#Make My Assignemnt

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[maildoxxed]

sometimes yougo to the dentist (gum diseases. wisdom teeth) and they anesthetize you with Heavy Dental Anesthetics and your mouth periodically fills with blood for the next 24 hours. sometimes you have to give a presentation the next day to on an assignment (architectural design piece obviously made entirely while on heavy dental anesthetics). sometimes you open your mouth to speak in front of twenty people (colleagues for next 5 years) and a design professor (looking at your project. visibly disappointed) to explain a project you barely remember making, and instead of saying anything a bunch of blood dribbles out of your mouth and onto the floor for a continuous three to four seconds

[prettylittlelifeforms]

i just need to type SOME KIND OF BULLSHIT and polish the turd theyre only 750 word essays but BOY can i not understand what the hell im supposed to be writing about. terrible assignment outlines too.

3 assignments due today (after getting extensions) with a risk of failing if i dont get them in and no clue what im doing for the 2 essays i havent started? couldnt be me (its me)

[acute-cat]

I don't think I'm intersex but perisex also doesn't feel to describe my experience. That's as good of a title as I'm going to get right now. For some background: Tumblr and recommendations have kept me in an intersex rabbit hole for a good while now. Large reason is that it is relevant to my irl activist work; to make responsible trans activism and also keep intersex rights on the agenda. Queer things and gender/sex are also "unfortunately" my special interests, so not engaging is harder than doing so. However, I am also a transfem with a lot of trauma from transmisogyny and cissexism, so many discussions relating to gender/sex and related biology can be triggering or at least heavy if I overindulge. Those reactions don't mean that the content itself is transmisogynistic, bioessentialist or cissexist. Triggers are sadly not rational. Sometimes they are still good guides to figuring things out.

What I notice most of all is my discomfort with the concept of perisex, because rationally it is a term that applies to me. I can confidently say that I am not intersex, at least in the most typical sense. I have had my chromosomes coercively tested, thanks to intersexist medical gatekeeping of gender affirming care and to my knowledge there was never a physiological question regarding my gender/sex (mis)assignemnt. The relevant questions are how is gynecomastia classified, whether I properly had breast development before HRT and if so what caused it.

It is hard to asses one's "natural development" after having been on HRT for years. All there is to rely on is memory, which is far from exact evidence. Having been fat as long as I remember, what might have been breast development was easily attributed to that as opposed to a atypical hormones. Biologically, this is also complicated by the fact that weight is a factor in hormone levels, with fat cells AFAIK contributing to estrogens. Since I started HRT through DIY, i.e. without a prescription or medical oversight, there is also no data on my hormone levels before medication. Altogether, it is a lot more complicated to consider one's "natural" development after having intentionally altered it for years. My point is not to say "I could be intersex but there is no way of knowing!" Even if we assume I had/have an intersex condition that would alter my hormones if it was not for HRT, that label would have no explanatory power on my current conditions because I have medically transitioned.

With all of this context, does the term perisex make sense applied to me? Does it refer to an assumed past state of my body and experiences related to it? The reason I have a negative gut reaction to this is that it reminds me of how a cissexist society treats me and other trans people with a bizarre obsession on our genitalia as infants. The difference obviously is that intersex activists don't assert sex as immutable, but again, triggers are not rational. The question I don't think I can answer is what the "perisex experience" might be, for a trans girl who was distinctly effeminate physically, socially etc.

My intuition is that there might be a need for some more nuanced terminology than a strict intersex-perisex binary. I feel this is something that really needs input from intersex people.

[murasaki-cha]

I have not read the past 2 and probably 3 tomorrow TCF chapters for only one reason

I am dying from assignemnts

I have literally been working all day today my eyes literally burn from staring at the screen. These professors have made it their personal mission to either make us go broke or drown us in assignments.

Istg I'm instinctively pressing Adobe Illustrator and Photoshop shortcuts on nothing because of how much I've been using it

I wanna read Cale's silly goofy atrocities so bad!!!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[bunnybeingbetter]

＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚　53/100 day of productivity 　˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊

{53% of the way there is crazy lmaooo}

finally posting again!! i'm so sorry!! i swear ive been productive though- but too disconnect to be able to post sighh

anyway:

✩ had a good breakfast sandwich of hashbrowns+coriander chutney+spinach+cheese=sandwich kjdshfbrkz w fruit. I'll make a cold coffee in a bit too!!

✩ i have three english assignments to revise for a better grade {my eng grade is dying iuhks}

✩ have a couple missing chem assignemnts to do ugh + assignments due for monday/this coming week + unit notes

✩ three Spanish assignments to do

✩ a global hist. assignment to do + unit notes

academically really disappointed in myself...gonna work on it...

[jjcocker]

godd itts almost over. but like having the one subject Im almost entirely sure im gunna fail att his point.

tthere was an assignemnt everyone except for Me was supposed to get at leasr a 6/10 to help in their grade . i however had to get like at LEAST an 8 becauss if I got a 6 id get a 5,88. And they don't round it up for some reason

i got a 7,3.

and jm scared because if this is the first subject I fail-- what if I fail more. i knowthat school is gonna do JACK for your life. but then does that make its only purpose be a source of stress and pure pressure,. because the only thing I will ever remember from school when I grow up, is that

like. School aint anythibf much bc I cant find where a polynomial is gonna help me get a minimum wage

but it also pressures students to hell and back. and then goes "ohhhh why are the students so stressed :(". Youre not gonns believe this, tia márcia marisa,

i think the weirdest thing is that my grades only slipped in my Least Favorite Subject. i. auhr.

[rrxnjun]

I know you don't do sequels but what do you think would have happened with Renjun and the main character in "when nobody's watching", I obviously think they got together and had a relationship and Renjun lived happily ever after jsjsj, but I don't know if you have a more elaborate answer or maybe a key destiny in your mind.

Another couple I'm curious about is Yangyang and her main character in "Im not angry anymore" from Jeno's fic I guess they did have something but I don't know if you have anything else to say about them.

pd: Go back to write something about Renjun or Yangyang or the 00 line, tumblr is a desert and I don't have fanfics of them :c ily

I really like making open endings so the readers can imagine how the story played out afterwards and what happened that i didnt decide to show in my story, but dear anon, if you really dont mind and want to hear my take on those universes, here is what i imagine happened 🌞

in when nobody's watching, renjun and the reader get closer and explore each others personalities, really discovering how it feels to have a friend that you can share everything about yourself with and not feel judged. I think after all renjun went through, he is trying to heal, which can sometimes cause him a lot of insecurity, but the reader is always patient and understanding with him. Obviously, i am a lovesick fool and i imagine those two ending up together, but that comes after a longer time of feeling comfortable in each other's presence and also the reader deidolizing the boy she's been pining over for years and realizing he isnt perfect and dreamy, but is a person just like anybody else - and still loving that version of him anyways.

when it comes to i'm not angry anymore (well, sometimes i am), you can see that its a little more complicated. Yangyang is very obviously a safe place for the reader. after having her heart broken by jeno, it takes her a while to get over it, and although she always has yangyang by her side, its a little hard for the boy to come terms with the fact that he was never the first choice for her. However, the two can't deny their growing chemistry that comes with hanging out together and the more the reader forgets jeno, the more she feels at ease thinking that maybe, maybe she could have something with yangyang that is worth exploring. and as we saw in i'm not bitter anymore (i'm syrupy sweet), the two of them are discovering a playful, but very deep connection that definitely blooms into something more <3 they were always destined to get together, it was just wrong timing for them at first!

ahhh dear anon i would love to write more for the 00 line :c i am a busy university student, however, so i must admit that i no longer write as often as i would like to, since dorm life is busy and assignemnts are kicking my ass 💔💔 the time and energy i have left for writing is now reserved for my current kpop ult and that is sadly not nct anymore, but is tbz (follow me on @sohnric plug plug) 😭😭 i do however have a mark wip that i really wanna write soon and also i need to finish that jeno entry for my simplify romance series 🤧 whenever i get over my current kpop hyperfixation i do always come back to nct tho, so dont you worry, my journey is not over with them for sure and i will write something for them again one day <3

[sadiests]

16th November 2023

01:12 - i went down to the study space so i could try and get some work done but i didn't. i hope y'all appreciate my little ziploc bag of grapes that is my snack

02:22 - i got bored so i switched to be sat in a different seat here i could look out of the wondow which was nice but i was tired at this point so it was off to bed. still no assignemnt but i can do it in the morning im sure

12:34 - the assignment took 2 hours, nice and easy, off to do a bit of actual studying now

14:20 - yeah so i had a nap... lunch was out of date reduced section cauliflower cheese which was actully really nice. i have to go to uni for a whole 1 hours today at 4pm so im killing time by doomscrolling on tiktok

21:36 - the lecture was boring and someone was sat in my seat so i had to stave off a meltdown. full on earplugs in, fidget toy in hand, reduced brightness on my screen, awful. i literally did nothing all afternoon and i'm off to make a processed chicken sandwich for dinner

song of the day - still sticking with taylor but going forward to lover for this iconic song that is unfortunately tarnished by a certain someone

[jonathanbyersphd]

Do you wanna talk about the Jancy exes to friends to lovers AU? I’ll listen to all of your brainrot thoughts cause we are in this together! ;D

Oh bless you Emily,

Ok so like obviously it's a very mutual but also INCREDIBLY depressing breakup but they both agree that even though they love each other SO MUCH they need to focus on themselves after everything you know? Anyways Jonathan stays in CA with Argyle Nancy goes to Boston, and they keep in touch/write each other letters. But then like sophmore year of college they're both back in Hawkins and have a tis the damn season moment and then Jonathan just stops writing to her bc he can't do it. ( it's a miscommunication moment and he loves her too much to be like a casual thing)

ANYWAYS, they generally avoid each other but keep tabs/updated via Will & Mike UNTIL like 1993. At which point Nancy gets transferred to the paper Jonathan works for (I'm imagining Seattle) and here are some bullet points I have so far:

They end up with desks next to each other the first day which is awkward as hell

Nancy is like can we be friends you're the only person I know in Seattle

Jonathan is very reluctant at first but eventually is like yea ok (he sees her eating lunch alone and is like fuck)

Jonathan lives in a kinda crappy loft apartment and Ted rents Nancy a whole nice big house in Capitol Hill (Jonathan is like how are you not lonely as hell)

Nancy calls Jonathan on Halloween drunk at the bar and he takes her home. (A very Hits Different moment for her tbh)

Then Jonathan (after seeing all the empty takeout containers) ends up making dinner for Nancy several nights a week

Nancy is adamant that she doesn't have feelings for Jonathan anymore and that's over (sure,Nancy)

Jonathan actually dated a bit after they broke up and if anyone brings that up to Nancy she gets pissed

Jonathan maintains that he's never been in love with anyone else

Nancy tries to hook Jonathan up with a coworker bc she loves avoiding the feelings she doesn't have (this backfires)

For his part, Jonathan calls her college bf a "yuppie trust fund douchebag" more than once

They're unresolved tension is slowing killing Mike & Will bc they just want them to get back together

Murray is involved somehow as well but idk how

I think they maintain this like friends era for a solid year

UNTIL THEY GET PUT ON THE SAME ASSIGNEMNT

AND OH NO THEY GET STUCK OUT OF THE CITY OVERNIGHT BECAUSE OF THE RAIN

AND OH NO THERE'S ONLY ONE BED

Anyways, I'm picturing a very cheesy When Harry Met Sally resolution except it's Karen Wheeler's Christmas party instead of New Years Eve

... But you know I can't take on another WIP so they will rot in my brain 😂

[koiukiy-o]

🦵🚪 <- this is me kicking down your door, let me in !!! i bring chocolate covered strawberries 🙇‍♀️ i can’t believe i missed a few orphic updates while i was gone … #fakefan 😔 but omg finals … i have a few exams to do in the first + second week of may & my finals are on the last week because i get out of school on the 29th which is absolutely insane because they extended the school year by a few days for literally no reason 😠

also i saw that you had a heat stroke :( i hope you feel better? i can’t imagine those being easy to handle, please take care!!

no, no!! listen to the writing gods >:) or else your flow will get interrupted & getting it back is the most impossible thing ever ( -> said by someone with a phainon longfic idea that may take them a while to write … if it gets too long, i’ll make it a series instead ) but we shall see ^^)

not much has been going on, just really bad seasonal burn out ( #academicvictim ) but i have about 5 weeks of school left, so i should make the most of it ☝️ i’ve been sleeping a whole lot lately though, so some of my energy has returned !! YIPPEE 🥳 i am so excited to be back & sending asks as 💤 nonnie!! as i await the day my sleepiness causes me to not click the “ask anonymously” button because it’s almost happened too many times for me to count at this rate 😱

— 💤

stop it you are the realest fan for staying here from the start !? oh my god school ending next month mustt be both the best and the worst news ever o//o i wish oyu the best on your finals hun <3

i did, but its okay because im feeling better now !! i just have to rest up a ton and stop Stressing Out in general hehe. the writing gods are very proud of me for ditching assignemnts to write orphic but i js KNOW anaxa is shaking his head at me rn...

im so sorry to hear that though burn out actually sucks esp bc it hits during the WORST TIMES??? i hope u can go back to studying tho sleepie,, but dont worry bc as long as i am answering your ask in the right mind ill be able to tell if it is u or not and would never dox you if i doubt it <3 i got ur back bestie and my eyes will be Closed if that day ever comes :3

[jackbell]

Thursday Check-in Post-Jackson Bell

I do really like the way this assignemnt is laid out. Having this assingment span over the next 3 weeks is going to be able to space things out in order to do it successfully. I understand there is a lot of information going through assingment earlier. Being successful in this assignment I need to make sure I reach out to Dr. P more often due to the importance of this 3 part assignment. I need make sure I am sharp with this inorder to see success I need to spread my ideas out and make sure my project in on task and not drift away from the task at hand. @npfannen

[unityproj]

Update 1: Delays

Unfortunately I have been given two coding assignemnts since the beginning of November and, along with my commission work, classes and placement year searches, I have not been able to make progress on this project as I hoped.

Due to this, I will not be starting the coding of this project until mid December, when these assignments will have met their deadline. I will try and post some of my concept designs in the meantime for the characters and setting I intend to create.

Thank you for your understanding.

[lincolnphuongdesign]

Blog #2: Chaos insinuated

So its the end of week 2, and the grind is still on. The progress of my assignment is good. A2 is near the hand in and i am well on track adding final touches to it before handing it in. The stress levels are minimal for the most part compared to last week.

For my project i'm considering several technologies that I believe will help showcase my vision, one of them is 3D modelling softwares, this is so i can accurately make a scaled model, and play around with the design and the potential materials that might be included in the design as a whole.

Other technologies I am drawn to using is procreate, using that on my ipad to help create ideation, and concepts. With these ideations pages I am aiming to take inspiration from the species I am designing around, Bee.

I am planning to take inspiration from different parts of a bees biology , eg ; explore their wings and use that as inspiration to create ideation boards, simplifying the shape to make parts of a structure for my project.

Challenges that I currently have, regard the commitment, when I developed my gantt chart i knew that the tasks i set were tedious, and staying on track is something i find difficult as of now. To combat this, I just have to stay committed and look at the bigger picture, keep my head down and focus.

Ahead of me is to finalise my gantt chart, so that it is in depth and lays out the structure of my workload. There aren't any concerns as off now regarding my project, i guess a curve to get over was creating my project timeline (gantt chart), for me it was difficult to pin point certain tasks and milestones.

My concerns at this stage of the project are minor, such as getting the workload fleshed out so that it works around a timeframe for me, whilst just aiming to complete assignemnt a2 for 301.

Other than that, excited to start getting into the meat of my project !

[the-grey-wizard]

I do have a few versions of the spell make all my assignments done that don't require Motivation, but they are pretty risky.

V1: General Spell, but functions In a Monkey Paw fashion: Usually just cooks all your asugnments until they are 'well done'.

V2: Spirit Bind (Lesser): You can bind a basic spirit to complete your assignments, but usually they will have no idea what the asignment is about, and just spit out some correct sounding Nonsense. (Note, this is how chatgpt works. AI actually stands for 'Accord with the Infernal'. The servers generate a shitton of heat not because of processing power, but because that is the optimal temperature for the demons.)

V2: Spirit Bind (Greater): Bind a Spirit of knowledge. They will do the project correctly, but may reveal knowledge beyond mortal ken, overpower you as they are insanely powerful, and they can hold a grudge for a long time.

V3: Last Minute Panic: Makes you think the assigment is due before the actual due date (wipes all memmory of using this spell or of its existence for the duration), so that you are panic inspired to finish it. And will have it ready early. Con: The assignment will be done poorly, Prolonged use creates many panics and stress on the heart. Pro: Assignemnt will still be done early, You weren't going to do well anyways.

wizard spell of make all my assignments done