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#Just rip my heart out I guess
royalarchivist · 7 months
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[Context: While talking about how he lost his leg, Pac accidentally says "Felps" instead of "Cell"]
Pac: Felps— no, it was Cellbit. Guys, I got confused, it was a lot of trauma in my life, they bit my leg while I was awake and conscious. At that moment, I passed out, I don't remember if it was Cellbit or Felps, both of them were there.
[ Translation via @TZC_updates ]
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cerealbishh · 1 month
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"I relate to Bess a lot. I think that she is someone who is super quirky, I'm a very quirky person! Artist really struggles with feeling validationwith her art and they can be incredibly critical of themselves. And I think that Bess is someone that really cares about other people and I think I care a lot about people, too. Her temper is a little quick, for sure. And that was something that was exciting to play because normally, I try not to make anybody uncomfortable. So I think that was fun, to be a little more sharp and and to find that!" - Brittany on Bess(x)
#little voice#little voice apple tv#brittany o'grady#bess alice king#idc what anyone says i love her#and i wish i caught this while it was still on!#she just wants to take care of and protect everyone she cares about and her heart is so big yet she is unsure of what she wants and needs#i just wanna hug her#she's not perfect but my god she's trying#when she told elaine(?) that she's not gonna let louie get hurt i felt that#also her crying with king of the lost boys in the background bROKE me#i saw someone say that her singing voice is like mandy moore's and i definitely hear it#i'm glad she's surrounded by people who will fight for her and with her for her dreams and aspirations(benny priya louie her dad and samuel#because she also fights hard for the people she cares about#''bess the mess'' is sort of true but so is ''best alice QUEEN'' /hj#i guess by me saying that she's unsure of what she wants and it's that she's unsure if she's even worthy of a successful career#and that she's unsure if she's even worthy of her needs being put before other people's so she rejects those things because she's scared#honestly would've wanted louie and benny's roles expanded if we'd gotten a season 2 and we need to find out where dad is#cw: food#i honestly don't know if this'll make sense but her face looks like a cg disney princess's face... like the eye shape face shape and nose?#she's sooo pretty#actually relearning guitar and piano because of this show#i relate to her so much#it's ugly because it's in 720p rip
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lokh · 2 months
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when to worry about chest pain
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kalegreeneyes · 1 month
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uh oh i can’t stop thinking about a mcd fic idea !! uh oh!!! this is how i felt before i wrote burning and buried!! uh oh!!
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kingofterrors · 2 years
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More Laudna resurrection thoughts.
One thing I noticed that I’ve not seen anyone else mention is Laudna’s moment of paralysed silence when she first wakes up. This moment:
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Or more to the point, the voice that she uses when she first speaks.
Two lines: “I... I don’t...”, and “Have you found anything else out about your Mum?”
And both of them are delivered in a different accent than her usual voice as Laudna - in a much flatter English accent. We noticed during the previous episode that Laudna’s voice was a little more cockney and less Mid-Atlantic when her younger versions were interacting with Imogen, and that seems to have continued here.
Two takeaways.
Firstly, in this moment of awakening, Laudna is having trouble nailing down which version of herself she is. When FCG looks at her surface thoughts he sees a flip book of the memories she has been reliving in Delilah’s hellscape. She seems to be embodying a version of them in her first stuttering words to her friends.
Secondly, I can’t be the only one who’s noticed how similar Delilah’s and Laudna’s patterns of talking are. They share inflections, choices of where to draw out syllables and put emphasis. The accent is almost identical. My thesis: Laudna’s very way of speaking has been shaped by Delilah’s presence in her head for the past 30 years, until she speaks more like her than her younger self.
Oh, and one final takeaway: how freaking brilliant is Marisha Ray to have thought about this characterisation and put it into practice in this moment in an almost throwaway manner. Nobody’s noticed it, or at least nobody’s commented on it. But it says so much about both the moment and about her sense of self - now, but also when she’s stabilised. A woman transformed and shaped by Delilah in all the ways.
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amedouce · 8 months
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beedreamscape · 5 months
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Finished watching the episode! I'll have more to say tomorrow (which is already written but it needs to cool down in my drafts b4 posting) but I guess it confirmed that I still love the Crown Keepers very much and I love Aabria DMing and I've been asking for a comeback for SO LONG it still feels unreal to have them back for however long they stay 💕
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ripflemeth · 2 years
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so im playing wayfarer and im not flirting with anyone but aeran and aurora (my PC) have been getting along and they have been taking care of him and making sure he’s ok and shit so their bond has been increasing and then i reach this threshold
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and
idk yall
there was something so powerful to me about the bond being described as *loving*
like.... idk.... that really struck a chord with me and had a Huge emotional impact. and yes i know it’s just one silly little word, but ... there is something so powerful in building a loving bond with someone that really resonates with me
yes. yes please. let characters be caring and supportive and invested and found family for each other and *allow that to be called love* without there being the necessity of romance or sexual attraction.
thank you, wayfarer.
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coridallasmultipass · 26 days
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Finally got around to buying the Nikke profile stickers I want since I keep drawing dupes! Bought all the Bow Wow Paradise ones!! It was one of my fave events bc I love dogs and dog girls and Happy Zoo and ESPECIALLY Biscuit so much. As you can see, I got all the 'dog' girls as my showcase team, too, lol:
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Also, as an aside, I just got a new personal record in Overclock at level 16!! Which is why I remembered I needed to edit my profile when I went to check if it changed to 16 (I think I was at 12 maybe last time they ran Overclock in the Simulation Room).
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#nikke#biscuit nikke#dog girls#nikke goddess of victory#goddess of victory: nikke#side note i wish they gave the header icons for crossover events bc i have A2 fully kitted out and maxxed out#i mean. i still dunno anything about her besides the event in nikke but shes literally my top fighter lol biscuit is number 2#(but biscuit is number one in my heart)#i forget was i tagging these posts with my Plays tags?#Cori Plays Nikke#Cori.exe#Image.exe#Post.exe#wait shit i just realized leona is technically a dog girl too i JUST got her recently so this whole time i thought she was a fox girl#(bc of her colour palette)#i think in either her character story or in general counseling session she mentioned being a wolf#its just. who do i kick off the lineup then#like biscuit and liter are 100% set. jackal is ehh but always called a dog and bites a lot so. red hood has the whole wolf symbolism.#and poli... i cant take poli off bc the dog girl allegations are just too fucking funny#hmm i guess whoever i draw again between leona and jackal i will choose to keep there#bc ive had jackal on my wishlist since d outsiders and only drew her ONCE. i need to complete Exotic in my regular team hffff#i have too many tetras i havent drawn yet so i dont think leona is even on the wishlist any more im going for completion of roster first#(rip to all the event nikkes i missed ughhh)#but yeah. whoever gets the first star will earn jackals spot then out of fairness#i unfortunately missed a lot of potential leona pulls bc of a health emergency when her event was running ugh#but yeah. thats my post. i love dog girls. (and dog boys ofc but thats in a diff game lol)#also. man i need to find a new union. i think most ppl arent active any more and it did not have that name when i joined lol#oh just in case so i wont have to edit again if i wasnt using spaces:#CoriPlaysNikke
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emulation-0 · 1 year
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its so funny though that whenever i tell people about my dreams theyre like wtf are you okay? and only then i realize it is not a normal experience that almost every dream you have is essentially nightmare fuel
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backhugtrope · 1 year
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obviously i always enjoy a nam goong min drama but watching my dearest is the first time he's made me swoon
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pepprs · 2 years
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im discontent and tired but like too discontent and tired to put it into words i think. lol
#purrs#prefacing this as usual by saying that i love my job. but also… every single situation. EVERY situation. is a primal situation in one way. l#like either i am dying of hunger / thirst / sleep deprivation and feeling it so hard i can’t focus on my work or i am so stressed that i am#being chased into a hidey hole by all the pressures or i am projecting my parents onto ppl and reliving primal moments of abaondoment and ex#exclusion LMFAO. And it’s like there’s no wonder i am so fucking exhausted every day when i come home i have lived 746 lifetimes in the last#8-9 hours. but it’s just so insane and im so tired. i literally thought i was gonna have an anxiety attack earlier today and it was bc i had#health anxiety bc my heart was pounding so hard over my facilitation anxiety that i got scared my heart was legitimately going to give out a#and then i started spiralling and like. lol i don’t think that’s healthy. i just want the election to be over so fucking bad but also i cant#just throw up my hands and give up and hope for the best i am literally being paid to give everything i have to making the world better so i#im gonna do it it’s just i am so often like the youngest and least experienced person in the room and im insecure about that and also i am j#just scared like… as a person and it’s just a lot to deal with i guess. lol#guess i was able to put it into words lol. but the moments of me projecting shit are so annoying bc then i get mad and then my feelings get#hurt bc no one notices im mad but also i don’t want anyone to notice im mad bc im being stupid for literaly no reason so. idk im just#ear ripped tated right now over stupid stupid shit that genuinely does not matter and has no bearing but when it’s little things that build#up over the course of the day… idk. it’s just hard 💃🏻#delete later#this is abt smth that happened in a meeting today brw it’s not abt anyone including irls i saw today / this week i love u 😽#also side note i saw literally SO many of the ppl closest to me this week. like that used to be an almost every day occurrence and i think t#this week not only did i see… like not to name drop on my tumblr blog with redacted followers but not only did i see you markya and#david but i saw tirzah AND brandon AND radia. WTF!!!!! that’s so many of my favorite people all in one week!!!! :DDDDDDD#(omg pretend i put ‘you’ after all the ppl it applies to)
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lemoncake438 · 1 year
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How do u know if its love or mental illness?
#I'm so fucked up in the head#so glad I have therapy later#love#bpd#bipolar#fawn response#like ugh I am so fucking afraid of myself#I take a look at my past 3 relationships and I have absolutely devastated all three of them and I don't want to hurt anyone else#but I'm literally 3 for 3 in the ruining lives department and like okay yeah 1 and 2 eventually got over it and moved on but what if 3#never does? I mean I guess its all so new and raw but like I feel so awful. I feel like I'm never allowed to love again until I can like#not hurt people? but I think we are all always gonna hurt people. ugh love is so stupid I wish I could just turn it off!!#I wish I could just rip it out of my chest and fucking kill fucking beat the shit out of my heart so it never dares to feel or want again#and then I get surprised when I tell people that and they look at me like they're going to cry#why in the world should I be allowed to love?? when it clearly does so much damage??#and then its worse right because then when I love someone I google the symptom of every fucking mental illness imaginable. bpd. bipolar.#adhd. autism. you name it I've searched it. and like I have bipolar so then I start invalidating my own love. I tell myself things like#oh youre just manic and thats making you think that this person is in love with you. oh you're just manic you think you are the center of#everyone's universe. oh you're just manic you aren't actually happy around them they just enable your ugly illness#and then like the things in question that are making me think this as like totally valid and normal things#like oh you're just manic you think they love you- my brother in christ they remember the smallest details about me and always know how to#make me laugh. we can't lock eyes longer than a few seconds before we both smile etc etc etc#but then it gets analytical- you know? bc then my brain is like ok we have to disprove our own personal bartholomuel that nafty brainworm#but you cant logically analyze something like love I don't think#right and then like I'm so deep in this hole of analyzing I start running the simulations of all the damage I'll do if/when it ends poorly#because I'm a piece of shit and I always always always go stir crazy and lose myself in it and panic and try to run and then bury my own#personality and wants and needs bc I want so badly to be loved I subconsciously shape shift myself into their ideal partner#right okay so then I'm minmaxing it- I'm speed running the imaginary relationship in my brain start to finish every single day and living#in a fake scenario where we break up every single day thousands and thousands of times over and none of that even happened#its like- because I have to prove to myself that its pure and genuine love and not mental illness or attachment or pure lust allows this#evil part of my brain to just take over and go hog wild torturing me with all these awful situations that don't even exist!!
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breezy-cheezy · 2 years
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Stop getting me back into Trigun 😭😭😭😭😭my heart can't take wolfwood again
:D I've never read or watched Trigun ever and know nothing, nor what wolfwood is. I know this meant well but please beware of spoilers!
But YE I'm enjoying diving into Trigun lately, started reading the manga because I can't wait for more Stampede episodes, ehehe
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Hi yes. I only have the epilogues to read now (they're as long as a single, lengthy novel themselves...I will die).
But...that ending.
That ending.
W H Y
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mediasploshion · 2 years
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people keep making fan decendants so heres mine, he's just a little guy that likes to write his fanfics
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