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athena is known as the goddess who doesn't fall in love. but aphrodite knows that love isn't just romantic or sexual, it's also platonic and familial and a billion other things without names, and love was her first argument against odysseus. but seeing athena defend telemachus and risk it all for odysseus-- that's love, even if the warrior goddess doesn't know it yet, and that's what changes her mind, that athena feels love too because in the end, love is all there is to tie people together.
#god games#telemachus#athena#aphrodite#love#epic#epic tm#epic the musical#i am Processing and it is Not Going Well
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For what it's worth, I think Campaign 3 suffers when compared to, to put it bluntly, pretty much anything else Critical Role has ever put out, as well as most actual play that I've watched/listened to. But I think it uniquely suffers when juxtaposed with a narrative that says "if you do not make rapid decisions you and others around you will die; if you spend too much time whining about how it's unfair that you are called to make these decisions, including ones that might challenge you, you and others around you will die; and if you do not above all prioritize community and deal with threats to that community - and expand your understanding of community to be a very broad one - you will be destroyed." It was jarring and hypocritical to watch Campaign 3's defenders who had been calling for the gods to be slaughtered for much of the campaign suddenly spin around and praise Bells Hells for finding [having handed to them] the nonviolent option because that's actually always the best one, don't you know; and I think EXU Divergence challenges not just that ideal but the concept that there's a universal solution. Sometimes the right thing is to hide; sometimes it's necessary to commit violence to prevent further violence. Sometimes the right thing is to secretly eat some of the cheese yourself to prevent you from dying; sometimes it's to be on the lookout for someone trying to take more of their share in a resource-limited community and to stop them. Sometimes the right thing is to carry others; sometimes it's to give them to someone stronger and more able. And above all, many of these choices will be extremely unfair and difficult and put you at risk, and you do still have to make them, and soon.
#literally having 7 days between UGH do we HAVE to go to the summit to help the ruidians they won't let this chick i met 3 minutes ago in#to i will carry two children who are not mine through the wildnerness without having eaten in days#is an absolute BRUTAL and unavoidable comparison#cr spoilers#exu divergence#really this brushes up against one of my personal ideals/frustrations with Tumblr's Morality Culture (TM)#of the it's not fair/make it fair: there are times when that's true (leveling playing fields and accounting for opportunity)#but also unfair shit will happen every day even in a near-utopia and it cannot be stopped#and also the process of making things fair can be long and difficult and you still need to do stuff in the meantime.
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a wahoo in these trying times
#fornax#au roe#had some awful news a few hours ago so i'm kinda stuck in processing mode tm#so a silly lil thing before maint is needed.......... guh. can't even distract myself in onsal or something#(i won't talk about it in the tags. but tell your loved ones you love them. before it's too late)
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Okay okay we all know how God tier the idea of Mark Scout/Helena hatesex is, but hear me out:
What about Mark Scout wanting to be rough with Helena, but being incapable of it? What about him becoming increasingly frustrated with himself because he can only be gentle with someone whose company ruined his life, as far as he's concerned?
#severance#markhelena#markhellyna#idk idk. just in a Mood tm tonight#love the idea of hatesex as much as the next guy#but once i got this galaxy brained idea in my head i couldn't let it go#and ofc you can be rough in a loving relationship with someone. but mark s is so so gentle and tender with hellyna#what if that bled through to mark scout? what if he wanted so very badly#to be anything but tender but his body is incapable of it?#what happens when any roughness that happens is bc he's frustrated with himself and externalizes that instead of processing it?#or maybe he wants so very badly to be able to externalize it and take it out on her. but he can't. maybe he's incapable of even being rough#to prove a point to himself and to vent those frustrations. much to think about!#just. consider it tbh!#this is also why i've been sitting on a completed fic for over a month lol#bc i got this idea in my head and could Not let go of it#that said it'll be posted eventually probably#sometimes i find things in my drafts 5+ years later and go “ehhh fuck it”
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Sweet butt again
#no more automatic subtitles#it made sense even with “sit” as a joke#Alex is speaking quicker than computers can process#Greg and Alex#taskhusbands#alex horne#greg davies#little alex horne#sweet butt#taskmaster#taskmaster uk#tm#tm gif#taskmaster gif
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Why are all the Lucifer x reader fics about Lucifer being overworked and busy and that's the cause of his stress/tiredness? That man has not done a single royal duty in years. His office is cluttered with ducks and he's a scatter brained mess at least at the moment. I need more fics where the reader sees the state of his office and goes "oh... my god, he's really going through it". Where's the acknowledgement of his depression? I'm gonna write it myself if I have to damn it.
#that man is NOT an overworked buisness daddy tm#hes a reclusive mess that misses his wife and daughter thats been doing nothing but making rubber ducks for the past 7 years and doesnt#always fully process what people are saying to him#rahhhh idk#mentally ill person wanting better mental illness in writing#hazbin hotel#hazbin lucifer#lucifer morningstar#hazbin hotel lucifer#x reader#hazbin x reader#lucifer x reader#lucifer morningstar x reader#fanfiction#hazbin hotel fanfiction
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"but if we abolish prisons, what will we do with violent criminals? should we not lock them up so they can't hurt more people?"
questions for questions. one: are there are people who, given every support and every attempt to rehabilitate, every mitigation strategy, given resources and therapy and money and time, will still choose violence? i don't know. YOU don't know. but anything is possible, and i will freely admit i don't have the answer to that yet.
but also, two: yeah, what about them? because what i DO know, and what i need you to try to understand, is that prison already does not prevent violence. the threat of it doesn't deter violence to begin with-- look around you-- and it doesn't stop violence after the people deemed "too dangerous" are locked up. they simply commit violence against other prisoners instead.
so, the thing you're concerned about losing? the ability to prevent someone from committing violence? that's already not a thing. it is not happening. the thing you're worried about losing HAS NEVER EXISTED. "but how will we stop violent criminals from hurting people" is the first thing out of anyone's mouth in response to the idea of prison abolition, but we already don't have a solution to that! that is NOT SOLVED! you can't see the violence anymore, but it is still happening! at the hands of the guards, if not these "violent criminals" you're so worried about, so the problem of violence IS NOT SOLVED by locking people up, do you understand? no one is locked up to keep them from hurting people, they are locked up to ensure they can only hurt people whose pain has been deemed acceptable.
instead of saying, "we can't abolish prisons because violent criminals will hurt people," please ask yourself: is the current violence against disenfranchised, systemically vulnerable people so much more acceptable to you than violence against the public that you will advocate against helping people, instead of hurting them?
#''prisoner'' and ''criminal'' do not equal ''bad person.''#some 'bad' people are prisoners. but prisoners are not Bad People(tm) and you NEED to get the idea that they are OUT of your head#because it is FUCKING RAMPANT#also please note!!!!! prison abolition is THE GOAL#of a long long long process of addressing the social forces that drive people to crime#it's not THE FIRST STEP jfc#the abolition of prisons is not something i realistically hope to see in my lifetime!! but i would really like for more people#to at least fucking agree that it's a WORTHY GOAL TO WORK TOWARDS#and SEE WHAT HAPPENS#it is SO FUCKING UNHELPFUL to jump straight to ''well what if there's still Bad People (tm)''#man idk!!!! we'll address it along the way & when we get there if it's still an issue!!! fuck!!!#we can at least start working to treat people better than they're being treated right now!!!#step fucking one: restore their voting rights oh my god OH my god.#prison abolition#the us prison system
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I am begging on my knees that Tumblr posts this. It has no audio but I cannot send it from my computer to phone and I want it archived lmao-
#spotatalk#Timeless Gaster#gaster oc#tw flashing lights#tw flashing#speedpaint#utmv#Finally designed Timeless in a way that I like but the gods will not let me share the magical process of designing him smh-#Timeless is such a goofy guy and I loved playing with his expressions! Got listening to a pkmn video that kinda put me into a trance>#He survives all the normal Easter Tragedies (tm) and goes on to help Asgore after the death of Asriel and the queen and king splitting#And by help I do mean that his cringe rizz rubs off on Asgore and they totally get together.#Omg the tag before this says easter. I hate my computer's auto-correct. Gaster. I meant Gaster#Anywho#Timeless ends up making Sans (hand plates style) and then finds a way to revive Asriel from his dust and a bit of Determination left over#from Chara plus a bit of Angora's magic as a base#And so Gaster is the father to Asriel and Sans and later Papyrus and is also the unofficial other king of the underground and is in a super#domestic relationship with Asgore#He is very very self-indulgent hehe
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The towering creature comprised primarily of metal spikes looks at you with its nine optics.
#warhammer rogue trader#pasqal haneumann#pasqal rogue trader#UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#i got yelled at for staying up past time to finish this but. i am admittedly very happy with the direction on this#i might colour it properly. we'll see if the skill matches the idea [cat hairball noises]#this is for the amarnat-heretek ending for him btw. pasqal constructs a totally-not-abominable-intelligence cogitator#that combines all the separate components from the amarnat collective. only now it needs judgement to complete itself!#abel is still fine btw hes basically been dismissed bc who needs imagination. very pandoras box hope situation there#i very much think pasqal's time in commorragh is akin to sa for him. i have complex ideas on his sense of relationship andsexuality#n he struggles alot with processing it. thus amarnat. thus he ends up accepting his fate as the carcass tm and primary motion system#choices are run through him and his spine is the mod's sternum basically. but pasqal himself doesnt really exist past that#when he reacts strongly to something it generates little convulsions in him that annoy the mod terribly.#he can and eventually will tear himself off the frame btw. this breaks the mod bc it cant move or decide#but pasqal also kinda ends up pulling out his own spine alien v predator style so. abel and heinrix if you wouldnt mind. ty#i thought the poll thing was fun is it fun
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#my art#this time we listen to ofelia by kiltro on repeat#the situation has#evolved#anyway time to process and draw art#but like fr this one was just about enjoying the process#all sketchy no layers just drawing erasing and then colouring underneath#pure vibes#seem to keep drawing this guy#or at least this colour scheme#anyway enjoy TM#dragon#dragons#dragon art#dragon artist#dragon drawing#dragon oc#illustration#digital art#artist#artistsontumblr#artists on tumblr#art#turn the brightness up for this one oop
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"And lastly, the wind bag / We went through so much to get this"
Now I just wanna see Hermes showing up at Aeolus's doorstep asking to temporarily adopt some winions to go on a wild goose chase for a random bag that's probably at the bottom of the sea please it would be so funny
PLEASE add it to the Hermes Saga I'm begging
#(bonus if he returns the winions and holds up the empty bag like “...can u put the wind back in this pls and thx”)#but aeolus is chill#haha get it bc wind is cold-#ill shut up now#JK!#epic tm#epic the musical#epic the hermes saga#hermes epic the musical#epic the vengeance saga#dangerous#no imagine poseidon shows up while hes looking and is like “tf are you doing”#and hermes just goes “you CLEARLY dont appreciate TRUE ART and the PROCESS DAHLING”#hermes can do whatever he wants forever
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Me: *squinting at notes* "What was my endgame here? How did I plan to wrap up the plot threads?"
My Notes: "These good guys stop those bad guys, there's peace for everybody, and the dangerous stuff is thrown into the sun. Whee!"
Me: "That is remarkably vague, Past Me."
#amwriting#writer life#NaNoWriMo#planning#I'll probably still use the same NaNo tag for continuity#possibly with another one or two for this strange new world where the NaNo org is something to be avoided instead of celebrated#because of The Scandals (TM)#such an unnecessary betrayal of public trust#twice over#but they can't take our fun from us!#still gonna write#just without including them#and time will tell what new hashtag/s will rise to the top as most useful for finding other writers#I've seen some good ones#I'll probably post a collection of them later to see which works best here#there are a couple frontrunners on BlueSky#which is where I posted this earlier#grumbling about the writing process is a time-honored tradition#which brings enrichment for all
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Vanitas mental illness/nd headcanons except i do NOT explain ANYTHING you either get it or dont. like yesss that guy has debilitating anxiety bpd autism AND adhd and hes bipolar and NO he cannot catch a break.
#the. the joke is#these r all things ive gotten diagnosed#or am in the process of being evaluated for#vanitas kh#kingdom hearts#mars speaks (tm)#mars please shut the fuck up#mars put the fries in the fucking bag
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Expectation
versus.....
(For reality please hop on over to the next -linked-post as Tumblr is being a Hodenkobold to me)
#I miss them on stage together ;_;#they were so adorable#Aether and his feisty princess#Aether Ghoul#Rain Ghoul#nameless ghouls#ghost ghouls#the band ghost#ghost bc#Aether/Rain#Ghoul Shenanigans (TM)#Aether Ghost#Rain Ghost#Tumblr only letting me upload one vid and then giving me processing issues when adding an url like *shakes websites* what happened to you
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I’ve decided. Turn and Burn (the Carlos horse girl fic) is gonna get a rewrite/revamp once I’m done with The Lone Ranger. It’s gonna be the second installment of my Rangers spinoff fic. It will be both a direct continuation of the Lone Ranger and set up for some other stuff on down the line.
#911 lone star#911 lone star fic#my fic#my fic updates#I have A LOT of fics planned for this Ranger spinoff fan fic series#quote unquote season 1 is gonna include the Lone Ranger which will probably be done being posted by April#it’s looking like it’s gonna be about 7 chapters#and if I update weekly and my math is correct April seems about right#it will be followed by turn and burn which will be several chapters and will probably put us into late May#then I’ve got a short maybe 2 or three chapter Ashlyn vs TK PTA fic which will put us in June#the PTA fic will sent up for the undercover fic that I’ve posted bits of#that one will be a minimum of 5 chapters so it’ll probably stretch from July to August#there will be an at least two week hiatus the end of July beginning of August cause I will be at Pennsic war (SCA event)#then I’ll try to hop right back to it#I’m gonna try to come up with some fun filler episode stuff#then the quote unquote season will wrap probably in September with a fic where TK gets kidnapped and held hostage on a train#then I’ll probably take a breather cause holy cow#and I’m very excited about what I have planned for the quote unquote season 2 opener#now all I have to do is write all that!#my plan/hope is that I can just stock pile everything get way ahead of my posting schedule and have most of ‘season 1’ done by like May#that way I can just focus on posting/editing#and eventually maybe I’ll also start talking to some people about guest writing some ‘episodes’#but it will be a Process TM#cause I’m still gonna want the main say in what happens#and sort of take a show runner type role#and boy oh boy#I’m probably biting off more than I can chew#and thank you if you’ve stayed with me through my long rambling in the tags!#I’m excited about this but very skeptical of myself and my abilities#so we shall see what happens
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Starting season 7 of ER rewatch with dread in my heart.
This is actually great timing though because even though [Redacted] College has screwed me over royally, its fuckery has put me in a position to write one of my final college papers ever on Kerry Weaver's seasons 2-8 arc as a tragic backstory arc or Kerry overall as a genre atypical tragic figure.
Still.
I just want to protect her from the horrors. She needs a therapist and a friend and her mentor healthy again to tell her she's amazing and if anything her newly discovered queerness only enhances that. She needs literally one (1) person in her support system. She just needs someone to tell her she's going to be okay and that the one thing she has in her life (her job) is safe. But the whole basis of her tragic-ness is that the writers sabotage her every attempt to not be lonely. So...
#er tv series#er nbc#kerry weaver#look I understand people's tastes in characters vary#and we are all comrades in fandom#so if anyone has a bad word to say about my favorite girl come here and we can talk peacefully#ha ha april fool's (hands are full of knives)#seriously no matter what I'm hyperfixated on Kerry Weaver remains My Favorite and I am her defense attorney#and lord commander of her queen's guard#House followers: please just look into her--you will love her I promise#I hate so much how desperate she always is for community and she just can't get it#because no one is ever patient with her or gives her benefit of the doubt#when she's clearly trying#everyone always assume she's acting in bad faith#like even when she tries to integrate into The Queer Community TM the way she's told she should (at the bar and with Kim's friends)#she can't because she's too scared of rejection or her queerness is too new to her and she doesn't understand things#and instead of trying to teach her or boost her confidence she's rejected more--building a cycle (which is normal for the bar but bs w/ Kim#Anyway I love my favorite autistic lesbian doctor and so should everyone else#If anyone has read my Hilson Research series: SII's gf Kitty is based on my ER deus ex machina “friend for Kerry” OC of the same name#one day I will write a pitch for my House followers to check out Kerry#DM me or reblog if you are a House MD fan and are interested in that type of pitch--it will drastically hasten the process#(I will immediately do it)
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