schlrship hib, plc to check, hm
Deja vu of not knowing past n feeling wn ppl say only hv present. Feeling of being in present n comfused pasts n sth, uh
Y saying things scry, hm, uh,
Hmk
Hmk brthng nt feel gd, hm uh hm
Ahz shi f. K
Glint n wtong n hoke like sound, is dictionary have all communications, hm, about words or saying sth or stff, hmkuh
Ideas n nthng, hm, this writing btr fr other arts nt itself? Uh
Perf art for whistl? Hmkhm
Nt fncy meeting room or restaurant, js say what's up, if can only do there, im confused
It's not sharig b read hm uh, curoisity n far,uh,
Y uh, no,hm,uh,hm,uh. Hm y hm no uh,hm
Hmkhm,uh,hm,uh,h,uh
Hmkhm,uh, int v form w characters, except the lawyer joke
Visual for a conceptualization of the lick, hmkhmuh, theorish
End hm physical, hm,khm,uh
Hm frm uh, n hm, ideas hm y hm uh hm k hm uh hm,uh. Hm
On the 1 hand i want to not ask, on 1 hand i dont want it to be begrudged or frustrated, on 3rd hand i love yr scripts n idk who else does similar besides pam. So idk, fk me w 4th hand? Hand you sth? Tlk w hnd? Hmkuh,hm,uh,hmkhm,uh,hm,hm,uh,hm,khm,uh,hmuhznchmkhmuhhmuhnchmuhkhm bk hmkhmuh m uh hm uh
Dreams hm, wt inflncs, hm, uh, hm
Hm idk, hm
Hmk thrw off? I stffd anml? I gvnup on. N wt. Gd
Butt touching clld cute? Even to baby? Uh, hm
Dmb bt lrn , hm, hw, nt chil b how show, feel cruelty
Hmkhm,uh,hm,khm,uh,
Hmkhm khm uh
Trailer hm uh hm n uh hm n uh hmn frtg, hm k eh, mybe, uh
Shr info nt hlp
Whrtr am i n experience n new ppl n nt lrn ir think? Hm uh, idk, uh, too grtfl? Uh,hm
Satire b uh, nybe,hm,toobif , hm,uh,idk, uh, hm, windrous? Uh,idk,uh,bd fr sx b relaxing lk a resort? Hm wt is it hm, hmkhm,uh
Jokes fone n unsurprising idk if predictbl b tv ish b fnny , hm y funny nt as parody, hm,uh
Hmk teth ice ih
H yh, real though nt fk, n uh, g say neolobersl b frusyrating bad esr tune ,uh,hm,uh, s
Ac sof hlp hmkhmuh,hm,uh
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theres something
something bothers me ,idk what,idk how to help it
i feel bad
not good bad but actually bad
i feel boring
i dont wanna feel this
theres something that i wanna change but i made everything so perfect for myself that now im scared if a move anything out of place my world would fall apart and so would i
everything is so good , im scared of ruining it becaus maybe im the problem
cause maybe everything wtong with my life is me and i just dont wanna see it so i keep blaming it on everyone eles but who is actually ruining me is me
idk what to do
i wanna change
change my clothes ,my room , my nails , maybe part of my hair , i wanna change my life but idk how
maybe its because i dont know wht i want it to be , idk what i want to have
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idk
my sis kinda (more than kinda) is a ASSHOLE. I can give Examplez👀,and I do love her but SHE IS A BITCH and there is nothing wtong with that but she gets hard to talk to and be with. Okay so the examples are 1) Like she has headphones and she is trying to make me go to the living room to watch my shit and to that I fucking say BITCH PLEASE bc Like who DOES that, and..Legit no FUKCING joke, My laptop is on like 30-49% on The sound thing because if I go higher, she tells me to lower it and I do to where its like in the 20-10% on sound.When I refuse to go to the FUCKING livingroom she goes, "Can you think about somebody but yourself?" and Im like ,bitch! When we were younger, you would fucking bully me ??? and you tell me to ,"Think about somebody other than yourself" and shes the reason im trying to not cry because, Im going to be 80% honest here, unbiased (bc shes my sis),Think about all the shit (and good shit) that happens...Shes fucking crazy.JK JK JK lol anyways, okay so Calling her fucking crazy is..idk but she is Always having mood swings,shes super rude to My dad,my brothers, And EVEN MY MOM sometimes and me, But sometimes shes really nice, sometimes she okay, sometimes shes the spawn of fucking satan (idk) and I dont know how someone could be that mean to their family,TO THEIR PARENTS! and I know im not the best and A good human being, But hey! I know whats good and bad,so...Idk how I feel. Shes my sis,shes my sis,shes an asshole sometimes,shes .... . . . ??? idk
💙 u sis but...hopefully she'll change 😅😅
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eveything feels wrong and my entire body feels wrong and every cell in my body is screaming “THIS IS WRONG THIS IS WRONG” and idk what to do abt it
nothing feels right and my entire body hates me and wants to die
I dont want to exist i dont want to be alive everything is wrong everything is wrong everything is wrong everything is wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong WRONG WRONG WTONG WRONG
nothing feels good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bad!!!!!!!! bad!!!!!!!! bad !!!!! BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD
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