#I'm really fucking scared

[somnolent-scout]

Emergency Financial Support

So right now my parents and I are broke. We can barely afford groceries and basic needs. We have no spare money to pay for plumbers to fix our bathroom or electricians to repair our outlets. We can barely keep up with our bills with our current house thanks to the fact that we are still paying for our old house. Our old house hasn't sold in months and we're starting to doubt whether or not it'll sell. We're currently paying for electricity and water for both houses. Even though we haven't been in our old house since July. Our new house is nearly twice as expensive than the old one due to the cost of living here being very expensive.

Yes, I have a part-time job. But due to the work laws in Washington for minors, I cannot work more than 20 hours a week. I make $15/per hour and I work two six hour shifts along with two three hour shifts. I work about 19 hours a week and I keep pushing the legal limit. I get bi-weekly paychecks, but taxes take nearly $50 out of each one. I should be making $285-$290 a paycheck. But the taxes turn that into barely more than $230. My mum has a job as well, but she makes even less than me. My dad has a full-time job and career. But the salary he gets means nothing in this state's economy. Pretty much 80% of his paychecks have gone into paying for the old house and the new house bills.

Due to the laws for minors in America, I cannot use any payment apps. I can't use PayPal, Venmo, Cashapp, GoFundMe, or Ko-fi. I cannot do direct donations. My commissions are still open and have been open for weeks now, but nobody seems to notice it anymore. I'm desperate for anything at this point. I'm down to $50 in my bank account and I keep having to pull money out of my savings to stay afloat.

Please message me for my dad's PayPal account if you want to donate money. I will take ANYTHING. I'll continue to do commissions as well. I'm sorry I have to beg like this but I'm scared we're going to starve. It's happened before and it could very likely happen again. I know this post will be buried under everything just like my commissions post was. But please, just share this and reblog this as much as you can. I don't want to fall into bankruptcy again.

Please share this as much as you possibly can.

[likehephaestionwhodied]

anyone else need constant human contact to know they're a real person? Like I haven't heard from anyone all day and I think I might be the only person in the world and I've just invented everyone else.

Of course on account of being the neediest person ever if I had just invented everyone, I'd always talk to them so this would never be an issue. The fact that I never let texts and stuff from friends sit too long before I respond/almost always have energy to talk to to people both supports and disproves the idea that I am alone in the world and everyone else is in my head. I

it sounds so silly but it's actually so fucking scary

[beanhusk]

affirmations

donna is going to remember 🕯️ donna's mind is not going to burn 💗 donna is going to be fine 🙏 donna is going to survive 🕯️ donna is not going to die 💗 donna is going to live 🙏donna is going to have a happy ending 🕯️ forever and ever amen

[gentlenotes-moved]

hey, you guys. life gets so much more fun when you let yourself enjoy the small pleasures of life, love your friends loudly and wholeheartedly, and let yourself be loved.

[graciousdragon]

OH MY FUCKING GOD

I JUST WENT TO MY LOCAL HOT TOPIC THAT I'VE BEEN GOING TO FOR LIKE. 5 OR 6 YEARS NOW RIGHT??

I GOT SOME MCR STUFF BECAUSE. OF COURSE. IF YOU'VE SEEN MY RECENT POSTING HABITS YOU KNOW. THE BRAINROT IS REAL

I WAS TALKING WITH THE CASHIER ABOUT THEM BECAUSE HE WAS ALSO A FAN AND HE FUCKING SAYS "you wanna know a fun fact? this is the hot topic the lead singer used to work at! :D"

FUCKING WHAT

GERARD WAY USED TO WORK AT MY LOCAL FUCKING HOT TOPIC?!?

AND AFTER I LEFT I LOOKED IT UP TO MAKE SURE HE WASN'T FUCKING WITH ME AND YEAH. HE WAS RIGHT. WHAT THE FUCK

SORRY FOR THE ALL CAPS THIS IS LIKE. WORLD-SHATTERING INFORMATION TO ME AND HE JUST DROPPED THAT SHIT SO CASUALLY WHAT THE HELL BRO. I NEEDED TO SCREAM ABOUT THIS SOMEWHERE

[jacensolodjo]

"there are SO MANY nazis in Ukraine and I'm gonna prove it by being antisemitic as fuck about the President of Ukraine" has to be the dumbest trend ever.

I'm like 99% certain this man's name isn't actually David Goldstein (if it is what in the FUCK). Congrats on like the Jewie-ist name lmao

That isn't how you spell 'goyim' and that's the fucking plural form you putz.

It took me way too many tries to realize he means fucking shekels which these days is the currency of /srael.

Ah yes, the typical antisemitic caricature. This shanda of a tweet would have been incomplete without it.

And let's not forget the vague idea that somehow Jews (or at least Zelenskyy) control the world (or at least the president of the United States of America).

I don't even know where to begin. ('Poifekt', really? I don't even have the spoons to deal with having the Azov Battalion patch on top of the /srael flag like what point are you trying to fucking make lmao actually scratch that i kinda know and I'm tired. )

I'm sorry does this say 'millions behind me'?

(also what the fuck is with 'oy vey' being used in places it wouldn't be lmao like would we not know you are apparently being antisemitic abt jewish speech without it?)

[heartbeetz]

I can't think of a proper caption for this. Ummm...

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[femslashspuffy]

They really made season 5 episode 7 "fool for love" like That and then they were like NOOOO WHY DO YOU LIKE SPIKE DONT LIKE SPIKE HES NOT GOOD

[trickstersaint]

vacation bible school activity: where did you find god in your life today? // february 18 2024

[wis-art]

Women, so pretty, so shaped, i am so lesbian,,,

[barghest-land]

night guards 🌟

enjoying my first rdr1 playthrough :') damn i'm gonna cry so much. i know it's gonna break my heart even more than rdr2 i'm not ready

[sergle]

something that I'm excited for is that my surgeon seems to be something of a fucked up Freak, and his incisions / stitching is so clean that the early "after" photos already look healed as hell

[haunthouse]

happy halloween valentines day!

[doomed-jester]

If I've taken away anything from the Quinton Reviews situation, it's to never reach out to people I admire because they'll publicly shame me for being weird and awkward

[nikoisme]

Nothing makes me seethe more than hearing someone say "it's fine that you're queer, just don't show it."

Like,, i think you are very much not fine with someone being queer if you can't, y'know,, handle seeing them be queer???

[magicaldreamfox1]

so i'm just thinking abt the reputation pete must have post-canon among main family bodyguards.

like as we know from pete himself, word travels fast amongst main family bodyguards and there must be a few who survived the ep 14, confrontation. obviously people would've known pete at least in passing, he's tankhun's head bodyguard that must mean something. and suddenly he's missing for a few days, rumour has it he went to the minor family's house (with the fit tankhun threw (rightfully so) surely people would've heard abt it right? right) and everyone knows what happens to bodyguards who are sent to the minor family's house. except pete returns and word spreads fast about that too. pete returned, covered in blood and injured but alive. then the family showdown happens, a lot of people die but surely a few main family bodyguards would survive. and they would hear abt it. pete left. he resigned. and they let him. which i'm sure not many bodyguards can say for themselves. rumour has it he went after vegas. and then shot a bodyguard of the main family dead for him. and that he's with vegas now.

vegas who has A Reputation, everyone knows that. so pete not only made it out of the minor family's house alive, he also managed to resign and then went to be with vegas.

and maybe they'd even see him sometime, pete coming to visit porsche or tankhun and he looks fine like he's doing well.

and like. they must be terrified of him. and like even when they get new bodyguards word would spread just as quickly. u don't fuck with pete bc pete has seen the worst of the worst of this world and not only come out alive the other end, he also willingly walked back right into it.