nothing hurts me more than coming on here and seeing people i genuinely care about, whether i know them well or not, talking about how no one likes them and mentions of suicide and stuff.
i get it, we all have things going on in life, and what those things are is none of my business, so i wont pry into it, but the thing is that i care a LOT about ALL of you, my mutuals whom i hardly know, the silly little people who show up on my dash every once in awhile that make me smile, the ones i talk to who ive known for not even a week, each and every one of you are super special to me. everyone on tumblr is.
if you think no one cares about you, think of me. if you think no one would cry if you were gone, think of me. if you ever feel down, or feel like giving up, think of me. if you ever need anything for any reason whatsoever, think of me, im always gonna be here for each and every one of you. even the ones i dont know, or barely know, you all will always be special to me.
it just really hurts to see people on here who think horrid things about themselves, and constantly drag themselves through the dirt when they are so much more than that. we're all one big family here on tumblr, we all mean something to someone, and you all mean something to me.
please guys, just try. try for that one stranger on tumblr who cares about you so much because you are special. you are loved. and we care. i care.
Haikyuu!! The Dumpster Battle is supposed to be a movie about the long-awaited showdown match between eternal rivals Karasuno Vs. Nekoma, but the truth is it's really a love letter tribute to Nekoma and a beautiful sendoff to the best match they ever played. Karusuno may have won the game, but it is the players of Nekoma who are the protagonists of this chapter of the story.
Nostalgic, right-in-the-feels stuff, all the members had their moment and I am soft! Highly encourage a big-screen viewing because the volleyball gets served way, WAY high! Even if you aren't already a fan of Nekoma you'll still come out of this movie entertained. And since it's hitting movie screens in more countries than your usual niche anime movie, it's a chance not to be missed.
Bonus: I went for a fan screening that came with a 33.5 bonus booklet and it is my favorite thing ever because it has pages with Furudate's chicken scratches and I live to see such drafts honestly because nothing like feeling your art level is finally on par with the pros; so inspired, ahahaha!
I started going through books on my shelves yesterday, mostly going on vibes and whether something is rereadable. I packed up a box of donations, separated the “read then discard” pile, arranged a Filipiniana shelf and a beloved faves shelf, and rearranged some art supplies, even throwing out a few things. Then I ran out of steam before I could tackle the mess that is my notebook hoard (both used and unused).
Today my typical chore is to clean the litter box (maybe after lunch). I am running the robot vacuum up in my room and will see about tackling the rest of the shelves a little at a time.
Note to self: maybe hold off on getting new print books for a while. At least until I tackle some of those “read then discard” books.
Second note to self: will tackle my closet next weekend and then maybe it’s time to book a donation pickup.