#NF music

[jesushub]

NF — 10 Feet Down

[zendasian]

SOMEONE : How can you spend your entire day without talking to anyone? How can you enjoy most of your precious time just sitting in your room? How can you not express your thoughts? How can you....

ME :

I'm just drifting..

[youdontloveme-yet]

NF - Hope

+ song references

[system-of-a-feather]

Good god everyone please listen to NF's Hope. It's a fucking huge mood and his whole discography is drenched in overall DID healing expression. Seriously like its good shit. This one hits super home with our stage in healing.

[kingjosh9226]

Behind the Scenes of Hope by NF

[thehollowcaptain]

Not a mistake

Found another one that reminds me of Spider. Specifically, his relationships (or lack there of) with everyone around him. He's constantly trying to prove himself to others, that he belongs to the only world he's ever known, that he's not a burden, he's not a demon, he's not a mistake. Listen to this song before watching the movie or while reading The High Ground graphic novels.

I feel like I'm at a standstill

Waitin' for you to tell me I'm okay

If time heals, tell me, why do I kill

Myself tryna show you I'm not a mistake?

I've got qualities that I'm not proud of

I've made promises that I walked out on

I've had days I feel I don't deserve love

So think what you think, just don't call me a

Mistake

[hauxicrook]

Look, let me guess, you want to stay friends? Tellin' people that's how we been? Tellin' everybody, yeah that we was barely speakin' All this kinda funny, why'd you call me every day then? It's immaturity, you goin' off the deep end You just want somebody you can chill and get some drinks with, cool Then don't hit me on the weekend, tellin' me You missed the way we talked and how I listen, yeah Why you playin' with my mind, huh? Why you playin' with my time, huh?

[taleof2cities-itsus]

🎶🎶Road is narrow, I'm lookin' down it like a gun's barrel Aren't we all searchin' for the serum That could help us breathe and leave our state of peril? All of us have made defensive scarecrows That we scatter 'round our fields and treat like heroes When they scare away the things that we should cherish 'Cause we're too embarrassed to admit the fear is that we're lost🎶🎶

[steampunk-ghostxx]

For music asks!!

1 4 7 14 17 and 20!

Thank you!!! I love music and love music asks sm cx I could've also so easily answered with so many songs 😭

1. A song  you like with a colour in the title "I'm a Natural Blue" by Waterparks (y'all should've known Waterparks was gonna appear on this list)

4. A song that reminds you of someone you would rather forget "100 Ways to Hate" by Five Finger Death Punch (but tbh almost anything by FFDP I have trouble listening to bc of who it reminds me of)

7. A song to drive to "Knocking On Wood" by Spose (I may not have a car or license....but I have a driving/road trip playlist and this song is in it xD)

14. A song you would love played at your wedding "I Love You, I Love You. It's Disgusting" by Broadside (I don't ever want a wedding, but a handfasting would be cool if I ever got to that point in life with someone~)

17. A song that you would sing a duet with on karaoke "Everything's An Illusion" by Mayday Parade (kinda odd choice but whatever, I love singing this song sm and technically it's two vocalists)

20. A song that has many meanings for you "RUNNING" by NF (I had a couple different NF songs I considered putting here tbh)

[raverave25]

"I wish you well but I can no longer stand aside and watch you sabotage the two of us. I love you to death but I can't spend the rest of my life in this darkness I'm done. I'm done running."

Running, NF

[harmonyrivers89]

I can’t be only one who’s lonely tonight!…….I can’t!

[crossmyheartandhopetodie94]

Yeah, they say when we grow up

You'll understand when you're older

Guess I'm still a kid, I don't know it

If I'll ever let go of this

Say goodbye to the old me

We ain't friends anymore, you don't know me

I know I could die any moment

If I do, just remember this

Yeah, handouts create lazy people I'm not impressed with

You want something in life, then why don't you go and get it?

Actions speak louder than words do, it's pretty quiet, isn't it?

Look at the world we live in, defined by comment sections

Surround yourself with people that challenge how you think

Not people that nod their head and act like they agree

Those people that cut you open just to watch you bleed

Always be yourself, not the person that you pretend to be, no!

These people gon' tell you that you will never make it

Then when you do, they gon' say they knew you were goin' places

That's just how it works, next thing you know you'll be overrated

Hearing people say they miss the "old you, " it's crazy, ain't it?

And perfect people don't exist, so don't pretend to be one

I don't need pats on the back from people for my achievements

When I die, I wanna know that I lived for a reason

Anyone can take your life, but not what you believe in, no

Yeah, they say when we grow up

You'll understand when you're older

Guess I'm still a kid, I don't know it

If I'll ever let go of this

Say goodbye to the old me

We ain't friends anymore, you don't know me

I know I could die any moment

If I do, just remember this

Yeah, don't take opinions from people that won't listen to yours

If money's where you find happiness, you'll always be poor

If you don't like the job you have, then what do you do it for?

The cure to pain isn't something you buy at liquor stores, nah

The real you is not defined by the size of your office

The real you is who you are when ain't nobody watchin'

You spend your whole life worried about what's in your wallet

For what? That money won't show up in your coffin, woo!

Yeah, anger's a liar, he ain't got no respect

I fell in love with my pain, and I slept with my regrets

Happiness saw it happen, maybe that's why she up and left

Joy called me a cheater, said she ain't coming back

I've always had a problem with relationships

But that's what happens when you see the world through a broken lens

Mistakes can make you grow, that doesn't mean you're friends

Who you are is up to you, don't leave it up to them, no

Yeah, they say when we grow up

You'll understand when you're older

Guess I'm still a kid, I don't know it

If I'll ever let go of this

Say goodbye to the old me

We ain't friends anymore, you don't know me

I know I could die any moment

If I do, just remember this

Yeah, they say you got into music

You signed up to be hated

That's kinda weird 'cause I don't remember signing my name up

Coming from people that give advice but never take none

I like my privacy, but, lately, I feel it's invaded

I heard that life's too short, don't let it pass you by

We waste a lot of time crying over wasted time

It's not about what people think, it's how you feel inside

My biggest failures in life are knowing I never tried, woo!

I look at the world from a different angle

People change, even Satan used to be an angel

Think twice before you're bitin' on the hand that made you

Don't believe what you believe just 'cause that's how they raised you

Think your own thoughts, don't let them do it for you

Say you want a drink, don't wait for people to pour it on you

Cut out the lies, stay close to people you know are loyal

Grab your own glass and fill it, don't let your fear destroy you

[chasingbre]

Sometimes songs just hit differently and this one is one of those

[system-of-a-feather]

when NF's new song & music video 'happy' makes the Symptoms Appear.

The TERROR

We've actually veen waiting for our brain to slow down on the trauma dumping spree its been on lately before listening / watching so it doesnt escalate 😂

I love NF and he's arguably my favorite artist (as Riku) since he's tied with like two or three others, but good god is it like playing Russian Roulett- (then coming in the booth with me cause I get a little intense Im like whose next) with trauma symptoms and parts

Like ngl NF helped carry me through a lot of the harder eras of trauma survival

[kingjosh9226]

NF - Hope

[emotranscripple]

stand alone my soul is jealous.

it wants love but i reject it.

trade my joy for my protection.

grab my hand i'm drowning.

i feel my heart pounding.

why haven't you found me yet?

i hold you so proudly.

traumas they surround me..