#I’m not trying to be rude

[fischyplier]

PSA

Hey I didn’t think I had to say this. But I saw a post where someone is asking to leak the OnlyFans photos. But that’s honestly a horrible thing to do. The proceeds go to two charities, the Cincinnati Children’s Hospital and the World Food Program. If you want to see these photos, they are $3. That’s it. If you can’t afford it, I understand. Also in case anyone didn’t know, they are tasteful photos. If you do encounter any accounts that are leaking, please report.

Please do not encourage others to leak and do not seek out any leaked photos. It’s just shitty.

[defleftist]

Shout out to all the people out there who think I’m rude for not responding to them when in reality I’m just deaf and didn’t hear them.

[abrieenthusiast]

okay it’s been like 3 years i feel it’s safe enough to ask this question: WHO SAID THAT MACNAMARA IS GAY AND WHEN

I JUST REMEMBER HEARING PEOPLE FREAK OUT OVER IT AND I WENT “cool!” THEN I WATCJED BLACK FRIDAY AND I GOT CONFUSED WAS IT JEFF?? MATT?? NICK??? WHO WAS IT AND EHEN

[broflovski-brah]

hc kenny would make hot chocolate with water

is there another way you’re supposed to make it?/geb

[subjectsix]

cheap trick the stand is like yo they made a stand out of mental illness

[twelvedaysinaugust]

"And I do think Louis deserves credit for that" for tolerating gay projects? he hasn't bothered to say thanks. when he said he felt protected, it was the night he wasnt feeling well and his voice wasnt so good, and he felt like he would mess up and we would have his back, it wasnt about being gay

You’re coming at this from the perspective that Louis is straight. I’m coming at this from the perspective that he’s closeted. I think he’s closeted because of multiple things he’s said and done over the course of many years (some of it pre-fame), not because of one comment he made at a show. And regardless, Louis does make a lot of queer fans feel safe and his music resonates with them. Why not give credit where it’s due?

[master-jarrus]

This is a little rant about flower shipping

Lloyd and Brad

If one of them was a girl they would absolutely get shipped and probably have a canon relationship in the show

I recognize that

But like why is it that so many people in the fandom thinks that Lloyd friends have to be romantically interested in him?

Why can’t he just have a female friend? Or a male friend?

Why does it always have to be romantic?

I even saw people shipping him with Arin

I just want to know why does no one want to let him have a platonic relationship

[satan-is-a-furry]

Allistic parents getting mad when their autistic child is getting sensory overload from the loud ass music

[n0ahsferatu]

pov you are a locked chest or perhaps someone bleeding to death

[stuckinapril]

when you accept that the unique things about you are the best things about you. when you fall in love w your uniqueness and become obsessed w it and reject conformity. when you think for yourself and draw your own conclusions and adore that you don’t perfectly fit into a mold. that’s when you’ll know true peace

[dooblez]

i feel like they would hate the shit out of each other at first and then they get nice

[fishing-lesbian-catgirl]

I feel a little bad bc there’s this guy at my work who has tried multiple times to start casual conversations with me and every time he just picked a topic that I couldn’t give my honest opinion on without it sounding rude or for other reasons so instead I just kinda dodged the question and made things really awkward.

Like he asked me, “Do you like taylor swift? My daughter is a huge fan and we’re going to a concert of hers next year” literally the day after the woman died at the Brazil taylor swift concert. It’s not like I could say “I think she’s a talentless hack who is only in the industry because of her dad’s money and her private jet is responsible for more pollution per year than you or I will ever make in our lifetimes. Oh also someone died at her concert yesterday because they didn’t let people bring water in on a day where it was over 100°F because they wanted to make more water sales”

Or later after he apparently overheard the metal music I was playing in my headphones he tried to start a conversation by bringing up Metallica. I’m not gonna launch into a rant about how they’re scum who fucked over the entire music industry and also their music is bad, so instead I gave a kind of non answer and pretended to be busy

The third time I think he was actually in the wrong by saying something about how he was watching the news about what was happening in Israel and that he hopes the hostages get released. I can’t exactly start talking about my views on that topic at work are you insane.

Like I think he thinks I’m just rude or don’t like him or something but like guy you’ve chosen terrible conversation topics every time

[mossymandibles]

Is kraw that buff naturally or does he work out 👀

While he is naturally pretty hefty some of it includes day to day stuff he does. He has to find some ridiculous ways to work out on purpose though with him being so big already. He could probably launch a skiff off the decks like it’s a paper airplane if I’m being honest. Some locals theorize that he seems to have a ‘supernatural’ strength to him, but it’s hard to say for sure.

He used to work out pretty rigorously in his younger years. He wouldn’t have admitted to it but he was usually in competition with Titus (his brother). Mayv also wanted him to stay pretty fit for hunting.

[seraphicalsuccubus]

I just wanna make a post because I’ve gotten tons of worried asks about my absence and wishing I’m okay and everything (and I will answer them I promise, I do really appreciate y’all checking in on me). but this is going to be a LONG post so if you’re actually gonna read it, strap in babes.

anyways, my life has virtually become a dystopian hell and I’m not kidding you. I feel like a prisoner in my own home. I feel like I’m under house arrest because I’m just not allowed to do fucking anything anymore. I pretty much cannot leave my house, not even to get groceries. I cannot ask my roommate to pick up anything for me on her way home from work because she bitches about it and makes some excuse not to even if it’s something I desperately need. I haven’t had a single human interaction with ANYONE even my former best friend/roommate since the end of January until this week when I just fucking lost it and vented to my aunt and had her get me a dispensary order because I can’t leave my house to get one myself anymore and she came to hang out and spend some time with me and talk about everything for a couple hours. and that’s the bare bones of what’s going on. there’s so much fucking more piled to it but I’ll just give you the gist of it. I literally told my therapist that if I didn’t get the fuck out of here soon, I will probably slit my wrists and bleed out in the bathtub. like if I cannot run away and escape all this shit, I will be leaving this house in a body bag because I honestly just do not know how much more of this shit I can take.

I have been so unbelievably stressed. I have picked every tiny cut, scratch, ingrown hair, pimple, everything that could be picked open, into huge gaping wounds all over my legs and specifically, I had two tiny cat scratches on my stomach from one of my cats kneading on me and not being too gentle with her claws, and i picked those TINY cuts into gaping wounds bigger than the size of dollar coins. two of them. right next to each other. they were so bad that I thought they were legitimately going to get infected and cause me problems. but they’re finally healing and starting to scar because I HAD to bandage them. like if I did not bandage them and change the bandage twice a day, they would have become infected and been a huge problem. that’s how bad those two specifically were.

not only this, but I have also PICKED A FUCKING BALD SPOT ON MY SCALP near my widow’s peak, but thankfully it’s on the side my hair flops over from so it’s covered. but it’s still there and it makes me horribly insecure and I don’t know if it’s like a scab that’ll eventually fall off and something will grow back from it or if it’s a scar and I’ll have this bald spot forever to be insecure of and self conscious of all the time. literally only time will give me the answer to that. but I am fucking 26 years old and have picked myself to PIECES and BALD SPOTS due to stress. I am literally falling the fuck apart.

and not only that, but I was just informed that I need to be conscious and aware of the fact that I may have fucking lupus because two of my dad’s sisters have it (one confirmed diagnosis and the other a suspicion but that’s enough of a reason for me to be worried about it) and I’m too terrified to get tested or whatever to start the process of getting that diagnosis. like the one thing I’ve always been so fucking afraid of is having an autoimmune disease and my fear of that may have fucking manifested one fucking for me and I’m really struggling with the potential that I may have to deal with that, along with my other health issues and mental health issues and shit.

I just. I have been going through a REALLY rough fucking time. and I am sorry, I am so sorry for the lack of posts or explanations or not answering anyone’s asks or messages aside from the two people I talk to daily because I just mentally cannot handle conversations through all this shit, and for making anyone genuinely concerned about me because of my absence and shit. I wish I could say you shouldn’t worry, but honestly, I’m incredibly worried about myself and that reason alone should scare anyone that knows me because I’m NEVER worried about myself. I’m sorry. I wish I could say I’m okay and I’m thriving and my lack of presence on here was a GOOD thing because I’m doing well and not thinking about social media, but it’s not. it’s a very bad thing. I don’t leave my bed every day unless it’s to take care of my cats. I can’t remember the last day I actually ate a meal or even a snack. the only hydration I get is like the 3 sips of whatever I use to take my meds every morning and night. I have no drive to create content so my income has dropped SO dramatically that I am barely scraping by to pay my bills. I haven’t gamed. I haven’t caught up on any of the shows I was excited for and watching before all this. I haven’t done laundry in god only knows how long and I’m literally running out of clean clothes to wear. I literally only brush my hair before I get on FaceTime with a friend or my boyfriend, otherwise it’s a knotted mess. I’ve showered to clean my body because I feel disgusting being dirty but I have not washed my hair since I had these extensions installed. I do not have the energy to wash this much fucking hair right now. and do you know when these were installed? February 12th. I have not washed my fucking hair in over a month and I feel so fucking repulsive because of it. my hair is my pride and joy. I have such expensive quality products for it. I take care of it. I love my hair. and I cannot even find the energy to wash it when I’m already in the shower just to wash my body/face because I just am so depressed that I can’t even find the energy to do it WHILE ALREADY IN THE SHOWER. I usually go 7-10 days without washing my hair to prolong the life of my extensions and my hair dye and shit because my hair doesn’t get greasy quickly or dry so I can push it that long and just do like body wash/skincare showers in between. but it’s been over a month. over a FUCKING MONTH. since I’ve been able to find the energy to just wash my fucking hair even when I’m already in the shower. do you know how pathetic that feels?

I’m sorry this was such a heavy post. for anyone that actually read through it, I’m sorry. I’ve been internalizing a lot of this shit and this isn’t even the icing on the fucking cake. this is the bare minimum of what I’m dealing with. it’s so much more convoluted and fucked up and abusive than I’m explaining on here and I’m sorry for venting about the things that I did. but I’ll leave it there. I won’t get into the rest.

if you read this far, I’m sorry for taking up so much of your time with this long of a post just to get shit off my chest. I hope you’re having a really good day, or that your day gets better, your weekend goes well, and that you have some good karma headed your way. I wish you all the best. thank you for listening. I appreciate it. 🖤

[dovewingkinnie]

Aaaaaaa I'm so excited to see the premiere of the animation :]

Please remember to take breaks, get plenty of rest, and drink water while you animate/draw ^^

i’m excited too!!

but pls, u don’t have to remind me to take breaks cause i already do that and i get these types of comments a lot when i don’t really ask for them!! not everyone needs these types of reminders ^-^

[im-basically-god]

I just want to say that shipping discourse is the stupidest thing on the planet. Like. Do people not understand that it’s fiction and it legit doesn’t fucking matter? Ship the giant vampire lady with the mold dad, go for it! Or make them both gay! I don’t care! I love both.

When I see a ship I don’t like, I scroll on by and act like I never did. It’s that easy to be a decent person. The fucking keyboard warrior shit is so annoying to me atp. Ship who you want and have fun in the fandom! It’s fiction, it’s supposed to help us get away from all of this unnecessary drama and y’all are making it less fun.