#Need to study him like a bug under a microscope

[i-will-eat-your-children]

Your ITrapped Head-cannon is actively Rewiring my Brain Chemistry

IM SO GLAD!!!! I plan on making more soon since finals are wrapping up :) Hopefully, I'll have time to write for him a bit as well! As a psychology nerd, he is genuinely SO fascinating, even beyond just the dynamic of him and Chance. Hoping we get more info about his role in Forsaken, specifically if he becomes a survivor or not.

Since the Spectre chooses survivors based on intense emotions such as grief, regret, self-hatred, etc., and seems to select killers based on feelings of longing (John longing for Jane, 1x longing to kill her creator, C00lkidd longing to be with 7n7 again, Jason longing for his mom, Azure longing for Two Time), I feel like iTrapped can go either way for his role. As a survivor, maybe it would be based on his own self-hatred for never being able to have a a normal relationship without ruining it (Chance, Ellernate and Caleb), or regret for killing the one person that was willing to tolerate him. As a killer, maybe it would be due to longing for a connection- longing to be normal, to be loved.

Yes the Spectre is mostly focused on gaining power via 'code' and uses a form of corruption on many of the killers, but maybe he selects killers based on their longing for power, too? John wanting power over Roblox, 1x wanting power over Shedletsky for creating it, C00lkidd wanting power over those who hurt him and his dad, etc., so maybe iTrapped becomes a killer because of his longing for control over his life, for once. All he wants is to feel like his life is his own- not someone else's tool, not a milestone for someone else's growth or success, but HIS.

Though that can work against him as a survivor too. What if he's a support? Even in purgatory, he can not be an individual, his entire presence being JUST a tool for others. Is he even a person? Is he even seen by others as a person?

Does he deserve that title?

[menlove]

it's even more funny when Paul put the line in She's Leaving Home "daddy, our baby is gone", saying that to John

take a shot every time Paul says "daddy", you'll get at least tipsy

😭 what is wrong with himmmmmm! and john calling yoko mother like PLEASE AHDGAHH

[and-prayers]

tom scott the questionably aging humanoid that you are

the pain is never ending but at least i have tom scott.

[mcr0wave]

he has infiltrated. no. HIJACKED my head. more toshi art soon unfortunately... 💔

[chimneyz]

tommy actually looked nervous asking for a second chance. his shoulder's tensed up, his brows furrowed as he asks 'why not?' when buck says that this (their night together) doesn't have to change anything. it looks as if he was holding his breath, waiting for buck to refuse. he wants this second chance, he wants to be with buck but gets so wrapped up in his own doubt and insecurities he thinks there is a chance that buck will refuse the offer. he desperately wants that second chance but is prepared for the worst.

[autrizzms]

the bkdk dynamic is wild. i hate you. i love you. you know me better than anyone else. you make me feel impossibly small and powerless. you make me strive to be more than i am. we grew up together. we grew apart. we have the same goals. we have the same hero. i would risk my life for you. i would kick your ass. i hate you. i love you. i’m worried about being left behind. i want to see you get stronger. i want to get stronger too. i’m worried i’m not enough. you think i’m more than enough. i hate you. i love you.

[mollyuri]

normal things to say by a normal guy to a guy he has a normal relationship with :)

[thefandomsintheattic]

on the subject of that last post I reblogged, I definitely support the idea that both Yukiko and Akai had a hand in designing Okiya bc I realized something after seeing that post talking about Haibara, Elena and Mary's hair color

and I had a feeling after seeing that Mary's hair color is (at least in Aoyama's color illustrations) kind of a reddish light-brown, so I looked for Okiya colored illustrations

and, sure enough

taking into account different lighting and Aoyama's slightly inconsistent coloring (I'd say Okiya's hair is auburn in first pic, but then in second pic it's very much blonde)

It seems they actually have the same hair color.

Now, I don't know what'd be funnier : that Yukiko coincidentally picked that color because "It looks good on you Shu-chan <3" and Akai got frozen to the spot, ended up nodding and going along with it out of surprise more than anything else and now regrets it every day he has to wear that wig

or that Akai himself, when making up the new identity he's gonna have to live as almost 24/7, and for who knows how long, decided said identity would, contrary to him, have his mother's hair color. The mother he gets into fistfights with. The mother he probably hasn't seen in years and that he's actively letting believe he's dead.

what the hell dude. what was the thought process here <3

[ileolai]

okay. i'll have to think about that one. on a surface level the messaging feels very. strange. but okay.

[sillytheta]

new fic tiem!!!!!!!!!!!!

had SO much fun writing this one :D completely self indulgent teehee

[emeraldart]

My beautiful princess with a disorder ‼️

[enobariasteeth]

guys I’ve got the jason brain rot again

[aphel1on]

gojo time travel. gojo time loop. gojo future vision. gojo dimension travel. ok excellent. now put my disaster man getou in situations

[sparklestheunicorn]

There's so much to comment on. I need to pick his brain open with tweezers

[theotherpacman]

laios: kabru is so smart and cool and nice to me :) im so glad we're friends :)

kabru: I need to study him under a microscope I need to squash him like a bug I need to step on him. I need to beat the shit out of him I need him to bleed on me. I need him to shut the fuck up for once in his damn life I need him to explain in detail what exactly is fucking wrong with him I need him to let me sleep in his bed and stare at him all day long. I need to put my hands on him I need to strangle him to death. I need to bite him I need him to bite me. I need

[princessamericachavez]

Book Crowley really is the most character ever.

He doesn’t need sleep but he loves it so he keeps doing it. He slept through the entire 14th century because he hated it. He answers to “Hail Satan” with a little wave and a “Hi”. He actually wants to listen to classical music but it keeps turning into Queen. We don’t realize he has yellow slitted eyes until he’s frantically searching for Aziraphale at the burning bookshop. He keeps a nice, spacious, modern flat just because it’s the kind of flat the human he pretends to be would have. He bought a great sound system and forgot to buy speakers for it but made it work miraculously. He keeps a fully stocked fridge with food that never goes bad just to keep up appearances. He loves Mary Poppins and tries to emulate her as a nanny. He was cast out of Hell. Deep down he is an optimist who believes the Universe will look after him. He hasn’t forgotten he was an Angel once and still tries to go good. He actively tries to keep people from getting harmed. He hates guns. He questions God’s plan but still trusts there is one and maybe he has a part in it. He was friends with Da Vinci. He went to Spain, saw what the Spanish Inquisition was doing and proceeded to get drunk for a week.

I want to study him like a bug under a microscope.