#I won’t because I’ll forget
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Me, having ADHD: Ugh I’m going to have to stay up late. I have so much work to do
Friend, also ADHD: Well why didn’t you do it earlier?
Gotta be like top 100 worst feelings ever
#it be your own#like what do you MEAN why didn’t I do it earlier?#uh that’s what I’d like to know#I’ll get back to you on that#oh wait!#I won’t because I’ll forget#adhd#add adhd#adhd things#adhd inattentive
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DPL DOODLE PAGE!!
It appears I have been sucked back into Legoland which means binging my favorite AUs
Awesome AU and character designs belong to @ask-the-departed-lords / @prime-pulse !
Closeups under the cut
#APOLOGIES FOR THE SHITTY LIGHTING IT’S ALL I HAVE AT THE MOMENT#ninjago garmadon#ninjago lord garmadon#ninjago emperor garmadon#ninjago clouse#ninjago clouse von haust#DPL AU#Departed Lords AU#ninjago#my art#have I mentioned how much I love Garmadon’s design in this AU#because I do#I have more sketches planned but they won’t work out on traditional and I don’t have time for digital right now 😔#also how could I NOT make a Pinky and the Brain reference#their dynamic is perfect for that#this post is queued from several days ago because I will forget to post these otherwise#esp because by the time this posts I’ll have been awake for 48 hours straight#✨finals✨#Shatterspin comic save me
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Kinda just want Glen to be happy. That’s all.
#I have his name blocked in my tags atm#because the speculation is all too much#but I do just want that man to be happy#glen powell#<- tagged for anyone else who may have his name blocked#and I really don’t know if I’ll be able to watch the movie#one because I’m not a Sydney Sweeney fan#never have been#and two because I won’t be able to forget this dumpster fire
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You know what yeah I’ll double down this’ll be the hill I die on
Aroace king Ash Ketchum is absolutely queerplatonic with Dawn
They’re best friends they’re two sides of the same coin
They’re compliments to each other
They literally always support each other any time they can and if Ash has gotta have a ship then DAMN IT may it be queerplatonic pearlshipping
I’ll be their defender don’t worry guys
#don’t quote me on this#finals is possessing me and I’m back in my Pokémon fixation#sigh#I’d say don’t look at me but I think I’m peaking here really#the only ash ship I’d die for unironically yes this is childhood bias I won’t even hide it because I’m correct#I’m going to forget I posted this then I’ll get the worst shame ever once I remember#Pokémon#pearlshipping
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im so sorry you got nasty asks ppl can be so vile. i love seeing you on my dash and you always have the best posts and put great stuff on my dash. ive never watched naruto but i dont mind seeing that either <3 ily i hope youre doing ok outside of ppl being terrible
They had me like this, anon...
#they tried to call me a terf and I’ll never forgive that 😵💫#all because I pointed out some antiblackness-#I don’t expect much from wp and nbs here especially lgbt white folks since they’ve been the main ones running black bloggers off for years#especially black trans and cis black women for even uttering the word#they forget that at the end of the day they are still white and can hurt us#it was just#uncomfortable for me :(#but I’m not used to being harassed so I was like 🤷🏾♀️!#I had to delete sm messages 🗿#tumblr is not a welcoming place for black bloggers so#it’s never rly been but I won’t leave until this site completely implodes (it’s getting there)#one thing about lgbt whites they’re gonna call a black blogger a transphobe for ever criticizing them ever even if they’re trans 😵💫#I hate how common this is on here it’s disgusting#all I do is post about anime and complain I don’t be bothering no one 😭#anon you’re so kind I rly appreciate this message 😵💫❤️!#thanks for caring lmfaoo#also#I FEEL LIKE……. you’ll probably go crazy if you watched Naruto sorry…….#please don’t watch or read it ever… I’m begging- but the perks of reading and watching Naruto is that you get to meet Naruto and sasuke 😭!!!#guys of all time!!!!!!!#I’ve been trying my best to be normal about it since I’m an adult but I… sorry I’m so sorry anon I’m embarrassing#it’s kind of hard to dislike something that you’ve been into since you were in middle school 😭……#I’ll love Naruto forever even if it sucks lol#anonymous#tkf replies
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i for one think you should be the change you want to see in the world and give qcellbit white beard hairs, as is your right in the doing whatever you want forever department
Hell yeah, brother
#i probably won’t only because I’ll forget every damn time if I do it once#but he definitely gets to be middle aged To Me <3#ask
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Letters to my uncle 1
A letter to the living
May death not greet you soon
May life be with you this noon
Let sadness follow without a pack
Let happiness swiftly come back
So not a metallic smell say hello
So a flowers move like jello
The stench of dead that follows
The stretch of men that wallows
Breath to show you care
Breath to show you can bare
Sing just to be near
Sing just to be a dear
A letter to say things like a goodbye
A letter to say things like a lullaby
#Letters to my uncle(a series)#Don’t let grief control you#Don’t let grief consume you#Let yourself cry#But don’t forget why they died#My uncle(cousin actually) may soon be gone#But I won’t let that stop me now#I’ll love him because he lived#I’ll love him because he died#I’ll love him because he is
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i need to stop talking abt body image issues with people who don’t have a double chin
#it always just fills me with anger and jealousy and then with guilt and even more self hatred#about to say some truly selfish hateful shit i am aware is wrong and cruel which is why i’m saying it here —>#like oh my godddd im soooo sorry your family told you you needed to be a bit skinnier#you are extremely conventionally attractive and skinny with pretty hair and good clothes#people like you at a glance. people give you the fucking time of day#you have dated multiple people. multiple people have wanted to DATE you#i’m always the fucking outsider in these conversations because they’re always so… personal?#in that like. “oh i know im okay looking but my brain won’t let me think it”#like damn that sucks. i’m actually ugly and nobody will let me fucking forget it#but do tell me more about your pretty partner you love who fell in love with you instantly#i’ll be over here walking behind you realizing i’m twice your width#and wondering if there’s a way to put out a lifetime’s worth of artwork and creation so that i can get this stupid hopeless life over with#i will die unloved. i don’t even fucking care anymore#i just want to make some decent art people might like and be done with it all#chatter#sorry i need to get this off my chest Now so i can push my mood back up and not be snapping at people. im so good im so fine#i hate myself but thats a me issue. time to go have fun
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Tomorrow is Black Fae day and I’m gonna miss it again 😭
#I work 9-5 tomorrow then I’m going to a concert at 7#so I won’t have time to dress up or anything for it#I wasn’t able to dress up last year or the year before because I forgot 😭#I’ll try to draw something for it at least!#maybe a fae monster high oc or something#but I’ll definitely do something#unless I forget again lol
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Me thinks takefuyu
#they make brain go brrrrrrr I love them I love them#still devastated that they won’t be as close in the last timeline because they have no reason to#but it’s fine in my mind they remain together as partners never forget#if he isn’t best man in his wedding I’ll throw hands#also gooood morning to the small sk8 banner in the bottom I see you#tokyo revengers
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They deserved a bit more time
For they were finally starting to live
#authortalks#they both die at the end#adam silvera#:(#a book I’ll never forget#won’t even elaborate in the tags because I don’t want to spoil for anyone who wants to read it#I suggest getting the collectors edition so you can read how Mateo’s dad reacts
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i know this makes me a bad canadian but i simply cannot find it in my heart to feel sad about keegan missing out on bronze because i have been manifesting gpf matteo rizzo for months and clearly i am succeeding
#figure skating#MATTEO NATION RISE!!!!#clearly i need to be manifesting harder though because that flag was NOT acceptable#this is exactly why i am on the obnoxious matteo rizzo hype train#everyone always forgets about matteo and that’s why there was no proper italian flag in that venue#so if everyone is going to forget about matteo i’ll be the obnoxious bitch who remembers him and manifests fucking matteo fucking gpf 😤😤😤#when he placed ahead of keegan i was cheering so loudly and the elderly woman next to me was like#‘you know this means keegan won’t medal though right’#and i was like *barely contained glee* ‘oh! i know…..so sad……. :) :) :)’#the lord is truly testing my love tho#fucking bruno fucking mars#(he absolutely killed it natch)
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decided to reread merel’s monologue in wings of love and i noticed the best unintentional parallel
#im not sure if its a item of foreshadowing bc even though it’s written after goud takes place before wings of love#its kinda an echo ngl#basically merel says in her massive monologue at the end of wol ‘#how she could run away from the netherlands but she will always be connected to it#and that even if she never spoke dutch again she would still in essence always be dutch born and raised#and in goud anne-fleur is basically like yea well ill run away from the netherlands and i’ll never speak dutch again#ill erase my old self completely#and i won’t feel bad about it#it should be known both mention america#so basically merel is saying ‘i can leave but i cant forget’ and anne fleur is like ‘i can leave and god can i forget’#its also interesting bc anne fleur secretly knows she can’t just forget the place she grew up in#but she still wants to do it#this was better in my head but god!! really highlights the difference between the two girls and is an unintentional echo#to something that wasn’t written yet#ill update on this. actually#but yeah the fact this line specifically mentions america is interesting#and i think because it does mention america it highlights exactly the difference between merel and anne fleur#how anne fleur sees the love for the netherlands as holding merel back#how because she knows it’s unrealistic mirrors the fact she never truly fully despises merel#how it could almost be read as americanisation#the line almost reads as a very sad jab at anne fleur#or the notion that anne fleur tried to take her to america and forget the netherlands but merels not that girl#thoughts thunk#i am actually a genius#however there are some inconsistencies from wol to goud ill change#dutch language found dead
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soo thank you m @mirmidones bestie for tagging me <333 here are my top 10 favourite movies [either movies that are Good or comfort movies, or movies that are both why not. @ y’all speak ill of my lazy taste in cinema and I’ll send you my snipers <3333 i’m lazy ok] let’s gooo
#tre uomini e una gamba comfortest of comfort movie and I won’t take any criticism <3#I’m sure I��m forgetting something#i haven’t seen it yet but I guess the favourite will end up among my faves#same goes for una giornata particolare which I’m planning on watching one of these days#also special mention: la grande bellezza for photography and music#another special mention IMAGINE ME AND YOU#I’ll def get to palombella rossa because I’ve already watched habemus papam (sempre moretti)and I appreciated the mood and the wit very much#this is what happens when I don’t make lists of the things I watch: chaos#e vabbè
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I have no idea if I am upset or not bc I simply am not that in tune with my emotions rn but like man. It’s gonna be weird
#like I won’t feel like if I want some quiet time then I have to hide out in my room#and I won’t have to hear republican news all day everyday#but also. that is my mother. and like there’s nothing I do with her because we have nothing in common#but also I would still talk to her. she was on my nerves more often than not but that’s just because she and I aren’t fit to live together#we were meant to live apart and then we can get along#but I don’t know that she’ll ever speak to me again after today. i don’t need her to live with me#in fact I’d prefer she didn’t. but that doesn’t mean I want her out of my life#now my dad wants me to take a weekend off to go to Maine with him. and it’s like. i have work. but also Idk that I feel like doing that#when I was depressed in middle school and hated everyone my mother was the one who I talked to. and she wasn’t particularly helpful#and never thought to get me help and she was miserable herself so we were just collectively miserable I definitely said my fair share of#hurtful things. because I know my misery stemmed from my parents and I told her I wanted to leave and I didnt think I ever wanted to be back#and I know she still remembers bc she’s commented on it within the last several months. she never forgets. just stews on things#apparently she’s still stewing on things from when I was 4#her leaving today was incredibly immature and she said some very hurtful things#and like I do this it’s best she moves out! and I hope in time she can realize the way she did it was wrong#i just wouldn’t be surprised if she became a stranger to me#I don’t know if I’ll see her on Christmas or my birthday or any other day#soup talks
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ok um. literally fucking pain and suffering. mutuals i need ur advice vote now on your phones 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
#so we walked and talked and it was literaly the most non conversational conversation ive ever had i think. probably not ever had but it was#up there. AND ITS MY FUCKING FAULT because i dodged the bullet LITERALY right out the gate. she asked how are you feeling and i couldve#fucking talked about like… her leaving but instead i just started talking abt being in THSI new position which maybe she might’ve asked#specifically how are you feeling abt this new position but i forget lol. but that’s the route i took and never ONCE did i say like… from#literally DAY ONE my entire tenure as coordinator has been skewered by your sudden decision to depart this organization and ABANDON US AWLL!#and i told her a little bit abt the stuff i have to do and she was telling me abt like.. how to navigate that and then i asked how she was#feeling and… we spent the whole rest of the convo there LMAOOOO bc it was just abt how daunted she is by everything she has to do in her new#position but also being excited abt it and looking forward to the adventure. and i just had no idea what to say to any of it so ijust kept#asking lame questions and giving these like fucking weak reassurances that she would figure everything out and stuff. but she was going into#like intricate detail abt it which is fine! like im happy to hear abt it and i want to know and im glad she’s telling me. but i wanted to#talk abt how this has been like… painful? and we just literally like.. with the occasion of maybe 2 things that didn’t even rly count that#much. like we just didn’t talk abt it. i didn’t even say i’ll miss you or like anything like that. and the one thing i was rly hoping to get#out of this convo (basically like… ensuring that we will stay in each other’s lives despite this) kinda happened but it was so like.. idk#she was just like rly casually / lightly you can come visit me on the shuttle any time. but againwe were kinda saying it jokingly / lightly#and nothing abt it was like rly sincerely like… i care about you. you mean a lot to me. this journey we have been on has mattered so much. a#and it is ending in some ways but not in all ways and let’s work together to make sure it won’t end. that’s what i wanted. and instead we#had like 3 excruciatingly awkward silences and ended litsdally at 5pm on the dot and that part is to be expected but the silences sucked. i#only have one more chance to see her (technically 2 but i don’t think it would be fair for me to take that second one so i won’t) and i know#i can write her a card saying some of THSI stuff and i will but also like.. i want and need to say it to her face and hear her say in real#time that like. seriously this has meant a lot and we will stay connected. and i need to tell her how much she has meant to me bc i don’t#think she knows. so what i want advice on is like.. do i just say it in a card or do i ask her to do a phone call or virtual meeting or#something for literally 10-15 minutes at the very end of the day just to say that. idk. like what do u think seriously i know it’s cringe b#but this is like one of the most important people in my whole life and we don’t have the relationship i want us to and i know we never will#but i at least want to tell her how much i care about her and like affirm that we will still be bound by some cosmic whatever and in each#others lives. idk. lol. im trying so hard not to cry it’s rly hard to think bc im at the dinner table lol. but what do u think. just say it#in the card or do i ask her to talk for a little while longer just to say it and not chicken out this time. i hate being socially inept LOL#purrs#delete later#it’s also not entirely my fucking fault. like she just doesn’t.. she doesn’t go there. at least not with me.and im so frustrated and sad LOL
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