Él ❤️🔥
El piensa que no lo amo lo suficiente y que en cualquier momento lo voy a engañar.
Si pudiera ver que me costó un huevo congeniar tan cabron como lo hago con él.
7 años pasaron y no podía sentirme cómoda y tranquila como me siento con él.
Sí, si tengo miedo de perderlo, yo sé bien qué es lo que quiero y como me gusta, cada segundo de lo vida es tan cabronamente valioso, no me gusta desperdiciar nada, y cada cosa que hago es con el propósito de sentirme viva y feliz, no, no tengo ganas de pendejadas diciendo te amo y buscando en otro lado lo que con él tengo, y aunque hay cosas que no tiene, wey, siempre le digo qué es lo que tenemos que hacer porque ni madres que me quiero quedar con las ganas.
Pero yo, yo no sé cómo se siente él, él está buscando una niña bonita, flaquita, de cabello largo, lacio, que no le guste la filosofía, que no piense en dimensiones y sólo se enfoque en videojuegos, y rutinas eternas cada fin de semana, una niña que no le guste la naturaleza al grado de estar descalza en los cerros. Él necesita esa niña que no se empute y defienda sus creencias con fuerza, una niña que el amor le dé igual y no pida cada día algo diferente porque hoy amaneció con una manera distinta de amar.
Ya sé, es difícil amarme, hoy quiero que esté pegado a mi diciéndome que soy hermosa y otro día quiero que corramos como locos por los puestos del tianguis para comer a lo desgraciado !
O hay días que quiero que me de mi espacio y que el se sumerja en sus videojuegos y a mi sólo me deje meditar, pero si algo es cierto esque no hay una manera exacta de amarme , porque siempre quiero algo distinto y con mayor intensidad...
Y esto mis amigos creo que él no lo entiende y creo que no lo está disfrutando, yo, yo estoy asustada porque la rutina me está matando, me siento como una mariposa en un frasco, y aunque lo amo y me gusta conectar con él y adoro cuando me deja ser, hay cosas que él hace que me cortan mi oxígeno. Yo soy transparente como un vaso de vidrio y él oculta cosas como un código de banco, yo todo platico, él pocas cosas me cuenta porque dice que yo no lo puedo entender porque escudriño, hasta entender y doy mi punto de vista y sí, estoy tratando de no hacerlo, sólo que no sé cómo hacer eso, siento que es como un "me vale madre"
Él quiere que yo sea feliz con detalles esporádicos, no entiende que yo soy feliz con la libertad y lo explotando , pero todo fuera de cuatro paredes !!!
No me encierres siento que me apago, no me tengas en la ciudad, siento que me contaminó, no me dejes de hablar como castigo porque siento que te pierdo.
Amar y ser amado está cabron y aún así no puedo dejar de amarlo pinche vato mamon
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Sevika crashing into a barstool, shaking with rage. “Give me the strongest thing you have. I hate teenagers.”
Horde Prime laughing bitterly, “Let me guess. Rageful lesbian who for some ungodly reason can punch through walls, her equally violent girlfriend, and a bomb expert who’s only pastime is to blow up perfectly good ships?”
Sevika: “YES. And then some moron gave her magic gloves so now she can punch through anything.”
Belos, who thought he didn’t qualify for this conversation because there’s only one lesbian in his group, “The gloves!! Who keeps giving them magic gloves?!”
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What do you think the types of drunk would the murder trio be? Im pretty sure ask dusttale already answered this question about dust but i have to ask the mtt expert
see now askdusttale DID answer the question. but they didn't ANSWER the question when asked what dust is like drunk. they just said that dust is the type to drink himself blackout drunk. so that mean i have total freedom on deciding what the mtt are like drunk hehehe (rubs hands together in a villanous way that you would imagine nightmare doing or something idk)
i already have an absolutely hilarious idea for horror and it might just because i'm on the guilt section of his character analysis but i could TOTALLY imagine him being an emotional drunk. like he CRIES. horror sans man known for being incredibly guarded and private with what he feels bawling his eye out. he gets mad he gets sad he does not get happy because horror doesn't have the right to be happy. he is too upset over the fact that he fucking DOOMED all of horrortale because of his selfishness and nothing can stop him from being incredibly vocal about that fact so much so that killer had to tape his mouth shut because he wouldn't stop crying so loud. and then he just silently cries until he passes out from exhaustion. the alcohol has an incredibly strong effect on him because i dont think he would drink regularly plus he definitely hasnt drinken anything in those 7 years of starvation. it hits like a fucking plane crashing into him. or like getting his eye taken out again. either one!
another funny idea i had for killer would be like the alcohol affecting him but he SWEARS that he's still sober. he is very confused when he starts stumbling because wtf he doesnt FEEL drunk??? why is he bumping into walls and tables HELP WHY DOES HE SOUND FUCKING STUPID???? the alcohol is definitely effecting him but he swears he swears he doesn't feel drunk. hes not drunk its just the damn body doing this stupid bullshit!!!! he's still very aware of what's going on and is basically the same as sober but just like. he's wiggly he's wobbly and oh shit he just fell head face first into a tv whoops. he'd also have a high tolerance because just because. he can drink without feeling like shit until he just blacks out mid conversation with someone because his body couldn't take the toll of all the beer or whatever. hilarious idea triglycercule thank you triglycercule i know
dust in the context that we already know that he drinks AND he can fight against the human while like partially drunk.... i feel it would be kinda like a giggly drunk situation. except dust doesn't laugh at anything that's funny he only laughs when someone gets hurt or something. SADISTIC giggly drunk. because i can already imagine a half drunk dust laughing his ass off after killing the human and its a beautiful sight to me.
anyways imagine how it goes when you pair this sadistic giggly drunk with another that wont stop going through the 5 stages of grief and another that keeps on fucking falling over for no reason in his eyes. dream blunt rotation but the blunt is a bottle of vodka. i can already imagine it in my head and its fucking HILARIOUS. horror going on about how he caused the deaths of others and manipulated and tricked papyrus while killer is just trying his best to keep his eyes open because for some reason they won't stop trying to close. he is surprisingly getting frustated. dust has long since lost his voice laughing at this and he's just silent wheezing at everything. also phantom papyrus is only making the laughter worse because he keeps on making rude comments towards horror and killer and only he can hear him and its guffaw inducing. mtt amazing friend group you dont get shit like this anywhere else
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Do you have favorite actors for the various roles in "Cyrano de Bergerac"? I would love to hear your thoughts!
I do! I actually rambled a lot about this while I was watching the different productions I could get my hands on (I tagged it "Cyrano de Bergerac" and "I talk too much").
My favorite productions are the one with José Ferrer and the one with Benoit Solès, and those actors make the best Cyranos in my opinion. Though that's probably something in part beyond the actors' choice, their dynamic with their respective Roxane and Christian are the best ones, I think, and I find how Cyrano moves around these two particular characters at the core of a good Cyrano characterisation.
José Ferrer's use of his voice, which is arguably Cyrano's true most characteristic feature, is unmatched imo (although McAvoy does a very good job with this too), and he manauvers very well several of the different aspects of the character, such as his playfulness, his shittiness and longing. By the end of the play you believe he is the most beautiful man on Earth. Cyrano, however, is a bit pathetic (not just in a "pathos" way), and I'd say Ferrer gives off an air full of dignity very fitting of many scenes, but that eats almost entirely this aspect of Cyrano; Benoit Solès manages this very well, while also playing well with some of the other ones, such as the playfulness, the longing, the pain and the despair. Both Ferrer and Solès are hilarious, tender, a bit shitty, vulnerable, playful and sad. Albeit neither of them portrays 100% what Cyrano is, I think both come pretty close in slightly different flavours, and by the end of the play one ends up being terribly fond of them.
My favourite Roxane is Clara Huet in the production with Benoit Solès, but Mala Powers in the 1950 film is a close second. I think they portray wonderfully Roxane's spunk, and her mix of honest playful cheerfulness and her haughtiness, her intelligence and wit, and how much like Cyrano she is.
I've not come to love for now any Christian as much as I've loved Ferrer, Solès, Huet and Powers, but again I think the Christians in the 1950 film and the Solès productions are very very good. I love the dynamic they have with their Cyranos, especially the one Christian and Cyrano have in the 1950 film, enhanced positively by the added scenes (they actually work so well in showing their developing as friends, their deep love and care for each other!). I don't want to expand too much on this to avoid spoilers (beyond the already known 'Christian dies' ones I mean), but some things they do with both these Christians are a thing of genius, and both feel vulnerable, kind, ready to fight and truly desperate at times; I like when they do that.
There's an Italian production which has a Cyrano I truly enjoy as well, despite how they dumbify him more than I usually like my Christians. His mix of anger and deep pain when he discovers Cyrano's feelings for Roxane were so well made, and his physical presence makes you identify who Christian is even before the play starts.
The Podalydès production has two different Christians. The one in the version on youtube isn't bad, but @ride-a-dromedary likes Éric Ruf a lot. I actually adore him based on the clips and gifs she's posted of him, but I haven't been able to find the version with him online, so I can't know. But he truly seems one of the best. Based on what little I've seen, I love his intense gazes and subtle gestures.
I'm not entirely sold on any Le Bret, De Guiche or Ragueneau yet.
I think the German musical has a decent Ragueneau in vibes, and the 1990 French film does as well. I found his poem made song for what I think is a Spanish production (I'm not sure if it's a fan creation based on the Spanish production), and while I've not been able to find that production online, the song works well in vibes too I think.
The German musical's Le Bret in vibes is very good. He encompasses well his deep love and worry for Cyrano while also being done with his shit. They truly feel like close friends. The 1950 film kind of combines Gaston de Castel-Jaloux and Le Bret into one character, which sadly changes Le Bret's dynamic with Cyrano a bit, but that's a very good Le Bret as well. The one in Solès' production is pretty good too. He has my favourite delivery of the scene in which Le Bret chastises Cyrano for risking his life sending letters.
De Guiche is complicated. I think productions often make him too pathetic and laughable or too bad, so bad it makes the last act kind of not make sense. The 1950 one, the 1990 French one, the Kevin Kline one and the Solès one are all good, but I am not passionate for any of them either.
And basically that's it!
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You seem to like it/its pronouns but doesn't it bother you that they are considered derogatory? I mean just the other day I heard a guy say some very disgusting things about a person who I'm guessing was trans and/or nb. I won't repeat all of them but he referred to the person as an it calling them a "thing" etc. I'm not trying to attack you or whatever, I'm just trying to understand. How do you feel about the fact that cis het ppl mostly use it/it's when they want to degrade trans/nb people
Hi!
So, I've heard "it" used as a derogatory term for trans people. I've also heard "she", and "he" used in derogatory manners towards people who are perceived as gender non-conforming (I say perceived because a man can be as cishet and may try to conform, while still being perceived as not - and vice versa with cis women).
Ultimately, I personally feel as though any pronoun can be used as a weapon when used in an attempt to misgender someone.
It/its is particularly well-known for this, since most people view it as an inhuman pronoun, and thereby mean to strip individuals of their humanity by assigning it to them.
When I take it/its as my pronouns, I am not only connecting myself to the world at large (by my own perception of it), but I am also removing a favored weapon from the arsenal of people who would harm me. Granted, there's no reason they won't just reach for another tool with which to attempt to wound me - but I won't deny there is some satisfaction in laying claim to something which cishet people enjoy employing against myself, and other people like me. This is no longer their tool against me; it is a part of who I am.
The use of "it" in a derogatory sense bothers me - of course it does. It also bothers me when trans women are referred to as "he" or "they" incorrectly. and maliciously. It bothers me when transmasculine people are bludgeoned with "she" and "miss" at any given opportunity.
I do not necessarily feel as though "it" is unique in how it is wielded against trans people - I think it can feel particularly heinous, but I do not feel that it is unique.
People who wish to do us harm will do so with any tools they have available. I am pleased to remove a set of tools from them in relation to myself, and I am grieved to know that it will still be wielded against my family.
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