#I want to get worse

[delicadelittledoll]

❝ I am still so naïve. I know pretty much what I like and what I deslike; but, please, don't ask me who I am. A passionate, fragmentary girl, maybe? ❞

— Sylvia Plath

[failing-always]

I need someone to help make me worse

Someone that’ll see all the shit I do and say “Keep going”

Someone that’ll do it with me

Someone that looks at my scars and says there’s not enough

Please, anyone

(Genuinely and open invitation I need friends in the community)

[auguste-rlg]

what if i relapse 🤭

[recovery-nuovame]

My meme™️

[alex-cvtter]

Let me be worse god

I SAID LET ME BE WORSE

[xxvergoldetxx]

Anyone else who hates having a cold because you literally have to care for your body and can’t focus on making the mental problems worse?? Like that is so toxic ik but it is what it is

[anoncannon]

Why am I getting better? I don’t want to get better. Getting better leaves no results. I HAVE to get worse. Help me get worse.

[littlbee]

i need to get worse. when i go home for break, i need everyone to SEE how sick i am. i need to be thinner. to be frail, breakable. scary.

maybe they’ll take me seriously then.

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

historical drama/sitcom where two gay best friends (woman and man) get lavender married--and proceed to spend the Fancy European Honeymoon their parents paid for acting as each other's wingman

[hellothisiskittyy]

since I know this is my secret account that doesn’t have much I’m gonna vent right quick😝🙏🏼

:readmore:

so I’m a surprisingly healthy person despite being chubby for my age and besides my asthma i literally am almost perfect. But I never get to miss school and the things I enjoy and relax with are at constant threat to be taken if I miss the bus or miss school for being too tired

BUT the loophole is, if I’m sick, it doesn’t apply. So recently, my asthma has been acting up bad and then started getting better- which I don’t want so obviously I take the vape that I had found like a week ago and start hitting it hard. And obviously it makes my lungs worse(good) and now I have a higher chance of staying home.

Also, most of the time when I’m sick or not feeling well, it’s not taken seriously. My mom most often gives me vodka as a “medicine” and if she’s a little more concerned, she’ll give me sutafate or like musinex and if it’s my lungs, it’s treatments. So I never miss school and my illnesses are often overlooked and proper medicine is rarely given and the reason all this is? It’s not because my mom is a bad person, it’s because she doesn’t want to go to court cus my older brother(the middle child) ran away for drugs and cheap pussy and obviously didn’t do any of the work and so the school has a close eye on me.

so basically I never feel valid when sick and it makes me purposely make things worse just to be taken seriously.

YAP SESH OVER.😋🙏🏼

[delicadelittledoll]

❝ I don't know what it is like to not have deep emotions. Even when I feel nothing, I feel it completely. ❞

— Sylvia Plath

[sp1derg1rl666]

i wished he showed me he loved me more sometimes, or maybe im just crazy

[canonkiller]

god I fuckign love ocs. my characters. my friend's characters. the characters of mutuals ive never spoken to. the characters of artists ive followed and maybe spoken to a little more. the characters of complete strangers I see in passing and think "aw that's cool". if you have ten fans I am one if you have one fan it is me etc etc. I love you

[eyes-of-nine]

pls assume i'm thinking about this moment 24/7 all week every week

[xxvergoldetxx]

I was stupid and ate crisps (160 cals). Skipped lunch but I’m still feeling bad

[theoldkyokodied]

The Allegiance of the Ascended Vampire and the New God of Magic