#I'm gonna miss her so bad
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on loneliness
jenny slate / japanese breakfast, posing for cars / corinne von lebusa, big glow / dadushin / alejandra pizarnik, tr. me / fka twings, home with you / avocado_ibuprofen / fiona apple, left alone / anne carson, “the anthropology of water”, plainwater / kiki smith, free fall / alejandra pizarnik, diaries
#hi my post#oooooohhh this is just a compilation of my own feelings lately#i know i have a red de apoyo i know i have my dearest friends but it's so hard to not feel alone when we're so far away#idk i just miss school and having someone to talk to everyday i'm not a text gal i need to hear your voice i need to see you i need someone#to caress my hair i need contact i need closeness i need to know somebody hears me#it's not all bad i do love my solitude but i just .... i just think in a room full of people nobody would choose me#lol i'm gonna stop now i just always use my tags as a venting space xd#also yes i had the audacity to translate alejandra pizarnik but i just couldn't find that bit already translated and i really wanted it her#web weaving#on loneliness#loneliness tag#being alone#jenny slate#japanese breakfast#posing for cars#corinne von lebusa#dadu shin#alejandra pizarnik#fka twigs#home with you#fiona apple#left alone#anne carson#plainwater#kiki smith#parallels#poetry#prose#words#lyrics
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just smile and nod y'all
#been unable to draw due to the horrors for a while and this is the first thing i can spit back out. eva my friend eva.#i'm sure i've talked about farkhad's situation with this ^ (he's the first brown haired monobrowed gentleman in this instance)#it's in his tag. somewhere. surely.#eva yan#she doesn't mean to </3 andrey just surrounds himself with a specific company#my art#eva. i missed her so bad.#pathologic#i was gonna add ''respectful'' in that list because i think farkhad is/was especially respectful in a gentlemanly fashion but considering#dankovsky [the 2nd gentleman in this instance] literally has a line where he can tell her he'll help her khs if she's too much of a coward#well i don't think it's fitting for him.
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arlo trying to wink
(for @c-estmabiologie)
#critical role#criticalroleedit#candela obscura#candelaobscuraedit#arlo black#laura bailey#gifs#*#*cr#*request#cr spoilers#laugh tag#scheduled#48m CO1x03#(timestamp adjusted for youtube; it's 1h3m on twitch)#SHE'S EVERYTHING. i'm gonna miss her so bad
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I'll do something for pride month once I finished my exam but saw this one silly little Felix sketch from the SAH charity live stream and I miss my girlfriend so here he is, redraw.
#She is such a cutie patootie.#Missing my wife everyday I miss him so bad did I just said I miss her? I didn't actually I miss her so so so so MUCH....#Oh yeah I got CSP for a while and decided to actually give it a go than not use it again.#I'm gonna spat out my hc that Felix is full on Thai... Plus she's Bigender using she/he and Bisexual obviously.#Ehyewayyruyiepeor#I'm actually losing it.#felix iskandar escellun#felix last legacy#last legacy
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They went to bed together and said here cry some more 🥲🥲 seriously this is too sweet for me to handle at 3am (gonna need therapy after that transfer window)
Also lucy you're missing aitanas story but oh well at least you found your phone again
#chaos queens said f*ck it I'm gonna let everyone know I'm down bad for you#gonna miss these friendships so much#not ready for her actual leaving post#lucy bronze#woso#life is hard when babygirl is a 32 year old footballer with one good knee who loves to toy with her fans#ona batlle
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decided to leave my job and i'm gonna fr gonna cryyyyy
#literally can't work with my new boss bc i can't trust her#she went to the head of the department with complaints abt me without ever speaking to me or giving me any indication she was unhappy#and various other reasons im not happy w management and the school in general#HOWEVER#i love the kids sm and im gonna miss them and worry abt them 😭😭😭😭#im literally scared for some of them bc it feels like the other teachers have no empathy for some of my favorite kids#one of them who is so so sweet and when he cries i'm the girst to comfort him bc everyone else thinks he needs to toughen up ���#also my new boss sucks so so bad and is gonna be such a bad influence on him and all the other kids#and my main co teacher said she's gonna quit if i do so i cant even beg her to look out for my babies and take care of them 😭💔#and it would be unprofessional to mention any concerns to the parents but genuinely some of the kids would be better off elsewhere#like im actually worried about it#i dont want some of the really sweet sensitive kids to lose their sweetness bc they're being treated unkindly#and the worst bullies and spoiled kids are the ones the teachers dote on#so it encourages some of the sweet ones to act out for attention#anyway 💔#i really do need to go tho#and i'm sure i'll love the kids at my new job#but im so sadddd#also its unlikely i can find a well paying job w this age group even tho i love this age group#its basically impossible not to get attached to them at this age and i get to pick them up and hold and cuddle them and stuff#and you cant really do that with the older kids sadly#literally on the verge of tears even seriously thinking abt leaving#things have been p bad for a while due to management but i never seriously considered leaving bc i love the kids so much#but i literally can't see a future here#and my new boss clearly hates me and im worried she's going to try to get me fired#she already made up a bunch of lies about me and its only been three weeks#anyway i only make 15 an hour so hopefully i'll at least get more somewhere else and i know i'll still love the kids#its just really hard#which is why i've stayed this long#i was p unhappy before my new boss even started bc of the way they treated my old boss
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nononononono they're not allowed to say Silksong got a rating in Australia and THEN announce an Indie World. this isn't okay. This is NOT OKAY.
edit: this aged like milk nevermind 🤡
#I'm going to become the most annoying person#more than I already am#hollow knight#hollow knight silksong#guys I need this game so bad I need my girl Hornet to come back I miss her..........#if they're playing with us I'm gonna be so upset yall
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The. (2)
#fire emblem#feh#WAS. GONNA POST THIS SO KUCH EARLIER but i was so exhausted i needed to take a nap#then right after hung out w my sister LMFAOOO no time to be Making Poasts ...#I NEED. to get this out of my system though bc it was SO SEVERE. got hit w the overwhelming#I MISS SHARENA. I MISS HER SO MUCH. WHERE IS SHE. I NEED TO DRAW RIGHT RIGHT NOW OR I'M GONNA THRUP feeling#i'm TELLING you. it sneaks up on me. and when it hits IT HITS ME SO BAD........... I'M GOING TO BURST INTO TEARS ABOUT IT#i can never put it into words but like. i think moe and sharena are cursed actually. just a bit#curse being Really similar personality traits/levels of intensity But. somehow almost impossible to be on the same page about it.#they share a braincell. they're constantly bouncing off each other. they have to work So Hard. to actually understand each other.#CREATES. SUCH A DYNAMIC. so prone to chaos (for better AND worse)#anyways.. i def needed a break from my project LMFAO and to get used to New Pen... i can feel the difference.#will take some adjusting....#sharena#moe tag#summoner oc#my art#my comics#super. messy and low effort. but whatvwrr
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missing her*
*anita fite
#anita fite#dc#i was talking about cassie and remembered that awful solo she got#where we got a maybe 2 panel cameo of anita and cissie#i miss anita so bad#dc let her be a hero again#if you're gonna being cissie back you can bring anita too#after all anita's whole thing was that she was inspired by cissie to be a hero!!!! AND SHE DID WANT TO KEEP HEROING#DC DO NOT IGNORE WHAT YOU DID TO HER#ok i'm normal again#(lying)
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the way some people are acting about larian saying "no bg4 from us and no dlc" you would think they killed the bg3 characters where they stand and made it so you can't play bg3 anymore
#this is nutttttssssss#like idc idc i never expected dlc? or bg4??#given the um#..20+ yr wait inbetween 2 and 3 so#i dont want to hear arguements abt dlc either#i keep seeing 'karlach dlc was hinted at' bruh where?#a karlach centric dlc straight up would not make sense for like. everyone who's karlach died/did not recruit her#like given the wild ways companions could die/become unavailable. making any companion centric dlc would be. bad.#it isnt like dai where solas ends up 'missing' no matter your world state. like. ugh#also im still like mad abt how trespasser is 'dlc' but really#reeeaaalllyyy it was an excuse to add another ending to the game for more money#like if u didnt play trespasser....who tf know what state your inquisition is gonna be in come da4#I'm just cranky
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it's been a while since i've cried hard enough to have a headache but. sure got there today, babes!
#ghost speaks#personal#ripped my favorite tights i've had for 5+ years and can't replace#can't return my glasses#got ptsd triggered by going past my old church because i took a wrong turn because i was. crying about not being able to return my glasses#have been crying for a solid 40 minutes straight#am still incredibly aware of how isolated and lonely i am#my parents are on vacation so i won't see a friendly face or get a hug till sunday night at the earliest#just. doing BAD#(well. there is the faint hope that the office manager will take pity on me since her office literally cannot manufacture lenses#that will meet my needs)#(but considering i spent a lot of the last hour yelling and begging out loud trying to work out a maximally sympathetic pitch)#(and also dreading 1-2 years of not having transition lenses because theirs fuck with my color vision)#(i'm not sure the hope makes things. better?)#i am gonna. make hot chocolate because it sounds like a marginal improvement over crying without that#the last time i couldn't stand up or i'd start crying harder was yesterday but boy did i not miss it#i thought i might feel better in the morning. ha. ha ha. ha#(like i know this is temporary i'm just. i just. i am so tired and SO stupidly ridiculously incredibly upset)#(like my emotional equilibrium right now is. not)
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My cat just ran outside while I was taking my dog out to the bathroom, refuses to come back while calling her and shaking food at her. Actively runs in the opposite direction. And ofc someone broke the laser pointer I keep on my keys so I can't trick her back into the apartment. I'm so pissed that shit broke off, all my other crappy keychains are still attached. The laser was how I got her back last time she escaped but she'd only taken a few steps out and I was able to snatch her.
And I'm not supposed to have her so I can't even notify the apartment complex a cat is missing 😐 guess she's an outdoor cat now :/
#she chose a really bad time to run away#i already searched and tried to get her back for an hour#I'm dead to the world after 3.5 straight weeks of 12-13 hour shifts#i feel bad not caring but she made her choice. she wants to go back to being a street cat 🤷🏽♀️#she's spayed so i feel even less guilty if she doesn't come back bc shes not adding to the population problem#i'll miss her but if she doesnt want to be caught she wont be#the only reason she got picked off the street in the first place is bc she got stuck in an engine#any tips or tricks people suggest I've already tried them. shes not scared or lost. she actively does not want to come back#this cat is ridiculously food motivated and she still wouldn't come back as i shook the food bag and poured some in her bowl#if she comes back at all I'll be surprised#she's lived on the street she's not an indoor only princess cat who will realize it sucks outside. i know shes not gonna come back#I don't 'not care' really. honestly I'm furious she slipped out past me.#but atm i literally have 0 energy left. work has broken me. if she comes back hooray. if she doesn't wtf am I supposed to do#i don't have money for traps and if she doesn't want to be caught she won't#i just hope she sticks to residential areas :/#i just don't know what else to really do if I've done everything i can in my power to get her back
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i wonder how many people would stop bitching about the writing for this show if they could've binged it all and had at least one scene per episode where someone stated everything explicitly like that one scene w/ satan in futurama
#pay no attention to the man behind the curtain / ooc.#i aim to never be petty on main but i'm letting myself have this one season 2 finale day. i'm sorry but i'm a firm hotd enjoyer.#i see so many dogshit and like willfully uncharitable takes across the web it's WILD#like the way people will bitch about it not being verbatim from a FAKE MEDIEVAL TEXTBOOK#or claim something is 'bad writing' bc they don't like it. or it's 'filler' bc it's slow.#is a pacing in this show just ???? yeah kinda lol but jfc.... get your head out of your ass#'why is alicent camping? that's so stupid' idk man she just lost all control of her life for the SECOND time#and they're ALREADY TALKING ABOUT WHORING HER OUT AGAIN. WHY WOULD SHE STAY? THEY DID A REFERENCE TO THE FAMOUS DROWNED OPHELIA PAINTING#WHAT TO DO YOU THINK SHE MIGHT'VE BEEN CONSIDERING????#'daemon would never betray rhaenyra!!!' YOU'RE TAKING DAEMON TARGARYEN AT HIS WORD?? WHILE THE GHOSTS OF CHRISTMAS ARE READING HIM TO FILTH#daemon has CLAIMED he wanted things like the crown/total authority but REALLY he wanted his brother. he wanted acceptance.#WE'VE SEEN HOW SHIT HE IS AT RULING. HE HATES DOING THAT SHIT!!! HE DOES NOT WANT THE CROWN!!!! IT'S A SYMBOL!!!#'why is alys giving him these dreams?' SHE'S NOT !!! SHE LITERALLY SAID HIS FUCKING BED IS MADE OF WEIRWOOD DID YOU FUCKING MISS THAT?????#okay okay i'm gonna stop i'm stopping.....#i just think that people are still bitter about how got ended or have lost the media literacy for a weekly show#bc i genuinely see more dogshit takes about why the show is bad then i do like.... legit criticism which like... DOES EXIST KLJFDGSLK#negative cw
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Currently obsessed with the second vers Ashley's song from super smash bros and the more I listen to it I gotta agree
The instrumental really reminds me of Pinky and the Brain like the little March melody? A course singing about the main characters and what they wanna do? The little silly musical sounds in between the song? Little like Patb
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which also is kinda fitting for Ashley and red in a way?
They have that grumpy character and happy go lucky character trope going on which I love they're so silly
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#pinky and the brain#patb#wario ware#wario ware Ashley#rambles#idk having a fixation both at the time makes me think wow they're so connected...#(literally have just similar character types as the only connection to pinky and the Brain)#it's so bad I think I gotta work on that au some time soon I keep mentioning it but when I'm done cleaning I need to work on it#I already did sketches so let's see if a second and 3rd try will finalize the designs#always thought it was a missed potential for not nintendo not dubbing it in English??#it's actually way more fitting in the English vers cause in Japanese she's like yay I wanna make friends:]#meanwhile in English she talks about how she turned her teacher into a spoon cause she didn't do homework#or how's she's gonna cast a spell on you with combining idk kitten spit and grandmas wig in a pot like??#missed potential much#also yea I needed to like really ramble about thsi I remember like info dumping this on a server years ago but nobody really looked at it#which fair JEJDJDJ two popular yet obscure media in one? I barely met anyone from either fandom that knows/intrested the other JEJDRJRJ#please would be awesome to have moots who like both it would be awesome 🙏#Youtube
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i don't think i've had a single good day or a good night's sleep in at least two straight weeks 😁😁😁😁😁
#shut up kell#misery! unbelievable despair!#kell what's wrong oh everything. everything actually thank you so much 🫶#i don't think i've ever cried this much in this little time. it's every other day right now#cancelled all my plans. can't even go outside to see my best friend for two seconds to grab her spare key in person. just a write off here#people at work are noticing. can't tell anyone what's really going on bc they'll pity me. and it'll do no good.#didn't finish raw last night and don't even care that i'm gonna miss part of smackdown on friday. that's how fuckin bad i'm doing.#and it will not get better 😁 bc the things that are really getting o me are unfixable in this current situation.#so i just gotta fuckin. wait to get used to this i guess.#just. tired. tired tired tired tired tired tired tired.#i'll delete this later and i'll be fine but i needed to bitch about it somewhere. thanks#i cry and i cry and i cry and i never ever fucking feel any better. i miss my baby brother and i hate that i fucking hate him
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Watching episode one of Voyager is like watching the first act of a horror movie
#also I completely forgot that Tom Paris was part of the Maquis - and that he was only IN it for like a week before getting caught#Tom saw Janeway action figure posing the second she met him and was like 'fuck I'm not gonna let her be cooler than me'#(she is - effortlessly)#they want him so badly to be a playboy bad guy but he's just...HEHEHE he's SO whatever#Quark what do you MEAN 'cash or credit' ???? do humans HAVE /cash/??? HEHEHEH#Tom saw Harry Kim and IMMEDIATELY is down so bad v_v#It's fun seeing some members of the original crew ~#'see you in a few weeks' OOF...........OOOOUUGHHHHH That hurts.......OOOUGH.#The Harry - Tom - Popular Guys subplot i s sooo highschool its crazy HEHEH#Tom thinks he's like the brooding bad boy but he's the nerdy girl who gets picked on until one day the popular guy says#'hey - leave Tom alone.' and smiles at him afterwards#'the ghost of those 3 dead officers came to me in the middle of the night and taught me the true meaning of christmas'#Harry (not well versed on by now ANCIENT childrens fables): ????what????#Tom Paris: It's a long story Harry and I'm tired of telling it.#Also Tom Paris two seconds later: IT ALL STARTED FRESHMAN YEAR.#I also forgot the Maquis ship went missing first and Starfleet was searching for debris...#how long has T'Pel thought her husband might be straight up dead?? How long has he been undercover? How long since they spoke???#(thinks about people whose loved ones died in episode one...thinks about them hearing that Voyager and some of its crew DID survive but#the person they loved did not - that there was never any chance of them returning)#Janeway's hair is so BRIGHT in this episode#'Harry - wait for me!' <- Tom in one line#I also love the creepy barn party 'don't look in there~! don't look in there~!' Voyager should have leaned way more into horror for REAL#Janeway's eyes widening when she sees Tuvok ~!! <3 she thought he could be dead!!! I wonder if she talked to T'Pel about it#Tuvok: (goes missing) Janeway: Don't worry T'Pel I'll bring him back to you if it's the last thing I d- (goes missing)#Caretaker after snatching up the Maquis: Starfleet has the chance to do something hilarious#Janeway (being stabbed): aa.. ..a!h...hh.. / Harry: (being stabbed) AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#Chakotay looking to Tuvok like 'do we trust her?' and Tuvok being like absoluuuuuteeeely <3 go for it <3#Tuvok's voice is different~!!! It's quieter~!! Interesting~!! I love him <3#TUVOK YOU DID /NOT/ GET /CHANGED/ BEFORE MEETING THEM ON THE ARRAY HEHEHHEE#'She wanted to know if she had time to send it...I had to tell her no.' AAAAAAAAA.....AAAA
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