#I’m genuinely so nervous abt it lol

[sponge-eating-goblin]

Relishing in my last few minutes on tumblr tonight bc I cannot touch or even think about this website until after my class tomorrow lest I be spoiled for OFMD

[ilostyou]

my brain literally just won’t shut up tonight but i’m so genuinely so exhausted so like. yknow the internet post that says we’re. flying at seatbelts fastened? me rn

[stonersap]

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[bunniepaws]

7/11’s are meant for chaos. the customers are SUPPOSED to get confused over the hotdogs. the employees are supposed to be casual and insult the confused customers. that’s what 7/11’s are for. if u can’t handle someone hungover or strung out in 7/11 don’t go to 7/11

[jaehvuno]

7 minutes | huh yunjin

A/N: first post on this blog! hope you enjoy :)💌 i proofread like once it’s been a min LOL

PAIRING: yunjin x reader

GENRE: smut, fluff, angst

WARNINGS: afab!reader, yunjin!reader, crying, oral, fingering, squirting, nipple play (?), kissing, begging, yunjin is nervous abt expressing her feelings 🫶🏾

WORD COUNT: 1.6K

“this party is so boring” yunjin sighed, placing her head on your shoulder.

“It was your idea to come?” she sighed again “i know.. don’t remind me” you chuckled at her pouty expression wrapping your arm around her.

“You wanna leave? go to my place?” Your question made Yunjin sit up and look at you.

“Go to your place to do what?” your face dropped not meaning anything crazy just simply wanting to watch a movie.

“I-I don’t know? watch TV—“

“I'm teasing y/n.”

She smiled, grabbing your hand. The two of you headed towards the door getting stopped by a giggly chaewon. Yunjin snatched her hand away from you once she approached the both of you. Of course. You and Yunjin weren’t a couple (yet..you thought) but the tension between you was definitely known. She liked to flirt with you and be under you when no one was around but when you got around crowds or even school she tried her best to keep her distance from you.

As much as you loved her you were getting really sick of her playing around with you and your feelings. You were starting to come to the conclusion it was best if you two just stayed friends.

“We’re about to play seven minutes in heaven! come join us” chaewon cheered, dragging you both to the living room before you could protest. You sat across from Yunjin watching as she sat by Heeseung clutching onto his arm. You raised an eyebrow at her actions genuinely getting pissed at the way she laughed at whatever he whispered in her ear. You didn’t even notice Jake had spinned the bottle until the circle let out ‘oooh’s’ making you look to see who it landed on. You and Yunjin. “No fucking way” Jake chuckled eyeing the both of you.

“Oh come on it’s not like you guys haven’t kissed” Chaewon chirped in the group of people laughing along.

Yunjin began to laugh. “Are you kidding? No way i’m kissing y/n s-she’s a girl”

It’s like the laughter grew louder after Yunjin’s comment. You watched as everyone laughed, making your face hot and eyes burn from the tears threatening to fall. You got up from the circle heading up the stairs trying to find any empty room you can cry and pout in. Why was Yunjin acting like this? Why did she care so much what people thought about the two of you possibly being together? You didn’t understand.

When you finally got to an empty room you plopped down on the bed taking a deep breath. Only sitting up when the door opened, Yunjin poked her head in.

“There you are,” she smiled. “I told them I was just coming up here to find you! let’s go finish the gam—“

you snatched your hand away from her yunjin giving you a puzzled look. “Fuck you and that stupid fucking game”

“What?”

“Why do you care so much what they think about us? Are you embarrassed to be seen out with me? Too scared to be with a girl huh?” Yunjin could barely process what was happening. Where is this all coming from?

“I-I thought you liked me… I thought you wanted to date me” you mumbled out looking down at your feet blinking your tears away. Yunjin didn’t respond. She just stood there fidgeting with her fingers trying to think of something, anything, to explain how she’s feeling. To explain how she feels about you. But it’s like she couldn’t. She felt frozen. Stuck.

You wiped your tears scoffing at the dead silence from her. “I’m done with this bullshit” you went to stand up Yunjin stopping you from getting up. Tears pricking out the corner of her eyes.

“I-I don’t know what i’m feeling” she breathed out. “I’ve never felt this way about anyone before ever and it’s scary”

she sniffled looking down at her hands. “I’m not.. embarrassed of you I'm just— I don’t know what i’m doing or how to handle my emotions” she paused.

“But I do know that I like you and i can’t lose you y/n”

you wiped the tears from her puffy face smiling at how cute she looks. “you’ll never lose me”

Yunjin gave you a warm smile back, grabbing you by the shirt to pull you into a kiss. You placed each hand on the side of her face so you can deepen it, your lips moving in sync. Yunjin placed her hands on your chest pushing you back until you laid flat on the bed, yunjin hovering over you.

Hands feeling up on your body, fingers grazing over your tummy making you shiver. Kissing on your neck making you bite your lip as she nipped at the skin her kisses slowly traveling down your body. You sucked in a breath when she kissed your stomach then your hips. You couldn’t help but whine when she squeezed at your thighs pressing a kiss to your clothed cunt. Yunjin smiled at the way you squirmed.

“you’re soaking baby” she kissed at your wet spot, another whine leaving your lips. “Yunjin please” you pleaded, feeling impatient with the way she was teasing you.

Pulling your skirt and panties off in one swift movement tossing them somewhere in the room scooting you closer to her putting your legs on her shoulders. You could feel her breath fanning over your cunt feeling yourself getting even wetter. Gasping once you felt her tongue on your clit hands immediately grabbing her hair.

She squeezed at your thighs as she continued to abuse your clit, your back slightly arching off the bed.

“Yunjin— fuck” you moaned tossing your head back feeling hee fuck you with her tongue fingers coming up to rub at your clit. you were squirming like crazy from the stimulation yunjin stopping to look up at you

“you gotta be still baby” you shook your head as she sucked on your clit again. “I-I can’t!” you stuttered out lifting your shirt up to play with your nipple wetting them with your fingers. You felt that familiar knot in your stomach, your breathing becoming unsteady.

“Yunjin please right there— i’m so close” you moaned, grabbing her hair. Yunjin tongue flicked back and forth at your clit making your back arch slightly off the bed. fuck- i’m cumming i’m cumming!” you whined out grinding on her tongue as you cum. You pushed her away when you started to get sensitive pulling her up to kiss you.

The kiss was long and sloppy moaning as you tasted yourself on her tongue. You could feel Yunjin grinding herself into you as the kiss continued to get heated.

“Lay back” you mumbled between kisses yunjin wasting no time getting under you chasing for your lips again. Undoing her jeans with one hand, yunjin helps you pull them down far enough to get to where she needs you. Running a finger up and down her entrance gasping at her wetness. You pushed two fingers in her cunt pumping them in and out of her slowly. Yunjin hips begin to move against your hand trying to make you go faster, your pace painfully slow.

“Y/n—please give me more” she kept her eyes closed, arms wrapped around your neck. “Yeah? You want more? Look at me.” She pulled back, biting at her lip cheeks turning red as she looked at you.

“Want more please” her voice was barely above a whisper.

“Need another finger please” you felt yourself getting wet again from her words. Pushing a third finger in watching her gasp and slightly arch her back.

“oh fuck!” she whimpered, grabbing your face to kiss you as you fingered her cunt. “Feels so good— please don’t stop,” she moaned in your mouth. You fingered her a bit faster biting your lip at the way your fingers fucked her.

“f-feel so full..” she whined resting her forehead against yours “yeah? you like feeling full?” she whimpered again, nodding.

“love your fingers so much— i’m so fucking close” yunjin failed to kiss you back as you picked up your pace fingers going faster hearing her wetness. she rested her forehead against yours eyes trying to stay open, closing once she felt that familiar knot in her lower belly.

“i-i’m gonna…” she started mouth falling open as she cums soaking the sheets and your hand as she squirts. Letting whines and high pitch squeals as she rides out her orgasm. She slowly stopped bucking her hips on your fingers, shaking when you pulled your fingers out. Leaving a smack to her clit watching her squirm

You kissed her lips again rubbing at her clit yunjin stopping you “m sensitive” she mumbled making you smile.

You let her lay on your chest as she calms down. The room filled with silence, the only noise being the music from the party that you both long forgot about. Yunjin broke the silence first

“Will you be my girlfriend?” you looked down at her yunjin rubbing your side.

“Seriously?” Yunjin sat up looking at you. “Seriously”

You smiled nodding. “I would love that”

Yunjin gave you a big smile in return, kissing your lips. The both of you got up to get dressed looking back at the bed tilting your head to the side.

“You made a mess— this poor dudes bed”

Yunjin punched your shoulder playfully “sorry you made me feel good” you kissed her temple wrapping your arm around her waist.

“Let’s go to your place now i’m tired and wanna cuddle my new girlfriend” she winked pulling you out the room.

[imm0rtalbydesign]

Little!Peeta Mellark HCs!!

I’m genuinely going insane and need to get my thoughts out, so enjoy my rambling‼️ :3

I apologize for how long this is and the amount of times I say ‘like’🙁

Regresses to around 0-7 but usually in the toddler range of like 2-4.

He’s SUCH a sweet boy, like he’s constantly worried about everyone else even when he’s supposed to be the one getting taken care of ☹️

Needs 24/7 attention/care but tries to be independent and fails miserably. Like he’s nervous to ask for help bc he feels like he doesn’t deserve it

Semi-verbal, but major babbler, like he’s just constantly making noises and giggling

If he has an episode when little it’s definitely more of a sad/emotional or fear based outburst rather than angry/aggressive one. (I hope that makes sense lol)

Chronic thumb-sucker, like no matter how hard his cg tries or offers alternatives hes constantly sucking/chewing on his thumb and hands in general

The kitchen is destroyed at least once a week bc he tries to bake on his own

Contact is a NEEDD for him, like if you’re not at least holding his hand at all hours he will be extremely offended (pout for 5 minutes).

Very wobbly/clumsy no matter how old he’s feeling, he’s constantly just toppling over

Half of his cgs day is saying stuff like “Uh oh! Are you okay?” And he always has at least 2 bandaids

LOVES having his hair played with, if you do he’ll be asleep in literal seconds

Prefers to call his cg more parental names if they’re okay w it (ex: mama/dada)

Pretty calm regressor, like he prefers quieter activities like drawing or simple puzzles and pretend play :3

That’s all but I’m sure I’ll have 78 more by tmr bc I’m insane but feel free to ask me abt other characters too !! :DD

[collegeoflore]

i do not have the screenshots i need to make the post i want to make but i’m going to ramble abt this for a second because i’m thinking abt it now.

this line is in direct conversation imo with the “this isn’t you” “it should be” line in the dungeon (that i don’t have a screenshot handy for rn). whether or not he actually believes what he says here is irrelevant because in order to do the ritual it needs to be true. and i do think to some extent he believes it because well. he’s astarion. but at the same time you can look at dialogue astarion has with durge where he makes it clear he thinks whatever is happening to them wrt to the urges and bhaal is wrong, and see that it is not so cut and dry as he wants it to seem. (at least for a romanced durge who resists the urges, which is the only route i’ve played so far! and again i don’t have my screenshots. this is a failure of a meta post LOL)

i think honestly a lot of what’s going on for astarion in this part of the game is less about how he actually feels and more about how he Needs to feel in order for the ritual to be a viable option. if he acknowledges, at any point, that what cazador has done is wrong on a broad scale he will also have to acknowledge that he is going to become cazador and deal with the emotional fallout of That and, well. that’s not something he necessarily wants to consider at this point. not to say i don’t think he feels like what cazador did was wrong only because it happened to him, i do think he does, but even if he didn’t it wouldn’t matter. it Has to be true or his whole plan falls apart. it doesn’t matter if it’s who he is or how he actually feels because it should be.

also like. being back in baldur’s gate makes him revert to the behavior and feelings that are familiar despite any progress he may have made up until this point. and the behavior he has the strongest reinforcement history for it cruelty. of course he’s cruel to the other spawn, of course he feels no remorse for planning to sacrifice them for his own gain - that’s what has kept him alive to this point. pity and care have only ever been punished, and it was a little easier to feel those things when the context and environment were different but here and now? back in the place where it all happened? it’s nearly impossible. of course he’s cruel and heartless and awful, anything else will (according to his mind and also his entire central nervous system that has been trained this way for centuries) get him tortured or killed.

anyway. all of this to say he’s horrible and i love the way they gave his cruelty substance and motivation and layers. even when he’s cruel for the sake of being cruel there’s an underlying Reason there that doesn’t make it okay but Does make it so much more fun and interesting. and i love that he is genuinely just awful. even spawn!astarion is still an asshole and that’s beautiful to me.

[everythingsinred]

I just read you have alternate au endings in mind and I’m VERY curious!! Do you have any posts abt them??

Hi !!!!

No, I probably don't... I can't say for sure but I doubt I have any specific posts about it. I talk a bit about some ideas here and I rant in general about the ending so much that there's a subsection in my table of contents (pinned post) about what I don't like.

Under the cut is a mishmash rambling of ideas lol...

So I guess I'll give you a brief run-down on what should change for me to be more on board with the ending. I hate Mikan having the stealing alice with a passion. I know that shows up pretty early, but I hate it and I usually forget about it because of how much I hate it so if I ever wrote a canon-verse fic (which I'm nervous about because of this very thing), she probably wouldn't have it, which would require me to shift a lot of other elements in the story. I just think it kills the importance of her nullification alice. She had a "useless", understated, subtle alice that could easily be taken for granted but that was actually super cool and useful in its own way, and the stealing alice is... not helping that issue. The stealing alice is immediately and clearly useful and showy and impressive, if a bit taboo. But that taboo element is rarely touched on with Mikan because she doesn't even know she has it for a while and she's immediately pretty okay with it when she does find out about it because it never really does wrong... Meanwhile, Yuka's story with the stealing alice is so much more meaningful because we get a deeper look into being outcast for her alice and how much of a burden it can be. Mikan doesn't have that relationship with the stealing alice, but its arrival undercuts her nullification alice and as a result her arc suffers.

I also think Persona took up way too much time. I don't really care if he has a redemption or not but the "We have to forgive everyone so we can all move and be happy now" message is so aggravating to me and not a lesson you should be giving a young audience so, I would get rid of that, or at least undercut it. (My issue with Persona's redemption is more about Mikan than him, actually.)

AND I HATE HOTARU SAVING NATSUME. I hate it so much. It's my least favorite part of the story, no contest. I'd delete that right away. Additionally, Mikan losing her memories has potential but none of it is used and then all of her relationships in the last chapter are minimized to elevate Hotaru, to the detriment of every other character on that beach, which pisses me off so much...

So I usually like an ending that looks like this: Mikan only has the nullification alice (and thus Yuka wouldnt have died, but would maybe have been put in a different bad situation, like maybe Mikan is still in the labyrinth as collateral over Yuka... that could be cool), and Natsume still dies (I love him dying) but Mikan saves him, and a huge help is Ruka. Maybe Mikan still loses her alice, and still loses her memories. In that case, the amnesia thing should be stretched out and actually used, instead of lasting a chapter because then it's just stupid and feels pointless. In this case, Hotaru should play a more subtle role (which is what she does best) and be the main one to chase after Mikan. That way the manga can still have the bookends of the best friends chasing each other, only this time it feels more equal. OR maybe Mikan doesn't lose her memories but since Yuka is still alive, she leaves the academy with her mom and they start some new life together for a reunion with friends later on.

OR she keeps her memories and doesn't lose her alice and instead everyone is happy at the Academy, particularly because Shiki is now in charge without the interference of the ESP so there's much-needed structural change that makes life at school a lot better and less prisonlike. TBH, I genuinely can't stomach the idea that the Academy doesn't undergo structural change because 1. That's such a cop-out and 2. It makes Shiki look bad and 3. It makes the whole story seem a lot more like child abuse apologism... which it isn't doing on purpose but OOF it is not a good look.

I also hate what was done with Goshima at the end there, so I would completely discard that.

Anyway, I actually do have plans on writing ONE idea of an alternative end at some point, but it'll require some thought and care so that fic will need some time to be written. If you have AU endings, please share because I hate the end we got and I don't think a lot of us actually like it, in the end.

[haobinist]

Ok. Wow. Boys Planet. ZB1. Many thoughts.

Very happy for our 9 shiny boys! Unfortunately there was no 12 member lineup twist, I knew it wouldn’t happen but part of me thought just maybe it could lol.

Before I discuss the lineup I just wanna say it was so nice to see all the eliminated trainees. WOONGKI BOY!! Haruto!! Seunghwan (and the banner of his own face that he brought lol)!! ollie wonka with two functioning arms!! Wang Zihao!!WUMUTI TI TI TI!! The NINE.i boys!! Chen Kuan Rui, esp his reaction to Hao’s ranking!! And everyone else as well. Boys planet truly would not have been the same magical experience without all of them, even if they weren’t performing on the final stage.

Im so sad for Keita, Jay and Park Hanbin especially. I really hope they get scooped up by wealthy, well connected companies and continue on having successful careers in the kpop industry. I’d def be there to support them! pH-1 is already joking abt working with Keita on Instagram and even tho that’s obviously not a concrete promise of anything I’d love to see something happen between Keita and H1ghr Music lol.

I’m gonna go thru member by member now, in an attempt to organize my thoughts.

1. Zhang Hao

Holy shit !? Hao P1 !? Absolute slayage. I was so surprised. Tbh, this week I was stressing about how his rank might drop because of losing filler votes, but here he is ranked #1 :D congrats to him for making history as the first foreign center in produce/planet history!

2. Sung Hanbin <3

Mother is debuting!!! Not in P1, which was a twist, but still with a very high rank. This man has a really bright future ahead of him and I’m so happy that I get to support him along the way!

3. Seok Matthew

I was genuinely concerned as to whether or not he would debut, Matthew p03 had me gagged fr I was so happy for him. He’s such a ray of sunshine and has great chemistry with literally everyone he interacts with.

4. Ricky

The SCREAM that was SCRUMPT. Would not be surprised if my neighbors had called 911 honestly. So happy for him!! Honestly, it’s between him and Zhang Hao for my bias in the group. Ricky has grown on me immensely since I started watching the show, also I think he has the best fan edits in the whole fandom like not even just ZB1, of Boys Planet contestants in general. For some reason I feel like the group name really suits him? Like if u showed me a picture of Ricky and said “he’s in a group called ZB1” that would make sense.

5. Gunwook

yet ANOTHER pleasant surprise! I obviously knew he was in the conversation but I was expecting him to be up for like 8th or 9th, esp after he dropped in the 3rd ranking. He started the show with such a tough guy image, but he’s really such a softie and I love it.

6. Kim Taerae

Main vocal slay :) can’t wait to hear more of his high notes and see his big smile onstage. Also I feel like the new dark hair really brings an edge to his image that we haven’t seen before. He might be a reverse Gunwook, seeming very soft and cute at first but actually being tougher than anticipated lol. I was nervous for him after seeing he was 11th in the interim, but clearly the voters pulled thru.

7. Kim Gyuvin

I have not been the biggest Gyuvin fan in the past, but I gotta say he’s really growing on me. He’s like a big goofy puppy dog that can dance really well. His reactions to seeing the other trainees winning (especially Yujin) were so endearing! The other day I watched his en garde fancam on loop aksjfgh he does have a very interesting captivating energy and I appreciate that.

8. Kim Jiwoong

Our hyung <3 so happy for him, he’s been through so much with his previous debut but now he’s finally done it. It’s also nice to see someone who is so clearly openly supportive of the queer community in the final lineup. Not to say that the other trainees aren’t ofc, I think they r all allies (if not queer themselves), but like, jiwoong acting in BL and being friends with Holland, the literal only out k-pop idol, is a different kind of support that I’m happy to see. Most idols tiptoe a bit more, but jiwoong actually does things that r clearly in support of us yknow.

9. Han Yujin

Our maknae :) seeing him drop so much was really surprising, for a moment I thought he wouldn’t make it tbh. I’m fairly neutral on him, I think he’s an amazing dancer and has so much potential, but if I’m being honest he wasn’t necessarily one of my picks. I’m not mad that he’s here by any means tho. I know ZB1 hasn’t even debuted yet so it’s kinda silly to be theorizing about what he’ll do after, but hes young, talented and popular enough that I think once they reach the end of the 2.5 year contract he’s gonna redebut and reach success all over again.

So, that’s it! Boys Planet is over! The lineup is announced! Zhang Hao, Sung Hanbin, Seok Matthew, Ricky, Gunwook, Taerae, Gyuvin, Jiwoong and Taerae. Our Bep1er- now officially known as ZEROBASEONE :D it feels so surreal, but I’m so excited to stan these boys.

[bookinit02]

7, 14, 27 ??

hi overdue!! hope ur doing well🫶🏼🫶🏼

7. how many ideas for fics do you have rn?

oh man. too many to count😭 i’m alwayssss coming up with new stuff and i stg about 1% of it will actually be written!! currently i have abt 20 fic ideas written down😅 and plenty more in my head!!

14. if you could see one of your fics adapted into visual media, which one would you pick?

omg!!!!! this is literally my favorite question on this list, so i’m so happy u asked it🥳 right off the bat, my first thought is baby, we’re perfect. i would LOVEEEE to see bwp as an actual episode! or even just a little short, or a drawing, or a film, or genuinely anything😭 it’s so so vivid in my head and it would be so cool to see it visually! i think king of my heart would also be a really good one, or falling like the stars—just bc i would LOVEEEEE to see a rendition of the elmax star scene🥺🫶🏼

27. is there a fic that you were nervous to post/share? why?

ooh, this is a really good question. honestly, my gut reaction was if i only had a heart, which is the christmas fic where mike runs away from home. i think i was just going through a lot that day/week/month and put all my frustration into it, and i honestly wasn’t even gonna post it at all😭 it was. definitely very obvious to anyone that knew me what was going on, and i literally still consider deleting it sometimes? but it is up. for now. and idk maybe it’s not as bad as it is in my head lol! i’m also nervous abt rlly important rewrite chapters, like the shed scene and the van scene! i’m usually pretty proud of how they turn out, but it’s still a lot of pressure😅

thank u for the ask!!! love u lots💗💗🫂

[aqqleshiqqing-archive]

I totally understand the feeling of your art being a “hit or miss” at times. Geez I still kinda cringe at some of my art when it doesn’t look quite right. But we are our worst critics so….😅

But I genuinely ADORE your art and every single thing you post no matter what. I have your trade as my homescreen and I’m always so happy when I look at it! You’ve got a true talent right there and (honestly, a few wobbly lines or oddities add character) XD

I SAW THIS BUT DIDNT HAVE TIME TO RESPOND AJSJSKDHSJS BUT I'M HERE NOW LOL

we certainly are our worst critics, we see everything in the bad light immediately 😭 it's the type of situation where only the artist sees it but everyone else doesn't 😭

AND MAAAANNN I recalled you saying that you used my trade as your wallpaper and the fact it STILL is there — thank you so much 😭😭😭 even that one I admittedly felt a bit nervous since it's mutuals like YOU that I care abt sm 🥺🥺💕 I'll happily believe in your statement 💕 AND HEY GIVE ME A BREAK I'M A PHONE ARTIST, WOBBLY LINES ARE MEANT TO HAPPEN BWHAHAHAAH AGAIN TYSM!!!

[dballzposting]

i love that you touch upon how piccolo is nervous in crowds bc. it’s so true. and it’s something that chichi and gohan and probably goku know, and that maybe krillin has picked up on over the years, but no one else knows it can tell bc. that’s piccolo! he’s scary looking, he’s mean. but he’s soooo uncomfortable rn and part of why he looks like he might murder goten is bc he’s like good god get me out of here and JFC MY BROTHER JUST WALKED UP BEHIND ME AND TOUCHED MY SHOULDER WHILE I WAS TYPING i didn’t notice i was listening to music and i honestly hope he didn’t read this. and i lost my train of thought but now i’m like. i bet goten does that to trunks. trunks is like doing work stuff or smth and listening with headphones and focused and goten just waltzes up and grabs him and trunks is like AGAHH WHAT THE FUCK MAN. and gotens like LOL didn’t mean to make you piss yourself bro just came up to see what’s shakin bacon. so what’s up. and trunks is like nothing dude i’m busy later. and gotens kind of dejected but like ok bc it was trunks’s serious voice and he knows he doesn’t mean harm he’s just busy. but trunks is sweating bullets bc did goten just see that he was playing one of those barbie dress up games on his work laptop and not actually working but he’s judging him too much to say anything? which is ridiculous bc it’s a harmless game but… trunks would never be caught dead playing it. not until he’s like a certain age at least where he’s achieved more calmness and self assured ness. but when this happens he’s definitely too young to be fine with it he’s just embarrassed and feels like he got caught watching porn

This is incredible. It's like I wrote this

The thing is he'd rather have been caught watching porn .. at least that's up Goten's alley .

You know you talking abt your brother reminds me a bit of smth I used to do to my brother and also everyboyd else in my family. I'd sneak up behind them and kiss them very sweetly + tenderly on the back of the neck or any exposed skin. This continued until my brother expressed to me how sick it was . And I like to think that that's a Goten and Trunks moment as well . I do believe that Goten would take Trunks's hand and kiss it so tenderly and look him in the eyes and say "I love you" (this is what my brother did to me to show how uncomfortable it was and I didnt think it was a fair comparison but whatever....)

And Trunks would hoenslty stand there frozen for a few moments like he wouodnt move a muscle and he'd freeze completely and then go "oh my god I dont even know what to say that was so uncomfortable. Goten that was so uncomfortable" like I believe that that occured at some point ... DBS era maybe. Goten was being 100% genuine.

Thank you for your wise words ... no further comment from me is necessary ❤ you said it all perfectly. Thank you

[pop-punklouis]

honestly can't remember when exactly I followed you or what exactly it was. But it was sometime late 2019 early 2020, I think it was a rant of yours that someone reblogged. I agreed with it so i check out little bit more of your blog and was like okay shes really cool person, so i followed you because right away i could tell you were someone with some of my three favorite attributes; critical thinking, compassion, and humor. Then after following you for awhile and seeing you were going to the same louis show as me, i reached out to meet up (i was so nervous abt that tbh) and you were nothing but open and warm to me!!!! Glad i was able to find you at the venue and say hi!!! You are just as lovely in person :) also you and your group looked amazing and had the best energy up on balcony. (Side note: I absolutely love your sense of style). you are genuinely one my favorite blogs I follow, and one of my only mutuals (lol 🙈) and ily and i wish you nothing but love and warmth. 💓

Also no pressure to respond, i can imagine how overwhelming ur inbox can be, just wanted to share my appreciation :)

ahhhh hello!!!! i’m so glad we were able to briefly meet it was so nice talking to you at the show 🥺 if i’m ever back in that area for a louis show, we must properly meet ✨ all of this is so kind and you’ve always been the sweetest person anytime we interact, so ily this message made my heart grow bigger seeing it as soon as i woke up i hope you’re having a good friday, babe 💕

[wooahaes]

sunflowers are gorgeous, my step dad is growing a few, i'll get some photos for you!!! 💛💛💛

i've been rewatching a lot of gose lately, it cheers me up and gets me through an anxiety day or if i have a bad work day <33 he's so good as mafia!!! <3 although the one ep where he's mafia and seungkwan is the police and he checks hoshi, learns that he's the mafia and then gets killed IS SO HEARTBREAKING GRR 😂😂😂😂 POOR KWANNIE >.<

okay now i'm trapped between hoshi and jihoon, i read a few jihoon fics this morning and then watched a few compilations and now i'm STUCK BETWEEN THEM AAAAAA

i am definitely that person too, esp if it's something genuinely hilarious. you laugh at something funny and then someone's laugh just sets you back off again 😭😭😭

omg wait no that would be completely chaotic, i don't think anyone other than cheol is equipped to deal with how chaotic svt are <33

i love hsm so much you don't understand </3 i want to erase my memory of hsm and watch them all over again i'm OBSESSED :o i'm being biased here bc he's my url but i just want to have a day out with seungkwan, i just think it would be the most fun </3 we can both be so savage and i feel like our personalities are so similar <3

omg yes yes, LEE KNOW PLS, him and his cats are so beautiful to me!!! 🥰 my s/o and i have two cats together, he gets SOOOOO flustered over baby animals! when he sees bunnies, his voice goes so high pitched and he screams "BUNNYYYYY" 😍😍😍😍

you just can't help but bias the whole group tbh <3 they're my favourite group. i've actually had the same favourite artist for the last 18 years which are a band called mcfly but i think svt have taken that number one spot in my heart. i've been wrestling with the both of them since i first listened to svt 6 years ago but nah, i think svt have my whole entire heart <3333

hiii heather sorry for taking forever to reply to this!! i literally panicked when i came to reply bc i thought it got deleted somehow :(

omg please do!! i’d love to see them <3

one day i will just... sit back and watch gose and tmap and probs the different skz stuff. is that from one of the TTT eps? i think i remember that one lol

oh big mood lol i literally switch between wonwoo n vernon based on the day. i am soft for them <3 but honestly all of svt bias wrecks me depending on the day. i think its usually dino and cheol like... most often (dino’s humor <3 i just love how he clowns the others sometimes lmao and cheol’s... everything tbh i love that man), but it really just depends on what they’re doing lol

sometimes i laugh too hard to the point where i go completely silent and it hurts lmao i did have someone go “stop STOP, UR KILLING HER” once in response to me silently crying w laughter

it’d be chaotic but i still want to see it fskhfdf like. looking at shinee, i’m like... there’s only one person who can handle taemin and it’s onew and even then taemin gets away with a lot lmao

BIG mood tho!! they’re such silly fun movies <3 i love them so much. seungkwan would be fun to have a day out with tbh!! i feel like he’d be fun to talk with esp just bc he’s a sweetie who i think would happily carry convo if ur a lil nervous or listen if ur passionate abt something. honestly i think all of svt would be fun to have a day out with depending on what ur doing? jeonghan n jun would both be good for like... rly chill, laid-back days tbh

also minho and his cats... i legit love them so much. he’s such a good cat dad!! also aww ur s/o sounds so cute!! also pls tell ur kitties that i love them omg <3

idk if i’d call svt my favorite group since i have multiple groups that i love + i think shinee will always rank very highly since they’re genuinely very special to me and i love them a lot. + i’m a softie for both trsr, golcha, and skz!! there are simply so many men i am soft for <3 is this allowed--

[cheolsblackgf]

hey guys I know it’s been a while and i’m really sorry for being gone even after I said I wouldn’t be that busy!

details under the cut <3

unfortunately life has gotten in the way so I can’t spend as much time as I would like here and sadly I have started feeling a little uncomfortable on this blog. I feel like (even if it’s not true) there’s a certain expectation of me here and I can’t fulfill it at all. I originally started this blog to post my one smau and then leave forever but you guys liked it so much and I really appreciated your support so I wanted to stay here and keep posting similar things, which has regrettably got me in this tough position of whether to keep posting or close up shop.

this is a little tmi about me so you can skip if you don’t care about my life (don't feel bad, I definitely wouldn't care abt my life either lol!!!)

right now, I have started school again so I’ll definitely be busy this entire summer which i’m definitely not looking forward to at all, but in order to transfer successfully I need 61 credits for my major and i’m only at 50 so i’m in 4 courses that will get me there in time for my transfer to university. with this being said, i’m gonna try to focus on school because I unknowingly chose the worst classes ever and i’m already getting a bad feeling even if it’s the first day.

tmi over lol

in more exciting news, i’m seeing seventeen in chicago!!! ever since becoming a fan, I watched their other concerts with diwiwts (damn I wish I was there syndrome) and told myself I had to see them all together while I could. I will be going with my sister and hopefully we’ll get a good place. (at my time of writing this, tickets go on sale tomorrow) i’m lucky enough to live really close to where they are coming and have the means to get there so i’m really excited. is anyone else going to see them?

anyways, sorry if you were expecting something else with this post and I really apologise to anyone that has liked my blog and wondered why i’ve been so absent lately. I wish I could keep posting but I always feel very nervous to come here and I wish I could get out of that feeling because you guys have always been really nice to me. i’m of course very thankful to everyone who has ever liked any of my works, told me they liked them, and supported me in any other way. I appreciate all of the friends i’ve made here and i’m so thankful for you all. I know this sounds like a goodbye post but it’s not, I just feel very sentimental sometimes lolol and feel like I don’t say how much I appreciate you all

SO YEAH hopefully a miracle happens and I get rid of this feeling bc I love this blog and everyone i've met here very much <33 also anyone is always welcome to my ask box bc i genuinely love hearing from u guys sm ok i'm talking too much baiiiii

[kilimprinted]

Not having a lot of followers here helps give me less anxiety talking abt this lol.

I keep waking up with nausea and anxiety so often nowadays. I can’t wait to fucking move out. The smell of black mold in our house is so bad every time I go the bathroom I have to burn incense. Constantly being in an environment with cocaine and ketamine easily accessible and it being a weekly occurrence with the people around me I can’t lie is overwhelming! And there’s so many weapons in this house Jesus Christ!!!! I have been an emotional punching bag for the people living here and I’ve sometimes been so nervous to stand up for myself I can barely eat.

Living here has genuinely fucked up my mental state so bad and it sucks. I move out from my abusive father and then into another shitty situation. I didn’t get to process healing from my dad cause now im thrust into this. I want things to get better. The only good thing lately is that my su!c!d3 ideation has significantly lessened. But probably bc I’m out of the house more as I’ve started a new job and have been attending protests as often as I can here in the city.

At the doctor’s when they ask me if I feel safe in my house I have to lie and say yes but if I answer no that’s gonna open a whole another can of worms. There’s so much chaos in the house and I’m treated like shit enough I don’t want to fan the fire. I want mid December to come sooner. I want to feel safe, I want to feel home.