#Jiraiblogging

[shushututu]

People seriously underestimate the long term effects of constant loneliness

"why are you so weird?" Idk, maybe because being completely isolated while growing up has destroyed my brain and now I'm nothing more than a human-mimicking creature that bases all of my actions on what I think is normal human behavior rather than just doing things naturally

[loser-starry-girl]

Reblog if it's ok for ppl to spam ur inbox with asks. A weird question? Go ahead! Ask game? Yep! A very personal question? OFC!

[megan3kk0]

[mimikyvvnz]

daily affirmations:

i will not be kind

i am not in control of my emotions

it bothers me when someone is in the kitchen when i plan to be there alone

i will be in the kitchen alone when i plan to be

daily affirmations:

i am kind

i am in control of my emotions

it does not bother me when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

everyone in the house has the right to be in the kitchen

i am kind and in control of my emotions even when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

[sanimstarz]

does anyone wanna rot on the floor w me while we meow at each other

[toxetta]

me checking this dumb stupid idiot app everyday like there's a daily login bonus

[ars0nsblog]

Me :>

[ch4nn3l4st4tic]

I was reminded a few nights ago I am still incredibly fatigued by headaches, migraines, and a stomach that refuses to cooperate..

Oh and y'know depression.

*showing visible symptoms* oh my god i need help desperately

*symptoms go away for one day* what if im just faking it

[sakurajirai]

I've decided to do the notes game since I've seen so many others do it. I doubt I'll get past 10 tho

10 notes: I'll brush my hair everyday

20 notes: I'll brush my teeth everyday

30 notes: I'll do my laundry

40 notes: I'll wash my bedsheets

50 notes: I'll eat at least one meal a day

60 notes: I'll do some easy daily stretches

70 notes: I'll clean under my desk

80 notes: I'll clean under my bed

90 notes: I'll eat two meals everyday

100 notes: I'll shower every two days

110 notes: I'll spend at least 5 hours outside of my room everyday

120 notes: I'll stop cutting for a week

130 notes: I'll stop taking 5x my dose of sertraline

140 notes: I'll stop calorie counting for a week

150 notes: I tell one of my friends about this blog

EDIT:

Holy shit I didn't expect that to happen in less than 2 hours, so new goals I guess but I'm gonna make them impossible on purpose

300 notes: I'll clean my closet

400 notes: I'll go on a walk once a day

500 notes: I'll stop cutting for 6 months

[underachieverinlove]

[shewantsyoubad]

I'm late to the party but DOPAMINE ADDICTED LAB RAT IS CRAZY. that's what I'm choosing #relatable #cuntdiva

[piko-chan]

[divinerightemperor]

i wish i could just live guilt free in my mentally ill body. i wish scars weren't so frowned upon.

[loser-starry-girl]

"Its my body. I can do whatever I think is best for myself"

I say as I starve myself deprive myself of sleep and cvt myself

[bladeechan]

Hmmmmmm