#THEY DIDNT ACTUALLY BANG but they did kiss

[chipjrwibignaturals]

had a recurring nightmare again but at least the before-bit where tangotek fucked my mom was new

[chaeonlyknows]

Casual - Jasper Hale

A/N: i know that jasper would NEVER, this is just for the sake of my angsty imaginations okay? he’s a gentleman and so so inlove. how could he? just bare with me in this alternate universe okay? anyways, please tell me if you hate it lol this is my first time publishing so forgive me if its shit. i tried my best, if this doesnt work out, maybe writing isnt for me… enjoy! and thank you for reading!

also, this is inspired by chappell roan’s casual, i just love her!!

edit: just fixing my grammatical errors.

Warnings: a little angst and mentions of sex, i think there were curse words? 18+!

my friends call me a loser cause im still hanging around

“y/n? what’s wrong with you?” angela asks you, jessica has been talking on and on about her and mike, so much that you unexpectedly drown in your own thoughts about you and jasper. “she’s thinking about jasper again.” jessica says, rolling her eyes. you turn your head around to sneak a peak at the cullens. “ugh, what are you guys anyway? what? edward got bella now his brother wants to mingle with you as well? like, come on people, im losing my friends to the cullens!” jessica keeps on rambling but your mind seems to be elsewhere. bella gives you that look that says “are you okay?” and you nod, ignoring jessica’s comments, once again, getting drowned in your thoughts. “—plus i heard that he had some type of thing going on with another girl. didnt emmett and rosalie talk about that?” and suddenly, upon hearing this, you turn to jessica with the look of confusion. angela and bella noticed this and angela spoke up. much to your dismay, you were so stupid. stupid enough to actually think that jasper hale would ever like you for you.

i’ve heard so many rumours that im just a girl that you bang on your couch.

“im really sorry to be the one to tell you this, y/n..” alice says, confirming what angela has told you. “i heard that jasper brushed off the rumours of you and him by saying you were only fucking, not so much as a relationship or bond. you guys were only casual.” angela’s words never left your mind.. you try to hold back your tears and nodded at alice, you thanked her for her honesty and left immediately.

i thought you thought of me better someone you couldnt lose.

how stupid are you y/n? why? why did you let yourself fall for such an arrogant boy?? you thought to yourself whilst walking on the way home. he didnt even feel the same way, he didnt feel what i felt whenever he calls me by those weirdly lovey nicknames, he didnt feel what i felt when he kissed me on my cheek. he never did. and you were just stupid to think that he’d actually reciprocate your feelings. you kept beating yourself up for falling in love with a cullen. unfortunately, you weren’t as lucky as bella. she fell inlove with a cullen that loves her back and you fell inlove with… well… a boy.

you said “we’re not together” so now when we kiss i have anger issues.

“hi darlin’, i missed you.” jasper greets you with a kiss as he sits beside you during your shared class. you pull away quickly and he could feel the irritable emotion that you’re feeling and immediately catches this. “what’s wrong baby?” he asks you searching your eyes for clues. you dont look at him and hum in response. “nothing, jas… im fine.” you respond without looking at him. it hurts, it just hurts. but i cant let him go.

you said “baby no attachment.”

“what’s happenin’ to you y/n? i thought we were on the same page? no attachment, remember? honey?” he asks. you feel rage creeping in you, how dare he? no attachment? and then he calls you honey? “i know, jas.. sorry” you apologise, finally looking up at him “no attachment… right, i forgot.” you said bitterly. you two had argued when he picked you up for a “date”, because he tried to kiss you as if nothing happened, you brought up the fact that he was seen with another girl and he got defensive which lead to this. he kisses your cheek and promises to make it up to you.

but we’re knee deep in the passenger seat and you’re eating me out, is it casual now?

“i’ll make it up to you sweetheart” he says as he adjusts himself on his knees whilst you’re in the passenger seat. he fiddles with your skirt and underwear as his lips start tracing the inside of your thighs. his grip on your thighs are tight and you feel your climax coming down. he continues, inserting his tongue in and out of you while his other hand losens it’s grip on your thigh and rubs on your clit.

two weeks and your mom invites me to her house in long beach, is it casual now?

“hello y/n!” rosalie greets you on your way to history class which startled you and made you jump a little. “uhm… hi rosalie.” you greet her awkwardly, taken aback by her sudden kindness to you. maybe she felt pity. “i just wanted to let you know that we’re having a quick trip next week, esme wanted to let you know that she wants you to go with us.” she says as emmett walks towards you both. “yeah, esme really misses you both, jasper will be there” emmett gives you a wink which you try hard not to roll your eyes at. “i’ll think about it, i might be busy though. thanks rosalie, emett” glancing at the both of them and walking away. you definitely dont want to get caught up with jasper on a trip, with his family. remember, it’s casual.

i know what you tell your friends, it’s casual.

“jasper!” emmett calls him, “esme wanted to invite y/n over next week at the beach house, we already invited her… so… just wanted to let you know.” emmett says as he and edward smirks at this. “you invited y/n?” he asked, very much clueless. “yeah, carlisle wanted her there too, he said she was a nice girl.” edward adds. “i might not come with you guys then.” jasper states, clearly annoyed. “what’s wrong with her coming with us, jas?” emmett asks sarcastically. “oh right! you two are just casual.” edward answers the question for jasper and the two snicker at this. jasper shakes his head and walks away before they could taunt him further.

if it’s casual now, baby, get me off again.

jasper kisses you, hard. he loves doing this to you. overstimulating you. making you come, again and again, and again… he loves how you feel, clenching around him when you’re about to come. his grip gets tighter and he fucks you harder. kissing your neck, chest, everything. and after you guys are done? every praise, assurance, word that he said vanishes. discarded. once he gets his pants on again, he leaves, giving you a peck on the cheek. and that’s all.

if its casual now, if its casual now then.

it’s saturday and the girls wanted to hang out, and you decided you wanted to go with them. you guys planned a sleep over for next week and you talked about boys, movies, and prom. which you didnt know whether or not you’d be going to attend. “y/n?? y/n!” jessica basically shouts your name to get your attention. “yeah, huh?” you say cluelessly. “didnt you hear what angela said?” jessica asked, you shake your head no and angela repeats herself. “as i was saying, this boy… andrew.. what’s his last name again?” she asked the girls, “andrew jones?” bella answers. “oh right! andrew jones! anyway, he was asking me for your phone number. he wanted to ask you out!” angela tells you and her and jessica squeal in excitement. you felt weird though, going on a date while you’re with jasper? “oh come on, y/nnnnn! dont tell me that you’re thinking about that jasper again?” jessica rolls her eyes. “i am, dont you think it’ll be weird? going out with someone else while you have a —thing— with another person?” you state.

dumb love i love being stupid, dream of us in a year, maybe we’d have an apartment and you’d show me off to your friends at the pier.

“so? jasper did the same to you, with multiple girls. plus i thought you guys were clear on no attachment? remember? it’s just casual.” jessica argues. “she’s right y/n, you shouldnt settle for a casual fling.” angela agrees with her. you look at bella and she says “im with them on this one, y/n. im sorry but you have to be honest with yourself.” feeling bad for you. you nod your head and gave andrew a chance the next week.

i know “baby no attachment.” but we’re…knee deep in the passenger seat and you’re eating me out is it casual now?

jasper told you to meet him by his car because he “missed” you, and you reluctantly agreed. you couldnt stay away from him. he then opened the car door for you and same old story, he kisses you, you fight, he “makes it up to you” and you let it go, not wanting to argue any further.

two weeks and your mom invites me to her house in long beach, is it casual now?

declining the cullen’s offer, you didn’t say why or explain your reason. you just told rosalie that you couldn’t come and she understood. but, bella accidentally mentioned it to edward and alice because alice told her that you were supposed to be there with them and bella mentioned you and your date. “what?! y/n’s going on a date???” alice squealed in excitement which grabbed everyone’s attention. “who’s going on a date?” emmett asks, which made rosalie and jasper look at the three of them. as alice was about to speak, bella cuts her off by saying “no one! alice just got excited, you know..” widening her eyes at alice to contain herself. “y/n is.. you know? the y/n that jasper has a fling with?” he sneers and bella nudges him rather aggressively and he groans. “i told you not to tell them, it was supposed to be a secret!” bella whispered-semi yelled. “oh.” was all edward said and smirked at jasper who seemed a bit mad but oh well, it’s just a casual fling.

i know what you tell your friends, it’s casual..

andrew gets out of his car and knocks on your front door with flowers in hand, your dad opens the door and he gulps. “hi sir, i’m here to take your daughter, y/n, out on a date. i promise that i’ll take good care of her and bring her home before 8pm. we will just be going out, to the theatre, nothing else. we will be watching (your favourite movie) and after that, i’ll bring her straight home.” he offers your dad a smile and your dad is taken aback by this and hesitantly lets you go with him. before you leave he gives andrew a strict look and tells him “before 8.” and closes the door.

you and andrew had so much fun, he asked if he could kiss you on your cheek and you agreed. you asked him questions about himself and he answered them quite nicely and he let you speak about your interests. before escorting you to your doorstep at 7:48… he opens your car door for you. “let’s do this again sometime? i’ll see you on monday y/n.” he smiles at you and kisses your hand. he walks to his car but doesnt leave until you got inside safely. you were daydreaming about him a lot now, he was so dreamy. you thought. he was a gentleman and from what it looks like, he’s the perfect match for you. he treats you the way you want to be treated… but..

if its casual now then baby get me off again, if it’s casual…

andrew picks you up more frequently after your first date, he became your ride to school the past few days and you guys had talked back to back, jamming to your favorite songs… you never experienced this with jasper. when you both arrive, he opens the car door for you and almost everyone at school stops to look at you both. even the cullens.

“oh my god.” angela says in shock. she’s happy for you and andrew. she’s proud of herself because this was her doing.

“no way!!” jessica exclaimed. “bella are you seeing this?” she calls, the three girls smiled at you as you and andrew walk up to them.

what you didn’t notice was, jasper looking at you both. more like glaring into your souls. if he was alive, his blood would be boiling right now.

FLASHBACKS:

its hard being casual when my favourite bra lives in your dresser.

he unclips your bra while making out with you, both of you shirtless and his lips start tracing your neck and chest, he throws your favourite bra on the floor, discarding every piece of clothing you two had on. he couldnt wait to feel you again.

it’s hard being casual when im on the phone talking down your sister.

alice wanted your help on throwing a party, she called you because she was in distress about it. “i cant think properly y/n! it just seems like something is missing!” alice exaggerates as she rambles about what theme or what color she was going to use for the party.

definitely casual. you think to yourself.

i try to be the chill girl that holds her tongue and gives you space.

“it’s not fair jasper! you’ve been going out with girls, you were seen last night by MY friends! do you not know how embarrassing that is for me?” you yell at him not being able to take it anymore. “baby… baby… calm down. they were nothing. look, i dont know why you’re acting up again, i thought you agreed? casual? honey?” he reminds you.

i try to be the chill girl but honestly im not.

“what the fuck? that’s all you have to say?” you couldnt hold off your anger anymore and opened the car door and you left. jasper chased after you, “baby… come on… i’ll make it up to you, i promise.” he tries to convince you, being the pathetically inlove girl you were, you agreed.

knee deep in the passenger seat and you’re eating me out.

same old, same old. his fingers play with your skirt and adjusting your underwear so he could insert his two fingers inside you. you moan at this and he begins to fasten his fingers’ pace, making you cry out his name. he kisses your thighs and removes his hands, replacing them with his mouth.

END OF FLASHBACK!

two weeks and your mom invites me to her long beach house.

“oh hi, y/n! we weren’t expecting guests…” esme trails off, looking at you and jasper. “hi mrs. cullen, no worries, i was just passing by.” you greet her with a smile and she smiles back. “well, do you wanna maybe stay for dinner? we’re having italian..” she offers you and you look at jasper who nods at you, well.. how could you refuse? you smile at esme.

i know what you tell your friends.

“wow jasper, that was unexpected.” rosalie jokes, “what is?” jasper asks. “the way you let her stay for dinner!” emmett adds snickering at jasper. they all know that he’s falling for her. jasper ignores their comments and went up to his room, where you were sitting on a chair, with a box full of your stuff that you’ve left behind. jasper had a plan, he wanted to talk to you and make it official before andrew beats him to it. he wanted to let you know how much he cherished and needed you.. he agreed to give back your stuff, but he wasn’t giving up without a fight.

baby get me off again.

“baby, what’re you doin’ there?” he notices you checking your stuff, polaroids and letters you’ve sent to him that he never bothered to open. “nothing, jasper. just checking.” slightly cringing at the nickname. he reaches for your hand and pulls you closer to him, making you stand up. he leans closer to you and you pull away, “what are you playing at, jasper?” you ask him and you laugh at his attempt. realizing that he isnt joking, you feel annoyed. “stop. dont even start.” you spoke. “start what baby?” he asks innocently. “dont.” you said sternly. he pulls you closer and kisses you, you melt in his touch. you know that it isnt right, you know that this is not what you should want… but you cant stop.

i fucked you in the bathroom when we went to dinner..

(you guys didnt fuck okay, just kissed)

you got the strength to pull away and push him off. “whats wrong, darlin’?” he asks. “stop it jasper. im with andrew, i cant do this. i came here to get my stuff back and end things. i cant do this anymore.” you told him. “baby, we can talk about this.. please. i need you.” he responded. before he could do anything else, you walk away.

your parents at the table..

esme and carlisle hear you and jasper walking down and as esme was about to update you on the cooking, you bid your goodbye. “im sorry mrs. cullen, i have to take a raincheck… thankyou though.it was nice of you to think about me.” you say in a rush. carlisle and esme found this unusual. “well.. atleast bella and edward are on their way.. no food went to waste.” carlisle spoke.

you wonder why im bitter,

jasper runs after you and he pleads for you to talk to him. “baby please. i was dumb to ever think that this was only casual. i dont want this to end, please. dont go with him. i’ll treat you right, i’ll treat you better.” he says while holding onto you.

bragging to your friends i get off when you hit it,

shaking your head, you dont say anything, it seems like you’re lost for words at the moment and you break his hold on you, running to your car as fast as you can and starting it. jasper stands still, if he had a heart, it would be breaking right now. he feels regret, and heartbroken.

i hate to tell the truth but im sorry dude you didnt.

driving off, you finally felt free.

jasper on the other hand, he felt frozen in time. wondering why he took you for granted. wondering why time is such a pain.

i hate that i let this drag on so long, now i hate myself. i hate that i let this drag on so long, you can go to hell.

part two?

[popquizhot-shot]

Omg can we pls get mini Miguel making Miguel dinner once he comes home as a thanks to keeping them safe like, “I never thought I’d be able to have someone take care of me again but you have… so thank you.”

SURE<33

The apartment smells of food when he enters. It's not takeout, because he can hear pots banging in the kitchen and music playing from the fridge so he knows you're cooking.

"Hey." he drops a bag on the island and you look up from the pot of potato that was cooking on the stove.

"What's up? You look half-dead." he deadpans at you and scoffs.

"Today's been a long day."

You stir the the potato one last time and switch the all induction cooker off, closing the recipe hologram.

"What'd you cook?" he walks up to the counter and sniffs the food you'd made, "Smells nice."

"Food." you wash your hands, and he does the same after, sitting down on the table.

"Hey." you begin and he raises his eyebrows in acknowledgment, "I made food someone very close to me taught me to make, just..thank you. for taking care of me. You're the only family I have." you smile and hand him a plate, serving hin rice, and the side dishes with the potato.

He kisses the top of your forehead, "No. Thank you, mija." You're my family too. he smiles and looks at the food, "I'm going to love this."

He eats with relish and silence, smiling dopily and only after he eats, do you serve yourself, because you wanted to make sure he actually fucking ate and didn't secretly pass off his food onto your plate

You take a bite of the potato and spit it out, "WHY DID YOU EAT IT I PUT TOO MUCH SALT WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME?"

[conan-hearts-u]

I think im in love with you !

You heard it. The loud bangs on your window. This always happens. All the time. Every week almost! Cant he just go to the hospital. Every single time he bangs on your window beging you to patch him up. Like c'mon youre 18 years old stop getting into gang fights.

"Y/n i know youre awake " Sanzu shouted from the outside trying to get you to let him in. No matter how much you tried he would never leave. One time he actually stayed there for the entire night since you didnt let him in.

"I swear to god Haru this is the last time, Get in." You opened the window for him and he climbed in. He was in a really bad condition. He went over to your bed and layed down. His katana still in his hand.

"Oh my god Haru my bed sheets are going to get dirty from all this blood! Are you sure you dont need to go to the hospital" You asked with concern in your voice. You run towards your drawer and open it. You take out a first aid kit that had a tape that said "reserved for Haru" You go quickly over to him and start cleaning his wounds. They were really bad.

"How did this even happen?" You asked him. He didnt answer. He was just looking at you not moving. "Hellooo? Earth to Haruchiyo"

"Huh? Oh uh just a small fight." He paused and then continued "Y/n youre really pretty. " You felt your cheeks turn red. You tried to change the topic.

"Haru. Please dont get into any more dangerous fights please." It was hard for you to see him covered in bruises and blood even if he brought it upon himself. you finish up the bandages and sit beside him on the bed.

He chuckles softly leaning his head back against the pillow as he continued to look up at you "You know thats not going to happen"

"Its just.. I care about you and i dont want anything bad to happen to you" You cared about him a lot and it seems like he gets into worse fights each time

"I promise you I will never leave you" He pulled you into a tight hug not wanting to let you go. Both of you stayed like this for a while.

"Y/n I think im in love with you"The unexpected words made you flinch. Your eyes widening with surprise. "Y-you really mean that"

"Yes, ever since I saw you for the first time when we were six years old." you sat there in silence. Your face was red and you kept looking away avoiding eye contact with him. You felt the same way. You too have liked him since you first became friends.

"I love you too Haru.. A lot" the hug turned into a kiss. You have always wanted this, but you were scared that he wouldnt feel the same, that your friendship would be ruined because of your stupid feelings for him.

He pulls away and whispers in your ear "Youre mine now"

Made with love by Conan <3

[celefrfr]

hiii!! can i get an angst to comfort joost fic where the reader is just having a really hard time lately w everything. like family, work, and just everything in general is stressing her/them out so they get really distant bc they feel bad about burdening joost and joost jusr shows up at their apartment and is like “why” and they break down in tears and it ends all fluffy?

February i almost died.

notes: this is actually a bit gotten from a real story, i removed the happy part of it , made parts different , and i just added joost lol, im good now, dont villanize my mom, she was very sad too because she knew i was always crying, shes a good person

summary: literally look at the request 👍

relationship:joost×fem!reader

WARNING! theres a part where Y/N commits sh (head banging)

Reader was always a very clingy person to Joost, always texting him, asking him to hang out, going to restaurants, but, november came, her mental health started to go down, she felt lonely, like nobody wanted her, like she was a burden, she never spoke, whenever she did she'd get ignored, she always argued with her parents, she made each of them cry at least once, she was guilty, she was close to running away from everyone and never coming back, the only thing stopping her was that she didnt have any money to use, one day, she was in her room listening to music, bawling her eyes out, in fetal position,her mom came in, she kinda screamed "go shower, and do your room." her voice cold "CANT YOU SEE HOW DOING RIGHT NOW?" Y/N screamed back "Y/N, youre never happy." her mom left and closed the door, Y/N got up, and slammed her head into the wall twice, she got white flashes each time, joost lived in an apartment, attached to hers, he could hear the banging, the crying, the screaming, as Y/N was pacing back and forth in her room just crying, joost was trying to find her , she didnt want to be a burden to him, so she ran to a public bathroom and just cried there, her eyes were already puffy from the day before since she cried everyday, when she calmed down, she went back to her house and into her room, just to find joost talking with her parents, he was almost screaming, arguing "YOUR FUCKING DAUGHTER IS ON THE VERGE OF KILLING HERSELF OR RUNNING AWAY AND WHAT DO YOU DO? OH YEAH, LETS SCREAM AT HER A BIT MORE, MAYBE SHE WILL BE HAPPY, WHERE IS YOUR COMMON SENSE?" he yelled, her dad yelled back "SHE TRIES TO MAKE HERSELF A VICTIM,SHE NEVER LISTENS" joost didnt even answer, he noticed her rooms door closing so he ran and found her on her bed, staring into nothingness "what happened?" he asked, his tone concerned, he was almost gonna cry too, Y/N didnt answer, she just fell into his arms,crying, she showed him the mark of her head on the wall to him, he didn't say anything, he just packed her bags and got her to his house, made her favorite tea, atleast attempted to, since it was an ethnic recipe, put it near his bed, and got with her, trying to comfort her, he held her to his chest, she gave him a faint kiss on the cheek, the stubble hurting her face a bit, she didnt care, since it was him "Why didnt you tell me anything?" he asked "i didnt want to be a burden to you." she answered, he didnt say anything, just hugged her, he saw her eyes getting heavy, almost falling asleep on him, she looked so cute but so miserable, the only things keeping her alive were him and her phone, he kissed her, and told her "just know that if you even ran away i would find you and come with you.", the period of her life that went from november to february finally ended, she was there, felt happy, loved, for once.

[cupoftaae]

9 with Yoongi please😍😍😍

"and why are you so jealous" x YOONGI

warnings- angst, swearing, drinking, references to hookups, yoongi is a fuck boyyyy

A/N- sorry for the late posting, I hope you enjoy sweetheart! <3

You sat outside the bar in the front seat of your car, eyeing the drunk people leaving as the clock read nearly 3am.

Yoongi, your roommate, had called you a bit prior, asking if you could so graciously drive his drunk ass back home. You agreed, well, because you are desperately in love with the fucker, even if he pissed you off.

the thing is, you didnt mind doing shit for him, but he was just an asshole most times. Yoongi wasnt the kind of guy who would date someone like you, he was out every weekend with his friends at some bar and probably hooking up with any girl within a 5 mile radius who'd let him.

You would let your hopes rise again anytime he did something for you, the expectations were on the floor, considering the action of him helping you clean the apartment would fluster you.

"okay, I gotta go baby"

you looked out the window, seeing yoongi walking towards your car with some drunk chick hanging off of him

"you'll call me right?" she whined, hands holding his shirt

"of course I will, first thing tomorrow" he grinned, helping her off to one of her friends.

You smirked because you knew his ass was not calling her back.

thats how yoongi was, thats the kind of person you fell for, and it wasnt this behavior that made you fall- it was all the way back to 8 months ago, when you and yoongi visited his mother in the hospital, youve never seen him so vulnerable, you held him in your arms as he cried about all of his fears.

It was tragic yet beautiful to see someone who puts on a front all the time, finally break.

You stayed against him like glue during that time, which ultimately resulted in an emotionally constipated hook up between you both.

Neither of you mentioned it ever again, especially when not too long after that he started going out on weekends again- forgetting you.

"sorry for making you pick me up...." he mumbled, crawling into the passenger seat.

"'s okay...I dont mind" you shrug, starting the car again

you felt his eyes on you, a small shiver going down your spine as you forced yourself to pay attention to the road.

"you have fun tonight?" you tried to speak, avoiding his glances.

"you look really pretty, why are you so dolled up?" he asked, voice soft

You were a bit taken back, yoongi never spoke about you like this, even in his drunk state.

"thank you..?...im not dolled up...im just wearing a shirt and jeans, I fell asleep in my work outfit."

he smiled, "oh...well its cute" his hand reached over to play with your hair a little, making you jump

"yoongi-"

"what?"

You took a breath and tried to just stay quiet until you pulled against the curb outside of the apartment, parking the car.

neither of you got out yet

"why are you still staring at me?" you mumbled, turning on the car light to grab your phone that had fallen beneath your seat.

He shrugged, "because I wanna kiss you" his voice slurred

You sat up quickly, head banging against the steering wheel "wh- fuck!"

His eyes widened "shit, you okay?" he reached a hand out

"im fine! dont...touch me" you managed to speak, turning the light off. "what makes you suddenly want to kiss me, yoongi?"

"i dont know you look cute, its not a big fucking deal" he chuckled, eyes still trailing your body

You waited a moment to gather your thoughts, "actually it is, because you say that to every girl you meet, you told that girl you'd call her and I know you wont. You cant keep treating young girls like this, yoongi. Its wrong, we get attached easily and we dont appreciate being led on."

He smirked, "okay...and why are you so jealous?"

You choked "jealous??"

"yeah, jealous"

"im not fucking jealous, yoongi, im mad that you think this is okay behavior."

"and if there were no other girls you wouldnt have reacted the way you just did- in face, I bet you would kiss me in a heartbeat." he spoke

"youre a dick, you know that?"

he nods, smirking

"proud of that?"

"meh" he shrugged

You bit the inside of your cheek and felt a wave of emotion come over you. You realized that he will never change, hes not yours and probably never will be, and you are wasting your time waiting for the yoongi from 8 months ago to come back.

"go fuck yourself" you got out and slammed the car door, leaving him behind.

His eyes sadly watched you walk away, he mentally cursed himself for fucking up again.

He knew he would never have you, and he was to blame.

[gamblersdoll]

Guts takes Nerd's virginity at a wild school party while drunk, Their relationship will change after that for better or worse, write what you find most realistic. :D

tw: dubcon, oral (f), p in v, virginity loss, alcohol for those who aren’t into this kind of setting, this is somewhat new to me as well. please DNI if this isnt your cup of tea

you debated on going, you really did.

parties werent your thing, but you felt drawn to it, to the experience. however, you had absolutely no reason to go. you know, no friends, no reputation, (except for being a nerdaholic,) and no interest in alcohol or anything.

but what if.. he were there? that would be the only reason you would or could go.

damned if you do, damned if you don’t.

the music blasted your ears, practically banging into your eardrums. your couldnt hear anything, yet you heard everyones thoughts. their faces said it all. you didn’t have to hear them.

“she actually came?”

“maybe she thought it was some study group.”

“how much you wanna bet that she leaves in five minutes?”

many faces that you saw. confused, pitiful, disgusted, disappointed. but you stayed to yourself, keeping your head low and just trying to enjoy yourself. the smell of alcohol burned your nose, seeing several spiked punch bowls and the obvious hard liqueur. everyone seemed experienced with the alcohol.

you felt someone bump into you, turning your head and looking at the person responsible.

guts.

he didnt look your way, obviously looking for someone else or something else. it didnt bother you, you were just somewhat happy that he was there. you looked to the punch bowl, deciding that you could relax, yet be safe.

you have never tasted something so strong, obviously someone doesnt know how to evenly measure liqueur and juice together. because you tasted more liqueur than fruit punch. like, only a damn hint.

but you felt so warm in your chest, your tummy, your arms. it was like a warm burn, a comfortable one. you were in a room by yourself, at least. just being able to be at a party counts, right? you honestly dont know why you even came, but for guts…

what the hell are you thinking?

you didnt show up for him, that damn brute.

you took another gulp, immediately swallowing the god awful liquid and feeling that same burn again in your chest.

you were fucked, a lightweight at that. what the hell were you thinking? youre not gonna want to wake up early tomorrow. you couldnt even stand, not like this. you go try to take another sip, but someone slams open the door to the secluded room.

guts peaks his head in, making eye contact with you. “so youre still here. why?” he questions, closing the door and closing the distance between you both.

you reeked of the alcohol, he could smell it on you. “holy shit– are you drunk? i didnt know that the nerd could drink!” he laughs, putting a hand on your shoulder. he’s hysterical.

you look up at him, eyes glossy and puffy, your chest feeling like it’s burning, but somehow you were able to reach up and kiss him. he muffles a protest for a moment, yet, he wraps his arms around you. he greedily shoves his tongue into your mouth, fighting yours, which didnt put much of a battle up.

your back reaches the plush mattress of whoever’s bed this was, but your shorts were thrown off. you laid there, allowing him to touch you in the most intimate way and it all felt like a burning touch. to say you were sensitive was an understatement.

“a nerd having a body like this..” he grumbled, ripping your panties off, “wearing red panties..” he groaned out, his mouth satiated with drool and he dove into your cunt, lapping up at the intoxicated slick of your intoxicating pussy. you moaned out, your body being so sensitive, it felt like each blood cell was in your clit.

you felt like you were seeing stars, your eyes screwed shut and him prying your legs open. he noisily slurped up your juices, you trying to close your legs out of embarrassment. he took his tongue and licked up your clit, to your abdomen, to your tummy, to your breasts, to your lips.

he took himself out of his jeans, stroking himself with slow pumps and crawling on top of you. “relax the most you can. you should know how sex works, right nerd?” he asks, looking down at you.

you nod, “yes..” you say, to the best of your abilities.

he drove the tip of his cock up and down your slit, before sliding himself inside. he groaned, eyes rolling back momentarily and you winced from the stretch. but you were able to relax, thanks to the alcohol.

he thrusted into you, slowly. he did feel something somewhat pop, “guess i popped your cherry, huh nerdhead?” he chuckles, thrusting his hips slower until your hips rested some more. “there you go, fuck you feel good.”

you started to moan out, adjusting to his size and length as he gripped the sheets beneath you. “ ‘could a nerd feel this fuckin’ good?” he questioned, his hips starting to pick up a rhythm. he grips at your hips next, putting his weight into his knees as he pulls his hips back. “take me, take all of me.” he says, each word having their own thrust.

what you suspected was your climax, snapped. and you squeezed on him, eyes fully blown out and you moaned, no, screamed from how nerve wracking your orgasm was. he was better than your fingers, better than a wet dream. you looked down to see his entire abdomen soaked, not really sure what happened.

“youre a fuckin squirter? oh, i see. you’re pretending to be a nerd, but youre some kind of sexual deviant arent you?” he questions and pries, thrusting into your cervix again. he gets close to your ear, dangerously close. he’s breathing on you, heavily. and he’s practically humping his cock into you.

his hips grow erratic, his breathing becoming labored. he pulls himself out, quickly stroking himself to come onto your plush stomach.

he pants out, trying to catch his breath. “how did you get here?”

the drive home was quiet, very, quiet. to your surprise, he drove a smaller car, like a miata. he also was a decent driver, and wasnt even intoxicated at all. he pulls up to your residence, and he unlocks the passenger door. “we’re here.”

you open and close the door, walking around to his side and lean down, poorly. “t’ank you, gus..” you say, walking to your door.

luckily, he waited and watched you until you close the door behind you, then drove off.

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𝐿𝓊𝒸𝒾𝒻𝑒𝓇 𝓍 𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓇𝓁𝒾𝑒 𝐻𝒞 | 𝓃𝓈𝒻𝓌₊⊹♡

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-> MASSIVE tw ahead: toddlercon/noncon/r4pe/underage/incest/sleep r4pe/paranoia/drinking/camera watching/grooming/hunterxprey/abuserxvictim.. <-

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• before charlie was born, lucifer and his wife would fuuuck, all the time, everywhere, and anytime, no matter the occasion or how busy they were. but, when charlie was added to the equation, lucifer had his obsession set on his little girl rather than his wife, which made her severely bitter and cold towards the both of them, which may have been why she left + why his obsession started by how much she looked like his wife when she went missing/cut contact/how she had the same body when she grew older (to him).

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• one time charlie barged in while lucifer and lilith were fucking, and being 12 and unknowing, she asked a lot of questions. and to lucifer, charlie wide-eyed asking why he was banging ‘mommy’, and ‘why did it sound like it felt amazing’, only made not only his boner harder to contain, but his lust and obsession for his daughter sky rocket, he later rubbed one out to the thought of bending her tiny body over right there and making her feel so much better than his wife.

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• lucifer had many fantasies involving his daughter, some included him touching himself over her sleeping body, watching her touch herself in the shower while he stroked his cock, watching her behind a camera lense..

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• his favorite fantasy would be charlie asking the old ‘birds and bees’ question and letting lucifer show her how to feel good, because if ‘mommy could feel good, she wanted to, too.’

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• he wanted to be her first everything, first kiss, first orgasm, first partner, all of it.. but, when vaggie came into the picture it just, shattered him, so he cut contact but never stopped fantasizing about her.

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• when he misses lilith (which is rare but not uncommon) he drinks heavily but then his mind gets raided with his daughter, soon the liquor takes over and he is hunched over his bed, rubbing his cock with her panties, slowly yet firmly, whispering dirty words, pretending that it was his daughters tight cunt he could fuck. he would always cum super quickly, and a lot, imagining it was her throat he was shooting it into.

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• (tw- detailed toddlercon/rape) only time he actually got to molest her is when lilith was away when she was a child/baby. he went to give her a bath and couldnt hold himself back, gently finger-fucking her super tiny and bare pussy, careful to not scar or damage her pretty cunt. she came all over his slender fingers, sobbing and squirming around, not understanding why she felt so good, and incoherently babbling for more. soon he slipped his cock out and rubbed it on her tiny nipples, hands, mouth, and pussy. he had to use all of his might to not just fuck her right there, and break the poor thing. he came so hard he saw heaven above, his massive load shooting all over charlie, before she lapped it up, babbling while playing with the toys in the bath. he felt so guilty afterwards and didnt go near her for a while. he felt immense shame of being like that, why couldnt he just be a normal dad? he grew so paranoid he locked himself in his office for weeks, so scared of the public to find out about his taboo affair with his young baby girl.

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•i hc tall!lucifer, charlie can barely brush under his chin and lucifer takes IMMENSE pride in that, knowing he has a lot more power + strength than her so if the moment arose, she was his.

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•charlie may have figured something was up as a kid, not only by her dad being a little too close to her/near her during events/parties. but when she would get in trouble her father mainly handled the punishments, which almost always inclusively was spanking. he would pull her bottoms all the way off and spank her bare ass until her was sobbing and squirming, begging him to stop because it hurt too much. all the while his pants where unbuttoned and his clothed cock was rubbing against her chest the entire time to edge him.

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• avid and i mean AVID step-daughter porn watcher, he is nuts about that stuff, watches almost every occasion he gets and imagined charlie in every position imaginable.

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• shamefully bought a fleshlight too small for his cock so it would feel tight like he would imagine his daughters pussy’ is.

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•has had multiple if not hundreds of wet dreams involving charlie growing up, mainly him finding her masturbating and him forcing her to continue in front of him for enjoyment before making her cum twice before sticking his swollen cock inside her. another wet dream he would have is charlie breaking up with vaggie (or any other partner in the dream) because they left her unsatisfied, before lucifer offered to show her some ‘tips’, and before the day was done charlie had came four times and lucifer was pumping his second load into her cunt.

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• charlie had a short phase of wondering if her dad was really close to her with how special he was treating her. sometimes being there every minute of the day and others not seeing him for days or even weeks after an awkward encounter. she soon started to put the pieces together that maybe those awkward encounters werent really, ‘by chance’, and started freaking out. she cut contact without an explanation and began hyperfixating if her dad really did want her romantically. she knew it was wrong but something made her feel… special, knowing that the king of hell himself, even if he was her father, had taken a romantic and mainly sexual interest in her.

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•only time lucifer was caught being a perv was when charlie was 25 and called him ‘daddy’. instant boner. rock SOLID. charlie noticed but brushed it embarrassingly away because maybe her mom used that in bed, strictly only called lucifer ‘dad’ afterwards. later that night lucifer went apeshit on his fleshlight for HOURS…

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thats all for this post!! if you enjoyed them reblog, it helps spread it around X3

[chiiyuuvv]

XIKERS WHEN THEY FIND OUT THAT YECHAN IS DATING

• PAIRING — xikers x couple female reader (uses her a few times) and yechan

• GENRE — silly, unserious, mentions of tongue, just how the members would react

• WORD COUNT — 641

•AUTHOR'S NOTE — (request on wattpad) debating on if i should make a minjae version..

MASTERLIST!

MINJAE ☆

It was 3 in the morning when yechan knocked (banged) on the door

"Hyung, im no longer a single pringle." He'd say quickly but minjae was still half asleep

So yechan would have to repeat himself

I kid you not, minjae would sit up straight, looking dead into yechans eyes.. and bursted out laughing

"You-youre kidding! How could you get a dat- oh my god.." ♡

JUNMIN ☆

Yechan had brought you over to the dorm as junmin was in the kitchen

Since hes the "mom" of the group, we all know how he would act

Knocking on the door to give out some homemade (store bought) cookies

All nice and sweet until yechan leaves the room and you're all alone with junmin

*pulls out a book of yechan as a baby and all his embarrassing moments, showing you page for page* ♡

SUMIN ☆

sumin would give out the weirdest advice

"When you hug her make sure your hands are wet." "Why?" "So you'd have the excuse to hold her hand"

He says its from personal knowledge

When hes never had a date before

And long story short, his advice didnt work </3 ♡

JINSIK ☆

jinsik was shocked at first, but nevertheless is he happy for his little bro

Loves listening yechan rant about you with the most doe eyes, its so cute watching yechan fall in love

And if youre ever out together, and show the tiniest bit of pda, the amount of "aw's" jinsik would let out

A little teasing, whenever you're alone he'd tell you how much yechan likes you

And his heart would melt when you would let out the softest of giggles, your cheeks red

HYUNWOO ☆

"You're dating who now??" His over protective side comes out a little bit

Asks a lot of questions and if you're out on a date he wants to come with

Kinda like the "dad." If you do anything wrong you WILL see him in your room at midnight

But after learning that you're a sweetheart

He threatens yechan instead ♡

JUNGHOON ☆

"hyung im dating-" "i know." "What?! How did you know what i was going to sa-" "you wouldnt shut up about her."

They were roomates

Unlike jinsik, he wasnt intrigued with yechans yapping. More so grossed out

Had to tell him plenty of times that you liked yechan back. And he should just man up and tell you his feelings

But behind his sarcastic aurora, he was pretty proud ♡

SEEUN ☆

"YOU'RE DATING WHO NOW?!" his jealousy side comes out.. a lot a bit.

It felt like his whole world had stopped when he watched the two of you hold hands

He was supposed to hold his baby's, yechan's hands. With a big kiss on the cheek

"Stay away from him." He'd randomly grab yechan and hug him, and pouts at him when yechan wants to let go

"Dont worry, he's just like that." -yechan ♡

YUJUN ☆

That teasing smile when yechan tell him. Yechan was actually trying to avoid him

"Oh my god, do you use tongue?" "YUJUNN!!"

hes defo the type of guy that would wiggle his eyebrows whenever you two are together

"OMG YOU GUYS LOOK SO CUTEE!!" he'd shout from across the room, and everyone's eyes would shift to you, the two of you getting embarrassed

He would also defo take pictures of the two of you doing the usual pda, snickering like crazy ♡

HUNTER ☆

hunter isn't offended that yechans dating, his offended that he wasnt the first to know

"Why didnt you tell me?" He'd hit yechans shoulder

Hes really sweet towards you, that you see him as a brother

And so you always talk to him when you want to get something for yechan, but you dont know what

And he makes a deal. If he tells you what yechan likes, you have to give him your friends numbers ♡

[lynnthefrenchtoast]

Lines from "In The Other Universe" that I CANT GET OVER

in which a fanfic writer (me) overexplains her oneshot bc I NEED TO RAMBLE AND MY IRLS FOLLOW ME ON EVERY OTHER PLATFORM SO TUMBLR IS ALL! I! HAVE!

(u should prob read it first this wont make sense otherwise)

"Even though it was not his name, Yin Yu turned"

i dont know if this is a canon scene or not (sue me the books are LONG and hard to buy in my country) but i've read about yin yu getting mistaken for yizhen and getting totally upset. so i decided to start this fic with him being so okay with it that he responds to qi ying's name as if it's his own.

(also because if ur so close to someone, ur nosy abt their business because it also becomes your business) I WANTED TO CONVEY THAT CLOSENESS FROM THE VERY FIRST LINE

"Should I tell Yizhen you can't even recognize me?"

CANON YIN YU IS SO GLOOMY AND HONESTLY WE UNDERESTIMATE HIS POTENTIAL TO BE TEASY. i just know he could be. all hard workers have a sarcastic inner voice

"The man damn near shits his pants"

AHAHHA okay look. i have this tendency when writing to be REALLY PRETENTIOUS AND FANCY. and ive learnt that usually NO ONE GIVES TWO SHITS. compared to genshin, tgcf fanfics are so beautifully written and sometimes i gotta remind this fandom to SPEAK INFORMALLY (unless its qi rong. then. yea. BUT WHO READS QI RONG FICS?)

"The blank wrist that has never known the kiss of cold metal"

I RIPPED MY OWN HEART OUT WITH THIS ONE

"In this universe, he discovers it's such a simple thing to be happy."

proof that quanyin is literally hualian's cousin

the entire earring scene

i am a sucker for qyz's over-attachment to the earrings. ik a lot of ppl think he's like this because its the only thing yin yu ever gave him but NO headcanon that even in the other universe, yizhen would be overly attached because hes a puppy

he xuan scene

canonically, he xuan would NEVER. bc 1) he's too lost in his own ways to ask for advice and 2) it would fuck with his earth master disguise too much. but since it's the other universe!!!! I CAN DO WHAT I WANT.

“Yizhen’s victory is my victory,” he declares, with a tone that leaves no room for argument. “His loss is my loss. When Yizhen cries, I am sad. When Yizhen smiles at me, my heart is so full it could burst.” He brings two jade white palms together, interlocking the fingers like entangled limbs on a hot summer morning. “We’re like this. One shared past; one shared future. As a Shixiong, don’t you think rather than being jealous, I’m extremely proud of how far he’s come?”

my favourite freaking line can you tell? IT SHOWS THEIR ABILITY TO ROOT FOR ONE ANOTHER. SHOWS EMPATHY. SHOWS LOVE. ("my heart is so full it could burst") THE RECALL TO THE MORNING THEY WOKE UP TOGETHER, REMINDING YOU OF DOMESTICITY AND SIMPLICITY AND TRUST AND CLOSENESS.

ONE SHARED PAST; ONE SHARED FUTURE ARE YOU KIDDING ME??? this is all i ever wanted for them. to be able to grow together and live together and die together. TO HAVE A SHARED PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE.

this line is also loaded to me bc i once wrote a fic called "entangled pasts; estranged future" that wasnt good enough to be posted but GOD IT REMINDS ME SO MUCH OF IT

"Here, he never needs to know the weight of a mask – neither physical not metaphorical."

i dont like how i worded this but IT NEEDED TO BE SAID. YIN YU NEVER NEEDS TO KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO WEAR THE WANING MOON MASK but more importantly NEVER NEEDS TO KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO WEAR A MASK TOWARDS QUAN YIZHEN. NEVER NEEDS TO HIDE RESENTMENT. im shaking with all they couldve been and didnt become.

"Here, Brocade and Immortal are just two words"

hear that? its the sound of me BANGING MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL AAAAAA I SO DESPERATELY WANT THIS TO BE REAL i mean i understand if they werent so tragic i wouldnt love them as much but IT HURTS! (*100 teehee)

"Sure it will."

i actually hate myself why did i end it like that even in my fanfic i cant let them be happy. huh. i have to subtly hint that this isnt what happens.

its actually so upsetting that the whole fic is so nice and healing and all of it is just overcasted by this knowledge of "its not real. they never get to be this happy. what really happens is they resent each other and leave each other and they become one shared past; two estranged futures."

you can call me insane. im aware no one thinks this deeply about fanfiction and most people are on the site for smut. BUT I THOUGHT LONG AND HARD ABOUT IT SO YOURE FORCED TO LISTEN TO ME RAMBLE

[happilychaengs]

Sup :) Could pretty please do a Blackpink reaction to their s/o being a smol bean buutt they are muscular and strong af ;)

Thanks in advance bby

i really couldn't imagine the small part but i tried my best and secondly who are you to call me bby? hmm? that's only reserved for my girlfriend who doesn't exist unless anyone wants to? joking. unless?

anyways enjoy

-r-

Blackpink reaction to S/O being small but muscular/strong

jisoo

you were so cute. seriously. you were small and you'd always dress up in her oversized hoodies and it was the cutest thing ever but when the warm weather rolled around, you couldn't help but change your style.

you two hadn't gone past just kissing at this point so when jisoo walked in on you changing she couldn't help but internally squeal and cover her eyes with her hands, sometimes peeking through. that cute notion she had of you was thrown out the window as she saw your body. you were so toned. way more than she thought you were. the rest of the day, her mind was filled with bad thoughts of you. horrible thoughts. lustful thoughts and she'd hoped you wouldn't be able to tell.

jennie

jennie absolutely adored you. at the mere sight of you, she could come down from anything. you were just so small and cute that she thought you couldn't even hurt a fly. until you proved her very wrong.

when the two of you were out on a casual walk, you could't help but notice the group of people eyeing your girl down. hooting and cat calling as if she was an object. jennie was fine dealing with it. it happened to her almost everyday but you couldn't. she watched you quickly let go of her hand as you stomped over, fists clenched as you told them off.

"what are you going to do midget? you can't protect your girlfriend."

and holy shit. they were dead wrong. you didnt pull any punches as you made your way back to jennie, a whole pile of bodies behind you and a wide smile on your face.

"no one talks about my girl like that." you explained as she looked at you eyes widened in awe.

rosé

you were small. well... not small per se but you were shorter than she was and by that categorization, she'd call you small. she loved how she could be the big spoon in the relationship but her entire mindset changed when she caught you working out.

the way the sweat dropped down your body as you were doing your workouts made her feel things. it highlighted and accentuated your features even more and you weren't weak at all contrary to whatever previous thoughts she had of you before. you were lifting... heavy. insanely heavy for someone of your stature.

she will probably never admit it but she wish those hands of yours lifting the weights were grabbing her instead. gripping her. groping her. doing unspeakable acts only you and her knew about. she wanted you to absolutely fucking rai- (i'm not finishing this. interpret this how you will)

lisa

the two of you were an infamous couple. while she was the main dancer of a world renowned group, you were off doing your own thing teaching others how to dance in your own studio. but a big pet peeve you had was when your soon to be newbie students thought you were a fellow student alongside them because of your small size. it pained you so.

so you had decided to hold a little performance for all of them just to really show them who their teacher would be alongside your beautiful and very talented girlfriend lisa. you two practiced day and night to hold the best performance you could even if it was just a demonstration and there was just this one part lisa was worried about. the part where you had to completely pick her up and put her above your head.

she couldn't think that you'd be able to do it until you actually did. you picked her up right of her feet and she was flailing around screaming to not let her fall but despite it all you two did a pretty bang up job. she truly saw you in a whole new light after that.

[query-quadrant]

AVICE NEEDED !!!!11!!!!!!11!!

HELP!!! HOW2 ??? ASK SOMEONE OUT PITCH ??//?? NEED GOOD ROMANTIC GESTURE SO THEY KNOW I AM SERIOUS ABOUT THEM

BEST MOST ROMANTIC WAY YO ASK SOMEONE OUT AS KISMESES: ??!??/

ok im gonna start this off with a warning dont start shit off with a bang if you cant keep up that momentum

not to be all sparkly spade emoji vitriol emoji sparkly spade emoji on you but the most over the top romantic way ive ever been asked out is when grey sent me that insane hate letter virus thing and that idiot could NOT keep it going really set himself up for failure there

if you start shit off with a grand romantic gesture you gotta be prepared to keep that energy going 

but anyway here

dubiously good ideas: 

1. once asked a dude out by pouring bleach out in his lawn ring in the shape of a spade so it killed all the grass it was really funny and was stuck like that till it grew back lmao dude got a lot of questions about it

2. one of my best friends got a bunch of calligraphy supplies and ye old ink and a quill and wrote a very fancy looking list of all the things wrong with the girl she sent it to like it looked fancy but the actual letter wasnt it was mostly swear words and shit like “thats why youre so fucking stupid youre a freak youre a freak and your clothes are ugly" and sealed it in a fancy envelope with a wax seal and everything and like a kiss mark on the envelope with her best lipstick it was really funny

3. ok this ones gonna be long and really fucking abnormal but lets be serious here if you actually need something big and grand and unique and dont wanna ask them out normal style and also im not just yapping at you and regurgitating shit i already did or a friend of mine did or that you can find in a list online already like "buy them dead flowers teehee and make them a ransom note winky face kissy emoji five exclamation points" then i mean obviously doing something personal is best i mean grey and i have the internet feud thing going on so tech based shit is it but for you your rivalry is probably based on something else doing something rooted in thats sappy and stupid and sparkly spade gif for real

what i mean is pick something you both already compete in and do it way better than they can or make it a custom challenge for them and mix your confession into it like the stupid virus i got

if you both do baking do something really difficult and annoying or time consuming that you know they cant in the shape of a middle finger 

mod a game or just boot up marioh maker and make them a stupidly hard but also well built custom troll level and hide the confession at the end 

write a custom flarp thing and when you beat their ass have your big evil character monologue be the confession 

a whole custom pitch themed escape room could be really funny if youre rich or have the right friends 

or who knows whatever it really depends on what youre into some of these are insane and embarrassing as fuck but if it works for you it works

oh man this shit got away from me lmao but basically do something specific to your rivalry that says im challenging you im better than you and i want you idk why i didnt just say that youre not dumb you dont need examples anyway

finally heres bad advice youre here for that shit probably lets go bad advice: 

1. ok i have a new idea thats going to totally revolutionize the pitch dating sphere what if instead of asking people out pitchways you try and have the worst possible confession in a different quadrant possible just really shitty awkward insulting badly timed the works 

see if you can piss them off enough with it that they just have to have you as their kismesis its called reverse psychology its very smart and sophisticated and could never go wrong

2. you can always kill their lusus killing their lusus is totally not famous for almost always backfiring and only working in insane romance novels and really shitty movies dont worry about it

3. steal a confession from a fanfic make sure its from a fandom theyre into so you can recommend them that same fanfic later

3. ask them for advice on how to ask people out pitchways and do exactly that 

wait ok actually that one could be good thats hilarious never mind put that on the good list i mean its not romantic but it could be so funny if you did it right

[baeshijima]

AND AND AND it would be so funny that all throughout ur uni years you thought that you guys hated each other for the longest time !!! well .... you guys sure did !!!! but in all actuality it's all one sided for the most part 😭 you thought he was glaring daggers everytime you glance at his direction but in reality he's just concentrating intensely to appreciate your beauty ...... it's probably his emotionally constipated ass that he cant communicate his feelings properly but years of encouraging himself to be brave and directly confess his feelings for you and look at where you guys right now !!!! happily married ever after !!!! but it seems like your husband thinks your marriage is falling apart (youre ignoring him and didnt give him his daily cuddles and kisses) 😭😭 it's really cool if oc can revisit past events that let them see their (future) husband point of view when it comes to you omg the relevation AHhHHHHHH

NO BC FR 😭😭 while you were so caught up in this rivalry with the way he just downright glares at you when you're just minding your own business (that's a glare, right? is he tryna pick a fight??), he is actually trying to not let it slip how much of an effect you have on him by doing, well, nothing. he is fr biting his fist, banging his head against a wall, kicking his feet but he can't just let you know that! but, that somehow led to this dilemma of you thinking he hates your very guts (he loves them, actually). of course, he wanted to clear this misunderstanding, but something about having your undivided attention on him like this didn't feel so bad, so maybe it would be alright to keep this misunderstanding for a little while longer until he can finally muster up the courage to confess his true feelings...

and, three-ish years later, you're both happily married! kind of! maybe!

...do you not love him anymore...? you leave the bed almost right after you wake up (you never do that, instead always insisting "just five... five more minutes..." which is never the case but you won't catch him complaining!), you parry away his cuddle attacks, you dodge his kisses, you won't even let him come into the shower with you... it's almost like a blast to the past with the way you act around him, though not as wanted as his younger self when he is deprived of your much-needed affections.

OMG THE INSIGHTS INTO THE PAST !!! imagine it's like,,, dream-esque moments, where you catch glimpses of your life in the prior three years when asleep in in a deep dream. you watch how your previous hostility gradually morphs into something milder — softer — before eventually you address him with endearing affection and an expression you never realised you were capable of making.

and you also see the events from his perspective; how he stole glances at your seated form when you weren't looking, how he remembered you liking that one drink from the campus coffee shop and buying it for you when you were in low spirits, how he played along with your one-sided rivalry if it meant more time with you, how he mustered the courage to confess in the heat of the moment after some asshole broke your heart and he could no longer stand by and watch, and how you became infinitely happier when life began to fill with him.

naturally, this entire revelation remains unfathomable to you and your three-year-younger brain, but when you awake after each memory-filled dream, you slowly start to see why you end up falling for him in the future.

[the-martyrfication-of-the-matron]

more of my hotd ocs (modern au)

didnt draw her face this time, but Elaena with her husband, Cevan. She dresses VERY differently when she's with Cevan and not... the other one.

EXTRA CONTEXT:

El is a musician. she started off doing kinda edgy/emo/goth country stuff before she was pushed into doing pop music. After a while, though, Cevan helped her pull some strings and get her back on a slightly more y'allternative lean.

Cevan is a model. he did more... Calvin-Klein stuff in his 20s, but he started doing more clothed shoots as he reached his 30s. just wasn't interested in having to shave and wax so often. it was a hassle.

El and Cevan were friends before they married, as they hung around the same folks at parties.

their relationship was a PR thing, but it worked out for them because they did actually want to kiss (and had been kissing secretly for a bit before that). them getting married was a 'them being in love' thing.

Elaena's bangs were her idea, but Cevan's execution. husbands who cut their wives fringes and all....

[erin-hatesu]

Summary - You have to leave nevermore without Xavier knowing

a/n - this is my first story so if its bad please let ne know what i can improve on.

Goodbye...?

I've been at nevermore for a few weeks now. I have made many friends with people like, my boyfriend Xavier Thorpe we haven't been together for that long but we are the talk of the school(in a good way), I mean I'm even on Bianca's good side, my closest friend I have here is Enid and Ajax they just get me.

But ever since Wednesday got here I've gotten into a lot more trouble. Principal Weems said i only have one more chance or else i get expelled.

Soon that one thing came true...

Wednesday forced me to go with her to the creepy Gates house. We almost get killed but you know thats normal. Somehow Xavier got there... Werid.

When we get back to school after getting caught by Tylers dad, I got a huge lecture and turns out i have to leave tomorrow morning before sunrise.

I don't want to surprise Xavier with everything that's happened and put more on him, so i keep it to myself and tell Enid and Wednesday instead. Enid helped me pack up my stuff. I thanked her and Wednesday for everything they did for me, and promised to see them once they return to their home towns.

Since Xavier didn't know yet, I decided that I would spend the night with him(with approval from Weems ofc).

In the morning, I woke up at 2 am still laying there just enjoying Xavier's hold seeing as though this might be the last time I can get it.

Once i actually get up I got to write a note for Xavier telling him everything.

"Dear Xavier,

As you are reading this, I am currently on my way to my home town. Please don't freak out, but this wasn't my decision, last night was my last string with Principal Weems. I really didnt want to leave you. I'm really sorry I just couldn't tell you last night. I left you some of my stuff, like the sketch book you helped me with, my perfume, and this tear stained letter. I'm so sorry I just didn't want to hurt you. All of the memories we made will always remind me of Nevermore, I love you. If you have any questions feel free to ask Enid and Wednesday or even your bestfriend Ajax. I love you to the bottom of my heart. I love you so much please don't forget about me.

xoxo Y/n

Ps feel free to call me "

Then I left ofc giving Enid one more hug and Xavier one last kiss on the forehead. And I'm gone watching as I'm being driven away from the place I was most happy.

Xavier's pov

When I woke up I couldn't find y/n anywhere. Until I found the letter she left me sitting on my desk.

I was in disbelief after reading it. I started to tear up and cry. I ran to Enid and Wednesdays room looking for awnsers.

I was banging on the door, until Enid opened it yelling "JEEZ IM COMING... oh xavier."

I ask her what happened to Y/n and she awnsered...

"Shes been expelled, shes probably in her home town by now. I'm sorry." Enid stated

Out of anger I rushed out of the room. Then I remembered she said she put her number in my phone, and I decided to call her. She didn't awnser...

I run back to my room, and slam myself on my bed.

"Why, why couldn't she just tell me. We could've spent the night together. What am I supposed to do now." I thought.

I didn't attend any of my classes for the day, and instead researching, looking for where she lives so I can get her back.

"Will I get her back?.."

[the-sun-princess]

Emi Plays Revue Starlight: El Dorado Part 10

ok time to finish off the clautaba stageplay bit and we'll see if i'm insane enough for mahiru to start that route or wait til tomorrow after work

uh....cw?: for my brain finally catching onto lines in the play that straight up tell u whats going on but it didnt click til mahiru said the lines

oh right forgot to know who junna n nana are. sounds like junna's luigi so my guesses have been on the mark this time

ALSO I REALIZED THAT KAORUKO N FUTABA ACTUALLY GET TO KISS EACH OTHER ON STAGE THATS NOT FAIR KJHKJSDF

oh interesting. miguel and carmencita are here at the grave

ajsfdf mahiru cavallero is just Immediately Shady As Hell thats very funny. tbf it Does help jam in that cavallero is not offering to take salvatore in outta charity

oo now the ring swap. that fits in better. also god i have to turn the bgm even further down so i can actually hear the voicelines

futaba praise :)

d'awwwww hikari talked a lot about futaba

yknow cavallero does say salvatore has a lusty toned technique is he like. sexually abusing him? not an interpretation i got outta the others but 3rd time reading and mahiru voicing it makes it sound that way

i mean he has to be abusing his sailors in SOME way for them to hate them- it just didnt rlly click that rape was a possible option til now.

ble ble ble columbus

ohohohoho? isabel asking to come along this time. this was the only time til now i actually got that salvatore was the one grabbing isabel n kissing her junna salvatore there was 0 impression for me to Not think it was isabel doing it before running off

kaoruko salvatore at least had lines in the intermission that made it seem so

...

YEAH I RLLY SHOULDA PUT TOGETHER IT WAS SPOSED TO BE RAPE BEFORE NOW- this isnt even subtext why did my brain just assume it was vague physical violence when its just.....obv sexual assault. tsk tsk at the other cavalleros u didnt say ur lines like a predator enough

sometimes i get overly concious of my art mistakes and then starlight goes and puts out an official product i had to pay for with art like this and i'm like 'i'm fine'

i dont even have a team of editors or ppl meant to be checking this stuff. or speak japanese well but i can still tell when they fucked up a line's translation (sometimes)

i think its funny that in the intermissions the gfs of everyone come up to give them water

EXCEPT for nana to junna. futaba gave junna water bc nana was off crying in a corner about her kissing mahiru

well now im just thinking about arisa freaking out at kasumi in bandori s2 skjhf

kiss again. do it you two. kiss again

kaoruko what does THAT even mean

oh my GOD kaoruko i s2g

make allll that fuss about being embarrassed and then have to save face by calling the kiss futaba's "audition" i'm going to bang my head through a wall

yeah yeah obv futaba n claudines performances were inspired by the others

tabun

back to da play. carmencita still does Nothing

oh interesting, actual scenes of alejandro catching up to salvatore. .....ALEJANDRO WHY U HIRE THE BULLIES FROM THE FIRST ACT

ISABEL AS A STOWAWAY????????/ oh boy with all the upheaval to the status quo on this one i cannot WAIT for mahiru route

also i fuckin hate this line ksjfh (not literally but)

all i can think of is

oh i guess you can sail to granada from wherever they started-

it still makes 0 sense to me on how alejandro caught up to salvatore

SJKFH THE CACKLE I LET OUT

isabel using alejandro just to get to salvatore oohh man just rub it in

yeah sorry bud

i like how the eyebrow is hidden by the eyepatch but not the hair

i was wondering what isabel was doin all this time. just watchin i guess. she screams after salvatore jumps ship

rip isabel....still stuck in a destiny thats not of ur choosing

gah i want to mahiru route now. but i know i'll want to play it thru straight. and i have work tomorrow so i cant do that bc gotta get to bed at a semi-reasonable hour. esp if it'll be longer than the other routes like it prob will be

i wonder how tragic it will end...and also presumably where hikari pops in. like i know she's in here SOMEWHERE ksjfdh

<<part 9 part 11>>