#I’ve been there for only a month
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Is it too much to ask for a job where:
1. I get paid well enough to pay my bills, have health insurance and a 401k or pension, have spending money, AND saving money
2. I get a decent schedule, meaning I don’t have so many hours that I feel overworked, but I get enough hours to get the pay from part 1 (32-40 hrs a week)
3. My at least 2 days off are together, and are the same days each week. Also I’m asked before changing it (unless I asked for a specific day off)
4. I don’t fucking hate the job or the people I work with?
Like…is that really so much to ask?
#vent#vent post#personal rant#I realize I have it good in a lot of way#not currently going through an active genocide#but#I hate my job#I really fucking hate my job#I’ve been there for only a month#it didn’t even take a full month for me to start hating it#which is a record#there are two paid jobs I liked#one I quit because it was through my university at the time#I literally wasn’t allowed to work there anymore#one I quit because I was involved in a school theater thing#and my teacher asked me to quit it#instead of trying to accommodate me working#and my taxes go to fund us imperialism#instead of making public transit#or healthcare#and that stuff is just made worse by the fact that I don’t even like my job#I’m tired of getting yelled at for stuff that is either not my fault or something they didn’t train me properly in to begin with
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I feel like I’ve reached the end of my own personal house episode. like alright, the chronic anemia and indigestion are celiac. the aching joints are psoriatic arthritis. the sore throat and swollen lymph nodes are mono. understandable, now we can work on all that.
#well. the mono I just have to wait out.#it’s in the tail end so I should only have a couple more months of it#the celiac I’ve already fixed by switching to a gluten free diet#(iron levels have been stable for a year now!!)#and the psoriatic arthritis will be treated with immune suppressants#ALSO isn’t it stupid that you can have more than one thing?? that’s so greedy#so inconsiderate. like pick one disease and leave the rest for other people
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…you ever listen to a song and imagine an animatic for it? That’s basically what this is but I REFUSE to actually make it so I did sketches instead 🥹
#I can’t make an animatic for it I CAAANT#lego monkie kid#my art#lmk wukong#lmk sun wukong#lmk macaque#shadowpeach#liukong#speaking of animatics#I’ve got like. 3 I haven’t posted yet#and the ONLY reason is because I HAVENT MADE THUMBNAILS YEEET#I keep forgetting 😭#it’s been MONTHS#someone remind me to make thumbnails in. a week idk#also#……I wonder if someone’s insane enough to correctly guess what song this is based on#there’s NO WAY and yet…#maybe…..
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you’re the risk, i’m gonna take it
#i’ve been listening to this song for months and yet it only slapped me in the face a couple of days ago that it’s *so* buddie#anyway here is my first ever video edit#buddie#buddie edit#buddie vid#911 abc#911 edit#911 vid#evan buckley#eddie diaz#fanvid#buddie fanvid#video edit#gracie abrams#risk by gracie abrams#myvid#flashing tw
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my sources tell me it’s what the people want,, happy june ig
#the raven cycle#maggie stiefvater#pynch#ronan lynch#adam parrish#my sources are the 1k+ notes on my first ever post???#i had actually really wanted to start with a blue post but i wasn’t finished the one i had chosen#so i was like aight i have this pynch one and it came out v sweet let’s just go#and it seems i accidentally capitalized on the gays like a corporation during pride month#the truth is that i have so so many pynch sketches#but most don’t reflect my current skill level or vision of the characters#when i first read trc pynch swept me away and they were like the only thing i drew#them and blue. blue was everywhere. i fucking love her and always have#but time has passed and my appreciation for the others has grown too#so presently i’ve been focusing on drawing each of the characters and really working to get their likenesses down#and ofc i would much rather post current art than old stuff#but i WILL be going through the old stuff in order to post some#bc i am still quite fond of a lot of them <3
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It’s been clear that the Tanizakis aren’t siblings from the very beginning
here’s some evidence now that it’s been confirmed canon…
everyone who’s read irl Tanizaki’s book knew that Junichiro & Naomi weren’t siblings as soon as they introduced themselves

BUT just because the Tanizakis aren’t siblings doesn’t mean you can’t feel uncomfortable about them. if you feel uncomfortable, GOOD. that’s exactly what they want
the Tanizakis, Mori— they all use these disturbing ruses to disarm or distract people in order to protect themselves, or to accomplish their goals. this is a writing device that asagiri commonly employs as a way to parallel the irl literature (it’s actually ingenious)
there are 4 main indicators that have always made it clear to me that Junichiro & Naomi are not siblings:
1. most obviously— their character designs. Harukawa is extremely intentional with character designs, & she very intentionally made Naomi & Junichiro look nothing alike

their eye shapes are purposely different
their color palettes are contrasting
even their differing styles of clothing have meaning

this was all done so that the audience could PLAINLY see that they’re not related— so that WE know that they’re lying when they say they ARE related

2. how the people around them respond to their act.
the general reaction is “don’t question it”— which is exactly what they want. “be distracted by how uncomfortable you feel so that you look away from what we’re hiding” (this is likely a protective measure)


3. most importantly, this is meant to parallel irl Tanizaki’s book “Naomi,” where the main character Joji picks up Naomi to raise her into his ideal woman, but since she's so young (& a minor) they call each other cousins (Joji makes no sexual advances on young Naomi btw)
however, his plan backfires because when Naomi gets older & they get married, she flips the script on him & manipulates HIM so that he's under her thumb (which is why bsd Tanizaki is at a domineering Naomi's mercy). Joji let her have her way because of his masochistic tendencies
4. lastly is the emphasis that Asagiri and the Tanizakis themselves put on calling each other siblings.
over & over, it’s “my brother this” & “my sister that”
like they’re desperately trying to convince us that it’s true (“don’t let your lying eyes deceive you”)
here are just a few of many examples from the light novels…




again, if you’ve read “Naomi” you knew that Junichiro & Naomi weren’t siblings as soon as they introduced themselves
just like if you’ve read irl Mori’s works, it’s clear that bsd Mori isn’t a pedophile
just like if you’ve read No Longer Human you know that Dazai’s an unreliable narrator. he makes you think he’s a bad person bc he believes he’s a bad person, but those around him see him differently (btw this doesn’t mean he’s never done anything “bad,” though bsd isn’t about morality— but that’s another discussion)
anyway, i’m so excited for the Tanizakis backstory to be revealed so that we can better understand why they use this defense!!
also let this be a reminder to READ THE LITERATURE if you’re able to!! even reading synopses & analyses of the coordinating books makes bsd make much more sense 🥹
reminder that this how you’re supposed to react while reading bsd:

also, if you’re interested in a post explaining how Mori isn’t a pedo, i wrote this analysis on twt. OR you can read this document that one of my moots sent me (remember: analyzing a character does NOT mean you condone any actions they may or may not commit!)
#i hope this makes sense. i’ve had this in the drafts for months but was too scared to post it#i’m hoping now that it’s confirmed canon there won’t be as much backlash ^^’ pls be kind#darcy this is for you… i hope you like it :’)#also full disclosure i haven’t been able to read all of Naomi yet. mostly synopses & analyses. so don’t take my summary of the book as law#also hopefully now people won’t ignore the Tanizakis anymore!! not only are they so interesting. they’re also just fun characters#Naomi is so underrated & intelligent. i need more of her teaming up with Dazai#rambling about bsd again#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd meta#bsd analysis#bsd tanizaki#bsd naomi#naomi tanizaki#tanizaki junichirou#tanizaki siblings#bsd 118
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save me bonnie isat… bonnie isat… save me…
woah what!!! isat fanart with color??? preposterous. greyscaled versions under the cut!! (and also the last doodle without the crusty old drawing next to it!! incase you want to use it for anything)
anyways. uh. scampers away like a little rat
#marshdoodles#isat#in stars and time#haha so maybe if i schedule this to post after i fall asleep the Anxiété in my brain won’t blow me up#<- guy who is about to explode#first time posting art on tumblr woooo#and it only took. a year and a half#and a month of telling people that i’ll definitely post art soon#but anyways hi to anyone who recognizes me from isatcord!!#i’ve been in fandom before but i’ve never had the courage to actually. engage?? with people??#but talking to people in the server has been really nice??? you guys are so friendly??#so um#thanks for the warm reception!!! and the patience!! god i’ve kept yall waiting#hopefully by the time i wake up i’ll be less nervous
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no, i won't look back
#art#voltron#vld#my art#allura#oddly enough I didn’t feel like queueing this so#actually I’ve been slipping in my queue we’re only like 6 months ahead now -_- I let myself backslide this summer#maybe I’ll let it peter out….last year of uni coming up I may be focused on other things who knows
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My impressions of the Star Wars sub-fandoms as someone who’s been in the SW fandom for ~two months
•Clone wars fandom: tragic, crying, shipping is their favorite pastime
•Rebels fandom: somewhat mentally stable, only because they’re in denial and have convinced themselves that their favorite found family is still together alive and happy
•Bad Batch fandom: simping over several identical men simply because they have the ability to take care of a child
•The Mandalorian fandom: obsessive fan girls and their fathers
•Sequels fandom: fighting for their lives and losing big time
•Legends fandom: mourning, but that doesn’t stop them from going “um, actually!” in every comment section (jk love you guys the legends fandom seems so interesting)
#this is a joke btw don’t take anything I say seriously ever#I’ve only been in the fandom for a few months so 🤷🏻♀️#Star Wars#star wars clone wars#star wars the clone wars#the clone wars#sw tcw#sw: tcw#sw rebels#star wars rebels#the bad batch#star wars the bad batch#sw tbb#the mandalorian#star wars legends#not tagging the sequels cause I’m a little scared of those guys. they seem mean
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shoutout to the house of healing. gotta be one of my favorite places to get dubious and deadly medical surgeries
#baldur’s gate 3#bg3#my art#love the nurse designs there SOOO MUCH.#i’ve been wanting to draw them for months now……..#anyways there’s been a severe lull in drawing on my end bc any free time i have is spent. baldurs gating#only on my second playthrough rn but im having just as much fun as the first :3#also my original idea for this was sort of like a travel poster but it went. very poorly LMFAO#i wanted to make a series of my fave locations hehe
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yipppee finally settled on current Albatrio designs
#have wanted to do a full lineup for ages. it only took *checks calendar* three years? guh#I miss them#jrwi#jrwi riptide#jrwi fanart#chip jrwi#gillion tidestrider#jay ferin#Val’s doodles#my art#I’ve been working on this the last month and it’s finally done huzzah
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Child of lightning AU

A perfect future where no one hides any secrets from one another and everyone is happy! Just chilling together as a Chain (feat. Brea the fairy) ))
One day, one day, my bois)
Also Wild showing off his dragon athleticism and skill with bow and arrow) Show off!
#cyan ferret art#child of lightning au#see who’s back#can’t believe it myself#it’s only been like three months lol#since I’ve drawn this blorbos#(sorry)#the legend of zelda#legend of zelda#linked universe fic#linked universe#wild linked universe#linked universe hyrule#legend linked universe#linked universe four#linked universe warriors#linked universe time#linked universe wolfie#linked universe twilight#wind linked universe#linked universe sky#lu chain
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Just like heaven
#I LOVE THE CURE ‼️‼️‼️‼️#if I ever say no to using the cure lyrics that are only vaguely relevant to the art piece call the cops that ain’t me#I’ve had this sketch for like a month now I’m so glad I finally finished it#my art#dinopants#<-it’s been so long………………I’ve returned from war#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#jojo no kimyou na bouken#steel ball run#jjba sbr#JJBA part 7#hot pants jjba#diego brando#ship art#eyestrain
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well fuck do I have a cute ass
#yes I’ve been feelin extra spicy lately#but hey it’s pride month#so this is for the girls gays and theys only thank yew#fat lesbian#let’s go lesbians let’s go
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Meet the creator 🪡
#welcome home#wally darling#clownillustrations#welcome home puppet show#my art#digital art#fanart#puppeteer wally#human wally darling#I’ve been obsessed for 5 months now#it’s only getting worse as the updates go on…#hehehe#okay maybe some Wally time
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May we get just get a crumb of a preview of your ghost omegaverse 🙇🏻♀️
yes!!

#it’s only 8k words so there’s a lot left haha….#I haven’t been very good this month and now I’ve gotten into the sims so we’re doubly fucked
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