#Rj did u finish?

[stars-and-birds]

being a mutual of mine who has watched warrior nun must be really funny right now.

[vajracchedika]

Found the burned potato pot. I wish someone had just done it. it wasn't burned too bad but. This was before we were all going to gather for a blessing I was working the stove and ... doing a lot, and was hectically summoned and I was ready and capable to go out, had mushrooms sweating on full blast and I was reviving the mashed potatoes w butter and cream (also on full blast) . Decided to pee first while running out, drinking an old fashioned out of a 2c liquid measuring cup (pyrex u kno) that RJ had made me, so that I could be a part of the circle more attentively.. lol .. but I forgot to turn the pans off! Also had the oven at 500 to try to finish cooking my darned squash . but I did remember to turn that off 😄

[vinmauro]

💌 <3

rj!! another talented mutual!! obviously i love your writing and i am so sorry i have not finished your ralph fic. i have no excuse just attention span things. but honestly i love watching your growth with your gifs!! you've grown a lot in such a short amount of time and it's so wonderful to see! i loved your coloring on that one chrissy edit you did and purple steeb!! i can't wait to see what else you'll accomplish<3

mutuals send me a 💌 and ill tell u something i love about you

[b4kuch1n]

starfolks

[earthboundscenarios]

♥ High school ♥

sc plot : 4 new students, attractive point of views

wc : 1694

add-on : basically you in my life without the kids from earthbound

Play song while reading for best experience!

Enjoy!

I sighed as I clutched my backpack. Another boring day

Is life always gonna be this boring?

I hopped off the school bus and made my way towards the giant public school with the crowd

" Where do you want me to set this Ms. Mills? " I looked over to my calculus teacher and she pointed towards her front desk. I nodded and got up. Earning a few snickers from the girls in the back.

" Put some pants on, girl. "

Maria said sarcastically.

I laughed.

I was wearing my favorite oversized black sweater on top of my shorts which aren't buttshorts. I hated the girls in the back.

Fucking assholes.

I heard some new students were coming today. I looked over to my best friend Neila , the desk beside mine. She just gave me a shrug and went back to work. I sighed and made my way to the front of the room, feeling some eyes on me, I dropped the work on Ms. Mills' s desk and returned to my desk at the corner of the room, leaning against the wall facing the whole class from the side.

I heard a scoff beside me so I turned. One of my friends named

RJ

had the desk in front of me, and held up his assignment in my face. 95%. I pushed it away and he looked at me with a smug grin. " What'd you get? " He asked with a mix of curiosity and assholism in his voice. I rolled my eyes, smiled, and pulled out my sketchbook. I opened it and looked at my anime sketches trying to ignore RJ laughing before turning back to the side of the room and return talking to his other friend Riley.

After a few minutes , I leant over my desk and tapped on RJ's shoulder. He turned halfway and replied with a half piercing glare in the corner of his eyes. I gasped exaggeratedly which made him turn all the way around facing me with a ' Really? How lame ' look. This time it was my turn to shove something in his face.

My sketchbook.

He grabbed it without actually looking at what was on the page and was about to get up and throw it out into the trash but as he was getting up

" Please RJ, please please please I'm serious just this onceeeee. " I said startling him and after a minute he sighed and mumbled something under his breath and sat back down bringing the sketchbook up near his face so he can actually examine it.

" What the fuck is this? " He looked up at me with the most pissed off look ever.

I grinned devilishly at him and pointed to the page that was being revealed. " You, getting bombed and shot by some mini guns in your favorite game warzone. Like it? " I asked raising my brows like a idiot trying to be funny.

He sighed, face palmed, set my sketchbook back on my desk and turned around pretending I didn't even exist.

Wow thanks, I mouthed and laughed to myself. Neila looked at me with a thumbs up and mouthed, "draw me and garmadon". Which made me nod historically thinking about the movie of her fictional 174 year old husbando from Ninjago.

Suddenly the door was met with a knock which caused some of us to be at ease and started instantly whisper-chatting as this gave us a chance to, while the teacher would go to the door and open it, expecting it to be a kid or a teacher I sighed and relaxed in my chair a little more putting one of my airpods in my ear again and hit play, starting to play my favorite playlist. The teacher did certainly open the door and I was correct.

Or was I

The teacher turned back to us,

" Alright everyone, these are going to be our new students. "

Everyone's attention glided back to the teacher and the door that was slightly opened.

4 kids walked in after a moment or two. 3 boys and 1 girl. They looked completely different then what I had pictured. The 3 guys looked very different compared to each other aswell. One was dressed very nice, another very casual, and one... genie styled...? The girl dressed very pretty though. Definitely got all the boys attention too. Some people snickered. Guessing it was the girls.

Assholes.

" Please introduce yourselves to the class " Ms. Mills nodded to the group of kids. The kid in the blue and red baseball cap looked really excited to, while the girl looked quite shy, so did the kid in the nerdish glasses, but the guy in the white robe looked very chill.

" Heyo! I'm Ness. A pleasure to be here! "

Ness said tilting his cap sideways like, as if he's greeting someone, which looked really cute.

I did hear some girls kya in the back. But I ignored them.

Ness was 5"8. He had black and short messy hair above it was a red and blue cap with a pin, he also wore a red and white high school sports like jacket, assuming that it was the schools jacket he went to before he came here, and underneath it was a blue and yellow shirt. A nice and tidy pair of jeans, white socks tucked in and his sport like jacket was matching with his sport like red and white shoes. He looked very casual but manly.

All this time I was thinking, he was scanning the room while some people asked some questions. But what I didn't notice is that he eventually laid his eyes on me. I felt my face heat up in a few seconds. He grinned at me widely.

He looks Fun.

Once Ness looked back to the class and finished answering some other random questions, he stepped aside and the next one stepped up,

The girl was up next.

" H-Hi! My name is Paula! I hope that we can all get along! " Paula exclaimed with a small curtsy holding the tips of each end of her skirt like dress. Some boys laughed and stared at her recent antics. Their was a audible whistle in the background which caused Paula to squirm a bit with her hands and shuffle her feet around. But people just laughed it off. Jeez, the pressure here.

Paula was 5"4. She had blueberry blue eyes, vibrant blonde hair, bangs that went to her eyebrows, her hair was wavy and tied in a long ponytail with a small red bow. She also had makeup on, not too much, just a bright red lipstick and mascara. She also wore a white turtle neck and over top was a strapped pink dress but the length was like a skirt. It also had a tiny teddy bear icon on it at the bottom. She wore knee high white socks and red low heels.

She nodded her head and then she quickly looked away and hid behind Ness, he obviously laughed, causing her to hide her eyes behind her bangs and a small but noticeable blushed crept on her face which was very cute. She looks adorable.

She peeked over his shoulder and watched as the next one stepped up.

The nerdish boy.

He stepped up very awkwardly which was hilariously cute.

" Uh, Hi. I'm Jeff... I u-uh.. like guns? " This caused the whole room to go quiet which turned to loud laughter erupting from everyone's mouths. I looked over to Neila , she looked like she felt bad for the poor guy. Then to Rj, who was laughing with the rest of them. I felt bad for Jeff

Jeff was 5"7. He wore his hair nice and neatly placed, he had a slightly visible mustache, his eyes covered by his glasses. He wore a long white collar top and over it a green woolen tank top sweater, a nice red bow aswell but placed in the middle of where the collar parts. He had navy blue jeans around his waist that held up tight with a plain black belt and brown classic shoes. He also had pink and blue socks you assumed his mother forced him to wear. He also had a brown backpack around his shoulders. In back which looked like a satellite.

Cool

He looked very shy but it was cute

Now it was the genies turn

He looked very chill, he lightly placed a hand on Jeff's right shoulder as if he was there to support him and they both nodded. Jeff shuffled behind the genie man and the genie man stepped up.

Hands was placed in his pockets he looked up to the classroom with a unreadable expression. The classroom was very quiet at times like these. Then he had a polite smile plastered on his face. " G'day to you all, The Name is Poo. "

was all Poo said with a nod and kept his mouth shut as if he didn't care. Some snickered at his name. Although his smile was still set on his face he didn't really care for it,

he was trying to be as polite as possible.

Poo was 6"1. He had jet black colored eyes, a slightly visible mustache like Jeff, and a tied mini black beard at the bottom of his chin. His hair was shaved off though it was a buzz cut and he had some hair in the front popping out and a tied ponytail in the back. He also had a single hoop on his left ear. He wore a sleeveless like, white body suit, type of robe and a black belt around it. He wore blue big but thin wristbands and white socks with black genie like shoes.

I smiled in enthusiasm which he had noticed and nodded to me before stepping back to join the others. He looks sexy.

I shook my head at those thoughts. Maybe I can go talk to them later I thought and smiled to myself before looking back to my sketchbook.

[neonacity]

almost 1 am and i'm bawling my eyes out 😭😭😭😭 holy shit this was INSANE?????? i’ve never ever read something like lucid— literally had me thrilled and anxious at the same time! every update you drop i needed to scream right after i finish reading and now i refuse to believe it's over 😭 it's the genre that i reaaaally really really really love when it comes to dramas/movies and i'm honestly glad i found u and your fics!!! definitely one of my highlights in 2021 & 2022. love how u portrayed the boys like they're actually capable of doing it?? don't get me wrong but it's about how u studied/described their behaviour in this IT FITS THEM. rj calm one, haechan big brain (also kinda subby PFFF), jeno isn't the aggresive/rough one plus jaemin THE SPOILED ONE??? 😵 i couldn't believe it. everything is perfect. well planned. the back story, root cause, cliffhangers, TAEYONG ugh i could go hours because of his sudden plot twist 😭 applause for his last look/d3ath pose lmao i really like it!!!! (can see it similar to seol-a from penthouse except ty looked free)

and let's not overlook the fact that johnny "spared" the boys!!! his dedication for this case GRRRRRR being a detective is seriously so cool it has been my dream job since i was a kid 🤤 (yuta's, jaehyun's, mark's and chenji's characters too!) wasnt really expecting renjun haechan and jaemin to be alive and i had myself mentally prepared but 🤩🤩 hwhxhxh, gosh this was more than a rollercoaster ride. i really admire you, sammy! so glad i wanted to read vampire jaemin last september and came across to nighted which lead me to more of yours works 🥺 i cried reading your fics they're really worth it ❤

Sweetie, here it is i have finally absorbed your message. First of all, is it weird that I am havimg second thoughts publishing this because I just wanted to keep this on my inbox forever? But thank you so much, sweetie, i love that you noticed the connection of the boys with their IRL personalities. Sure of course this is just a work of fiction (and all the 00 liners are sweethearts) but i did try to take inspiration from them for Lucid.

And gosh thank you for giving Johnny and Yuta some love. Could you believe it was just a random decision for me to add them in the story? Because the original plot should have finished way before they came in but I ended up loving writing my seggsy detectives 😭

But really, super appreciate your thoughtful words sweetie. Hopefully I can put up something new soon. 🥺

[walkerwords]

“Thanking You” Negan & Judith

GIF CREDIT: https://blondiebirdie.com/2019/04/02/taking-a-bite-out-of-season-9-of-the-walking-dead/

Request from anonymous:  Can u do something with Judith and Negan?? They are my fave duo right now

Summary: After saving Judith from the blizzard, Negan is injured and after Siddiq fixes him up, Judith pays Negan a visit to thank him for saving her and even asks him to tell her stories of her brother and her dad. 

Word Count: 2899

Warning: None

Song I Wrote To: “Rescue” by Lauren Daigle

Note: I love these two so much. Uncle Negan is superior and I don’t see many fics about this dynamic so I thought I would add to the pool. thank you for the request!

———–

The blizzard raged on as the members of Alexandria curled up by the roaring fire. 

In the room across the house, a doctor checked on his patient. Siddiq cleaned and stitched up Negan’s leg, trying to be gentle as possible. Negan, however, didn’t seem to be bothered by the pulling and tugging of the needle as Siddiq put him back together. He had had worse in the past.

His eyes were on the ceiling as the doctor worked, trying not to think about how close he had come to losing her. Every time Negan shut his eyes he saw images of a frozen Judith Grimes, her lips blue, and her eyelashes coated in frost. He kept having to remind himself that she was safe, she was warm, and she was alive.

The past six years, all Negan could think about was keeping Judith safe. He couldn’t keep Carl away from the horrors of the new world, but he was going to make damn sure Judith Grimes would see the years well beyond her parents. He knew it wasn’t his job, but there was something about that kid that made him want to be a better man. It wasn’t even a question if he would die for her. Negan would lay down his life to make sure Judith Grimes lived and tonight he had done just that when he rushed into the blinding white snow to save her.

“That will have to do for tonight,” Siddiq whispered as he finished tying off the bandage. “I got the bleeding to stop, but we’ll need to get you to the infirmary tomorrow to properly take care of it.” In the soft light of the candles in Negan’s makeshift hospital room, Siddiq looked exhausted. Negan knew that the doctor had seen some horrendous things when Alpha had taken their people at the fair and he wondered if when Siddiq closed his eyes, he saw horrors as well. 

“Thanks, Doc,” Negan said softly. Siddiq nodded to him, patting his leg slightly before grabbing his things and headed to the door, leaving Negan to get some sleep. 

“Try not to move or you’ll rip the stitches,” Siddiq said as he turned the doorknob. Negan just nodded to him and went back to watching the shadows that danced on the ceiling. 

Siddiq pushed quietly into the hallway and gently closed the door behind him. As he headed to the kitchen to clean up his tools, he ran into a small form as they snuck around the corner.

Judith Grimes, wrapped in a large blanket, looked up at him with her large brown eyes. In her hands was a small flashlight. Siddiq gave her a small smile and then nodded his head back towards where he came. Judith mirrored his expression and continued on her way towards Negan.

Siddiq saw what everybody else saw: Negan cared about Judith. Nobody could say he didn’t after tonight. He was the villain in everyone’s story but hers and Siddiq knew that if something were to happen to Negan, it would be like losing Rick all over again for Judith and god help anyone who put her in danger for Negan would not sleep until they were six feet under. 

———

Bundled up in her warm blanket, Judith pushed open the door of Negan’s room and stepped inside. 

“You should be sleeping, Miss Grimes,” Negan said, turning his head to look at the young girl. Judith shut the door and went over to his bedside, clicking off the flashlight. 

“How are you feeling?” Judith asked, examining the large bandage that covered his leg. 

“Much better,” he said with a small smile. “Where’s the mutt?” He asked, noticing the lack of Daryl’s furry companion.

“He’s keeping RJ warm,” Judith explained as she walked around to the other side of the bed and crawled up onto the quilt, folding her legs underneath her. Negan shifted so he could sit up a bit better and give her his full attention. 

“You warm enough now?” He asked, looking her over for any signs of shivering or frostbite. 

“Siddiq said I’ll be okay,” she told him, her hands fiddling with the threads on her blanket. “Thank you for saving me,” she said and Negan’s heart nearly melted at the sight of her as she looked at him with gratitude. Negan reached out and tapped her red nose. 

“I don’t want the world losin’ any more Grimes,” he admitted and Judith nodded, dropping her head slightly. 

“You remember him better,” Judith whispered, “my brother.” Judith looked up at Negan and pulled her knees up to her chin, resting her head and watching him. “Can you tell me something about him?” 

“About Carl?” Negan asked and Judith nodded. Negan thought about it for a moment before deciding on a particular memory. “Did your mom ever tell you about the time your big brother stormed the Sanctuary all by himself?” Judith nodded.

“Well, let me tell you something that she may not have known,” Negan said, “your brother, no matter what I threw at him, never once flinched. Carl wasn’t scared of anything and I have a feelin’ that was all because of how your other momma and your dad raised him. He was…” Negan trailed off, trying to find the right words, “Carl was everything I wish my own kid could have been if I had been a dad,” he admitted. 

“Because he wasn’t scared?” Judith asked. 

“No,” Negan corrected, “not because he wasn’t scared. There is nothing wrong with being scared, Judith,” he assured her. “Carl was someone who saw the good in people when they didn’t deserve it and he never backed down when things got rough. Much like you,” he said. 

“I’m not brave like Carl was,” Judith said quietly. 

“Are you kidding me? When you heard Dog crying, you didn’t even hesitate, Judith,” Negan told her. “You went right out into the storm to save him. To me, that is the definition of brave, kiddo.”

“Mom will say it was reckless,” Judith said with a frown. Negan chuckled, reaching over to grip one of her hands. Judith’s eyes met his. 

“Recklessness is a family trait so your mom will understand that,” he said with a wink. Judith gave him a small smile and he let go of her hand. Judith didn’t talk about her big brother as often anymore. She had when she was younger, but not so much recently. 

“I miss him,” she said. 

“I do too, kiddo,” Negan admitted, “I’m sorry you lost him.” Judith sighed, stretching out her legs. 

“I remember that day, you know,” she said. 

“What day?” Negan asked, confused. 

“It’s only flashes, but I remember when you and Carl were in the house and you picked me up,” she said. Negan was surprised that she could remember something that happened so long ago. “I have a fuzzy memory of sitting on your lap on the porch. That was when you brought Carl home from the Sanctuary, right? Mom told me she and Dad weren’t home that day.”

“I can’t believe you remember that,” Negan said, running a hand over his face. “You were so little.” Judith shrugged. 

“I remember a lot of things.”

“Do you remember anything else about that day?” Negan asked carefully. Judith was quiet for a bit and Negan thought she had fallen asleep, but then she lifted her eyes to him again. 

“Father Gabriel told me when I asked him a couple of years ago,” she said. “He told me about what happened right before my Dad got back.” Negan let out a breath, letting his head fall back to the pillows. 

“Shit,” he swore under his breath. Judith didn’t scold him for his language this time. “You knew all of that and yet you still talk to me. Why? Why aren’t you afraid of me?” Judith pursed her lips, shrugging again. “Come on, I know you. You have an answer for everything.”

“Dad believed you could change,” Judith told him, “Mom tells me all the time that Carl did too. I know a lot of people hate you, but I don’t. You did bad things, but you’re not a monster.”

“So you don’t hate me?” Judith shook her head. 

“No,” she said softly, “I don’t and I never want to. I don’t want to die hating people.” Negan’s brow furrowed. 

“What’s all this talk about dying, kid? You’re not dying until your hair is white as snow and you’ve had all kinds of adventures and you’re definitely not dying while I’m still kickin’, not on my watch,” he told her sternly. Judith watched the candle flames for a little bit as she and Negan listened to the storm outside. 

He didn’t like hearing her talk about dying and all that melancholy “what ifs?” It didn’t sit well with him. When she spoke again, there was pure curiosity in her voice. 

“Why did you really come back?” She asked. 

“Where else did I have to go?” He asked her. “I gotta be here when you go off and be a hero. Who else is going to tell your stories?” That got a small smile out of the young girl. 

“I’m glad you came home,” she said and the word “home” made Negan’s heart stutter. For so long he only thought about the walls of Alexandria as his prison, his purgatory, but now, perhaps Judith was right. In some strange way, the community he once set ablaze had become his home. 

“Me too,” he whispered. Judith shifted then, laying down on her stomach and resting her head in her hands. Wrapped up in her wool cocoon she looked even smaller than usual. More fragile. 

“Can you tell me a story about my Dad?” Judith asked as she sank down in the warm quilts beneath her. Negan chewed on the inside of his cheek for a minute before answering. 

“Anything in particular?” Judith shook her head. “Hmm, okay, how about this one? Your dad, alongside the King, and your aunt Maggie, did the impossible when they decided to go up against me and my people,” he began. “I had never seen anything like it. Rick rallied all these people from here all the way to Oceanside for a single cause.”

Judith listened intently as Negan spoke of Rick, drinking in every word. “These people were practically strangers, you see,” he went on, “but your dad didn’t see the differences or the challenges they could face. He just saw the possibility of a future. A future where you and your brother could grow up safe and out of harm’s way from everyone, not just me or the Walkers. Rick believed in a brighter future, one I think is starting to come true.”

“What do you think he would do about the Whisperers?” Judith asked.

“I think that your Dad would have done a lot of what your mom and your uncle Daryl have done,” Negan said honestly. “I think he would have tried to talk to Alpha and resolve things as calmly as possible and I think he would have kept Lydia as safe as he could just as Daryl is doing.”

“And if that didn’t work?” Judith asked, kicking her feet up. 

“Oh, well, then your dad would have blown something up and started doing that thing where he stands with his hands on his hips and says something like ‘I’m gonna kill you, but I won’t like it very much,’” Negan said with a thick southern accent that caused Judith to giggle. 

“He didn’t sound like that,” she argued with a smile. 

“He did to me,” Negan said, “Couldn’t understand half the things that came out of his mouth.” Judith laughed again as Negan winked at her. “Your dad was a true leader, Judith,” he said, now more serious, “Just like your mom, and just like you’ll be someday.”

“I don’t want to lead,” Judith revealed. “I don’t want people to have to count on me. I’ll mess it up.” Negan shook his head. 

“That’s not true, kiddo, you are going to be a great leader. You’ll have help so don’t think you’re going to go at it alone. You’ll lead with honor,” Negan decided, “Just don’t be like me,” he finished with a wink.

“Oh, no, we wouldn’t want that,” Judith quipped.

“Wow, okay,” Negan said, “Now I see it, you’re just like your big brother. You’re both smartasses.” Judith laughed again, grateful to be compared once again to Carl. Ever since she had been old enough to realize what had happened to him, she had tried to wear his hat with honor and live up to his expectations.

The two of them sat in silence in the warm room as they listened to the wind. After the night they had, it was enough to just do nothing and find comfort in each other’s company. However, after a while. Judith got curious again.

“Do you think we’ll win the war?” she asked him, scooting closer so she could see his face better. Negan shrugged.

“I don’t know, Judith,” he answered honestly, “you won the last one.” 

“We had Dad last time and aunt Maggie, and better weapons,” she pointed out. 

“True, but the tools don’t really matter,” he explained, “and yeah, you may not have them, but you have your Uncle Daryl, your mom, Father Gabriel, Aaron, Eugene, and even that crazy girl with the new baby.”

“Rosita?” Judith asked, amused.

“Right, her,” Negan said, “she scares me.”

“You killed her boyfriend,” Judith reminded him. 

“True,” Negan said with another shrug. Judith rolled her eyes and Negan couldn’t help but grin. She looked so much like Rick when she did that. 

“I miss Maggie,” Judith said with a sigh. 

“I know you do,” Negan said, “and that’s okay. You’re allowed to miss people, kid.” 

“Do you miss people?” 

“I do,” he told her, “I miss a lot of people. I’ll tell you about them someday.” Judith nodded. This was something Negan was used to when it came to Judith, the questions. She would always go to him with her curiosities because she knew that he would always tell her the truth no matter what. It was what made their bond so strong and why Negan enjoyed talking with the little Grimes. 

“I’m worried about RJ,” she said. “I’m scared I won’t be able to keep him safe.”

“Judith, look around,” Negan said, “everyone in this place is looking out for him. Hilltop and Kingdom too. Don’t you worry about RJ, he’s going to be just fine. Everyone has got his back.”

“Even you?”

“Sure, if he needs it,” Negan said with a nod. “Though I think your mom would prefer if I stayed away.”

“He thinks you’re funny,” Judith revealed. 

“Of course he does, I’m hilarious,” Negan grinned. 

“And annoying,” Judith remarked. 

“Wow, that hurts, kid, truly,” Negan said. 

“Must be that family trait,” Judith said and Negan couldn’t help the laugh that escaped him. Suddenly, the wind shook the house violently and Judith jumped, clinging to Negan’s arm. Negan pulled her close, squeezing her shoulder. 

“It’s just the wind, kid,” he assured her. “There are scarier things out there than bad weather.”

“Like the skins?” Judith asked, her voice very small and Negan realized she may be a bit more worried than she had initially lead on. 

“Or,” Negan offered, “When your Uncle Daryl hasn’t showered for a while.” Judith looked up at him with a small smile. “I knew I could make that happen.” 

“You’re mean to him,” Judith pointed out. 

“Yeah, well, he’s mean to me too.” Judith settled into his side, but her eyes kept flicking back to the door. “They’ll be home soon, your mom and the others,” he assured her, “but you should get some sleep before they do.”

“I can’t, I’ll have nightmares,” Judith admitted. 

“Nightmares are normal, kid,” said Negan, “we all get them. Hell, living in this world, I’d be concerned if you didn’t. Go on, get some rest, give your little brother a hug.” Judith sighed but did as she told. She reached over and wrapped her arms around Negan’s neck, leaning her head on his chest. 

“Thank you again,” she said softly. Negan gripped her back tight. 

“It’s gonna be okay, Judith,” he said, “I don’t know when, but it will be.” Judith nodded against him and then pulled back. Hopping off the bed, she picked up her flashlight and headed to the door. Before she turned the knob, she looked back at him once more. 

“By the way,” Judith said, “you’re not dying either, not on my watch.” Judith gave him another smile before slipping out of the room and heading back to RJ.

Back in the silence of his room, Negan chuckled and then wiped at the single tear that flowed down his face. Looking towards the heavens that were just beyond the timber and nails above him, he smiled. “Hell of a little lady you got there Grimes. You watch, she’s gonna change this world.”

As Negan drifted off into his dreams, his mind was no longer plagued with a frozen Judith Grimes, but one that brought warmth with those big brown eyes of hers and that young spirit that one day would not only change the world but lead it and Negan prayed he’d be there to see it.

TAGS: @thanossexual​ @felicisimor​ @yes-sir-hotchner​

[houseofarmanto]

bts tag

got tagged by the sweetest @mainvocaljin and @utopiajeon 💜

When did you first get into bts? i really started to get into bts around may 2018 after i returned from my japan&korea trip. I’ve already heard about them before but being exposed to their music and most importantly with positive connotations while being in asia just hit differently.

why or/and how did you get into bts: why? hmm at the time dna was played everywhere and got stuck in my head. it just started then with wanting to know more about them and what other songs they had. soon after youtube got me with all those compilation videos and because I wanted to see the real source I started binging run bts and also bon voyage. i just fell in love with all of their personalities, and seeing how they got to where they were, gave their music much more meaning for me. 

first bts song: dna

favorite bts song?: different ones for different moods but the ones i can always listen to are: run, i need u, wings, fire, cypher 4, blood sweat & tears, best of me, love maze, young forever, epiphany, the truth untold, euphoria, outro:tear

first official comeback: idol

favorite bts era: aaahh can’t choose just one, my top3 are hyyh2, wings and love yourself tear

bias(s): jin but also yoongi and jungkook

bias wrecker: the rest of them wreck me every single day

first concert: london wembley day 2

do you own any merch: i own several smaller things like note books and stickers but my most prized possesions are the dna cardigan and love hoodie from house of bts, my big rj pillow and army bomb. 

what member would you say you are most like? personally i feel like i am a mixture between jin (love to cook and am very nurturing, love stupid puns and kind of into dad jokes and general just am a crackhead with the right people), yoongi (can sleep and will sleep anywhere, have a very particular way of working and often times work through the night if i have to) and namjoon (love namjooning in my kind of way, sitting by any kind of body of water for hours, just staring and thinking or reading. love reading in general and spending times in museums, mostly contemporary art though).

favourite bts lyrics: 

We walked towards the same place But this place becomes our last Although we used to talk about forever Now we break each other without mercy Although we thought that we dreamed the same dream That dream has finally become a dream My heart is torn, please burn it instead So that pain and regret, none of that would be left (outro: tear)

favourite music video: how could i just choose one?? so i am giving you my top5: blood sweat & tears, run, i need u, spring day, black swan

1 thing you love about bts: the thing that never ceases to amaze me is their over all love yourself message, even way before the albums dropped. it’s has always been about accepting ones self, with all of our faults and inner turmoils and with accepting and loving ourselves, we can overcome our fears and struggles. 

and to finish off wholesomely, do you have a favourite bts group photo, if so share it here (if not, what is your fav concept photoshoot and share picture):

i am tagging: @kimseokin @jmin @jminies @naturaljeon @flowerseok @kimchitae @jiminswn @parkmins @honsool @sweetpeajeon @wabisaba @taemaknae @flowerkth @flipthatjacketjiminie @stargazingjin @taechnological @kkulmoon @prodyoon​ @varietae​ @daejinta @agustdfeatrm @chaylani and of course everyone who also wants to do this. as always feel free to ignore if you already done it or don’t feel like it.

[happyhollow-mellowmarsh]

S.H.R.E.C.

“Hello and welcome to Sharing How Related Elements Contrast, or S.H.R.E.C., for short. My name is Eleanor Eglantine Ambrose II, the author of the… Controversial book Forbidden Temptations: I Can Eat This But You Can Not as well as one of the apprentice of the Grand Witch Treat. Today I’ll be joined by two of my fellow apprentices as we go over the way that different magical elements contrast, interact, and change based on their relationships with one another.”

A short pink haired girl with elven ears stands in what looks to be a kitchen, the type used for a professional cooking show. How she and her companions got the rights to film here is a mystery. Grey eyes flick to the two men accompanying her, and she gestures at them, clearly unaware the camera is going to pick this up. One of the men, the one with white highlights and scars all over him, simply stares back at her, clearly confused as to what the hell he’s supposed to do here.

Elle nudges the scarred man with her elbow, aggressive whispers, “Introduce yourself!” She knows this is getting picked up by the mic, right?

He hisses a bit at the nudge before slowly turning to the camera. He seems a little...shy. “I’m...RJ Mendoza. Another one of Treat’s apprentices. Mm.” Doesn’t seem like the talkative type, either.

The other man, on the other hand, is all smiles and appears to be more than comfortable in front of the camera.

“And my name is Maui Nguyen, also one of Treat’s apprentices. It’s so great to be with you all today!” He says with an enthusiastic wave at the camera. “Especially you Elle, thank you for lettin’ us join you,” he says, gesturing towards Eleanor. “I can’t wait to see what you got in store for us!”

“It is no problem Mr. Nguyen.” No thanks for RJ though. Elle moves off camera briefly to bring two… Interesting smoothies. Given they each have a tide pod floating on the top of them, they are clearly deadly.

“Today,” she continues. “We are going to be testing different ways to negate poison using magic. Poison is my primary specialty, and as a result I have studied a variety of ways to use it and negate its effects. Mr. Mendoza also has magic that can negate poison.” 

RJ nods, but there’s a short pause before he realizes that he should probably say something. “My primary element is Salt.” He then pulls out a salt shaker from his pockets. “This is just regular table salt, but I can use it with my magic to make poison stuff edible.”

Maui oos exaggeratedly as if this was his first time hearing their elements, picking up a tide pod from his “smoothie,” showing it off for the camera to see. “Edible you say? Even this?” He says, waving the tide pod in front of them, clearly trying to put on a good show for the audience.

Elle clapped her hands. “Oh yes! With my magic, and Mr. Mendoza’s I suppose, you could definitely consume a Tide Laundry Capsule! I have heard that this was a fascination for youths online for a considerable amount of time. I thought it would help us get wider appeal.” She remembers she’s still on camera, right?

After a brief pause, she turns back to the camera. “Ah, yes. Mr. Nguyen is not immune to poison, and as a result, he will be our test subject for this endeavour. You, of course, consent to this, correct? You need to say it for legal reasons.”

Maui, with a flashy smile, nods his head and gives them all a big thumbs up. “Absolutely! With you two magic masters, what can go wrong?!”

“Excellent! Mr. Mendoza, will you start us off?”

RJ nods and simply sprinkles a generous pinch of salt into one of the smoothies. “Should be good now.”

Maui claps his hands in performative amazement, before taking the cup and sloshing it around. “Still lookin’ pretty thick. Anyone have a guess at what this’ll taste like?” He asks the audience, before giving another cheeky smile. Someone is having fun. “Well, bottoms up!”

Without wincing at all, Maui begins to chug, taking huge heaping gulps, and in no time at all shows off his empty cup to the camera. It was only then did the man shudder slightly. “Eu-eugh, salty…”

“And, he suffers no ill effects- Oh, wait, I meant to show how deadly… Maui, can we edit this to go before the drinking?” Who does Elle think is editing this? Either way, she runs off screen and grabs a potted plant, pouring a bit of the remaining drink in. It immediately starts wilting.

“I customized the poison so it would be far more potent than the average one,” the girl explains, far too cheerful about something that could have killed her test subject if the magic failed. “Now, Mr. Nguyen, to test the second glass, I’ll be siphoning the poison out of you before it causes you any harm. Would you prefer I hold your hand, or do you want more contact. The more contact, the easier it is.”

“Uhhhh-” Maui stutters, momentarily disarmed before realizing he was still on camera. With cheeks steadily getting rosier by the second, he flashes another smile and sticks out his hand. “Sure, why the hell not?! … Bu-But just in case, how much skin contact do you need for -uh- ease? Do I gotta take off my shirt er somethin’?”

“No, I think that would get us demonetized… Just let me hold your arm. Like this.” The pink haired girl wrapped both her arms around Maui’s right arm, binding it in place for the time being. “I should easily be able to pull out any poison before it becomes a problem.”

Maui flushes quite a bit as Elle suddenly wraps herself around his arm, his on camera persona breaking for an instant. “U-Uhh- Yea, this is nice. Suure doesn’t feel like anythin’ is happenin’ right now though…”

“You need to consume the poison before I can really do anything.”

You can’t help but notice RJ sighing and shaking his head in the background.

“Ha-Hah, right…” Not wasting another second, Maui swipes up the second glass and chugs it all down once more, his face squinching slightly at the soapy taste. Elle squeezes his arm tightly, clearly focusing on filtering everything out. She made this really deadly and didn’t want to kill him.

Killing someone accidentally with a super poison again would be horrible.

“Are you doing alright?” Elle asked, after she finished dealing with the poison.

“Hmmm, other than feelin’ a little warm I think I’m doin’ jus’ fine. Maybe I shoulda drank even more-! Hey RJ, grab me another cup will ya?” He jokes, laughing. 

It seemed Maui might have said the wrong words here, because Elle absolutely preened at that. “I suppose that means you find my method of poison extraction to be superior to Mr Mendoza’s salt bath. Of course. Salt is impressive in some ways, but Poison is by far the superior element.”

RJ glares at Elle, disgust and annoyance evident in his face. “Yeah, sure, whatever. Rather hear it from Maui then from you putting words in his mouth.”

“He all but said it already!” the girl huffs. She unwraps herself from Maui’s arm dramatically while looking directly at RJ. “See, I’m not influencing him. I have no doubt as to his answer.”

Uh oh. Wrong words said indeed, this was NOT how Maui envisioned his joke to land. Now with both of his friends looking towards him for an answer to an impossible situation… there was only one thing left to do…

“Whoaa guys- guys,” Maui says raising his hands in hopes of pacifying the building tension, “This is… This is all jus’ fun ‘nd games, yenno? A-Actually- That reminds me!”

Without skipping another beat, Maui flees offstage, still blabbering as he does.

“I actually got you guys some gifts while I was travellin’ around that I’ve been meanin’ to give- OH FU-“

Suddenly, a crash. The camera topples onto the floor, the last thing the audience sees and hears is a big meaty brown man cursing and apologizing at the same time before the broadcast abruptly ends.

Happy Hollow: Mellow Marsh is a tumblr submission trials game with Discord ooc and a Discord thread server, and the sequel game to Happy Hollow. This game is 18+ with the exception of returning players. We will be accepting a cast of 16-18 people including mod ocs, and characters should be aged 16-24. The events of the previous game are not public knowledge to characters, so catching up on the last game is not necessary!

Apps close on April 12th, one week away! A three day extension is available upon dm request.

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[mainvocaljin]

BTS tag

i was tagged by @bitoftaewithsugaandkookie some time ago hehe thanks a lot this was fun!!! 💖

When did you first get into BTS? 09.05.2015, around midnight

Why or/and how did you get into BTS: i knew about them for about 4-5 months but didn’t get into them until i watched i need u, the uncensored version, and it literally broke my heart. idk i think i just felt the song, the mv and the emotions and i needed to know more about them. then i just watched live performances, listened to more songs and watched bangtan bombs, which were so entertaining that i just couldn’t let them go anymore :’) believe me when i say that they’ve been my motivation, my energy and my happiness for more than 5 years now and i’ve never felt more content with life :)

First BTS song: no more dream

Favorite BTS song: i’ll just say moon because i can’t just choose one single song :/

First official comeback: hyyh pt. 2, run. that was truly an experience i still haven’t fully recovered from

Favorite era: hyyh forever!!

Bias: the one and only kim seokjin (insert a billion hearts here)

Bias wrecker(s): namjoonie bby <3<3<3

First BTS concert: :((

Do you own any merch: 12 albums (i think?), two little rjs (i hope to buy a big rj pillow soon) and a hand painted rj tee :D

What member would you say you are most like? inch resting question.....i feel like i’m a good mix of them all? i see a lot of my own traits in them and i don’t think i can say one member is more similar to me than the other

Favorite BTS lyrics: entire trivia : love or 134340 lyrics

Favorite Music video: blood, sweat & tears probably.... or spring day....or run......or dna.......or black swan.......idk

1 thing you love about BTS: their genuineness

And to finish off wholesomely, do you have a favorite bts group photo, if so share it here (if not, what is your fav concept photoshoot and share picture:

i tag @wabisaba @kimchitae @houseofarmanto @sweetpeajeon​ @naturaljeon​ @flowerkth​ @daejinta​ and anyone who wants to do this :)

[bangtansfavwriter]

🌷 seokjin having a crush on you 🌷

- very torn between writing you good morning texts and hating himself for being so "sappy"

- jimin: hyung it's not sappy, they'll like it

jin: I'm sorry but I only take advice from people above 175 cm height

jimin: oh short jokes very original

namjoon: idk but I think good morning texts are kinda cute

jin: they shall receive good morning texts until the day i die

-tries to show his best sides around you, gets clumsy and embarrassed sometimes but he feels very strongly for you, even though he keeps denying it in front of the boys, who just tease him about the crush he has on you

- laughs obnoxiously loud at your jokes

- loves to cook for you, adores the way you look while you munch on your food, gets really really happy when you enjoy his cooking

- puns and jokes all the time

- but ready to cut a bitch when you're sad or when you're angry about something

-always has ur back

-very flirty and confident but gets super shy when you tease him back

- btw he will always try to look his best around you, will get very shy when u stop by one morning and he's still in his rj pyjamas (he'd run away from u into his room to change, yelling "WHY ARE U HERE", obviously, very obviously, he forgot about the pancakes he had promised to make for u a couple days ago, comes out of his room after like.. 3 mins, looking like he's about to do a domestic bf photoshoot, you: .... black magic)

- very flamboyant and flirty, but also very traditional in romancing you

- one day he sends you like 100 roses to your workplace with a card saying "you're the person I want to woo, you know my love for you is true, this is such a stupid rhyme, as stupid as namjoon wasting my thyme, anyway pls just let me in, for it is I, kim seokjin" and you'd die laughing and stop by at bighit to talk to him, and hed be like "idk what ur talking about", secretly embarrassed by his gesture, "must be a good prank or so idk 🤷🏻‍♂️"

- and u obviously notice his pink blush, laugh and then you'd go: "idk but this guy, I think I'd give him a try, he can't rhyme for shit, but these roses were.... " you'd grin, while he'd hide his face and laugh nervously " .. a big hit" (cue the windshield wiper laugh, you'd start laughing too ) - him: "go on, I wanna hear the rest" , you, mortified but ready to continue win this giant dork's heart with the most ridiculous poem on earth: "..eh... so.. big hit... - pause- also, he's the guy who I'm trying to win... and he goes by the name of---" - "KIM SEOKJIN" he'd scream before you had the chance to finish your poem but you wouldn't care bc the two of you would just laugh so loudly and you'd let out a scream when he pulled you into a tight hug that literally swept your feet from the ground and spun you around until he almost lost balance himself (bang pd and jimin would secretly high five each other behind the pillar they were hiding and watching you guys from)

-you guys would calm down again once you were standing with both feet on the ground, looking at each other and smiling

-he'd stroke a loose strand of hair from your face and look at you very softly

- "god, you're gorgeous..." he said absent-mindedly, almost lost in the moment the two of you were sharing

- "oooh look who's blushing" he teased -"oh shut up" you said and tried to get out of his hug, embarrassed about the scene when you suddenly remembered where you were

- he did not let that happen however and pulled you closer to him again

(jungkook, who suddenly appeared behind jimin, who almost got a heart attack: "oooo look at the manly man jin-hyung is rn" - bang pd: "ikr? look at my boy" - jimin: *deep sigh*..... istg)

- (you, whispering: are you aware that... we're being watched ")

-(jin: "let's give them a whole show then")

- (you almost choked)

- (jin: ohhh, I meant a kiss! is my boo a secret perv ?? 👀👀)

-non-crack-version of this shdbsh:

"did you really think I'd let you go like that right after I finally had the chance to hold you like that" ((that's the traditional jin I was talking about 💁🏻‍♀️)) , you couldn't help but stare at him, which made him smirk.. "staring is kinda rude, love..." - "you're all mine now, aren't you? I can stare as much as I please" you teased back, which made him shut up in an instant........ "all yours, hm" he said shyly "I like the sound of that"

[shytiff]

Jan 2021 Wins

ive “journaled” for 6 months now. it started as small ___ wins because when you feel rly empty, even doing the bare minimum feels like a win. written down some of the wins. i think until now i’d like to keep the “win” part. a win against my shadow sometimes. a win in life. some things to be grateful for. a win for remembering it later in the future. i know some days im just basically doing nothing.  there are a lot of wars not won by me. but im still tryna ✨manifest✨

1 - woke up. watched bts’ 2021 seasons greetings. read trap city. afternoon nap. pupuy’s mbah passed away. i got DOMS in my body even though i did the barest of exercise yesterday (frail, i know). shower, matcha latte.

2 - the x banner atikah and i sent for racil post thesis defense has arrived lmaoo. mom made delicious (and sweet) fried banana. did some studying (more than usual, bcs the bar is on the floor)

3 - ate muesli, 3 risols. Kopsus coklat at flavola. Stayed there from 12-ish to 17:30 lmaooo. weekly bahas soal w/ fi. Rapat nemo

4 - first day of collab module. Barely cicil ukmppd. My mood is normal-ish but i hardly have the will to study. Dinner is fried fish with mentai sauce, potato wedges, and saladdd by mom

5 - collab module, qa presentation for rsui reps. finished reviewing tryout 2 solid. did padi pretest (got 66,5). ate chicken porridge, a bit of muesli and vsoy, tan ek tjoan bread, matcha latte, fish and chicken and potato wedges and salad, fried banana. i ate well today lol.

6 - slept during collab webinar, went to clara’s place to study osce and attended padi together. i ate well at clara’s placeee lol. ate nastar, kusuka, white kwetiaw with soup (?), and lele goreng. went back home @ 9 pm. i feel refreshed. even though we’ve half studied half mukbang all day. human interaction rly does heal me. i need human interaction more than i think. at night i dreamed about going to bali, to waterparks, seeing sea creatures, watching a movie displayed on a concert-like stage and screen at the front row. 

7 - woke up at 07:55, finished my part for collab group work. felt a bit tired today. the rest of fam went to DM, and when they were on the way back i HURRIED my way out, not even taking a shower lmaoo. got pistachio matcha latte at starbucks dm. now im more skilled in searching the best spot in a cafe to distance myself from people lmao. the matcha latte is served with some sort of pistachio cream and sprinkled with nuts on top. its like when sbux had taro matcha latte and it had purple cream on top. the pistachio taste is quite strong. reviewed TO 1 padi, sent proposals for nemo sponsorship.

8 - did syndrome try out and padi 2 web try out. studied for osce and padi @ clara’s place. wanted to order pizza since clara bought me food before, but she insisted in ordering lmaoo. so dinner is pizza hut

9 - woke up at 11.00 lmao. havent had breakfast. lunch is muesli with the brand new delishhh chocolate granola and cimory banana milk. did one shot try out, got 71. had a google meet with Prof Agus (that ethics book ghostwriting job from a year ago is not finished until now huaaa) that went from 20.00ish and finished at 22.30,,,,, reviewed syndrome try out along the way. havent made my collab self reflection hhhh. i also need to study for osce. also havent edited article for bukang solid. and there goes my saturday nooo

10 - i swear i keep waking up late lmao. Flavola w atikah, racheel later came with wawa. Kopsus coklat and ukmppd class w dr yudo. After class i just talked at flavola (and ended not studying osce at all for sunday). Went to racheel's to pray and talk some more. Hurriedly went back for booty call with fi, watched konser dies natalis first. Tryout and sum study with fi and clar that went from 20:30 to 00:10. Powered by left over kopsus and 2 snackit pia. Rip my sleeping schedule

11 - woke up at 10:30 ish, the lack of meal and horrible sleep pattern (for my standard) produced stuffy nose during the day and a bit of headache that went away for a bit after i ate. Late bfast is muesli, drank protein, ate tan ek tjoan, plus 2 brownies in the evening. Tht coaching w dr niken. Did self reflection for collab. Had dinner without rice, as usual. Ukmppd class w dr ayu. Finished reflection at 21:30 lmao (deadline is 23:55). Tryna sleep and my nose is still itchy and i sneeze a more often. i hope it goes away 2mrw

12 - DV coaching, scele tryout, took a nap before padi cause my head kind of hurts. Les padi while drinking matcha with vsoy less sugar and no added sugar. I can withstand the horrible sugarless cy matcha taste bcs theres a taste of soy. Didnt do anything else. Havent studied osce on my own until now. Astagfirullah

13 - my head still kind of aches. Its goes away when im eating. im eating so well during the weekdays that i gained 2kgs lmao. lazed around the first half of the day. padi. finally tried saint matcha and damnn its an amazing upgrade from Cy matcha. the green color is super different yall. Cy’s green looks sick and tired compared to saint matcha. the taste? immaculate (although coco deli is more fragrant). caffeine? hits. awake and feel normal? yes. messaged an ao3 author and got replied and turns out she’s making a sequel for my fav fic of hers. yay

14 - osce practice w ara ren ness. bedah and anak osce coaching. had 3 of mom’s cinnamon rolls and matcha latte for the afternoon. cicil osce DV. edited some pld articles. did nothing else basically

15 - wasted my day, didnt have the courage to study osce (i feel like i procrastinate on it bcs it feels overwhelming to me), TO FKUI 2, hurriedly reviewed to 1 before, les padi. i feel like this is the least focused im being in a les. maybe its the too few matcha powder.

16 - woke up at 9 am. breakfast is muesli. reviewed to 2 fkui w apa salahku (finished at 12 pm, there goes half of my saturday). tried fried chicken master. its good and tender but i still prefer moon chicken. 

17 - breakfast is muesli, banana and 2 martabak tahu. snack is keripik pisang aduuu wenak (and picking bits of meat cooked by mom). went to devi’s place w/ racheel silvi. brought RJ to be wrapped. we watched okay madam and its super fun, hilarious and full of twists anddd a bit of cutesy romance. just the right balance to enjoy and let the stress out. late lunch is moon chicken yay!! went home after maghrib, did to padi 6 w/ fi and matcha latte. talked about a senior’s wedding and eating healthier til 22:30

18 - To fkui 3, wasted my afternoon playing my phone, finally mustered some will to study after ashar. My progress is rly slow today. Watched hilarious jessi interview with eric, heechul. Im telling u, i thought tiktok is the funniest internet content but i was wronggg. Seeing heechul flustered is hilarious. Tried to study again at night but only learned 1 disease hiks

19 - had no idea what i did before dzuhur lmao. went to racheel’s to surprise atikah. actually napped at her place lmaoo why do i feel so sleepy. gifted rj to atikah. we ate fried chicken master and pempek on a small green table and talked. its like korean movie lmao. we talked while im simultaneously listening to padi lol.

20 - woke up at 8, chicken porridge + muesli and low sugar vsoy for breakfast. arrived at clara’s @10am. to fkui 4. reviewed it. reviewed general physical exam. finished up to padi 7. tried bombo donut. studied osce. i felt sooo dumb in osce (and clara is already super smart). superrr motivated to learn after going back home (arrived at 7) but i ended up opening youtube and drinking protein lmaooo and its suddenly 9 pm

21 - matcha latte at starbucks dm. Studied osce. Obgyn coaching w the super kind dr ilham. Les padi. Read angel buddy and played with my phone til 12 pm

22 - to fkui. padi as usual. had low motivation, so i did the tryout that day close to the actual course.

23 - left home at 06:30 to study together in capitol. had breakfast in mcd first. thank god i ate rice + chicken and breakfast wrap cuzzzz. studied osce together w ara, ical, kelvyn, dio and kak ilonka til about 2 pm. WALKED to bk bcs my parents are there. apparently simply driving to capitol is too much for them. immediately ate muesli at 4 pm cause i didnt eat anything in capitol. did nothing else after that. did not pray maghrib together lmao somehow mom had mercy on me and let me sleep som more. mom bought sate padang but i didnt eat it. i cried in bed because as yoongi said, “this is the real you and this is the real me”. did not shower/wash my face at night bcs i felt like shit lmao rip my face (its a week before bukang photoshoot)

24 - i feel tired, lazy, and just wanted some sleep. like all that’s in me is drained. ate muesli with strawberry milk. tried fitmee beef. its better than i thought. because the noodle is chewy you spend more time to chew. also ate fried chicken and daun singkong. usually i cant wait to go to flavola but even at 12 pm i just feel like laying down. finally mustered the will to shower and go out. its raining a bit on the way. colddd. 

25 - to fkui 6, osce briefing, covid lecture (that was actually for ppds), padi

26 - spaghetti for brekkie, coaching neuro and ophthalmology, cicil osce

27 - cicil osce, the second to the last padi omg. the fastest padi ever

28 - obgyn osce practice at kak ilonka’s place (that nice kosan at forkabi) with ara, ren ness, kelvyn, dio with mannequins from og dept, tried meokja salemba that serves bulgogi rice. quite good. after arriving at home, studied neuro together with menno til about 20:45 an and i just dont have the energy lmaooo so i gave up and slept

29 - today is bukang photoshoot at bintaro. put base make up on the way. even put glue on my eyebrow. got eyebrow, eyeshadow and blush done by renata. took lots of photos. nebeng om coro afterwards to bxc to meet mom. we ate at genki sushi (renata ara kris mendel oca regan geordie eka). i missss road trips hua. did tryout fkui on the way back home. after shower and prayer proceeded to review TO with apa salahku. Last padi (havent done the questions beforehand so i sprinted it out while on the actual course). Muhasabah osce with kak widia afterwards lmao. Studied osce with clara

30 - studied osce with ara ren ness @ merra. I ate eatlah, moms muffin, kemplang, tango. I ate so welll. Its a productive sesh, neuro and infectious disease. At home i studied osce w clara til abt 22:15 ish. I feel like i miss my me time lmao its been 3 days. I can still go on w clara but i dont wanna get myself sick

31 - simul osce in the morning. Osce study with clara almira. Cicil osce alone. Played my phone at 10 pm even though i still have mental clarity post matcha latte -___-

[monohart]

stardust. (idol!au)

ft. huang renjun, failure and a secret relationship.

i’m back after a long break, haha. this was an old writing that had been sitting up in my drafts for a while... happy 2019! please spend this year showing more love to renjun. :)

thank you, and enjoy!

when you were cut from the line up for sm’s new group renjun was 100 times more devastated then u were

u were like hey rj cmon don’t worry i’ll be fine??? i’m sure i can audition for another company or smth?? or wait for the next unit debut??

u even jokingly said maybe u could debut in an nct unit but he couldn’t bring himself to smile

and your chest :(( hurt :(( from seeing him so hurt ;;;

ofc for as long as you remember y’all had been talking about both debuting under sm at the same time so y’all could be chasing your dreams and not be too far away from each other

but that plan failed when renjun debuted first with nct dream and had his schedule Packed w nct promotions and concerts and stuff

he and the other nct guys would sometimes let u sit behind the camera in vlives

this one time omg

(( ok so refer to this for a visual :) ))

u sat behind the camera in the chenle jaemin renjun react to baby don’t stop vlive

even though u were hella scared to be kicked out chenle was like HEY DW I’LL FIGHT ANYONE WHO THINKS YOU’RE NOT ALLOWED TO BE THERE OKAY

so u snuck out of your practice session slightly earlier to watch them

renjun was so excited u were there but obvs he had to keep it together for the live

then!! lolololol rip your manager found out u snuck out of practice and found u in the room and pulled u out of the room

(u kno that moment when they all looked behind the camera and then turned down the music.. yeah issa bc ur crazy manager almoST ruined the mood)

manager scolded u outside the room for a good few minutes and then told u to get yourself together

and u stood outside the room for a bit longer after manager left

and u were literally about to leave but then guess who u ran into!!!

chittaphon knew about u and rj since the day he met u and him both

it was kinda funny really bc u and rj stood rly awkwardly next to each other at this company event a few years ago and y’all were standing around the other dreamies and some other trainees and suddenly renjun’s hand brushed the side of your leg and u glance at him and he smiles at u and u look away smiling

AND chittaphon, who happens to be taking a nice long sip of his soda SEES THIS and spits his soda out

accidentally sprays soda onto jeffery’s back

but yeah thats another story

anyway!!!!

ten sees u sulking outside the door and peers in and sees renjun and hears bds

u know that smile smirk ten does when he knows whats Up™.

yeah he does that and be like

“eyy why don’t u go in???”

then u give him a breakdown of what happened with skipping practice and being caught by the manager

and hes like :o

but chittaphon is chittaphon so he grabs you by the wrist and pulls you back into the practice room and hides you in a corner just out of view

and then he sneaks onto them!!

then jaemin... quick-eyed, lovely doe-eyed jaemin... sees u hiding and nudges renjun ever so slightly

he sees u and before he gets flustered ten’s all over him asking how the mv was and flustered rj tries to keep his cool while showering chittaphon w compliments

and u know how ten looks at him like That :^)

and jaemin keeps peeking over their shoulders

yeah :))

OK I SPENT TOO LONG DESCRIBING THIS

but anyway, on that night u were cut from the line up

after the news got to him he sits down and was just like

:(

because he knew how much debuting meant to u and

and... YOUR DREAMS TO BE TOGETHER :(( debuting together and always being close to each other

and u mentioned before that if u dont debut in the next five years u prolly would quit the entertainment industry

maybe go back to school and study some or idk work in a less chaotic industry

in that moment he remembered what u said and was a little heartbroken too

he tried to find you in your usual practice room but u weren’t there and he shouldn’t be loitering around so he gave up and let you have some space

bet u he sulked all the way home

you had travelled back to your dorm because u needed some time alone oof

it took u a good few hours to deal with the news and when u were ready to talk about it again, it was like 3am but u still gave his mobile a call

he picked up on the second ring and said to meet him outside your dorm in a few mins and y’all can go take a walk or smth for some fresh air

so u guys go to the park for a nice quiet walk in the dead of night hhh

u had so many things to say but mostly u were worried with your relationship w him and how y’all were supposed to balance that out given his priorities with nct and you as... just a trainee...

u didnt have to explain anything or other bc he suddenly goes

“what if we went public with our relationship?”

u look up at his face that was hidden behind a mask and his glasses

u deadass thought he was kidding but his that look in his eyes were like hella serious

“just think about it for a second. maybe we don’t have to bring it to the fans, but at least let the company know”

and u were like no way they’ll just do anything to keep yall apart

he didnt answer after that and not too long later yall started heading back to your dorm

it was almost 5am and the streets were still dark and renjun had an arm around your waist and you leant against him and yall walked slowly bc honestly u guys haven’t slept a wink and its been a Really Long day

your dorm was a street away from his

actually he stops about a street or two away from your dorm bc another idol group also lived in the same building as u and there were always sasaengs and people w cameras outside your dorm

u were a trainee so it didnt bother u but renjun was renjun :,)

plus he actually wanted sum privacy so he could kiss u.. so...

hsaksdnd

there was a narrow alley just around the back of the apartment block next to yours

u would never go there alone kasdnj it was scary at any time of the day

tbh

u wouldn’t go even if someone was there with u

maybe it was the heat of the moment or u were just so down that day

it didn’t rly bother u when renjun gently backed u up against the wall and hugged u n took off his mask n buried his face in the crook of ur neck

and that immediately put a smile on your face ur like baby wyd its 5am

hes looks at u like :(( and says “i miss u” in a quiet quiet voice & in his mother tongue

u knew what it meant and hearing him say it in chinese made you uwu to mars

then he showers u with like tiny tiny butterfly kisses and he wraps his arms around u to make u feel safe and warm

which u do!!

he holds u up too when ur knees buckle a bit but then just continues kissing u hehehe

its all sweet and innocent but his kisses last just a tiny bit longer each time, as if hes scared that you’d run away

after he finishes kissing u he meets your eyes and u literally watch his orbs go all soft and he hides his face in your neck again while u mutter about how much of a big baby he is

the goodnight was!!!

the hardest thing y’all had to do omg

he literally didnt want to let u go

and when he did and when u started walking toward ur building u kept looking back, wanting him to head off but he didnt and stood there waiting for u to go in

and u didnt want to go in without knowing he was on his way home and was safe on the walk back wdf it was almost 6am

then when u were almost at the door u saw he hadn’t moved an inch

so u run back to him

he was still standing at the spot where y’all parted - which was a few streets down and out of sight

he scolds u for running back out but he smiles when doing so and u snap his mask back onto his face and kisses him over the mask like 200 times and u couldnt see but hes like dying from the giggles

anyway eventually y’all go home :,) it just took forever :,)

the next day u head to the building in the afternoon to catch up on some sleep

u were a bit guilty to find out renjun went back to work at 7am which meant he practically didnt get any sleep

y’all brush shoulders in the cafeteria but he was walking w hyuck and his manager so u couldn’t stop and chat

tho u couldn’t help but notice his manager steal a glance at u when u walked by and he had this really weird smile on his lips

made u go like huh.,, maybe he recognises me from the many Brief encounters yall had before

anyway u were doing some vocal and keyboard practice later in the afternoon when the door to the private training suite opened and two loud boys stumbled in

made u rly surprised bc u never expected it to be them??

it was taeyong and winwin??

they were both looking at u like :))) as if they did something great :))

taeyong introduces himself formally but you’re like ,, um u know we’ve met before at this function and hes like OH,,, sorry

anyway they were there to tell u how renjun couldn’t shut up about u since he went back to the dorm last night and now all of nct knows about everything to know about u and him (if they hadn’t already)

you’re just like .,, oof what embarrassing stuff did he say

they’re like NO ALL NICE STUFF,, a bit cringey at times

but !! nct wanted to help u

so earlier today

johnny and jaehyun spoke to their managers and night night producers and asked if they could hire a third radio dj - yknow someone who also speaks english and is really nice and entertaining and funny and cool like u are!!

that idea is now In The Talks

winwin brought up a variety thing china line and their managers had been thinking about for a while and also asked if they could consider u

nct managers be like ok so who actually is this trainee and why are all 18 boys obsessively asking to include her in nct activities

later that day when u see renjun again he was just heading off but he came around your practice room to see u before he left

thankfully u were the only one left at practice as the others were away busy preparing for their debut or smth :,)

u didnt hear him come in bc u were sitting in the middle of the room on the floor scrolling replying to week old texts oop hehe

renjun sneaks up behind u and hugs u from behind and kisses your cheek

he got a bit scared when u didn’t respond as explosively as he thought... for a second he thought he got the wrong person poor bean he was so nervous hhh

you chuck your phone aside and tackle him and he falls onto his back and yall kinda lay there on the ground for a bit

and you told him about taeyong and winwin visiting u and he just smiles

“you inspire me.”

“me? inspire you? you’re huang freakin’ renjun, and i, of all people, inspire you?”

“yeah”

“don’t understand u sometimes”

he turns his head to look at u and u turn to look at him and he kinda just admires you for a while then reach over and touches your cheek

it wasnt even a sweet caress or anything he literally just

touched

your cheek

“renjun what the heck”

then he laughs and u laugh and u snuggle against him and for the first time that week both of u feel completely at ease bc even though the dream u guys shared at the beginning was completely shattered,

y’all would still find a way around it

and knowing so many people around u still supported u guys meant so much

especially to renjun bc u were his everything and he’d do anything for u

and i mean it!!!

[redwinter55]

It was hell dudes, but I finally did it! I made it to S+ in Splatoon on the Wii U!

Before, I didn’t know that Quick Respawn was useful back in Splatoon. I finished it off with the Hero Shot Replica with the gears: Retro Specs, Inkling Satin Jacket, and Squid Stitch Slip-Ons. I was playing as my OC, RJ, and boy, it’s been rough.

[and-classics]

(okay so i stopped to play with the dogs) (also this is long - i tried to order by significance a lil bit but it’s the 23rd i have stuff to do)

second viewing thought jumble - tlj spoilers

 the movie doesn’t allow any moment to have resonance. which is a pretty significant omission in a star wars movie. I saw gareth edwards talk about how he & goudie spent a lot of time making sure rogue one felt like a star wars film stylistically and space opera-ily and not a general science fiction - I don’t feel like RJ spent that time, and I feel like it was a conscious choice, given the way he talks about it. I also don’t think that’s a good thing, considering it is a piece of a whole and not just his Magnum Opus or whatever

They made the shadow in the cave look like Leia before it turns into a reflection of Rey. So either Ren is fucking with her, or RJ is fucking with the audience. Incidentally, that scene is the most boring and unnecessarily lengthy thing on god’s green earth the second time round

God BLESS Oscar Isaac for not resorting to murder when they made him play Poe as the dumb jock who can’t understand the concept of tracking systems even though he’s a fucking PILOT, and fuck the whole ‘okay so we blow it up’ thing as if a Commander in the Republic Navy who has recently been serving directly under Leia has no grasp of tactics or strategy. That’s not who Poe is. I’m not surprised people dislike him coming out of this movie, his subplot in the opening half is even more awful than I remembered, like does Rian actively hate him? He’s constantly throughout the movie presented as at fault for things that are objectively NOT exclusively or at all his fault and then given out of character tantrums to boot. We literally see the bridge crew being all ‘wtf u doin’ at Holdo, but when they eventually mutiny it’s presented as Poe being a power grabbing impulsive flyboy?

Leia stunning him is worse when you know it’s coming because you can see exactly how unnecessary it is.

The actual reason “Poe’s Plan” (it’s not really poe’s plan guys) fails, is because Finn and Rose inexplicably decide not to park their shuttle during their covert time sensitive life or death mission??? And yet this is somehow presented as still Poe’s fault? There’s every chance they’d still have been caught with the actual master codebreaker since it was bb-9e that spotted them, but they also wouldn’t have spent god knows how long in the cells and breaking out, so the shuttles wouldn’t have been heading to crait yet and the risk to the fleet by them trying would have been significantly less.

If I’m generous I can say they were trying to do a female empowerment thing. But if your female empowerment/toxic masculinity theme is enacted consistently and exclusively by demeaning the male characters of colour (yup it’s Finn too), if your female characters hardly get to be in a room together much less interact, if the only female character of colour to even survive the movie finishes it knocked out and bloody - it starts to look a lot less like feminism and a lot more like unexamined racism  

especially when the exception to the theme is the KR/Rey storyline, which is just straight up old school emotional manipulation and ‘let’s make the woman vulnerable and uncomfortable and put her in real physical and mental danger in an ultimately futile attempt to save the dude that’s manipulating her, that’ll learn her some lessons’ and also the only storyline where plot served the characters instead of vice versa

especially when Holdo is not just figuratively your white saviour character but literally wearing a HALO

But if I’m realistic I’m pretty sure the actual theme is ‘Rian Johnson is smarter than the audience’, which wouldn’t be as much of a problem if he actually did it in a smart way, but he just picked key moments and then bulldozed a path to get there. And covered it with a lot of pulling the rug out from under the viewer. Smart twists are when you’re like ‘of course how did i not see it!’ contrived twists are when it was never there to see and they play on your ability to accurately interpret media to make you feel dumb.

Why do they wait until half the shuttles are gone before Holdo goes to lightspeed? The only reason for that to happen is a 4th wall breaking one, in that they somehow have to get from 400 people to a suitably pathetic number that can fit in the Falcon. 

Luke’s last scene makes a lot more sense on a second viewing bc you’re not spending all your mental energy trying to figure out what message all the scene cuts are actually trying to convey in the end

the movie in general does not hold up as well without the opening night adrenaline smoothing over the gaps, I was bored at points and I am a chronic re-watcher 

critics can’t tell one dude in a flightsuit with a goatee from another, there was a Snap lookalike but no Snap

Rey, miss ‘i climbed into a gross nostril to help an animal’, doesn’t even say sorry when she nearly flattens the nuns?

Luke definitely doesn’t put the books on the falcon, and I find it hard to believe Rey stole them. Was it the nuns???? If they look after the temple, they could well be force sensitive, at least enough for a certain force ghost to appear to them.

Fighting over the lightsaber is the kind of petty shit Ren would pull I know, but his own was RIGHT THERE, the big dope

Adam Driver got the best material to work with in fairness, but he’s also very very good at what he does

You could spot the moments Carrie had the biggest hand in writing from a mile off.

[k00kie-krumbl3]

Birthday Boy

Summary: Jessica is the best party planner known in Seoul and with the help of Freddy, Bonnie, Oliver and friends they turn Jungkook’s 22nd birthday into the best party ever. Come and join this crazy, funny, heart-warming story of celebrating the bestest boy in the world.

Genre: College AU, Jungkook x reader, Fluff

Warnings: No warning just fluff and Jungkook being a mess as he’s in love.

A/N: This is also like a mini Easter egg for my upcoming stories too. So just keep that in mind lol 🥳

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[9:00am]

“Where is the banana milk?” Jess asked, walking out of the kitchen with a crazed look in her eyes.

“Um I... might have drank it all,” Bonnie replied, laughing nervously as he could literally see the dark clouds swirling above Jessica’s head.

“Bonnie... how do you finish a whole pack of banana milk that should last Jungkook about a whole year in the span of a week?!” Jess asked exasperated, holding the bridge of her nose to calm down and not kill Bonnie.

“It’s- its okay. I’ll call Jackson and ask him and Mark to go find more banana milk,” Jess said, reassuring herself more than Bonnie.

“Okay, I’ll call him,” Bonnie smiled, messing Jess’s hair up as he bounced off to call Jackson. Leaving Jess with a messy hair, oblivious to her glare.

Fixing her hair, she felt her phone buzz. Grabbing her phone from the back pocket she saw that she got two texts. One from Freddy and one from Namjoon. Answering Namjoon first, she read the text he sent.

[From] Joonie: Hey Jess. Just checking up on you and wanting to know how the party is coming along?

Sighing, she answered Namjoon. “We aren’t done just yet. Bonnie got into the carton of banana milk so I’m asking Jackson if he can go on a quick shopping spree to get the banana milk but other than that. We’re fine-good actually” Jess typed, rereading the text before she sent it.

Going over to Freddy’s text, she couldn’t stop the squeal as he assures her that her friend Oliver has the cake already prepared and ready. It’s no surprise that she’s friends with the best baker in Seoul as he makes the most delicious sweets.

Getting another notification, she saw that y/n has texted. Reading her message, she couldn’t help the smile as you were worrying about what to get for Jungkook’s birthday. Jess let out a little chuckle as she couldn’t help but to find you adorable. It’s no surprise that Jungkook caught your heart as you would spend hours upon hours talking and laughing, sharing glances here and there.

Shaking her head, Jess reassured you about the present, telling you not to overthink so much as you were giving him something that he would most definitely appreciate.

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[10:23 am]

Reading Jess’s message, you couldn’t help but to roll your eyes. ‘As if I shouldn’t be worrying,’ you thought looking back at the iPads with different features that’ll allow Jungkook to draw.

“Maybe I should just get him a game console... or headphones... no he said that his iPad is being glitchy. Ugh,” you groaned, trying to figure out what to get for Jungkook. Grabbing your phone from your black mini bag with the Guess logo, you called Yugyeom.

“Hi y/n!” Yugyeom answered cheerfully,

“What should I get for Jungkook’s birthday?!” you asked,

“Oh... I mean I’m getting him some new AirPods, BamBam is getting him some video games and a gaming console. You should get him a iPad or a Mini laptop with those new features for drawing. I think he told us last time that he was having difficulty with his iPad.” Yugyeom stated.

“Okay... thanks Gyeomie your the best!” you told him with a smile. Hanging up after. Deciding on what to get Jungkook, as you looked up and made eye contact with one of the clerks, you asked them if they can come over, knowing which present to get Jungkook.

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[12:34pm]

“Should I tell her today guys?” Jungkook asked, looking at Jimin and Taehyung. They both looked at each other with a bored expression.

“Literally Jungkook, I don’t think you have to worry about rejection,” Jimin reassured,

“Yeah, by all means, just kiss her. She would definitely appreciate that,” Tae smirked, only to be elbowed in the ribs by Jimin.

“Don’t do that, please... just tell her how you feel,” Jimin exclaimed, giving Jungkook a reassuring smile.

“Okay... I wrote a letter for her, for this day actually.” Jungkook said, opening the drawer with the letter he wrote, or more like essays as it was five pages long.

“Jesus boy, that’s not even a letter. That’s a whole essay,” Taehyung howled, snatching the papers from Jungkook’s hand and reading them, Jimin placing his chin on Tae’s shoulder so he can read them as well.

Jungkook pouted at the duo, “I was just putting my heart out, I didn’t mean for it to be five pages long.”

“Yeah~ Don’t read this letter, it’s so... much,” Jimin shuddered, feeling like he just read someone’s mind, well I mean he kind of did.

“Why?” Jungkook asked, only for Taehyung to respond instead.

“It’s good... it really is. It’s just-“

“Just?”

“Your literally pouring your heart out on here. It’s better if you do it face-to-face from your heart when you talk to her. Basically what we’re trying to say is you don’t need this,” Jimin stated as he threw the papers he shook in the trash can, only for Jungkook to quickly move to get them, glaring at Jimin.

“Okay fine... I’ll tell her personally without my letters,” Jungkook agreed.

“You mean essay?” Taehyung chuckled only to screech as Jungkook lifted him up and body slammed him back to the bed, the trio chuckling at the youngest antics.

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[2:45 pm]

Jess was pacing back and forth, the banners were up, the balloons were either tied to poles or floating and touching the ceiling. Streamers were hanging from the ceiling. Freddy just arrived with Oliver and the cake looked amazing.

“Chocolate cake on top, cheesecake in the middle, and vanilla cake on top. And on the side the cake that Jimin made for Jungkook last time... just in case,” Jess said to herself, going back to the kitchen, she grabbed the ice cream tub and placed it down on the table with the cakes.

Hearing the bells ring as someone opened the door, she squealed in delight as she saw Jackson, Mark, and Jinyoung with carts upon carts of banana milk.

“He really does love banana milk, huh?” Jackson said, shaking his head in disbelief.

“Yup! But you guys are live savers and I love you guys. Thank you!” Jess prolonged the ‘u’ as she gave each of them a hug.

Motioning them towards her, she helped them place the banana milk underneath the cake table as she had a wagon under the table for this specific reason.

Hearing the bells jingle yet again, she looked to see that more friends of Jungkook came to the restaurant. More specifically RJ’s Diner aka Jin’s restaurant.

“Hobi!” Jess squealed, hugging him as he gave her a smile.

“Where should I put the presents?” He asked, Jess showing him the way. Yoongi and Namjoon coming into the restaurant. “This place looks amazing!” Namjoon exclaimed, walking over to Jess as she grabbed both his and Yoongi’s gifts and placed them down on the gifts table.

“Thanks Joon,” she smiled, “by the way you look nice, you could be a detective if I’m being honest.”

Chuckling at what Jess said, Yoongi and her both looked at each other and gave one another playful glares before hugging and doing there little handshake (more like holding hands as they both have a love for that).

As they waited for more people to arrive, everyone began to talk and hoped that maybe the two lovebirds in their friend group will finally become a couple.

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[3:12 pm]

“Should I tell him?” You asked, looking at BamBam and Yugyeom.

“Yes!” They both yelled,

“I’ve been telling you to do it for a while man, but you never listened,” BamBam said exasperated as he plopped his whole

body down onto your bed.

“Just kiss him,” Yugyeom said, only for you to choke as you dropped your mascara. Cheeks turning even redder as you already applied blush on your cheeks.

“I’m not going to kiss him!” You replied, flustered by the image of actually kissing Jungkook.

“You should though, he probably would. He’s probably been dreaming of it. I bet you that’s what he tells Chim and Tae, saying something like ‘oh I hope sweet precious y/n likes me. What I would do to give her lovely luscious lips a kiss!’” Yugyeom snorted, both him and BamBam laughing at Gyeomie’s impersonation of Jungkook.

Grabbing a pen from your night stand, you flung it at the laughing boys. “First of all my lips are not luscious and second please don’t ever say that again,” you chuckled, going back to doing your makeup.

“You know he doesn’t like when you wear makeup? He likes you the way you are. Without any of the baking powder all up on your face,” BamBam stated, making your eye twitch in annoyance. “That would’ve been nice to know beforehand Bam,” you said as you finished up.

“Whoops.”

“Anyways, let’s go over to Jungkook, everyone has there present right?” You asked, looking at the two boys.

“Actually we were thinking that you should offer yourself as his present,” BamBam said.

“Do I look like a stripper to you?” You asked, quirking up and eyebrow.

“Not to me, but maybe to Kook,” he smirked only to cover his head as you hit him repeatedly with your hand purse. Leaving the room, once you felt satisfied. The boys following after.

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[3:55 pm]

“Is the birthday boy close?” You asked Jin, he shrugged his shoulders as he didn’t know. “Namjoon might know,” Jin answered.

Walking over to Namjoon, Jess pulled you towards her. “Hey! What did you get Jungkookie?” She asked,

“Oh I got him a new mini Apple laptop that he can swivel and turn it into a tablet, he has a stylus with it, and I also got him a artist book so he can draw on paper too. Oh and also art supplies that he can carry. It looks just like those suit cases that detectives or spies would carry. It’s really cool!” You gushed, a smile on your face. However, your smile quickly vanished by the look on Jess’s face.

“What? Did I do something wrong?”

“That’s so much stuff,” Jess said matter-of-factly, “I mean if anything you can just offer yourself.”

“Oh my goodness, first BamBam. Now you. Do I look like some hooker?” You asked, giving Jess a glare.

Giggling at your reaction, Jess shook her head and explained that she meant to tell him how you feel about him. Cheeks heating up, you quickly denied, afraid of rejection.

“Look... I can keep secrets but you guys are dancing around each other and I’m getting tired of it. Or really everyone is. Jungkook l-“

“Guys Jungkook is coming! Everyone hide!” Bonnie yelled, turning off the lights, as everyone all huddled together. Jess tapped your shoulder as she handed you the fruit cake for Jungkook, looking at her you shook your head but she gave you a stern glare, finally accepting the cake. Jimin and Tae opened the door, revealing the birthday boy.

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY!” Everyone yelled as Bonnie turned on the lights, revealing the new decor of the restaurant.

“Woah! Thanks guys!” Jungkook exclaimed, looking over at y/n his face immediately turned red.

“Happy birthday Jungkookie,” you smiled, handing him the cake as he thanked you and blew out the candle.

As the party soon began, everyone was dancing, laughing, drinking, and living in the moment. When Jungkook went up on the mini stage, everyone soon got quiet as they looked up at the birthday boy.

“So there is something I would like to say. First of all, thank you Jessica and everyone else who helped with this party. Second, I-“ he soon froze up as he laid eyes on y/n.

“I wanted to say that- I really like you y/n. I love talking to you and getting to see you really brightens up my day. I hate seeing you cry and I want to be the boy that you can trust and love, knowing I wouldn’t hurt you, because I wouldn’t. I- you’re really amazing y/n. So would you go out with me?” He asked.

Everyone looked at you, waiting for your response. Looking at Jungkook, you couldn’t stop the laugh, “god you idiot, you’re such an idiot. Yes Jungkook. I would love that,” you said, going up to him and hugging him.

Smiling his adorable bunny smile, he quickly lifted up your cheek and gave you a kiss on the lips. So soft yet sweet.

“Happy birthday to me~” he smiled,

“Happy birthday to you.”

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A/N: This took way too long but happy birthday to the beststest baby boy. He deserves the whole world and he’s so humble. I really am grateful for his existence and for BTS as well. Getting to watch Jungkook grow little by little (even if I wasn’t there in the beginning) is just amazing. I’m so grateful for the man he is today. I hope he spends it wonderfully and has the best 22nd birthday