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okay I got one like
the skk shippers who hate on people who ship Dazai and Chuuya with other people but actively are multi shippers for everyone else PISS ME THE FUCK OFF
like i get it, bonded, two souls in one body
but can you not be a holier than thou stuck up prick 💀💀💀
like bro idgaf if you only ship skk but actively hating on some of the most popular bsd ships for just daring to have Dazai without his precious Chuuya?
bro grow the fuck up
and when they refuse to let people ship polycules 💀
OH ANDDDD when they ignore other insanely strong and important bonds, like oh I don’t fucking know KUNIKIDAZAI???? Their story together is so amazing and I love them. Also, fyolai’s bond, ranpoe, etc etc I could go on
just like. Stop being a hypocrite and if you’re so concerned over fated bonds then you literally wouldn’t be a multi shipper 💀
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Not me seeing a whitewashed “redesign” of Gortash on Twitter today😩
#I didn’t put the artist on the photo cause I didn’t wanna be a total bitch but like it’s easy to find lol#anyway it’s the blue eyes for me#like the self report is strong#I designed him towards my taste aka white guy lol#can we not have one character with Turkish and/or Balkan features bro#like his design is fine lol the hair I’m kind of like ehhh but the face and all that is fine#annoys me so bad#also none mentioning it in the comments kind of sus#I feel like it’s obvious but maybe I’m overreacting idk#enver gortash#lord gortash#baldurs gate 3#bg3#bg3 gortash
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moments from ASTTE that made my beta reader go “DAMIANOS!”
gothic au damen said ‘play stupid games, win stupid prizes old man you cannot win here’
#my writing#a storm that took everything fic#he said ‘oh you manipulate me? i’ll manipulate you right back bitch’#this is ummmmm maybe halfway through? idk#i’m bad at estimating#i’m at like 90k words#and section 3 of. 6#but the sections are not equal length#for eg section 1 was 2 chapters#and section 3 was 5 chapters#sooooooo#eta still quite unknown lol sorry#i haven’t been the best health wise#but i think im okay now!!
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it’s not that it makes me sad per se but i really could’ve been dating someone i did actually kind of really want to date since JULY. and now the moment is literally so far gone and i didn’t realise until the moment was so far gone !!!
#like it actually doesnt make me sad because there wouldve been major complications Had we dated#and the person who i trust most in this world has told me theyre glad it didnt happen#and i think in the long run he’s not the First person i should date anyway like in an ideal world we’d date like. 2-3 years on from now when#i’d been in at least one relationship to work out how i operate in a relationship#but it’s also like i wish i had known that the opportunity was there and i wish i had taken it#and part of me goes well maybe in 2-3 years it COULD happen#but i think that does a disservice to the person he’s dating now like . i do hope they’re happy and it goes well for the both of them#AND ALSO ITS WEIRD AS FUCK TO BE LIKE OH WELL MAYBE IN A FEW YEARS ILL DATE THIS PERSON *AFTER* another person??????#like bitch who do you think u are that you’ll have managed to date ANYONE in that time and also why the fuck would u date someone without#hoping it would last????????#but thoughts ≠ action nor are they inherently moralistic#but also that’s a weird way 2 think about relationships#it’d be funny if it happened though#idk i just think that if the timing was different he and i could have so much fun dating like genuinely i think it’d be a really good time#but it’s really weird because i’m not pining away after him or anything like ik it sounds like i am#but it’s not like that it’s more just that it’s opened up all these thoughts that i hadn’t really thought possible before ?#and they’re not possible NOW bc he’s dating someone else so i’m in exactly the same position but idk#i think i’m getting too settled. i’m TOO SETTLED.#because it’s literally not normal to think oh maybe in three years we could date and it’d be better timing for both of us ???????????#unhinged behaviour. what the fuck is that.#it’d be fucking hilarious if it happened tho
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WHY ARE THEY NERFING JASON SO BAD IN THE COMICS RN like his current character design is iconic and I love that he looks like a mortal kombat character but bro please I beg of you one good solo run with jason 😭
#it’s a tough time to be a Jason todd fan#there better be a reason for nerfing jason like idk maybe he’s gonna die again!#at least we have wfa 😍#also wtf does his mask break in every single fight#does he buy them wholesale now?.#they can’t be cheap 😔#bro must be a masochist#cause ain’t no way he’s getting his ass beat by Catwoman in like 3 seconds#love her but no ❤️#like he’s one of the stronger ones in their family he shouldn’t be loosing unless the writers hate him#I’m fighting in the trenches for this man 😔#gotham war#they better save his character and make so he’s messing with Bruce and Selina#this might be unpopular but I need him to return to his villain era#or at least assassin/mercenary#they gotta make Jason more like Deathstroke I said what I said#Arkham Knight jason was peak#same with utrh jason#like I need him to go back to being a little more unhinged that made him so slay but now he gets bitched on 😭#tbh he’s kinda cool in the joker comic but like we all know he’s not gonna kill the joker in the end anyways 😭#they low key screwing with my boy Tim as well#let him be red Robin again#he was so iconic#batman#dc comics#jason todd#red hood#robin#red#dc
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every day I am reminded that people online are so mean and hateful for literally no reason other than they can be. some of y’all sincerely have the most miserable personalities imaginable and I can’t imagine many people actively want to be around someone so unnecessarily mean
#deity dialogue#been getting suggested videos of this person who redecorates cakes and like yay good for her she’s having fun I think they’re cute#and then you see the comments and it’s like the meanest bitches alive in there being jerks for no damn reason#‘I need a friend like you who just confidently makes bad things’#you need friends period because with how you act I doubt you have any#and if you do have friends I can only imagine they’re as hateful and fake as you are <3#‘people who post things online should expect to recieve hate’ idk#maybe I’m childish for thinking that unnecessary undeserved hate is weird and like you know. unnecessary and undeserved#y’all just want an excuse to be assholes online and not feel bad and if you get called out you like to throw around excuses
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Getting a good hit of indica that’s a little stronger than vapes I had last time after I ran out of my indica is Hallelujah Praise The LORD and that kid with ADHD
#…#I need indica or antipsychotics both to function. an upper and a downer of some sorts. stimulate then depress. over and over again. daily.#TBH one of the dreams/goals that I still haven’t let myself let go of despite knowing the stats and likelihoods of the outcomes….#well anyway one of those dreams is to somehow fix this. to meet a doctor who has a treatment plan or life change idea that works on the drug#dependency / the ‘maybe’ acquired brain injury issues.#the ‘is this idiopathic narcolepsy or is this ABI from drs or would you consider this probable narcolepsy from ABI from drs or?’ issues.#the ‘it’s harder to put together a clear understanding of your health overall’ comments followed by silence bc they don’t need to say it lol#it’s hard because no one has known what my health ‘should’ be like. know one has any labs without me on psychotropic medication combos.#they have partial proof from brain scans for the conclusion that my brain was just .fried to deal with me/make me easy and good. didn’t work#and they don’t even need proof to know that medication combos in their own profession shouldn’t be used together or are only used together#in extreme cases with no options left that they immediately fucking jumped into and were lucky I didn’t DIE so many times but fuck yeah#now my brain hurts and I’m not how I was beforehand but don’t rlly know why or how to express it#and I feel alone there and then I have bitch ass doctors telling me to Just Stop The Meds For A Fee Weeks :-)! …..Dr u have no idea huh do u#a few weeks? give me 3 days before I’m having a psychotic episode that’s severe enough to warrant police arrest or 911 called for me.#that’s thousands of dollars in a legal psychiatric hold. and that’s if someone catches the signs on time before I potentially harm myself or#like yeah no I’m sorry doc but i can’t just Simply Stop or Substitute anti-anxiety drugs when I’ve had them holding me together b4 puberty.#anyway I’m still. hoping I’ll find some info somewhere or stories and people like me who figured something out or anything idk#because my medical testing is interfered by medications that I cannot stop taking (mainly benzodiazepines) without losing my mind now. bad.
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Drea starts a book club when????
OMG NEOWWWW
#I’m on book 4 of acotar but I found out the writer’s a weirdo after I’d bought the books so 😭#I’ve just been getting through that but haven’t really talked about it#maybe once or twice and my rating for it is still 7/10 it has good characters good plot but questionable stuff that gives me the ick#but rapid fire details on that:#feyre gets on my nerves#azriel cassian and rhys….🚂🚂🚂#throw helion in there happy pride month king#the second it said his robe barely covered his thighs I was like I smell elle gee bee tee 🤨#I adore him his motto is just fuck bitches stir drama#I just know he’d love chappell roan#reading the high lord meeting felt like undoing the wires on a bomb especially when that freak showed up#tamlin eating curb in 4k WHEN#tho he came through in the end I guess?? idk#Lucien needs a fucking break leave my poor man alone 😭😭😭#also I love azriel he’s so tortured and quiet i love when men shut tf up 🤭 NO BUT ACTUALLYKTKG I LOVE HIS VIBE ITS LIKE DARK AND MYSTERIOUS#but he’s also so sweet and like lowkey sarcastic and makes just the most out of pocket comments at times want him mayhaps??#the fucking cauldron is sentient?? end of days via possessed ikea pot <3#Miryam and Drakon showing up and immediately jumping Jurian meanwhile he’s like guys wAIT ITS NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE I CAN EXPLAIN#and then leaving 2 sec later like okay….see you in another 500 years I guess??
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when i was 16 i spent a lot of my free time flipping back and forth between watching supernatural and investigation discovery shows about brutal horrible gruesome murders and i seriously think it did insurmountable damage to my brain i wish i could go back in time and grab that stupid bitch by the shoulders n give her a good shake
#i’m rewatching spn now but i have the Hardest time with empathy now i get way too scared/stressed/upset for pretty much everything#so it’s going really well!! lmfao#i hate how much i sound like twitter omg i’m an empath bitches but seriously i like imagine if i was in x terrible situation n get worked up#like if i was dean winchester i’d have been off the bridge in episode one personally#anyways i wish i could warn teenagers against this shit without sounding like a boomer#i just think avoiding viewing violence young is inarguably for the best idk#i know that’s kinda a moot point from someone who just said they’re watching the violence against marginalized people show. but. still.#i just think that fucked me up a lil!!! and now i’m like trying to work thru the anxiety by proving to my brain that it’s just tv#and nothing bad is happening or will happen. so that maybe i can participate in normal media culture again sometime#no one asked for this post but here it is <3 ok bye <3#posts
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it rlly hurts tht everyone i meet says that their first impression of me is that i seem mean like i don’t mind being intimidating ig But w/o fail literally everytime i meet a new person at some point they say “yk before i got to know u i thought u were gnna b a massive bitch” nd when i question them ab it it’s never bc of anything i have done or said Ppl just say i look like that ……
#idk i’ve Always been so jealous of girls that look soft nd nice like i want ppl to look at me nd think sweet things#INSTEAD ppl either don’t talk 2 me bc i seem like offputting ig Or ppl think i’m bitchy#which i mean maybe i am Like if i’m hearing it so often it must b true but u guys TURNED ME INTO A BITCH !!!#i sleep w a 3 foot rilakkuma bear Leave me alone
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last night feels so weird bc i was locked in a battle of life or death (gamepigeon 8ball) with the wretched beast of the wood (my boyfriend) all while listening to undertale the musical for the entire 10 minutes we were playing. i won btw.
#fret post#literally doesn’t feel real what happened. maybe i’m just sleepy actually. snzzz#i need to post here more. i. forgor all the time#i keep my annoyingness to discord servers <3#in unrelated news. a few closed species websites aren’t working for me and idk why and it s ANNOYING ME#BITCH LOAD!!! LOAD OR FACE MY BLADE
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i’m being sooooo strong and sooooo brave and not snapping on anyone today 🙏🏻
#PEACE AND LOVE!!!!!! PEACE AND LOVE#like ok work was annoying and long. what else is new#everything felt like it was going wrong and everyone was driving me crazy but it ended okay ig#then i came home and my mom is acting neurotic and insane and like vacuuming at 9:30 pm. like can we do this idk.#not right now 😭#also im just annoyed like i don’t want to turn into a villain for asking for money BUT MY FRIEND OWES ME MONEY#like every time we do anything she has like 6 dollars in her account which. ok whatever times is hard#but she always insistsssss she’s paying me back and like 40% of the time she does!!!#so i guess i can’t say she NEVER does#but girl. the other 60%#and i don’t want to be that annoying person who’s upset over 30 dollars like it’s not about the 30 dollars#it’s that she SAYS she’s going to but she rarely does 😭 AND THEN BUYS HERSELF NEW SHIT like girl ik you didn’t need an ipad 😭#well. maybe i’m a bitch!!!!#idk im just in a bad mood LOL ok rant over#i don’t even feel better but rant over <3
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jensen ackles’ fans ruined the boys
#listen i’m not gonna gatekeep#i am going to call out the idiot#cause ever since the boys season 3 came out i’ve been seeing mofos come out of the gate with the WORST takes#like i enjoyed season 3#but most of what i enjoyed had very little to do with jensen#idk idk#maybe i’ll take about this more when i’m not pressed#but yeah#i’m a bitch and i hate people with bad media literacy#sue me ig#the boys#the boys season 3
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Ok, so I simp for Gerard Way but I feel this weird protectiveness for Mikey as if he’s everyone’s little brother (despite him being 14 years older than me).
Does that make sense? Do you get what I mean?
#mcr#i feel like i’m not explaining it right#maybe it’s because i have two younger brothers one of whom is 3 years younger than me so i feel that sibling dynamic but idk#words not wording properly#personal#gerard way#mikey way#like with gerard i’m like yes bitch fuck me up#but with mikey i’m like proud of you champ#my chemical romance#my chem#mcr return era#mcr swarm
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I don’t feel real and my family’s greatest talent is making me feel absolutely hated yeehaw <3
#I was supposed to go somewhere with my mom but got sad and then took too long to shower and get ready#the thing is still going on until liek 5 or something#but I heard her talk shit to my dad about how long I took and nobody ever cares about what she wants to do#sorry I was crying next time I’ll check your schedule before hands to make sure it doesn’t inconvenience you we just simply can’t have that#so now she’s passive aggressively hiding in her bedroom#whatever#I didn’t want to go anyway#sorry to inconvenience you I literally want to die and I’m being so brave about it sorry#you could’ve gone alone you miserable bitch#WE COULD STILL. GO. TOGETHER.#whatever. nothing I ever do is good enough. ever.#idk. I’m fine you know. like if I’m posting a visible vent I’m always way more fine than I seem.#don’t worry if I’m REALLY not okay u will never know <3#that’s not really a don’t worry but .. basically if u see a vent post know that I am being dramatic about it in order to get over it#and I’m fine#this is like my way of leaving my besties a voicemail idk#shouting into the proper void just makes me feel a little better sometimes#anyway I’m gonna go obliterate myself with weed and maybe turn the shitty poem I wrote earlier into some shitty art#camshrieks
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This week has really been one of those that has me straight up not wanting to leave my house or contact anyone or do anything because something seems to go wrong with everything I do
#in fairness i have managed to fix most of the things that went wrong. but not all! my god#it all started when i interviewed to get onto a course and they said they’d send the enrollment email within the day#*john mulaney voice* and then they DIDN’T#literally as i was drafting an email to be like ‘hi can i sign some forms now please’ they sent the forms#that was 4 days later. which is not bad at all. but then they demanded i have the forms back to them within 3 working days???#bitch you didn’t even get them TO me within 3 working days. monday-friday is 4 working days#i mean i signed them that night but it’s the principle of the thing#then there was the laptop debacle. i basically dropped off a laptop at an electronics shop to be sold and then never returned#because i didn’t know i needed to return. i thought they were going to call me. ended up sending a panicky message to support#i now have my £200 and they get to sell it for twice that 🫠 but w/e. at least i have money and no laptop#when i had the laptop i was like ‘i wish i had 200 money and no laptop’. and now i do so mission accomplished#THEN last but not fucking least; my boss reminded me to claim my hours for the month and i was like ‘oh shit yeah’#and managed to ✨lock myself out of my sharepoint account✨ because my keychain decided to just not save my new password#and i don’t know what the fuck it is. so now i have to go physically to work to call IT and be like ‘hi can i have a temporary password’#because they’ll only accept internal communications. which i cannot do. because i can’t get into my account and i don’t have a work phone#it seems very fitting somehow that on my first day at that job i spent an hour on hold with IT and on my last day i will probably once again#spend an hour on hold with IT. great#i’m hoping this’ll be fairly routine for them and that i won’t have to explain how i locked myself out because i honestly don’t understand#i’m also annoyed that i’ll have to text my boss like ‘hey can i come in and use a laptop’ because then she’ll have to Locate a laptop#also my walking pad is making disturbing noises. i feel like maybe i should oil it idk. i’ve literally only had it 2 weeks#but if they didn’t oil it before they sent it out i guess i can see how this would happen#i’m quite a bit under the weight limit so i don’t think it’s anything to do with my fat ass lol#that’s about it i think. OH and my sims 2 game keeps glitching but that’s a tale as old as time honestly#it was kind of funny earlier when i was like ‘i need a mod that stops people relaxing constantly’ and then i realised the house#had exactly 2 seats and 6 beds for a 6 person house. plus nothing to do apart from one tv; the phone and the worst bookcase#they’re GOING to lie down lmao#personal
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