#Ok to RB

[traumatizeddfox]

[cherry-bomb-ships]

Happy May the 4th, aka Star Wars Day, selfshippers! If you ship with a Star Wars character, you must reblog this and say how you and them first met in your canon uwu 🌠💙🌠💙🌠

[mandiemegatron]

Awwww your Story about Killer is so cute 🥰😍 can I request another one? Would be awesome to read a story where the reader starts helping Killer in the kitchen and realizes how much he's doing for the crew and how gentle and soft he is inside. And then they get closer while cooking ❤️

Hello my darling, sweet anon !!

Firstly, thank you so much for your patience in waiting for this and Secondly, please forgive me as this is a shorter one as I lost the original file for this and had to start all over. I remembered what I could but it's much shorter than i originally planned BUT ! It is sweet Killer loving times regardless, so I hope you enjoy either way ! All the good things under the cut to keep this post short for my fellow mobile friends 💖

𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙎𝙚𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙨 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙆𝙚𝙚𝙥

𝙆𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙧 𝙭 𝙂/𝙉 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧

𝙍𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙: 𝙂 !! 𝙨𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙩, 𝙨𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙩 𝙛𝙡𝙪𝙛𝙛.

ᴹᴰᴺᴵ ʷⁱᵗʰ ᵃⁿʸᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ˡᵃᵇᵉˡᵉᵈ ¹⁸+, ʸᵒᵘ ʷⁱˡˡ ᵇᵉ ᵇˡᵒᶜᵏᵉᵈ ᵒⁿ ˢⁱᵍʰᵗ.

Thank you again anon, and I hope you enjoy ! 💖💖💖

My beta was busy unfortunately so i had to do it myself, if you see any mistakes, I'm sorry, I'm sick with the flu so blame that 😭😭😂😂

Fitting in on the Victoria Punk was somehow an easy task for you.

Always being the one to say “Yep, no problem!” to any task handed to you was one of the many reasons everyone adored you; The other was the absolutely delicious food you and Killer always managed to create and feed to the crew.

“And just a small dash of oregano…”

You watched Killer with concentrated eyes, only taking them from him and his favourite dish to smile widely up at his masked visage as he stirred the sauce boiling away in the pot.

“... and voila! The perfect spaghetti sauce.”

He gently pooled some of the sauce into a small spoon, blowing onto it through the holes in his mask as best he could before holding the spoon out for you.

You went to grab the spoon when he pulled it away, knowing he hid a cheeky look under that mask as he gave a soft “tsk,” before holding it back out to you.

You rolled your eyes playfully before taking the sauce into your mouth, humming in content as the array of flavors hit your tastebuds.

“Amazing,” you gushed as he pulled the spoon away to toss into the sink nearby. His chest puffed a bit at your praise, which you noticed immediately, a knowing smirk resting on your lips as you commented jokingly,

“You know, I really thought you were never going to show me how to make this.”

Killers head turned to you, tilted slightly as he asked genuinely,

“Really? Why so?”

You gave a small shrug, unable to meet his masked gaze as you looked out one of the large windows overlooking the Victoria.

“I'm not sure why, just felt that maybe because it's so important to you that you'd want to keep it safeguarded from everyone or something.”

Killer was silent for a moment before he went back to stirring. Once he was happy with the consistency and temperature, he turned off the stove and turned back to you, lifting your chin in one of his massive hands as he finally replied,

“It is important to me.”

Your eyes slowly rose from his chest to his mask, trying to decipher any hidden emotions behind it but found nothing.

“You are also important to me. Why would I not share this with you?”

Your heart raced at his words, your stomach churning with butterflies as your cheeks burned a dark pink.

“... oh!” Was all you could get out, truly shocked by his words.

He chuckled in reply, shaking your face slightly in his grasp before he bent down to press a masked kiss to your forehead.

“Stop thinking so little of yourself. You're incredibly important to me, and to this crew.”

He pulled back to press his mask against the tip of your nose, as if trying to press his own against yours as he murmured softly,

“I love sharing with you, and I love spending time with you, no matter what we do.”

You can't help but lean up slightly to press your lips against his mask, ignoring the small sound of surprise that leaves him as you reply,

“And I love doing things with you, especially the things you love to do.”

Your eyes stared right through the pirate, the man feeling almost naked under your gaze as you continued,

“And I love that you shared something so important with me. Thank you, Kil.”

He hums in response, clearly pleased with your words as he presses his mask to your lips again, holding you in place for a few moments before pulling away and turning back to the stove.

You notice his discreet motions of adjusting himself below before he clears his throat and gets out in a slightly higher voice,

“Let's feed some hungry men, shall we?!”

He picks up the pot and walks right past you, ignoring the chuckles from you but stops as you nearly purr at him,

“Maybe later, I can show you some of my own important things…?”

He stops right at the door out to the main eating area and slowly turns his head, staring you down as he thickly replies,

“... Don't tempt me.”

He stalks off with heavy feet before you can reply, the sound of your laughter echoing after him.

You chewed your bottom lip with a grin, thinking about the many, many things you could teach him before you picked up the other pot containing the noodles and walked after him, unable to wipe the wide grin off your face.

[icarusfallsblog]

when i love someone it feels like im ruining them

i make the people around me worse

when people treat me bad i feel like i deserve it because i made them that way

my love feels cruel and dirty

[trinketbug]

cazador

[helsex]

So I saw your tags under the mcytblr confession blog and I agree. As much as I love zines I’ve noticed three had guest artists and writers and sometimes would have the same people. Like the first two might have the same guest artist and then the third one has a guest writer that’s in one of the previous zines. I know the way to fix this is to run your own zine but there’s not a lot of resources on how to run a zine.

I say this as someone who was in the Geminitay zine, there was not a lot of us compared to bigger zines, I think there was 30 of us max? All of us had different skill ranges and I don’t think anyone from that zine is in the upcoming zines as well (going off the ones with public contributors)

Yeahh...

I have never really been in other fandoms so I can't speak for if or not it's a common issue elsewhere but it's definitely a common issue in the mcyt community (specifically hc I suppose because that's predominantly my fandom). I said it in the tags and I'll say it again, this place can feel very... clique-y.

I'll be the first to admit my art is not very good so the fact that I've been rejected from a ton of zines isn't something I take personally, but I know several artists way more skilled than me who have also been rejected because they just aren't 'In' with the right circle. I've completely stopped applying to any because I can literally always predict exactly the people who are gonna be in it, and it's always the same handful. Zines started as something small, physical, and sometimes rough. When they moved to an online thing they were for the community, but now...now they just feel like the same circle of friends working on a collab project.

Which is fine! I have absolutely nothing against the popular artists in this fandom, they are so creative and skilled I have a lot of admiration and respect for their art.

But at the same time it feels a little like they do have a 'monopoly' on the entire zine space as it were. Same moderation teams, same participants. And absolutely yeah you can make your own but because the focus is so much on the 'main' zines it may never get traction or participants.

Not to mention, running any project or managing any amount of people especially people you don't know is hard (speaking from experience), and a lot of people in this community are young. Personally I do not think it would be wise for someone younger to undertake such a thing, but because of the current biases they're never getting in a zine any other way, you know?

I hope this doesn't come off as me whining or shitting on popular folks because I'm not, I'm just pointing out something I've noticed after being here years that's kinda sad and disappointing.

But on a positive note, the Gem zine was really heartening to see, so many smaller artists I'd never seen before finally getting their chance :) I hope we can get more like it

[carfuckerlynch]

shoutout to my friends who live across the street for facilitating me wearing something other than my work clothes to a party

[beartism]

meebles…finished my s.i :3

[clever-and-unique-name]

Anyway are you "okay" or were you brought up believing any "negative" emotion you felt was a nuisance, burden, or otherwise taboo

Are you "okay" or did every "negative" emotion you felt need to be sufficiently explained and defended lest you be accused of being Too Sensitive or Too Dramatic or otherwise Too Much

Are you "okay" or did expressing a "negative" emotion lead to the other person assimilating and amplifying your feelings until you had to support them

Are you "okay" or are you just so crushed under the weight of feelings you never learned to identify or put words to because of the above reasons, that now it fills you with a deep, instinctive dread any time anyone genuinely asks how you are even though you've been working on being more transparent about your wellbeing

So yeah. Anyway. I'm doing okay, hbu

[self-shippers]

👀

[traumatizeddfox]

i am so tired of children having to die at the hands of their abusive parents or abusers for the court to realize they were abused. this goes for any victim as well. why do victims have to die to finally be believed???

[mandiemegatron]

"... ᴰᴱᴬᵀᴴ ʰᵃˢ ᶜᵒᵐᵉ ᵗᵒ ᵐᵉ,

ᴷⁱˢˢᵉᵈ ᵐᵉ ᵒⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᶜʰᵉᵉᵏ,

ᴳᵃᵛᵉ ᵐᵉ ᶜˡᵒˢᵘʳᵉ;

ᴵᵐᵐᵒʳᵗᵃˡ ᵇʸ ᵈᵉˢⁱᵍⁿ,

ᴵ'ˡˡ ᵇᵉ ᵐᵉᵉᵗⁱⁿᵍ ʸᵒᵘ ʰᵉʳᵉ,

ᴱᵛᵉʳʸᵗⁱᵐᵉ..."

BIGGEST THANK YOU IN THE ENTIRE WORLD TO MY LOVELY @laidenbreecatchall FOR WHIPPING UP THIS ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS PIECE FOR ME 😭😭😭😭💖💖💖💖💖 no word of a lie, I teared up at work when they sent me the finished piece and I cannot contain the amount of love and respect I hold for you as an artist, but also as a mutual and a dear friend 😭😭😭💖💖💖💖

Thank you SO very much for this beautiful piece , you will absolutely get my money again and I highly recommend Rye to everyone who follows me if you want some gorgeous work done !!!!

THANK YOU SO MUCH RYE 😭😭😭💖💖💖💖

[spiderversegf]

i want to be a sweet and friendly girl but there’s all this anxiety. and the horrors

[letmebegaytodd]

tragedy enjoyers when even good intentions lead to ruin

[gravesaint]

overstimulated and anxious at the zoo until I looked up and saw an angel dancing in a beam of light

[manidible]

twitter amazes me. shoutout to all the john lesbians