#I'm calling this the Ariana Grande effect

[knifewieldingenby]

"Well Vico is a Spaniard so they don't get to talk about racism"

"Wow they're the only valid Spaniard tbh"

"I know Vico is a spaniard but I still love them"

"They're basically white, so..."

Foes.....they're Puerto Rican. "But they probably have some spaniard in them" yeah that's been known to happen with colonization, but that doesn't make them spaniard. They're Puerto Rican, they're a person of color, they deal with racism, they're allowed to talk about it, and if you "love them" so much you need to shut the fuck up and listen.

Oh, also? There are Spaniards of color! They don't deserve to be erased and told that they don't get to talk about the racism they face.

[moonschildsworld]

REGRETS — NAGI SEISHIRO

— featuring: pro player!nagi seishiro, pro player!rensuke kunigami, x fem!reader

— summary: in which nagi seishiro broke up with you to focus on his soccer career, went out of contact for 3 years just to be reunited at the match where he is playing against your current boyfriend's team.

— warning: slight angst, mention of self-harm, fluff (puppy-like boyfriend), happy ending for readers

☆ song association: ghostin' by Ariana Grande

you were typing out your report for the company's progress this week, but your mind is barely focus on whatever your fingers are typing out. how could you when your boyfriend of 4 years has been ghosting you for almost a month now, I'm talking about full straight on ghosting, the last message was your message left on delivered 'goodluck for the match', not even fucking seen.

sure it was normal for you both to apart due to his oversea schedule, the longest was 3 months but he kept you updated atleast once a day even if his schedule is packed, he'd steal a quick moment to text you a simple 'busy' so you know what's going on.

you were worried sick, but you weren't letting it show on your face, probably only because anything hardly shows on your face. you weren't about to go on a frantic search for your boyfriend because the last time he updated you, he was in Spain for a match, so how do you even find him? not to mention, the first thing he'd always do after flying back from his schedule, is to crash in your apartment, clinging onto you for the entire night as he said to be 'effective for recharging'

it was just silence since you were working alone over time to finish the report and the sound of repeated taps of keyboard and your mind running long and wild imagining what could've happened to the worrisome boyfriend of yours. your body jolts up as you were being snapped out of your thought by a sound of notification alarming someone had text you, your hand immediately reached out and check the notification, like an answer to your prayer it was a text from nagi.

sei♡:

i'm at your apartment.

sent 8:24pm

it was as if a huge weight has been lifted off your shoulders when you see his text confirming he is actually still alive and well, you type out a simple response, 'be right there' smiling slightly as you shut down your phone and can finally focus on finishing your report in a lightning speed, ka chow. ⚡

you unlocked the front door of your apartment, entering while sliding off your heels, "sei?" you called out to him softly. Not hearing a response, not even a tired "mhm" he usually drags out of his mouth to let you know he's there. anxiety bubbling up in your chest as you starts walking toward your living room, there you see him different from his usual 'laid down on the couch drowning in a fluffy blanket' pose, instead he was sitting there slightly croaching, arms rest on his thighs, his face raised on his palms with a serious expression.

as he heard your footsteps approaching, he raises his head up to look at you, "you're back" he mumbles, he seemed to be lost in his thoughts not to even hear you calling out to him just a minute ago. you nod as a response and went to take a seat at the edge of the couch rather than crashing on top of him to nuzzle into his embrace like usual, you weren't dumb and you could read that the mood wasn't for what you'd usually do.

you both sit in silence, waiting for each other to start talking first. as usual, you were the one to break the silence, "what's up?" you finally asked, trying to conceal the anxiety that is bubbling all over your chest.

silence once again, for awhile you just sit there staring at the floor, your head trying to figure out what this is all about and what will it leads to, your thoughts were cut when nagi finally speaks up, "i want to break up"

that sentence makes your stomach drop, your heart skips a beat, not in a good way obviously. a million of "why?"s and your brain digging up past memories to see if you had fucked up at some points, any kind of reasons that would lead to this. you part your lips to speak up, wanting to bombard him with questions, but nothing comes out, you were too shocked. out of the sudden? after ghosting me for a whole month? what the hell happened in Spain?

nagi tried to study your expressions as he speaks on, "I want to focus on my soccer career" he explains quietly. your head drops hanging down trying to avoid his piercing cold gaze that you once loved staring into. huh? it hasn't gotten in your ways since the start of your relationship, hell you were supportative the whole way, there are leftover scars on the back of your hand from you digging your nails deeply into your skin trying to stop yourself from spamming million of texts asking where he was for the past month, just so you wouldn't be disturbing him. you tried to bring all the patience you have in you to never text him unless he texts you first, you avoid anything that could get in his career's way.

you had things you wanted to say, but you bite your lip and sit in silence, knowing that the words you want to say wouldn't come out gently, you'd be yelling it out and you don't want that, you don't want things to escalate, you don't want him to look at you in different light after.

once again silence, even the ants are holding their breath with the tension, "I've started to really get into soccer, I don't think my natural talents is enough at this point, our last opponents made it very clear" your eyes bloodshots, your chest gets more and more stuffy as he explains on, your ears are ringing and you're finding it hard to even breathe, his explanation are going in one side of your ear and exiting the other side, "it gets me thinking that our relationship is unnecessary so‐" with the last sentence, you feel something snaps, "okay" you cut him off hurriedly.

you stand up with your head still hanging down, you weren't gonna let him see what kind of expression you had, you weren't even sure what kind of expression you had on, "I get it so" you pause for a bit to take a deep breathe, "you can leave the spare keys on the dining" you barely finish off your words before hurriedly walk into your room as tears were threatening to fall out, you slam the door shut and locking it before sniffles start spilling out as you cover your mouth trying to not be loud, you could finally spill everything out loud once you hear the front door being opened and closed. you spent the whole night crying your guts out with your body collapsing against your bedroom door.

of course you had hopelessly wish when the morning comes you would open your eyes to see nagi snoozing next to you all peaceful like it was all just a bad dream, or he would come over the next morning to apologize and try to make things right, but as you hopelessly wish, it's just a hopeless wish. Nagi disappeared from that day on, and you go out of your ways to try to avoid anything related to him, anything at all.

.　 . • ☆ . ° .• °:. *₊ ° . ☆

That was almost 3 years ago, now here you both are, standing in front of each other in front of the game stadium.

You were scrolling on your phone waiting for your boyfriend to come escort you until your ear catches an overly familiar voice calling out to you, you raise your head up from your phone to meet nagi's gaze that was burning into you, with a sense of longing, regrets, and remorse. In that moment, you felt like the time stops between the two of you, you were there standing and staring at each other not caring about crowd of people trying to squeeze into the game stadium.

"...sei" you finally open up your mouth. nagi ears perk up from the sweet sweet voice that he used to love hearing his nickname from, the voice he had been longing for, he felt goosebumps all over his body and a tug at his heart. nagi was standing straight awkwardly after hearing you call out his name, like nothing had changed, as always you were the one breaking the silence, "are you playing?" you automatically formed a forced smile from the awkwardness.

"yeah..what are you doing here?" his eyes are filled with anticipation, like he wants to hear a specific answer. "oh, i'm-" you were about to reply when your words get cut off when you feel a huge weight hugging you from behind, "baby, did you wait long?" a deep voice chimes out to you, you turn your head head to look at kunigami already staring down with a sweet smile.

"i was thinking about taking a nap waiting for you come" you retort sarcastically while rolling your eyes playfully earning a small chuckle from kunigami as he bends down to kiss your eyelid as in a way to ask for forgiveness, "coach took too long" he says with a pout, what an ironic expression from a guy that looks like he could kill just by staring at someone.

you snort at his pout, then you snaps your head back to nagi who were watching the whole thing with an unreadable expression, "oh sei, this is my boyfriend" you turn your attention back to nagi, "wait are you playing against each other today?" you asked once you notice their jerseys are of different clubs.

"...yeah" nagi took a while before answering, somehow his blunt answer made things very awkward. kunigami kept clinging onto you from behind and planting small kisses above your head the whole time, "let's go baby, i'll take you to your seat" he says as he grabs your hand from the side and turns back to guard you away after nodding toward nagi as to saying 'excuse us'

you were stopped when nagi asked out, "do you think I'll do well today?" you stopped walking at the unexpected question, well not unexpected, he had always asked you that for assurance the night before his match, but at this scenario it's very unsettling.

you turn your head back slowly toward nagi and flash a small smile, "you always do well, don't doubt your skill" is what you've always repeatedly say to reassure him but this time, it sounds different to him, nagi knows you're sincere but there was something missing in your usual tone. you turn back and continue walking off with kunigami.

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Kunigami escorts you to a vip seat above the stadium that has a view of the whole stadium. You notice that he has a gloomy expression as he sits you down and place some extra pillows and blankets to make sure you're comfy when you watch.

"since when you were such a mastermind?" your questions make his head snaps up, his eyes widen with your question and a guilty look flash on his face, "you noticed?" his tone is low and guilty.

you scoff at him, "i guessed, but you confirmed it just now" kunigami drops on his knees in front of you and sneak his arms around your waist as he plants his head on your thighs, "you're so mean" your hands move to his head and caress his hair softly.

nagi wasn't a stranger to kunigami, obviously because they work in the same industry and had competed against each other, whether in friendly matches or important ones. but we're talking about knowing nagi fairly well from you calling out his name in your sleep as you sniffle, you crying alone in the bathroom when you lock yourself in there as kunigami helplessly wait for you outside the door, he coulldn't do anything but wait patiently there to help you any time if you would just utter a single request of help. all he could ever do was hug you tight when you had reoccuring bad dreams from your past memories.

you were in a bad, I mean really bad place after the break up, you were doing everything and anything to distract yourself from your thoughts, or flash back memories of nagi's face, even those happy memories would haunt you every night, you'd slam your head onto the wall multiple times till your forehead bleeds if your head dares to flash his face or any kind of memories associate with him at all in your mind, after you pretending to be all fine and casual in front of your friends, somehow they could see right through you this time, that's how you know it's really fucking bad.

you'd come home from work just to immediately drop your facade as well as your body on the apartment's floor and bawl your eyes out, it went on for like forever. you felt as if there was no way out of this misery, that you would always be stuck with it. you had desperately prayed for a pill that could make you forget all the memories you had of that man.

he's not especially forgettable, he was your first love, you were high school sweethearts, even if he didn't go to college with you, he was pretty well known around there for his growing fame as a prodigy athlete, especially for being your boyfriend, power-couple was what they'd call you both. your friends would always gush out on how you both are so similar and how you were a perfect-match, soulmates. those sure were praises to your ears back then but after the break up?, it would've been better if we weren't so alike, if I could be the opposite of him and tried to cling onto him, would he have stay?

the next stage of grief was anger, you were mad, fuming, after all that sacrifices you've made for him? sure it was all of your own accords but he benefitted a tons out of it, you were dedicated to living a fun, perfect life to show him that you are better than okay being without him, that's how you drunkenly met the love of your life on the first day of 'flipping your life around' , thinking back he was probably a knight in shining armor, your hero. he stopped you from getting into even more trouble if you had continued going clubbing.

you ended up hooking up with him drunk on the first day after all, that should've been the end of it as you both were out of your mind, you could've moved on with your life but no. that sneaky kunigami put on a sob story on how you had taken his virginity in a drunken state and you had to make it up to him, he tagged himself around you on his day off and you couldn't really shake him off since he'd bring up 'that night you took his innocence away'

tagging along with you outside turns into staying over at your place to hang out during the day to staying overnights, as days went on and on, you had noticed nagi stays out of your mind everytime you're with kunigami's company until he slowly dominated your mind as a whole, and atlas you've finally opened your heart to him just around the end of last year's new year eve, wait maybe he had always been a mastermind? needlessly to say that he was over the moon when you had decided to accepted him officially. he had been so patient, helping you heal to his best ability. you've put this sweet boy through more than one ever should. that's why you're set on doing anything to make him happy as long as he sticks around.

it couldn't have been a coincidence that he purposely not tell you who his team is up against today, you thought that he might've forgotten but after seeing nagi, the puzzle pieces came together. he must've wanted nagi to feel bitter about it, to grovel over he had missed out on, a little childish on his side since you only need your hero by your side to survive anything right now.

"you're not really good at being one" you tease him and the pout that was already on his lips grew even bigger, he then bites your thighs roughly, you winced in pain and slaps his head, "what the hell ren!"

he raises his head close to your face staring up at you, "..you said he'd play good as always" his tone clearly showed that he was sulking. your eyebrow raised up and you blink your eyes multiple times before bursting into laughter.

"it's not funny..." he grumbles after seeing you laugh, "I said he'd play good as always, not that he'd play better than you" I tap his nose with my index finger. His eyes light up after your assurance and he then snuggles onto your neck and leaves small kisses on your collarbones, 'what a puppy'

he clings onto you for a few more minutes before dragging his feet to leave with a sullen face since he had to do another round of routine before the match starts, you giggle at his dejected puppy look. you finally had to time alone with your thoughts after he had left.

you let out a big sigh as you recall back what happened in the past hour. you had always imagine how it'd be or how would you act if you come across nagi again since that day, contradictorily you were calmer than in any of the scenarios you had imagine, probably because you have kunigami now. As kunigami pops inside your head, your lips unknowingly curled up to form a smile.

it's been a while since your mind had gone back and thought about your past relationship. it wasn't an exaggeration to say you were a major pushover, not that nagi wanted you to be one, you were one by nature, like they all said you and nagi were similar, and you thought so too.

whenever nagi did something upsetting, you'd get mad but calm down once you try to understand it from nagi's point of view, and always end up doing things his way and go out of your way to justify his actions, since 'that's what I would want me to do if I were nagi'

there weren't just downsides to the relationship of course, the best thing out of it was that you both understand each other so well, you both have the same ideals and principals making it super comfortable to stay by each other's side, that was probably why you wanted to remain 'understanding' until the end, you didn't want to lose the only best part of the relationship.

kunigami is the exact opposite of you, not in a bad way, well he was pretty annoying at first but once you get comfortable, he had, without your acknowledgement, became essential in your life. his straight forward and blunt nature brought out a positive change from you, he tells you to speak your mind, communicate literally everything with you, doing the most absolute ridiculous shit if he knows it would put a smile on your lovely face.

'you look better when you're smiling'

'get mad more, you look hot'

'the hero will always obey his princess'

without batting an eye, he says the cheesiest out of the chessy things, his willingness to show himself nakedly to express everything is what you've always admire and been learning from.

now you're showing a lot more of your expressions and thoughts you're used to hiding. he used to need to force it out of you but you're getting quite comfortable with it now, even your friends have pointed out that you look much brighter now.

you weren't gonna disregard the love you had toward nagi and definitely DO NOT regret all the love you had given, it was most authentic and purest you could've given. it just couldn't work out since you were the only one giving things up all the time.

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everyone has a specific suitable 'love' for them, you aren't really sure yet to what kind of love suits you, but you're comfortably getting used to kunigami's and adapting yours too. It's safe to say you'll be happy for a whole while, perhaps your entire life?

author note; hello<3 this is a work of mine after taking a break from writing for a loooong time, I'm not really sure how to feel about it so please lmk what u think T^T

p.s i want to write a nagi pov of this, what do you think? ~☆

NAGI'S POV IS OUT!

[laguezze]

PAC: What you should be confident about

Theme: Focus by Ariana Grande

I am kinda back guys! Feeling better and ready to step into a new, confident energy! So here are some reasons why you should be confident!

Warning ⚠️: it's honest, also there is a +18 pile soooo. Minors DNI.

Let's see the piles!

Pile I

Pile II

Pile III

Pile IV

Pile I

(+18 only bc i don't wanna be calling a minor sexy and alluring)

You are sexy. Period. Like you have something so alluring and attractive about you. There's something so seductive in your aura. You're charming and talk well. I'm hearing your voice may be very attractive and siren-like. You might get tons of compliments on your voice.

Your calmness also makes you incredibly mesmerizing. You seem mysterious, but also playful. You're like a femme fatale fr (no matter the gender, it's the energy they bring to the table)

You just know, subconsciously at least, how to pull people in.

You speak well and are educated. You understand social customs and the way conversations work, so you make people very comfortable.

You should be more confident of your energy, like you're so charming and hot like genuinely charming and irresistible.

Look around at the room, see all those eyes? Yeah, they're looking at you bc you rock. That's why.

Pile II

The way you walkkkkk like we got a strutter here. I'm hearing the way you walk accentuates your curves very well and makes your body look very good. People notice the way you carry yourself. I'm seeing someone walking around the city with a handbag and a good fit. Fashion may be your strong suit too.

People might see you as someone fashionable and confident, whether you are or not. You definitely carry a strong energy with you. People love it.

You make heads turn a lot more than you realize. Like omg feel free to ignore this but I'm hearing you may have a good dump truck if you know what I mean. Like you're just built different in that department what can I say? People admire that. People wanna be you and be with you.

You also have such a positive energy to you, like your confidence shines through and people want to be around you a lot bc of it. They want to be like you.

Pile III

I knew I was gonna get this pile. You guys are my brains pile. The smart ones, very intelligent people. That's one of your strongest suits and I think you know that. You definitely do, yeah. Well, I'm here to tell you what you already probably saw coming. You should be confident about it. Own that IQ babes. But ALSO I'm hearing some of you are not satisfied with this answer. Maybe you read some of the previous piles while scrolling and you're like "bro why is everyone being called hot and I'm out here being called smart??? Am I not hot or what?" Calm down. You are hot. Your intelligence makes you extremely hot. Sapiosexuals would kill for a day with you fr.

BUT since you wanna hear something physical maybe, I will mention, there's something about your cleavage area and eyes. Maybe some of you wear glasses and people love that look. Your look compliment your personality. Very neat and clean, it's effective and attractive. People love that.

You might not be physically strong, a lot of people like how dainty and fragile you look because of your strong personality and brains. They love the contrast and so should you.

Pile IV

Hmm... You're probably expecting me to say your body. A lot of you guys might party a lot and get told that your body is hot and this and that. And although you take pride in that, deep down you are tires of hearing it. You want to be called "beautiful" while someone stares at your face. Not looking down.

You are beautiful, I'm seeing your soul is wounded a little bit. You may have had a rough time and got over it but the scar still hurts sometimes.

Your soul is beautiful. It really is. You want the real thing, you're passionate about life and love. You came out of a Renaissance painting literally like you're just so idealistic and it's hard to be that way in such a dull world full of hookup culture (note! I'm not judging anyone for hooking up. I respect decisions and personally don't see anything wrong with it. I'm just saying for some people that are more hopeless romantics looking for their one true love it might be hard to navigate a world in which hookup culture is very prevalent)

Your soul and your inner life makes you stunning. Your body is, of course, hot and beautiful. But the main thing you should be more confident about is your inner self. Your kindness and deep thoughts.

You will be loved the way you love one day 💕

The End

[aliferousdreamer]

my thoughts on the next step 9a

clude leaving is so bittersweet... i'm so sad we've lost such a sweet couple and great wlw representation but they left happy and stronger than ever!!!!!!!

the colour symbolism with kenzie's signature colour going from yellow from to blue is a subtle but effective character choice imo. the yellow in s8 felt more youthful joyful and vibrant for when she was new to being dance captain, whereas now kenzie's blue wardrobe in s9 shows that she's maturing and gaining wisdom as dance captain, but is also going through some tough times too. blue is also tns' signature colour so it also shows that she's an important part of the studio!!!

i love heath in this season... his energy, his attitude, his relationships, carter's acting, everything 💯

grace's reasoning for wanting revenge is so silly because she legit made herself an outcast and when kenzie tried to talk with her she just dipped

i'm still upset and bitter and frustrated with daisy leaving........ i just hate seeing great potential dropped like that. melody was such a good addition to the cast!! also where was her goodbye scene with izzy???????? she wasn't just close with heath; she was close to izzy too!!!!!!

my heart broke for pete multiple times and i'm glad that we had a storyline tackling grief and (briefly) men's mental health. i wish it had more of a focus and lasted for longer but it was still effective.

thalia and eldon are still together!!!!!!!! yesssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!

JACQUIE MENTION YESSSSSSSSSS I'VE WAITED FOR TIMES LIKE THIS

kenzie basically being both the dance captain and studio head by herself because what does nick even do retroactively makes riley look even worse at being studio head.......... yeah season 4's treatment of riley is still annoying me in the year 2024

idk if it's just me but does anyone else feel like it's not internationals???? the vibe feels much more like regionals or nationals. the scale doesn't quite feel grand enough

i wasn't sure that heath was "the heart of the team" but after watching all of 9a, not only is he the heart of the team he's also the team therapist and cheerleader... i love to see it

i love that anthony is still a ball of stress/anxiety and is also in a really important leader position as group choreographer. so often you see anxious people just depicted as introverts and not as leaders, so it's nice to see someone who's anxious but also a very capable leader

olive is the definition of a precious cinnamon roll. she's sounds like a disney princess every time she talks. she reminds me of amy in s4 too!! she really is just the 🥺 emoji

random point but i love that adele's signature colour being emerald green. it reminds me of ariel's tail in the little mermaid and now i'm thinking of an au where adele is ariel and anthony is prince eric

i know i'm probably in the minority here but i am totally on board with anthony x adele (should their ship name be anthele/adelthony/adelony??). anthony really had one conversation with her alone and just fell for her instantly. some fans probably think it's dumb and realistic but i think it's really sweet and they have potential for 9b

i do also lowkey ship adele x olive because they're so cute together (and they remind me of pamy a little.) when adele didn't want to work with ariana but was unable to resist olive's puppy dog eyes...... they're so cute!!!

kenzie and pete are really just the sweetest couple ever and they have such a natural, easy chemistry... they're definitely one of the best couples tns has had in years 😘👌

IS HEATH'S DAD DEAD???????????????

ethan showing character development by being much more of a team player, we love to see it!!! he's still competitive but he's ready to share his ambitions with others

kenzie holding hands with heath was such a sweet, underrated moment... i love seeing strong, supportive and affectionate platonic male/female relationships

ebby naming her pet snail snaiyoncé is iconic

izzy calling heath "heathcliff" and heath calling izzy "isadora"....... the best friendism of it all

eldon mentioning west's iconic bangers and mash solo!!!!!! yes, thank you!!!!!! west is one of the most iconic dancers this show has ever had!!!!!!!!!

kenzie is allergic to flowers, noted!

heath is penzie's no. 1 shipper

ariana putting jett front row centre in her trio........ i know what you are................

ethan's loyalty to izzy is so sweet

WHO IS GETTING CUT??????????????

grace is definitely turning on ariana in 9b... i have a feeling she's going to out her as a traitor and a troupe might kick her off the team for a few episodes

remi is totally going to break ebby's heart, isn't he???

i have a feeling that presley might return to talk to her sister and say something like "chill ariana i'm fine living life and there was no need for getting revenge"

is ethan getting a boyfriend in 9b??????

can't wait for chekhov's bo staff to make its grand return in 9b

also how many enemies to lovers / rivals to lovers style relationships is heath going to have???? ozzy, daisy, pascale....... heath is immune to not having some sort of conflict in his relationships

this is a long shot but i'm really hoping to see more previous cast members returning. yeah i know it's not necessary, but i still want to know what our old faves all doing with their lives

given season 9's marketing has been pretty terrible it really does make me doubt that there will be a season 10. i would like a last series to tie the whole show together and maybe have a few reunions so the show has a great send-off, but feels unlikely now that they really dropped the ball when promoting this series

bring on 9b!!!!!!!!!

this is really jumbled and i've probably missed out so many things but i'm very unorganised so there you go

[mrsaguapapi]

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Chapter 10

Ocean Breeze

The Vibe: 

Ariana Grande - needy (Audio)

The sounds of the ocean water meeting at the shore brought me to a complete and total zen. My eyes were closed and my breathing matched the moving air; my hair was being pulled away with each gust of wind. My mind, body, and soul were in synch with the surrounding earth breathing as one. It was nice.

"Peaceful here is it not?" I open my eyes and see a woman sitting next to me; she was effortlessly beautiful. I recognized her voice but just couldn't place where.

"Yes, it is." I look away into the ocean, "Why am I here?"

"Why are any of us here hmm?"

"I don't know" I laugh

"Well there's your answer" She laughs

"Am I dreaming?"

"You are" she smiles

"Who are you? I'm certain we haven't met before, but your voice is familiar."

"I am a friend." she smiles "I have spoken to you before"

She's the voice that brought me here.

"You're Namors mother." she nods her head in agreement, "Don't take this the wrong way because I find you very pleasant, but why'd you bring me here?"

"I was just a guide, you brought you here. A very powerful witch; with a lost soul and a broken heart"

"Ouch. I thought we were friends?" I can't help but laugh at her nonchalant remark, "Both true statements, but what does that have to do with me bringing myself here, I don't understand?"

"Lost souls and broken hearts, two of the most potent ingredients to power a spell.. well that, and hatred." She pauses "You called for love; your twin flame"

My twin flame? Is she talking about Namor?

"I didn't cast a spell looking for love. I think I'd remember that."

"Your witch friend didn't remember taking over that town. Grief ways down the soul, you underestimate your power child."

"So I brought myself out here for what? for Namor?"

"Two lost souls, two heavy hearts. Fate has her ways."

I don't know what to say so I just nod my head and look back to the ocean. We sat there in silence just enjoying each other's presence; she had a calming energy about herself that brought me comfort. I start swaying my hand in the sand and sigh, "Suppose I should wake up now. I'll be sure to tell Namor you said hello." I smile and with a blink of an eye, I awake.

Looking around I see I'm on a stretcher in Shuri's lab; the room was silent except for the occasional beeping and buzzing from various machines. I look to my left and see Namor resting his head on the stretcher and holding my hand; I squeeze his hand and brush the side of his face effectively waking him up.

"You're awake," he says.

"I am"

"How are you feeling?"

I slowly sit up, "I'm fine, a little groggy."

Namor stands in front of me pulling me into a hug and rubbing my hair, "Do you feel better?"

"A little. Not as anxious. Is Peter okay?"

"He's fine, I told him I'd stay with you while he got some sleep."

"Griot, what time is it?" I ask Shuri's AI.

"It's a quarter after 11 miss"

Did I sleep that long?

"Thank you, Griot." I look up at Namor, "I've got to go check on Peter, you need to go home too. I'm sure your people miss you."

"I do need to go home. I haven't been away from my people this long in some time, but if you need me, I can stay. Just say the word, I can be easily convinced"

"I'm okay" I chuckle "Seriously go, they need you."

He nods his head, "at least let me walk you back to Peter."

"That can be arranged" I smile at him.

We took the scenic route back and held hands as we walked silently. When we made it to Peter's door Namor hugged me for a long time.

"When will I see you again?" He asks without letting him go

"I'm free Friday after 5 pm. I can meet you at your temple...maybe I can take you back to my place?" I ask.

That should be a good time for me to tell him about his mom

"That sounds perfect Ki'ichpan" He kisses me on the forehead, "I'm afraid if I kiss you the way I want to, I won't leave. So that will have to do for now." I look at him unable to hide my smile. Namor firmly grabs my chin holding me in place, "Behave while I'm gone" He smirks at me and walks away.

I open the door and walk straight to Peter's room. He was laying in bed on top of the covers with a pillow over his head sound asleep. I go to the opposite side of the bed and crawl under the covers beside him. This makes me think of when he and May first took me in, I was too afraid to sleep alone so I rotated sleeping with him and May for the better part of a year.

God, I'm still so tired.

I peek my head under his pillow and whisper to him, "Peter"

"Hmm" he grunts half sleep

"Can I sleep with you?" I ask

"Mhmm. When did you get here? Are okay?" He mumbles out

"I'm fine, we'll talk details in the morning. Let's just sleep." He nods and rolls over falling back asleep; I follow him not that long after.

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I filled Peter in on everything in the morning and eventually Shuri before we left. Both had similar reactions, having such scientific minds, it was hard for them to view my ghostly visions as nothing more than dreams, But they trust and support me and my decisions. Ramonda kindly had my mother's books packed up so I can study them at home.

Now back in our apartment, I sit in bed surrounded by my notes and books, reading them one by one and taking in as much information as I can. Most of the books are written in Wakandan, But there is a couple written in what looks like ancient Egyptian Sanskrit for which I'm proficient, but not a master.

Time for reinforcements

I pull out my phone and call my favorite moon boys.

"Hey Millie," Marc answers, "What's up?"

"Heya Marc, not much, I'm actually calling for Steven. I need his brain."

"His brain IS my brain" Marc chuckles

"Can you read ancient Egyptian?"

"No..."

"That's what I thought, put the man on the phone please." I laugh

"Alright, alright," I hear Marc breathe in and exhale, "Hey Millie, how can I help?" It was Steven.

"Hey bunny, got any time possibly tonight or tomorrow for me so I can pop in with some books for you to translate for me?" I ask

"Of course, can we do tonight? We may have made plans with Layla tomorrow"

"Tonight works hows 8 your time?"

"Works for us" Steven happily responds

"Perfect! You need to fill me in later about Layla. Also, can you bring bird daddy? I have a feeling we may need his insight."

"I will as long as you don't call him that, like ever again," Steven says disgusted

"No promises," I laugh "See ya soon, byeeeee" I obnoxiously say and hang up.

One step closer

[notasimpleslater]

At the end of the day, all of the other rumours and speculation aside, I hope that if Ethan truly wants to be active and present in his sons life, he’ll leave Ariana and this mess all behind and simply focus on being a dad for right now. I don’t know if they’re broken up or still together or what, but the first few years of a child’s life are so crucial in development, especially in relationship to their parents, and I would hope that Ethan can see that this whole scandal, should he choose to continue it, will severely impact his future relationship with his son and affect his sons personality and mental growth. Damage has already been done, his son is undoubtedly going to know about all of this when he gets older and that is no doubt going to impact their relationship and his son personally, but I would hope that Ethan would be wise enough to negate causing any further damages by dragging out this relationship, either privately or publicly, and end things (if they haven’t ended already). His son should be his #1 priority right now if he wants to effectively coparent. In Lilly’s statement she very clearly stated that she would be moving on as a single mother, and by counter-serving Ethan with her own divorce documents, she’s removing his ability to rescind his claim for divorce, which would undo the whole process, leaving her still married to him if he chose to do that. She wants to be divorced from him. A co-parenting agreement is going to be the only way for Ethan to parent his son, since it’s now clear that from Lilly’s side there is no hope of reconciliation. I would hope that Ethan has the sense to see that right now, his first and only priority should be the well-being of his child, and I hope he sees that continuing this relationship will only be of detriment to that, and ends it accordingly.

I guess what I’m saying is that a lot of people online seem to think that Ethan got a smidge of attention from Ariana and carelessly threw his whole family away with the intention to leave them all forever and be Mr. Ariana Grande and I just don’t think that’s accurate. He and Ariana were basically confined to set together, in a foreign country, away from their families and spouses, and Ethan suddenly had Ariana freaking Grande throwing attention his way. I’m definitely not making excuses for either of them but I can understand how that kind of situation could lead a man to making the terrible choices that Ethan made. He messed up big time and did a terrible thing that ruined his family and hurt a lot of people who looked up to him and trusted him. However I can’t get on board with the idea that Ethan wants nothing to do with his family and now the one and only thing he cares about in the world is Ariana and absolutely nothing else. He’s not ignoring fighting for his son in order to sit by the phone and wait for Ariana to call, that seems overly simplistic and real life is a lot messier and more complicated than that. He’s made it clear that he wants to be present in his sons life, he wants to be at least a part-time parent, and by all accounts is taking the necessary steps to secure that, and he seems like aside from this one terrible decision, he’s got a rather good head on his shoulders and would see the light here and realize that continuing a relationship with Ariana, even privately, would damage his son and family. People saying that he just dumped them and wants absolutely nothing to do with them anymore and is instead going to live as Ariana’s kept man are looking at this on way too much of a superficial level, which unfortunately seems to be the norm.

(I'm pretty sure these messages are supposed to be connected??)

I agree. I really don't think he went and just abandoned his family. Even with his relationship with Lilly, he had many years of friendship with her and her brothers before they ever started dating. I don't know if I should think that's all gone now, or if he's gonna try to repair the relationship he had with her family.

But yeah, just based on the couple of posts he made about Ezra I can tell he likes being a dad, and wants to remain in Ezra's life anyway he can. And you're right, his son is gonna grow up and find out about this eventually, so it's important for him to own up to his mistake and make a conscious decision to do better.

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2.29.24 Thursday

10:38 am

Nana went out with Uncle DD and Aunt Karen for the papers update for something...

I still have windblow....Be religious and be fair...

Hoping that Uncle DD will give me money for me to be able to apply and I still need to buy "Ginger Oil"....I'm almost out of fundings coz I shouldered our food and I paid our gasul yesterday it was on cash and it was from my own pocket... Like what I posted my salary is not big and only the gasul or gas or FIRE that I can shoulder here coz I have vanity and my son-dog.

10:45 am

I received my bugs or dust mite spray, I hope this is effective... I need the vacuum as well for mites and bugs and I need to get a job again...

11:06 am

I don't like them here except for my nana and John....

I'm not gonna be a supporter for life....I"m thinking a different penis...

Even Aunt Karen I don't want her to go up.... I'm not a supporter for them since 2007!

I don't want anybody to go up except my turn... It should be my turn to go up....I have windblow... It will be my turn to go up...

11:17 am

I'm not gonna be a supporter of Aunt Karen and she will tell me how cheap I'am....They had their 15k pesoses parlour only for their heads...

2:54 pm

I still have windblow....I feel bitterish....

If you can read this Mitch, I didn't say anything that can flatten your image as you... I miss you and it is just weird, I have the windblow... I just wanna know if she gave me a "simple battery"???

Uncle DD and Aunt Karen are here now with Nana.... They just brought us a 4 Kimchi's, 1 left over chicken and I think 1 left over pancit from Chowking.

3:01 pm

I just watched Zach Sang Show interviewed Ariana Grande then I saw Poppy again, I remember her songs...

Is someone becoming Poppy??? I hate it I'm blown up for nothing... I posted my Poppy look from the previous years... Now, I'm becoming so ugly and fat...

I also wonder if Zach married Poppy? They look good together...

3:30 pm

I just saw Zach and Poppy again...

The cute "money' song of Poppy... This afternoon looking for "Sugar Daddy"...

3:40 pm

Times out!!! I feel bitterish...

3:46 pm

Missing in action... Daddy-Bf... You never passed my way... You just passed me by???

5:51 pm

I still have windblow....I feel fat and I literally gained and what a bullshit life... They just control me since 2007, they can't return the life that I deserve coz someone just gave that "simple battery" since 2007!

I can't afford to have a nose perfection and they can't pay for my lasers or to remove my deep smile lines. They planned to make me ugly and they can't pay for my beauty for my vanity they just took my 17 years,for nothing...

I literally gained hoping for some positive career in call center to save for my nose perfection, botox andf for gluta and travels. I will be 43 this October and I wanna look 18 again but of course it needs some technology. If I can just kill them coz they just made me older and ugly for nothing. They are heartless for doing this on me!

Someone is just observing me since 2007,copy me and learned my behaviour but never actually wanted me to be part of them.So, plastics!!!

I hate being called ugly or fat and short... I feel bitter... Tomorrow will go to Amazon,Eperfomax and Teleperformance.

6:12 pm

I'm having depression coz of money,angels... I feel ugly and I'm not progressing for 17 years...

7:50 pm

I'm really just wondering.... My mind is splitting... If the Concentrix here in Cavite is able to give a Manila Rate though I wanted to be Manila girl, I still need to save money...

But it is so good to be in Manila... I feel bitterish... I feel bitterish... I feel fat and ugly...

Uncle DD is not yet feeding Neko... I don't know they are just inside their house... I told him to give me a 1000 for me to use it to apply....But I can't let Neko be hungry,I pity her so much coz if I'm not around,probably Neko is already dead. I have heart,angels...

I feel bitter... The reality is unfair to me...They just wanted to be a supporter. I feel that I'm lower... I hate being lower....

Like we are really having financial tight budgeting. If Mitch became famous somewhere it is so unfair... Who gave me that "simple battery" since 2007???

I feel that someone is copying or interfering or just wanna observe me , once they copied me they will remove me... I feel that way...

7:57 am

My first thing to do on my list to do by tomorrow, Amazon then Teleperformance if not successful Eperformax if not succesful will re-apply to Concentrix. It is all about thickening your face and let them know that I can do the job and I can speak English...

I feel bad, I'm no longer a pretty woman....Time that I could be a pretty woman those fucking higher didn't get me. I don't wanna get a lower coz I have this attititude that I'm gonna tell that I'm supposed to be higher but I have a bad situation now unless I like you or I can use you on something...

Be responsible though I wanted you out of my hair! You know yourself.... I just can't fall right away...I'm gonna tell I'm supposed to be higher than you...

Though, I'm fat,I can't just fall right away... I still wanna know why and who is he???

I don't feel pretty anymore... Though, I dream to be a pretty woman and I was able to be skinny and appeared almost perfect on my physical aspect...Now,I have bugs bite... I have blemish on my butt...

I still dream of someone stronger, someone wealthy, someone genuine.. My knight and shining armour! Who can return me as Barbie! But who is he?? I need to know and he needs to know me!

I feel bad,I know I could be pretty woman now, I lost my self-esteem, I gained literally... I'm having depression coz of not having a consistency on my job and being a bummer again...I'm splitting but I have to manage!

8:46 pm

I'm a rebel and bitterish!

9:28 pm

I feel bitterish...I still have windblow... I literally gained, I feel like rebelling and I feel bullshit at the same time...

Anyways, Uncle DD went out already with Aunt Karen and he told me he will just give me money tomorrow...

I feel really ugly....I feel bullshit, I can't accept that I'm becoming alone and I feel a wrong timing. I wanna do a laser lipo....I feel bad....I need a job at the same time... It is just dream in my head that how I wish I can do my gluta,I can do my botox and I can perfect my nose....What about my timeline as a woman? My own future... They just took it away from me WITHOUT CAREFUL ACT OR WITHOUT CAREFUL PLAN FOR ME.

My giving birth, I feel jealous,I didn't glow on a rightful place... They didn't give me a chance.

I also want to be known as as woman who can be lifted up... I hate men who are making me a supporter.

9:48 pm

I can't start my diet... I feel like grrr... I'm thinking of my job...I wanted to have my own house... I feel self-pity....I feel super ugly...

I need money... I wanna travel plus I can't go back to my dentist even to my derma...

9:58 pm

I literally ( My fucking finger ) fuck you whoever you are!!! A month ago, 2 months ago, the night I saw Black Daddy American, I was not fat on my tummy then after awhile I literally suddenly gained even having these bugs bite on me...

Someone put a curse on me, after I got my suspension letter and it became my ending...

Anyways, this is "Pretty Woman" yeah! yeah! She is tall but a pretty woman can be shorty as well as long as she is fit and well-fixed physically.

JULIA ROBERTS & RICHARD GEAR???

11:11 pm

The truth is both of my uncle didn't care at all if I still have my toiletries, coz my skin is kinda sensitive...

I badly need to get a job right,away angels! I need money....

[leclerc-s]

track 001. london boy

─── ❝ so i guess all the rumors are true❞ ───

masterlist // next

bailey knew it was never a good idea to enter a pr relationship, but she was all out of ideas. if a fake ‘relationship’ could get her out of her slump she would take it. as a songwriter there was nothing worse than being stuck in a writing slump. she had done extensive research on her fake boyfriend and all she had come up with was that he was a scorpio and sassy, there was also something about him being an avid twitch streamer. so, clearly, her methods of research needed some work, but not by much, in her opinion.

it's also was a perk because it meant jeremiah would finally stop bothering her. she had made a few mistakes in the past and one of them was agreeing to go out on a date with him when they were 15. they had dated for 3 years until bailey had called it quits on them. her excuse had been that she was too busy with her growing career but she just wasn't in love with him anymore. the two had been best friends before they began dating and now their friendship was ruined, which is why bailey regretted ever dating him.

she had been single since then which naturally meant jeremiah thought she was still in love with him. she wasn't but he didn't understand that, so like every other guy who didn't understand what the word 'no' meant, he kept asking her out. this in turn meant she had to lie and tell him that she was talking to someone so he would stop annoying her. it was then that the opportunity to be an f1 driver's pr girlfriend fell into her lap. she hadn't even known who the driver was until she was signing the nda's with his managment.

bailey had been annoyed with him not showing up to the initial meeting but one quick google search for the f1 schedule had told her he was currently in austria racing. the two wouldn't be officially meeting until Silverstone, his home grand prix, or at least that had been the plan until his manager was texting her to let her know he would be showing up at her small concert in london. now she was effectively freaking out over how the two would make any of this believable if they didn’t even know each other.

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baileywinters london, i am in you

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user82 ariana (lando) what are you doing here?

↳ user90 who is this lando you speak of?

↳ user82 lando norris is a formula one driver, british, attractive

↳ user15 she is for the girls, gays, and theys only. mr.norris can leave.

jerimiahhuchanan sorry i couldn’t make it to your london show

↳ baileywinters its okay! there will be more!

zoyatorres have fun in london

↳ baileywinters will do! 🫡

baileywinters posted a new story

met this weirdo at my show, apparently he's famous or something? he was signing shirts

landonorris seriously? that’s the best you can come up with? baileywinters alright asshole see if you can do better

zoyatorres hello? you go to london and you meet a guy? i expect details winters! baileywinters you got it zoya!

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saw a pretty cool girl perform tonight. 10/10 would recommend. great show baileywinters!

baileywinters you think i’m cool? landonorris alright don’t let it get to your head baileywinters mine was still better landonorris as if

isabellaperez LANDO NORRIS HOW DARE YOU NOT INVITE ME?! landonorris next time, i'm sorry!

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baileywinters so the cars go vroom vroom in weird circles? thanks for the invite mclaren! i hang out with the weird guy from my show and suddenly i’m at an f1 race, life is weird.

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mclaren it was a pleasure having you here! please come to more races, lando’s more tolerable

↳ landonorris my own team against me? this is betrayal.

↳ danielricciardo you’re more quite when she’s around.

isabellaperez why did no one tell me you were here? mclaren i have a bone to pick with you and your drivers!

↳ mclaren redbullracing your admin is out of control

↳ redbullracing 🤷🏻‍♀️ what can they do about it?💋 isabella

jeremiahbuchanan since when are you into f1?

↳ baileywinters always have been but i’m more of a sebastian vettel fan than i am of the sport

↳ user13 she gets it

↳ mclaren she’s a aston martin fan? is this the betrayal lando was speaking of?

↳ baileywinters i will be a fan of whatever team sebastian vettel is on

↳ user63 these two just met and she’s already been invited to a grand prix? seems like a pr relationship

↳ user72 they seemed to hit it off. i don’t see what the big deal is? let them be friends. not every man and woman who spend time together are dating

↳ user91 not to mention it takes weeks to plan stuff like this out. they had probably already planned this when she met lando. she probably planned her london show around her appearance with mclaren

who’s jeremiah?

why are you asking?

he just dm’d me asking if we were dating. do i lie to to him or do i tell him the truth?

LIE! I NEED YOU TO LIE TO HIM!

also do think it's wise to tell someone you don't know that it's all fake?

okay, that’s a good point but why do i need to lie to him? you know him, don’t you trust him?

do you trust everyone you meet norris?

no, but if i scroll back far enough on your instagram he’s everywhere

we dated, he's an ex

why are you stalking my instagram?

i don't know if you're aware but i know nothing about you. i'm gathering intel on you

also you’re friends with your exes?

okay, that worries me a little but yes. why do you make it sound like i'm a fucking mission or some shit?

is it a problem that i'm friends with jeremiah? and it's one ex. i've only dated one guy.

how did one guy get you to write so many songs about him?

first you stalk my instagram now you're listening to my songs?

i went to you concert...i had to make it look like i was fan. what's the point of this if it doesn't look believable at least?

does this mean i have to go back and watch your old season? or can i just watch dts? please tell me i can just watch dts, it's so much faster

if you want a dramatization of f1, sure watch dts

wait, i just realized, you were stalking my instagram and your reason was pretty shit. lando norris, do you have a crush on me?

i'm not even going to entertain your thoughts.

that's not a no

alex albon WHO’S THE GIRL NORRIS?!

george russell what girl? lando brought a girl? huh?

isabella perez i can’t believe you didn’t tell me you knew bailey winters. friendship over.

carlos sainz qué? why did i not know lando had a girlfriend?

lando norris WOAH! who said anything about girlfriend? she a girl who’s a friend. there's a space between girl and friend. girl friend.

daniel ricciardo he has a crush on her!

lando norris i do not!

daniel ricciardo you were a blushing mess the entire time she was near you. and you were quite. penelope trevino lando's never quite. who is this girl?

natalia ruiz she was pretty, from what i saw.

isabella perez she’s gorgeous! besides the women here present she’s my wcw

charles leclerc we seriously need to find isabella a boyfriend

isabella perez get me your brother’s number charles leclerc what? you have his number? are you asking for lorenzo’s? isabella perez it’s a joke, but do you think he’d been willing to get me the number of some of those cute prema boys? isabella perez also arthur’s literally my best friend, i can get him a girlfriend though? i have friends. max verstappen sorry? i thought you said you had more friends besides us. isabella perez i do pierre gasly your sister doesn’t count isabella perez fuck you baguette and i do have more friends, you french fuck rowan todd i know you don’t want to get arthur a girlfriend when that boy is still hung up on your sister isabella perez if we don’t talk about it, it’s like they never dated. meaning i don’t have to be awkward around my best friend and sister.

daphne jones added one person

daphne jones no one question it.

(626)-584-6812 what the fuck is this?

lando norris oh god

isabella perez oh thank god i thought you added arthur or my sister and i was panicking because we were talking shit.

lando norris DAPHNE!

(626)-584-6812 daphne jones? oh my god! excuse me while i go scream in a pillow

lance stroll she’s so real for that mae jones daniel’s live reaction to meeting daph for the first time

daphne jones changed (626)-584-6812 to bailey winters

bailey winters i should’ve become friends with an f1 driver sooner if it meant knowing daphne jones

penelope trevino what are your intentions with my son? carlos sainz *our son bailey winters excuse me? lando norris PENELOPE REBECCA TREVINO! CARLOS SAINZ VÁZQUEZ DE CASTRO! isabella perez full government names, he’s pissed.

lewis hamilton i worry for you people, i seriously do.

lewis hamilton i apologize in advance bailey, they’re nuts.

bailey winters sir lewis hamilton knows my name. oh my god. i've peaked. this is what my life has been building up too

esteban ocon oh this comedy gold right here

lance stroll you cried after you met daphne the first time esteban. shut up. mick schumacher in his defense it's daphne freaking jones. freya vettel that's a valid excuse

sebastian vettel i have you children muted for a reason. this is insane. you’re all insane.

pierre gasly lando is currently chasing carlos with a golf club.

bailey winters where did he get the golf club from?

rowan todd i’ve learned it’s best not to question things around here. bailey winters noted.

penelope trevino he’s still my son, i regret nothing.

bailey winters i’m so confused

esteban ocon to clear it up for bailey, carlos and penny are lando’s parents after he drunkenly referred to them as mom and dad. mae jones penny and carlos claim to hate each other but we’re all waiting for that enemies to lovers trope to hit isabella perez just like we’re all waiting for mae and max to get their heads out of their asses and get back together. alex albon or for natalia and charles to stop pretending like we don’t all know they’ve been sleeping together and just announce they’ve been basically dating since 2019 natalia ruiz excuse me? carlos sainz the walls are thin. i’ve heard things. i bet sebastian did too. sebastian vettel i heard too much.

daniel ricciardo the only healthy relationships here are daphne and i + pierre and yuki

pierre gasly yuki and i are not dating yuki tsunoda that’s not what you said yesterday. i guess i’m not the love of your life. pierre gasly yuki, no, you are. i promise. fernando alonso you two desperately need to get girlfriends george russell fernando's never present but when he is he roasts the absolute shit out of someone.

bailey winters i seriously love you people. this is the best thing to happen to me in a month.

lando norris wow, and yesterday she said meeting me was the best thing to happen to her alex albon clearly she lied to make you feel better sebastian vettel you won’t think that for long bailey, i promise bailey winters i died, dead, deceased. digging my grave. here lies bailey winters, she died after meeting her favorite driver (sebastian vettel) and celebrity crush (daphne jones) daniel ricciardo she’s just like me. daughter? bailey winters father? wait, who's my mother? max verstappen daphne charles leclerc it may take a while for you to connect the dots

3:13 am

bailey winters DANIEL AND DAPHNE ARE DATING? I JUST FIGURED THAT SHIT OUT. WHAT THE FUCK? THAT FLEW COMPLETELY OVER MY HEAD! CHARLES AND MAX PRACTICALLY GAVE IT TO ME!!

¡leclerc-s speaks! love giving my ocs shitty exes. happy sprint day! manifesting a mclaren or ferrari sprint win today!

¡disclaimer! this is in no way making assumptions about the people involved in this story, this is all fake. it is a fanfiction please don't take any of what is said seriously. this is all for entertainment purposes and as a creative outlet for me. enjoy!

[bennyyrabbit]

Ok, because I don't care and also care too much to type all of this out, I'm just gonna say it in words, I'm using speech to text right now to make this post, because I just don't have the time or energy to type all of this out, let me tell you what is so weird about grimaces birthday playlist by McDonald's.

The first song that I thought was weird, I scrolled to like the 29 song before I thought something was like, extra weird right? And then I saw 5, oh, 5 by Arctic Monkeys. What absolutely entire wut and then was it ok everything gets a little weird from here boys a liar part 2 don't stop me now oh ok Kill Bill livin LA Vida loca dance the night from Barbie I'm assuming the actual over the new Barbie movie as it was birthday by the Beatles blue haired boy Madeline may who is that it's been so long the living tombstone you know the fucking 5 nights at Freddy's song what the fuck and then we go we get to a song and we get to a song title in a language that I don't speak which I believe is Spanish hey yeah hey yeah by outcast trees McCafferty funky town I don't know what that song is. Party rock Anthem it's a party song it's a birthday sure.

Ah next up for weird songs we have the Phoenix by fall out boy why this star man David Bowie ok sure I don't know why but sure baby by Justin Bieber and Lewis in ludicrous why and then to the next song that I thought was a little weird that I know is very soiree by Melanie Martinez no blood by whatever penguins which I think it just sounds weird what are those who is that what song is this OE MG buy new jeans pour some sugar on me Def Leppard what absolutely entirely what just dance party like it to birthday and then revived by dear of a cat from records of the s m p if you know what revived by this person you know that this is the song about Revived!Bur. They put the Revived!Bur song on this fucking playlist.

Next up for weird additions is a touch tone telephone by lemon demon what touch tone telephone this is what you went for are you serious on the floor which I guess makes sense it's a party song say ah say ah fucking Trey Songz and Fabolous I don't know how to announce that but yeah that's apparently a thing do to do do I didn't say that right I know that I didn't by black pink miracles by Kiera shared and pastor Mike junior because he's a junior I guess I don't know what that is birthday Selena Gomez hey its a birthday song understandable then you've got be quiet and drive (far away).

Also, oddly enough, we have washing machine heart, paranoid by Kanye West and Mr. Hudson, what the fuck I mean, sure, but why give me chocolate from baby metal, I don't even know if I want to know what that is step on me by the cardigans, what all eyes on me by or 3 oh, what the fuck is that welcome to the black parade, my chemical romance, and then what has epically assaulted me more so than anything else is the addition of Alexander Hamilton, the song from the musical Hamilton, written by Lin Manuel Miranda.

5/4, by the Gorillaz, 5 slash 4 by the Gorillaz. What the fuck is this for who is this for who cares about the gorillas who cares not me.

I'm eating my computer by Eliot Lee what the fuck is that American Pie but Don McLean I don't even know what that is be alright by Ariana Grande in the club 50 cent too good at goodbyes Sam Smith dumb Bine effects Neff x what the fuck is this for who is this party for carrousel Mr bungle who the fuck is Mr bungle call me maybe birthday suit Cosmo Sheldrake if you've heard that song that doesn't belong here thumbs by Sabrina Carpenter other I was also doesn't feel like it belongs here we're just gonna keep scrolling to ghost it's a ghost song it's phantom of the Opera ghost is there a reason apparently not Jimin a song by Jimin you know that guy you yknow that guy from BTS.

Yeah brought by Green day a boy named Sue by Johnny Cash tainted love by Marilyn Manson kid at heart by sing I won't say cause I don't know if I can pronounce it ah 1035 by tiesto and take McRae why the fuck the thirtieth by Billy Irish romance is boring bye something that I won't say for fear of mispronouncing it Cherry bomb the runaways love you like a love song Selena Gomez cake by Remi wolf war of hearts by Ruelle I don't even know if I said that right ocean man by ween be yourself my boy story gangstas paradise you know that song for whom the bell tolls remastered by Metallica song confetti by little mix talk to you by Ricky Mon kids by Melina and late Verlaine, why the fuck an open letter to whoever is listening by beautiful eulogy what the fuck.

So I'm red moon by will wood and the tapeworms, who the fuck knows this song, and for why obsessed by Mariah Carey, fill me up, buttercup, by the foundations, let's get it started by a Luna. I don't know who that even is sure for me by a Aurora can't stop singing from teen beach movie. From teen beach movie the Disney Channel original movie movie.

Goofy goober rock by sponge Bob square pants from the SpongeBob screen it's it's shut up and dance walk the moon boom boom boom boom by Vengaboys kiss me by sixpence none the richer die don't know who the fuck that even is it's normal by John Cougar trust me whatever it is I doubt that it's normal another song in a language that I can't speak just buy fucking Radiohead I only have eyes for you the flamingos from their album flamingo serenade let it go from frozen hero by Monsta X lavender by Penelope Scott cool kids by Eco Smith what thunder imagine dragons believe look re I might not even said that correctly I don't know how much this is picking up FIVE FINGAZ TO THE FACE FROM VICTORIOUS.

Is everyone understanding why I'm so baffled by this existence thanks like it's her birthday by good Charlotte baby one more time by Britney Spears paranoid the 2012 remaster by Black Sabbath. 9 to 5 by Dolly Parton y Macarena by Los Del Rio highway to hell by AC DC sunroof, you know that catch YB song Waffle House by the Jonas Brothers, the Jonas Brothers have a song called Waffle House fucking ok, then Prince Ali, the Will Smith version, you know the one from the live action, and I guess lush life by czar Larson, take you dancing by Jason Rullo cheese by 5 sings of summer Gangnam Style bye p s y.

I hope everybody understands that I don't want to be here sparkly abs by see g 5 and captain sparkles low by Florida and T-Pain Cupid, the twin version by 5050, except it's, the sped up version peaches from that movie, you know the movie we all know

Hmm, let's see here, YMCA lip gloss by Lil Mama, don't stop the music by Rihanna, the purple people eater by chef Bouley, I feel like whoever put that on really should have thought first, because for some reason, a bunch of people have decided that grimace is killing people that don't like the grimmest shake fuck if I know

Let's see all star by smash mouth, everyone wants to rule the world, tears for fears life by the sea by to go and see g 5, I think this is I'm gonna laugh to listen to one, nope, never mind, I thought this was what I thought it was, but it wasn't what I thought it was, so I'm glad that it wasn't what I thought, it was a good second to EQ and tu I tu eres that was fun goodbye by will wood, I don't even know if that makes any sense, I hate this I'm gonna kill myself why oh my, why am I doing this to myself

I guess I'm doing this with, you can understand how wild this is running up that hill by Kate bush chicken fried by Zac Brown band bigger ing the original demo, kill me, rude by magic House of memories by panic at the disco shut lala bye, too young lights out by mindless self indulgence, if you don't know who mindless self indulgence is be glad because I don't know what this is, I hate drag EULA by Rob Zombie, Riptide by Vance, joy Fiesta by is own I don't there's a weird asterisk in their name for some reason

Beautiful girls by Sean Kingston, a sap bye stay see Betty get money by Yung gravy numb by Lincoln Park, who let the dogs out by Baha men rock and roll all nite by kiss, Grow by Conan gray Hansel by Sodikken what the fuck what for

I'm dog days are over by Florence and the machine pussy toes by Pierce the veil grown by daisy in the scouts LA Lisa by Lisa among us in real life by Rebecca says a lot Zama Zama lo I don't know the new birthday song from ride the fucking cyclone escape room buy from us underscore 9 I guess I hate this I don't think this is eligible very well but I don't really care because I just need to get my thoughts out blind by Korn mind over matter by young the giant love shot by x O I'm gonna kill myself dance monkey by tones and I I hate that fucking song Barbie Girl by aqua begging bae Mana skin if we have each other by Alec Benjamin tell me by Wonder Girls life is a highway by rascal Flatts eg by the garden phony by will step son I want to die Mr telephone man by new edition what is that never felt my labyrinth I'm gonna kill myself deadlines by Ruth v mask, saucy drip remix your new boyfriend by Wilbur Shaw. That's what that's all it that's right next to each other, I'm gonna die La Da See by Cody Simpson and if you, if you had a gacha phase, then you know La Da See by Cody Simpson and I feel bad for you

I hate this Cupid's chokehold and breakfast in America by gym class heroes, none little bug, bye m bye hold what the fuck is this solo by Jenny logo by see celebrate good kind, good times by funk town America, happy birthday by Weird Al yankovich, all great Weird Al Yankovic hayloft by mother, mother everything black by unlike Pluto Wap birthday party glue song, calm down with Selena Gomez love by cake bike KC ako I don't even think I pronounce that right sweater weather Mr. Blue sky boomerang by Jojo Siwa hot wings, you know, that song from Rio, I'm just gonna I hate this who made this damn it Stacy's Mom by fountains of Wayne, falling for ya also from teen beach movie toxic, my boy with uke stalkers to go by auto heart, hey, home by cave town soldier, poet king Mexico by Carrie Underwood, all the small things by blink, 182. I'm just naming certain ones, I'm not gonna name, all of them, Kuz that's too much electric love, the Schuyler Sisters, what'd I miss, I'm gonna die, I'm gonna die, I hate this so much, I'm gonna die, I hate this, I'm gonna die, I hate this, I hate this, I hate this, why am I doing this to myself?

Lets lets lets lets keep going jealous by address friends by chase Atlantic Sunday by the cranberries all around me by flyleaf, if you know that song, that chick talk was fighting over if it was a thing about subspace or sexual assault, or Christians, apparently, I don't know first girlfriend by Titus, freaks, by surf curse, oui, by Jeremiah, you know, we like, O u, I, we, we we by Jeremiah, you know the French word, oui.

I don't want to be here crush by Tessa violet lunatic by Luna but with the end in the day is weird things Mr bright side by the killers wannabe by Spice Girls I think I might have said that already Genesis by Grimes Grimes I don't mind system by Louis Tomlinson you know that one song that Louis has that is for some reason super duper fucking email put your records on by rip mommy mom mommy I don't fucking know puppy princess by hot freaks I don't like that title at all should I stay or should I go by the clash no scrubs by TLC aha like a g 6 that song House of Holbein from 6th kill me cheeseburger in paradise by Jimmy Buffett there's nothing holding me back by Shawn Mendez. I just can't do this anymore for he's a jolly good fellow by the countdown kids are you satisfied by Marina Undertale by Toby fox just a girl by no doubt something in the orange by Jack Bryan Zach Bryan not Jack Jack moves like Jagger by maroon 5 and Christina Aguilera kill me in the entire face I hate this epic happy birthday song by epic happy birthday everybody that's back Street's back I hate this song I hate the stupid Backstreet Boys the sound of Simon silence by Simon and Garfunkel me and your Mama by Childish Gambino I actually really like Childish Gambino when I rule the world by Liz I don't want to live forever you know that song from 50 shades my alcoholic friends by the Dresden Dolls which I am almost entirely sure that I saw in a Renfield playlist

Message to loser overcast skies waste my time by Johnny Orlando, you know that one kid that I don't think anybody knows who is Insane that song about that cannibal from Hazbin Hotel I'm gonna die

I don't think you guys understand how much I do not want to do this

Twin size mattress by the front bottoms head will roll heads will roll by yeah yeah yeahs and yes in fact I don't know if y'all seen this post but somebody made a post about how there's a porn hub song by Pornhub on this playlist by Pornhub on Pornhub yeah that's one that's one Pompeii by Bastille angry lizard noise I'm gonna kill I'm dead I'm dead I'm dead I'm dead I hate this worth it featuring kid ink best news ever by mercy me I hate myself awesome sauce by did you reason by dreamcatcher mining means by Bonnie grace I don't want to be here good golly miss Molly by Creedence Clearwater Revival 5 nights at Freddy's security beach frenzy cause that's another song sail by AWOL nation ho hey by the Lumineers the chicken wing chicken lose yourself by Eminem, so let's you by Ed Sheeran, I hate this, so much bad to the bone by George Thorogood and the destroyers, I thought, so I thought it was the destroyers makes sense to me, watch me whip NAE NAE man or Muppet life in the Dreamhouse from the TV series Barbie in the Dreamhouse, she wants me to be loved by the happy fits, which is actually really good song, I hope you're happy now bye Carly Pearce and Lee Brice ceilings by Lizzie McAlpine work for it by big time rush from the new big time rush album, another life I'm gonna die I hate this

Let's see the red means I love you by Mads Merkley, werewolf, boyfriend, Disko warp made mix go Disko warp, if they have a boy or boyfriend, whatever citizen erased by Muse, ain't it fun by Paramore, born for this by the score I'm gonna die right now in my I want to die you can't fight the Homestuck by Broadway Homestuck someone gets hurt, the mean girls Broadway show free show by dirty palm and let's plays don't say love by Leanne spin eternally pixel pig thanks for the memories, but it's the Nate wants to battle cover. Moth to the flame with the weekend by Swedish house Mafia I'm not a vampire by falling in reverse gear, Maria count me in by all time low, dear Theodosia is a reprise from the Hamilton mix mix tape, I don't wanna be here at all interlude Ivy showtime, I don't know if you've heard that, but if you had, this does not belong on here, and you would know that say my name from Beetlejuice. How long bye to flow from the show euphoria apparently to the bone by JT music, you know that fan made song from Undertale that fun ass song again, another one myself, bye basi, I hate this, kill me in the face, monkeys spinning monkeys Wii Sports theme, the cult of Dionysus by the Ori on experience kill me lonely day by system of a down eyes without a face by Billy Idol, the masochism tango by Tom Lehrer

I'm really don't want to be doing this guys. I really don't want to be doing this.

Ah, let's see smooth operator, the single version never ever getting rid of me from waitress jazz on the clock. We're all in this together from high School Musical staying alive by the bee Gee's closer by the Chainsmokers alien blues by Vonda bar industry baby bye lo mas x area codes, free bird. The Knights by a vici I don't wanna be here, classic bae m k t O tongue tied by group Love, it took me by surprise by Maria Mena, hey soul sister by train nothing bye bad lo by bad boy, halo, c g 5 and hyper potions, and I think somebody else. Derby queen by red ants, really like a virgin by motley, Crue motley crew, of all people, are you serious, motley Crue. 7 nation army by the white stripes. I just hate all of these so much because I don't mind majority of these songs by themselves, but when you smash painted black by the Rolling Stones and country girl, shake it for me by Luke Bryan in to the same playlist, there is something wrong with you. Bodies by drowning pool as well, there is something wrong with you.

Oh Jesus, happy face by Tate McRae, a star is born from Hercules, bury the light by Casey Edwards, evil by Interpol 17 the reprise from the Heathers musical with Barrett Wilbert weed, do I want to be here not at all

Lost on you by LP you know that one person that I don't think anybody really knows who is rise up by a m I m e exile and Veronica Bravo who the hello those I don't know dumb dumb by Maisie but the sped up version something to hide by grandson which is a brand new song mind you like that just came out recently like recently recently like I just found that song 2 weeks ago cake by the ocean by d n c e were in the songs that were only added a week ago my new by the way it now I just take my wallet by Jack stop is micro pop the middle by Jimmy eat world Mambo number 5 somewhere only we know the green clad the glee version the glee version the glee version with Darren Criss the glee version ok by cigarettes after sex you can't hide the fun ass song blonde RSS heart attack the rock version the greatest show from greatest showman but the one with Hugh Jackman and not that weird revive come on Eileen by Dexys midnight runners everything moves by bronze radio return trust fund baby why I don't tweet what the fuck are you doing it Saint Bernard by Lincoln human by rag 'n' bone man here and now by letters to Cleo song 2 by blur ride by 21 pilots down on my tail Cruz hello BBY O m f g glimpse of us by Joji putting on the Ritz by taco but boy bye d e v O 1000 years by Christina Perry kid sugar pop I love girls where my Rosemary goes by Edison lighthouse ain't no line up by Marvin Gaye and Tammi Terrell between you and me by Clementine work toda very by Devlin I don't know Broadway girls buy little dirt and Morgan Wallen Friday theme by ugly burger zero lonely by Akon Scotty doesn't know by Lustra spin back by Scooty Wap who is that wolf in sheep's clothing by set it off. Survived the night by Mondo pony, also another motherfucking fnaf song

This is probably entirely ineligible but I do not have the time or the reason or the want to type all of this out so we got mi gente by j Bhavan and Willy Willy and we got the least knobby dad we got hand clap we got 20 inches my saloojee I said that wrong hello Kitty by Avril Levine did I mention from the descendants movie the first one get that for some reason make you mine by public cruise by Florida Georgia line I hate them freezing moon by mayhem we are close to the bottom can't hold us by Macklemore in my mind by Dean or no hide from the Spider-Man movie into the spider while this her which is a really good song and it was just added 5 days ago

Again, I do not want to be here and I do not want to be doing this

Jungle jobs by dial friend about the 28th to 2008 fuck the sentences words I want to kill myself 2008 remaster by yes Obama prison by ice bore BNR live like you were dying by Tim McGraw the Brits are coming because that's a song title apparently a song by the doors the doors are pretty good actually I really want to die I don't want to be doing this but I forced myself to do it we got which by Devin Cole one kiss by Calvin Harris and Dua Lipa I'm the biggest bird by St Mer cat for whatever reason happy face by Jaguar twin Ross beaten by Bonnie m a punk by vampire weekend take on me by a ha what's new Pussycat by Tom Jones put your records on by Corinne Bailey Rae my are bi LA Liya if you don't know this song good for you are you sure thing by Miguel, I don't know what that song even is

Lifeboat from Heathers the musical senpai instrumental Friday night funk in volume 2 I don't know what this is but I'm really curious so I will check that out later we are now in songs added 3 days ago because they are adding songs to this right now apparently they got let it go from Doctor Seuss is movie we got this song is awesome from ride the cyclone holler boys by Upchurch holler boys the fine print by the stupendous I'm gonna die the sound of silence by disturbed somebody to love by Brittany Murphy the time war by Richard O'Brian it's from absolute treasures the Rocky Horror picture show Chau whatever take on me by Astrophysics physics what the fuck is that I mean I know that that is a kind of science but I don't I didn't know that there was like a band or anything now songs added 2 days ago, and the one that I've decided is most notice most notable from 2 days ago, is it only by Dove Cameron from the descendants movie by Disney

[thedevildeer]

Thanks for tagging me lovely @sashkitty 🤍

It's really nice to know more about you!❤️

Nickname: Almost everyone calls me Sani

Star Sign: Aquarius ♒

Height: 5'5

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Favorite Bands: VIXX, GOT7, MonstaX, TXT, Stray Kids, Mamamoo, Blackpink, Kard, Little Mix, One Republic, Imagine Dragons.

Favorite Solo Artists: Ailee, Henry, Eric Nam, Charlie Puth, Ed Sheeran, Ariana Grande, Tini, Jimmy Brown.

Favorite Foods: Ummm, any kind of foods made with cheese, rice and stew, almost any food made with chicken 😂

Favorite Colors: Black, purple, neutral colors

Last Thing I Googled: Bruce Wayne 😭😂 I just wanted to check the new Google effect for advertising the new Batman movie 😬

Last Show I Watched: I'm currently watching "Mr. Sunshine", a really well made drama. But the last one I finished was "Bulgasal", loved it

Last Movie I Watched: Scream 2022, umm didn't like it, overly exaggerated and predictable.

Lucky Number: 2, don't know the reason I just like it 😅

When Did I Create This Blog: I think it was around 2017, but I wasn't really active that time, recently I logged in again for TDJ and I'm still around 😄

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[ilovevillains]

Being Shinishiro's one and only 💘

Shinichiro is saying: Ah, why are you on my shop?

WARNING: THE MUSIC VIDEOS MIGHT HAVE FLASH LIGHTS EFFECTS.

TRIGGER WARNINGS: SEX THEMES IN THE SONGS, BUT MAINLY JUST FLUFF

NOTE: Some songs are in Spanish.

Album: Tokyo Revengers Playlist

PRELUDE:

Here is the playlist for our one and only, Shinichiro Sano! The man that made the impossible possible ♥ Honestly, Shinichiro is the type of human being you would like to be. Enjoy the playlist in which show Shin's thoughts when he is in love with you.

💘Nervous, The Neighbourhood

Should I be quiet? Uh, come on, be silent Uh, you know I'm tryin' So don't say nothin' Uh, tell me you trust me and Kiss me and hug me, yeah Well, I would do anything for ya You just gotta love me and I got an itch in my throat I don't know which way to go I keep on switchin', I know I need a different approach It's all because I wanna Show you that I'm so capable

💘Delirio, Los Makenzy feat. Pipe Bravo

Es real me siento pleno de estar Como esclavo de tu andar Y lágrimas una vez más quiero intentar Del placer tuyo sacar Y si tu cuerpo encarceló mi alma en un momento Yo te lo juro que salimos juntos sin ningún lamento Y paso mis horas delirando por sentir tu piel Ya ni contempló el tiempo ni pienso que va a ser de el

💘ALguIEN, Axel Fiks, Sabino, Ferraz

Mirame bebé, vine desde lejos buscándote Soy un terrestre y reconozco a los de mi especie Tú no eres de acá, pones en jaque el sistema solar Y me haces dudar si acaso eres real o no

💘Close, Nick Jonas feat. Lo Tove

Oh damn, oh damn, oh damn I'm so perplexed With just one breath, I'm locked in Oh damn, oh damn, oh damn I'm so perplexed On that, it's almost shocking I know, I know you know you're scared Your heart, your mind, your soul, your body They won't, they won't, they won't be careful But I guess that you don't know me

💘My Favorite Part, Mac Miller feat. Ariana Grande

Said, you just don't know how beautiful you are And baby that's my favorite part You walk around so clueless to it all Like nobody gonna break your heart It'll be alright babe, see, me, I got you covered I'm gon' be your lover, you might be the one If it's only tonight, ayy, we don't need to worry We ain't in a hurry, rushin' into love

💘For You, Rita Ora & Liam Payne

Been waiting for a lifetime for you Been breaking for a lifetime for you Wasn't looking for love 'til I found you

💘No Less, G-Eazy x SG Lewis x Louis Mattrs

Given you my all, nothing less than More than a wifey, than my best friend Do it all for my baby, not a question Your hatin' friends keep hatin', bless them

💘Adore You, Harry Styles

Oh, honey (ah) I'd walk through fire for you Just let me adore you Like it's the only thing I'll ever do

💘Godspeed, Frank Ocean

Wishing you godspeed, glory There will be mountains you won't move (Ooh, ooh, ooh) Still I'll always be there for you How I do

💘I Keep Calling, James Blake

I keep calling your heart Oh, let it ring if I'm falling too hard I just wanna take part in anything you do You caught me off guard

OUTRO

What can I say about Shinichiro? Nothing more that an explanation about why, WHY, on Earth no one will date such and adorable human bean, I mean being? Seriously, if Shinichiro was trying to made me fell in love with him, I'll do it.

This man deserved the world at his feet. He treated his brothers and sister like they were the center of his universe. Imagine this man with a family of his own? God, I'll be crying.

Forget about Mickey being the strongest, this man here, Shinichiro Sano was the goat of the whole show 💯

-Villain Lover 🖤

[randombubblegum]

how would u handle it then? i'm genuinely asking bc i've never really seen effective action taken in a situation like this and i just want to know for the future lol

well i would say google “how to file an ADA complaint/request” and go straight through them, which is the correct way LOL esp w something as serious as disability compliance!! its not like “hey this bartender was rude to me” its a serious complaint with proper channels to follow and (hopefully) resolve

but just in general, like in all situations like this, mass calling/emailing/tweeting a place of business is not going to make them very happy and may well put them on the defensive? and if you are doing it as a group that clearly has ties to someone they work with (in this case parx) its going to reflect suuuper badly on that entity even if you are not doing it because they asked you to. thats not just bands, i think it aplies broadly across the board in the Adult Business World. u want to work WITH people, not against them and that goes SUUUPER double for the entertainment industry if u are not like ariana grande

[starneko123]

Butterfly Effect

Star's Note: So I finally got around to putting my main OC in the MK 2021 movie storyline and the first part is like a...songfic? Yeah so prepare for that and also Korë Nagako X Liu Kang is a crack ship, in general, please don't take it seriously lol.

OC Characters Involved

Nova Nagako

Mileena walked through the foyer leading to Shang Tsung's throne. Kabal and Goro were joining her it wasn't like she needed assistance for this. She preferred to do this one alone but the iron lung and royal brute refused. The trio reached Shang Tsung and once he gave Mileena the signal she spoke "She was spotted in Earthrealm far from Raiden's Temple as we speak. She seems to have...a different life with others around her. A caregiver." Mileena finished with an aggravated sigh "A caregiver?" Shang Tsung echoed in question.

Kabal cut his way into the conversation "She means her mother but with the description you gave it made it more difficult to find her. No white streaks in the hair, no pink eyes, and no magical powers. The reincarnation is shit." Kabal spat gesturing behind as if she was there. "Nova-" Shang Tsung began and Kabal cut him off once more. "News Flash she doesn't even go by Nova over there! Who the hell would name their kid Nova in this modern day. Her name is Korë. Not any better but it's different. Not fucking Nova." Now he was finished, and he put his hand on the hip for added flare.

"She's not our Lady Nova but still she stands out." Prince Goro mentioned. Mileena may have sniffed her out but Goro tracked her down. He found her first his chest swelled with pride. "She has companions." Mileena groaned half-heartedly "A friend and a consort." Shang Tsung leaned forward standing up from his throne altogether. "A consort?!" Kabal spoke again, "Yeah, not very good looking or the sharpest tool in the shed but they're around each other." Too bad they couldn't see Kabal rolling his eyes because he was doing so every few seconds. "Are you the better option?" Kabal asked genuinely "She is my Queen, my better half." Shang Tsung's voice echoed dreamily and again Kabal rolled his eyes "That's what they all say." Mileena then stepped closer to Shang Tsung as if it was just the two of them. "She had the marking of a Chosen One." Shang Tsung smirked "All the better." He then snapped his head to the side to look over at Nitara perched on a block of stone petting her wings. "Kabal and Mileena...Nitara will assist you in retrieving Nova." Mileena had no problem with that, she got along with Nitara so far. "Yes, master." Nitara said slyly as she sashayed towards the two said kombatants.

"Kill or injure beyond repair whoever stops you from bringing back my wife!" His voice echoed into the maroon sky.

Korë herself was sitting in a chair next to her close friend and housemate, Soleil. "You know what I think I did a really good job on my eyeshadow." She said brushing it a few more times and facing Soleil to show her eyelids covered in white eyeshadow and silver outline. She also had glitter on her face it must have been from the perfume or another form of body glitter. "I think you did really good this time, you're getting better." Soleil put her brush down and stood up fixing her dress in the process. Korë and Soleil were wearing the same dress it was a short pure white dress with lace at the ends and at Korë thought it was plus since it also wasn't strapless.

"Korë Nagako and Soleil Zaveri... five-minute call out. Almost showtime." It was their manager, Soleil responded with an 'Alright' and Korë an 'Okay'. Soleil stood up from her rolling chair as she finished her winged eyeliner and Korë followed her as she finished putting on her lip gloss.

"Yeah, I'm at the place it's like this, singer stripper bar or whatever, I don't know but she's here," Sonya said as she entered the bar and took a seat in the back, and ordered a drink.

"Now, blessing us with their presence is the femme fatale duo is Korë and Soleil!" The response to the statement was scattered cheers. The duo walked onto the stage and the atmosphere itself changed when she saw Korë. Korë had a slight headache that she had been nursing for a couple of days and Soleil knew that but Korë was convinced that it had gone away and she was just dealing with the aftermath. They both cleared their throat and as the stage light shined on them, Soleil started harmonizing as the beat started playing and Korë started singing.

It's like you got superpowers

Turn my minutes into hours

You got more than 20-20, babe

Made of glass the way you see through me

You know me better than I do

Can't seem to keep nothing from you

How you touch my soul from the outside?

Permeate my ego and my pride

"I love you." Shang Tsung said as he wrapped his arms around Korë twisting her around so she was facing him and she gazed at him lovingly as a teasing smirk spread across her obsidian lips. She leaned in until their lips were ghosting over each other "Do you want me to say it back?" She asked jokingly "I think my heart will truly break if you don't." Shang said dramatically and she giggled "I love you."

I wanna love me (ooh)

The way that you love me (ooh)

Ooh, for all of my pretty

And all of my ugly too

I'd love to see me from your point of view

I wanna trust me (trust me)

The way that you trust me (trust me)

Ooh, 'cause nobody ever loved me like you do

I'd love to see me from your point of view

"If you stop moving it would hurt less Prince Goro." He growled again at her statement and she returned it with a cold, unmoving stare. His growls then calmed down to huffs and puffs "Thank you." She said to him as she finished wrapping the bandage around his arm. "The wound isn't too bad, you'll heal fast either way." She said as she stood up and gathered her healing equipment and before she left she was grated with a rumbling "Thank you." at least he had manners she'll give him that. Before she closed the door she sent him a smile. A kind smile. One to remember.

I'm gеtting used to receiving

Still gеtting good at not leaving

I'ma love you even though I'm scared (oh, scared)

Learnin' to be grateful for myself (oh, oh, oh)

You love my lips 'cause they say the

Things we've always been afraid of

I can feel it startin' to subside

Learnin' to believe in what is mine

"I wouldn't recommend it Mileena," Nova said as she closed her spellbook and stood to face Mileena and they were roughly the same height. "But to ensure my knowledge of it-" Nova sighed and grabbed Mileena by the shoulders "I don't want you to learning just yet, you must stick with the powers you were born with for now. I will teach you myself when you have elevated your powers. Understand?" Nova asked tilting her head for the effect and Mileena nodded. Nova brought her in for a hug and kissed her on the forehead and at that Mileena purred in comfort and delight for the slight praise she got.

I wanna love me (ooh)

The way that you love me (ooh)

Ooh, for all of my pretty

And all of my ugly too

I'd love to see me from your point of view

I wanna trust me (trust me)

The way that you trust me (trust me)

Ooh, 'cause nobody ever loved me like you do

I'd love to see me from your point of view

I couldn't believe it or see it for myself

Boy, I be impatient, but now I'm out here

Fallin', fallin', frozen, slowly

Fallin', got me right

I won't keep you waitin' (waitin')

All my baggage fadin' safely (my baggage fadin')

And if my eyes deceive me

Won't let them stray too far away, I

I wanna love me (ooh)

The way that you love me (ooh)

Ooh, for all of my pretty

And all of my ugly too

I'd love to see me from your point of view

I wanna trust me, ooh (trust me)

The way that you trust me, baby (trust me)

'Cause nobody ever loved me like you do

I'd love to see me from your point of view (oh)

Yeah

As they finished their performance they got a fresh round of applause and Korë finally let out a breath as she always did after a performance and smiled alongside Soleil. After giving a wave they went backstage and collected their money. Since they didn't feel like staying at the bar anymore that night they decided to head home. "Good night KoKo," Soleil said with a yawn as she kissed her on the cheek and closed the door to her room. Korë was outside on the back porch humming and looking up at the sky, enjoying the night breeze. Until she heard whispering and then shuffling in the bushes 'The fuck?' she said under her breath as she quickly grabbed the steel bat near her that they used for protection.

She walked closer to the bushes and beat them with the bat a few times before staring at them again. She sighed, maybe she was just tired that was more than likely the case. She let out another breath as she turned but then yelped as she was met with a woman who was roughly her size and height. Her eyes glowed in the night and her mouth was covered in blood and it looked almost stained on her face. "Mommy Nova! I have waited so long for you!" She grinned widely showing off her razor-sharp teeth and reached for a hug arms opened wide but Korë moved a couple of steps back, her back bumped into someone and she turned to see a man taller and lankier.

"Hey, sweetness." It sounded like a man, a man who had trouble breathing and could barely compose his words. Korë wasn't thinking straight that's all she could of. She swung her bat wildly at the two intruders causing the man to speed away and the woman teleport back a few feet away from her. But she knows that she has hit one of them by the blood on her bat and the scar that was made on her stomach. She shrieked as she held her stomach and she did a full 360° but she couldn't see them. She felt like she was going to faint from the loss of blood and the lack of sleep. She then heard gunshots and she fell to the ground hoping that nothing else would wound her.

"Get up and get in the car!" She didn't have to be told twice since she was living off of adrenaline at the moment. She ran past the woman who was still letting off gunshots as she got in the car and slammed the door as she leaned into the seat protectively. After letting off a few more shots that the duo continued to dodge Sonya ran back to the car as well and got into the driver's seat starting the car and zooming off as she saw beady red eyes staring at her in the rearview mirror. "Who the hell are you?" Korë asked with a hiss as the woman started looking at her up and down when she suddenly asked "Where is the marking?" She asked indignantly "What fucking marking?! What the fuck are you talking about?" Korë spat and Sonya rolled her eyes as she tugged Korë's hoodie upwards and ghosted her finger over the Mortal Kombat marking.

"You wanna explain that?"

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ARIANA GRANDE

Ariana Grande began performing onstage when she was a child. Her involvement in a Broadway play at age 15, followed by some small TV parts, helped her land the role of Cat on TV's Victorious. She followed that with the spinoff Sam & Cat and then dove headfirst into a chart-topping musical career, releasing five albums: Yours Truly (2013), My Everything (2014), Dangerous Woman (2016), Sweetener (2018) and Thank U, Next (2019)

Early Years

Grande was born on June 26, 1993, in Boca Raton, Florida, to Edward Butera, a graphic designer, and Joan Grande, a businesswoman. She took to singing and acting at a young age and made her way onto the local theater scene before she was a teenager. Her first big break came in 2008 when the 15-year-old landed the role of Charlotte in the Broadway production of 13, a play focusing on life growing up in New York City. The early role led to accolades, and Grande won a National Youth Theatre Association Award.

Television Roles

Grande landed her breakout role in the Nickelodeon series Victorious. Victorious was set at a performing arts high school, and Grande was cast as a goofy aspiring singer-actress named Cat Valentine. While busy with the show, Grande nevertheless pursued a musical career, making her first appearance on a record with the Victorious soundtrack. And in 2011, Grande released the single "Put Your Hearts Up," a pop song aimed at the hearts of her young Victorious audience. The show's devoted fan base voted Victorious Favorite TV Show at the 2012 Nickelodeon Kids' Choice Awards.

When Victorious went off the air in 2012, Grande's character Cat Valentine survived. She went to star in the Nick spin-off Sam & Cat, co-starring iCarly’s Jennette McCurdy. Sam & Cat wasn’t on long when rumors began to swirl that Grande wasn’t particularly enjoying the experience, and the show came to an abrupt end after 35 episodes (2013-14).

Albums and Songs

'Yours Truly' & 'My Everything'

“The Way” was the first single from Grande’s debut album, Yours Truly, a record that also featured the hits "Baby I" and "Right There." The album, produced by super-producer Babyface, showed a maturing Grande, and 1990s soul influences from pop diva Mariah Carey. The 2014 release My Everything sold 169,000 copies in its first week, debuting at No. 1. The single “Problem,” featuring Australian rapper Iggy Azalea, preceded the album release and debuted at No. 3 on Billboard’s Hot 100, selling more than 400,000 copies upon its release. “Break Free” with Zedd and “Love Me Harder” with The Weeknd followed, each climbing toward the top of the charts.

Bang Bang," "One Last Time"

During the summer of 2014, Grande teamed up with Jessie J and Nicki Minaj on the single “Bang Bang,” a track that debuted at No. 6 and peaked at No. 3 in the United States. The album spawned another hit single “One Last Time,” which reached number 13 on the US Billboard Hot 100. Grande had three hit singles from My Everything on the Billboard chart at the same time.

'Dangerous Woman'

In 2015 Grande released Christmas & Chill, a holiday album, and the single "Focus," which debuted at number seven on the Billboard's Hot 100. In February 2016, she released her third album Dangerous Woman, and the title track debuted at number 10 on the Hot 100 that March. She made music history with the track's success, becoming the first artist to have the lead singles from her first three albums debut in the Top 10. Dangerous Woman, which debuted at number two on the Billboard 200, also features collaborations with Nicki Minaj, Lil Wayne, Macy Gray and Future.

'Sweetener'

Grande returned to the charts in April 2018 with "No Tears Left to Cry," the catchy, upbeat response to the previous year's Manchester concert bombing. She followed in June with the dance track "The Light Is Coming," featuring Minaj; dropped the sultry "God Is a Woman" in mid-July; and delivered "Breathin" in September. The four releases were included in her highly anticipated album Sweetener, which debuted in mid-August, as was a track about her whirlwind romance with Saturday Night Live star Pete Davidson. The overall success of Sweetener led to her first Grammy win, for Best Pop Vocal Album, in February 2019.

Thank U, Next'

Grande quickly returned to the studio to produce her fifth album, Thank U, Next. The title track hit airwaves in early November 2018, and another chart-topper, "7 Rings," arrived in January 2019. The album debuted in February to strong praise, alongside a new single, "Break Up with Your Girlfriend, I'm Bored."

In April 2019 the 25-year-old songstress demonstrated her drawing power by becoming the youngest performer ever to headline Coachella, as well as just the fourth woman to earn the honor. Her collaborations from around this time include "Rule the World," with 2 Chainz, "Monopoly," with Victoria Monét, and "Boyfriend," with Social House. Later that year Grande joined Miley Cyrus and Lana Del Rey for the single "Don't Call Me Angel," from the Charlie's Angels soundtrack.

Grande continued with the collaborations into 2020, her joint effort with Justin Bieber on "Stuck With U" hitting the Billboard top spot in May before she joined Lady Gaga for "Rain on Me" later in the month.

'Positions'

Her third album in just two years, Grande released positions in October 2020 to generally positive reviews.

Less than a day after the attack, Grande suspended her Dangerous Woman tour. She returned to Manchester 13 days after the attack to perform a benefit concert on June 4 for the bombing victims, enlisting friends and fellow superstars to perform including Bieber, Cyrus, Katy Perry, Liam Gallagher, Chris Martin, and Pharrell Williams. Before the concert, Grande visited fans who had been injured in the attack, and she also offered 14,000 free tickets to people who had been at the May 22 concert.

Grande resumed her tour on June 7th in Paris, posting in Instagram: "First show back tonight. Thinking of our angels every step of the way. I love you with all my heart. Grateful for and incredibly proud of my band, dancers and entire crew. I love you. I love you."

The following year, the singer revealed that she was still feeling the effects of post-traumatic stress disorder from the event. "It's hard to talk about because so many people have suffered such severe, tremendous loss," she told British Vogue. "I don't think I'll ever know how to talk about it and not cry."

Awards

Among her many accolades, Grande has won six iHeartRadio Music Awards, five MTV Video Music Awards and three American Music Awards. She has also earned 11 Grammy nominations.

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Autobiography

Hi my name is Lhiane Ramos and I was born in Imus City, December 4 2002. I am the eldest and my brother is 1 year old. The two towns where I have resided most of my life are Imus City and Taguig City. Different events in my life have directed this path depending on the circumstances I found myself in.

I grew up in a filipino family where the provider, my mother, was susceptible to layoffs every year. I quickly learned about the powers of an employer and a union’s visions. Unemployment insurance, as it was called back then, was a subject of discussion over many dinners. This way of life caused a great deal of stress for the family.

Fast Forward to now, I'm 18 years of age and I'm doing great. As a matter of fact, i'm graduating senior high school this coming week and i'm very grateful and happy because i've come this far.

Biography

Ariana Grande Biography (1993–)

Ariana Grande is a sitcom-star-turned-pop music sensation, known for such hit songs as "Problem," "Bang Bang," "Dangerous Woman" and "Thank U, Next."

Who Is Ariana Grande?

Ariana Grande began performing onstage when she was a child. Her involvement in a Broadway play at age 15, followed by some small TV parts, helped her land the role of Cat on TV's Victorious. She followed that with the spinoff Sam & Cat and then dove headfirst into a chart-topping musical career, releasing five albums: Yours Truly (2013), My Everything (2014), Dangerous Woman (2016), Sweetener (2018) and Thank U, Next (2019).

Early Years

Grande was born on June 26, 1993, in Boca Raton, Florida, to Edward Butera, a graphic designer, and Joan Grande, a businesswoman. She took to singing and acting at a young age and made her way onto the local theater scene before she was a teenager. Her first big break came in 2008 when the 15-year-old landed the role of Charlotte in the Broadway production of 13, a play focusing on life growing up in New York City. The early role led to accolades, and Grande won a National Youth Theatre Association Award.

Two years later, she appeared in the musical Cuba Libre and had a small role on a TV show called The Battery’s Down.

Television Roles

Grande landed her breakout role in the Nickelodeon series Victorious. Victorious was set at a performing arts high school, and Grande was cast as a goofy aspiring singer-actress named Cat Valentine. While busy with the show, Grande nevertheless pursued a musical career, making her first appearance on a record with the Victorious soundtrack. And in 2011, Grande released the single "Put Your Hearts Up," a pop song aimed at the hearts of her young Victorious audience. The show's devoted fan base voted Victorious Favorite TV Show at the 2012 Nickelodeon Kids' Choice Awards.

When Victorious went off the air in 2012, Grande's character Cat Valentine survived. She went to star in the Nick spin-off Sam & Cat, co-starring iCarly’s Jennette McCurdy. Sam &

Cat wasn’t on long when rumors began to swirl that Grande wasn’t particularly enjoying the experience, and the show came to an abrupt end after 35 episodes (2013-14).

Albums and Songs

'Yours Truly' & 'My Everything'

“The Way” was the first single from Grande’s debut album, Yours Truly, a record that also featured the hits "Baby I" and "Right There." The album, produced by super-producer Babyface, showed a maturing Grande, and 1990s soul influences from pop diva Mariah Carey. The 2014 release My Everything sold 169,000 copies in its first week, debuting at No. 1. The single “Problem,” featuring Australian rapper Iggy Azalea, preceded the album release and debuted at No. 3 on Billboard’s Hot 100, selling more than 400,000 copies upon its release. “Break Free” with Zedd and “Love Me Harder” with The Weeknd followed, each climbing toward the top of the charts.

"Bang Bang," "One Last Time"

During the summer of 2014, Grande teamed up with Jessie J and Nicki Minaj on the single “Bang Bang,” a track that debuted at No. 6 and peaked at No. 3 in the United States. The album spawned another hit single “One Last Time,” which reached number 13 on the US Billboard Hot 100. Grande had three hit singles from My Everything on the Billboard chart at the same time.

Dangerous Woman'

In 2015 Grande released Christmas & Chill, a holiday album, and the single "Focus," which debuted at number seven on the Billboard's Hot 100. In February 2016, she released her third album Dangerous Woman, and the title track debuted at number 10 on the Hot 100 that March. She made music history with the track's success, becoming the first artist to have the lead singles from her first three albums debut in the Top 10. Dangerous Woman, which debuted at number two on the Billboard 200, also features collaborations with Nicki Minaj, Lil Wayne, Macy Gray and Future.

'Sweetener'

Grande returned to the charts in April 2018 with "No Tears Left to Cry," the catchy, upbeat response to the previous year's Manchester concert bombing. She followed in June with the dance track "The Light Is Coming," featuring Minaj; dropped the sultry "God Is a Woman" in mid-July; and delivered "Breathin" in September. The four releases were included in her highly anticipated album Sweetener, which debuted in mid-August, as was a track about her whirlwind romance with Saturday Night Live star Pete Davidson. The overall success of Sweetener led to her first Grammy win, for Best Pop Vocal Album, in February 2019.

'Thank U, Next'

Grande quickly returned to the studio to produce her fifth album, Thank U, Next. The title track hit airwaves in early November 2018, and another chart-topper, "7 Rings," arrived in

January 2019. The album debuted in February to strong praise, alongside a new single, "Break Up with Your Girlfriend, I'm Bored."

In April 2019 the 25-year-old songstress demonstrated her drawing power by becoming the youngest performer ever to headline Coachella, as well as just the fourth woman to earn the honor. Her collaborations from around this time include "Rule the World," with 2 Chainz, "Monopoly," with Victoria Monét, and "Boyfriend," with Social House. Later that year Grande joined Miley Cyrus and Lana Del Rey for the single "Don't Call Me Angel," from the Charlie's Angels soundtrack.

Grande continued with the collaborations into 2020, her joint effort with Justin Bieber on "Stuck With U" hitting the Billboard top spot in May before she joined Lady Gaga for "Rain on Me" later in the month.

'Positions'

Her third album in just two years, Grande released positions in October 2020 to generally positive reviews.

Bombing at Dangerous Woman Tour

In 2017 Grande performed the title track for the soundtrack of the live action movie Beauty and the Beast. In February of that year, she began her Dangerous Woman tour across North America and then Europe. On May 22, 2017, tragedy struck after Grande finished a concert in Manchester, England and a suicide bomber detonated a bomb at the exit of the concert hall, killing 22 people and wounding 116, including many young adults and children. "All acts of terrorism are cowardly... but this attack stands out for its appalling sickening cowardice, deliberately targeting innocent, defenseless children and young people who should have been enjoying one of the most memorable nights of their lives," British Prime Minister Theresa May

said after the attack.

The pop star responded to the horrific act on Twitter.

Less than a day after the attack, Grande suspended her Dangerous Woman tour. She returned to Manchester 13 days after the attack to perform a benefit concert on June 4 for the bombing victims, enlisting friends and fellow superstars to perform including Bieber, Cyrus, Katy Perry, Liam Gallagher, Chris Martin, and Pharrell Williams. Before the concert, Grande visited fans who had been injured in the attack, and she also offered 14,000 free tickets to people who had been at the May 22 concert.

Grande resumed her tour on June 7th in Paris, posting in Instagram: "First show back tonight. Thinking of our angels every step of the way. I love you with all my heart. Grateful for and incredibly proud of my band, dancers and entire crew. I love you. I love you."

The following year, the singer revealed that she was still feeling the effects of post-traumatic stress disorder from the event. "It's hard to talk about because so many people have

suffered such severe, tremendous loss," she told British Vogue. "I don't think I'll ever know how to talk about it and not cry."

Awards

Among her many accolades, Grande has won six iHeartRadio Music Awards, five MTV Video Music Awards and three American Music Awards. She has also earned 12 Grammy nominations and one win.

Acting

The pop diva returned to television with a guest appearance on Scream Queens in 2015, and she hit the big screen in a cameo appearance in Zoolander 2 in 2016. She also starred as Penny Pingleton, Tracy Turnblad's best friend, in NBC's Hairspray Live! in December 2016.

Grande has also become a popular host of Saturday Night Live, bringing her musical and acting talents to the show, including uncanny impersonations of fellow pop divas Britney Spears, Shakira, Rihanna, Celine Dion and Whitney Houston in a skit spoofing the streaming service Tidal.

In February 2020 Grande made a guest appearance on season 2 of Jim Carrey's Showtime series Kidding.

Fragrances, Charities and Social Media

In addition to her musical and acting projects, Grande has launched two fragrances "Ari by Ariana Grande" and "Frankie by Ariana Grande" with her brother Frankie Grande.

When she is not performing, the pop superstar supports various charitable causes including Kids Who Care, a group she co-founded that raises money for charities in the South Florida region. She also has cultivated a massive social media presence on Facebook, Twitter, Instagram and Snapchat, and landed on Time magazine's list of "The 100 Most Influential People" in 2016.

Personal Life

Grande went public with her romance with her "The Way" collaborator Mac Miller in August 2016. The pair split in May 2018 after almost two years of dating. "I respect and adore him endlessly and am grateful to have him in my life in any form, at all times regardless of how our relationship changes or what the universe holds for each of us!" Grande posted on Instagram.

On June 11, 2018, People magazine confirmed that the singer was engaged to SNL's Davidson, her boyfriend of several weeks. Subsequent attention focused on their affectionate social media posts directed at one another, though the couple found themselves in an awkward position when footage surfaced of Davidson making a joke about the Manchester concert bombing months earlier.

Grande was devastated by Miller's death from an accidental drug overdose in September 2018, a development that seemingly impacted her relationship with Davidson. By October 2018, the singer and comedian had split.

Grande went on to date Social House's Mikey Foster, before sparking a relationship with real estate agent Dalton Gomez. The pair got engaged in December 2020 and wed in May 2021.

Reflection Essay

As I lay down to reflect, I can say that my life's getting better, unlike the past few months that I'm suffering from depression. I thought I couldn't make it to graduation but here I am realizing and writing down here my reflection in life. I may not be the best student, but I'm trying my best to do my work and to be alive. I could say that all of our suffering right now has an end. Whether it's big or small.

Memoir

One gloomy day, my friends and I decided to go to a cafe to unwind. We got our own wheels and drove to the nearest cafe. Once we got there, we ordered a lot of ice coffees and some food. After that, we decided to go for a road trip. Those were some of my unforgettable moments in my life because my mom usually didn't allow me to go to far places and had a curfew. After our road trip, we went to the nearest McDonalds and got some snacks.

Facial Recognition

In a world of chaos, pain and suffering. As I look forward to seeing you again, It makes my trials and tribulations less hectic knowing that there’s a light at the end of the tunnel. At the end of the day I’ll see you again. You make me happy. Tall boy with dark hair and shy smiles and who smells good. I was in love. He was my type, manly and he had a smile that could save humanity. He’s supportive and encouraging. He always pushes me to do better . He has a unique voice and I realized, his voice is my favorite sound. He is wonderful in everything he does. He never really spends much time caring about he dresses. He keeps it simple all the time with his simple white round neck shirt and black sweat short. I love how he’s open minded and just vibe whatever I talk about. He have great strength and he always have a goal in his mind. His arm is

well-shaped. His eye are everything. Thick eyebrows are my favorite and also his long eyelashes he doesn’t deserve. He looks so perfect for me. His body was fit. He mean everything to me that’s why I like him so much. He wears strength and darkness equally well.

The man has always been half goddess, half hell. He is benevolent and easy to be with. Not only of his physical appearance, that made me fall in love, but the loving personality he has. He has one of those charismatic personalities that are hard to find as of now. He is a kind man, a gentleman one.

Travelogue

Hidden Beauty of Siniloan

October 30 year 2016, our family decided to go to a place where we can unwind. My mom is working at the Schools Division Office and guess what? They will be having a hiking at October 30 also, so we decided to come with them. Hiking with the higher officials of DepEd, it’s kinda awkward but it’s okay. I thought that I will be having a hard time socialize with them but I was wrong, they are amazing and very friendly that made our adventure more memorable.

The experience we’ve had before during and after our hiking was irreplaceable. I remember when were on our way to Siniloan, I vomited because the roadgoing to Siniloan was very curved and I feel so dizzy that time. That was an epic experience for me. When we finally reached our destination, we’ve had our orientation about the do’s and don’ts during hiking. The tour guide told us that the hiking will last for hours. I was so shocked that time, “Will I survive this?” I said to my cousins and we started ranting about it. During our hiking, I and my cousins kept on asking our tour guide, “Kuya we’ve been walking for almost five hours, when we will reach our destination? We are so damn tired”. Our tour guide was a liar, because he kept on saying that were near but the truth is were not yet near. After walking for almost six hours, finally we’ve reached our real destination, I thought it would be a normal hiking experience but I was wrong, the perfect flow of the water from the peak of the mountain turned my poker face into a very amazed one like a kid. A very beautiful twin waterfalls. I was so amazed and overwhelmed. We didn’t care how tired we were because the crystal clear water of the falls encouraged us to swim.

After that very tiring day, I realized that it’s okay to be tired because it’ll be worth it, and I realized that God’s creation is really a blast.

Self-Obituary

“If I could just turn back the time, I will correct all of my mistakes and wrong decisions in life.” As a teenager, we are known to be vulnerable, we are soft and weak that’s why we tend to do things that were not good for us and others.

I overthink, and overthinking kills my happiness. I usually think negative thoughts, which hinders my productivity because all that I think was everything that I do is a failure. I distanced myself to others and even to my parents and friends. I always feel that I’m such a disappointment to everyone. I always sleep late, staring at the ceiling and thinking of some random thoughts.

Everything’s a mess. Everything in me was a mess. I let other people come and go, I let them hurt me and leave me hanging on air. I made some quick decisions in life that brings a huge impact on what I am as of now. I am slowly dying.

Everything we do has an equivalent consequence. I nearly died not physically but emotionally. “If I could just turn back the time, I will correct all of my mistakes and wrong decisions in life.” We can’t deny the fact that the past are still ghosting us. Some will say that if they will be given a chance to change everything from the past, they will change some decisions they did; but I do believe that I will not be here today if I changed some events from the past.

Every little thing that I did before has been a great part as who I am today. Life is short and we should not be regretting about everything we did before. We make mistakes and I think it

is the stepping stone for us to achieve our goals. We grow from different aspects and I think it’s normal.

We can no longer go back to what we once were, but we can make the best of a bad situation and appreciate everything instead of regretting from the past and everything

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Yeah, I'm Gonna Regret It

Based on Quit by Cashmere Cat (feat. Ariana Grande)

(A homophobic slur is used, fair warning)

((If you’re on a laptop, play thunderstorm sounds while listening to Quit while you read this for the full effect))

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The incessant cracks of thunder and lightning that waged war with the sky outside had nothing against the storm brewing within the four walls of the room where Lauren and Camila resided. Tears rolled down their faces like rain against the windowpane, their words flying faster than the wind that tore at the trees. Their resolves were shaking like the foundations of the building and one of them was bound to crumble to the ground.

“You’re a fucking bitch, you know that Jauregui?” Camila bellowed, her finger pointing at Lauren accusatorially.

“Says the one who keeps running off and fucking guys to fix her problems!” Lauren countered, her hands flung in the air in disbelief that the brunette was trying to come at her like this.

“The only problem I have is you!” The brown eyed girl yelled, stepping closer to Lauren to exude some kind of dominance, considering she was shorter than the other girl. “You think that you’re all high and mighty, that everyone is in love with you. Well newsflash! I’m not!”

“Then stop coming to me every night begging me to fuck you!” Lauren nearly screamed, her chest heaving and her body gravitated towards Camila, their breath mingling as their eyes bore into each others.

“Like I would ever beg for sex from a fucking dyke,” Camila spat, her voice low. She knew her words had the desired effect when she watched as Lauren’s eyes changed to a dull grey, even if she knew she’d regret the words she spoke later.

Lauren glared down at the shorter brunette, making sure she knew how much her words had hurt her, before speaking, “Fuck you, Camila.” With that, the green eyed girl stormed out of the apartment, slamming the door so hard a picture frame fell off of the wall. And much like the aftermath of the storm, Camila was left to pick up the pieces of what she destroyed.

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Camila pushed through the crowd at the over capacitated club. Sweaty bodies meshing together under the flashing lights with the bass pulsating through their bodies was not Camila’s thing, but she needed to find her next conquest. After Lauren ran from Camila, the brunette hadn’t had any contact with her. It had been a week and Lauren had basically removed herself from Camila’s life, and though she would never admit it, it was killing her inside. She missed Lauren’s eyes, her raspy voice, her soft skin, her gentle touch..

‘Stop, Camila. She’s gone, and it’s your fault,’ Camila chastised herself. She continued to weave her way through the mass of people, determined to find a guy that can actually fuck her. She’s been doing it for months, but no one ever seems to compare to a certain green eyed cuban, which absolutely terrified Camila to no end. Because up until the moment she met Lauren, she was straight, and guys had satisfied her in every way. One accidental drunken hookup between two best friends later, and Camila’s entire life was in shambles. So she started sleeping around with guys, hoping nothing had changed within her. But no one could ever satisfy her, not like Lauren. She would always crawl back.

Spotting a good looking guy at the bar, Camila smirked as she made her way toward him. Leaning over his shoulder, she husked into his ear, “You look like just the kind of guy I need.” She made her way around him, her hand trailing across his shoulders, and sat down on the bar stool by him. She glanced at his features; black pompadour styled hair, neatly trimmed stubble, bushy eyebrows, jawline chiseled to perfection, covered in tattoos, etc. He was pretty much perfect. The only complaint Camila had was that his eyes weren’t green.

“And what exactly is it that you need?” The man asked, his accent thick and his voice low but raspy. Camila leaned forward, invading his space, her eyes flickering between his lips and his eyes. She looked up at him seductively, her bottom lip trapped between her teeth, as she spoke.

“To be fucked.”

The man chuckled, swallowing thickly due to his obvious desire. “I believe that can be arranged.”

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Lauren groaned when she heard her phone vibrating on the night stand. Rolling over, she mumbled incoherent complaints as she grabbed her phone, seeing Camila’s name light up her phone. Instantly, Lauren was wide awake. They hadn’t talked in a week, on account of the Latina completely destroying Lauren with her words, but seeing her name on the screen in front of her still made her heart race.

She hated it, she absolutely hated the feelings she had for her friend. They made her forgive her for treating her like shit. They made her answer her every beck and call. She had no regard for her own self when it came to Camila because of these stupid feelings she had. 

They also made her pick up the phone.

“It’s three in the morning, what the fuck do you want,” Lauren asked coldly.

“Lauren I-I’m s-s-sorry I’m so s-sorry," Camila said, her voice shaky most likely due to crying. Lauren felt her heart clench for the girl but reminded herself to stay cold, for her own sake.

"Sorry doesn’t make what you said to me hurt any less.”

“I-I know and I h-hate myself for sa-aying it,” Camila spoke through her sobs.

“Why are you calling me now anyways?” Lauren asked curiously as she laid her head back onto her pillows.

“I- We need to t-talk.”

“What, now?”

“Can I come over? I need to get this off my chest,” Camila asked, finally calming down enough to speak a complete sentence without stuttering.

Lauren looked at the clock and sighed. She knew she wouldn’t be getting more sleep after this call either way, and she would feel awful for not letting Camila talk to her (even though she didn’t want to talk to her).

“Fine, hurry up,” Lauren huffed defeatedly.

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Lauren opened her door and was immediately flooded with everything that was Camila. The Latina threw herself at the green eyed girl the moment she saw her, wrapping her arms around her waist and burying her face into her shoulder. Lauren felt like all the air was knocked from her lungs, but it wasn’t just from the impact. Just being in Camila’s proximity made her weak, and she craved this feeling, of being in her arms. Whenever the brunette was close to her, the voice in Lauren’s head that kept telling her to leave Camila would cease to exist. Or maybe she just couldn’t hear it.

“Come on, let’s go to bed and we can talk,” Lauren mumbled, her hand rubbing Camila’s back soothingly as she led her to her room.

“Do you need some clothes to sleep in?” Lauren asked Camila, who only nodded. Lauren threw her a pair of shorts and one of her band shirts before crawling back into bed, Camila immediately following once she was changed. They laid on their backs, staring at the ceiling, until Lauren broke the silence.

“You’re never this quiet,” Lauren stated, “what’s on your mind?”

Lauren could hear the shake in Camila’s breath. “How can you just.. let me in like this after what I said?”

“I don’t know,” Lauren answered honestly, and she really didn’t know. Camila was just her weakness.

“I don’t deserve this, I don’t deserve you,” Camila spoke, her face buried in her hands.

“You’re right, you don’t,” Lauren started. Camila seemed taken aback at Lauren’s honesty, even though she knew she was right. Camila didn’t deserve Lauren at all, and she hated that it was her own fault.

“But it’s my fault I keep letting you back in,” she finished with a sigh, grabbing Camila’s hand and pulling her body into her own, wrapping her arms around Camila’s shoulders while the Latina laid against her chest. Lauren felt hot tears fall against her skin as Camila began to shake with silent tears.

“What’s going on, Camz?” Lauren asked as she held the girl tighter, knowing it calmed her down when she was upset.

“Y-you were.. you were r-right,” Camila whispered between cries.

“About what?”

“Me, sleeping around with guys, it.. it does nothing to solve my problem,” Camila spoke with a small shrug, the green eyed girl noticing her singular use of problem.

“What problem?” Lauren asked curiously.

A very tense second passed as Lauren waited for Camila’s answer with bated breath. She could tell that the brunette was on the verge of saying something but was probably too scared to say it.

“The meaningless sex.. I was trying to change something, something in me, but I just.. it never works.. I-I’m not-” Camila was cut off by a loud sob at the end of her sentence.

 "You can tell me, you know that right?“ Lauren whispered, trying to calm down the girl in her arms as she threaded her fingers through long brown hair.

"That’s the thing; I can’t. You would judge me, call me a hypocrite, leave me..” Camila trailed off.

“You know I’d do none of those things,” Lauren spoke soothingly.

Camila balled Lauren’s shirt into her fist as she tried to get the courage to say what she was feeling, but she couldn’t get the words to come out of her mouth. It was like they were stuck to her throat like peanut butter and she hated feeling like this.

“Camila.. are you gay?” Lauren asked timidly, trying her best not to scare her friend away. Instead, Camila began crying heavily, sobs wracking through her entire body while Lauren just held her, whispering sweet nothings in Camila’s ear as her shirt became soaked with tears.

“That’s why you lashed out on me, isn’t it?” Lauren asked, to which Camila just nodded as she continued crying against Lauren’s chest. Lauren understood now. Their hookup, the one that made Lauren realize her feelings for the brunette, made the brunette realize she was into women. The fucking guys was to try and “fix” herself, which apparently never worked since Camila always crawled back to Lauren. And Camila calling Lauren a “dyke” was her aiming her own repressed feelings at the green eyed girl.

“Just because I understand where you’re coming from doesn’t mean I forgive you for how you treated me,” Lauren spoke once Camila stopped crying. The brunette sniffled but nodded solemnly.

“I know you don’t but.. maybe.. I can make it up to you?” Camila asked, finally looking Lauren in the eyes for the first time that night. Lauren looked at her expectantly and before she knew it, Camila’s lips were on her own. Against her better judgement, she kissed back. She felt like she was on fire, and they were barely moving their lips against each other’s. Camila tilted her head, effectively deepening the kiss, and Lauren groaned greedily into her mouth before grasping at the back of the brunette’s head, pulling in her deeper. Camila’s mouth made it’s way down Lauren’s jawline, kissing down to her neck, and whispered into her ear, “Let me make you feel good.”

Lauren could feel her heart pounding in her chest as Camila’s lips attacked her neck. The voice in her head long forgotten, she let Camila have her way like always. She knew she was going to regret it, but Camila was her drug, and she couldn’t quit her.

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