#Thank you Jenwyn

[shortsighted-owl]

Abbi Owl, my love, my darling! Whennnnnn is lightning strike fic going to be finished and posted?? 👀👀👀 no rush, of course! I am just sitting on your shoulder with very big duck eyes 👀 I love you so much! You’re amazing! I hope your day is going well! 💕💜💕💜💕💜💕💜💕

Jenwyn, my dear rainbow duck 🦆🌈 Thank you for your quacks and sparkly duck eyes!

I’m hoping to have Chapter one finished by Friday at the latest!

It should be three chapters total, titled: Charge separation (The lightning strike), Charge transfer (The hospital), and Charge recombination (Some amnesia!buck recovering with his Diaz boys, and Eddie realising that even without his memories, Buck’s body and actions never forget Eddie and Chris.)

Love and tea to you! ❤️ I hope you’re having a great day so far!

[lover-of-mine]

Inspired by The Definition of Love and All Things Ineffable by @elvensorceress on ao3

Everything is still. Quiet. He stares like he’s never seen. He probably hasn’t. But it sings through every cell in his body. Eddie… the things Eddie sees as love…

Eddie breathes slowly and wets his lips. “All I know about the kind of love you’re asking about? Is you. Love, to me, is you.”

Buck knows it’s true because he feels it. He’s always felt it. He’s never really doubted the strength and depth of their bond, just how to qualify it.

[elvensorceress]

Very late fuck it Friday where it’s barely even Friday for me here.

Little update in case anyone ( @sibylsleaves 😘) is interested. This thing, which henceforth shall be known as, If I Should Fall, is now over 14K and is likely to be posted sometime this weekend. I’m just editing it now.

Here’s another snippet just for funs 💕

@hippolotamus @eddiebabygirldiaz @shortsighted-owl @daffi-990 @fleurdebeton @chaosandwolves @exhuastedpigeon @hoodie-buck @wh0re-behavi0r @ronordmann @watchyourbuck @thekristen999 @bekkachaos @theotherbuckley @spotsandsocks @suavecitodiaz @tizniz @wikiangela @diazsdimples @shyaudacity

When it’s too quiet and too cold from the hospital air conditioning and the fact that Buck’s been sitting here for hours, he holds Eddie’s hand and rests his head on the bed beside him. It’s not close enough. Eddie’s here but he’s not really here and Buck can only feel absence. Maybe Eddie’s lost somewhere and trying to find his way back. Maybe he’s in his own weird coma world where he’s arguing with himself and nothing makes sense.

No matter what is going on or where he is, Buck wants to be here. Holding on. He can be the anchor, the tether, the one who grounds the other. They’re partners. That’s what they do for each other.

Sometimes, Buck manages to sleep. Like he could only sleep if he’s listening to Eddie breathing. Even if it’s fake, manufactured breathing. It’s still air in his lungs and oxygen through his blood and life in his body. It’s there even if it’s faint. So, Buck rests some. A couple hours here and there.

He’s resting like this one day, his head beside Eddie’s shoulder and his hand wrapped tightly around the hand that doesn’t move or hold his in return, when someone touches his back. At first he pictures Death itself appearing behind him to finally claim Eddie, and Buck rushes to his feet, ready to fight. He would fight Death and all of Hell if he had to.

But the person, the people who are standing in front of him are far more of a surprise than even a personification of mortality.

Eddie’s parents. They’re here. He knows Bobby called them and Buck also talked to them a little. As much as he sort of could after it happened. They talked with Chris. And of course they’d want to be here for the same reason anyone might want to be here.

Because Eddie is dying.

He’s dying and he’ll probably never wake up to even say goodbye. But for now he’s holding on. They all are. So. They’re here.

[monsterrae1]

Request for Buddie with “Why are you praying before you even try a bite of the food I made?” 😄💕💕💕💕💕

Jenwyn! Thank you so much for sending this and helping with this months update of my Cordolia Verse! Here's the fic:

I will hold you in my arms (right where you belong)

Eddie is an excellent baker, he's not the best cook, after almost giving Buck food poisoning one time, Buck decided to teach him how to cook.

Or, the domestic fluff and cooking together fic.

[wh0re-behavi0r]

JOEY MY DEAR MY FRIEND MY BELOVED. TELL ME ABOUT A PRINCESS DIARIES BUDDIE AU?????

I don't even have a proper title yet 😩 (if anybody has any suggestions....)

but basically Buck is Mia and Eddie is Nicholas, and Eddie is meant to befriend Buck and convince him that he wouldn't enjoy being a king. Buck is tasked to marry someone who was born in Genovia so he can gain the citizens' trust.

Bobby is the one advising him on how to rule and Ravi is training to be Buck's bodyguard under Chim!

This is all I have so far... Nothing is really written that's interesting enough to share yet, but fingers crossed!

[eddiediaaz]

fuck it friday

thank you so much jenwyn @elvensorceress for tagging me! <3 i haven’t done that much this week giffing wise tbh, but earlier tonight after work i did start on this eddie gifset hehehehe. it makes me giggle and i can’t wait to finish it. i’ll post it in about 10ish days cause it’s for a giffing event, but here’s a snippet:

tagging (no pressure!) @eddiesbuck @oliverstaark @tawaifeddiediaz @evanbuckx​ @fatedbuddie​ @bellamyblakru​ @rogerzsteven​ @leothil​ @gayedmundodiaz​ any work in progress you wanna share? <3

[hippolotamus]

find the word challenge

Thanks for the tags @alyxmastershipper @swiftiediaz @mysteriouslyyounggalaxy @elvensorceress @spotsandsocks😘

rules: share snippets of your work containing each of the words the previous poster selected for you (optional addition: if you can't find the word in your WIPs, or you simply don't have any WIPs, you can just write a sentence around the word)

My words are (I just did the ones I had!): gentle, hands, please, stop, sigh, love, scream, heaven, stars, home, peace tugs, sleep, tender, whisper, fall, reach, cries, lick, understand, longing, sweet, night, regret, blue, fear, couch, wall

Words for people I tag: tea, lonely, book, radio, mess

Tagging (if you want to play) my love @lizzie-bennetdarcy @stereopticons @blackandwhiteandrose @rmd-writes @apothecarose @fatedbuddie @shortsighted-owl @alysiswriting @monsterrae1 @vanillahigh00

For anyone that has known me for more than 2 seconds, you know that WIP is a very broad term in my world. Also, there are many words, so under the cut for mine. Off we go!

@alyxmastershipper's words:

gentle (Wait for me to come home) He relearns how to adjust his touch to something more gentle. To keep his thrusts calibrated for someone smaller, lighter. To expect that the hands touching him won’t be calloused and firm, but soft and featherlight. He likens it to returning to a favorite childhood hangout. Somewhere that feels familiar, with mostly good memories, but you know you don’t exactly belong there anymore.

hands (Buddie stargazing fic) Evan scratches the back of his neck, where the grass tickles his skin, before pillowing both hands under his head and crossing his ankles.

please (from S6 midseason spec) Eddie stares, scrunching his eyebrows for a moment, then glances up at Buck with a look he can’t quite decipher. He’s not upset, but doesn’t exactly look pleased either. “That’s- that’s great, Buck. Good for them. I’m glad you were able to help.”

stop (from Buck moving into Eddie's fic) The racing thoughts abruptly stop, replaced with only one. One absolutely absurd memory.

sigh (from [redacted] for @alysiswriting) With a resigned sigh, he finishes filling his plate with an array of raw vegetables, Linda’s BLT dip, and something he only knows is wrapped in phyllo dough. For good measure he takes a second one because he knows Buck’s been eyeing them up. Eddie would gladly hand it over, but he actually wants to try it for himself.

@swiftiediaz's words:

love (from [redacted] for @elvensorceress) Buck enters the apartment, his movements still slow, like he’s floating. Buoyed by the love and contentment that only comes from spending an evening at the Diaz house.

scream (also from the [redacted for Jenwyn]) The hollow ache in his chest that’s always there unexpectedly feels deeper. Wider. Like it may actually break through and tear him apart. How can such emptiness feel so massive? As if his ribs are slowly cracking open, snapping one by one, stretching the skin while crushing his lungs and heart. He wants to scream or cry or something. Anything. But it’s all stuck, gathered in a tangle that refuses to budge.

stars (Buddie stargazing) The line goes dead, leaving him alone with the fireflies. Pinpricks of stars are beginning to emerge in the night sky, forming faint outlines of near recognizable constellations. If she could see them, he wonders if Maddie would see the same sky where she is. Maybe.

home (Stevie/Ruth) Stevie doesn’t need a lot in life, but there’s something to be said for a company car that will take her where she wants. And right now she wants to get home, to the person who will gladly carry every ache and burden she has. Because no matter the geographical location, Ruth is home.

peace (Fashion & Baseball) Patrick wishes his mind would string together something more coherent than flashes of partial words he can’t seem to access. The single language available is David, David, David on an endless loop. He looks relaxed, holding his fingers up in a peace sign, dressed in a black sweater patterned with white flowers, tight black jeans and sunglasses that are probably worth more than Patrick’s car.

@mysteriouslyyounggalaxy's words

tugs (I know all your Secrets) Patrick greedily claims David’s mouth and brackets his palms on David’s waist, tugging their hips together. There’s a renewed urgency to his movements, signaling to David that Patrick wants control now.

sleep (David/Stevie The Honeymoon coda) During the day she parades around with a see-if-I-care attitude, armed with a razor sharp wit, ready to cut whoever gets too close. At night though, fucked out and fast asleep, she tells a different story. It’s present in the way her mussed up raven hair fans across the pillow.

whisper (David/Patrick mall pretzel Patrick) He lets his head loll to the side and shoots her the best glare he can manage. When he’s satisfied he’s glared enough, David drapes his arm across his forehead and knits his brows together. “Stevie.” It comes out part whine, part whisper, all desperation.

fall (Buck moving into Eddie's) Or Eddie holding Buck in the aftermath of Abby coming back, letting him sob and fall apart until he exhausted himself and Eddie put him to bed.

@elvensorceress's words:

reach (Twylexis) “‘Lexis!” Twyla bolts up in bed, orienting herself to the room lit only by a patch of moonlight. She reaches out to the other half of the bed, grasping at air, and it takes her a moment to realize — to remember — she’s alone because Alexis is away. This always happens the first night, but she still isn’t used to it.

cries (Stevie/Ruth) There’s an uncomplicated sense of satisfaction when her key slides into the lock and she pushes the door open. After it clicks shut, there’s a clang from the kitchen accompanied by a string of curses that makes Stevie chuckle. Because really if she doesn’t, she might cry at this point.

sweet (Fashion & Baseball) “Oh, just look at all my sweet boys!” Marcy Brewer coos in the direction of Patrick, Andy, Ted, Mutt and David, all standing in the grass outside the Brewer house.

understand (magical realism cat!Buck) “What does that matter?” Buck asks, tilting his head to the side like he genuinely doesn’t understand. “You’ve been raising him this whole time, you’re an amazing father. Gods, Eddie, have you even looked at your son lately?”

longing (David/Patrick Olive Branch) It‘s as if his efforts to remain professional had wrapped around the remnants of despair and longing only to fray and knot them all together.

@spotsandsocks words:

night (magical realism cat!Buck) Ana slips out the door, turning to smile again and blow him a kiss. The deep red imprint floats through the autumn air, landing on his cheek soft like a butterfly. Then she’s gone in a swirl of lavender smoke and fallen leaves, fading into the night.

blue (magical realism cat!Buck) He can already feel the eyes on him before he closes the door. The bright blue orbs, almost electric with their intensity.

fear (Wait for me to come home) Buck had let him do that. He taught Eddie how to want without shame or fear of rejection. Shannon doesn’t know that Eddie though. Afraid of driving her away from Christopher again he had immediately shut that part of himself down.

couch (Buck moving into Eddie's) People wouldn’t see video game tournaments on the couch, baking cookies with Christopher, Eddie telling him there’s no one he trusts more with his son.

wall (Buddie stargazing) He doesn’t want to, not yet. Out here is calm and relaxing. Inside is stuffy and constricting. It makes his muscles tense, like he needs to move. And in there he’s not allowed to move the way he wants. Mom and Dad have so many fragile things lining the walls, Evan wonders if they aren’t secretly inhabiting a museum. At any rate, as parents, he’s pretty sure their focus is in the wrong place.

[texasbama]

https://www.tumblr.com/texasbama/718133151442075648/hey-not-sure-if-you-read-fic-but-on-the-off

Thanks for the response. So far I’ve read and enjoyed some fics from these authors: without the tiger, elven sorceress and I pretend to be sane. I like smut, slow burn, FWB, feelings realized etc. anything that you recommend would be appreciated. If you have them tagged on your blog let me know and I’ll go through that if it’s easier.

I’ve watched the first season of the show and know they’re not canon by my tumblr perusal so I said let me start reading fics so I can have my buddie fix. I think you’ve mentioned ryliver and I would be interested in reading that as well to see what’s good. Lol Thanks!

Sorry it took me so long to get to this, it kinda got buried in my inbox. lol

I do have a “fic recs” tag. Definitely scroll through there.

@elvensorceress is a great place to start. Jenwyn’s fics are fantastic. They are sweet, heartbreaking and sometimes downright HOT.

I would also say @gayhoediaz’s fics. Her ao3 is linked on her profile. I consider her the queen of smut. Every single one of her fics is a must read

@letmetellyouaboutmyfeels is another one(ao3 also linked on their profile) i have most if not all their fics bookmarked.

@woodchoc-magnum (same name on ao3) wrote the “Songs” universe and it is one of my favorites of all time. Their fics are amazing.

I know I have more recs but starts with these! They should keep you busy for awhile! Happy reading! 🥰

[loserdiaz]

April my beloved my darling, just a thought??? Should it strike your fancy? But were you to make a Barbie!Eddie gifset, like your Barbie!Buck one????? That would be amaaaazing! 🤩

That is all you’re amazing carry on I love you 😘🤗💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

ohh hi jenwyn my beloved!! and yes, i thought about it! i really want to, just need to figure out which barbies to use 💗💗

thanks for this awesome ask, ilyyy mwah mwah 💗

[evanbi-ckley]

After the vows?? If you haven't already? 💕💕💕💕

Hello lovely Jenwyn 💕

This takes place immediately after Hen and Karen's vow renewal. Buck goes to the ceremony right after breaking things off with Taylor, but he hasn't told anyone. He's emotional about being single again - not so much about not being with Taylor, just in general. However, as the reception and party go on, he begins to realize he might not be as single as he thought thanks to a few side comments from Chris.

Thanks so much for asking!

[shortsighted-owl]

1, 3, 4, 5 for the fic writer asks! 💕🤗💕🤗💕🤗💕

Jenwyn! Thank you my dear, Merry christmas!

1. What fic of yours would you recommend to someone who had never read any of your work? (In other words, what do you think is the best introduction to your fics?) 

Considering I only have 5 buddie fics, I would say  Seeing the Signs (The Voicemail, The Poster, The Dotted Line) - It took the shortest time to write but I am very happy with it (and I love that it came from my boyfriends idea after watching 3x18)

3. What are some tropes or details that you think are very characteristic of your fics?

At the moment, I hope people pick up on smaller details I try to give to Buck, Eddie, and Chris that I can get or extrapolate from the show, and a sense of love/trust between those three.

4. What detail in [insert fic] are you really proud of?

Buck’s changed voicemail premise for  Seeing the Signs (The Voicemail, The Poster, The Dotted Line) again, I can just see Buck doing that to reassure Chris, and show Eddie how much his promise to his Diaz boys to always be there is after 3x09.

5. What do you wish someone would ask you about [insert fic]? Answer it now!

Oh this is hard! I can’t think of any right now, but if you have one feel free to ask!

[saybiwithme]

If you receive this, you make somebody happy! Go on and send this to ten of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get one back, even better! 🤗😘💕💜💕

Renee, beloved! I just wanted to say hi and send love and tell you that I'm thinking about you! I so appreciate you and your friendship and I hope you are having a good week, and if not, I hope it gets better! I adore you and you deserve only the best happy things! I'm sending all the love in the world! 💕💜💕💜💕

Oh my gosh Jenwyn thank you, my week is kinda not the best but the fact you’re thinking of me helps so much 😭

I love you! ❤️ Sending you all the love right back!

[elvensorceress]

The thing is, even if they do the whole moving in thing now… to me it is almost like putting Eddie as a side character. We’ve had time to see the evolution of everyone else’s relationships, and as you pointed out even Tommy and Buck’s was developed better than Eddie and that woman. Making them live together all of a sudden almost feels as if they don’t care about Eddie enough to give him solid development. Because what we’ve had so far isn’t it…

Personally I want her gone. I can’t stand the actress and it annoys me she’s still there. Because she doesn’t deserve it after her behavior and because I am at my limit with her smug attitude. I wouldn’t mind Tommy staying for a bit longer, I like him and the different dynamics he brings in (wow look at that, maybe a developed character can be likeable!) but honestly I want her gone like, yesterday.

Been trying to think of a reply for this, but I basically just want to say:

100/10. No notes. Because. Yeah. Yes to all. Eddie and Tommy's relationship is more developed after one episode, too. Hell, Maddie and Eddie's relationship is more developed at this point and they've had one? group scene together? But we know more about what they think of each other and how they fit in each other's lives even without a single duo scene of them together. So. 🫠

But I agree. It wouldn't make sense. It's been a few months of them dating. Because they put the cruise ship disaster right at the beginning and the first three episodes spanned a week? Or so? And the cruise was two months(?) after season 6? Does anyone even know the supposed timeline they're working with? Or is it hand wavy like s4 was and we'll just never know for sure?

idk the timeline is fuzzy so don't quote me on anything. But it can't be more than maybe three months that they've been dating? And it's so late in the game to try and back track and show development now. She was in 6a. They could have done something to keep up that relationship throughout the whole season. Not that it really matters or that I want her on my screen for any longer. imo the lack of shown development would have to be on purpose. We know Mr.Minear doesn't like relationships like this where you seclude the characters and can't have them interact with the rest of the story so. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

(let's go quicker, Timothy! get there faster!)

If that moving in disaster (a la BuckTaylor) does happen, I would hope that it's for a reason. A good reason. But even then, it's like. Is there really a good enough reason at this point? Because I just don't think so. I am tired. She's insufferable.

🏳️‍⚧️🕯️Prayer circle to get the biphobic/homophobic transphobe off our show 2Kforever 🕯️🏳️‍⚧️

[wh0re-behavi0r]

7, 22, 23, 27 for your asks 💕

7. Favorite romcom(s)?

13 going on 30, 27 dresses, about time, entergalatic (love the animation on this!), easy A, (im very into the 00s romcoms i grew up of them)

22. Any first date dealbreakers?

rude to me or others, makes any prejudice comments indirect or directly, and shows more interest in themselves than others. There's certain behaviors that might annoy me, but I feel as though I'd only know in the moment haha.

23. What's something you'd compromise on if you were with the right partner?

Having religious differences as long as they respect mine for sure. It's a very important part of my life but I get it if it isn't for others. And where I live... I'm very attached to my hometown but I don't really leave my house so I'd move.

27. What's your experience with dating apps? Good? Bad?

Uneventful and bad. I don't use tinder anymore because people will fetishize you with no problem, but many people are really bad at starting conversations and so yeah.

send me an ask relating to romance

[911onabc]

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Pineapple🍍: We never talk but I care about you!

Jalapeño 🌶: Tell me something not on this list!

Jenwyn!!! omg thank you so much. I adore you too and I am actually amazed by you and your talent. like i feel like you're too talented to even talk to me fr 😭🥹

send me a fruit :)

[eddiediaaz]

ALIE DARLING!! YOU ARE SO SWEET AND TALENTED AND YOUR GIFSETS ARE SO BEAUTIFUL AND YOUR COMMENTS AND TAGS ALWAYS MAKE ME CRY AND I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH!! I HOPE YOU HAVE THE HAPPIEST MOST WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY!! SENDING YOU ALL THE LOVE AND HUGS AND HAPPINESS!! 💕🎉🎊🎁🎈🥳🪅❤️💕🥳🎉

JENWYN OMG??? stop omfg i had the worst night ever and this is soothing me so much 💖😭💖 THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH!!! and you deserve all of the love on your fics ALWAYS!!!