.

His hands slid round her back, pulling her flush against him. He lowered his head and kissed her, teeth scraping over her lower lip. He was hungry, she supposed; she had, after all, interrupted his preparations for dinner.

“I wanna dance with somebody who loves me.”

[torentialtribute]

Hard to warm to VAR’s cold and clinical offside calls

References are baffled. How can fans not like VAR if it makes the right decisions? Well, that's the problem. Football has never worked on offside to the nearest millimeter. It has worked on looking and especially feeling. What feels good, what feels good – and not this super accuracy.

So although Mark Clattenburg is absolutely correct to say that offside is so much a black and white issue as the ball crossing the line – you are on or off, on or off – that was not how the game got earlier played or observed.

VAR was intended to correct obvious and obvious errors and in the case of offside, fans believed that this meant cases of obvious infringement, with some daylight missing between attacker and last defender by the linesman.

It seems terrible that the goal of Raheem Sterling was excluded by an inch for offside

Yet clear and obvious does not apply to offside, because references explain that it is unconditional. So players are now being sidelined who were previously classified as a level. And level was a myth. There is no such thing as level if we slow down the action frame by frame, because a player always has a part of his body fractionally in front of the opponent. Nevertheless, level was an important part of our reasoning about football.

If players were largely in line, it was considered legal. In fact, it was considered fair because it then introduced the idea of ​​benefit of doubt to the attacking party, and who doesn't want that?

So when Raheem is Sterling, by our now obsolete concept of fair play, level, it seems terrible that an unseen, unheard of official calculates that, yes, his shoulder is an inch ahead and illegal.

Yet that is what technology was always going to achieve as soon as motion could be measured perfectly degrees. Level was doomed. Think of horse racing. Consider the hundreds of races that take place every day in Great Britain. Now multiply that all over the world. Consider how many races there are more than a decade.

In the UK alone, there have been around 100,000 races in the last 10 years. Expand this worldwide and there have probably been a million horse races since August 2009, possibly more. And how many dead heats, races in which two horses cannot be separated and really considered to be a level, have there been?

The webpage dedicated to the subject lists 13. There are probably some missing. It probably only describes races that were remarkable and reported, not a single bumper at Hereford in 2014.

Nevertheless, the level, relative to the number of events, is not so frequent that it can even be called unusual. We are talking about Halley's comet. And this is the consciousness in which football was invested, in which the concept of justice was based. That players are regularly equal. They are not.

But it will still take some adjustment to consider our hyperclinical reality justice.

Technology would do this, but it's hard to warm up for the cold and clinical offside calls from VAR

WORKING ON SHOOT! WAS A FUN FROM THE PAST …

It's been 50 years old this Friday since Shoot! magazine was published for the first time. By the time it shifted online, there were 1,717 publications. I wrote for a few of them. When I started at Hayters Sports Agency in 1983, Shoot! was a regular commission.

They chose a topic and we would get as many people in football as we could to discuss it. We were all children at Hayters. We didn't know many famous football players. So there was a book with office contacts in which we would pool our numbers. And football people were generous with them in those days.

You could literally call Kenny Dalglish at home – no cell phones – and ask if he wanted to earn $ 25 to write a one-off column for a regional newspaper. He did that too. These were different times. The problem with the common contact book was of course that every new journalist was seized and exhausted by every young journalist in the room.

So someone would pick up Mark Lawrenson's song because Liverpool had played Rangers in Queens Park, and in the following week he would get three Shoot! features, an FA Cup preview for the Crystal Palace program and two columns in the Hemel Hempstead Post.

This misguided eagerness led to a conversation with snooker impresario Barry Hearn who, when he heard who was on the line, started: & # 39; Van Hayters? You know, son, I had never heard of Hayters last week. Now every time I pick up the phone, it fucks Hayters. & # 39;

Suffice it to say, readers of Shoot! magazine remained unaffected if Barry thought that additional television broadcast would harm football.

WHY LUKAKU THE TOP-SIX TEST FAILS

The first goal that Anthony Martial scored for Manchester United was against Liverpool. The introduction of Marcus Rashford in the home game was marked by two against Arsenal. Both have scored against every other member of what is called the Big Six – Manchester City, Tottenham, Liverpool, Arsenal and Chelsea.

Martial has three against Chelsea, two against Liverpool and Arsenal and one against Tottenham and City; Rashford has three against Chelsea, two against Arsenal, City and Liverpool and one against Tottenham.

Goals in the biggest games determine the world class striker. Romelu Lukaku scored once against elite domestic opposition in two years at United. He scored four in a friendly game against Serie D in his first game for Inter Milan; but then he would do it, wouldn't he?

Romelu Lukaku didn't score close to enough big-game goals … but he got four against Serie D-side

A break from tradition for football Competition with second round of Carabao Cup tonight, they're going to have it on a soccer field.

REMOVED FOR SENDING A TEXT? HOW DARE THEY …

Now, not only those who have paid to get into it stadiums are often the least aware of the most important events of the match, they run the risk of being expelled to become orpen when they try to find out.

Daniel Mawer, a Hull fan who attended the lecture on Saturday with Reading, SMS & # 39; te pals about the competition as it unfolded. some of them. It is the modern world. Usually, he says, he discussed Tom Eaves' new hairstyle with his girlfriend. Sounds a classic, match and hairstyle.

Anyway, during the rest, he was confronted with security that almost accused him of sending information for gambling purposes. Mawer was threatened with expulsion from the ground – a somewhat counterproductive movement seen Hull was viewed by the third lowest league rise since moving to KCOM Stadium in 2002.

A fan sms & # 39; about the new hair of Tom Eaves and was accused of sending information for gambling

Apart from the fact that the club updates on the state of affairs faster than any fan tweet, how dare they? Mawer enjoyed a common experience, in contact with friends or family who could not be there. That's part of it. And there are other reasons why fans also text & # 39;

This was not a match on television, but fans of the big games often just want to find out about a controversial phone call from a friend with access to a repeat of an action. Could they also be turned off? To obtain clarification about a competition they have paid to watch?

The heavy-handed steward was from a global security company from Israel, Comsec, who is employed by Football DataCo, the organization that licenses the intellectual property of football – such as calendar lists and statistics – to the media.

The Football League has since apologized to Mawer – although nothing from Hull yet. But perhaps it is the sport itself that owes fans its apology. They are increasingly treated as if the game is doing them a favor, but without them it is nothing.

NOT BAD FOR STARTERS, STEVE

The last 13 home games from Newcastle against Arsenal have yielded one win and eight defeats. The only win came on April 15, 2018, 5 days before Arsene Wenger announced that he was retiring as manager, with Arsenal on a low fire.

So although it wasn't the winning start, Steve Bruce might have hoped on Sunday, nor is it a reason for great despondency.

Other competitions will give a test of where Newcastle lives this season.

Steve Bruce did not get off to a good start, but Newcastle rarely got a good start result at home in Arsenal

CAN THE PALACE OF ZAHA & REPEAT LOVE?

Given that Neymar was greeted by a banner with the desire to leave him from Paris Saint – At the weekend there was a big surprise that Wilfried Zaha was greeted warmly by fans of Crystal Palace on Saturday.

Not only was he booed because he was trying to force a move to Everton, the locals actually sang his name and begged coach Roy Hodgson to introduce him from the substitute's bank. But what option did they have?

PSG could win the competition without Neymar, but Palace could fall without Zaha, and the fans know it. At the moment they still hope that there is a chance that he will change his mind and decide to stay. Making Selhurst Park inhospitable would just as well force him out the door.

The mood of West Ham fans against Dimitri Payet was initially similar. They hoped to make him fall in love again. Only when his behavior became disruptive and disrespectful and it became clear that he wanted to leave everything, did the atmosphere change. And it will happen to Zaha if January causes more problems.

Regarding the deal itself, Palace never made a decision. Arsenal's offer was risky and did not improve, and for all hullabaloo around the Everton deal it did not move beyond the original £ 52 million.

Zaha is worth considerably more than that for Crystal Palace. He may wonder why he is not for Everton before confusing it with the movement of his dreams.

Wilfried Zaha was warmly greeted by Crystal Palace fans despite transfer request

STILL TRACKS IN ERIKSEN LIMBO

Christian Eriksen can still leave Tottenham this summer. However, the club no longer has time to replace it. English football got away early last year with the closing of the transfer period, but may not be so lucky in the coming weeks.

Paul Pogba still does not talk like a player from Manchester United, the future of Eriksen is vague. If a large offer arrives, there may be problems.

United has dug up more than Pogba all summer, but Mauricio Pochettino has a notoriously short fuse with players who want to leave the club. He only introduced Eriksen in Saturday's game with Aston Villa when it became possible that Tottenham would open their season with a home defeat.

Pochettino is one of three leading managers – Pep Guardiola and Jurgen Klopp are the others – who believe that the unilateral closure of the Premier League window is a mistake. They are right. It makes English clubs vulnerable if a simple men's agreement on domestic transfers would have been sufficient.

Of course it is counter argument that Tottenham and United could just say no to late movements from Europe. But that was the case anyway, without placing their company in a straitjacket.

Christian Eriksen can still leave Tottenham this summer but the club can't replace him

Andy Carroll says he has unfinished business in Newcastle. That is the problem. He has unfinished things everywhere. In Liverpool, where his career never really started; in West Ham, where he spent much of his injured time.

Perhaps the encouraged Newcastle contract will provide the necessary motivation.

Carroll is supposed to earn a basic weekly wage of £ 20,000, with a bonus of £ 70,000 per start. And a void further if he does not justify these numbers for his season.

BOLTON RELEASED BY EFL BASSINI

Laurence Bassini may have only temporarily delayed Bolton's sale last week, but the fact that he is still chasing the club badly in the Football League.

This is a man who has been declared twice twice in seven years – which takes some effort – and has been banned from holding a position of authority at any Football League club for three years in relation to his team in Watford.

But here he is, while stopping Bolton & # 39; s acquisition by the Football Ventures Consortium, a list of Bolton & # 39; s joint manager, Paul Appleton, described as outrageous and disgusting.

Phil Parkinson, the manager of Bolton, was lamentable after the weekend draw with Coventry. & # 39; Mr. Bassini, leave us alone, & # 39; he begged. "Please leave this great club alone to build on the future."

Still, Bassini is a vengeful man who sent glowing text messages to the local newspaper when Watford lost a final play-off in 2013. He

Parkinson's should face it instead the Football League, which has somehow made Bassini active to its utmost disadvantage around English football.

The Football League has Bolton abandoned by the fact that Laurence Bassini is still chasing the club

Tom Heaton ended on the losing side for Aston Villa on Saturday – but he again looked at a potential England goalkeeper, even one No. 1 if the shape of Jordan Pickford falls.

After closing time after four years of preparation, trial and error, Eddie Jones's extensive World Cup team consists of one member, Ruaridh McConnochie, who has never been capped. He is a utility player, always valuable in tournaments, yet he is not the biggest sign.

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