#I’d rather walk on

[liveforthesound]

I know that we can only give

When we got a little hope

But I don’t like the burden

Of living with these ghosts

[stuckinapril]

I wouldn’t say I’m a natural born pacifist tbh like I think this is something I’m definitely growing into as I get older. And the more I become non confrontational the more I wonder how lifelong pacifists do it. It does save me a lot of trouble to pick my battles but whenever I bite my tongue I want to die a thousand deaths

[feyburner]

I got a craving for spanakopita and the grocery store had all the ingredients except frozen phyllo so now I guess I’m gonna attempt to make phyllo. Pls work 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿

[turquoisemagpie]

Sooooo… yeh.

[mebiselfandi]

Silently judges you

[trips2saturn]

y’all can boo me and throw tomatoes at me but when i say that i need angst, i mean that i need tears, yelling, and passion from rick and michonne. i can already feel it stirring from michonne’s urgency to escape the crm and rick’s wariness and comprehension of the danger that his captor holds. sooooo yeah! i’d love some good ole fashion angst from my parents and i hope that we get to see that.

[wakatshi]

me and wakatoshi <3 (his are the pink ones)

[the-jellyfish-graves]

I wish I had a scary guard dog type of sub that I could take with me on night walks. I’d reward and praise them generously for being such a good, helpful pup.

[f1-stuff]

I'm nervous after today and the repercussions it can have in the Charlos dynamic 💔 things seemed tense already between them, the lack of challenges... and now this fall out. I'm worried for real.

I know teammates fight, Max and Checo had that thing in Austria, that they brush off immediately but is it even comparable? The relationships are polar oposites. I'm afraid either Carlos or Charles will take it personally... let's pray for the best 😔 (but I'm not very hopeful, with the addition of all the drama surrounding Carlos and Ferrari....)

Hi ❤️ I’m gonna reassure you on all the points you made, not just bc I’m trying to make you feel better, but bc I genuinely feel this way:

Charles and Carlos will be totally fine! They are experts at separating what happens on and off track, and have both said that obviously they want to beat each other extremely badly, but that’s also why they respect each other so much! I bet they’ve both already brushed this off tbh! And the reason (imo) the same thing doesn’t happen more often with other teammates is bc their teams usually manage the sessions a bit better…

Here’s a post with some links that gwen (monagasque) posted with the drivers talking about what happened today. Charles says there is no lingering resentment, and that the overtake happened bc everyone was worried about getting their lap in.

The reason we don’t have c2 challenges lately isn’t bc they haven’t been filming them LOL - we have photo evidence that they’ve been recorded, so it’s just a matter of time when they will be released. ☺️

And a final reminder: every time something happens on track with charlos, half the fandom thinks the world is falling apart, and then the boys reappear a few days later giggling, blushing, flirting. And everyone forgets there was ever an issue so 🤷🏻‍♀️

[oldtestleper]

to be honest the “I didn’t consent to be part of your kink” stuff was probably a little reactionary in hindsight

[disableddyke]

i really don’t know what to do in times like this. out in public feeling the most excruciating pain in my life, unable to move or breathe because of it with no way to get to a place where i can lie down and get some relief. i actually feel trapped it sucks

[demonnstein]

Vent shut up

[curiosity-killed]

Shoutout to my friend who watched me go from “I feel like I’m going to throw up” to “I think I’m going to have an anxiety attack” to actively hyperventilating on the floor in the space of 1 (one) minute and somehow responded effectively.

Significantly less of a shoutout to my body for APPARENTLY having the exact same physical cues for both “going to pass out from low blood sugar/dehydration” and an anxiety attack

[chemistryread]

spent half of my day thinking about how pretty i think jay is. yesterday my therapist asked me to try and get a boyfriend. ohhh i don’t think that’s happening….

[lilyflxwers]

going to an extended family/friend party later and last time I showed up to one of these I got drunk within the first hour, fell off the patio, broke my ankle and knee and tore my ligaments.

[void-tiger]

Maybe it’s the “avoidant” part of my “fearful avoidance,” but. I really just…don’t care if someone I’m attracted to romantically likes someone else, or doesn’t share those feelings. Like, you do you. We’re not dating or owe eachother anything, and it all boils down to autonomy and compatibility, anyway. (And let’s face it, I don’t believe I’ll ever be compatible with anyone in terms of physical intimacy and I’m not able to compromise that without bruising my own boundaries, so.) But also like. I’d just. Turn attraction “off” if I could reach inside my head and flip a switch. Sadly humans aren’t that simple. Absolutely unfair.

Nah. What does get me into the Fearful instead (and struggling with that FA push-pull of “keep away/please don’t leave”): whether or not someone even wants to be my friend. Especially when I also accidentally developed attraction to them.